Thank you EVERYONE for watching the video!!! I know it's a very graphic video, and the song touches a very delicate subject, but this is the harsh reality of life for MANY of us. I hope you all can relate, and continue sharing!!! (P.S, this video is almost at 1Million views in ONE day on Facebook!!!) so sick!!!!
@meshachismylover15698 жыл бұрын
That's what's up homie !! LOVE YOUR MUSIC
@Desidez_4448 жыл бұрын
Good shit man!! this vid hit me hard 😢 deep asf 💯
@ozzymorquecho89018 жыл бұрын
that's fire bro🔥🔥👌 I'm in the same situation tho honestly #jaytekz
@Desidez_4448 жыл бұрын
+David Tenangueno ye I feel ya 💯
@dragonstary8 жыл бұрын
+Always, JayteKz well your video n lyrics are sick m8
@tyahpinckney58738 жыл бұрын
this is one of the realest songs out there. Instead of rapping about drug sex and killing each other, he actually hit a topic so deep
@caus82828 жыл бұрын
Please search up PhoraYT he truth.
@kingphantomjay48508 жыл бұрын
You guys should look up Witt Lowry, underdog and truth
@juniordaboss13678 жыл бұрын
I hear phora
@dylanhannahoe36788 жыл бұрын
look up the speech Rocky did about life
@franciscoae89948 жыл бұрын
Search up Phora💯
@marissalove86088 жыл бұрын
He said everything I'm scared to say💯
@angiecarrillo42268 жыл бұрын
same tbh
@SageofCinder8 жыл бұрын
the Feels are Real in this Song made me Cry Yo its a Dope song Homie thank you for you know speaking out for some of us wish we could it makes you think a lot Much Love bro
@noemiserrano94118 жыл бұрын
yo! same!😕
@nightmetal78968 жыл бұрын
yup
@Sierralorraine8 жыл бұрын
right💯
@2425jasmine Жыл бұрын
6 years later and I’m still listening to this song and feel the emotion in his words 😞❤️
@nathangunter75 Жыл бұрын
Those who get it, do, much love sis
@akeshawilson2980 Жыл бұрын
I feel how he feel
@RickyOneOfAMine Жыл бұрын
You made it!😊 Wish I knew how?
@RickyOneOfAMine Жыл бұрын
@@akeshawilson2980 COPY
@HogenLewis Жыл бұрын
I promise life will get better hold you head up 😞trust me ik how you feel
@vasilisd.63555 жыл бұрын
Have you ever heard a song and say damn what he know bout my life.. This is it..
@coryeastham51625 жыл бұрын
Same here bro. Im here for all of you and were all have it hard. Im still scared ima pop one off. But i listen and relax. Bc somewere out there someone cares
@vasilisd.63555 жыл бұрын
@@coryeastham5162 that's not the solution dude that is the solution only if there aren't any solutions to your problem and that if you really search for it I mean really really years of search and not some stupid ass reason like a girlfriend reject... Real problems like health reasons that block you from living your life and that only if you can't live with those problems like I am I got sick in Feb 2018 with bacterial meningitis which left me with some severe complications I almost died and I wish that would every fucking day and suicide is on my mind 24/7 ever since but every time I think of my loved ones after I do it that pain and my father would do the same thing he said it.. I just can't.. So I'm waiting if a miracle happens and I fully recover from that shit and be able to live my life cause all I can do now is wait and stay home... Every time I think of my past life even the worst of the worst days I would prefer living then than now and that why I gave my gun to a friend to keep it but didn't say why he like guns so he thinks of that why I gave it to him
@melissanelson28595 жыл бұрын
Billias D. I agree
@armandointeriano58535 жыл бұрын
Fact
@armandointeriano58535 жыл бұрын
@@coryeastham5162 i needed that
@TomDaCat10 Жыл бұрын
This song came out just in time when I was selling meth and running the streets of vegas. I really thought I had it all together but things just kept getting worse. Fast forward 7yrs later I’m saved now and I serving Christ.I’ve stumbled upon your TikTok , I just wanted to say that this song honestly helped me to express my pain inside. If you are reading this, know that its good to let things go, we all got to learn that. God bless you on your journey; pray that you be guided and protected brother man.
@Jesus_is_LORD4448 ай бұрын
Same what’s your TikTok bro?
@darkmenace58786 жыл бұрын
Feeling like this everyday. Shits depressing.
