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[@MaryjaneHtx]

I enjoyed every second of this video. I took a shower, did my nails, it felt like I had my friend sitting with me. It was great ☺️

[@Spoilmeroyal]

I know right! Luv this girl!

[@mckennawiggins2898]

I totally do that too lol, especially when I need noise at home by myself while husband is away for work!

[@WishesIWasBritney]

+Marian Arellano I literally was like thinking to myself "I love hanging out with Jaclyn" and then I realized I'm just watching a video and not hanging out with her...Hahaha but I wish I was !!!!

[@justicehayes4715]

Lol you guys are cute!! The girls hanging out!!

[@ScottieBibble]

I was getting ready too, but the PMS monster made me look crappy! LMAO!

[@paigewilcox5594]

Am i the only one binge watching old videos?!? Just me? okay. 😇😇💜💜

[@basictea5715]

same

[@tiffanyprice2232]

Paige Wilcox I do all of the time 😂

[@meghannicole546]

Guys go download the app mercari and use my invite code for $50 free to your account!! Perfect for buying makeup for cheap! 💖💄

[@MyAliceTube]

Paige Wilcox same

[@tommcmahon5382]

Meghan Nicole no honey you are not the only one

[@gracefontaine982]

I love how regardless of what happened between you and Nicole, and how Carli and Nicole are best friends and how they barely ever mention any of your products (from what I've seen), you still go out of your way to be such a sweetheart and mention their products. You're truly my favourite, I have so much respect for you 😊💕 I've been watching since the beginning, love ya 💕

[@gracefontaine982]

Also I'm not saying that there even is drama between you guys ! But from the rumours that circulate, you chose to ignore the negativity and go on with your life, 💕

[@kikiguerrero13]

+grace fontaine what happened between her & Nicole? i mean maybe you're right, maybe nothing happened, but i haven't heard any rumors that something happen, and tbh now that you mentioned it you're right, her & Nicole use to be closer. Recently I haven't seen them together or communicate in the open like before... what do you think happened I'm really curious now??

[@gracefontaine982]

+Aracely Guerrero I honestly have no idea!

[@CassidyK]

Wait which Nicole? Like what is her channel name?

[@monicapotter2448]

+Cassidy Nestler Nicole Guerreiro, srry if I misspelled

[@ShaniiMitchell]

"Hello and welcome back to the home decor with Jaclyn" hahahaha i was dying

[@EstherRab]

I know, Same here😂😂

[@kimberlyautumn7950]

Me toooooo lol

[@mmmsuree]

For any woman or man going through something tough right now like a disorder, illness, unfortunate luck, I wish you better days ahead. I have my own battles but they've been getting smaller and easier to cope with so I wanted to spread positive energy. Hard times get easier and don't last forever, remember that. And you control your thoughts, they don't control you xx

[@Jaclynhill1]

+Sylvia Ann So nice of you to leave this comment!

[@mmmsuree]

Jaclyn Hill​ you're a genuine, classy lady Jaclyn. Thanks :)

[@dixahc1]

That's very well said. Sending you hugs from Croatia :)

[@SpeedDemon-vm2lp]

+Jaclyn Hill my boys father passed away last year very unexpectedly. Thank you for making me a little happier with your passion for your followers

[@SpeedDemon-vm2lp]

I needed this. Thank you

[@FarAway5319]

I've been watching you for too long. I'm a highlighter freak now and I load on my highlighter haha. When I'm finished I say "yaaaaaaaaaassss" in Jaclyn Hill voice lmao

[@AshleyLandry8]

+Lauren Hurst HAHAHAHA YES! my highlighter drawer is overflowing currently. I blame Jaclyn. But also... I thank Jaclyn. Hahah

[@KendraTustin]

+Lauren Hurst OMG I thought I was the only one! lol

[@KendraTustin]

+Ashley Landry Girl, I just gotta say you're freakin Gorgeous! :) Had to check out your channel :)

[@AshleyLandry8]

Kendra Tustin Oh my gosh you are so amazing. Thank you so much for such a sweet sweet comment. Oh my goodness. you made my night. Much love xoxoxoxox

[@seymour1407]

GIRL I can't even imagine how it must be being you and reading some of these comments.. People starting a 70 reply-long argument about whether or not you take off your eyeliner at night or it's all a great big conspiracy?!?! Good lord...the things some people let weigh on their mind lmao. Love your positivity in this video btw and how you always keep it real with your own struggles xo

[@mswhunter118]

I thought the same thing. That whole "conversation" was beyond pathetic.

[@mswhunter118]

+Ihaba S you really need to relax. The entire tone of that exchange with you and that person was pathetic because it took a ridiculous turn and you followed it. Why engage in an irrational conversation with an irrational person? Why are you hurt over something I wrote? How much of your time did you waste, that you can never get back, arguing about someone else's eyeliner??

[@mswhunter118]

+Ihaba S were you once called pathetic??? The argument was, much like this conversation is becoming. You have a blessed day.

[@mswhunter118]

+Ihaba S AGAIN, you have a blessed day. I'm not entertaining this neediness. All I meant that entertaining that irrational person was a waste of time. I'm pretty sure no one took her ridiculous comments seriously.

