It Took Neal Brennan 18 Months to Recover From His DMT Trip

[@jopo7996]

Neal looks like it would take him 18 months to recover from 3 push-ups.

[@cystevie7185]

Roasted

[@philtheheaterguy951]

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@joalco3]

you probably look like it would take you 3 seconds to recover from hitting your wife

[@domferretti]

😂😂😂

[@lessforloans]

Lmfao nice

[@declanh5434]

It's difficult to put a DMT breakthrough into words because so much happens in such a short time, yet it feels like an eternity. It's really amazing.

[@Castillo-x1t]

I've been wanting to give it a go, but I'm struggling to find a reliable source.

[@BrianColby-y4g]

Coxshroomies is your guy. The best shrooms and psychedelics guy I know.

[@ThompsonCarter-z9i]

How do I reach out to him? He on Telgram??

[@AndrewParker-ss9li]

Yes, and TikTok

[@Gracearias-h5n]

I tried golden teachers for the first time, and it was an amazing experience.

[@Cris.Arce-ru4eq]

I’ve done DMT twice, and had ego death my first time, and it’s been the best thing that’s happened to me in a long time. I’ve been more motivated, threw out a lot of harder substances, and a lot of my anxiety and underlying guilt is completely gone

[@MichaelLucas-eu8gf]

Since I tired psychedelics for the first time, I’ve been trying to describe the experience to others so there can try it as well, but i couldn’t find the right words to describe it.

[@stevepower1196]

Did you do it alone? Like do you really need to have a tripsitter?

[@Henryflores-mn6yu]

doctorhepburn is your guy. My first time doing psychedelics was a great experience. Therapeutic guidelines

[@LouisPetek]

Yup it’s not advised to do alone. Everyone reacts differently and not always positive.

[@Felipe.Oliveira5665]

How does a middle class source this? He's on Telegram??

[@ZBirDEveryday]

This is a guy you meet at the bar, and you get into a really deep conversation that you can’t politely remove yourself from.

[@AllTheseYoungBloods]

I 100 percent feel attacked by this comment….that is EXACTLY who I am….shit

[@thewildrangers5070]

Na not really. Because you are on here listening to him. What would u rather watch? Love Island?

[@kingbradicus]

Lmaooooo

[@unclebensrice4702]

Ironic that you're willingly listening to it

[@will1631]

​@@thewildrangers5070 maybe he made the comment and stopped watching the video. In person some people have a hard time walking away from a conversation, especially if the other person is doing most of the talking.

[@paxonearth]

For anyone considering their first psychedelic trip, PLEASE don't let shitty friends talk you into doing something insane, like taking 5 or more grams of shrooms. These substances are no joke, so start small. If you are the shitty friend doing this to others, please stop.

[@DoubtingThomas333]

Start small? How about not starting at all? You can trigger serious conditions taking these substances. Conditions like HPPD

[@tristarperfecta1061]

Start with alot

[@lancemilliken9078]

I ate 2.5 grams of shrooms today. Life altering experience (for the better)

[@CivilizedSavage]

​@@tristarperfecta1061 if you want to end up like this ^^

[@AyatoIlah]

This. I think its best for people to dip their toes to see if its for them

[@JimmyBowen-l3h]

My recovery journey was greatly enhanced by the therapeutic benefits of DMT. Other psychedelics like ayahuasca and LSD have also proven to be remarkable.

[@NeilOman-x1s]

Hey mate, do you know where i can source one?

[@TristanYves-p4r]

doctorcyruss is your guy, got all kinds of psychedelics and the most knowledgeable that i know.

[@TommyLouie-f9g]

Is he on telgram?

[@TristanYves-p4r]

Yes and tiktok, highly recommended.

[@OakleyRowan]

It's amazing how they work better than antidepressants and serve as recreational purpose as well.

[@slk1451]

Neil had a spiritual awakening. Welcome to the club man. Had mine in 2019. I was on a frozen pond trying to save a 500# calf. He died in my hands and it changed me. Feeling his will to live and my empathy to save him. Broke me but I put my self back together and found source.

[@Anni_james]

*Big pharma been lying to us for a decades now,DMT are they only substance that eased my depression,anxiety and trauma.I can point to you this dude who delivers em to my address with no hassle,he's operations are secure and ship's discreetly across boarders*

[@Anni_james]

*Dude is on telegram as**

[@Anni_james]

@Nutshroom

[@trybebill7865]

That's one of the simplest and at the same time, deepest stories ive heard. Thanks for sharing that.

[@slk1451]

@@trybebill7865 thanks for the kind words

[@AM2K2]

The hardest thing about taking DMT or wearing barefoot shoes is resisting the urge to tell others about it

[@Suhmstank]

Thats with everything. Look at the zyn weirdos who push it on non nicotine users lol

[@americannightmare2109]

Dude's a Fed

[@cbmazo9229]

I don’t understand that though, it’s an experience not a lot of people have, I’m so interested in their stories lol. But thats just me

[@Woodland-Gangsta]

No bro, they tell us all the time. We have to hear this shit in mental institutions all across America

[@gman6480]

Hahaha man the barefoot shoes thing is real 😂😂😂

[@garrettrast2953]

Neal: "I understood what 700,000 years felt like. Joe: "ok, but what was like the negative aspect?"

[@benoleary12]

Nice likes

[@americannightmare2109]

Jamie why'd I have this guy on again? I have to describe his own trips for him

[@OfficialGOD]

based

[@FIREENGINE3]

Lmao

[@navjitbassi03]

700,000 years isnt that long as far as the universe is concerned. If he star gazed and realised what billions of years felt like i would be concerned. But ofcourse the hallucinations u get from the drugs arent real so its fine

[@jonnyg6477]

last thing. No one benifits from constantly thinking about themselves. That is a great way to be misarable.

[@mrnathanLL]

Facts

[@tbcgbvcb]

I've been having interesting conversations with myself for the past 2 years and I approve what you said brother

[@ThePinnacle415]

So true man

[@ThePinnacle415]

@@tbcgbvcb*interesting is definitely one way to look at the conversations I have with myself lol

[@arp9860]

"I don't believe that one should devote his life to morbid self-attention. I believe that someone should become a person like other people." - Travis Bickle, Taxi Driver.

[@JagoSma-s3u]

DMT has been a game-changer for my mental health, providing profound insights and spiritual growth.

[@Russellmccoln]

I think I have my agenda on DMT and mushroom. They make me feel better!

[@emmabless6647]

The effects of magic mushrooms are like a reset button for my mind. They help me clear my thoughts and feel refreshed.

[@Shepherd-n3b]

After my trip yesterday, I did understand why mushrooms are praised... you can have some beautiful experiences on them..

[@Demirci-g9]

where do you fetch from?

[@Shepherd-n3b]

ᵀⁱᵏᵗᵒᵏ

[@toadkiller4475]

Unless you meditate, are serious about self betterment, are deeply curious about the nature of reality and consciousness, and have a high level of self awareness and the ability to accept things and not react emotionally stay the fuck away from psychedelics. It is not for fun nor is it a way to skip the hard work it takes to spiritually progress. It is a powerful tool that will bring any issues in your life or things you have suppressed to the forefront and will make you face them. Most people who have bad trips is because they weren’t ready to face those things and resisted instead of accepted. New perspectives can be challenging for some people.

[@cfwarriors4311]

Thank you for this comment 👍🏼

[@coop1082]

Thank you👌

[@jackb8598]

This is the most grounded comment on the video.

[@bozzmannguy2555]

thank you!

[@ItachiUchiha-xk1fr]

Yess ! Very well said 👏🏼💯💯

[@robertwiles8106]

I took DMT once, it was BY FAR the most powerful psychedelic experience of my life. LSD times a million, and I went there and back within about 20 minutes. After seeing that place once, I never need to go back there. ZERO desire to do it again.

[@matin2825]

That place melted your brain?

[@thegroovetube7712]

What was it like

[@annonymoushuman25]

Terrifying

[@tonyh1345]

Do you think it was hell? From what I’ve heard, that place is timeless and infinitely more overstimulating than this reality.

[@mushedits]

Don’t scare people away. Also don’t hold yourself back. Not all trips are like that.

[@CPpdx20]

When he said "I would have killed myself but I knew I would be going into more of it." I've had that exact thing happen before on a really intense acid trip. I took too much and went way too far into that world and I thought I was never coming out of it and I actually considered offing myself as a solution but then was convinced that if I did that I would still be tripping.

[@SkitzWallaby]

Felt the exact same way many times! 800ug trips are all fun and games till suddenly it ain’t 😅 fucked my brain for a solid year and a half, finally feel like I’m back to normal but still not the same. I used to get visuals just staring at something for 10 seconds and my internal dialogue/voices were gettin freaky.. glad that’s stopped. I was in a bad psychosis for quite a while

[@ElyzaFlores]

i’ve felt this way after a shroom trip, i felt like i became too aware of everything around me. my mind became too open & it wasn’t something i was prepared for i guess. it scared me & i got anxiety because i felt like the shrooms fucked me up permanently so i had thoughts of ending myself.. it took me a couple of months to accept it & fully recover from that mindset.

[@CPpdx20]

I had a similar experience after the trip. I was fine the next day but gradually over the next 6 months or so I started disassociating more and more. And then I had a bad reaction to the COVID vaccine which triggered a really bad disassociation over a couple of weeks. There was one particular day where I felt like I was on an acid trip when I was completely sober. It's like I became acutely aware that everything is made of tiny molecules and atoms and it was like I could see that in everything and it became I sensory overload. I really thought I was going legitimately insane and was pretty scared for a bit.

