It's Been a Hard Week 😢| Living Abroad (Emotional Truth)

[@topenglishidiomas2463]

My husband wasn't a traveler, and he started to see your videos and we started to travel so much more. You inspire people! From all over the world! Never forget that.

[@WingingItWithAsh]

How did I miss this!! I guess I was meant to see it today. This is why I share I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!! Thank you for sharing and I am so so happy you and your husband get to enjoy travel together. -Ash

[@kathrynborghini1915]

Ash, I am a 54 year old Australian woman who is now single for the first time in my life. Travel is my absolute passion, so now I am facing continuing my journey solo. YOU, gorgeous young lady, have been an inspiration to me to face my fears, step out of my comfort zone, & get back into exploring this wonderful world of ours! Chin up Ash, you are a strong, beautiful & intelligent woman...you've got this!!!!! Sending much love from Melbourne, Australia. xxxxxx

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Kathryn I truly can not express how happy this comment made me. You are the reason why I make these videos. I love this so much and I am so so proud of you and back you up 100%. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. -Ash

[@glynnwright1699]

Don't be hard on yourself, you have set yourself challenges that most of us wouldn't even contemplate. Giving time and space to recognise your emotions is healthy and part of the process.

[@BENTWOONEZERO]

I followed the Way away for years , and I have followed Winging it with Ash since its launch. I enjoy your content particularly when you venture to Italy. The only way I can think of increasing numbers is doing some collaborations with other you tubers who have bigger audiences. You did it in the past on your other channel so I imagine you have some contacts. Good luck any way , I am sure numbers will pick up soon.

[@duanewhitacre5995]

Ashley, you have been successful on many levels. Don't ever think of yourself as failure. You have been through the fire and inspired travelers, single people, and others all over the world. We all love you and wish you the best. I can't budget to be a patron, but you are always on my prayer list. Whatever you do, pray and trust God for the outcome. 🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏

[@jluvsbooks2020]

I watched The Way Away and this channel. recently I haven’t been watching your vids or any travel vids as much lately. Why? I think I’m burnt out on watching travel vids. I’m working overtime to pay bills so I don’t have the time and the last thing I want to watch is someone else on vacation. I don’t mean to be mean but I think the interest in it is declining. I use to support channels I loved financially but I stopped. My heating bill just doubled and I don’t have extra. Go home. Set up a home and then travel here and there. That was my fave part of this channel. It was relatable.

[@anouksophia7399]

You are brave! Keep going, it will work out! You built this channel at your lowest and you got so far already! ❤

[@blotski]

A couple of people I follow on KZbin have mentioned recently that their views and growth have slowed or even sunk for some reason and it seemed that for some reason KZbin wasn't pushing it to people. He asked followers to go to the search, put in the title of his channel and then click on any of his videos that came up in the results, like if not already liked and to keep doing that for a while. Apparently, that can kick start YT into recommending you more. Apparently, it worked so if we can all do that for a few minutes it might help.

[@mdnickless]

When I moved to New Zealand (from the UK) thought hard about my family and particularly my dad, who was already in his 80s. I decided on two things: 1. Even though New Zealand is far away, it is still only a day away. Getting back to England in an emergency was difficult and expensive, but not impossible. 2. In life, it's important to move forward. The greatest gift that we can give our parents is to be happy and successful in our lives. And being far away doesn't stop us thinking about loved ones and keeping in touch.

[@jj-if6it]

great advice

[@TimezoneJunkies]

Get a job as an English teacher at an academy. It’s usually part time and would help you with visas. 😀

[@KristenLS]

Oh hunny I just want to give you hug! I am currently learning French, I am taking lessons at my local Alliance de France. I never realized how hard it was learning a new language. I feel it could easily be considered a part time job, heck even a full time one! I go to all of my classes, plus I use supporting programs like Duo Lingo and Pimsleur. I am struggling, A LOT..... but I have given myself a few years to become proficient before I move. I think that is why you are so overwhelmed. Give yourself a bit of Grace. You Can Do This! We are here for you!

[@catherinemobley3456]

My husband and i are doing the same. Trying to learn French, and hopefully become proficient, before we move. Plan to move to France in the next few years.... So hopefully learning the language first will make it easier. I def noticed that it's harder to learn and retain the knowledge than it used to be when I was younger

[@dsalzy411]

Very touching video. I remember your positivity at home talking about wanting to work maybe as a flight attendant and also travel. You share often that you love It there. It seems like also there is a void in a few areas and maybe going home in time would be a good reboot to starting a new chapter. It’s a change of direction which is the great part about growing.

