Jacob and the Stone with rain // slowed // reverb // 1 hour // black screen

#jacobandthestone #rain #chill

[@primeknowledge1]

Jesus is King✝️

[@jesus4483]

Amennnnnnnnn🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@-cowboy._.cat-]

🙏

[@matilde_silva_piano]

Amen ❤❤❤❤🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@l0ve_kyyyy]

Amen 🙏

[@lucastuseddu1058]

Amen!

[@Noami.611]

I hate this world

[@RaeChillEdits]

I get it. Jesus loves you, though.

[@_xx_white_chocolat4exx]

The world loves you. I love you

[@Lewting2000]

Most things are pretty shit right now I grant you Focus on you and what makes you happy.

[@michalmiashainfeld5881]

Me too the world sucks. no matter how good I am as a person or anyone as individuals still the world hate collectives of people based on their skin color, religion and sexual orientation. The world sucks.

[@G4merGalaxy]

I understand your hatred...a well known book says "We know that we originate with God, but the whole world is lying in the power of the wicked one". This is one of the reasons why we suffer. Along the streets there are people that are happy to help you to find real peace. Just search for them

[@brunobrasileiro6944]

Its interesting how humans can be so alike yet hide so much within themselves. I look at these comments of people saying how low or depressed they feel. I realize how similar we all are. We all carry a little bit of sadness in us, some more than others. But I come to realize one thing, how come I am worth happiness if I don't find my worth in sadness. None of the things we cherish in life would hurt us if we never faced death. Death is an end as is our attachment to time, to things, to people. If death however is one thing we all share, then why isn't life? Oh you may say "well my friend, life is a different experience for everyone". Is it really though? Don't we all look for the same things when we are sad? Don't we all gloom in the fragility that is life, that is being alone, or forget. Let us not be fickle or frail. We're sentimental human beings and we all live life the same. A hug goes a mile when its needed. If you cannot find it, don't be afraid to ask. In the end guys, you never know if the person you ask needs one too. Hug your fellow species, let touch and words heal you. The Native Americans have the proverb of the two wolves, the good and the bad. You might be swallowed by bad and by evil but theres always a slim little light inside you that will never be swallowed. Share it with others, even if its all you have left. Watch it grow. Soon you will stand, soon you will walk, soon you will smile. It'll all be okay old sport! Let that inner child smile again.

[@leonardowilliamson2840]

What beautiful words mate, I hope many can read this. Very true!

[@shengyenvang1675]

When it was my grandpas funeral I was thinking if this song in my head because I had to say my last goodbye because he was in the Vietnamese war and survived but it was my dads dad and my dad was crying really hard because his dad didn’t have a wife and he doesn’t have a mom and dad. He lost 1 leg in war because he stepped on a gernade hiding on the mountains with his friend. Thank you grandpa for being here in my life I hope that you are smiling thru heaven looking at me while I look at you at the stars wishing you the best time in heaven. I hope you are Reborn to not suffer like you did in war, thank you grandpa🕊️🕊️🕊️🙏🙏 Rest in piece grandpa wish you luck★♡★

[@mfcgmr]

❤️

[@rainbow_277]

Thank You !!! ❤❤❤ this touched me more than I can describe in words это тронуло меня больше, чем я могу описать словами

[@TheHolyFurryEmpire]

The draft wasn't a very fun thing

[@NiniGarcia-un2uc]

This made me sob in bed so hard.. may his beautiful soul rest peacefully ..🙁

[@AG-rm5uy]

Thank you God for helping me, you took me out of where I was and changed me for the bettter.

[@_xx_white_chocolat4exx]

Damn that hit harder than I thought (I’m crying in my bed and it’s 4am. I’ve never felt so alone in my whole life lmao)

[@RaeChillEdits]

I know how you feel. Literally me every night. Remember that God has got you, and Jesus loves you. ❤️

[@_xx_white_chocolat4exx]

@@RaeChillEditsI’m trying:)

[@mtorres2866]

This comment reminded me of the meme of the dude pretending to drink bleach while laughing

[@mfcgmr]

Moments like this give us hope, in a dark place, light will eventually shine through and light will always illuminate the darkness. I Pray you find your light, the worst is never the the worst, your gonna be okay. ❤

[@tommasomarchiori4502]

Remember, u never felt so alone. However, if u felt something that strong, it means that u truly are alive.

