IV OF SPADES - I Would Rather Live Alone (Maybe I'm Not Who I'm Today)

[@alodiaexe]

"you're my favorite pain that could make me feel again" oOOOOOHHHHHHH

[@skimojii480]

nahurt ako huhuhmhmhmh

[@zenosallen]

I felt that

[@cesarmontesa8407]

GooooOooOoooOon

[@kpoptrash4845]

PETITION FOR IVOS TO DROP AN EXTENDED VERSION OF THIS SONG

[@davinbrian6381]

blackpink trash TRUE

[@rickyluague2612]

yan po ang full version ito

[@mikey.quirante]

nope

[@MariaStephanieOsila]

Please yes

[@mikey.quirante]

@@MariaStephanieOsila please no

[@arlfran2002]

Why does this have to be the shortest song off the album?!?!?!?!

[@fullmetalshinobi745]

Kasi short din yung cancer by MCR

[@krupsed1068]

oo nga eh, sad

[@allenpaulreyes730]

May mas maiksi pa jan, pero buo pa sila jan. "Isang pag-ibig"

[@yoursaneharley_11]

I have the same question too.

[@Rubwig]

Cus yes

[@totallygabe5236]

The Story involves about someone who is confused He wanted to leave the girl but he can't because he wanted to stay and leave at the same time, He's stuck being really confused and depressed (can be seen at the part "Cause my soul is fading to the sea" and also "Cause maybe im not who im today" and some parts "So please just break my heart, dont break my heart") he doesn't know where to go. He also said that He's her favorite pain that made her feel again ( talk about anxiety and depression ), at the last part "I would rather live alone... I cant do this all alone." is also where He chose to do nothing rather than leaving her. just a base of my Story, this is actually made by me so opinions are cool.

[@kenrobles1044]

Accurate com

[@neonja6947]

thats.. actually... true..

[@bynbyn9928]

wow

[@sebsebsebbbb8390]

Zild: receives an award in gerard ways revenge era suit Next day: drops a song with mcr vibes Zild is emo...

[@hanssacramento8314]

Emo Shrek True,Like You Hahahaha

[@intentionalposts]

This sounds so thematically as beautiful as Cancer.

[@syndig]

mcr vibes, specifically i dont love you

[@sebsebsebbbb8390]

playor I feel both I dont kove you and cancer

[@seignee]

ksksksks I thought I was the only one that feels the mcr vibes

[@acecorazón]

01:06 with these lyrics: "if you say goodbye today, i'd ask you to be true" IT FITS SO MUCH WTF

[@starlightkeys]

Napanood ko s isang interview nila kung saan tinanong si zild about sa " ano iyong song na sana siya ang nag compose?", ang sagot nya ay "cancer" by mcr kaya i think this song is inspired by it

[@rauencanicula7246]

feel the vibe of MCR's - Cancer

[@alyssa5903]

Yeaaahhh!!!

[@llandervincegasconbayubay6619]

this music is one of underrated songs yet so beautiful :

[@jeshua09181987]

I would rather live alone Without you You saved all my raging thoughts But you torn my heart I didn't ask for this You're my favorite pain That could make me feel again I can feel over my skin The whisper Of your loving scars within But you ripped my heart I always wanted this But you always had my heart I just don't want to be part of your life I'll never be the same I'm not who I'm today So please just break my heart Don't break my heart I have no chance to Be someone you'll hold on to My veins are failing My mind is degrading 'Cause my soul is fading to the sea 'Cause maybe I'm not who I'm today I would rather live alone... I would rather live alone... I can't do this all alone

[@jeanrhea7872]

♡

[@Ayieeeks]

Extended version please, ugh

[@gappity]

Yes pleeaaseeee

[@seignee]

penoi maymays 9999

[@knnthrssl]

Idol!!

[@woahaha9150]

Bakit may ugh dejoke

[@loressliannamolo3528]

It's been a long time since I played this, it literally bring back many unburied memories. Yung ikaw nalang ang nakakaalala. Cancer and this, is both my favorite song halos ito na pinapatugtog ko everyday but since you left I never play this again. Kapag naririnig ko to sa mga malls umaalis ako eh hahaha. Sino ba namang hindi malulungkot? April 4 2019 to June 2020

[@sheenadl1511]

This is my favorite sa lahat ng nirelease today. Kudos!!

[@anafegarcesa148]

IVOS plwease Continue Making Awesome Songs , (skl) this Band Helped me Recover from Both emotional and physical pain...

[@blobblobblob4353]

During this time, Me and my girlfriend are discussing about breaking up. It's been 2years of toxic relationship. And I'm here just to listen to the words "You're my favorite pain that could make me feel again" and "Break my heart, Don't break my heart". I'mma comeback to this comment and tell you guys happened. Edit: We broke up today.