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Its for sure something I consider from time to time and am not completely against but until I know for sure that it is time I will stay and enjoy all the special moments that I am having here in Spain.

[@brianwhittington5086]

​​@WingingItWithAsh I'm going to be honest Ash, and speak from too many years experience. You are showing the classic signs of missing being in a secure relationship. You probably think not, but trying to resurrect The Way Away was trying to return to happier times. You're now at a crossroads, and you have to make some tough choices. Most guys of your age will be looking to, or already have started to put down roots and looking to settle with a job, wife, and family. There will be some that still want the globe trotting life, but not your average guy. I've never wanted to tour the world, but I can see the attraction for you, as your ex was a part of it for a long time. You have to make some choices as the years soon pass, and if you're looking to have a family, it's more involved, the nearer you get to 40. You need to be thinking ahead, to where you really see yourself settling long term. I hope It's been of use to you, but please choose carefully and find someone that is still going to stick around through the good and bad times.

[@chiaweinam]

@@brianwhittington5086 I have a feeling she does not wanna face the honest truth

[@brianwhittington5086]

@@chiaweinam Yes, I followed their The Way Away for some time, and I've seen Ash putting on the brave face and seem to move on after the split. Having lost my wife to illness a few years ago, I know how hard it will be to make sure you find what you really want. Sometimes it takes a stranger to say the truth to you and make you see you can't dwell on the past too much or the years pass by before you realise. It's a shame to see her so unhappy, and unsure which way she needs to go. I'm a pretty good judge of peoples emotions, and it's quite clear that Ash needs to be looking at where she really would like to be in say 10+ years, not a short term plan. But the difficult part is findings that person that will be there with you all the way.

[@pip-h]

This is the content people want to see. We want to see real life. We want to know what others are dealing with. It helps us all feel connected and like we're not alone. It's real life. It's sanity. Crying is healthy.

[@jeffjolley6684]

God Bless You, Ash. My wife and I moved to Barcelona in September 2022, right after you. Your videos were inspirational for us. My wife is a student and her visa is good. I've struggled with my own visa issues, and uncertainty, exactly as you shared in this video. You deserve more views and success!!! Thank you for everything you do!!!

[@DrSaad-sp6yi]

I am alone since last September 2022, came from Pakistan to Ireland as a doctor. I think there is a kind of depression and loneliness when abroad , working away from your own people.

[@tylertodd4774]

What I have found in my life, the journey of working at challenges you set for yourself is almost more important than achieving the goal itself. It's been encouraging to see you work at challenges you've set for yourself.

[@stevenkutcher3572]

Prayers and best wishes to you!

[@freeplace5243]

I have to admire you for your courage and persistence to succeed at your dream, I know most people presented with the obstacles you have experienced would have packed it in a long time ago, I think you will find the way forward even if you stumble now and then. you will get stronger. I have faith in your future. Ash, all the best!

[@krystlynnemuscutt9552]

I saw a job for a remote video editor somewhere… you have lots of skills I’m sure you’ll find something. I would be a patron but I can barely live myself. Everything here costs so much it’s ridiculous. Love you kid.

[@karenpapps5844]

Thanks!

[@roysimpson9711]

Hi Ashley . I watched the Way away . It was very good. I could see what was happening through the years too. I worried then but it was you that made me watch . It broke my heart too later but look what you did . You came back . I am an orphan now . I'm an old man now and believe me family is precious . There are many doing Spain maybe a change might help . I hate to see you so unhappy .You used to love Turkey I remember. Chin up sunshine You can do it

[@annabelv.2400]

Keep strong. You might be in a low but keep following your magic

[@rosangelasilva6341]

Ashley,my condolences on your grandma. I follow you since the time you came here to my country, Brazil! you have the courage to make videos, this is already a success, so you can do lives showing the city where you are, so people can help you by making donations at the time of the live. You are a winner and inspire all of us!