[@Nennon]

+Ren K Squeeeeeeeee! If she's bringing out more makeup lines I'm going to be très excited... *swoons* 😍

[@julesthefairy88]

You don't suck at chit chats, you're my favorite chit chatter! Love you

[@FreshFacedbyFaythe]

i didn't realize this video was 31 minutes long until the video was over!! I love this so much, i loved just hearing you talk i felt like you were sitting beside me and we were doing our makeup together. idk i'm super weird but hey, normal is boring! You are flawless and i get lots of texture too! such a buzz kill, right? aha love you Jaclyn!! ps to anyone reading this, i hope you have an amazing week and don't forget to SMILE :)

[@shaikhaalrumaih9803]

Samee!

[@sana4403]

omg me too gurl!

[@beautybykatelyn6710]

I'm loving the positive vibes on your channel again! Like for a while it just didn't seem like it was the same and now I feel like your channel is exactly like it was before. A happy place and I feel like you are back to your normal self! I just love it! Let's hope we stay positive from now on❤️ love you Jaclyn💋

[@Jaclynhill1]

+Beauty By Katelyn Amen girl!

[@katie6371]

+Jaclyn Hill Its the caffeine. lmao. I didnt think she drank caffeine . But I think she's funny either way. We live you jacs. 😘😘😘😘

[@Jaclynhill1]

+Katie Sowards It was decaf. I don't drink caffeine, this is just me lmao!

[@billielockett3111]

+Jaclyn Hill ... I thought you turned to the cray side and drink caffeine now ;)

[@katie6371]

+Jaclyn Hill OMG I THOUGHT SO. I AM GEEKING SO BAD!! JUST THAT YOU EVEN NOTICED ME. MY BOYFRIEND IS GOING TO BE SO FREAKING HAPPY. I AM A HUGE FAN. I know you don't see us as fans, but literally every time I go into sephora I'm like I need this Jaclyn has I. I also follow you on snap insta, fb and twitter. I love you so muchhh!!!!!! 😘😘😘😘😘😘😍😍😍😍😍😘😘😲😘😍😘😘😍😘😍😘😋🙌😏🙋🙆🙌😸🙇🙋😸😺

[@karinafeliz7]

since you said that you struggled with derealization my eyes started watering, ive been struggling with it for two years along with some other mental issues and i have never met anyone that did, i felt crazy for so long and knowing someone who's videos ive been watching for years and years and look up to struggles with it to just makes me feel so inspired and less alone. Thank you for being you.

[@Jaclynhill1]

+karinafeliz7 awww!! You're never alone boo! We are all real humans with issues. xox

[@brookemorgan7826]

+karinafeliz7 When Jaclyn said that I literally did the same exact thing! Ive been going through it for 2 years now I'm So happy to say its going away! Derealization does go away and it is absolutely 100% natural. Just got to learn the tips and tricks that work for you. So happy to know there are other people out there. It's BEAUTIFUL.

[@claricecapobianco2561]

I could watch hours of Jaclyn Hill extras lol. Am I the only one?

[@mariateresatapia8310]

Clarice Capobianc

[@softgrungesara]

Jaclyn, thank you for being so open about your anxiety. It makes me feel so much better knowing that someone I admire is going through similar issues that I face.

[@Jaclynhill1]

+Sara P yes girl, most of us deal with anxiety. No one is alone!

[@danielleh9571]

I too have major anxiety. Would love to know more of Jaclyns story and what helped her.

[@CrazyTiffany86]

Was in the middle of cooking dinner when the notification came up for this video. NEVER have I finished cooking so fast before, even to the point my mom was like "hold up, you're already done!?" Yes mom, its Jaclyn time. lol

[@CrazyTiffany86]

#snapchatfam

[@mikkichaa]

lol SAAAMEEE.

[@Jaclynhill1]

+Tiffany86 hahahaha!!! Im laughing so hard! XOX

[@melissaluvsplease1664]

+Tiffany86 I swear no one can get me movin as fast as Jaclyn!!! You are just adorable as well!!

[@CrazyTiffany86]

+Melissa LuvsPlease aww thanks

[@bestofbrittany]

I love that you used Carli's palette. People kept asking soooo many questions! You're so humble!!! love you.

[@Beba0517]

Agree

[@henryyuki5424]

Jaclyn is a real woman...such a badass :)

[@bestofbrittany]

yes yes!! love her!

[@kayann100]

“Welcome to 2016!” This feels like another lifetime ago in so many ways.

[@omgamandalacey5139]

Am I the only one who checks how much time is left throughout the video, praying that it doesn't end soon?!? I have a sick obsession 😩😩😩

[@danielle61984]

Def not alone, me too😂🙌

[@jellybabybeauty8308]

Me too!

[@RachelleNgyn]

+omgamandalacey You are not alone girl! Mind checking out my channel?

[@emilia-ei6hy]

Same girl sameeeee. You ain't the only one Hun

[@BeautyInEveryDaye]

Same girl same!!

[@mikayla6499]

I don't know why, I started crying when you mentioned how God always has a plan. I completely know He does and He is only giving us what we can handle .... but it was really nice to hear it from you! Love you ❤️

[@mikayla6499]

Also, more makeup related...do you know if Mac is discontinuing nylon? It was on Mac's farewell page or whatever the other day so of course I had to buy backups, but I was just wondering if that's really true!!

[@AshleyLandry8]

+Mekaaaa Oh lord I hope not! I'm gonna check it out! Let me know if you find out!