[@shmeagol]

This music tells me more than any song with lyrics ever could

[@RaeChillEdits]

I agree

[@R41nb0wqu4rtz]

I grew up with a severely abusive mother, I was finally taken from her about 2 years ago, now I live with my dad. This song reminds me of how it feels to be free from her. I dont know what to do with myself though. It reminds me of the severe heartbreak that was my childhood. Hope you all are healing. 💕

[@xxashton_shadowzxx1688]

this is extremely underrated, this needs more attention

[@RaeChillEdits]

Thank you!!

[@jynxed6687]

as I fall asleep tonight I hope and wish to dream of a memory of her. Anything my mind can gather I just wish I can hear and see her again. 💔

[@RaeChillEdits]

I get it. I'm in a long distance relationship so it's tough.

[@Vnctrc]

I don’t get deeply sad anymore, my brain is numb to emotion now, all I think about this song is that it sounds like a victory that is well earned because after a long battle for batman

[@RaeChillEdits]

It does give that vibe!

[@avonlea513]

A million thanks for this, I play this song to remember all my memories with my late childhood dog that passed recently. 🥰

[@RaeChillEdits]

I'm so sorry to hear that happened to you. God bless.

[@gameover4766]

I give my condolences

[@gwenmatula2977]

I sleep to this almost every night

[@RaeChillEdits]

Aww I love that!

[@polarisdream2468]

I'm empty as darkness and lonely as silence, I'm sad as the ocean and bitter as a blizzard, I'm blind to happiness and broken to love, I'm a shadow to people and people a wonder to me, I'm a victim to Cupid and a ghost to time. As my hope slowly fade, I see there's nothing to look forward to and even though I never believed in gods, I doubt anything would change if I believe. My purpose is gone and my heart a black hole, as history I will fade into dust, never to be known again. Through the breaking of this illusion we call hope, we wake up to reality and see only agony. Farewell world as you never cared, and farewell dreams as all of you died and farewell reality as I return to the pitch black void that I saw before birth. Maybe next time will be different😊

[@RaeChillEdits]

Thanks for sharing. Jesus loves you, dear. ❤

[@emotionalgarbage7659]

wow, this was really beautiful. i relate to this, as i wonder, why even try? why should i go on any longer? thank you for writing all this by the way. did this video inspire you to write this writing piece?

[@dani.sacrazy551]

All thanks to God

[@iamchris9822]

I’m currently struggling through a lot of stress in my life knowing I will never be perfect. But I pray every day and try to not fall into satins lies that I don’t matter and that I’m not important or that no one loves me. Because even in the worst times where I do bad stuff, I always know who to look to. If no one left in this world loves me, Jesus will. Jesus loves me when no one else will.

[@kilokenz6829]

No one’s perfect , keep ya head up n think about the good memories of life.

[@eth4nfnbr]

This song is the closest thing to capturing Jesus’s love and peace

[@RaeChillEdits]

Agreed!

[@Paulo.roberto.25]

I cry sometimes because of you but this is good. I miss you. You will be always special in my life. I'm talking about my eternal grandpa. Remembering you is always one of the most beautiful things in my life! If you were here, we'd play chess, we'd talk for months, we'd to do everything we didn't do together. I'm 18 now, but I'm inexplicably grateful to have spent 12 years by his side. I don't know if it's good or not but I hope to see you again. You're part of my faith. ❤ I'll always love you grandpa!

[@killjoy7573]

Saying goodbye for the last time is a scary thing but all things in life must come to an end

[@tadeusmacabro2688]

I’m in love with a girl who doesn’t even know I exist… And we’re so far from each other… my only solace is if I see her in my dreams. 🖤🦋🌹

[@RaeChillEdits]

I get this.