[@gahms15]

I've been following you since way away a few years ago and must say that a lot of your videos inspired me. Being an expat is not easy, I totally understand you, I am born Brazilian to Portuguese parents and we have lived in different countries. When I was younger moving and learning new languages was easy, this way I've learned 4 languages easily, however, 5 years ago I moved to Denmark for a job (thankfully I don't have to go through these visa processes due to my Portuguese nationality) and I struggled so much to learn some Danish and integrate, I worked full time in an office and had classes twice a week for 3 hours, but my brain was just like no, I was already exhausted by the end of the day. At some point I dropped the classes after the first module, I couldn't work full time and learn danish at the same time, I'm in my early 30s nowadays and it's not like when I was a teenager. Also, you feel like nowhere is home, back in Brazil and Portugal I don't feel like this is my home anymore, but neither is Denmark, At the end of the day I understood that home is where the heart is and slowly started saying that home is where I'm physically at and if I move to another place that will be my home, and Denmark, Brazil, Portugal, France and the US will be in the past, a few beautiful chapters of my life. Do I see myself living in Brazil or Portugal again? Maybe when I get much older? Another point, being away from family is not easy, but being too close isn't pleasant either - my siblings are closer and always complain. I always think well if my mom lives another 30 years, I may see her only 30 or 40 times since I have my life with my partner, I travel to different places and not necessarily to see my family every time. The hardest I noticed was when my partner's mother passed away during the pandemic and we couldn't attend the funeral, that was heartbreaking to an unimaginable level and well it is what it is. Nowadays, I understand I have to focus only on the positive aspects and understand that there are drawbacks and that's normal, it's life, this way I'm coping better.

[@karisalonen12]

Thank you for your honesty. I found you at the last league of the previous traveling channel you had and I always loved how bubbly and positive you are. This said it is natural that there is something else that is not seen in the videos. I hope it is mostly good anyway. I guess I'm one of the followers who doesn't have real preference if it is you traveling or talking how learning spanish or comparing cultural differences or cooking or showing the new apartment. I kinda enjoy them all. 😊 Stay strong and try to have fun and enjoy.

[@Fantabbydozy2608]

Ashley everything you say about language learning is entirely normal. Just to reassure you that you will get there but it takes so much more time than people think. It has taken me 5 years to get there with French but it’s still hard. Keep going. Please don’t give up! I think you’ve done so well to go and live in Europe and experience so many things both ups and downs. You’re an amazing person and your spirit is beautiful. I’ve said this so many times but your smile and outlook on life is such a positive thing in the world. Wherever you are I love watching your content. I loved your little house in the USA when you worked in the dentist. I loved your travel videos. I’ve loved watching your Spain videos. Basically the core subscribers aren’t going anywhere. It’s all so normal to feel this way when you live away from your home country. I moved from the U.K. to Australia after travelling Europe for years. I’m also in my 30s and craving security and familiarity and having to renew my visa over here in Australia every 2 years is hard, it just makes everything feel temporary. It’s like living in limbo sometimes and being so far away from my friend group is heartbreaking.

[@anneliesvh6494]

Dear Ashley, watching your video right now makes me pick up on a few things. Trying and fighting to makes things work is what is not working out for you. The Way Away was something from your past, maybe it's time to let it go and leave it in the past. If things feels like a huge struggle, it's not your path. It's ok to make new desicions and let things go. Watching your video right now, makes it feels like that is the lessons you have to learn right now. You simply can't carry everything. Sending you so much love, you'll get there ❤

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Thank you for your insight. As far as THE WAY AWAY I agree with you. I am no longer posting there and I am glad I tried but I don't see it as a benefit to me anymore so I am happy to let it go. :) I do think in life there are things worth fighting for and it may be hard at times but there is something about fighting for what you want and I will continue pressing through, trusting the good will out weigh the bad. Thank you for caring. -Ash

[@peterlindholm136]

Hi Ashley. I'm so sorry for your lose of your grandmother. I know it's a big struggle to move abroad and you are much stronger than I am, it's also something I have been dreaming about but I'm too afraid to fulfill my dreams. I have been following your Channel WIWA since the start but usually I watch the videos later due to my working hours and long days at work. I know how hard it's to learning a new language but I think you chose the better method than I did, you will hear and have to practice the language every day but I went to the class once a week and hardly heard it anywhere outside the class. Twice I started from the beginnings and now it's on hold again because of the situation in Russia and I don't think I will start it a third time anymore. You are doing a good job inspiring people everywhere to travel and explore new things. ❤❤

[@pamelawatson2366]

I am so sorry to see how upset you are. I have lived alone in a country where I had limited language skills and I recognise how you feel. It is part of the process and you should share the highs and lows. You are already succeeding and better days will come. ❤❤❤

[@selenajg2676]

I’m sending you soooooo many mom hugs. I’m sorry you are in this season right now, I hope it passes quickly

[@cindynelson992]

Thank you, Ashley, for everything you do to entertain us. I’m sorry you’re having a rough patch-very normal. Sending you big hugs and never give up. I can’t imagine living in a foreign country and missing your parents ❤ My parents are long gone but I cherish every moment with my husband’s family and I’m so irritating to my husband because I make him see his parents all the time lol. Hang in there, Doll, things will get better for you❤big hugs to you❤