[@adrianbiber5340]

mushrooms showed me a glimpse of what i thought was the afterlife & it seemed like a pleasant ocean of infinite energy, so i'm not afraid of death. i am however afraid of suicide because of the catholic idea of going to Hell, which becomes a paradox -- when I want to escape the Hell of life by suicide I can't because I'll end up in Eternal Hell. I guess that's a good move by the Catholics because it's kept me alive & life is not eternal Hell but fluctuates. better than Eternal

[@TheJustina102085]

Mine was actually just doing a small amount of shrroms after a heavy roll on MDMA that night, it’s so hard to describe but that line stuck with me too, haha

[@Nishmcbay]

I remember few years back after my wife died, I was left alone with 3 kids. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with bipolar. Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment changed my life for better. I can proudly say i'm totally clean for 6 years and still counting. Always look to nature for solution to tough problems, Shrooms are phenomenal.

[@Micnesia-c1l]

I love hearing great life changing stories like this. I want to become a mycologist because honestly mushrooms are the best form of medicine (most especially the psychedelic ones) There are so many people today used magic mushrooms to ween off of SSRI medication- its amazing! Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death buddy, lets be honest here.

[@ErnestoHorner88]

Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏

[@DonnDenisse]

YES sure of mycologist Pedroshrooms. Mushrooms literally got me off my feet and turned my whole life around. I am currently a housing manager for a recovery program. I wouldn't have been able to do that shit without psilocybin.

[@canerbakar-jv2si]

I'm so very happy for you mate, Psilocybin is absolutely amazing, the way it shows you things, the way it teaches you things. I can not believe our world and our people shows less interest about it's helpfulness to humanity. It's love. The mushrooms heals people by showing the truth, it would be so beneficial for so many people, especially politicians and the rich who have lost their way and every other persons out there.

[@Jua-s7i]

Where do I reach this dude? If possible can I find him on Google

[@schreckpmc]

No more drugs for me. No more alcohol for me. The mind is fragile.

[@Littlepotatochip117]

Amen. Same

[@FluxFreeman]

I wish I knew that before I destroyed my pancreas

[@orangejuicyice1448]

@@FluxFreemandon’t you mean liver? Pancreas is for sugar and shit

[@justinmitchell9681]

Sober since 08/2013 and best decision I ever made.

[@xxsouthomahaxx]

Dmt is in your brain already. It’s produced by the brain.

[@bikesonboats]

Be careful with wisdom that you haven't earned -Carl Jung

[@paveltone]

This can not be overstated. Should be the title of the video!

[@RueskaBlueska]

oh,i would say he earned it,cmon 18 months of hell and you earn your keep in heaven.

[@sailorsoul-dk7sw]

Synthethic wisdom

[@sonortubelug3853]

Oh you earn it.

[@paulgreengod]

​@@sonortubelug3853being high for a few hours isn't work.

[@LiamViv]

My recovery journey was greatly enhanced by the therapeutic benefits of mushrooms. Other psychedelics like DMT and LSD have also proven to be remarkable.

[@allanscott-s8w]

Hey mate, Can someone help me with the source?

[@JeffHoward-f4q]

doctorcyruss is your guy, got all kinds of psychedelics, and the most knowledgeable that I know.

[@OliverJason-f3s]

He’s on Telgram?

[@JeffHoward-f4q]

Yes, and TikTok, highly recommended.

[@TommyCedar]

It's amazing how they work better than antidepressants and serve recreational purpose as well.

[@raoulduke7668]

Good to see that some of the negative sides of psychedelics get attention as well. People often think about psychedelics as something that can only help you and increase your knowledge. However, a lot of people don't realize that a psychedelic trip can f*ck you up as well. In very bad cases, forever.

[@D1str1ct]

Thats no the psychedelics problem, thats on the users frame of mind. Anything can be negative if you approach it from a negative position. If you actually look at any moment from a positive perspective, then you will have a positive experience. You get back what you put out. Its why happy go lucky people always luck in, because they are maintaining a positive mind frame regardless of the moment they are in. Reality is completely subjective.

[@uranussmasher]

@@D1str1ctno , it’s not promised, saying “you will” is not productive for the conversation , whatever side ur on

[@D1str1ct]

@@uranussmasher what do you mean its not promised? What isnt promised?

[@Houdini176]

⁠@@D1str1ctI think he means that if you start from a positive perspective, you won’t necessarily have a positive experience, which is completely true. It’s a good rule of thumb that having a positive outlook leads to good things, but it isn’t certain. Life would be extremely boring if that was the case.

[@adambanks8452]

@@D1str1ctnah bro i used to say this same shit tripped probably 60 time plus and all it took was that one trip and it fucked with me for months. I had intense anxiety. Every waking moment. I said all that to say that you can definitely have lasting negative effects from psychedelics. You don’t think i tried the ol “just go to your happy place trick” 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@OliverDixon-kb4si]

I don’t understand all the hate here. First time I’ve encountered this guy. He’s simply sharing his experiences. I found it very interesting and he seems nice.

[@yockinnottou]

He’s got a pretty pretentious and self absorbed way of explaining his own experiences. That’s what people don’t like.

[@RippleDrop.]

People project. A lot. Meaning things they dislike in themselves, they are irritated when witnessing in others. I see no reason to hate him. I dislike sensitive people and I'm extremely sensitive bordering not being able to deal with the world. So...

[@johnmiller4895]

You can’t say anything bad about psychedelics online or you’re just “weak minded”. That’s what I think it’s coming from lol

[@OliverDixon-kb4si]

@@johnmiller4895 ahhh I see. You might be right there!

[@BkBk-gy6vr]

He’s a self absorbed dusche which explains why he and other like him think the constant need to take so many different is the answer to unhappiness

[@theStacyJames]

Some people are 1000x more sensitive to foreign substances

[@roostershooter76]

I agree and am one of those people. I attended 32 Dead Shows in the late 80s and early 90s but have never done hallucinogens. Good thing , because it turns out that I’m on the Autism Spectrum … just found out at 47 years old. 😅

[@skeetlejuice522]

I think it's much simpler than that I think he's on the Joe Rogan show and he needs a great story

[@theStacyJames]

​@@skeetlejuice522hahaha there's that too

[@h3rmzi]

apperently some people are 10,000 times more sensitive

[@thethrottlecracker]

Its not actually foreign. Its in our pineal gland.

[@ParkBills]

Psilocybin, LSD, shrooms and ketamine are absolutely life changing substances that have so much potential to help people with mental health issues

[@WilliamMark-yv6kl]

they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here. and mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on this planet i wish people would all realize. they could solve a lot of problems, more than just mental treatments, environmental clean up; the possibilities are endless with fungus.

[@BrayWilliam-jq6wv]

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Greece. Really need!

[@CanamyLots]

dr.raymycology is the best, he's been my go to for anything psychedelics.

[@MichealDavid-lj8od]

dr.raymycology is the best, he's been my go to for anything psychedelics.

[@MichealDavid-lj8od]

YES… Dr.raymycology

[@imageword5576]

The challenge is integrating the cosmic perspective back into the individual human sense of self/ego so that both can operate together. Too much cosmic, and you won't exist on this plane for too long, one way or another. Too much human ego, and you will suffer with the limitations of the body/mind. I try to strive for a balance which allows me to operate as this individual human ego while not getting too bogged down in the day-to-day milieu.

[@_no_vanilla_9758]

This dude always going through something!

[@aphysique]

Aren't we all doe ??

[@mrj3217]

Yep! More not funny guys using the now JRE as free advertising.

[@miky8788]

.. over and over ..

[@digitalsamurai42]

We all are

[@_no_vanilla_9758]

@@digitalsamurai42 that’s actually a fact

[@theotormon]

Getting into drugs messed my mind up, but 90% of the damage came from listening to the various gurus and taking them seriously.

[@addywachol3292]

the more they talk the worst they are

[@beenakumari4590]

Exactly 💯, your mind is conditioned by these Guru's teachings or whatever and when you begin to trip those teachings play itself out in your mind and create paranoia. For example if a religious leader or a Guru has told you that Drugs are evil, it does become evil for you because subconsciously that saying/teaching has influenced you and then you have to reassure yourself that it isn't which creates tremendous conflict especially when you're high. This is the reason why we shouldn't trust in any Authority figures and train the mind to be unbiased.

[@MRH34DS40T98]

@@beenakumari4590yes!!!

[@Abcd-or4go]

Literally. My bf at the time told me my hand was growing and I saw my arm just stretch outrageously. Teaches you how perceptible you are to others words. The next time I couldn't even be bothered by what anyone said or if they were having a bad time.

[@loganturner9175]

Never had a bad trip with DMT

[@loganallen2225]

Hey mate, Can someone help me with the source?

[@bradleygreen5109]

doctorcyruss is your guy, got all kinds of psychedelics, and the most knowledgeable that I know.

[@jefferyadams7363]

He’s on Telgram?

[@bradleygreen5109]

Yes, and TikTok

[@larrydiaz9013]

It's amazing how they work better than antidepressants and serve recreational purpose as well.

[@steceymorgan814]

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

[@Jennifer-bw7ku]

Yes, dr.sporessss I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

[@elizabethwilliams6651]

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Is he on instagram?

[@Jennifer-bw7ku]

Yes he is. dr.sporessss

[@chriskozak7356]

It took me around a year to get over the trauma from an intense mushroom trip. I won't be touching them for a very long time, if ever. I highly recommend not using psychedelics unless you're in a good place mentally and you have a sitter or someone experienced with you. You do not want to turn into Syd Barrett folks. But your brain can recover. Whole food, clean diet, meditation, and time.

[@KenobiStark1]

That happened to me as well, I thought that when the trip was over it all was over but the fear I get from the helpless state I was in still gives me chills.

[@Iamrightyouarewrong]

Lies

[@dizzlerz]

Had a similar experience seeking God without drugs that was so intense I’m still recovering. Just so you know. It can be done without drugs.