[@angelagonzalez3558]

Hey Jaclyn so I normally don't comment on videos, but I want you to know how much this video made me happy. Seeing you literally beaming with happiness made me tear up. You absolutely deserve everything you have worked so hard for. I love that after maybe not having the best of days, I can come to your channel and feel like I'm just chilling with you. Please never stop what you're doing. Love you lots & thank you 💕💕💕

[@AshleyLandry8]

+Angela Elizabeth I agree. This video was amazing I loved it.

[@sammiexo2246]

I seriously only ever get positive vibes from jaclyn, I have no idea why people dislike her she's literally like a breath of fresh air.

[@CristinaRobinsonLovelyGeek]

I'd love to see a tour of your new beauty room! That's actually how I first found you was via your room tour on Pinterest haha!

[@kirabryson2575]

AGREED! She should totally do a tour of her new room!

[@kelseysmith9190]

The best part about watching Jaclyn's growth and success is that I feel like I'm watching a good friend get everything they deserve, and things like that just make me happy :) Love you Jaclyn, always wishing you the best!

[@kelseysmith9190]

Also, #snapchatfam duh :)

[@JuliaEngler]

Watched every single second of this video! Literally love sitting down with some chips and watching your long videos. Love you Jaclyn ;)

[@JuliaEngler]

Love the bloopers hahaha

[@ErinKrespan]

+Julia Engler Hahaha, that's exactly what I'm doing!

[@fullyshimmer]

Her liveliness is contagious !

[@LindsseyLew]

+Julia Engler Seriously, me too! LOL btw I'm giving away the Carli Bybel palette on my channel if you're interested. + some other goodies ;)

[@Kt-jr3ce]

+fullyshimmer It really is

[@vanessalicavoli882]

"IM SORRY CARLY!"😂😂😂

[@jackie93009]

I think it would be so fun if you did an eye look using champagne pop as your eye shadow color. Just another way for us to use it and a cool way for you to show the baby at its work

[@peepthebeep9180]

+Jackie Sirni yessss it's such a beautiful colour!!

[@EmilyParrisVideos]

+Jackie Sirni YESSSS! I know that people were getting tired of her using it, but that would be a cool way to bring it to life again! Great idea!

[@mariahhhlewis]

I have also been diagnosed with derealization and it honestly makes me feel really happy that I'm not alone. (Not saying I'm glad you have it.. it's awful, I know) I feel so inspired by you! Not just in the beauty world anymore. Throughout the years you've really opened up with us and now I'm inspired by you in lots of ways. For instance, we both suffer from lots of the same mental illnesses and look at how successful you are. That gives me hope that I can be as successful as you, despite all of my obstacles. You're a huge role model to me. I love your channel. This is where I come when I'm stressed or feeling anxious or just need to get my mind off things and be happy. So thank you 💗

[@mariahhhlewis]

I'm so happy for you and your new place by the way! You deserve it!

[@alybug213]

Same! I hate the way I am feeling coupled with my adhd and it's horrible! I want this to go away but you're right, it helps to know your not the only one.

[@sweetness371]

I'm so happy for you and your new space! I don't work from home but I totally understand. Thanks for explaining that to us.

[@ScottieBibble]

She defo needed this space! She seems more relaxed now!

[@racheljones5464]

just wanted to say a quick thank you because your videos really do bring a new light into my life. I always end my night with a few of your videos and it leaves me going to sleep with positive and happy thoughts! Love you a lot and keep doing you :)

[@sweetbee3456]

THE DECOR PART KILLED ME LMAO! love you jaclyn!!

[@sweetbee3456]

+SweeetBee and yesssssssss more of these videos. literally got makeup advice and got my hw done at the same time😂💗

[@kanaan7889]

lol ikr 'hello and this is home decor with Jacyln' 😂 xx

[@sweetbee3456]

+Kanaan Ashley Yess!! exactlyy😂😂😂😂😂

[@hurricanebrenda]

Hearing Jaclyn talk about anxiety and going to therapy is really comforting. I've been going to therapy for my depression and anxiety for 7-8 years now and I hate sharing that part of me with some people but honestly, if it means I'm working on myself then it's a good thing. And hearing Jaclyn talk about how she went 3 times a week for 8 months I was in mshock really. I only go once a week (for financial reasons) but I think it's great that she has found solutions to her anxieties. I hope to get there someday! 😊 M

[@hurricanebrenda]

Excuse the typos 🙈

[@Ariana-hx9oc]

Hi Brenda. Just wanted to give u 👍👍 for commenting on ur anxiety. I knw the feeling girl! It's all about "learning to dance in the rain" sometimes🙂

[@cccccccccccc242]

There's nothing like finally relaxing with a bowl of cereal 9 at night with a new episode of jaclyn hill. Life. Complete. 😊😚

[@RachelleNgyn]

+Chey Nicolo THIS IS SO ACCURATE

[@tracyonetosee]

I saw her IG post on grabbing a snack, & I literally went to get one to watch this video lol.

[@selenalmartinez]

You said it PERFECTLY! 👏🏻🙌🏼 I thought I was the only one! 😂

[@Bianca91710]

+Chey Nicolo lol exactly what i'm doing right now

[@racheljenah5843]

+Chey Nicolo I just got freaked out because that is what I'm doing

[@rebeccabeck9846]

One of my friends works at Sephora and she said the black beauty blender is supposed to be better for full coverage foundations. The white one is more for bob creams etc and the pink is perfect for more light to medium coverage. Not sure how accurate it is but I definitely will be picking the black one up to test it out!