[@teamariastyle7622]

Love your honesty. Its hard to be so open publicly. I have moved many times and lived in several countries and now living on the opposite side of the world from home. There have been very tough times but I have pushed through them and grown within. Keep going and thriving. You will know within what you want to do🙂 sending hugs

[@heavenfxeyesforsale]

thanks for sharing! hope u r doing better! 💕

[@camelia2404]

I moved in France after my divorce. I was emotional for more than a year and was hard, but I can tell you that worth the fight. When you change your life and you start from 0 is difficult at the beginning, so is better to stop making lot of expectations, just be present the way life offer you. Is your soul journey. I send you love and light, keep fighting 🤗

[@PeterShieldsukcatstripey]

So glad your mum and dad got to come to Europe.

[@Kizziemari20]

Ashley, go home to your family. Get stable, emotionally and financially. You can always go back to Spain later in life to pursue your dreams.

[@SethinBerlin]

Maybe. Also, sometimes you have to fight through it to get to the other side. Going to your easy place isn't always the answer.

[@mrsprivate1678]

I don’t think you tube can be a job like it used to be too many people doing it fighting for the same views . Also a lot of people haven’t got the money now to paying you tubers . The cost of living crisis is effecting most people so money is tight for everyone.

[@beezneez2056]

What about going home and becoming a flight attendant? I know you were thinking about that at one time. You’d make steady money and benefits, could travel, and could still make videos.

[@elaineevans7126]

She can be just as sad as this at home, too. Life has ups and downs. 💓🙏🏼

[@SethinBerlin]

@@elaineevans7126 this immigrant life we choose isn’t easy. You always have to determine if the cost of admission is worth the ride, especially if it’s voluntary. I’ve been following her for years through this and her prior life. I empathize for sure but she’s a tough gal that seems to think things through, and I think whatever she chooses to do will be the right choice.

[@MrDavfit]

No one's perfect, relax,live your life enjoy the process and the journey. hugs

[@Alex-rx9rc]

I'm always impressed by people who are able to strike out on their own, move to another country where they don't know anyone and then successfully overcome the challenges. I have traveled solo and experienced the loneliness of not being near loved ones but that doesn't compare to permanently living without your family nearby which you have done. My suggestions are to try to focus on the things that you have accomplished and all of the small achievements that you have had. With regard to Spanish, I have been studying Spanish for a year and a half and know the sinking feeling when I am in my online class with students from all over the world and can't get my conjugations right or forget my vocabulary. It takes several years to truly become fluent in a foreign language. But the times that I do get the answers right are what keep me going with Spanish. With regards to income, have you thought of becoming an English teacher in Italki or a similar platform? I have practiced with several Spanish speaking people from Mexico who are certified teachers or community teachers and who are gradually building their number of students and income. With your personality, I am sure you would do well as an English teacher in Italki.

[@claudetteedwards4115]

It's not your fault. Travel has become difficult. Airlines are delaying and cancelling flights all the time. Inflation is through the roof and interest rates are killing people. Covid lockdowns destroyed businesses and tourism. You are taking it personally, it's not You! It's the world we are living in. You do what is right for you beautiful girl. We all think you're a trooper 🥰❤❤

[@crimsonkola]

Ashley, you're a true inspiration! Stay strong and keep going. So sorry to hear of your struggles. You're an amazing person. I hope you find a way forward....xxx

[@AneliseAlfredo]

Learning a new language is ALWAYS hard...there is nothing wrong with you. Everybody feels like that when they are studying a foreign language. It's not easy or fast to anyone. Be kind to yourself...❤

[@pancuronium]

Aww Ash it breaks my heart to see you so upset! I've followed you for many many years now & it'll all work out! Hope you feel better soon x

[@kevinm4105]

In one way or another we all understand what you're going through sometimes sometimes it's better to take a step back and refigure everything and then go forward agas far as the channel don't stress on it too much we're all here for you we're all love watching the videos I love seeing places I have no way to get to whatsoever would love to but have no way to do I definitely look forward to seeing your videos just think of all of us as a big family and we all just give you a big virtual hug you got this you're tough you're strong

[@JohnandCaraRetiredTravellers]

Wish I could give you a hug! I struggle with what to say…but I do know in my 58 years experience you will find your way! It’s not all rainbows, but Ashley you are going to make it! You are a brave, beautiful, creative young woman. Thanks for sharing, I’m going to keep you in my prayers. Lots of love 🌸💕~Cara