[@amast3rMind69]

​@@dizzlerzmyth

[@paxonearth]

Far too many people don't approach psychedelics with enough caution. They're no joke, and they certainly aren't for everyone. A HUGE part of the problem is immature young men who goad their friends into taking WAY too much, usually because they think it's funny.

[@Cloudy_Jones]

I used to take acid A LOT and when I stopped I still had residual mental effects for years, like it took a lot to get me stressed or angry for a long time, psychedelic are incredible I wish I had a guy for them again.

[@fronthole]

acid is nice to have around

[@tbone8723]

I did my fair share of experimentation and it just boils down to whether or not your mind is dull enough to not get tipped over the edge by these psychedelic experiences. The duller you are intellectually, the better off you’ll be doing these types of drugs. He’s a fairly smart guy and that’s why he went to the edge of psychosis. The doors that were opened were beyond most people’s comprehension. Truly contemplating space, time, and your own existence is fucking scary, especially if you have the intellect to absorb the meaning (or, terrifyingly, the lack of meaning) of any of those things.

[@Anni_james]

*Big pharma been lying to us for a decades now,DMT are they only substance that eased my depression,anxiety and trauma.I can point to you this dude who delivers em to my address with no hassle,he's operations are secure and ship's discreetly across boarders*

[@Anni_james]

*Dude is on telegram as**

[@Anni_james]

@Nutshroom ¿¿

[@sejin1]

I fully agree with this. i see not intellectual people tripping and they don’t seem to understand it and just think it’s a drug. from my experiences, if you study a lot and have a decent brain you get to experience a lot more and question a lot more during the experience which can be perceived as overwhelming or psychotic at times

[@edwardmcmanus]

​@sejin1 I used to think this - and yeah, pure dullards are just going to be like 'mental buzz.' But then there's people like Joe, all those special forces guys he has on - people smart, curious and brave/fearless mother fuckers - they can do it too.

[@pristinedetailing5171]

I just listened to that whole testimony. It sounded like I was listening to a stroke victim. I think I'll just stick to my 2 cups of coffee.

[@vrod9803]

It makes more sense if you've been there. Hard to explain things like that with just words, it's more of a feeling.

[@chadgrov]

Yep. Cool good for you. Stay boring. this guy is half responsible for chappelles show and is a touring comedian on rogan. I’m sure he will be really upset that someone as exciting as you didn’t like what he said. or anyone for that matter

[@Houdini176]

@@chadgrovlol but ironically you seem kinda upset about their comment. this stuff isn’t for everyone, and if they already appreciate their life and feel no need to “look behind the veil”… that’s okay. why use insults like “boring”?

[@WoodenWizard]

he says he can experience "time a lot more". wow. what plebs we are. I wish I could get out of my entropy proof box too. what a lucky guy.

[@paulw5039]

@@chadgrov And what are you responsible for? Being a boring nobody on KZbin? You're not this guy. Taking DMT doesn't make you this guy or make you not boring.

[@tob855]

When Neal meets with friend, he greets them with: “Hey, how am I?”

[@andydufresne1602]

Lol I don’t get why this guy is always in the edge of the cliff talking himself out of jumping. I guess he really is just so stuck in his own head. Thanks for the laugh

[@bignook7168]

I am you

[@SuperUAP]

We are all one energy, divided into fractals experiencing ourselves.

[@DanielleAustin98]

😂

[@c.u.e.comprehensivelyuncov706]

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 .

[@legendofthepwn2117]

For me, the most profound benefit I have seen from psychedelics has been a broadened perspective. I find it easier to relate to others, understand their perspectives, understand myself, and I feel a stronger connection to the world around me. I also feel things more intensely. Like if emotions were colors, they are more vivid colors now than before. My experiences have included psilocybin and lsd a handful of times spread out over long periods of time. After my first experience about 19 years ago, I had the exact same feeling about my experience as they described in this episode. The experience was like reformatting my hard drive and installing a fresh/clean OS. I went sky diving for the first time in 2022. The experiences of sky diving and taking psychedelics to me feels similar in approach. You can imagine what either experience is like, but unless you actually do it, you will never truly comprehend....not even close. They both have possible risks participants must consider and weigh beforehand but the experiences are unlike anything else. I feel anxiousness and excitement leading up to a psychedelic trip similar to how I would feel before jumping out of a plane. They are both very intense experiences. But, unlike the 5 minutes journey back to earth skydiving, these psychedelics will take you on a wild 8-12 hour ride within yourself while stepping at least one foot outside of your previously normal standard perception of reality.

[@kokopelli2781]

Try sky diving while tripping off 250ugs of LSD and 3.5 of shrooms .2MDMA and a hit from the bong.

[@Charlie.c19]

I saw another comment that put it quite simply; you are pretty much rolling the dice with psychosis purely for a bit more perspective on existence. I feel like my perspective has widened just about enough from smoking weed for 9 years since I was 17. I used to want to do LSD and psilocybin, but realised after a few bad nights from smoking too much weed around a year into it, and the effects on my thoughts for days afterwards, that I cannot handle the potential of fucking my mind up just for a bit more perspective. Perspective is one thing, but the actual tangible quality of a sound mind is worth more, in my humble opinion. I still smoke weed now. Why? I don't know. Just out of habit, I suppose. But I'm not gonna pretend that with the reality of probably getting engaged and hopefully married to my girlfriend soon, and having a secure job that I need to do well in to make a good life for myself, I'm not gonna bullshit myself into thinking that broadening my mind more is a good thing, or continuing to get stoned for no reason is a good thing. The really ironic thing is that it was Joe and Eddie's long conversations on the podcast years ago discussing smoking weed and doing psychadelics that got me in the mindset of "I wanna try this". Thankfully I just stopped at weed and went no further, and I'm realising now that the weed has run it's course for me. I could probably do with the occasional hit every now and again, but not 3 joints every evening for no reason. I guess what I'm tryna say here is don't disregard your sanity and hold on what you know matters, as that is more valuable than experimenting with the unknown and broadening your perspective.

[@ongodddd]

@@Charlie.c19good for you man seriously. Dont listen to these fried ass dudes in the comments seriously. Ive been there done ALL of it and you dont need any of that stuff to gain a better perspective. It can help, but you definitely dont need it, and i i think its severely irresponsible to give it to/recommend it to people without informing them of what that stuff can do beforehand. People need to do their research and not take that stuff lightly. I dont regret doing any of it, but there were better times than others.

[@jazzycat312]

Whew. TMI.

[@ThomasMedina-oq8hc]

DMT was a changing for me. I became one face of a multi-faceted experience prism, my side being my particular life experience. my awareness expanded and my social anxiety and depression was entirely gone. Truly magical!

[@YoungJae-ez7rh]

I've been looking to try shrooms. You guys know where I can source?

[@JamesBell-eu9ry]

I can say dr.bradshrooms is the man for you

[@LarryBrown-th8wu]

Just had my first experience With golden teachers, it was really great! I loved it

[@ElizabethHowton]

Is he on lnsta

[@Johnsonbills]

Yeah he is dr.bradshrooms

[@abomb6046]

I have too many real world responsibilities to attempt any of this shit

[@jeremyweems4916]

Lol I was thinking the same thing.

[@santaclaus3077]

Same

[@BranTheBald]

Sucks to be you

[@CivilizedSavage]

​@TheGfesg some weirdos prefer keeping their sanity

[@Woodland-Gangsta]

Basically, all I'm hearing is these drug heads can't function in life without some sort of substance. It catches up to you in the long run

[@333rdAlchemist]

At 6:40 Neil describes pretty much exactly what I went through after a series of 5 g mushroom trips. I did several years ago. After the final 7 g trip, I had what can only be described as a religious experience where my psyche reverted to how I used to be before I let the world change me. I was “pre-psychotic” for a month and felt very touch and go with what I could handle on a day to day basis. But as my psyche healed slowly, as the months went on, I became effortlessly more generous and conscious of how my actions and intention affected everyone around me. I felt true curiosity and wonder again after years of being comparatively dead inside, love felt sweet again, my own company was good to be in after a decade and change of hating myself. I put myself through the ringer with all of those trips with the intention of trimming the spiritual and emotional fat around my psyche, intuitively I knew that I had to put myself through this ordeal to become a better version of myself. Lord oh Lord, did it kick my ass, but it was worth it.

[@thecandyman0999]

That's the point man, MUSHROOMS/Ayuausca is supposed to "HEAL" you in many different ways & sort of "clean" the dirt & junk out of your mind so you can think, feel, & be creative again. Its really a very remarkable thing to be able to do, using just a medium dose of magic mushrooms! Pure, 100% natural, organic medicine. No need for junk pills & poisonous drugs from the pharmacies, to be taken every day. All you need is ONE dose of mushrooms or other semi-safe & natural psychedelic & you will have long-lasting effects for months & sometimes even years afterwards. Stay safe, & have a great day friend. ❤😅

[@danielmorris7648]

The fact that there is a large group of people that would read what you just wrote and agree with you is terrifying to me. What you just said is some of the most ridiculous BS I may have ever heard.

[@thecandyman0999]

"PRE-PSYCHOTIC?" WHOA MAN! Lay off the Crystal Meth!

[@Clazbrah]

​@danielmorris7648 can you explain why that's terrifying and why you think that's BS?

[@hoopslaa5235]

Well intelligence right there says don’t do 7g trips, that’s all I needed to hear. But cool story bro

[@Nick-lh7wi]

Happened to me when I took too much acid far too young. Took years to come back to this plane of existence… Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder (HPPD), felt like the acid never wore off and if I smoked weed at all it would send me to other dimensions. Profound deep thoughts would flood my mind and I was constantly aware of the “big picture”. Sounds cool but it was honestly very debilitating and hard to deal with, as a teen nonetheless. Glad I grew out of it and found my flow again.

