In the description there's a link to get the full album! If you can support that would be amazing, if not it's okay you can listen here! Thank you all for always being here for me..it means the world. #REALONESONLY #FORGIVEMEFORMYHONESTY
@ChargedJosh7 жыл бұрын
Great new album really love it thanks for all the amazing music Ivan B!
@Echo-gz6wd7 жыл бұрын
Ivan your music touches me honestly, your music gets me through the darkest hour , you definitely deserve more subs and fans. thanks for the music and keep it up
@kkazzperr20097 жыл бұрын
This album is straight up beautiful man. Keep it up!!
@sky31987 жыл бұрын
same
@cookiemonster43096 жыл бұрын
Ur music is the best man!!!!
@codycox63057 жыл бұрын
"Say you wanna change u do nothing about it" hit home.. this song made me really look at myself..
@TonyAnswer7 жыл бұрын
I really like how he's worked on his singing for this album & allowed himself to sing a bunch of times on this album. Most people don't got that kind of bravery.
@joshnadeau96548 ай бұрын
Came back after 6 years to see you went from 10k subscribers to almost 200k. I’m happy for you Ivan
@euzekielmichael-pink45757 жыл бұрын
Honestly all of his songs make me question my life.
@denvergirl23064 жыл бұрын
Same
@jaymartinez32094 жыл бұрын
Till this day
@dracus69774 жыл бұрын
I think most of his songs hit home in some way
@brendonacutler3 жыл бұрын
Fr
@wilis68103 жыл бұрын
Same
@treyyoung89986 жыл бұрын
"I wish I had the answers Ivan, but I'm only your reflection." Damn 🔥
@pattypringle53554 жыл бұрын
...that's what I'm sayn 💯🤯
@beastin5617 жыл бұрын
Dude you hit me so hard i am always pretending to be happy and that i am a guy chasin my dream but in reality im slacking on it, I am just doing nothing but going college and i have been down every day since 2014 may 19 because i lost my older brother ur music helps thanks for your honesty 😢💯 hit hard
@tigerforce12397 жыл бұрын
You keep going bud!
@wariorgeden7 жыл бұрын
open up to someone about this man! it's something u should do
@wariorgeden7 жыл бұрын
open up to someone about this man! it's something u should do
@josebojorquez88474 жыл бұрын
Hope everything been working out for you man. Rest in paradise to your brother!
@drake_fox4 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry I'm crying because of this im so sorry
@deejaydaiel91817 жыл бұрын
Ivan, damn, you've come a long way man! Never made one bad song. Your lines are deep & fire. Keep going man!
@succubi46877 жыл бұрын
Deejay Daiel hell ya
@profmoon36897 жыл бұрын
Deejay Daiel only song I don't like is happy feels
@ryanmoyer5773 Жыл бұрын
This song was me on my road of addiction. Drowning my life in sorrow. In and out of jails and prisons. That guy died 2 years ago when I put my big boy pants on and decided to make a difference in my own life. I quit everything, and gained full control of my life. You can only save yourself. Surround yourself with hood people, and be the person you always wanted to be. If I could do it, you can too!
@rylanmilgrim89127 жыл бұрын
Hey Ivan, I am always looking for artists like you who talk about real issues and their struggles. I am so glad I found your music, man. Keep it up!
@Eneraz084 жыл бұрын
Glad i found this song at a perfect timing of my life.... lyrics are too deep and hitting hard... thankyou!
