It won't always be like this + First time Learning Acoustic Guitar !

[@TheTc4jc]

Violin is hard. Talk about a poor return on investment, I feel bad for my parents that sent me to violin lessons all those years in elementary school. On a more serious note, I think you're spot on allowing yourself to feel the way you feel. I think there is a false narrative out there that everyone should be happy all the time, and it actually causes quite a bit of cognitive dissonance. In any case, hope things turn around for you soon.

[@peanutbutterpandapuffs]

I wouldnt say it was a poor investment! I've always thought that and then I realized it did bring a lot of skills you don't notice like being less tone deaf than most people who havent played mysic before lol. And yea honestly I'm surprised anybody even watched this haha for the most part I think its a log to kind of keep pushing myself forward. Very well spoken to be honest, I do think its a false narrative that everyone should be okay all the time and I don't think enough people talk about or are taught on how to deal with things when they ARE NOT okay. Thank you ! I too hope things get better!