[@sock5484]

hope ur doing ok bro

[@dew9683]

Ey!! I came here as well because my girlfriend broke up with me. It has been 2 weeks since we broke up. Hope we'll both be okay. ;)

[@lowiji7715]

what's up with couples breaking during this quarantine? she broke up with me just last last month, but even though a month has passed since then. it still hurts. hope we all get by.

[@anaisacosta5239]

you gonna be ok i whish you all the love

[@kenrncsvlls662]

:(((((

[@eruzora8892]

song randomly popped up on my youtube feed. can't believe it's been 5 years since this masterpiece

[@tsuyutanazaka9339]

You guys performed this last night in your first leg of the tour here in Iloilo City. You talked about your dreams and how we would eventually reach our dreams too, just like you guys did. It was a special moment that I'll never forget. Thank you for your music. Thank you for being here, for existing. Come back soon! Iloilo would love to have you again. 💓

[@shirayal.3857]

Mcr is the reason why i loved old bands and this IVOS is now the reason why i love OPM now, thAnkz for saving my boring life!!

[@mea7020]

"your my favorite pain that could make me feel again". Damn, it hits different now

[@Skyline7091]

'Cause my soul is fading to the sea' that tone and fade is catchy

[@zzzzzzc]

solid talaga ‘tong album nila na CLAPCLAPCLAP! halos lahat ng tracks ang sarap ulit-ulitin eh. bagay na bagay pakinggan tuwing gabi lalo na sa road trips. mood setter. been listening since its release. ❤❤❤ when kaya comeback?

[@kennethnexus9426]

YOU'RE MY FAVORITE PAIN THAT COULD MAKE ME FEEL AGAIN PERIODT

[@soibeenie4415]

from 'youre not my energy' to 'i would rather live alone' nice one IV of Spades!

[@marnelleangeli1872]

This needs an extended version. *Periodt.*

[@PabloEscobar-zq3tj]

CLAPCLAPLAP! Name ng album. Nakalagay naman sure na talaga.

[@selene5.21]

HUHU MERON NA BA SA YT UNG CLAPCLAPCLAP ?? Song itself.

[@doren.4228]

Xi Lin yun yung name ng Album

[@selene5.21]

@@doren.4228 hmmmm dami kasi nagsasabi na may song din na CLAPCLAPCLAP... pati ung The Novel of my Mind, wala pa.

[@knight2170]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[@shawngonzales4306]

+Xi Lin literal ma clap 'yung clapclapclap! tapos 'yung the novel, instrumental/synth na parang transition

[@ednaraval612]

favourite song ko to sa clapclapclap album. gusto ko rin yung suggestion ng iba na pahabain itong song pero kung titignan mo parang ginawa talaga yang kanta na ganyan kaikli.

[@bellelavadia3021]

My brother recommend this song to me and Im really thankful 'cause I freaking love it!

[@bertjamsolina2663]

Ay shizz, may hawig ang melody ng piano sa "The Run and Go" ng Twenty One Pilots, tapos may emotion ng "Cancer" ng MCR, tapos medyo Queen ang style kasi very theatric ng chorus. Whoo! One thing is for sure, napakadiverse ng vibes at styles ng album nila. Kudos, IVOS!

[@lexa1452]

ANG GANDA LAHAT NG SONGS NG IVOS HUYU BAT NGAYON KO LANG TO NAGUSTUHAN 🤧💖💖

[@bellelavadia3021]

YES BIJ, I HATE THE FACT THE THIS SONG NEEDS TO BE END. LIKE HELL I WANT MORE! HUHUHU IM INLOVE WITH THIS-

[@uyasnit9543]

Isang masterpiece na underrated!!

[@irishbayani1825]

"but you have always my heart" that line tanginuuuuu

[@mid0rri411]

I NEED MORE SONGS LIKE THIS FROM THEMMM

[@thetideft.thevamps]

Sisss may know who's that on your icon

[@MS-hb4qj]

Oh my gosh,i feel like im listening to Queens.I so much love, love love this.

[@josephanabezaescobia9087]

I'm 13 years old and I know how to play this song on piano. I really love this vibe... very sentimental

[@thetideft.thevamps]

Post it please

[@raymundbongalosa9665]

ang lupit. malayu pa mararating mo idol ivos. isa kang world class.

[@kylam.4865]

This is good when its rain with coffee,or when im sad:< IVOS music saves me from sadness..