[@phantompegasus]

“There is a place in the soul that neither time nor space nor no created thing can touch.” - Meister Eckart

[@jaygibson5057]

How could this be more beautiful ?

[@tavingouza2740]

thank your taking time and effort to make this beautiful song,im certain you just saved a life❤

[@RaeChillEdits]

It's not my song! I just slowed it and added rain! But thank you!!!

[@batuhansentturk]

bu şarkı hayatıma girdiğinde benim için çok özel olan bir şehirde, sahil kenarına kurduğum kamp sandalyemde gökyüzündeki yıldızları izliyordum. şimdi orada değilim ama bu şarkı çaldığında gözlerimi kapatırsam o ana gidebilirim 🥹

[@RaeChillEdits]

That's lovely! Thank you for sharing!

[@nokwakhemasinga2671]

This song plays exactly what my pain has been over the years, I’ve never felt so alone

[@RaeChillEdits]

Real. God has got you though. You're never truly alone.

[@grettyspaghetti]

This is perfection

[@RaeChillEdits]

Thank you!

[@maelined20]

thank you for this, i know this sounds weird but thank you.

[@CalebMieszko]

Ah... fuck. Thanks for sharing this. Tears my heart out to hear it this way, but... I needed it.

[@RaeChillEdits]

I'm glad you enjoyed it. This type of music brings me peace

[@sylwesterdaszynski2431]

Moim zdaniem to najpiękniejsza melodia w moim życiu 🥲

[@emotionalgarbage7659]

@@sylwesterdaszynski2431it really is. have you heard of the song “agape” by nicholas britell and the song “purpose is glorious” by natalie holt? both really beautiful songs♥️♥️♥️

[@jaxsen_pulls9239]

Thank you for this

[@RaeChillEdits]

Of course!

[@khaldonalkasem]

Beautiful

[@bestshortclips18]

Proverbs 3:5-6 “Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; 6 in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight” Jesus is king

[@RaeChillEdits]

❤️

[@JoseManuel-qy9th]

what an absurd thing, Jesus Christ would never want to be king of anything. if it existed, it would only give love to good people and war to those enriched with multipurpose.

[@AndrewBrethourMusic]

Life is so beautiful

[@brandonbacordo1774]

this is hitting way too hard

[@emotrain195]

'"I love." Simply said she. "Love what?" Asked he with confusion in his voice. "I don’t know. I just love." Answered she with a smile.'

[@nattawutmenjeen7195]

Letting go of someone isn't selfish but it's the best way to defend our happiness and peace.

[@RaeChillEdits]

❤️❤️❤️

[@LuisxXxDalia]

Why am i even crying?

[@slimjim4172]

Black screen is nice

[@RaeChillEdits]

I'm glad you enjoy!

[@atlascorporation2097]

I came here crying on my bed, Reflecting. I still wonder what I did. Simply, I see a message. It was a photo of a friend. which I spoke with a friend very close to me... a girl who I've known her since my childhood... And I don't understand, does she just hate me? I don't understand. Whoever reads this, be strong!

[@RaeChillEdits]

I know how you feel, dear. Thank you for sharing.

[@jaquelinflores5539]

Thank you for making this sound this song feels like I’m not lonely god always there for me went my mom yell at me if I didn’t do nothing wrong but is fine I love u Jesus 🥹❤❤

[@gojifanpat]