[@desi6592]

+Maria Yeager I can't ever seem to find the black one, where do you get yours?

[@desi6592]

+Maria Yeager thanks girl

[@tiffanyfilippini833]

Actually, totally not trying to be an asshole, but just wanted to let you know the truth... The black beauty blender is is called the Pro, and it is made for pro muas, its also good for women of color and for applying sunless tanners, etc. because it wont show staining. The Pink is the Original, and you can use it for anything, foundation, blush, etc... The Nude sponge is mainly for foundations, and the White sponge is primarily for skincare but is also for sensitive skin, and can also be used for foundations. The texture of the Pink, Nude and White sponges are all the same. Just the colors are different. And the uses are based on the color of the sponges and the staining they might receive from them. The black is a bit more firm because its the Pro sponge and its meant to have a bit more life to it because of the wear and tear it will receive in a pro kit. And the white is slightly softer for applying skincare and for sensitive skin. Overall tho, they are almost identical

[@Christyyyytyyyyyyy]

If you could make video talking about those texture-y pimples that would help me so much. I've tried so many things to clear them but nothing seems to work. Plus, it is impossible to have natural looking makeup when you have that type of acne. I have them all over my forehead and it makes me so insecure so if you have any advice, a video on that would be so amazing!

[@nycholemumme1216]

I agree she should do a video about it, I get them bad on my cheeks and forehead, its so horrible

[@MelanieNicole]

After primer use the urban decay primer potion ( for eyeshadow) on those areas and gently press foundation and concealer and set with powder it really helps me and I hope it works for you!

[@kittyromaa]

Same problem with me!!!

[@Spoilmeroyal]

Have you ever had a micro derm before? That is a miracle worker for texture (:

[@Spoilmeroyal]

+Ashley Natyniak I absolutly agree! I'm in school right now to be a esthetician . And I personally experience dairy to be a problem when it come to my skin. But sometimes if it's just texture and no infection (puss) microdermabrasion is AMAZING. Because it sucks off all the dead skin. And for makeup application .. It goes on sooooo nice (:

[@kayleenholt9588]

I had to do some chores around my house while I was watching this and no joke, everywhere I went I took my laptop and placed it somewhere so I could watch while I was washing dishes, cleaning the bathroom....LOVE this video. Makes me excited about makeup, about life, and about re-decorating my room. I know so many teenagers, including myself, that are inspired by you. Love you!!

[@Jaclynhill1]

+Kayleen Holt awww!! Thank you so much!

[@leahapicella6803]

Can you do a tour of your office space? 😫😍

[@AshleyLandry8]

+Leah Apicella I agree it looks so pretty from what I have seen on snapchat!

[@erickamartinez176]

Yesssss! please do a tour of your new office!

[@jerushao.9028]

Yesssss I need it!!

[@danachenh7851]

Please!!!!

[@jessicaaustin8809]

YASSSSS

[@KCC5621]

Things I've noticed and learned from your videos and comments: 1. You're stunning with and without make-up! 2. You're so sweet and real...thank you! 3. If people hate you, I guess you're doing something right :) 4. Jealousy isn't attractive, people. 5. If you don't have anything nice to say then don't say anything at all! My momma taught me this from day one. 6. Keep being awesome, Jaclyn!!!

[@brookemxrie]

You and Kathleen NEED to film with each other this year!!

[@abigailschwahn19]

Yes!!

[@karynacarrillo]

PLEASE!!!!! +KathleenLights

[@Jaclynhill1]

+brookemxrie yassss!!

[@wendya.rodriguez6960]

+Jaclyn Hill please doooo

[@AnissaRose1818]

YESSSSSSSS

[@mirandaehrenberg6498]

Hi Jaclyn. I laid my daddy to rest today. Sitting at home after the burial, I just needed a little cheer and a distraction. I've been a long time subscriber and I just hope you know that this is the kind of impact you have on your fans. Thank you so much for this. I cannot be more grateful. ❤️

[@Nicolemysz]

I'm so sorry :( god bless you and I hope things will get easier for you very soon❤️

[@19Yonkers]

oh man, you have my deepest condolences. I'll be praying for you and your family tonight!

[@marilynaudrey]

+Miranda Ehrenberg im so sorry for your loss, hope you feel better soon.

[@cmaedell]

I'm so sorry for your loss Miranda.

[@mirandaehrenberg6498]

Thank you all for being so sweet :)

[@shaaanxo]

your eye color + those eyeshadows... UGH love

[@Jaclynhill1]

+Shaaanxo Thanks girl!

[@8604JBEAN]

Yasssssss agree!

[@MakeupbyAudrey13]

I so appreciate that you take the time to list all the products. Such a small thing but it's much appreciated girl!

[@thomashalbertyt]

"hello, and welcome back to home decor with Jaclyn" - I DIED.

[@maddieh7]

Me too hahahah

[@ashleymoyer5950]

Watch the lustrelux video with Desi the hot new shit vol 3...the opening they say the exact same thing it's so funny what a coincidence!

[@maddieh7]

+Ashley Moyer that's hilarious! it's next on my list. I love them together.