@codyjohnson57244 жыл бұрын
Ivan... My brother loved your lyrics... This was his favorite song. He died 7 months ago.. Your music helped him hold on for the longest. Thank you for your music. Thank you for being there for my brother when i couldn't be there. Im living everyday for him and your music makes me keep going as well💜
@jordanh60613 жыл бұрын
🙏
@angelikawiatros26734 жыл бұрын
Yeah, stop actin' like you don't care Losin' your values, you know you're aware Losin' control you say life isn't fair Broken again, you don't wanna repair You're not honest with them I'll be honest with you All of your problems are all 'cause of you You don't face what you got man you deal with a few How did you get here or what did you choose Look at the people you hang with Do you hear the way that you talk How do you go from that To having a conversation with God, huh Say you wanna change, you do nothin' about it You say alot of words, I hear nothing but silence Set another goal, come tomorrow you doubt it Tell me that you're happy I really hope you find it But that's the way that life goes, uh That's the way that you think, huh Those are things that you sing huh Pretend like everything is good when it's not Write about it like it ain't your fault, huh The only one ever getting hurt, huh Say you're real building up a wall, huh You wanna know something real You don't face anything when they face you You keep saying that you're moving on Funny thing about it is you're running from The things that have made you Look at the blessings that he gave you You focus on the things that you don't have What's gain without cost, love without loss Stop lookin' at me like you still know that You're somebody that I used to know And I don't feel like looking at him now So tell me what you need from me What you need from me, what you need from me 'Cause I don't know anymore 'Cause I don't know anymore 'Cause I don't care anymore, no Forgive me for my honesty Forgive me for my honesty Forgive me for my honesty Used to talk all the time Now you can't look me in the eyes Why you standin' there like you got nothing to say Don't tell me that you're out of lies See the thing about a mask You start to think that you're fine Never goin' forward, all you do is rewind How you sayin' you're real when you're believin' a lie You got, two years at a part time Complainin' when you gotta give a car ride To somebody who believed in you Always there for you Everything is on your time, huh You've gotten over things Now get over yourself You want the keys to success But your mind's in a cell Lookin' for the light in the dead of night Tears on your pillow case, dreams of a better life Close your eyes for a better sight See what you want in life, be what you want in life These are things you used to tell me These are things that used to help me Now you're hollow from the inside out, let the insides out Tell 'em how you feel You don't gotta hurt but you gotta let it heal Tell me this is it, no more standin' there still Look me in the eyes man tell me that it's real You're perfect with imperfections I wish I had the anwsers Ivan But I'm only your reflection You're somebody that I used to know And I don't feel like looking at him now So tell me what you need from me What you need from me, what you need from me 'Cause I don't know anymore 'Cause I don't know anymore 'Cause I don't care anymore, no Forgive me for my honesty Forgive me for my honesty Forgive me for my honesty Stop actin' like you don't care Losin' your values, you know you're aware Losin' control you say life isn't fair Broken again, you don't wanna repair You're not honest with them I'll be honest with you I'll be honest with you You're not honest with them I'll be honest with you Be honest with you
@cameronoyola67933 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@ItsMe-le1vu3 жыл бұрын
You the goat for this
@CrystalRatzArt6235 жыл бұрын
He sounds like a mixture of NF and Mike Shinoda, and it's a perfect combination. I truly enjoy this song, the lyrics definitely inflict a fatal hit (in the best emotional way possible) thank you for your music
@Alex-jc7kd8 ай бұрын
Your right, the first time I heard this song my mind immediately went to early nf albums like therapy sessions
@ItsMarrz7 жыл бұрын
This is LITTERALLY the most AMAZING thing I've ever heard....
@RitTeamme-xm7uuАй бұрын
This song is so profound. The way it reflects on your life and how unless we reflect and change, we will never grow.
@mmlman6 жыл бұрын
Ivan I never leave comments but after hearing your song I wanted to let you know it was amazing. This hit home when I heard your song. You have a gift when it comes to music please keep making meaningful music that can speak to real peoples lives.
@sammy-dawnellenleigh-johns62724 жыл бұрын
I have changed love for myself- I am more now!!! You feel it- run away- all paths lead home!!! God's path!!! Life is good!! 🙏💖🌈✌😇🌹💃🔥🔥🌟✨💫😇🎶🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💖
@RockAnimations4 жыл бұрын
holy crap man... this is literally the hardest a song has ever hit me. i never really cry to songs, but this one was just- something else. it really described everything about me. Keep up your great work.
