JAYTEKZ - Soul Searching

JAYTEKZ- Soul Searching
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Official "Soul Searching" Lyrics:
So much weight on my chest
I feel so alone don't know how to express
The stress in my heart
The wounds in my soul
The past is the past but I can't let it go and it breaks me
I swear this shit fucking breaks me
I'm desperate, can somebody come and save me?
Cause lately, I've been close to the fuckin' edge
So many suicidal thoughts in my fucking head
I'm so depressed and I feel ashamed
Popping pills everyday so I don't feel the pain
But I don't say shit
I don't ever say shit
Cause every time I try it's like I hear the same shit
Jay, you gon' be just fine
You just gotta give it time, find your peace of mind
But you don't understand the tears that I shed
Sometimes I just cry only wishing I was dead and I'm sorry
I'm truly sorry for the way I feel
I'm so lost in my dreams don't know what is real
This poetry is all I have when I feel deprived
I grab my pad and my pen and I feel revived
I can't decide what the fuck am I here for
I'm doing what I love but my heart's still sore
I still battle with depression on a daily
I see my own reflection and I swear I fuckin' hate me
I said I swear I fuckin' hate me
Got a big heart but my heart's slowly breaking
Chasing all my dreams but I don't know where it's gon' take me
Tired of being broke, gotta start acting shady
Making dirty money, yo, this shit is so degrading
Momma know I'm sorry for this route in which I'm taking
I ain't fuckin' proud of these decisions that I'm making but I'm desperate for some Answers why my heart is always aching
If you hear me Lord, talk to me
All the sins from my past have been haunting me
I'm so scared of the future so I stay stuck
Broken into pieces yo my spirits all taped up
I came up, but it feels like I'm coming down
Pool full of liquor swim 'til I fuckin' drown
That's the only way I know how to crack a smile
Taking shots 'til I vomit and I'm passing out
When I'm sober I just feel afraid
I don't know if I'ma live to see another day
I'm tryna' stand but I feel like I'm 'boutta cave
I'm so trapped in my mind like a fuckin' slave
So much weight on my chest got me feeling tired
Plague in my soul I swear is like a wildfire
Like a wildfire spreading everywhere take a look into my eyes see the pain
Yo there's plenty there
See the pain yo there's plenty there
But I don't know if they really care
Where is love is it anywhere?
And if it is yo it's really rare
Can a broken heart be repaired?
Can a broken heart be repaired?
Can you tell me yo I need to know
Or is it lost in our own despair?
Can you tell me yo I need to know
Can you tell me yo I need to know
Or is it lost in our own despair?
#JayteKz #SoulSearching #weightonmychest

[@iamjaytekz]

Thank you all so much for watching this video and sharing wherever you possibly can!!! This is a very personal song, as most of my songs are and I hope you all can understand and relate! I love y'all soooooooo much, and we are only getting bigger and bigger as a movement with each new release!!! Thank you all so much for the love and unconditional support, always! 4NEVER. ❤️

[@cierran3444]

I love your music ❤️

[@koda1033]

Felicitats keep working, make it far.

[@drewg9998]

got you bro out of all people I've tried to rap like this and u took the words right out my mouth bro

[@issabae4768]

i swear i love you.

[@drewg9998]

forgot to mention if anyone can relate it is me!

[@endlesslytired]

Jaytekz, we have your back dude, you may not want to talk to complete strangers, but if you have no body else, we got your back.

[@endlesslytired]

we love you dude, we just want to see you happy

[@avec2600]

exactly

[@aries6663]

so true dude... this guy has been broken many times but we're still there for him BIG UP JT

[@ceciljulie9527]

For mf real yo

[@ed32568]

YES. FUCKING YES.

[@cacalover1121]

Who's still listening in 2020?? Who can relate to every word that is being said??💔

[@barbaravargas3689]

🙋😔

[@ishmaelmurray6895]

Yup im living this life at the age of 13 I can't smile I can't be happy with out liying about being happy

[@cassidyharlan658]

Me 💔

[@jahzehonfroy7156]

☺🙌

[@priscillabrewster7725]

Every single one

[@mb4evaa]

Been fucking with his music since "Fall for your type" went viral on Facebook & I just need to know why hasn't his music been everywhere? Get that corny "fuck hoes do drugs" shit off the radio & put him on 💯

[@thelifeofd3884]

Destiny Perez the mainstream media promote that music propaganda not this real shit he put out

[@michaelcustodio2911]

I'm only going to say that I'm going to move on before I get into drag's ones again. pepol are looking at me lake I'm no longer a good man people are fucking my had up .and I'm popping pills dayle .one top of all that stuff my cuz is dead and I haven't seen the out. I need help if not im going to see my cousin soon sorry to my family.😕😕😕

[@DavidLopez-lr8lh]

Destiny Collins

[@fuckyeahnigguh]

This needs to be on iTunes because I want to buy this sooooo bad. This hits me so hard. Incredible.