@redacted_____6 жыл бұрын
PT Boyz same
@justine96926 жыл бұрын
I- lost everyone and yeah i feel like this everyday too
@irenehernandez26205 жыл бұрын
I'm sure one time in your life you felt like that
@irenehernandez26205 жыл бұрын
You probably felt like that at one time
@joshuamaynard71805 жыл бұрын
same here
@MirandaRite3 жыл бұрын
I hate when people won’t listen to a song bc it’s “sad” Bich life is sad. Music is an escape to some of us. It’s actually magical and beautiful someone can make such a lovely and truthful song with the pain in the background.
@kiddlich31342 жыл бұрын
This time 10000000
@ryanqueen48392 жыл бұрын
Facts
@tomfisher43172 жыл бұрын
I love this 😁
@natibrandt93432 ай бұрын
Yes. Don't let these motherfuckers take your music away. Fuck em.
@omarmustafa21775 жыл бұрын
Did it hit anyone else when he said “what’s a smile if you’re not really happy” or “nobody understands how u feel deep inside but u gotta stay strong with your head held high”?
@fadelfungames9515 жыл бұрын
Otown FTW it hit me so hard
@colemccormick79295 жыл бұрын
Otown FTW hit me like a 18 wheeler doing 80 down the highway
@omarmustafa21775 жыл бұрын
cole mccormick lmao
@davidwitzel81705 жыл бұрын
Yep
@Lighters_Up4 жыл бұрын
Brooo hell yeah, I came down to the comments to see if anybody said it, as soon as I hear that I was like “fuckkkkk....”
@junoreacts8 жыл бұрын
this is how i feel everyday
@jeremymercer11858 жыл бұрын
Jeremy Day same 😞
@User-ts4lv8 жыл бұрын
Jeremy Day U DON'T EVEN WANNA KNOW😢
@gomezcristo42148 жыл бұрын
go on my youtube subscribe
@bsg_damo8 жыл бұрын
Jeremy Day "Fuck tomorrow I wanna die tonight." that's a hint. and it's night time. shitty life shitty world. too much bro. adios.
@junoreacts8 жыл бұрын
Gomez Cristo surr
@tamberlynsaadieh23225 жыл бұрын
“But I’m sick and tired of bein sick of life.”😔
@wildbillwilson49465 жыл бұрын
I feel ur pain I rlly do its not easy
@tamberlynsaadieh23225 жыл бұрын
Wildbill Wilson the pain will get worse before it subsides. Keep your head up...I’m always praying for things to get better
@tamberlynsaadieh23225 жыл бұрын
Crimson Chara I know it feels like you’re trapped in a box, living the same day every day . It will be all okay soo
@wildbillwilson49465 жыл бұрын
@@tamberlynsaadieh2322 gits worse every day in as single father of 2 trying to tack care of my kids so its hard
@tamberlynsaadieh23225 жыл бұрын
Wildbill Wilson I cant tell you that your situation will get better it worse, but know that every situation has hope in some way. Find faith, pray and see the beauty of everything. Most of all do NOT give up..Be there for your kids because they need you more than anything. It can get better, don’t lose all hope because this is jsut a rough patch or your life that you will overcome if you keep your head high. Bumpy roads do lead to beautiful destinations my friend and believe me when I say this, it is not the end. I know it hurts and I know that you have probably been through things that you feel are impossible to overcome from..but everyone can overcome their struggles. These are your battle scars. When you make it out of this mess you will look back and be proud of you and your kids for making it through. Keep your head held high, the water will get deep
@youhavea.i.d.s90973 жыл бұрын
Man I'm here in 2021 and this is literally my life
@LowNSlowRam503 жыл бұрын
Keep your head up high king. It’s rough out there, life wasn’t made for us, we were made for life!
@jazzmonhernandez81413 жыл бұрын
Bro ong
@angelandrade73393 жыл бұрын
Keep yo head up gods with you🙏❤️
@stevenbutler38573 жыл бұрын
I’m here with you bro
@brazo53493 жыл бұрын
Same thing hear
@stitch14577 жыл бұрын
its 2017 and I'm still listening to this still fucking good.
@justjosh6867 жыл бұрын
iDropMusic same dude
@Hdjdudu6197 жыл бұрын
me to
@professorkush25677 жыл бұрын
iDropMusic lol music isn't food it doesent expire no matter how old it is dumbass.