@biplovmanjhi77552 жыл бұрын
thank you for your honesty, while listening to it, I felt like the word "you" in the songs is for us.
@vacants54237 жыл бұрын
Forgive Me For My Honesty. What an amazing album.
@javierchavez96562 жыл бұрын
Thanks this wakes me up im stuck and giving up and settling without even realizing im failing myself and my family that need me.i have the keys to my success i just need to get off my lazy as and grind for a better future..
@707ridah2 жыл бұрын
This song saved my life, thank you Ivan. I broke my back in 2008, addicted to Oxy and spiraled outta control and almost lost myself. Found this song and no I'm sober
@707ridah Жыл бұрын
Back again and 9yrs sober and this song gets me threw alot. IVan I meet you in Petaluma in 2019 for a few at the market. Your amazing and never stop being YOU
@HardcoreElimination19 күн бұрын
How you doing man? @@707ridah
@GD3HXCSRH3 жыл бұрын
It's been awhile since I've listened to this song. Boy has life come a long way. "You're perfect with imperfections. I wish I had the answers but I'm only your reflection"
@GoBirds23 жыл бұрын
Accidentally came across this song, and blow up on pandora. Absolutely incredible.
@NotOfHereMinistries7 жыл бұрын
"You're perfect with imperfections I wish I had the answers, Ivan But I'm only your reflection." Holy shit this gave me chills...
@dawsonkerr75447 жыл бұрын
Francisco Aquino same
@ordinarydevin6 жыл бұрын
Just pure TRUTH!!!
@ads37232 жыл бұрын
Real talk! God bless you! ♡
@codycox63057 жыл бұрын
This song.. got me sober. I love ivan b so much ma . Like you made me see my real self again. Not the guy that hides behind the drugs and the booze.
@TacticalGhost159 Жыл бұрын
6 years later this still hits the same.
@wlee66856 жыл бұрын
Heard on Pandora and instant thumbs up. Congrats on crafting a great song and keep it up till you reach the top.
@Whocarezzzz937 жыл бұрын
This song rocks me to my core. I can play your words all day. They get me, and my days are a lot better since I’ve heard you and play you on Pandora all day. Can’t wait to be at your concert one day. Can’t wait to have all your albums really soon. ❤️ thanks for your music
@ghalyahsahel2704 жыл бұрын
Last time I cried was 4 years ago at dad's funeral, after that I felt nothing I wasn't sad and I wasn't happy , i just felt nothing for 4 years and here i am at 4 am alone in my room crying over this song.. I felt like he was talking to me ..
@packagespenguin5 жыл бұрын
I love your music Ivan. I love hearing the emotion. So much better then most music today. It makes your music so relatable. I had to just break a 10 year friendship Recently with the friend who actually introduced me to your music. This song makes me always think of him because he has changed so much from what he use to be. I’ve said a lot of what you said in this song to him. It makes me sad but I know that only he can fix himself, that no matter how much I want to or even try to help him, that I can’t.
@ikanuutinen7 жыл бұрын
I have been listening to your music for a long time and i gotta say you are one of the few people who really make huge impact to many peoples lifes, much love from Finland and thank you for your beautiful music, never stop going❤
@rein23357 жыл бұрын
Sup :)
@konradclark93667 жыл бұрын
I just started listening to your music not too long ago, i fell in love instantly, it helps me keep moving forward in life. I'm in whole other world when i listen to your songs! Thank you!
@lifeisboring48673 жыл бұрын
Literally That's song deserves all the support in the world
@turtlealienation65687 жыл бұрын
Since "The Pursuit"💯🔥
@urdigitaldetox02182 жыл бұрын
You want the key to success but your minds in a cell gets me everytime that last verse.
@Aaron.MK810 ай бұрын
Sent this to someone that needs it, hope it helps them ❤️
@Zmoney377 жыл бұрын
The whole album is freaking firee!