[@BakedBeansCryptoBoi]

its not a disorder lol it literally opens up different neurological pathways in your brain

[@Addictedtoyoutube9]

Amen ❤🎉❤welcome back no to drugs ❤🎉❤

[@danny3640]

How long did it take you to recover? Do you have any lasting side effects?

[@titmusspaultpaul5]

Same exact thing happened to me. I still struggle 30 years later. Was there anything you did to help you recover.... anything you took, or did you stop taking everything?

[@botezsimp5808]

Taking psychedelics as a teen is fucking stupid.

[@austin12r6]

My experience with DMT was amazing. I saw every mathematical equation that ever existed, I lived the life of every creature. I was a dinosaur with an elephant trunk that lived on a planet with a blue sun and red vegetation. I heard colors and saw sounds. It was truly magical.

[@philcurtis4256]

I've been looking to try shrooms. Can someone direct me to a source?

[@ValfredoPouchard]

He's on instgram??

[@roarodneal3390]

Sure

[@george.beard2409]

Absolutely, he sends anywhere and discreetly.

[@hansdaakamoewg4740]

this is crazy people talk

[@roostershooter76]

Joe: “Everyone should try DMT … oh wait. There’s this dude…..”. 😅

[@aclaylambisabirdman6324]

The best part is half of this comment section understands what he said and knows it would not be worth the risk, the other half is trying to put him down so they can feel good about themselves for taking that risk. Just a little microcosm of most people in one group 😄

[@Explorshon123]

@@aclaylambisabirdman6324 What's your take?

[@JosephValentine-o5w]

Hey, you can still blast off from the vape.

[@americannightmare2109]

Joe, tell me what LSD feels like, I swear I did it, just want you to tell me

[@irelandssons]

he’s a jackass

[@kscottmichael]

I experienced a similar thing with the ayahuasca/dmt door. I was opened up too much too, especially for first few weeks. Very anxious, felt just very “visible” to things, like vulnerable, like it could all see me for awhile. And there were a couple that were too interested in me, in a spooky way. Eventually, after some months, and about a year in total later, i dont feel like they can really see me anymore. My regular guy, human brain filter is nice and thick again. It was hard, and i thought id have to get help for awhile there. But im better for it, i understand anxiety A LOT better now, in an empathetic way that’s helped me connect with struggling people better. Anyway, i shared something similar.

[@breestep9591]

Ayahuasca had the same effect on me. I was way too open to the other side and felt like they were going to take me back at any moment. Very dark energies. It was awful. I was afraid to fall asleep because I would dream I was in the trip again.

[@adam7347]

My best friend started dropping acid almost a decade ago and his personality was immediately and permanently changed. I’ll never touch psychedelics.

[@HypocritesExposd]

I’m curious to experience them, but that’s the sole reason I’m never touching them. I do not want to permanently change myself because of some drug that I try one time.

[@Shenmue06]

7 years ago I got depersonalization disorder for 2 years after a bad ayahuasca trip. These substances really can make you go insane if you're not careful. I'll never touch them again.

[@oongieboongie]

I tripped on 5-10 grams twice a week for like 2 months, and I had a few ego deaths. I'm pretty much the same but now heavily into Buddhist philosophy and now a lot less pessimistic, but I already had a solid foundation on what reality was which was very fatalistic (no free will, we are completely powerless to our genetics and environment) and the Buddhist philosophy I looked at while tripping all day put it in a perspective that still allowed my fatalistic world view but with a happy spin on it to make my world view not completely depressing.

[@areyoutheregoditsmedave]

@@oongieboongieyou wouldn’t happen to be a white westerner, would you?

[@motodude23]

Changed me for the better

[@GinaFred]

I started doing drugs since my teenage. Got addicted to heroin for over 16 years. Heroin addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

[@MilitaryBase-wt8jr]

Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.

[@ThomasBurlson-m5r]

​@@MilitaryBase-wt8jrCan you help me with the reliable source A. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in France. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.

[@PrincewillNwaegbe]

​@@ThomasBurlson-m5rYes he's Dr.jeffshroom. Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used

[@StephenOscar-jj9qs]

​@@PrincewillNwaegbemushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe trips all.

[@BrieflyCarmel-vw1zn]

​@@StephenOscar-jj9qsI wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence. How can I get contact with him? Is he on insta??

[@Ace0555]

I’m always fascinated by these dmt stories

[@TheRealFastRabbit]

They’re true.

[@adamwindle2572]

Yup. The more you learn the more you realise we know nothing. Literally nothing... But that's ok too.

[@trillionaire8886]

Ace many ppl all report seeing machine elves or dmt jesters. This is not a coincidence. When you do DMT you access yourself to the spirit & can communicate with demons. Just like the shamans of old did.

[@SeeSawMassacre]

@@adamwindle2572 I had the same experience. Watching Jeopardy.

[@mattslev]

This video of going to confuse many people. Brennan kept saying DMT, which generally refers to N,N-DMT,, the visionary component of ayahuasca. However what he’s actually describing here is 5-MeO-DMT, which is best known from the glandular secretions of the Sonoran Desert toad. N,N-DMT and 5-MeO-DMT are distinct molecules that produce radically different experiences.

[@michaelmcgrath7042]

It took me 18 months to recover from Neal's stand up.

[@shonuffLA]

😂😂😂

[@jonnovak6856]

On a similar note, it took me 18 seconds to turn it off

[@senseiii3986]

Who's what???

[@jasona.7045]

😂

[@boromirofmiddleearth557]

lol 😊

[@TeamCGC98]

This guy makes me happy I only smoked weed during my experimenting days. IMO, no drugs, working hard, eating real whole food, fasting, is the way to go.

[@shelbycorzine8674]

Sounds pretty mundane lame and tame

[@Mjumbojetpresdent]

If you added micro-ing mushrooms and yoga to that list you would take it next level.

[@LitPenguin713]

Yea mushrooms arnt a drug they are a vitamin. If ur happy hey fuck it no need then. Ignorance is bliss but being awakened and still happy is real bliss.

[@TeamCGC98]

Should have also added save and invest in high quality stocks and yoga/gym.

[@TeamCGC98]

@@shelbycorzine8674 when you're dialed in and making good decisions, that feeling is better than any drug/ quick fix. However, 10 years ago I would have said the same thing as you. Best wishes.

[@bobvalley2221]

I went through all this stuff in my 20's without taking anything at all. What a shock to find yourself outside of yourself and outside of time and space watching the present go by as if you are watching a movie of a dream that you had of the present as a newborn.

[@Keanie_Smith]

*Psychedelic definitely have undeniable benefits to deal with PTSTD,ADDICTION,TRAUMA AND DEPRESSION ETC.The experience gave me freedom.I was Able to get shrooms,dmt,edibles,lsd etc from this licensed mycologist who ships to my location and also gives recommendations if you’re a newbie*

[@Keanie_Smith]

*They’re on telegram as**

[@Keanie_Smith]

@ *PHYLCLANS*

[@igotHandlewhat]

The “aimed for god but missed the stop” part is pretty on point. Most of my early trips were spiritual in nature / I felt guided, most of the later ones were exactly like he described.

[@jacobsternberg8943]

Jacobs ladder?

[@thrashtronaut999]

Me too bro, at first I was a depressed kid finally finding a way to manipulate his brain away from depression and more towards philosophy and creativity, it worked, but I didn't put it down until it put me down, hard. Took years for me to move on.

[@thrashtronaut999]

I remember the visuals used to be so incredible, I hope youre integrating the awesomeness into some smiles in real life brother.

[@bones2up]

This is why god gave us freedom from him , it’s ourselves setting ourselves away from him . Up to us to return to him

[@peace_in_the_now]

Bc there is no god in the sense we believe in god there is just something nameless fundamental that is much, much, much simpler than assumed

[@FarlessBlue]

I used acid too much in highschool and I completely understand where he’s coming from. “What is this?” Where am I?” Who am I? What’s the fuck are emotions and where do they come from within my mind? What’s this ineffable substance that we call consciousness that I cannot escape?” All questions that of which I had never pondered before, it went deeper but this is merely a comment. It took me two years to be relatively back to normal. I continue to this day to be obsessed with knowledge. I also continue to try to understand the breadth and richness of the inner world I experienced back then, during and after those awakening trips. I’ll leave of with this: I remember thinking during the trip that “I will never be the same after this, I am fractured.” I haven’t ever been the same person, but I’m incredibly more wise and intelligent than the child that I was.

[@Hexnilium]

I'm not denying the ethereal, divine, spiritual, mystical, and other attributes of your experience and perceptions, but I think some of what you experienced can be explained as neuroplasticity induced by the hallucinogens, and at the time when you were really questioning everything in a fixation beyond the typical philosophic and paradigm altering experience of adolescence and entering adulthood you were most likely experiencing some HPPD from overuse of the substances. There's a fatigue going on in the inhibitory function of a brain to prevent the mind from being purely in a dream or uncontrolled hallucinatory state 24/7 and basically somewhat "grounded". This is relaxed during dreams and similar functionality of relaxing the inhibitory system causes hallucinations to occur when under the influence or under stress or during sensory depravation. In short, what you describe is somewhat scientifically understood from a physiological/neurological standpoint, and also at the very least categorized by a psychological/psychiatric / cognitive scientific perspective. The drugs induce a state of neuroplasticity that allows your brain to rewire to a certain extent, so you technically are different. My suggestion would be to try to look at the positives from your rewiring as a sort of enlightenment and to avoid fixating on any negative outcomes from it. I'm typing this out not just for you but everyone else that might read this and resonate with their own experiences. What has happened has occurred and there's very little chance of going back, but you were also given special perceptual powers that you can utilize to your benefit. If anyone is still experiencing distress or contemplating things as discussed in this interview, seek out help from medical professionals. Find out if HPPD is occurring, or if other conditions are what you are experiencing. There are some treatments and therapies that might work, and talking about it and categorizing it with labels will help in processing the distress.