I find myself coming back to this video every night. Things have been so unbelievably rough for me for several years now, and I'm just at an all-time low. It sounds cliche, I know, but... i've never felt so alone, so worthless, in my life. People *Say* they care, but... life has proven otherwise. I'm always told "You're Not Alone In This Fight." Yet.... I see nobody but myself. I should be in college, i should've graduated by this year and had begun to pursue a masters or bachelor's of some sort.... but i'm not. Almost 21 years old and i've done absolutely nothing good with my life since my grandmother passed in 2022... life has been cruel to me since then, and i find myself asking if it's even worth continuing the fight anymore. I've lost a lot of friends because of stupid decisions i've made, and I hate myself for doing that. I find myself saying that I'm my own worst enemy more and more. I've let myself go. I've more or less given up on the search for love, given up on improvement. I just... I don't wanna keep goin' man. I've lost everything, and I just don't see a light at the end. This video makes me feel what very little remains of me, but i'm afraid even that remnant is beginning to fade away. I may be catholic, but i dont have any faith anymore, because if there really *is* a god.. then I wouldn't be here writing this... but I am. The question is: *How Much Longer Am I Going To Endure This Pain For?*

[@RaeChillEdits]

Alrighty, so, there's a lot to unpack here. More so than I am probably qualified to give advice on, especially as an also young adult. BUT I am going to try, because I think that if you take the time to read this, that maybe you could find something that could actually change you. Feeling alone is a part of life. I get that, I've felt that. College is whatever. Yes, having goals is important but in the long run, it's just something people do to get to another goal they may or may not have. I am just doing college for the hell of it so I can maybe possibly be financially stable. Not that deep tbh. Yeah, being your worst enemy is real. I get that, too. I am like, "Why did I say that?" "Why did I do that?" I hurt someone, I cry. I hurt myself, I cry. I do things that I don't mean or want to do, and I cry. Why can't I just control what I say, do, and feel? Giving up on improvement is saying that you are a lost cause, when that's not the case. Because literally no one is. You're only unable to change when you deny that you are able to change. If you are willing to grow up, mature, and be a man/woman that you are, then you will be better off. Here's the biggest thing that I am seeing from all of this. You have weak religion, instead of real faith. You are Catholic, whatever that means, but you don't know God and Jesus on a personal level. RELIGION IS NOT THE ANSWER!!!! Religion is not what God wanted for us. Jesus came and died for our sins so that we can have a personal relationship with HIM! It's truly amazing! He loves you. He died for YOU! Get right with God, not the church. Get right with God, not Catholicism. Get right with God, not the sacraments. Get right with God, not the priest. Get right with God, not "Holy Mary." Read your damn Bible! Pray! It's SO HARD TO START! But once you do, you will be set free from your own sin. You have sinned over and over and instead of asking for forgiveness and forgiving YOURSELF, you have allowed the Devil to whisper in your ear every insecurity and paranoia that he can get you to believe. You are lost, my child. God leaves the 99 sheep, just for the 1. If you were the only person on this earth, He still would have died for YOU! There is a God. But you don't know Him. You're letting the world decide your feelings, direction, purpose, identity, and anything else under the sun that has happened to every other human without Jesus. Turn to Him. Let Him hold you, and guide you, and give your purpose. He is the ONLY one that can fill that void in your soul, give warmth to your heart, and provide peace to your mind. So, the question is indeed how long are you going to endure this pain for? Because yes, the world sucks and a lot of it is yours' and its fault. But you're also leaning on your own strength, which is utterly weak, and not God's strength, which is infinite and full of love and forgiveness. Make a change. Don't just sit here listening to depressing music and crying out the universe. GET. ON. YOUR. KNEES! And PRAY like you never have before. Bring it ALL to Him, for He knows your pain, my child, more than ANYONE. Read your Bible and pray. Leave religion behind and find relationship with Jesus personally. Please let me know if I can answer your questions that you may have. I am here to talk.

[@gojifanpat]

​@@RaeChillEdits yeah, i realized I wrote like an essay and a half, lol. Im doin' better now, i tend to have these episodes once in a while. Been like that for quite a while now, and im on medication for it. Life has just been rough the past 2-3 years. Quite a bit of death, i lost my grandmother (my dad's mom) after a long fight with Alzheimer's/Dementia early November 2022, then I lost my other grandmother (my mom's mom) earlier this year. I've been watching this video even when i've been in better moods. Its an interesting song, this one... it can bring out the worst sadness in you, but it can also be one of the most calming, peaceful, and... soothing songs. Sometimes this song makes me feel better if i'm feeling down. But i can't express how thankful I am for the concern. :)

[@LoftedXD]

We can burn brighter, no matter how small the spark in us may seem, or even if it doesn't exist at all. All it takes is a little gust of wind to fuel that innate fire, or the right parts to grind to get that initial spark. That's to say, even when there is nothing, there is something. Don't give up on yourselves, even if they do.