[@sendtopoopoo]

When the music started, I thought of MCR. Alam ko iba ang IVOS, pero nung naisip ko yung MCR eh napawow ako. Na talagang kaya ng IVOS na sumabay sa mga sikat na mga banda, na pang international ang dating. From feels nung lyrics, at yung ganda ng buong kanta. Tunay na napaka galing ng IVOS 😍

[@Reiz13R]

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving youuu! Ayy. Iba pala 'to. HAHAHAHAHAHA

[@roorsikret3598]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH yan narin nakakanta ko

[@Reiz13R]

@@roorsikret3598 HAHAHAHAHA mabuhay ang mga cancer

[@ezriportales4813]

yeyeye ito nga yon hahaha loved that song

[@Mira-pk9zz]

Same thoughts hahahahaa

[@GabBalacy]

I remember hearing Zild talk about Cancer as a song from MCR na gustong gusto nya in an interview. I came here for this comment HAHA!

[@laviellie]

kainis talaga. ang ikli lang huhu. pinaka-fave palagi. < 33

[@jacqueline7258]

Acabo de descubrir esta banda hace como 2 días y estoy escuchando todas sus canciones,. Realmente son un gran banda

[@mgandaako6621]

They already disband 🥺😔

[@roughhbijazz]

@@mgandaako6621 they didn't disband yet, they're still on hiatus. and each of them have their own songs for now

[@zacchraine7475]

this pierced my heart in 500 different angles

[@seyuh5613]

‘You're my favorite pain, That could make me feel again...’

[@christreigndobiespera1205]

giving me QUEEN vibes huhu

[@rishizuke]

People are still sleeping on this soooong!

[@kana1372]

When you just want to leave and thinking I can do this, I can have peace and he will too but still can't do it because you really love that person so you still push it and hoping it will still get better.

[@pennyolson2307]

This song just send chills to my spine

[@killuazoldyck2152]

First time ko atang makakabili ng album. I knew it from the start that IVOS will not dissapointed me. Keep up the good work guys. Love From Pasig City. 😃

[@sannyargullozos1931]

I love all the songs. keep making quality music!

[@haelordmercado1445]

MY SONG WHEN I'M DEPRESSED OR SAD AND THANK YOU FOR IVOS BCUZ THIS HAS BECOME MY MEDICINE WHEN I'M SAD OR DEPRESSED

[@jude4880]

Parang MCR ang datingan nito.

[@goldenrose5207]

Cancer!!! yun agad pumasok sa isip ko hahahaha

[@joshuajamesbalugo5669]

Well, Zild is a big fan of MCR

[@jacobfreud1303]

Oo cancer nga. Yung concert nila tinugtog nila yan nag comment ako katunog ng cancer

[@chado.9585]

Sabi na e ahhaa akala ko ako lang e

[@iambeagranada]

Tama! OMG...

[@jeanettedevilla7323]

This is exactly what I am feeling right now. Thank you IVOS

[@louella6804]

SOBRANG GANDA. MY HEART IS SO HAPPY UWU

[@Naomi-bc8ve]

this song deserves more appreciation!!!!

[@lancechristiand.aristotele8309]

Love the part na may echo/bending voice. At background choir. The way the piano turns to the guitar. Sarap pakinggan ng drums

[@-tori]

you can totally hear their music influences in this song and it's amazing

[@aldrinjaya]

MCR comeback is real ♥️♥️.

[@PreciousBY309]

Ang lungkot nang kantang to pero langya eto pa rin pinaka paborito ko. EXTENDED VERSION PLSSSSS

[@kouseiii276]

It's been 3 years since I listened to this song and daaaaaaamn it really hits different now :

[@brianna_khupchawng]

Another sweet melody!!!!!..... I'm just falling in love with everything about this...!!!!!!

[@arvenzgavino4089]

Ganda ganda ng kantang to ❤️ You’re my favorite pain that could make me feel again. but you always have my heaaarrtt 😭❤️❤️

[@preciousjoypacho2917]

this deserves a million views too

[@kjm025]

"You're my favorite pain That could make me feel again" WHOAAAAH GRABE ATAKE PAR

[@mlybrnte]

Ugh so beautiful im crying

[@mohammadnaeemhassan1627]

Masterpiece 🔥

[@gitaranijoshmojica]

this song makes me want to cry on what im facing right now.

[@mgy2010]

presenting.. our pride

[@georgiocatalan5466]

I wont ask for an extended version. This one is perfect as it is.

[@cryzeljanebobiles8278]

This is my favorite track in the album. Idkkkk

[@ziggy8672]

I LOVE THIS ALBUM FOR having different genres of music in this album that gets different types of people liking there music

[@mrs.gojo_]

the hardest part of this is leaving you. but don't worry boys, we never, like ever, will. more power to y'all!!!

[@laviellie]

sa lahat talaga dito talaga ako nahook yung alam nyo yun, yung dito talaga ako pinaka goosebumps basta di ko alam nafifeel ko non nung narinig ko 'to

[@iamsant1no]

Parang Cancer ng MCR yung datingan ayos ah Hahaha SOLID !!!!