[@christopherwalker6056]

​@@Hexnilium Great comment. Thank you.

[@ge0metr1xx]

same here

[@SabrinaDHenson]

This is funny because I recently found out that I'm autistic. I've lived with these questions every second of every day. I ponder the details of everything

[@bqrre]

​@@SabrinaDHenson I think I also came to the conclusion after this

[@imjustaguy8232]

Joe cant handle the mere suggestion that dmt might not be a great thing lol

[@jimpyjohn2474]

Sounds like he just handled all ten minutes of this with just questions. Not sure what you were watching.

[@a-walpatches6460]

It's because it can have such a profoundly beautiful effect that it's sad when people don't have that experience, or at least don't react to the same experience in positive way.

[@SoulAssassin69]

Lol thought the same thing

[@OfficialFiktion]

This experience is 5-MeO-DMT. Not the typical NN-DMT that most people (including Joe) use/discuss. (5MeO is the white infinity described in this video whereas NN is generally the colourful hyperrealistic fractal stuff)

[@-doomwitch]

This has been my everyday life experience for my whole life. The vastness and immensity of it is no problem but rather for me it's the inability to integrate myself more fully into the human world all by myself that becomes an ever increasing weight. It's a bit like experiencing reality as an old tree in a city park full of people. I mentally cling to the idea of more actively participating for just long enough of a moment to psychically grip into a flowing continuity of human time but simply cannot do so by myself within myself in isolation without a steady grounding consistency from another person remaining there as I make the trek. Kind of life needing a psychic rope.

[@Keanie_Smith]

*Psychedelic definitely have undeniable benefits to deal with PTSTD,ADDICTION,TRAUMA AND DEPRESSION ETC.The experience gave me freedom.I was Able to get shrooms,dmt,edibles,lsd etc from this licensed mycologist who ships to my location and also gives recommendations if you’re a newbie*

[@Keanie_Smith]

*They’re on telegram as**

[@Keanie_Smith]

@ *PHYLCLANS*

[@windycityflier23]

Weirdest part of DMT for me was how you feel completely sober. When on shrooms, you can tell but DMT you feel more sober than when you’re sober. I can see why people think they died

[@PressuredComedy]

That first minute come up for me was always my most clear headed mental state ever.

[@saraniah]

That's really trippy... If you don't get high what is the point?

[@windycityflier23]

@@saraniah you don’t take DMT to get high. It’s spiritual and I’m a basic non-spiritual dude. I danced in a sea of souls and met what I perceived as Father Time

[@CryptoBill777]

@@saraniah DMT feels euphoric sometimes but one's headspace and sense of self usually feels sober, even while experiencing the most alien looking realms imaginable. Neil did 5MEO DMT, which is a different beast.

[@huntershealy7424]

Fuck yeah shit ain’t no game tell you that !

[@tombystander]

Always seems like the type of human who could have the world but never would accept being happy. It's exhausting

[@333rdAlchemist]

Story of my life

[@Dobertson]

It's called depression friend

[@FlutterSwag]

​@@Dobertson that... explains alot about myself

[@JamesWyatt-o5j]

All of his stand up is him begging for us to join him into staring up his own @sshole. If he's depressed, it doesn't entitle him to force it on us in the guise of 'comedy'.

[@MikasWithAttitude]

You sound like able to complain the world out of orbit

[@pullthruchaos]

Sounds like my shroom trip after knocking 8 grams. Life changing and it took me 2 years to recover(but not fully) some 23 years ago. Even if I smoke too much weed today, that feeling comes back. And it is quite unbearable. But I always manage thankfully and my creative flux is out there.

[@carljames4453]

I’ve had flashback to shroom trio when I get too high lol

[@Chrystabell]

Thank you so much for sharing this. It helped me realize that I too was traumatized by my experience with 5. Even though the container I did it in was extremely safe, the aftercare was not sufficient for me. There wasn't aftercare at all. There is a company called Enfold that is doing it in Canada I think and the trip involves intensive aftercare and assistance with integration. The benefit from my experience with 5 was still phenomenally positive in the big picture, but if I were to do it again I would absolutely opt to have the full retreat experience over the way I did it.

[@user-xl5lc3qw5z]

what compels people to do something voluntarily that requires aftercare? I don't get it

[@Chrystabell]

@@user-xl5lc3qw5z In my case, what was gained from the experience was a glimpse of True Divinity. On the trip I was one with everything and recalled my infinite nature. I wouldn't trade the experience for anything. And now that I know that there is a potential to gain the profound awareness along with aftercare, that would be my preference.

[@bgdream24]

That’s so funny but true when Neal says he could innerstand how old the mountains he was looking at were. I’ve had a similar experience where a thought creeped in that the form of mountains are just waves suspended in time. The form of things becomes more profound and universal and it makes you question everything you see with new eyes which can be both liberating and also alienating

[@Bizarrebarbie]

Very alienating. I had a spiritual intense 6 day trip (I know crazy) 8 fucking years ago and I’m still twisted I can never unsee everything

[@Bizarrebarbie]

Now I feel permanently in another or other realms and I have no true identity

[@justine1737]

Mountains also get pulled by the moon. They are wave like!

[@semperfi5857]

​@Bizarrebarbie - we need more details!

[@noobwithattitude3755]

Please tell us your story​@@Bizarrebarbie

[@arturoyescas4175]

This resonates with me quite a bit. Especially about the OS update part. Thank you!

[@patrickwest7472]

I’m just going to stick with not doing drugs

[@A_A_ron-Phillips]

It’s very wise to learn from the mistakes of others. Good call!

[@justdoityourself7134]

Good call. No need to cheat, all of the different states of mind can be achieved naturally and without the damage done by high concentrations of chemicals.

[@tomfrasz7311]

Your brain creates this naturally? You will do dmt. Haha as you die.

[@terrydemoe7653]

Me too!

[@SuperUAP]

Pfft. Never forget kids .. rehab is for quitters 😂

[@aceyboy]

I'm currently experiencing this from a few really big bag mushroom trips. He articulated exactly what I feel. Too much information and sensitivity to time. Every day is hell.

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

*Psychedelic definitely have undeniable benefits to deal with PTSTD,ADDICTION,TRAUMA AND DEPRESSION ETC.The experience gave me freedom.I was Able to get shrooms,dmt,edibles,lsd etc from this licensed mycologist who ships to my location and also gives recommendations if you’re a newbie* ^^

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

*They’re on telegram as** ^^

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

@ *PHYLCLANS* ^^

[@dustinb1070]

Yep. I'm never trying DMT. I don't need to be somewhere random a week later and have a trip again.

[@JoshuaBortnick]

Those who chose to keep their Off - will be "fucked to catch up"

[@dustinb1070]

@@JoshuaBortnick I've watched enough people die that I know that's not the truth.

[@spilzspillssomethingspecia1003]

Not quite how it works but atleast you know its not for you lol

[@Tazx15x]

It's only 15 min trip but some people do too much and fuck there brain up

[@1130MarsV]

HPPD

[@shannpeirra607]

Haha.. " What is steps.. " 😂😂 I know exactly what he meant by this. It's exhausting A.F. not being able to comprehend your own capacity or your surrounding enviroment. Glad that he's finally come back to earth and has embraced this experience to enrich his life. 😌

[@ryckarduhryckarduh180]

I know this is uncalled for but those are the kind of thoughts I have all the time maybe Ive been on dmt all my life

[@hoezyyy]

I had that since i was a little kid. Looking at my hands thinking about wtf is all this? What am i? ​@@ryckarduhryckarduh180

[@SeenGod]

i remember tripping on shrooms and looking at the little green clock on the microwave, and the numbers were just 88:88 😂 blew my mind

[@ethansleeper6952]

Its like… you lose your positionality… i’d also get this feeling like everywhere i looked i was looking at myself… like i couldn’t get away from “this”

[@SabrinaDHenson]

I understand it because I'm autistic. I've lived my entire life like that lol

[@uunn1ttyy]

What he calls dmt flashback is a kundalini awakening.. it's your life force rising and opening you to the point there is no separation. the thing is, in the beginning after these experience is the EGO desperately tries to get grip again. Especially when you are a person who needs to be in control. When u cant fully surrender.. allot of the time it results in ego inflation. Enlightenment is a blessing for the ones who are ready for it but a nightmare for those who resist it and are not. It's peeling layers... until the point you know that the real you is. the all. The collective conciousness..

[@heidikeller50]

I understand what you are saying (mostly by amateur researching), some personal experience. For something to be gained, something must be lost. I remember crying for the loss. Spiritual disciplines prepare a person for years through discipline and daily practice. It must be such a sacrifice to allow the Kundalini to rise, one must need to be so ready...

[@keepitlowkey3053]

I agree. I felt exactly this when doing bath salts.

[@denisla3546]

Or it could just be psychotic brake there's that also... if it dosnt benefits u to survive better in this life right now and not lose grip on reality u can call it whatever i call it psychosis...EGO is keeping u alive my friend ,woo woo people are demonizing ego too much its not a bad guy its part of u like it or not..

[@ge0metr1xx]

A flashback is not a kundalini awakening. Not at all the same.

[@mandypearl6139]

i needed to read this, thank you for describing it this way.

[@dmtdreamz7706]

Flow is like when you're so into something that the world disappears. You're in the zone, killing it, and time? What’s time? It's that magical state where everything clicks, and you’re basically a productivity superhero. Think of it as your brain’s way of saying, "I got this!" while you forget to eat, sleep, or even blink.