[@TheTwoTravelersInMexico]

Speaking from experience learning Spanish is hard for all of the reasons you mentioned, you're not alone. KZbin is hard. It's different for you because you need to make a living from it whereas I don't need to make money from it. For me it's just something I like to do from video shooting to editing. Don't let it get you down. You are a strong independent woman. Considering all that you've been through i hope you’re proud of yourself. -Marc

[@asilverliningineverything]

Definitely do not give up! I've followed you for years and you're so inspiring. I love your honesty that you've always shared even through your hardest times. Forget about the videos you think others want to see. If you're passionate about something it will come through in your videos. If you want to settle in Spain, find a job and buy a house, chronicle that. I'd love to see more of that because it's who you are and what you want. It's a real, human story with ups and downs and struggles and fun. Hang in there. So sorry to hear about your grandmother. Find something intentional you can do to memorialize her life and help you process.

[@WingingItWithAsh]

oh my gosh! If I could buy a house and film it, that would be a dream! A goal for the future for sure. Thank you so much for your compassion. -Ash

[@miranda-mir]

Dear Ash , I just wanted to say I did the same thing like you and it's been six year that I left home and family , to live and study in Italy . The hard days will pass and good days will come . You just need to find out what you are doing now is what you really want or it can guarantee the future that you imagine for yourself. Rest of the challenges on the way are not important and they will pass away :) and I do enjoy your videos , I do like your beautiful smiles 😊

[@ersegunduran4212]

Don't cry, Ashley..! :( I'm sending my prayers and positive energy to you...! Dry your eyes...! :( Greetings from Turkey !

[@ruthtillie1653]

HUGE HUGS!!! You are the sweetest. Hang in there!

[@matt-zr6zs]

you are a very brave lady to be in a country on your own takes guts . plus to vlog giving people advice upon traveling is amazing . not many people are real in expressing feelings you truly are a amazing person.

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Thank you matt. I like to communicate and encourage even if I am feeling down. Its in my nature. -Ash

[@chrono-uo3qr]

Hello from Japan. I started to watch your channel few months ago to study English. Since then, Your videos always motivate me and every time you upload new videos, it makes me happy! I hope your dreams come true.

[@MsPinkcat7]

Ash, my heart goes out to you ❤️, it really isn’t easy doing what you’re doing. Whatever happens in the future, whatever you decide, remember how amazing you are, and your resilience and your sense of adventure. You have come so far, done so much, and all this in the midst of some fairly tricky life scenarios! It’s hard to keep going, but always remember that you are brilliant, powerful, and creative. You can be all these things at the same time as feeling a bunch of less positive emotions. Life is oftentimes a mixture, and whilst there are moments of "mountain highs" and "valley lows", often life is a lot of both :) Praying for you xxx

[@anamartins4918]

To immigrate is not easy, all these feelings are part of it! Learning a new language also comes to a moment when it feels like you will never be able to speak but trust me this time will pass and you soon will be very fluent! don't give up, even if you come back home you will see that all these difficult parts were great lessons! I left my country when I was 17 and I lived in 5 different countries, I understand all those feelings! Good luck, you are doing great!

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Wow amazing! You're inspiring and I really appreciate your encouragement! Thank you.

[@karenpapps5844]

Keep going Ashley- you're an absolute inspiration to a lifestyle many only dream of. I love your travel videos and would really like to see more of Barcelona ❤

[@gasman6163]

You should be proud of your achievements, only 1 in a thousand would have the ability to make their way around life as well as you have. It's quite normal to have doubts and bouts of feeling down, especially as you are carrying all the decisions by yourself. At some point in the future it will all come together and you will meet the right person , in the right place and look back and see is was all worth it. Have a virtual hug. Chin up. .... you are normal, you are human..... but you are also an inspiration and tough as proven so far. You have to let your emotions out sometimes, its good for you

[@davidcross47]

Oh bless you. Remember how strong you are, and we all love you. I just want to hug you right now…❤

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Thank you David! If we were all in a room I think I would get enough hugs for a lifetime! You are are so lovely. -Ash

[@pineconelife]

Hi Ash, Canadian living in Denmark here. 12 years and my Danish still sucks and I still miss home. I think people may like more day in the life vlogs interspersed with travel. You are awesome.