[@angeldaddyzambrano3624]

yesss I wish it was on sound cloud at least lol

[@fuckyeahnigguh]

+Angel Zambrano Exactly! Sooo good. I can't stop listening to this.

[@angeldaddyzambrano3624]

+Sabrina Coker I wish we had more rappers like him , he has a great gift his music is very relatable and speaks positive to the mind

[@angeldaddyzambrano3624]

+Syck what is your sound cloud name give me a link

[@fuckyeahnigguh]

+Syck oh my God. Thank you so much man.

[@EdobyBeats]

Was awesome working with you man! This is amazing :)

[@JixDoesGaming]

I was battling depression and i would constantly listen to this song.. IM PROUD OF MYSELF FOR OVERCOMING IT 💔💔

[@dexboii]

Any advice?

[@Moolah444]

@@dexboii hope you got through your depression ❤❤ eventually time heals everything or atleast eases the pain speaking from experience, I had it for 4-5 years and thought I’d never get out of that dark black hole, turns out I needed to change my environment in order to heal, ig you just gotta put yourself out there and do new and fun things that interest you, Ik it won’t be fun in the moment but you’ll look back at yourself and be proud of how far you’ve come you just gotta put your mind to it 🫶🏾

[@dexboii]

@@Moolah444 thank you. Life has gotten so much better and I really appreciate it. I had completely forgot about this time in my life and I’m glad I can finally say I’m over the pain. Bad times dont last forever

[@josephsheets825]

im only 17 been in and out of treatment facilitys, group homes and residentials. My parents dont believe in me i was abused for 13 years straight. thanks for making this music i can really relate

[@rm-su7rq]

Joseph Sheets I can understand u ! Your not alone

[@richardtatiana1878]

I have been sent away many times.. and I cant imagine the hell you are going through. But you are not alone. You were put on this earth for a reason. You are really special. and you inspire me to not give up. Your a fighter never forget that.

[@turtles8570]

Joseph Sheets I'm going through the same thing bro your not alone I'm here if you need anything bro

[@cluelessman]

I spent most of my childhood in a group home from 3 years to 5 13 to 15 and then again weeks after i got out i went in again 15-16 and finally maxed out, I hope you are happy now. i am now 19 and im proud of what ive become

[@breezymallory8680]

Joseph Sheets I’m so sorry to hear that I’ll be praying for you just be strong work go to school so you can succeed in life don’t let anything or anyone put you down

[@NoOneWouldTell67]

swear its like your speaking my life

[@juniordelgado2426]

same is like he's speaking my life

[@NoOneWouldTell67]

Right ....

[@shanecarmello8527]

right

[@wa7500]

Same bro

[@mauriciogarza6865]

Shit man same here

[@liljesus4902]

He reminds me a Phora a little, much love.

[@melisaamolina4102]

Frfr it does

[@estevanc7572]

yeah but he speaks more than phora. phora needs to open up more.

[@gabewonsnag8648]

Lil Jesus i listen to phora and jay to thats cool

[@connorpratt7966]

Lil Jesus yes man... fr

[@2clocks2glocks3]

Lil Jesus he should make a song with phora

[@soulscreamer9021]

~if you hear me lord please talk to me, all the sins from my past have been haunting me~ 🔥🔥

[@joshuasanders4512]

Great lyrics

[@tonygomez5947]

I still feel this even years after. Took the words out of my head that I couldn’t get out.