@MyTheboss217 жыл бұрын
this my fav song
@Apexx6 жыл бұрын
It's 2018 and I'm still listening
@hunterstewart25208 жыл бұрын
when the person you love leaves without warning, shit I need help I can't take the pain
@thedon.328 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry bro, you will make this I promise, just don't think about what this song says trust me.
@nathancannon14708 жыл бұрын
Hey man I went through something like that recently. Best I can tell you is honestly ask one of your friends to just take all the shit you want to say to them. It really does help.
@devoidgaming40178 жыл бұрын
that happened to me and one of my friends another one of my friends told us to just shut off our emotions for the time being, it worked for both of us
@ThisJustin348 жыл бұрын
Turn to Christ my friend, he can help.
@xxP1ST0LER0xx8 жыл бұрын
Keep in mind brother that good things don't last forever.
@Jacob-ig6tf6 жыл бұрын
"what's a smile if your not really happy?"
@szxvu23756 жыл бұрын
I wish I knew what the meant or feels like.
@littlebirdie12386 жыл бұрын
I ask myself this question every day
@malcom11116 жыл бұрын
a mask that nobody is able to see
@ashleyprettyman10066 жыл бұрын
Thats what i am saying
@saramari68886 жыл бұрын
Nfs💯
@caseycane5056 ай бұрын
Depression and anxiety are real but so is Jesus Christ. Give your life to Jesus. All this will fade when you submit to Him. God bless everyone who is dealing with these feelings and thoughts. You are not alone. God is right there by your side call upon the name of the Lord. ❤
@FelishaPirkle5 ай бұрын
Getting saved doesn't take depression away hun... Sorry to break it to you. I have received Jesus Christ, surrendered, and received the Holy Spirit and still deal with depression and hard times
@caseycane5055 ай бұрын
@@FelishaPirkle He delivered me from my depression. I still have anxiety but I know it’s because I’m not trusting Him as much as I could. Once we work towards our faith in Him, I know for a fact that these feelings can fade away. And yes we are going to have some tough times but God is greater than our problems. ❤️ God bless I pray that He will deliver you from anything that is hindering you from getting closer to Him❤️
@makailagranado77728 жыл бұрын
man this song literally says everything i fucking felt inside for the past 3 years
@bubbaalexander71918 жыл бұрын
makaila granado my baby mama is keeping my son from home, and she ripped him out of my arms, a part of me died forrreal. Sometimes i feel like dying
@davineh8 жыл бұрын
+Bubba Alexander I know that same exact feeling my mother took my daughter from me and since thn my motivation for life has been minimum but u gotta stay strong for ur kid all u can do!
@xrouwze79188 жыл бұрын
makaila granado this is how ive always been, my family got torn up and ive always had 1or both parents gone. Missing birthdays and the holidays. My dad hasnt been here for a single one of my birthdays. He did some stupid shit and got in trouble
@jacobinfante3757 жыл бұрын
makaila granado I'm sorry by Joyner Lucas hit hard as fuck. listen to it
@alexasgipson13477 жыл бұрын
x RouwZe SAME SHIT BRO MY DAD DID THE SAME THING TO ME THE ONLY PERSON THAT WAS THERE FOR ME AN SHOWED UP TO MY BRITHDAY WAS MY MOM HE WILL AWAYS BE IN JAIL AND SHIT !!!!!!!!!!! SO I FUCKEN FELL U HE IS OUT OF JAIL AND SHIT BUT HE STICKS UP FOR HE BITCH ASS GIRLFRIEND MORE THEN ME AND I DON'T LOKE THAT THIS MAKE ME CRY EVER TIME 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😞😞😞😧😧😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😿😿😿😿😿😿😿
@hi-cx6my8 жыл бұрын
He took out all my emotions I have been feeling for 3 years & has created it in to a beautiful written song. This honestly hit me so deep, thank you JayTekz! Much love.
@fkasqar84848 жыл бұрын
My G's face has grown 10 years older but his voice still the same as when he was 15 in the back of that car.
@gravy4598 жыл бұрын
Money kicks fan?
@fkasqar84848 жыл бұрын
+DQ Activities I am yeah
@lupitacatalan35728 жыл бұрын
ll l
@kylewicks31038 жыл бұрын
Farouk ak to
@johnnyruiz67878 жыл бұрын
My G's face has grown 10 years older but his voice still the same as when he was 15 in the back of that car.