[@jewelbarrera963]

I feel u.. Maybe there's sumthing else in life waiting for you.. Keep moving forward

[@moyashisoba]

Dear Ash, I’m very sorry about your loss. Mourning without your loved ones is very hard, I have been there as well. I hope the time with your parents will help you heal. You can be so proud of yourself. You have an adventurous heart, with adventures often comes the feeling of failure, I think that’s (unfortunately) normal because you are stepping into new situations every day. You are a fighter, a strong women who wants to leave her comfort zone, turning her dreams and ideas into action. And that’s absolutely amazing. So many people are unhappy their whole life because they are afraid of the outcome of a change. You are taking the chance, you are brave and willing to grow, even if the outcome might be ugly sometimes. At one point you might have to listen to your heart but whatever it says: you did it and that’s never a failure. Much love and strength and enjoy those days with your family.

[@karinpople1019]

I struggled to learn another language and I too cannot seem to think 'differently'. Continue to share your journey, you inspire so many that you do not know about. I wish I could hug you. Keep going Ash

[@Top_hat_vrgt]

You are going to be ok. You've been through so much. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. You will get where you want. Don't give up.

[@linnmarita-livsstilmoteogk8810]

Hi Ash. I just wanted to say that you are amazing at what you do and the content you create. KZbin is a tough platform to grow on, I think. But YOU are growing by opening yourself up like this. You are creating the feelings we want to feel: inspiration, happiness, love and so much more. You are such a loving person. I would love to see more of that through your videos. Activities that make you happy in Spain, what you do, shop and eat. Get tips on where to go on a budget where you are. Free places to visit to get great experiences with art and culture. You are remarkable at getting out to people and we feel blessed to see your videos. I truly wish you the best and I hope to see more happiness and love from you.

[@golagaz]

Stay strong. You can do it. Love.

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Thank you SO MUCH!!!

[@RitaHobart]

It’s great that you’ve done the Wales trip, the Paris holiday, the Spanish life and studying, plus the side trips you’ve been able to do, but you obviously need more financial security behind you, and atm more emotional security from family and friends. Go back home for a while. Get another job like the dentist office job you had in the States before the Wales trip. Consolidate your finances, then you’ll be in a way better position to be more flexible and do the travel you really want to do, without relying on the unpredictable Facebook money or trying to pick up the odd casual other jobs which don’t guarantee security for you.

[@TheKingOfBeans]

Facebook money?

[@laureenjones7528]

The struggle is real, But we all have choices! We learn as we grow, if plan A doesn't work out, always good to have a backup plan! In your case Ash, you're the king in your kindom, things are easier and life is better for you, a steady income and a roof over your head, plus family support!

[@debraajohnsondaj]

Ashley! I was just thinking about you the other day. Your videos arent showing up on my normal thread and i was wondering how you were doing! So glad i came across your video! I will be praying for you!!!

[@maureenbeckwith128]

Hi Ash, don't be discouraged if people haven't seen the Zurich series for example, I've just been away and have lots of vlogs from people that i follow to catch up on, so its no reflection on the content, I must admit I'm drawn to the foodie vlogs and find them very enjoyable xx

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Ahaah Yes! This is very normal and I don't hold anyone person responsible. I tend to be more upset with KZbin really haha. I also really like food vlogs!

[@kathrynpowell9567]

Still home working since pandemic and love listening to all your travels. 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿🇪🇸🇺🇸

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Thank you so much for watching! Do you prefer it that way or do you like going into the office? -ASH

[@SorgiStories]

Ash, my job was eliminated two months ago, after having moved our family and bought a home two years ago for that job, in a city where we know no one. I’ve applied for more than 350 jobs including a ton remotely. It is soooooo hard right now in this economy, and it’s not getting better. I have been wrestling hard with God about this. “Really? Really?” And in your case, adding your grief? 😢 But I see the worth in this struggle. To keep trying. To persevere and thrive. To pivot where needed. Just know it is 💯% ok to not be ok. You are not alone. You have a community here. Do not be afraid to reach out to this group you share your life with. Us included. We believe in you. We believe in your journey, whatever it turns into. We believe in you.

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Oh My Goodness. First I want to thank you for sharing. I am so sorry for this difficulty in your life and I will add you and your family to my prayer list. I understand the job thing and know the frustration that comes with it although having a family I understand adds to the pressured. Thank you for your encouragement and I am so proud of your positivity and willingness to encourage me. Its amazing and please share with me your praise report :) When something better comes along. -Ash

[@marycarmenuriarte6984]

Your videos are really good. I love traveling and enjoy your tips and adventures. Don't get discouraged. You are quite good as a solo traveler. 😊

[@normanby100]

Something about your vulnerability makes me want to give you a big, paternal hug and cuddle and reassure you everything will be alright one day. Having gone through some dark times myself, I can promise you it will.