[@alexdean3224]

Tony Gomez aye

[@Kevinbrvo]

i tried you do the rest.. So much weight on my chest I feel so alone Dont know how to express, the stress on my heart. The wounds in my soul, the past is the past. But i cant let it go and it breaks me i swear the fucking shit breaks me Im so desperate can somebody come fucking save me Cus lately i been close to the fucking edge, so many suicidal thoughts in my fucking head. Im so depressed and i feel ashamed popping pills everyday so i dont feel the pain but i dont say shit i never say shit because everytime i try i always hear the same shit jay youll be just fine you just gotta give it time and find the peace of mind but you dont understand tears that i shed. Sometimes i just cry and wish i was dead and im sorry im truely sorry for the way i feel im so lost in my dreams dont know what is real

[@Kevinbrvo]

+OpticsLyrics ill check it out thanks man!!

[@deontenoble9176]

AlwaysWin12

[@LongTran32]

One day I'm going to make a song with you... After the moment that we meet..I promise bruh we walk this road together... And together our movement will speak. Keep spreading your story... I'm here to spread mine. Sometimes moments are hard and I truly want to leave but everyone says suicide is the only crime and every night my mind just lays and bleeds... Full respect to you homie... I love you

[@stacksofpranks8841]

Bro keep dreaming and keep your head up

[@yeeto_bandito]

This made me cry. It's like my thoughts were spilled out into a melody

[@ajah7241]

My worst enemy is myself. Why do I always allow others to hurt me. My heart is too big. But I can't help the way I was made.

[@sprayz8271]

Mario Hernandez yeah.. Just like me

[@LuisPerez-zl3nq]

Yo jaytekz, i dont know what you're going through. But bro, i feel the same way i look at my reflection and i hate my self. I love your music, i love the way you say the words i want to say but i cant because im scared. From bro to bro man much love bro keep your head up. Just remember bro all that pain and stress is worth it at the end. Like one guy in the comment section said "i dont know if you talk to complete strangers. But im here for you." Well he is right im here if you need to talk homie once again much love and keep your head up bro, you in my prayers bro.

[@ChicagoStreetTV]

keep your head up

[@tallantham5124]

eveyone has a struggle bro keep your head up

[@cpmvmaker1]

Life is hard man. My gf and i just broke up, Im over coming an eating disorder and im homeless at the moment. My mentality is that every struggle we go through, just makes a better testimony on stage. Keep yah head up.

[@LuisPerez-zl3nq]

+Alex Maunu thanks for this positive word bro. Ill pray for you bro and for everyone else

[@jay_money2741]

I can tell your a real fan friend thanks for being here to make a difference god bless you and Jaytekz

[@ChicagoStreetTV]

great lyrics... very underrated artist

[@cluelessman]

R.I.P

[@teambreezy9224]

This touch my soul. Every cell in me.

[@jadehale1127]

This song still makes me tear up. Everyday I used to wake up before school and pop pills then skip school and hangout with bad influences. I was on the road to complete failure. There was no way I was gonna pass high school so I stopped caring. Life at home was bad, there was alot of fighting. Everyone who knew me looked at me like I was a failure.. no one I talked to understood how I felt and this song explains how I felt exactly.

[@urgayifyoureaddis]

fix things bro I know can

[@raul2rst]

Jade Hale but it's never to late to change trust me

[@Ty-yy8cg]

Popping pills everyday dont help This poetry I write all day everyday are words of how I feel I'm tired of being hurt depression suicidal attempts yet I got a loving family I tell them I love them day by day cause u never know death never stops then beginnings happening I need a miracle what happened to blessings I'm lost in negativity

[@karizmamagana9831]

The feels are real💯💯

[@FishTacoNation]

Fr👌🏼👌🏼

[@cpmvmaker1]

After months of listening. Jaytekz has now become my most favorite rapper. And from me being a person who started listening to rap since he was 6 that says alot. He speaks about a part of life that most people wont talk about *not to mention hes a lyrical genius*. This man needs to go mainstream, most people need to hear his music, It may save a life.

[@teambreezy9224]

Everyday become a battle for me coz I have a lot of thoughts about my past. This is the reason why I listen to this song. My heart is totally breaking down and im always low. Thank you for helpning me and others to get through our shits. You are an angel🙏

[@unchainedbeast6738]

Jay I doubt you will ever read this but if you do thank you so much for all you do you have helped me so much. Your part of the reason I’m still here so thank you so so much. Your music is so amazing and it helps me so much so thank you.

[@danielgaming5391]

My mind is all fucked up & my chest hurts. Jaytekz music helps me cry out all my feelings.. LOVE YOU!