[@unknownn1n]

Why does this make me think of The Happiest Day.

[@marlonticas7138]

But n then The Lord Yeshua commanded us not to Love this world , but to Love one another n

[@goshirah]

Up until this moment I feel I abandoned myself. It’s been tough, but I’m beginning to feel what my soul has been going through. I don’t know why this pain exists but I want to find out. I will find out and I’ll never leave you alone again. I promise ❤ (cries to sleep)

[@krysi4196]

Its makes me sad seen that so many people here in the comments connect this song with bad feelings like loneliness, depressed feelings, sadness, sorrow, grief. I also listened to slow songs like this on to embrace bad feelings but now i start to listen to the melodie and fill this songs with good memories. Now when i hear this songs i feel kind of a inner peace. I dont wanna sound like some spiritual guy cuz im not but i hope you find this peace and calmness too

[@Rainb0W0]

This is an empty world with wonderful people suppressed by empty people

[@justahumanbean_]

I still remember when my grandfather was dying beside my lap, i can see his soul being taken out, the facial expression of his dead body is like an empty vassel. I still remember when i kiss my grandmother's cold lifeless forehead as a farewell at her funeral. One day we will be gone. Nobody knows when & how. Cherish your life as best as you can before it's too late.

[@RaeChillEdits]

❤️

[@XxrawrxX]

59:59

[@Groovy34982]

In a world full of monsters, I am no different. In a world full of angels, I am no different. I become what, I see. - some random stranger online

[@0Tzen]

Banger 🚬

[@Rush449]

I will see you some day Mother Mary. I hope this song is playing ❤😢

[@RaeChillEdits]

Wait to meet Jesus, not Mary. Don't worship a human, but rather God.

[@jaygibson5057]

Lord

[@harrythebombarry3974]

"My life was in shambles, but you kept me together. My world was falling, but you held on. My mind was fading, but you kept me in the light. Even with you gone, I swear I can still hear you."

[@RaeChillEdits]

❤️

[@Akita_.]

Bro you got me crying. This made me think of my cat Lucy. She unfortunately passed away 2 years ago.. and I swear I can still hear her little purrs and meows everywhere I go. She's like my little guardian angel... Thank you for that poem. You have a great way with words. ❤️❤️

[@headless1898]

Thought I was at my lowest, but holy shit it gets lower

[@RaeChillEdits]

I get it, man. Remember that God's got you, bro, and Jesus loves you.

[@emotionalgarbage7659]

only way is up.

[@dubby_quacksammy9371]

I can’t remember your voice anymore, nothings the same. I miss you so much, i needed you and time decided you had to go. ILY so much I hope you know and remember that. I’m sorry I couldn’t do all that I promised but your still my sweet baby boy, you will always be. You’re my biggest regret, leaving you is the worst thing I’ve done. But I know somewhere someday wherever you maybe you’ll remember this silly girl who loved you. Take it easy baby and please visit me in my dreams, I’ll be waiting there patiently my love, till next time.

[@Slabbys]

Fuck I’m so lonely, no one would know in my life either. Damn.

[@user-dm7bf4sr7i]

Listening to the song while thinking how does it feel when you die or how will you take your own life suicide is hard i hate this world

[@rainbow_277]

I’m so sorry 💔💔💔 How are You?

[@AWDTH1111]

Why does nobody want me?