[@sanduniemendis4174]

Sending you lots of love Ashley. I know you are going through some difficult times, but always remember, this too shall pass. You are stronger than you think! Sending blessings your way.

[@annabelv.2400]

Expectations and reality are almost never going to be on par. What makes you stong is how you rebound to adapting from that "ideal" you envisionned vs reality. And I know you are strong like that and can do it. KZbin itself will not be enough. Your side plans of becoming a guide in Barcelona for example can help, as well as remote work (and it is hard to get a good one that matches you can do/are looking for, but it does not come in weeks/not even months: keep pushing and looking. Do not ever believe "you are not enough": you are worth your dreams and more and with your strength you can eventually accomplish them. Down moments are bound to happen in every one that is not a robot and human: just know you are there and can rebound

[@samanthahorridge8104]

Chin up. Just remember to continue to be the genuine person you are. Who knows what's around the corner XXX

[@samanthahorridge8104]

You've probably already done this, but maybe look back at what worked previously. I liked the output when you went back to America. But previously your travel. Tailor it to yourself. Also local supermarkets where you live. Shops restaurants. Street food. X

[@stephensmith4480]

Ash, you are a real sweetheart. Your family will always be with you, even though there is distance between you, that will never change. I am so sorry to see you going through this sad phase in your young life, trust me, it will change for the better. Just keep being yourself, no matter what and things will come full circle. I wish you all the Love and Happiness in The World Princess, you take care and keep a smile on that Pretty Face. Very Best Wishes from Liverpool UK 😍😍💞💞💋💋

[@karenpotteiger]

My heart really understands what you are saying...I am also from the PNW and moved to Mexico. The learning of Spanish and the energy it takes is exhausting...and I miss my family so much❤️❤️ My heart goes to you...

[@ronrose2322]

My favorite time in your life with your videos were in Washington with family and friends. You seemed so happy. Family is everything. Just think about it.

[@WingingItWithAsh]

I love hearing you say this. I always think content back home is less superior because I don't realize that what is normal to me is not as normal for others.

[@kenandcoreen7179]

Condolences on the passing of your Grandma Ash. Look, we can all tell you that everything will be OK, and to keep going. Reality is - you have to pay the bills. KZbin is not easy, and you know having had a very successful channel that the struggle is real. I love watching you, and enjoy the travel videos the most. That is how we originally found you with Way Away. You have gone through a lot in the last few years, and I admire you for taking on the challenges that you have, like moving to Spain. Like some others have suggested, maybe collaborate with some of the channels you have in the past to bring in more viewers! We will stand by you whatever you chose to do. Sending you a hug. - Coreen

[@shawnsmith5498]

Come home and travel from there. I have great interest in you but no interest in Spain. You can never get back the time with your family. ❤❤❤ Remember meeting us in London?

[@SuperJase12]

Big hugs there ash yes you are only human but you have a great channel and so sweet with it keep up the good work xx

[@CC-gq7sx]

I enjoy the authenticity of the channel. I like this channel more than the old The Way Away. Nice to see all the supportive comments. I encourage you to make the content that you would like us to see, as opposed to what you think the viewers want. Please take time for yourself as you need. Would rather have content less often with you in a better place than weekly content with you struggling. Take a deep breath for yourself. Let's go!

[@stacybrown3783]

I love you, sweet girl. Sending you a big hug. You are in my thoughts and prayers. ❤

[@alteredillusions100]

Thank you for sharing. Back in the day you were instrumental in my choice to go full-time traveling❤

[@shrenko]

wish you all the best Ash

[@balancer00]

Potting plants in the sunshine sounds wonderful...an important part of my life is learning how to live with myself, appreciating the silence within and without, and deciding what it is that I really have to say when breaking this silence. To me, this is learning to live a meaningful life, having said what I needed to say, and hopefully, having done what I needed to do. Sounds like you’re on the right track...keep going, Ash ✌️❤️😊

[@WingingItWithAsh]

This is beautifully said. I love this lesson and apricate the reminder. Thank you!

[@topenglishidiomas2463]

*He had never been on plane, that level of never traveling. I admire you so much Ash! I love your traveling videos! If I had a say here I would ask you not to leave "way away"💝

[@alisonweir3901]

I wish I could give you a hug Ash ❤ - you are a very inspirational woman and maybe you don’t realise that. After everything that has happened in recent years I applaud you for picking up your life and trying to move on. So many people would love to do what you are doing but aren’t as brave as you are. Hug your mum and dad tight when you see them - they will be very proud of you for doing this video I am sure - take care 🤗

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Awe Thank you!! I really apricate it and believe me when I say I will be sure and squeeze them tight! :) -Ash

[@kevinfriend6521]

Don't beat yourself up! This period will pass. Even if you just get up each day you are showing your strength. Seeing your family is bound to have caused you to question things. Hang in there!