[@nicolelouisesantos5520]

tagos sa kaluluwa. nagtutubig ung mata ko. ang galing naman talaga. ganda boses ni zild shems

[@PivotRobot1]

MCR Vibes

[@edwardcarabeo3677]

Parang Cancer by MCR

[@hkiyoko]

Happy 6th birthday sa album na 'to. Mahal ko kayong lahat!

[@hkiyoko]

1.18.2025

[@kompyuter-mv2lz]

I'm convinced that IVOS is the PH answer to The Beatles.

[@justarandomcatontheinterne5740]

kompyuter 2003 Eraserheads

[@endenverted9237]

@@justarandomcatontheinterne5740 twenty one pilots my chemical romance at panic! at the disco!

[@Jokoy08]

Lol...are u insane

[@jeruisaaccabatay216]

Malayong malayo pa haha

[@sarahfull06]

hindi naman nila kailangan maging kagaya ng the beatles, kelan ba kayo titigil?

[@shanamaeemmanuellemanalac8721]

why this sound so calm? iloveit.♡♡♡

[@trixiededase5701]

aaaa just did a keyboard cover of this song huhu and it's been a year, but I'm still obsessed with this one huhu more of this pls. I love you all!

[@ProfessorKazuya]

Ganda nitong song na to. Sana dinalwa manlang repeat yung chorus nabitin kase ako

[@boibicman1834]

Since their album doesn't consist of their first four singles, does this mean that their next album (ep or lp) could possibly have Unique there? Possibly also have old songs which did not make it? Not hating. Just a theory lol. This album is amazing. This band is amazing. Thanksu for the long awaited gift boiz.

[@harisablay7020]

Nope the older songs belongs to Unique, baka magka problema sa copyright.

[@igloo_igloo]

@@harisablay7020 Yan din iniisip ko eh, kasi may rights din si Unique sa earlier songs nila.

[@shengcairo807]

Huhuhu sentimental studio version will be a dream na lang :

[@boibicman1834]

@@harisablay7020 I guess you're right, and maybe Unique can do a stripped-down rendition of the other 3 singles? That would be cool.

[@boibicman1834]

@@igloo_igloo What about "Isang Pag-Ibig?"

[@ma.jyzabellereonal2487]

Im cryiiingggg! Bat ganto nafefeel ng puso ko??? Huhu nakakaiyak

[@goldenrose5207]

if you say goodbye today i'd ask you to be true 'cause the hardest part of this is leaving you 🤣

[@yeshuaalbarico7152]

Lmaooo

[@artlisboa1753]

Hahahaha

[@endenverted9237]

Cancer 😂

[@zidanejavier5290]

HAHAHAHAHAHA

[@dyansumande4170]

The first time I've heard this Cancer instantly popped into mind hahahahaha \m/

[@primroselily8165]

sila lang siguro yung hinahangaan kong banda dito. sobrang ganda lahat ng kanta nila. 😘🎶🎧👏

[@julianajanapin4828]

Napaka ganda ng kanta na'to. Punyeta.

[@arlanejoyceomoyon4930]

sobrang gandaaaa

[@jess-xf3cl]

what's with this mcr feeling lmao lovin it

[@_wayne5091]

I really like how there is conflict i the lyrics. ganyan kasi tayo minsan pag inlab. relatable.

[@kylenaval0625]

MCR vibes whoooo 💜

[@billyjoebacor4907]

Bakit ako umiyak sa kantang to?..grabi mga idol. keep it up

[@Lian-ut3pe]

THE NEW MCR OMGGG HAHAHAHA MY BEST FRIEND IS SUCH A FAN OF MCR.

[@aselalovesjoy7368]

Grabe naman to tumatagos ung lyrics sa puso!!!!

[@skirrrk4501]

EXTENDED VERSION FOR THISSSS❗❗❗❗

[@Aldrianne-ie1gi]

I love this song 😭😭😭😭😭

[@paulwinstonuntalan8264]

Random stranger:i want a song that like a mcr vibes IV of spades: SAY NO MORE FAM

[@raia6274]

pag pinapakinggan ko to parang ang sakit ng puso ko. Alam mo yun? Heartbroken ganon. I really love this songgggg!!

[@jerwinjakegamol1604]

Like mo to kung paulit ulit mong pinapatugtog to

[@jundyleineabao6853]

Werpa lyrics!!! Hit me heart. Feels like a cannon rock vibe.

[@wimnhjdt7158]

Nang wawarshock ka talaga Ivos ano?🙄🤣megad But you torn my heart i didn't ask for this.You're my favorite pain that could maks me feel againnn shutaaa tagos lahat yung lyricsssss

[@iskratspad]

They are so damn AMAZING.. OPM's not dead... clap clap clap to these three talents!!!!