[@LumiStarz777]

I lost my cat. He's the reason why I'm still here. Now he's gone and it's the first death I've dealt with that's close to me. I tired of being told I'm sorry over and over again. I just want my cat back. I feel like he's cold, I want him to not be cold. I want my cat back. I miss him so much. I promise him I bring him with me once I make it to college. He died before I could show him everything I worked for. I can't bare to be home. It doesn't feel like hoke without him anymore. I use to listen to this song for comfort. Now I can't bare to hear it without thinking of him. It rain the day I buried him. Please, I just want him to be warm

[@RaeChillEdits]

I'm sure your cat is in heaven, nice and warm and happy! I'm sorry you're struggling with this; loss is one of humanity's greatest tribulations. You can get through this!

[@LumiStarz777]

@RaeChillEdits I didn't expect that to be seen, but thank you so much. This means alot to me. Thank you.

[@unamigo1977]

Jesus the son of the living god is king of kings .

[@RaeChillEdits]

100% agree!

[@dr_malli3805]

I am alive and so are all of you and that’s beautiful

[@aaaaaaaaaaaaa11123]

💔

[@Nvlan]

I’m gonna be really honest here, I don’t even know what to really do with my life anymore. I have goals that I wanna do and when I get depressed I just say work to that goal, but I’m just so lost in everything right now. I was always bullied up until last year and I actually started to become likable to my grade and stuff and I grew out of some things that I thought my new friends would make fun of me for. And then we got into this year and it’s like we’ve gone apart from eachother. We stopped being friends with some of the guys in our friend group and then it just kept getting more separate. And I’ve been dating my girlfriend for about a year and it feels like we’ve made no progress but I feel like I’ll be the bad one if I break up with her and even if I do i feel like it’s gonna affect the relationships I have with people cuz they always said “ oh you two are such a cute couple” or even people I met through her and became close friends with. And I just feel like everything is going back to what it was before last year. Like my friends are starting to talk more bad about me in front of me but I don’t even know it that’s just me overthinking from all the years I’ve been bullied or if it’s an actual insult. And when I try to get in on jokes they just do the same thing. And when I try to gain more respect or just be likable, like with sports I feel like any sport I do I just can’t do right and that there is no way to fix it. I don’t know if anybody’s gonna read this cuz why would people but if someone does, can you just tell me if I’m paranoid or actually not paranoid. I just feel like I have nobody else to talk about this to so if it’s just a last resort. I’m just trying to get out of the hole I was in before tbh :/

[@RaeChillEdits]

Well, here's some advice, kid: 1. If you don't love your girlfriend, break up with her because that's not fair to her. Be mature enough to do that. 2. Stop caring SO MUCH about what people think about you. I can tell you're very insecure in who you are, and that's okay for a teen (I'm going through it myself). But the first step to not caring what people think is just to not give a shit. 3. In your attempts to feel more accepted, you have become more miserable. In your desire to become more confident, you have become more paranoid. Life is not black and white, and therefore neither are the decisions that you have to make in life. Your pursuit of comfort has resulted in the feeling of loneliness, because in that pursuit, you thought who you are was based on the perception of you to others. You are allowing other people to decide who you are, and you care so much about their opinion you cower in the corner to your fears. Grow up. It's time to be a man and own who you are. Who are you? What is your purpose in this life? To receive accolades? To receive approval? A pretty girlfriend? A nice car? What is success? When will YOU be successful? When you make 6 figures? When you have the nice house? When everyone loves you? Success is only off of who you can affect positively in your life. Success is the privilege of having a brain and a heart that can change others lives. So stop being so selfish, and look to your fellow people who are genuine towards you, and cultivate those friendships. Lastly, Jesus Christ is your ONLY identity. EVERYONE is trying SO HARD to find who they are in what they do, who they're friends with, how much money they make, what they own... you're miserable. Christ made a hole in our hearts that only He can fill. He made us yearn for him, but we ignore Him for our personal pleasures and insecurities. Stop. It's going to get you nowhere. You will never be happy, successful, secure, confident, and whole without Him.

