sorry, I'm late but here's the thing you've been looking for(maybe); |ENG TRANS| Title: The Monochrome Girl In A Town of Falling Needles Red clouds, steam wreathing a trembling iron tower An airplane flies through the gaps between the stacked-up buildings A light rain falls, hiding the days The worrying sound of revolution doesn’t stop I sold my body without a price tag You drew my hands close to you For the first time in my life I felt like I was worth something The red of your hands was so beautiful Many seasons passed, Many times you led me by the hand, And so, you and I made pinky promises My body and heart excited by memories, I left the path In an instant, your petals were scattered all around Why? Why did this happen!? Though I cry out, you only crumble away When I hold you close, the smell makes me want to throw up I cry so hard I can’t breathe Why? I can’t bear it, why? Because of this, hate, hate, hate takes shape in me While coughing up lies, I offer up my love This alone is the proof that I’m still alive In this world, where the sound from that day has stopped I kept on sowing seeds of happiness I don’t know the colour of the fruits that grew from them, But I took hold of this whole town Alone, I smashed the seasons Together, we stole the future So that no one else would notice You can’t rush the fruits of your labor, they take time And you should eat them only in moderation Until the day comes when everything is dumped into the blender I vomited, then colours fell, My heart rotted and crumbled away What is that? The timing is right The unforgiven one chews her nails Loving, then enriching, I dispassionately shoot sin between the eyes If you resent something, resent the roll of the dice Four eyes were watching you Time passes, dreams are aborted I set fire to the corpses Cheap worship and pleading for your life Are worth nothing whatsoever. Bye-bye Well, then, “you” whom I let live, Eat up the main dish Amid the ruins of love, Holding regret in my heart, I scatter that day to the wind Why won’t colour return To this world of nothing but just black and white? Why, oh, why Did you keep me alive, hey Even though now you’re gone? It overflowed Why, why is it, why? Why isn’t my heart even a little satisfied? I thought I could smile But I can only pretend, kneeling Why, why, why? I just wanted to be happy with you That’s all But it all disappeared She walked to the hill And made her way up to a single grave “I have a little free time now,” She said, smiling, and closed her eyes