@Therealsammay Жыл бұрын
Why am I just now finding this??? Hits too close to home. If you're reading this, don't go nowhere we need u. 🙏
@ryry2saucy7127 жыл бұрын
what is life if you can't make the most of it what is love if you can't get a hold of it what's a smile if your not really happy wake up every day with a frown feeling crappy tell me what is laughter when you just wanna cry and life is a disaster and you just wanna die nobody understands how you feel deep inside but you gotta stay strong with your head held high I got so many questions why is life such a bitch when you least expect it and how does everybody have it all figured out as I sit and pout this shit so depressing fuck I'm so emotional I guess these are thoughts of a broken soul with a broken heart outspoken mind I'm tryna find who I am on this path of mine but I don't know I don't know it's been a long time since I felt like myself I might as well grab the nine and take the safety off and let the bullet pierce right through my scalp shit I need help shit I need help shit I need help I don't really know who the fuck I can turn to I try to take my time and listen to advice see I was told patience is a virtue but I'm sick and tired of being sick of life fuck tomorrow I wanna die tonight fuck the future fuck the present fuck the drama yo fuck the stressing fuck the judgements fuck assumptions fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing fuck them all yo I'm done talking stay the fuck away when I'm inside my coffin
@jayxx38637 жыл бұрын
2kool4skool thanks
@allthingsfootball59677 жыл бұрын
2kool4skool kool bro😊😊
@Marcoroniii7 жыл бұрын
2kool4skool cool
@hannahnichols83637 жыл бұрын
2kool4skool n
@dj_noob2487 жыл бұрын
2kool4skool send me this lyric on my kik @unripful
@breannanorthcutt91244 жыл бұрын
Whos still listening to this in 2020🙋♀️
@afrolic_psyduck59424 жыл бұрын
Yeet, I am! Jaytekz the shit!
@daddygirl29224 жыл бұрын
Me I do
@tylerseward74984 жыл бұрын
Breanna Northcutt me for 4 yrs nowhere day it came out
@Ladle_Lover4 жыл бұрын
WhOs LiStEnInG tO tHiS iN 2020??? shut the fuck up these comments are made by fucking dumbass 12 year olds now go fuck yourself
@f.o.eooo-z24224 жыл бұрын
Me
@usdepartmentoftreasuryinte60526 жыл бұрын
Having a gun to your own head is one of the most empty feelings you could ever have. It's just absolute helplessness. You really feel like you've hit rock bottom and there is no lower you can go. It's simultaneously comforting and terrifying.
@brandenlee53166 жыл бұрын
It's like the feeling of emptiness, but yet total control. Because you could change everything with one action. It's very sobering.
@sheldonmurphy60315 жыл бұрын
Been there ! Have not had a gun since !
@Sirsoysauceington5 жыл бұрын
I had my brothers gun to my skull a couple weeks ago. The only reason I stayed is to keep my girl happy. She means the world to me. 😔
@emosam95175 жыл бұрын
My brother in law put a gun to his head and pulled the trigger and it missed fired
@unknownerror55645 жыл бұрын
@@emosam9517 Take Care Of Your Brother Don't mess with Life Enjoy It Till Death Approaches You Instead Of You Approaching It Early
@theharshtruthoutthere Жыл бұрын
We live to seek GOD and for His glory. Life on earth is a test and sadly many fails for 2 reasons: - they are raise up in ways they should not go, - therefore Pride becomes too big and keeps us form hearing THE QUIET VOICE OF GOD.
@chapparanjackass7 жыл бұрын
Bro please put this on spotify!! This is what I need please!
@dylanfrei23527 жыл бұрын
arsenalxv o Apple Music too plz
@enteruserdata45656 жыл бұрын
YES
@alicialongdon45656 жыл бұрын
Alicia got home
@Rich_2166 жыл бұрын
arsenalxv o Its on Pandora
@alicialongdon45656 жыл бұрын
Alicia could meet
@meghancummings56514 жыл бұрын
I remember seeing this on facebook when I was in middle school, seriously contemplating suicide and this song really hit home.. i’m happy to say I survived that time in my life, and although mental health will always be a struggle for me, I have gotten the help i’ve needed for so long, I’ve met my soul mate, and things are better.❤️ thank you for producing this, and to anyone who is still feeling this, please get help, it can be better for you.