[@Nvlan]

@@RaeChillEdits thanks man It’s just been a struggle for a while so thanks for actually reading that and responding

[@kaychosa8038]

😔🚬 damn

[@ekomieran7150]

i’ve tried killing myself 5 times in the past 3 years. i’m a soul that’s really attached to music, and i first heard this song when it got popular on tiktok earlier this year. sometimes i put this on whenever i feel like hurting myself and just fall apart. not in a bad way. a good falling apart. something that makes me think about how life is so much bigger than now and how the world is so beautiful and how much i just love people. the kind of falling apart that makes you able to pick up the pieces and put yourself back together even better than you were before. it’s a gut wrenching feeling, but i’ve never felt something that makes me feel more human. i am in pain. and it’s how i know i’m alive. by the stars am i happy to be alive.

[@RaeChillEdits]

I'm glad this song does that for you. But bro, the biggest thing that will make you understand the beauty of life is Jesus Christ and the fact that He LOVES you SO MUCH. I know it sounds cheesy, but it really is true. He died for you, He wants a relationship with you, and He loves you so so much. I'm here to answer any questions you may have about it, because even Christians nowadays don't understand their own faith.

[@ekomieran7150]

@@RaeChillEdits i do not believe in god, but thank you for the sentiment, i appreciate it

[@RaeChillEdits]

He's real, bro. If you search for Him, you'll find Him. I promise. Love you.

[@badpoochi]

As you recognized, this life is beautiful with ups and downs for everybody. So, please stay strong!

[@ethandiep4035]

I’m just so confused on what I’m feeling. Is it love? Or even something else. I’ve been dating this girl for 5 months and we’ve had our rough patches and even though we’re not arguing or something right now I feel as if we’re losing each other already. I’ve always been not so good with understanding my emotions especially when it comes to love. We say “I love you” but it’s confusing. I’m sure I love her, I mean that’s why I’m writing this because the thought her leaving is tearing me apart but. I don’t think I’m happy. I ask this question if I’m happy. I also ask when you’re in a relationship are y’all supposed to talk a lot to each other? I thought we talked and had normal moments together but yesterday she told me we barely talk and silence is okay but it makes her weary and reconsider our relationship. I just don’t even know anymore. 5 months may not be a lot but I’ve spent so many memories with her already. I want to talk to her about it because communication is very important but I can feel the talk and the end of our relationship. We’ve always talked about what we’ve been feeling and there were times I didn’t think we’d make it out, but this is different. Maybe it should end. Maybe me and her would be happier without each other. Letting go is such a difficult thing to do. I’ve given up but haven’t. I hope many things. Contradicting myself with every thought. I love her but I don’t know. I’ll talk to her about it some time soon and update this when that time comes. Thank you for the ones who read this and I need advice. Call me evil and not like me but I just want to be okay.

[@RaeChillEdits]

This is very relatable, and I don't think you're a jerk at all. Firstly, in defense of the relationship, "love" is not a feeling. Yes, it starts out as a feeling; initial attraction to both body and character is important; but it is not always a feeling. If you ask any long term married couple, you will find, though they may not say it directly, that love is a verb. It is a daily action of sacrificing yourself for that other person. It is about understanding one another, caring for another, even when it's really hard and you don't want to. It's about being selfless for that person, and always giving 100% effort. Relationships are not 50/50, they're 100%. However, if it is failing, it is not love. Not true love. I know this because the Bible says, "‭‭Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance." 1 Corinthians 13:4-7, NLT. You can love someone, and also have to be a stranger to them for their and your own benefit. You also sound young, so understanding your emotions will come easier with time, but sometimes it's best to grow up separately rather than together. Is she your wife? Ask yourself that. If your conclusion is no, then move on. I hope this helps.

[@mikailgraham120]

Cassiel .. this is what you mean to me ..

[@Eightz5862]

Im gonna fight thanos (i know it will kill me i want it)

[@user-dm7bf4sr7i]

I keep thinking does the world hates me or did my parents born me to hate me😂😂

[@DrelNVM]

This is just fucking sad..

[@TheHolyFurryEmpire]

I hate myself

[@RaeChillEdits]

Bro, why? Make a change. Jesus loves you.

[@alexlloyd2154]

Darixz locknd ino