[@mariquedorval192]

ME TOO OMG

[@maddieh7]

+Marique Dorval their snaps are the beeeeeest

[@amyherberg351]

It's really refreshing to see so many positive comments! I haven't seen any negative ones yet! Love you girl!

[@Jaclynhill1]

+Amy Herberg I know! DONT JINX IT!

[@amyherberg351]

+Jaclyn Hill I'm so sorry if I did!!!

[@hayleyjohnson208]

+Jaclyn Hill Duh because Ashton Kutcher is her BFF now!!

[@AshleyLandry8]

+Amy Herberg thank god! So happy to see positivity

[@Slamhain]

Hi! You always have really unique and pretty tops on in your videos, i was wondering if you could tell us some of your favorite stores to shop at for clothes? Thanks!

[@Slamhain]

+Luv Makeup oo wow, thank you!!

[@chelseamay12]

+Samantha Rogers If you click on her website (jaclynhillmakeup.com) she has a menu on the right side of "Where I Shop" :)

[@Jaclynhill1]

+Samantha Rogers lol I don't have a personal shopper. BUT Nordstrom is one of my favorite stores & I also love Zara, Shopbop, Cusp, Asos, Akira, Topshop, & a few others! xox!

[@Slamhain]

+Jaclyn Hill Thank you for your reply! Made my day!

[@itsmeeehopie]

+Jaclyn Hill I already posted this but never got an answer. Sorry if this has already been asked and answered before, but where did you get your love necklace and what length is the chain? Thank you in advance!

[@lindsaystamm1623]

Girl you remind me so much of myself. Chatty, goofy and motivated. I love your personality. You are just real and that is so hard to find with other channels. I just love watching you because I can relate in so many ways. This is my quiet time when my kids are asleep and I'm winding down from my busy day. Keep doing you boo. Love ya girl.

[@briannakelly145]

Get home at 2am but hey what's 31 more minutes up lol

[@mellamohoolia]

Same 😹😹😹

[@fswindell]

Literally me lololol

[@beauty101byMaggie]

JACLYN. I have been in a dream like state for about a year now (sounds weird, I know) after a very traumatic experience. I also had it when I was younger because of an abusive situation I had been in. It comes and goes. The only thing I can compare the mindset to is a nightmare. I have good days, and bad. Lately they've mostly been bad, finding it hard to even get out of bed in the morning (depression + feeling disconnected is quite the combo). I've heard of depersonalization, I thought maybe I had that, but I didn't feel that I had all of the symptoms and it just didn't sound quite right. I've actually been convinced that I'm going a little crazy bc I thought I'm the only one that feels this way. I didn't know derealization was a thing until this video. I paused the video and have been researching it and I know it is what I have been struggling with and I'm now crying lolz I'm setting up an appt with a doctor in the morning and also researching cures. Maybe I can begin to healing process. Thank you x a million. xoxo

[@Jaclynhill1]

+Maggie Lou I'm so sorry to hear that. They say that Derealization happens from trauma, its the brains way of coping with things and disconnecting from reality so you don't have a mental break down. So it makes sense this would happen to you after a traumatic experience. It is curable and it will go away. You're not crazy.

[@uncoolalex]

I love how Jaclyn take time to read and respond to the comments xx

[@toridakota5483]

Maggie Lou, I have depersonalization too. There's a group called depersonalization on Facebook, you should consider joining it! It has helped me so much.

[@beauty101byMaggie]

+Jaclyn Hill I watched the rest of this video and all I could think is, "wow if this beautiful, funny, inspiring, successful woman can get through it, so can I." Thank you for your response

[@moshi2512]

I went through the same exact thing. I suffered with trauma and had derealization for a while I didn't leave my house for months. it was the scariest thing ever.. But I got through it and I am better now. But I thought I was going crazy and just to let you know you are not and it will get better trust me I never thought it could but it will and if you need any advice let me know!

[@justinakerley6832]

"smells tatcha oil 5 Times" HILARIOUS love you gurl

[@EmilyParrisVideos]

+Justina Kerley I wish we had like smell-o-vision so we could smell it too though!

[@justinakerley6832]

+Emily Parris I KNOW

[@veronicahalim9064]

you are so real. you are just down to earth. youre not a story, or anything fake really. youre just a real human. i admire that

[@AmandaEnsing]

So happy you finally got moved in!!

[@peepthebeep9180]

JACLYN! I am SO obsessed with your videos! You come across as so genuine and kind hearted and I truly love listening to you talk (something I can't say about many people haha). However, I'm sure I'm not the only subscriber who wishes you would upload a bit more regularly. Maybe a certain day every week?, that way we have a specific day to look forward to seeing you! Love you xx

[@RachelleNgyn]

+Paige Pedlar I agree!!!

[@EmilyParrisVideos]

+Paige Pedlar That's the exact reason I subscribed to her a couple years ago! I think that now that she's in a clearer head space and different office it will make her want to film videos more = more videos for us to watch. As a small youtuber, I can tell you that it's really hard to fake it for the camera, especially since we are all obsessed with her. I'm glad Jaclyn is feeling rejuvenated and motivated!

[@peepthebeep9180]

Emily Parris What a great way to think about it! As a smaller youtuber as well, I totally get that sometimes it's hard to find motivation and fake a smile for the camera if you're just not feeling it! But I'm really glad she's finding her motivation again!