[@renee2712]

It makes me sad when you are sad because you are such a kind person. I went to France for two weeks recently and it was incredible - a fulfillment of a lifelong dream. But there was one day when I just cried because it IS taxing to think and speak in another language and I was really homesick too ….even after two weeks😮. You are an amazing person. I just wish I could hug you❤

[@ajf9041]

Ash! You are amazing and I’m sorry you are struggling. Keep going! We are all rooting for you. ❤

[@coraefrom5611]

As an immigrant I understand your struggles. Just remember thar there will be phases of immense stress and lots of unexpected challenges but there are amazing days as well. It is hard to adapt your expectation for your everyday reality and not with your plans from who you were before, but who and where you are now. Take care!❤

[@larissap.1052]

Sending lots of love from Brazil 💚💛

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Awe thank you!!!

[@matt8630]

You’re so sweet. Hang in there and trust in God. What is meant to happen will happen.

[@cwil7252]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your grandmother. It sounds like you've had everything hit at once. I've been experiencing that a lot lately too. I live away from home too, and notice that we get good at compartmentalizing... but when the 2 versions of our worlds collide, or I have to miss important things in my "other life" it can get bad. Always keep in mind that 2 things can be true at once. Hang in there.

[@nagij57]

Oh Ash I am so sorry for your loss, I wish I could give you a hug❤ I love all of your videos, and I will watch every video you make, here or in the way away. Sending you love, hang in there lovely ash it will get better ❤❤❤

[@missrenee1123]

My heart goes out to you. ❤ Even though I don't live in another country, my husband, children, and I all live many hundreds of miles away from the nearest relatives (my husband is a fellow Washingtonian). We've been away for nearly a decade, and have missed many events (his mother's passing is one that was really hard); as well as going through major life events without family (all our children were born since we moved here). Some days are almost unbearable; yet, we, too, know we're where God directed us. I pray He will give you the comfort and clarity you seek.❤

[@WingingItWithAsh]

I love this!! The best place to be is where you feel you are called and I truly feel that even though at times its hard it is so comforting to be reminded that I am where I am supposed to be and I was never told that would be easy BUT it is worth it. Thank you for sharing and reminding me I am not the only one with these struggles. -Ash

[@missrenee1123]

@Winging It With Ash Thank you, again, for sharing your heart. It truly helps so many.

[@toobydude41]

Ash, I'm so sorry. My condolences to you and your family. 🫂❤ Sending a virtual hug. I hate to hear about the status of your channels too. I don't get it. You know me ...I never ever pass by a single video, on WayAway or here. Anyone who misses out on watching, it's their loss. It's not just the travel , but the star of the show is so sweet and raw and relatable...the world needs more of you. My eyes were welling up too while watching this. You are like the best friend I never met in person. Heartbreaking to see you upset. My heart and thoughts are with you. Hang in there ok. Love ya lots

[@WingingItWithAsh]

Awe Scott you know that I cherish you and I feel that same. We have become friend over the internet and over many years. Thank you!

[@robertarohwer3861]

Ashley... when your parents come back.... make sure they understand how you are. Don't sugar coat your emotions. I'm so sorry about your Grandma.... that has to be the most difficult thing... and the mind plays many tricks and what ifs when dealing with things like this. Since you've repeated several times your need for security, family, and emotional needs... I'd really say that you'd be wise to make the inevitable list (positives/negatives of living far away from home) and see where you end up. The older I've gotten the more I've realized that we don't always get exactly what we want when we want it... sometimes we're forced to change directions for a time to eventually succeed. Hugs to you.

[@peggymurphy2783]

Are you still interested in working in the travel industry like the job you got as an airline attendant just before the pandemic hit?

[@effie-Toronto]

She can't work for an airline from Spain she will have to go back to USA re taxes and income from a foreign country

[@bradleyeis7319]

Hello Ash. After many years of watching you, I finally joined your channel. Keep up the good work, wish I could be doing what you are.

[@MarissatheXplorer]

In the future, you’ll look back at this video and you’ll know exactly why you needed to go through this struggle. ❤️

[@WingingItWithAsh]

I love this!! I agree 100 percent. It’s like a video journal. 😁