Dear Sayyed, indeed a very important topic. You spoke about converts´difficulties. I am convert, too. I converted 37 years ago. First while still living with my parents, I used to perform my prayers in the bathroom, too, for at the first months, I concealed my religion. I grew up in a small village without any muslims living there, therefore it was very difficult to get some information about Islam. I went to a mosque in a bigger town. They welcomed my warmely, but I did not understand anything for they were speaking Turkish. I am living in Germany, must muslims here are from Turkish origin. Alhamdulillah I found some friends before I met my husband, but it was indeed a very hard time. Now we have a little community, and we are multi cultural, and our common language is German.