[@BeautyInEveryDaye]

I wish she'd upload More!

[@kendallkaay7842]

agreed

[@caitlinbishop6624]

Beauty tip: if you ever use those clear band eyelashes and find that since they aren't black you can see them on top of eyeliner, I always just run over them with a liquid eyeliner just on the band, let it dry, and then put the glue on. It has saved my life!

[@RachelleNgyn]

+Caitlin Bishop Oo this is definitely helpful! thanks!

[@samiashahrin6361]

Hey! Can you please do a video where you do a foundation application on a person with acne prone skin, which concentrates on how to actually cover acne, redness, hyper pigmentation & acne scars? I know it's a lot to ask for, but I am 19 and I am struggling with acne a lot. I have been living with it since I was 11 years old. It would be very helpful & informative for me and I am sure a lot of others girls struggling with acne! I love make up, because it makes me feel really good, confident & lets me show my inner creativity! I love you, Jaclyn! 💖

[@sandrahenderson6611]

***** if you have a candle wax warmer (like scentsy), you can add a couple drops of that oil and I'm sure it'll make the room smell good! I know it's expensive stuff but just thought I'd let ya know this little hack 😊

[@ericagamby]

You are a genius! I'm so doing that with oils I have!

[@sandrahenderson6611]

ericagamby lol thank you!

[@ericagamby]

+Sandra Yerania no thank you!!! 😘

[@heatherespinoza5985]

Yearly favorites?!? Please! Love you

[@freespiral]

I'm sure she said in her previous video it is coming so we have that to look forward to.

[@halinanney8289]

YAAAASSSSSSS! PLEASE! C:

[@RustiRockstar]

She said in this video that's her next one :)

[@varuschkazaayman4357]

Jaclyn I really pray that God can help you with all of your struggles and that the people who say mean things find the time to look at their own lives and deal with whatever causes these angry feelings.

[@LifeWithRylene]

Amen

[@LexShelby]

Literally have been binge watching her videos the past couple of weeks.

[@JennieJenkins]

OMG When you were talking about filming and not having the space and feeling stressed...that's been me for the past year..i can't wait to feel what you're feeling now after i move..and i hope i bump into you in LA next week :P

[@beatricesenesie]

Jennie 💕💕

[@lexiibby]

watch MANNY MUA he has oily skin and suggests a lot of good foundations! technique comes with practice, you will get better at it!:) you just have to adapt your own way of doing things as well as learning from them. we all have different skin and face shapes. what works her will not work for everyone.

[@desraecavano9381]

Lexi Teague well said :-)

[@kelseymccarthy6078]

jaclyn hill new video notification. *Disconnects from life*

[@mmp.archives]

I never click on notifications so fast!

[@melissaluvsplease1664]

+Kelsey McCarthy *Agreed!!!* :)

[@rmlynru]

"Hello, and welcome to home decor with Jaclyn" Omfg I DIED. Went into character so quick lmao

[@beautybellini3760]

Hi Jaclyn, when you mentioned that you have derealization I burst into tears because I have suffered with this terrible anxiety symptom for two years and I never hear of people going through it. It's nice to know I'm not alone and I hope you find ways to fight through it! Btw I love your videos you rock xo.

[@JuliannaWoldet]

definitely want a beauty room tour and makeup collection!!

[@melissabednar5728]

I don't know if this is derealization but my life never seems real. Like sometimes I'll think about life too much and who I am and God and heaven and dying and then I start having a panic attack because I don't think I'm real.

[@camilaxo4552]

Wow I thought it was just me

[@melissabednar5728]

+Camila Xo you have that too? I've searched it online and I haven't found anyone else like it and when I tell my friends about how I feel they think I'm crazy

[@xSerenaVDWoodsen]

It happened to me as I was younger too. I would look into the mirror and totally doubt who I was and what everything was and totally panic.

[@melissabednar5728]

+Yasemin S yes! The mirror thing. That happens to me too

[@xSerenaVDWoodsen]

+Melissa Bednar Do you suffer from anxiety in general? Because I do and I have always thought it was because of that.

[@nicolawoods8418]

We need a room tour :)

[@aubreylennon2848]

yesssss

[@talisejones5646]

Jaclyn I can't even tell you how much you inspire me, you are so beautiful in your personality and your looks! Also, I love it when you do these videos because it feels like you aren't on the screen like you're here with me and its nice to have a casual chit chat

[@wendymahorney9024]

I am a 43 year old mother of 4. At the moment both my girls are 13 and my boys are 7 and 9. And I work full time as an OR nurse. I have a wonderful husband. But you can imagine what life is like. I stumbled across you back in October looking for Halloween makeup. And was smitten. You were so adorable and positive and encouraging, you have become my guilty pleasure. Whether its genuine (which I believe you are) or fake, who cares. It's like tuning in to your favorite TV show, the actors are not the characters they portray on the show. So I sit down every evening to watch my favorite show (yes I started watching all your old videos). Anyway I digress, you are so positive, adorable and you help me remember to take breath and remember to always approach everything from a place of love. Thank you.

[@hanxrenee]

I loveeee when you upload longer videos!

[@carlytaylor723]

Hi Hannah!! Love you and Jaclyn so so much!! 💗

[@nikoukang]

+Hannah Renée i love ur videos so much!!!