[@darnizzle25]

Ik the feelin

[@elijahabrown6194]

Ur music been the only thing that keeps me going I relate to every single song u make it shows me im not alone and jm no r the only one going through these things I wake up in the morning u the only person I listen to

[@taylagenther1902]

this talked me out of suicide last night... made me realize the changes I need to make in my life.. thanks man dont ever think your music doesn't help people cause it does..

[@DavidLopez-lr8lh]

tayla genther yo man y die if u have aot to life like fr

[@cooki3th1ef]

I'm late but I hope you're ok right now. You're not alone

[@jenniferizquierdo6710]

All your songs... 😔😭😭😭💯They're just how I feel ..

[@angeldaddyzambrano3624]

it hits you right in the feels huh!?! lol this dude jaytekz has an amazing gift

[@jenniferizquierdo6710]

+Angel Daddy Zambrano yes he really does .

[@derpyferp3656]

Tbh👌🏻👌🏻

[@DavidD90763]

He's the type of guy who makes you think about life half the time or just explains every thing that he's trying to over come 💯

[@imeldagacia6395]

yea

[@felixruiz8247]

I haven't heard this in a couple years and still know every lyrics I love this song so much it's like u speaking for me bless u

[@elsacardenas6541]

I love how he is real about him battling with depression! I can relate to most of his songs cause I've battled with depression every since my walked out of my life. Love you !!

[@kim.naomie]

I was hearing this whole cry mg and breaking down, contemplating suicide, had the pills right beside me and when I was about to take them my mom stopped me, and I kept hearing your songs and I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't without you❤❤I love you bro

[@gagecardinal2663]

God loves you.. Thank you for not giving up. Your a real artist. Always, Having us fans..

[@belenneri3331]

i love how his lyrics are nothing but real unlike other artist just speaking about sex and weed. I got this on replay💙

[@christianroman3732]

Dude Fr most rappers are whack af cuz that's all they speak of is smoking weed and sex it's stupid, unlike him he speaks the truth and reality

[@angeldaddyzambrano3624]

I'm on the same vibe its rare finding a artist like jaytekz that actually puts a message in every song he speaks about the truth and just life that's very relatable I wish we could have more artists like him in our fucked up Society lol

[@snewsy8161]

+Angel Daddy Zambrano phora and J Cole

[@snewsy8161]

+Angel Daddy Zambrano and king lil g

[@simply-simpde7082]

This song is my life right now

[@TheKatie3211]

This song speaks to so many people. Thank you for sharing this, many can relate and feel like we're not alone. You are saving lives.

[@azucenamoreno340]

you and phora should make a music video together ,it would be amazing!! since you both talk about the Truth

[@tianan2994]

azucena moreno. fr that would be amazing! !💖

[@LVdropz]

Damn right

[@mikeannaking-rebrook6995]

Jaytekz he Is my savor he saves my life the day o tried to end my life his song came on the market blue tooth and I put the gun down because made me realize I ain't alone and that I have to keep fighting because it's a battle and we can let ot defeat us so thank u u saved me love ur music

[@evelyntorres8716]

Sometimes I feel like im the only one that feels like this, but than again I replay Jaytekz songs and I realize that there's millions of people out there feeling the same way. I really love this man's words, they get to me every time and if im still here, its because of the song "Broken" and this one. Much love, Jaytekz 💯❣

[@savaniahmarby5762]

no one deserves to feel this way at all. everyone is beautiful and will live the life they want you just got to find your spark in the dust.💎

[@robertwhite7141]

Your music is all through my Phone an tablet it's all I listen too! honestly your flesh may be so torn bit your soul is so pure and wise! God has a plan for you I'd love to meet you one day man! your truly an inspiration! I Love you just because of your lyrics..noone is perfect but I feel you...every word! hold on an keep moving! alot of people look up to you!

[@L1zzyk1ns]

Spoke my mind, words I couldn't put together. You're not alone

[@lesvanna2414]

frfr i gotta listen to u everyday just so i can tame the demons in my head. i understand n know every word u be speakin. ur songs lifted me a lil. i have bad depression n suicidal thoughts..one day i was gonna go through with it but i went and listened to u. u held me back n made me realize what i got infront of me 💖😔thank u 💯💟

[@haileyastorga7647]

I just love this .. I never heard a REAL song that actually relates to me & other people ... this is why I love listening to jayteKz , I'm so glad I found you & started listening to you .. 💖

[@daisyrodriguez321]

He completes my world😔 These words are completing my life.