[@Anni_james]

*I'll recommend you to this mycologist who guided on my journey on psychedelic mushroom and DMT he also got other psychedelic in his store and ship discreetly to any location*

[@Anni_james]

Dude is on telegram as¿¿¿

[@Anni_james]

@Nutshroom ¿¿¿

[@dhn2549]

I know the feeling he is explaining. Similar things happened to me, while experiencing a spontaneous "kundalini awakening" (I was told that's what it was called) and it was the most incredible experience of my life. For weeks, I was coming down from it. The feeling of it, everything is connected, every single atom, feeling anything and everything, look at or see it online, then: put yourself there and you are. Its absolutely incredible.. still wish I knew someone I could talk to in person about it who has more knowledge about all things involved. No joke. I like to think that THAT day, I was reborn. 100% - and I will never go back, never forget. I get what he says it's hard to do, yes. You go from knowing or feeling all you've ever known, to KNOWING ALL things at every time always. I think neurons were definitely firing anew. Lol.

[@timothyswindell4924]

Went through one a year and a half ago. Most amazing, and terrifying experience of my life. After the reintegration period, it’s like being born again out of love. 10/10 would recommend. I don’t even recognize that person I was a couple years ago.

[@tonistephenson9977]

LOVE will blow your mind wide open and it's the highest frequency 🎶

[@abcabc9893]

30 Years ago I had exactly this self induced...10-15 years of wide open like how he describes...I became telepathic and started having precognition staright after the event....perpetually borderline psychotic and deeply dissociated but determined and active in the world holding it all together. The insights are practically daily and have been a full way of life for 30 years now...with an unfolding pattern of deep change that whole time. The boundaries of self and other were lost, and learning how to manage thsi and turn it into skills took alll these years of continual learning by forcing a deep and intense relationship with every day life. Suicide and madness were continual bedfellows from the begining...because they are the two possible get outs and tragedies simulataneously......it is a literal walk of madness and total fear of what might be. Over time the types of terror morphed and changed and slowly very slowly I tracked every minutiae of detail of chnage that was and has occured. I never talk about this, or only very rarely in small parts....it is beyond imaginable...but is. This is why the real shamanic path is described as being one which can end in madness or death if not submitted to. The submission effectively becomes the comitment to interpret and understnad wht is occuring...which are functions arising from the body, brain and genetics...as well as subtle phenomena...which largely are derived from survival instincts as they tend to be protective in nature...foresight in mind or in dreams for example. Which makes sense of course.

[@breadlowry]

Im a geology and archeology geek. Even sober, when i think about geology and evolution and the vast time scales involved, I get really tripped out.

[@Hexnilium]

I do not suggest psychedelics unless you're on very solid ground. Deep time is immense just like the size of the universe and so much.

[@justsayin3600]

I wasn't doing drugs but did smoke some weed when I went to Alaska, way up in Barrow and hung with the natives, it felt like a spiritual experience because everything seemed so simple, ancient and prehistoric. There was something that just felt ancient about being in the middle of nowhere, hearing nothing but silence and nature. I could literally hear my pulse. At that moment I realized why I could barely hear the natives when they talked. It was because they have ZERO noise pollution. The Catholics settled there and brought religion, but I asked one native, what was the religion before missionaries? He said, we worshiped nature. Deep and remote Alaska blew my mind. Especially how old it felt. It's like it had its own personality and identity. The rocks were dark, undisturbed, old. The sand along the Beaufort and Chuckchi Sea seemed like no one had ever walked on them. After storms the natives would walk along the beach finding mammoth bones, and tusks. That place blew my mind!

[@Lamidnightsss]

A few months back, I had some free time with friends. We’d all met up for a food fair near by. We drank, ate and I ate a few squares of chocolates that were psilocybin based . I had such a beautiful night. I went home. Cried about my traumas. Listened to music and felt as if I was able to somehow “connect” with the music. And it made me much more empathetic.

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

*Psychedelic definitely have undeniable benefits to deal with PTSTD,ADDICTION,TRAUMA AND DEPRESSION ETC.The experience gave me freedom.I was Able to get shrooms,dmt,edibles,lsd etc from this licensed mycologist who ships to my location without hassel*

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

*They’re on telegram as**

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

@ *Mycotine*

[@dealwolfstriked272]

I grew up in a neighborhood filled with drug addicts and can tell you....some people never ever recover. I was on the Q60 in queens and in walked in my old friend who I used to trip balls with for years but this time he was different. He sat down next to me and tells me he is living in and out of an insane asylum. I still vividly remember that he had a 3 liter Pepsi with him which he was drinking like it was a 16oz(before the 20oz became the norm). Some people lose their minds and never recover folks so just cause Rogan says DMT is the gateway into the universe doesn't mean everyone should start taking this stuff willy nilly!

[@jeezumcrow1007]

You shouldnt think about yourself that much. Its not good for you.

[@ashthereverseflash]

Well duhh I don’t think he could help it is what he was saying what the problem was, thoughts just come to you even if you aren’t thinking

[@h3nzz]

Dumbest thing I've ever heard.

[@derekdodder]

How else would he answer these questions? Move along with your weak tolerance for life.

[@seekerofthemutablebalance5228]

Neal was thinking about being a 700,000 year old mountain tho

[@SNNetwork]

its the only thing he cares about tho

[@stephenmugeche8117]

N,N-DMT cured my depression and set me free from a religious cult I was in for almost 20 years. Best decision of my life.

[@CivilizedSavage]

Which cult are you in now? I'm a believer

[@stephenmugeche8117]

@CivilizedSavage I still believe there is a God but I don't subscribe to any organized religion.

[@Monstermagick]

You notice how he said 5-MeO? 😅 I wonder what he actually took.

[@thatdude3977]

Mormon?

[@romans8024]

shouldn't be in a cult, like rest of us😊

[@marlopainter8246]

2:17 - I can relate to that time thing, but in the opposite way... I felt the brevity of life compared to the eternal timelessness of All That Is.... that right now is the clearest I have ever been able to explain it.

[@Keanie_Smith]

⁠ *Psychedelic definitely have undeniable benefits to deal with PTSTD,ADDICTION,TRAUMA AND DEPRESSION ETC.The experience gave me freedom.I was Able to get shrooms,dmt,edibles,lsd etc from this licensed mycologist who ships to my location and also gives recommendations if you’re a newbie*

[@Keanie_Smith]

*They’re on telegram as**

[@Keanie_Smith]

@ *PHYLCLANS*

[@heidired125]

Totally felt and understood the come and go and the flashbacks.. took me about 6 months to come back. Microdosing mushrooms helped bring me back!

[@hystericheretic7678]

Basically. It made him psychotic. He won’t tell you that tho

[@dmc7173]

Dead on. He had an 18 month psychosis.

[@hystericheretic7678]

@@dmc7173 don’t know a clue about him. I know what those drugs do to people. I’m a chemist and biologist

[@newheadstart]

That's what I was about to comment. It hit his brain so hard that he got his neurotransmitters unbalanced for some time. Definitely psychosis

[@umberto1486]

@@newheadstartdoes this happen normally with dmt ?

[@AZ-kr6ff]

​@umberto1486 Not sure about mdma, but it happens to me with weed.

[@jimmyblundell7600]

He just described exactly what I felt like after a string of earth shatterring panic attacks back to back to back. I’ve never done DMT or anything, but that mental space sounds a hell of a lot like DP/DR with the lovely bonus of philosophical overthinking. It’s fucking painful man. Took me several years and it was utterly unbearable. I’ve found my groove for the most part now, but some of that anxiety still lingers in the back at all times, worried it will happen again.

[@ethansleeper6952]

Like the whole thing about feeling like if you died itd just keep going is so real… very uncomfortable

[@tomjay8567]

I know exactly what you're talking about. You described it to a T. Especially when your mind wanders to existential questions. The DP/DR makes it feel like you're going crazy. At least if it were to happen again though you'll know it can be fixed. That's how I look at it now since I'm better.

[@chifreak6]

His description is also on point & gave me the chills. I went thru the same thing only mine was coming off an antidepressant, a benzo & gabapentin. Was pretty sure I was dying. Took the better part of 10 months before I felt just semi-normal. Now 6 yrs later I still suffer severe brain fog, muscles are damaged from the spasms, etc. it was horrid. Weed got me thru it I believe & now that's my main medicine. Big pharma can go play with a stick. Plant medicine is the way to go imo.

[@carnafillian113]

@@chifreak6what would happen if you stopped using weed? Don’t you think it would be the same thing?

[@chifreak6]

It's mostly for pain. Helps with tremors. Do struggle sometimes still with anxiety & depression...I don't have withdrawals coming off or quitting weed. That's what I love about it.

[@EdwardMurray06]

Although interesting, it always baffles me how people can be so solidly sure of a situation and be so confident of something they admittedly don’t understand. Some things are just unbelievable and his story is one of those things.

[@rjrulz327]

Serotonin syndrome. I wouldn’t wish it upon my worst enemy, pure bliss until your physical state loses touch with reality. Pure hell of two years for me I couldn’t smoke pot without feeling like I was in a full blown acid trip “not a good one”. There were bits and pieces during that time where I had to convince myself this wasn’t reality and I won’t off myself. A lot of prayer and a lot of time passed and my mind was able to heal, nowadays I’m very careful what i consume especially with children in the picture.

[@wooddog7128]

Dude that sounds rough. Glad you are ok now. It's very scary.

[@patricehardynz]

Did you take any anti Serotonin drugs to help you?