[@alexandrahaag8914]

@3:53 her "OH MY GOD" sounds just like Monica!!! 😍😍😍

[@adrianamoreno5599]

Agreed!

[@lanitran9320]

I'm so glad you have found your work/life balance. Many employees can agree that is one of the most important factors in looking for a company to work for. I can only imagine how difficult it is to work from home constantly and not be able to find your balance, but now you have! So kudos to you and good luck with your future career plans!

[@cristincline]

I never comment on stuff, and I don't know if you'll even see this, but I had started to lose interest in this channel because of alllllllllllllll the negativity....but this video feels 500% different. You're so happy and the vibe is SO good. I love this. I would watch videos like these 24/7, haha. I love the energy and positivity in this. Keep it up 💪🏻👍🏻😁😁😁😁

[@cristincline]

Also, I would totally watch home decor with Jaclyn 😂😂😂😂

[@AylaReyes-br3yh]

I love your clothes ALMOST as much as I love your makeup! Closet/clothes tour would be ammmmaaazing!

[@ericagamby]

+Ayla Reyes yessss! that would be awesome!

[@haileyarellano8790]

She said she never would because people are mean about her "showing off" and that she doesn't want people to think she has changed because she has designer things now. if you follow on snap she gives details a lot when people tweet her about what she's wearing

[@AylaReyes-br3yh]

oh yes! I follow her on snapchat ( && basically everything else lol). So upsetting though because her clothes are the best.

[@haileyarellano8790]

Right? I am slightly obsessed. I wish people were nicer. Hopefully she does a tour of her new office space soon, cause I will die ♡♡ Ayla Reyes​

[@jordyn98]

Spent so long trying to figure out what chinese symbol was on your necklace until i realized it was just 'love' in cursive hanging vertically seriously fml

[@jordyn98]

+jordyn mercer its been awhile since i felt this dumb

[@carlycane7833]

+jordyn mercer hahahahaha that's so funny!!!

[@minwaldx0]

Anyone know where it's from!?

[@coollikeday]

+Mindy D Lana jewelry! They sell at Nordstrom :)

[@brenda9708]

+jordyn mercer lmao! you're not alone, i thought it was a snake until i looked carefully!

[@MamaCat1313]

I wish I could just borrow you for a day to just bring that light-hearted attitude into my life. I know in other videos you said you really work on your attitude and feeling the way you want to feel which is incredible and I admire that so much. It's not often you see people being real about the fact you have to work at being happy and the person you want to shine through. Bonus would just be having you whip my unskilled makeup butt into shape!

[@amandawichtnermarquez9520]

You seem so happy in this video! I'm not sure if it's the new space or what, but I love it! xoxo💞

[@amandawichtnermarquez9520]

Also, I love these Chit Chat GRWM! Could you do a teeth whitening video?

[@ScottieBibble]

+Amanda Wichtner I know right, she is such a happy bunny huh?

[@charlieeshaw]

Jaclyn this is one of the first comments I have ever left on a YT video! I'm a guy from the UK and had been watching you constantly for the last few months and I just find you so friendly, lovely and just great to come and hang with! Also, this video was sooooo great, I kept checking and being like "YES still ten minutes left!" Nice job on the location upgrade and it's so cool to see you stepping up your channel and videos, it's easy to see how much you care about your viewers and much you genuinely enjoy this! Again, thanks for being so lovely and being you! Much love from the UK x

[@charlieeshaw]

Side note, you are STUNNING in this video

[@RoxetteArisa]

YAAAAASSSS 30 minute video from Jaclyn 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@ihatelife1213]

After hearing you talk about your experience with derealization, I did some research, as it sounded like something I've been experiencing for a while. I hadn't been able to really explain what I'd been feeling, but all of the symptoms match up completely with what I've been experiencing. Now I will be able to hopefully get help with it. Thank you for taking the time to connect with your viewers, you never know when it could make a huge impact. Love your videos

[@BooBooANDBumperButt]

over 11,000 views it 8 minutes no biggy. also super stoked about the length of this video.. nobody talk to me for 30 minutes.

[@rubymontelongo6649]

the idea about the two chandeliers sounds perfect you should totally do it. love watching u.

[@rubymontelongo6649]

Yahoo!!!

[@mckinlylove21]

I'd love to see you do makeup on someone 💙💁🏽

[@partyisheree]

+Mckinly Goodman yeahhhhhhhhhh

[@LifeWithRylene]

Me too! ❤️

[@amandac617]

yessssss!!! 😄

[@keriharguess5584]

I couldn't agree more! I've been commenting that to her for two years!!!!! Jaclyn please do a makeup application on someone!!!!

[@daisyw2920]

+Mckinly Goodman Jaclyn said on her snapchat that she would be doing makeup on one of her best friends called Jackie sometime in the next few months!

[@rosepoland8730]

I love when she does the chit chat grwm and she mostly talks about makeup. I learn a lot and I find out a lot of makeup products.

[@KellyStrack]

Love seeing you so happy Jaclyn ❤️ so proud of you and all your accomplishments

[@ashtagmakeuplove]

ughhh another flawless Jaclyn Hill video!! Slay gurlll. OBSESSED with that wall paper😻😻

[@ambiskye]

ME TOOOO

[@lora9009]

+ashtagmakeuplove Right me to OBSESSED!!!