[@fireesaphh9918]

Seriously, you made me cry 😭😢😪💔 every single word you said relates how i feel & am 😭💔

[@TheKatie3211]

You put words down that I can't express. When I listen to your song I feel like I can express myself so thank you for the outlet. You are truly inspiring.

[@DanielGomez-bq7ye]

Unfortunately people are so stuck on what the radio feeds them and true artist slip through the cracks like him. I was at a bar last night and a lady was speaking to me about music and how it saved her life. I feel like we could all relate to her to him , to this.

[@chiwawwaw]

You are amazing , those words went straight to my heart .. i can understand you i've been there too.

[@reaperzone7839]

my greatest friend is lost this was his favorite song

[@robertromero9048]

Jaytekz your songs get to me so hard n are helping me so much I battle myself every day...to live another day is to fight another war

[@j0s369]

Your music just gets me .. honestly feel like my parents don’t love me.. they never listen to what I got to say and just always push me aside

[@EdobyBeats]

Love it :D

[@splashgod653]

I am so glad I found your music . Now I can medicate the pain .

[@treytrejo4600]

Every word is what I feel.. every feeling I have you said the verse.. I'm so bottled up.. thank you for helping that I'm not alone in this.. I'm have a constant ache.. a constant choke.. I need to smoke..

[@arleencampos1401]

This song is very special to me, because of my niece Briggette.Thank you cause that's how she talked to me of what she was going threw...

[@krazinobody3901]

I feel the same way you do. I found your music about 10 years ago when my depression was at one of it's peaks, and recently I found an artist that isn't main stream, but still known, and he has done something amazing for a lot of people! Look up Dax. The song "Dear Alcohol" and also "Dear Alcohol open verse challenge". I think you and a lot of your fans like myself can be helped by just listening. I hope we all get thru this fight but if nothing else, I hope we all get thru this night!

[@niktaco]

"When I'm sober I just feel afraid" This line explains addiction in so few words

[@sukakikhryiemmujat4415]

I couldn't fight back my dreams, it your songs who made me now to stand strong Love you

[@Nicolem26]

this song man ... when song hits close to heart 😓 ... you can feel all the pain he going through... keep your head up

[@pointblankvisuals5907]

"I'm so scared of the future so I stay stuck"

[@jessicabuenrostro1159]

You are so amazing everytime I'm going through something listening to you helps a lot!!

[@Ty-yy8cg]

Shout out of respect and true words to jaytek real struggle we all need help instead of going through this hell.....

[@tillyespinoza8302]

it's good to know theres someone out there that feels like I do thank you

[@Ricky.Ricardo999]

Well, here i am again, 2 years later 😔

[@rubenmuniz813]

i listened to this about 6 times and read through alot of comments, i love it

[@kc6391]

Jaytekz you saved my life...I feel all of the emotions you feel in your songs like we all do... we love you.. you have so much purpose, look at all the lives you are touching, saving, reaching to with your music and message. I am so grateful I found your music, it helps me better than the therapy and pills doctors shove down my throat to try and soothe the pain in me. Your music has touched my life and countless of others...please don't ever feel worthless... you made me feel like somebody. I know that doesn't mean much, but I'm sending you and everyone love.

[@GrayAreaMedia]

1 year later, I'm still here brother. This shit keeps me alive

[@connorpratt7966]

i just chill listen to this song🔥💯

[@HaydonB24]

Bro, this song hit home for me. its awesome dude.

[@southwestshorty8589]

I swear jay. you're music uplifts me through this thing called life. you motivate me so much, 3 years & still listening to you, you are my idol & I can honestly I pulled through so much, I cope perfectly when I listen to you're music, it makes me cry everything out instead of doing something worst. Much love & mad respect for you👐💯. you've been my idol for some years now. You are gonna make it far & I know you will. You are truly blessed jay💙 keep following you're dreams 💙

[@ekkokaos6653]

this is honestly my favorite song

[@TheViperRko619]