[@rjrulz327]

@@patricehardynz no I personally had to go off all my medications for about a week until I was severely withdrawing from them and slowly reintroduced only medical necessary medication. I AM NOT A DOCTOR THIS CAN VE VERY DANGEROUS TALK TO A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL.

[@bezzarguy]

As much as I'd like to try DMT, this is why I won't try it. My luck I'd go crazy.

[@jeanschiemer7093]

I thought the same as you. Then I had the chance to, and I took it. It was a very beautiful experience and changed my life.

[@dowogenesthedog7186]

This guy Neal Brennan is a boring ego maniac. He's too self absorbed too appreciate life.

[@kylepardueish]

There's definitely people who can't handle it and have basically gone insane. If you think you aren't ready you probably aren't. If the idea that you basically live in the matrix bothers you then you shouldn't take dmt

[@wulfsorenson8859]

His experience was caused by 5-ME0-DMT.🙄

[@danielhutchinson295]

I'm not encouraging anyone to do anything, but I done dmt every night for 1 month in a stupid attempt to stop doing ketamine daily. I had very little DMT experience before this, 1 or 2 strong hits maybe. Every time was great. I kept adjusting which music I listened to each night, and adjusted the dosage slightly. It didn't really help with the ket thing in the long run, but I never developed a DMT habit the experiment just came to and end

[@three69]

As much as I enjoy DMT, I’ve had numerous trips where it took me days to months to recover from it. There’s parts of my psyche that never came back and something else came back in its place. There’s 100% permanent psychological scaring and certain sensory stimuli and thoughts that will trigger aspects of past trip experiences to come up again- and they’re not always pleasant. It feels as if I’ve been cosmically and interdimentionally raped. That being said, you’ll never make any progress in life without taking risks. Creatively, DMT has helped me and continues to be a positive influence in my life. Have a nice trip and see you on the other side!

[@sorelvio79]

Yes, it's called demonic possession.

[@patrickko-pp]

The most important thing after trips in general. To change something. Behaviors, how you walk trough live. If not it was just a experience. And yes you‘re absolutely right, if you not taking risk and just play safe, you will not make much progress.

[@TheNamesFarquaad]

Bro got diddyed by the universe 💀

[@jaybinks871]

"I felt like a part of my spirit was stolen & I was galactically buttraped...but that's totally a positive thing!" You druggies are laughably tarded.

[@noahmartin2130]

@@sorelvio79mhm

[@ssantos856]

I’ve been actually thinking really deep for about 20 years so deep it honestly give me anxiety and sometimes depression and that’s in a completely sober state of mind, no drugs at all

[@Anni_james]

*Big pharma been lying to us for a decades now,DMT are they only substance that eased my depression,anxiety and trauma.I can point to you this dude who delivers em to my address with no hassle,he's operations are secure and ship's discreetly across boarders*

[@Anni_james]

*Dude is on telegram as**

[@Anni_james]

@Nutshroom

[@matthewguzda4075]

Funny thing, I was on shrooms one time starring at the stars on a cold clear night and kinda realizing how the stars are all in a depth of a field. They weren't just a big dipper one star next to another but appeared as the big dipper from our perspective but that in reality they are all closer and further away. I should say that it's like seeing and knowing something you're whole life but then one day you look at something and see it in a new way . You're way of seeing something you've seen forever becomes different. You pay attention a little more deeply. We filter out so much of the world around us because we must focus our minds on whatever task at hand that the experience with shrooms kinda free your mind from.

[@BenRichards-kh7bk]

You just described an interesting thing everyone does but no one knows they are doing. Perhaps the stars are just there, Or, are they for our viewing?

[@GODHATESADOPTION]

Yup earths flat.

[@GODHATESADOPTION]

Stars are just spirits in the firmament theres no space.

[@JonnyUnderrated]

cool story! Yeah we blind ourselves often to the beauty and true nature of the Universe and/or Earth life because we are pre occupied with everyday bullshit non stop. Things that dont really matter in the long run but we need for the short term. Its nice to step outside of that fake reality now and then and see through things

[@splitfire2001]

I saw that on shrooms too in the desert. Amazing the first time I noticed it. You can see the milky way's structure and depth

[@PneumaEthos]

Funny that he mentions forgiveness at the very end of this clip... Forgiveness is the key to everything.

[@Faydid]

To error is human. To forgive is divine.

[@brandonterzic]

Jesus!!!

[@mikestaub]

I stared at the stars for a long time one night and I started to understand the vastness. It gave me a panic attack. Our minds are not supposed to grasp that scale.

[@ss-wu1vp]

Thinking about me er existing again in any form ever has the same effect

[@jesse8737]

Legit. I remember being at this small beach town and going to the beach at night. I could literally see the Milky Way and it was horrific lol

[@nostrum8]

„Our minds are not supposed to grasp that scale“… well you can speak for yourself but that‘s about it. Every mind is different. From some who can‘t handle anything to some who can handle the unbearable. There‘s a vast variety of different minds and their respective strenght‘s.

[@-Karnage]

@@nostrum8Ok Charles Xavier.

[@chillwithcj]

Everyone focusing on the negatives... he literally said everything about himself improved.

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

@Emmanuel-g2kthanks,imma get intouch with him and order some

[@SolutionsWithin]

After studying Hinduism for 15 years, I think the reason westerners have a hard time with feeling the same stuff that quantum physics teaches us, is because of being raised in a religion (monotheistic, Abrahamic, controlling instead of freeing). Hindus and Buddhists are usually taught these scientific style enlightenment aspects as part of natural learning and experience, so it’s not shocking (or needed really) to experience it with psychedelics. Cheers 💫☮☯🕉

[@Alien_Slurpee]

I don't disagree with you. I think that all religions/faiths/philophsies have the potential to be freeing. Usually, it is the people (humanistic variable) that creates the "controlling" aspect. Adopting from quantum mechanics, perspectives and faiths are relational to the observer as well -spiritually speaking.

[@jimbrown5605]

Dmt took me to the end of interstellar falling through the parallel universes. It was like an elevator ride from top floor to bottom floor w/ the doors wide open. 100+ mph free fall and every "floor" was another realm? Or parallel universe. When I stopped I was looking straight at the Sphinx on a sunny day. No online photo is the angle I was viewing. No explanation. None needed. Massive tension ran up my spine.. Take backs is I live every second of every moment in life too tense. I need to relax my entire soul. Its a work in progress. I no longer need a psychedelic as nothing will beat the first break through. Amazing substance.

[@jimbrown5605]

Took me 18 Min to recuperate. 18 months? He must support JoeyB

[@vrod9803]

Elevator? For me it was a Rollercoaster ride

[@jimbrown5605]

@vrod9803 yes I was in what seemed like a colorful freefalling elevator (doors open) and stopped in Egypt haha.

[@Technaci0us]

This is rad, and he definitely sounds like a supporter of the sniffer.

[@martialwoods-gy5tb]

Dmt was good to me

[@MagdaLazano]

Yes Psychedelics offer new hope for mental health treatment.

[@PetMatheus-u9c]

Where to get em?

[@AichaKanta-o9c]

doctormaxshrooms is your guy, got all kinds of psychedelics.-:(

[@AichaKanta-o9c]

Yes, that’s his name.

[@JamesJJ-y4p]

Research shows that psilocybin mushrooms have promising results for mental health support, particularly in reducing symptoms of depression, anxiety and PTSD.

[@Buckle89]

That happened to me on DMT as well. When I came out of my last trip all I could think was “you shouldn’t be doing this if you’re not trying to see how the universe works behind the scenes”. I’ve had positive break throughs as well, but these last times were different.

[@chettykenney5115]

*DMT definitely have undeniable benefits to deal with PTSTD,ADDICTION,TRAUMA AND DEPRESSION ETC.The experience gave me freedom.I was Able to get shrooms,dmt,edibles,lsd etc from this licensed mycologist who ships to my location and also gives recommendations if you’re a newbie*

[@chettykenney5115]

*They’re on telegram as**

[@chettykenney5115]

@ *PHYLCLANS*

[@jeffb321]

I've never done DMT, but I can tell you my LSD trip in 2009 was absolutely magical.

[@kleckamania4477]

Same! Though not 2009. Felt like I was floating in God's channel. It shaped my beliefs going forward in terms of what God is and what life/after is. Felt like I doubled my wisdom that night and the clarity was unreal.

[@michaelpipkin9942]

Acid was always amazing for me. But when I smoke that giant hit of DMT, Is everything turned into a cartoon world. If you don't take a giant hit, Everything is fucking beautiful and it's like an acid trip. But yo, When you cross that line it is debilitating, It's pure visuals and you can't see anything else. Acid you can at least walk around...

[@PsychoSk8r4bg]

This is the kind of description of DMT I’ve been waiting for ever since it was popularised People mostly only talk about the moment of taking it

[@nuntana2]

Had some not very nice intense times but always found the afterglow to be sublime.

[@Pedroepacas]

This story about the DMT-3emo made me follow Neal on every podcast appearance he ever did to follow it.. it's somehow amazing

[@ohnoitsu1]

It's crazy... this guy described exactly what ails me but in a different aspect. He said that he could on some level comprehend or feel the time and how long say those mountains have been there. For me it was space and the distance of things. I could on some level "feel" how far away something is and it's just so fucking crippling to physically feel the vast space between you and something, to the extent that even seeing skyscrapers would fill me with anxiety because they are just so much larger than me... Let alone something out in space 🤯🤯

[@Keanie_Smith]

*DMT definitely have undeniable benefits to deal with PTSTD,ADDICTION,TRAUMA AND DEPRESSION ETC.The experience gave me freedom.I was Able to get shrooms,dmt,edibles,lsd etc from this licensed mycologist who ships to my location and also gives recommendations if you’re a newbie*

[@Keanie_Smith]

*He’s on telegram as**

[@Keanie_Smith]

@ *PHYLCLANS*

[@deepfiix]

It took me about 15 years to feel normal, 25 years now and I still feel the presence if I am not careful.