[@BeautyInEveryDaye]

Agree!

[@nataliesoutlet]

31 minutes of my favorite person

[@christinemai2430]

:) love your channel

[@hindhuja1]

Currently watching this video and hearing you talk abt getting a new hse and abt how yall saw a dream hse but smone else bought it , and seeing that now yall managed to buy your dream house that is so beautiful and seeing your journey is just so amazing!!! So proud of you Jaclyn!!!

[@breanafritsche8599]

I absolutely love these types of videos!! I watch grwm all the time!!! Please do more😆

[@breanafritsche8599]

I also love the bloopers at the end lol!!

[@Assydixie]

mee to

[@ScottieBibble]

Yeah! Totally, she such a maniac Lol! And the oil smelling ROFLMAO!

[@KarissaPukas]

I adore this look!! OMG :) Beautiful Jaclyn!!

[@Jaclynhill1]

+Karissa Pukas I adore you!!!!

[@caseymcdonnell3369]

Ahhh both my faves 😍

[@desifuentes]

Yay!!!! Been waiting for this!! SnapChat FAM!!

[@millyynel]

same!!!!💖💗👊🏼

[@bambam8260]

+Desiree Torres you know girl you know

[@desifuentes]

+Blythe coombs-giles right! I've been waiting since last night when she said she was editing 😭😂

[@sophiagibgot3756]

Yasss😂SAME💕

[@patches32701]

+Desiree Torres Oml samme. I was like "NOT ONE OF MY FAVORITE KZbinRS HAVE POSTED THIS WEEK AND I NEED YOU JACLYN" 😂 Her sass is amazeballs 😅💞

[@kaleighhunt]

I love her chit chat videos bc they feel more personal and it's like she connects with her subscribers. It's almost like sitting down with an old friend and just catching up. And I love "get ready with me" videos, so this was great😂💘

[@AmyJayOnTheWay]

"Carmel...Caramel." Jaclyn: future President of the United States. That is some top notch diplomacy right there! Queen Jaclyn, catering to and respecting both sides. Car-mel and Car-a-melers.

[@AmyJayOnTheWay]

Also I LOVE that wallpaper! It's a great neutral to go with any look you throw at us!

[@AmyJayOnTheWay]

+Christine N. Hahaha, that's actually a great point, honestly

[@AmyJayOnTheWay]

+Christine N. President of makeup, then? That sounds way more fun, anyway.

[@AmyJayOnTheWay]

Christine N. 👍👍👍👍👍

[@make_upbydani]

You should do a collab with nikkietutorials

[@RachelleNgyn]

+Dani Roberts That would be heavenlyyyyyyyy

[@BrandonEska]

+Dani Roberts YASSSS

[@EmilyParrisVideos]

+Dani Roberts YES! I was actually just thinking today "Why doesn't Jaclyn to collabs?!" It would be awesome to see her team up with other youtubers!

[@nadiasoto6441]

YES PLEASE

[@taraevelyn6310]

YAAAS my two faves!

[@cherylkolatorowicz563]

Love you Jaclyn. Would love to see you go over "your baby" palette of die hard faves.

[@cherylkolatorowicz563]

PS! Love the wallpaper!!

[@bridgeerzz]

This makeup look is sooooooooo perfect. I can't get over how that lip color brings out your eyes. They look like a cool toned blue/grey and it is amazing!

[@ThaliaZuniga]

30 minutes of Jaclyn!!???!!!??!! Love it !! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@carolyndunn6872]

You`re literally my best friend lol i love you

[@Jaclynhill1]

+Carolyn Dunn awww!!!! I wove youuuuu!

[@carolyndunn6872]

+Jaclyn Hill OMG! You are such a beautiful person inside and outside thank you for introducing me to make up it is my art you are such an inspiration to girls all over the word Love you!!

[@kbfasian]

i loved this video! :) you're literally so beautiful without makeup.

[@RachelleNgyn]

+kbfasian Can you check out my channel and subscribe if you like? :)

[@brendarodriguez5397]

+Rachelle Batac i subbed💜 check out my channel!

[@kbfasian]

sure guys :)

[@pankopanda]

Omg derealization is the worst. Totally feel you. What's helped me is keeping busy doing things that occupy my mind and make me happy. Especially getting outside and interacting with other people :) So glad you're feeling better! For the longest time I felt like I couldn't get away from it and I got extremely depressed which just made it worse. It's all about trying your best to make yourself happy and lifting yourself out of that fog.

[@lifelikelorenz8414]

Your ATTITUDE was giving me "LIFE"!!!!!! Thank you I needed that🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼😉

[@lifelikelorenz8414]

+Casey Eaton yes! Sure is👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@dleola]

Love this! How do you manage all the projects that you do? I would love to see a video on how you plan & organize. Love you

[@ericagamby]

That is such a good idea! I'm obsessed with being organized and always love seeing how others stay in line!

[@sharongaddis4171]

I can't wait for you to go over the palette of your fave eyeshadows!!!

[@EmilyParrisVideos]

+Sharon Gaddis I'm dying to know what the teal blue was at the bottom!

[@jocelynpeterson8349]

jaclyn! I've been watching you for over a year and I adore you. I've actually been struggling with anxiety for years and recently with derealization. if you could make a video specifically about anxiety and derealization I would appreciate it so much