So Much Weight On My Chest, I Feel So Alone Don't Know How To Express The Stress In My Heart, The Wounds In My Soul. The Past Is The Past But I Can't Let It Go And It Breaks Me, I Swear This Shit Fucking Breaks Me. I'm Desperate Can Somebody Come And Save Me, Cause Lately I've Been Close To The Fucking Edge, So Many Suicidal Thoughts In My Fucking Head. I'm So Depressed And I Feel Ashamed, Popping Pills Everyday So I Don't Feel The Pain, But I Don't Say Shit, I Don't Ever Say Shit Cause Every Time I Try It's Like I Hear The Same Shit, 'Jay, You Gonna Be Just Fine, You Just Gotta Give It Time Find Your Peace Of Mind' But You Don't Understand The Tears That I Shed. Sometimes I Just Cry Only Wishing I Was Dead And I'm Sorry. I'm Truly Sorry For The Way I Feel, I'm So Lost In My Dreams Don't Know What Is Real This Poetry Is All I Have, When I Feel Deprived I Grab My Pad & My Pen & I Feel Revived. I Can't Decide What The Fuck Am I Here For I'm Doing What I Love But My Hearts Still Sore. I Still Battle With Depression On A Daily, I See My Own Reflection & I Swear I Fucking Hate Me, I Said I Swear I Fucking Hate Me. Got A Big Heart But My Hearts Slowly Breaking. Chasing All My Dreams But I Don't Know Where It's Gonna Take Me. Tired Of Being Broke Gotta Start Acting Shady Making Dirty Money, Yo This Shit Is So Degrading, Momma Know I'm So Sorry For This Route In Which I'm Taking, I Ain't Fucking Proud Of These Decisions That I'm Making, But I'm Desperate For Some Answers Why My Heart Is Always Aching. If You Hear Me Lord Talk To Me, All The Sins From My Past Have Been Haunting Me, I'm So Scared Of The Future So I Stay Stuck, Broken Into Pieces, Yo My Spirit's All Taped Up, I Came Up But It Feels Like I'm Coming Down. Pool Full Of Liquor Swim Till I Fucking Drown, That's The Only Way I Know How To Crack A Smile, Taking Shots Till I Vomit And I'm Passing Out. When I'm Sober I Just Feel Afraid, I Don't Know If I'ma Live To See Another Day. I'm Tryna Stand But I Feel Like I'm About To Cave, I'm So Trapped In My Mind Like A Fucking Slave. So Much Weight On My Chest Got Me Feeling Tired, Plague In My Soul I Swear Its Like A Wildfire, Like A Wildfire Spreading Everywhere. Take A Look Into My Eyes, See The Pain Yo, There's Plenty There.. See The Pain ? Yo, There's Plenty There, And I Don't Know If They Really Care.. Where Is Love Is It Anywhere And If It Is Yo, It's Really Rare.. Can A Broken Heart Be Repaired ? Can A Broken Heart Be Repaired.. Can You Tell Me Yo, I Need To Know Or Is It Lost In Our Own Despair..? Can You Tell Me Yo, I Need To Know.. Can You Tell Me Yo, I Need To Know... Or Is It Lost In Our Own Despair...

[@7thsense608]

Please keep rapping and writing bro. You inspire me and help me and struggles.

[@7thsense608]

through**

[@drewpedro1971]

The past is the past.. the price of your mind .. is making sure you make others happy .. your making your life of depression death or dying ... your pain is beautiful . A broken heart can't be repaired

[@twohandzcorleone]

Been listening to this song on repeat for over a year.... might be Jays biggest fan... real talk. I cry then I get strength to keep on keepin on. Your music hits my soul SUN. Got all your songs on spin n a playlist for them days. Don’t go pop n 4get us. Stay in ur lane cuz we need and love you... 100

[@jonathanbayles2455]

I'm new to you but I felt every word you said keep writing on

[@robertyergeau1438]

This song literally feels like its my life story. I’ve been fighting for long I just want to give up. I get closer and closer every day.. 😪 I just don’t know anymore.

[@Immittz]

I feel the same way and rn I feel like just ending it but something just holds me from doing it and idk why

[@tylerkirkman201]

j this shit is so deep never give up bro, like I connect a 110 percent with you, from the military to baby mama drama to just life in general. your music moves me and helps. thanks man means a lot

[@yulissalopez6612]

My friend overdosed Sunday morning. He had sent me this song telling me it was how he felt. Never thought he’d actually take his own life. I miss him more than ever. I keep replaying this song, he was in sooo much pain. My dear friend oh how I miss him 😔💔

[@barbaraguzman749]

you might not reply but damm I been sober for a year and it's the hards thing coz it's a baddle I fight with everyday just wanna let u know that appreciate what u do I swear God guide me to you coz I was in the point to kill my self but then I heard your lyrics your story your pain and i felt so understood I didn't feel alone so I hear u to motivate me becomes iam worth living iam worth fighting for another day .. much love and my God keep guiding you .. God bless u and your amazing music. .