@Shitbagg692 жыл бұрын
Thank you for a song that has truth and feeling no matter when it came out depression doesn't always go away
@goldblu67297 ай бұрын
Very inspiring song. Really hit deep and made me question my choices and who I have chosen to be surrounded with.
@enyrsha7 жыл бұрын
The whole album is seriously amazing, you never disappoint! This track is one of my favorites you've dropped.
@joshuacummings87327 жыл бұрын
Gheez..... Left me Speechless. 🔥🔥
@Lumppari103 жыл бұрын
This is ur best song! Thumbs up! Keep on.... :)
@EduardoGarcia-lk2os7 жыл бұрын
#REALONESONLY
@zaramby7 жыл бұрын
Waking up for school, 3 new ivan b songs, this will be a good day
@МадафакатикатакаГЛОК Жыл бұрын
Hey man come back and give it another listen its been 6 years
@cameronoyola67933 жыл бұрын
I found grace through you. Thank you.
@3rdnaTure7 жыл бұрын
Holy shit is this about himself? He talked about his reflection and the songs meaning changed in one line.
@Uncreative-Name6 жыл бұрын
It's a literary technique called a 'Volta', it means to use 1 line at the ending of a text or extract to flip the entire meaning of the script...
@billygraves17695 жыл бұрын
Its great!
@707ridah25 күн бұрын
Ivan ths m you for helping me get sober, this song i 🎶 to everydau when i felt messing up... i meet you years ago in Petaluma.. 😊
@marwanmohammed39154 жыл бұрын
For real this song hits me real hard. This song describes my entire teenage hood piece by piece it's actually painful.
@loganzirtzman53814 жыл бұрын
My best friend sent this to me, she's been able to tell I've been off and I'm so glad she did bc now me and her are closer than ever
@rose79967 жыл бұрын
Ivan you've truly put everything into this album. Thank you so much for this masterpiece.
@antonio84616 жыл бұрын
These sound like NF typebeats
@Bonbaryx7 жыл бұрын
Damn man, this album is awesome. I love it So much ! Xoxo
@shadzera7 жыл бұрын
Already heard all the album on Spotify, What can I say? Every music is amazing :O
@kevingillickjr60813 жыл бұрын
Wow man. You and NF are really getting me through my low times. Can’t lie, resolve starts to fade sometimes, so I put y’all in my ears.
@tougerxiong83687 жыл бұрын
Love this because it's real shit
@staciad4288410 ай бұрын
This song changed my life…. ❤
@colorniss44957 жыл бұрын
In my opinion FYFMH is the best song of FMFMH. But hey, the whole album is great! Keep it up Ivan and thank you for those wonderful songs! Going to promote you on my channel as well!
@richmondballer207 жыл бұрын
Colorniss I agree, this song cuts deep.
@nurhelmanrahim85665 жыл бұрын
I mean the album was titled based on this exact track FMFMH
@christinesilvia24295 жыл бұрын
This is the deepest song I've heard in a really long time.
@rooster79ataol2 жыл бұрын
Man I lost my mom, dad, aunt, mother in law, and had to put down my dog all in the same year. I completely feel this song...thank you!! I've got a long way to go.
@sharonamporo-soriano49914 жыл бұрын
DOESNT MATTER HOW MANY I GOTTA LISTEN TO IT,WILL FOREVER GIVE ME THE CHILLS,I JUST LOVE IT.MAKES ME FEEL BETTER DURING THE DARKEST DAYS OF MA LIFE.BECAUSE OF THIS SONG I DIDNT KILL MYSELF AND FOR THAT I AM THANKFUL.KEEP UP WITH THE GOOD WORK.I LOVE U FROM RII A TEENAGE GIRL WHO LOVES RAP
@tonialynnsoren88223 жыл бұрын
Love this, thank you. Tried having my friend who is still in active addiction listen to it n he cried n asked me to turn it off. TRUTH#
@amyyannet3597 жыл бұрын
okay hands down this is my favorite from the album ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@stateofmind1113 жыл бұрын
My fav of all time...absolute genius. love love love
@rohanvats9982 Жыл бұрын
Ivan, you have my heart.