[@mifegreen5960]

Please elaborate. How did you not "feel normal?" What did it feel like? I kinda know what you mean with shrooms but DMT is a whole different level, or so they say

[@AyatoIlah]

Jeez buddy. Its intense but you're being a bit dramatic

[@deepfiix]

@@mifegreen5960 Its feels like peeling back the face of reality and seeing what is behind it. If you imagine a painting and you rip the painting off the frame and you see what is behind the painting. Reality feels the same now, I saw what was behind reality and now I can't go back to normal. Nothing feels real anymore, even my own reflection in a mirror makes me trip out.

[@deepfiix]

@@AyatoIlah So how do I make reality go back to normal and stop feeling like I'm an Alien on this planet in the wrong reality?

[@deepfiix]

@@mifegreen5960 Also, I took a bLade and unalivened myself about ten years ago but all that happened is I woke up in a timeline where death didn't occur. It's Quantum immortality everytime and I can see the atoms that make us.

[@cannabros]

i understand exactly how this dude feels I suffered from ptsd anxiety and this happened to me without psychadelics

[@LitPenguin713]

Shrooms help soldiers with ptsd who’ve seen and been through traumatic stuff to live a normal happy life remember that.

[@Eatmeatthereforeiam]

Check out the DARE response. I recovered from the exact same thing using it.

[@bear532]

Same here. I used to be in the medical field and had to leave halfway through med school because of it. Prior to attending med school, I worked in the hospital lab where I had morgue duties and also had to assist with autopsies. I saw dead people on the daily and an autopsy every 1-3 weeks, sometimes multiple a week. I have also easily seen tens of thousands of body parts. You know you have an odd life when moving an amputated leg or cutting into some random person’s heart is just another day. It’s really messed up just writing about. That stuff really does your head in and by the time I started med school, I was already having an existential crisis. Med school was child’s play compared to the horrors I had seen. It sort of gave time for my mind to catch up to all the trauma and it completely broke me down. Couldn’t continue and had to drop out. I lost everything in the transition, I mean everything. My friends, my gf, my financial independence, my identity/ego, and my purpose. I went into a deep depression that lasted years. I think of this stage in my life as my cocoon stage. Eventually I emerged with a deep and unwavering understanding of what life really is all about, feels like a superpower few people have. I absolutely love life, all of it, with all its ups and downs. I used to think that my trauma was a curse, now it has become the greatest gift that I could have ever received because it has completely opened my eyes to what’s actually important in life.

[@lynako2546]

@@bear532glad that you were able to recover

[@kokobeatz7222]

4:25 I can relate to this. When I took salvia. Everything on the right of my vision was turning to tiny pieces and shooting to the right and then reappearing and forming reality on the left side of my vision. It was insane.

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

*Psychedelic definitely have undeniable benefits to deal with PTSTD,ADDICTION,TRAUMA AND DEPRESSION ETC.The experience gave me freedom.I was Able to get shrooms,dmt,edibles,lsd etc from this licensed mycologist who ships to my location without hassel* ¿¿

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

*They’re on telegram as** ¿¿

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

@ *MYCOTINE* ¿¿

[@Thesaurcery4U2C]

That stuff is insane.

[@Skoopyghost]

I was into pills for 6 years. Now 19 months sober after my last relapse. Benzo withdrawls are the worst ever I gone through.

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

*Wsg!!! I could recommend you to a reputable psych store i was able to obtain quality MDMA,shrooms,lsd,dmt,Ayaushca,ibogaine and other psychs. They’re well grounded & ship discreetly locally and overseas across borders*

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

*He’s on telegram as**

[@chetagoodnewstv2651]

@ *PHYLCLANS*

[@FrancisLyons-ug1dy]

Lsd and psilocybin are amazing teachers along its dmt mah dudes have safe trips all. Shrooms are blessings from nature.

[@Robert-wp2nd]

While tripping make sure to find a good mycologist who teach you the right things you need to know

[@TimKleiner43]

This whole thing is pretty new to me, Is there any mycologist online

[@RichmondChris-it1km]

Yeah, Doc. Coby

[@SophieDee-in2se]

Is he on Instagram

[@JamesE.Holmes]

Yes @doc.coby

[@mbingham666]

In March of 2001, I took 25 hits of acid, drank 8-10 beers, and smoked pot.... I crossed the Great Divide, yanked the eyelid off my third eye, opened myself up to the entire collective unconscious... Whatever you want to call it Basically I overloaded myself. I immediately started having panic attacks, I could not even drive 5 minutes to where I worked. I couldn't cope faz the overload of reality I was experiencing. I was also stuck with constant visual hallucinations. Like parallel lines would wiggle in my peripheral vision, Not the bullshit made up stuff like " I saw a pink elephant" I found that the only way to cope was to drink extremely large amounts of alcohol, and I basically stayed drunk 24/7 until my pancreas exploded. It's been 23 years now, and I'm still not 100% I'd say I'm back to 80 to 90% of my old self. You know after you're halfway through a haunted house and you've been jump scared a few times, you're walking around crouched over nervously expecting the next jump scare.... That's how I feel 24/7, like death itself is going to come around a corner and jump out at me It's like the world is muted. Once everything's been turned up to 11, going back to 5 just is underwhelming. I'm not depressed, I'm not super happy, If you came to my door and said "hey I have $100,000 for you here", I would just be like "oh okay thanks" Be careful out there guys

[@MikasWithAttitude]

Amateur

[@bushcraftadventure5215]

What made you do such a large amount?

[@rockyp32]

If you died right now are you a 100% sure you’d go to Heaven? It's because you have sin all people have sinned and fall short of the glory of God. What is sin? Sin is essentially any bad thing we've ever done. Because of sin this is is the punishment “But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.” ‭‭Revelation‬ ‭21‬:‭8‬ ‭KJV‬‬ Jesus who is God in heaven came down to Do u know why you have to be saved? Do u know the story of Jesus? (If yes skip next step) if not do next step. God came down to earth as a man. Lived for 33 and a half years. He never sinned his whole life. Eventually some people got jealous of him and got him convicted of phony charges. He got crucified on the cross. Died. Was buried for 3 days then he was resurrected by his own power. Do you know why Jesus went through all this bloody mess for us? Remember how I said we can't go to heaven because of your sin? The only thing that can wash away your sins in the blood of Jesus Christ “But God shows his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” ‭‭Romans‬ ‭5‬:‭8‬ ‭KJV‬‬ God did all that to save us from hell "Much more than, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him.” ‭‭Romans‬ ‭5‬:‭9‬ ‭KJV‬‬ Ephesians 2:8-9 “We’re saved by Grace through faith which is not of ourselves it is the gift of God not by works for fear any man should boast” Salvation is not by good works like “water baptism, attending church, any good thing you do” “For godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation not to be repented of: but the sorrow of the world worketh death.” ‭‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭7‬:‭10‬ ‭KJV‬‬ Feeling godly sorrow leads to salvation “that if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.” ‭‭Romans‬ ‭10‬:‭9‬ ‭KJV‬‬ All you gotta do is tell God out loud with your mouth you feel guilty and sorry for being a sinner. Then you just gotta tell him in a prayer. “Dear God I repent as a sinner. I believe Jesus is God who died buried and resurrected I accept his sacrifice for my sins I accept him as my lord and savior” But know just repeating these words won’t save you. You must genuinely mean them from your heart.

[@griselbrand]

🤙

[@poindextertunes]

@@rockyp32please quit shoving your religion down ppls throats

[@doctorknow]

He experienced what being really really smart feels like. It's not always a great thing when you live it 24/7/365

[@Anni_james]

*DMT have been the actual true remedies that eased my depression and anxiety,lucky have got entangled with this dude who shoots Mushrooms an other psychs safety to my location with no hassle*

[@Anni_james]

*They're on telegram as**

[@Anni_james]

@Nutshroom 👈🏾👈🏾

[@PsychicAlchemy]

I've been through a bit of this, thankfully not quite as badly, but what helped me was just knowing that I already have the answer: I'm here right now, and this is where I'm supposed to be. The trees, the grass, the sky, my interests, my job, the pathetic everyday drama - it's all real, and it's what I'm supposed to be doing. There's time for enlightenment at the end.

[@chettykenney5115]

*DMT definitely have undeniable benefits to deal with PTSTD,ADDICTION,TRAUMA AND DEPRESSION ETC.The experience gave me freedom.I was Able to get shrooms,dmt,edibles,lsd etc from this licensed mycologist who ships to my location and also gives recommendations if you’re a newbie*

[@chettykenney5115]

*They’re on telegram as**

[@chettykenney5115]

@ *PHYLCLANS*

[@johncarson7324]

Ego death is a rough pill to swallow for people that only think of their "mental health" for 20 houts a day.

[@SeeSawMassacre]

I've heard of Ego Death, but i've never seen anybody without an ego.

[@cantchangemyprofilepicbru6639]

​@@SeeSawMassacrereal bro like these ppl got like bigger egos then most 😭

[@bitkurd]

First thing, that gentleman did 5-meo dmt which deletes you completely from existence. NN dmt is what takes you to the place where human intellect can’t explain it. I started meditating and went through all of that he’s describing. Took me two years to accept that the world was my construct and time is non linear. In other worlds, you may be alone in your world and I thought about ending it all then the spirit told me I would feel the same because that’s what I know and believe. But, that should not stop you from enjoying being an evolved ape 😅 I truly appreciate just being without any plans, just presence and sharing a good moment with another human being. If you’re in this deep dark cold abyss, trust me you will come out and you will be enjoying life in a way you could never have imagined before.