[@karinascreationz3205]

I realte too this song , I cry , and cry, I know how u feel jaytekz I feel like dying , It hurts I try too change but it's who I am , I am 13 almost 14 and I've been through alot

[@danielanaya4486]

Hey Karina if you need someone to talk to add me on insta Lil_54

[@karicurl8852]

Always love who you are

[@eazyh.3569]

you spelt relate wrong also a lot

[@sebastianek3766]

I hope you realize how much youve been helping people thru this, most of us feel this way and its sad how nobody talks about it because we are all afraid to speak out.

[@teambreezy9224]

You can easily see this guys tears by just hearing his voice. We pusch u Jay, stay strong. ❤ Love from Sweden.

[@paiget8053]

wow i love your music . your speaking everything that i feel

[@adama3196]

Why do I feel this pain Hurt Loneliness Depression I think it's time to say goodbye to the ones I love and leave this world

[@fledglingsole9315]

No don’t leave the ones you love it’s going to get better trust me!

[@fledglingsole9315]

Please don’t die everyone will miss you your loved ones love you open up to someone life is worth living

[@headhunter4214]

Don’t do that

[@michaelgreene4817]

you are the only reason im still living jaytez! i love you!

[@lpstwix4612]

You make me feel like half the songs are about my life I realized that I'm not the only one out there that feels like this inside I'm glad I ran across your music when I did I was going THRU some bad depression at that time I thank you from the bottom of my heart bro your music pick me back up an pointed me in the rite derection an I thank you for that jaytekz you'll always have a fan her I been rocking with you now for about 3 maybe 4 years an I still slap all your song on KZbin bro well stay up bro an be safe out here late

[@ShadzV2]

Don't wanna see you give up man you have talent and I'm sure everyone can agree your lyrics are inspirational keep it up man

[@kidschig]

best rapper with feel :3

[@aqwfreesing8226]

Remember Jay. Your fans are here for you, keep going, depression fuckin sucks.

[@ginuenmiller]

2 years later and he still speaks what I can not. Thank you for this

[@SuperTyyonna]

popping pills so I don't feel the pain 💔😪💊

[@jonasmadsen1698]

same here

[@aka.bratz2825]

Need help...

[@danielanaya4486]

@@aka.bratz2825 add me on insta @lil_54 i can try...i wont leave no matter what

[@ryleeosborn3328]

I usually drink so I don’t feel the pain.

[@breezymallory8680]

Help help talk to someone don’t hurt yourselves that makes it worst I’ll be praying for you all

[@BobsBurgers6996]

write 2 things down a day youre greatful for even small things like clean clothes youll see the good soon

[@yovngwilliam98]

good idea thank you sir💯🙏

[@rubenmuniz813]

yea i just realized how good life is to me

[@BobsBurgers6996]

+Ruben Muniz ya hope it helps anyone i had to do it as an assignment in schoool in 6th grade groaned the whole time. did it on my own later on just to see and it helped me notice more good for sure

[@FishTacoNation]

That's actually an amazing idea. Will do!

[@BobsBurgers6996]

+Panda Casey right on let me know how it works

[@jasonkmvang]

jaytekz ... i owe you my life ... youre one of the reasons I have the strength to continue ... keep doing you ... never change thank you.

[@justagam3r572]

Thank you jayteks i found an escape and to end my life was the answer no one ever truly cared about me "i dont struggle was the Answer" hopefully those people understand the pain i once really felt ..

[@bryanschz.]

I can relate💔

[@arykakellymorgan504]

See. This is good stuff that people can relate too because I know I can. But then you have the people that rap about nothing. Keep it up yo. You make people feel like there's still a chance.

[@hikigayaoreki8240]

Bro even after 5 years this sing just hits me now that I've grown older it hits deeper

[@stefftm3917]

Smh I used to always listen to this song when I was 12. Sad that I was going through depression this young but I’ve learned the whole way and now it made me who I am