@hellinndg3 жыл бұрын
I suffer every time I listen to this song. Because it hits my truth in my face
@Joemama-tb7os7 жыл бұрын
Love it Ivan keep up the amazing work😊😊❤️❤️
@robertyoung4076 ай бұрын
Here in 2024!!!!!!
@zoyatimoshenko61167 жыл бұрын
This song accurately describes my life right now. God help me!
@amrotabidi17544 жыл бұрын
People Listening To This Were Just Broken Too Much That It Just Became Their Comfort Zone Which Is Y We Can Relate To This So Much At Least That’s Me Looking At Myself And Being Honest
@AfallinAngel5 жыл бұрын
Dang this is an amazing song!!! Great job!!!!
@sakhilemazibuko64876 жыл бұрын
Ivan B...salute..you are great dude
@juanarreola19106 жыл бұрын
Songiversary is just around the corner n still straight fire, know the lyrics by heart 💪💪 my medicine 💉
@yatziriflores85006 жыл бұрын
How much do I love this song😭❤️ everything about it💕 it touches
@ashleysimpson23295 ай бұрын
When I need a reality check I come straight to Ivan
@iDreamBMX7 жыл бұрын
All his music it's home 👏
@d.l63417 жыл бұрын
When Ivan drops a album and you didn't even know
@bogimeister54037 жыл бұрын
Love it 😍😍😍 cant get enough ❤
@DesireeObremski-e7qАй бұрын
Need you to believe Jesus Christ is always with you.... God will never let you go just remember that for me😊
@mattr85Ай бұрын
Yesss 😢❤
@elitemontez93147 жыл бұрын
Damn... Your words movtivate me every day, they really give you a different way to look at life. My fav song is Don't look Down, you guys in comments what is yours?
@Shakeyballzz7 жыл бұрын
EliteMontez need you still will always be in my heart
@BryceDorito7 жыл бұрын
It's goooooddd homie 😍🔥🔥
@seang72583 жыл бұрын
This is a great artist the truth is some powerful shit. Salute
@yukxreaper32143 жыл бұрын
“Complainin’ when you gotta give a car ride To somebody who believed in you Always there for you, Everything’s always on your time, huh?” Why did that hit me so hard though?
@Alex-qn3nm7 жыл бұрын
New 3 dope songs. Them going through my heard ❤❤
@minarismole5866 ай бұрын
Had to listened before studying
@hollisharris6594 жыл бұрын
Such a great song. Thanks Ivan
@andrij136 жыл бұрын
I like that Ivan doesn't try hard to be the best by being fast. You can tell he makes songs for himself... Too bad he's mormon 😢
@lilemma23 жыл бұрын
This gave me goosebumps 😳
@mikeho78093 жыл бұрын
You should really listen to NF and Witt Lowry
@lilemma23 жыл бұрын
@@mikeho7809 I listen to NF, I'll check out Witt Lowry though thanks
@katiethornburg30944 жыл бұрын
See what you want in life, be what you want in life... Tu me manques.
@vileones3227 жыл бұрын
Who else is impressed with Ivan b
@Leo-wu1gh7 жыл бұрын
just amazing
@terrybutler44213 жыл бұрын
I respect his mind and music 🎶
@pajorion7 жыл бұрын
Ive just kept scrolling back to 1:35 so i can hear the most perfect singing
@saschaschuller93417 жыл бұрын
#REALONESONLY !
@erygion5 жыл бұрын
Your stuff is awesome bro keep it up you'll get there...
@lyriccapital70667 жыл бұрын
Dope shit man
@awesme4417 жыл бұрын
This song really is something
@wilis68103 жыл бұрын
Sadly nothing is permanent, sometimes i wish some things where forever to be honest 😔😔