@ronaldhardheart90453 жыл бұрын
That's when I found this song an I was in same position
@brianhunter55223 жыл бұрын
🙌🙌
@northernpike68943 жыл бұрын
I tried to get help and Noone really cared
@shin70663 жыл бұрын
@@northernpike6894 it’s because no one does just fucking do it or take pills, your call.
@mckanaloslobos66043 жыл бұрын
im feeling this way now
@javierorta43167 жыл бұрын
you sir have my up most respect, this song is just too good,simply amazing,blew my mind,keep working on music man you deserve more
@harryhopez40936 жыл бұрын
Javier Orta good choice of words, “blew your mind”😑😬
@christiebrown74966 жыл бұрын
Javier Orta I now have a
@harryhopez40936 жыл бұрын
Fluffy71025 kmt jus stfu smh🙄
@javierorta43166 жыл бұрын
I was just praising his music
@friendlyneighborhoodgunguy3 жыл бұрын
5 fuckin years later and still makes me cry. I wish nobody ever had to feel this kind of pain.
@adamcaballero16623 жыл бұрын
I'm feeling it I need help...
@axelrodriguez52023 жыл бұрын
Count me in .
@isiaheisenmenger6442 жыл бұрын
And the really fucked up part is that what you're feeling is just 1 type of pain. So many diverse styles of pain we go through as humans and yet emotional pain is the 1 that's usually the most dangerous. You or anyone else ever need to talk hit me up. I'm here for ya
@friendlyneighborhoodgunguy2 жыл бұрын
@@isiaheisenmenger644 I greatly appreciate that. Same goes for you. We as humans have to look out for each other.
@isiaheisenmenger6442 жыл бұрын
@@friendlyneighborhoodgunguy appreciate it buddy. And yes we most certainly do
@madalynnmillspaugh21684 жыл бұрын
This song hit me when it came out, 4 years ago. I was a sophomore in high school. Nothing’s changed. 2 years out of HS I still feel this way. It never ends.
@axox53144 жыл бұрын
your not alone sis ❤️
@networkchaos4 жыл бұрын
Hehe stay strong
@ab822274 жыл бұрын
im sorry love, i pray that everything gets better for you. please keep your head held high, much love ❤️
@bone83524 жыл бұрын
It doesn't end really. So you learn to cope eventually you just gotta do it in a healthy way. I had REAL bad depression right after highschool that led me down a path of self desecration and polyaddiction to benzos, opiates, and synthetic cannabinoids. Have a goal that you actually want to do and feel like is worth working for. This is a big help. If you ever want to talk let me know!
@johnhaiderii87624 жыл бұрын
You gotta change the way you perceive whats in front of you....mold each ouchie into a learning lesson. But actually learn. It helps.
@izzyellen887 жыл бұрын
My little brother was 24 years old when his life was taken in a tragic car accident. He was with a friend, we are sure they were on drugs and they ran a stop sign and hit a tow truck and died on scene. In the following days we learned this was a possible suicide (the girl he was with and him also were both in bad life situations facing jail time and very depressed). My brother was diagnosed bi polar and got involved with drugs to make him numb the things he felt and would talk about suicide and his depression frequently. It has been three months and his friend Haley looked through his phone that was found on his body and found this song. EVERYTHING this song talks about is my brother. He was very passionate about music and felt so deeply. Everything in this songs lyrics hit so close to home. About not thinking he was meant for this world to wondering if things would of taken a different turn for him that things would of been better. I listen to this song every day now. Hold your loved ones tight no matter what. I was dumb enough to push my brother away when he got involved in drugs and getting in trouble to protect myself and my children and now I am numb. I listen to this and I wish I could smell him or hug him or just tell him to please not go away because I love him so much. I miss him so much- please hold everyone to so close and if they are ever battling mental illness hold them close and let them know how much they are loved.
@lanellharvey98867 жыл бұрын
hay do not be sad at least he is with you EVERY SINGLE DAY of your life he is next to you and at least he is in a better place now
@zarifinator13277 жыл бұрын
CloverLeaf _ the fuck is wrong with you
@JoeKammerExclusive7 жыл бұрын
Izzy Swan Damn, that's the same way my cousin died.. He was like a brother to me even though I didn't see him often
@ingridsantiago70807 жыл бұрын
damm.............thats the same thing that happend to me but with my cousin and he got gun. your right we need to tell everyone that we love them because one day they wont be here anymore and you will just wish that you told them at least "i love you." im sorry for your lost.
@ramiromiranda21107 жыл бұрын
I don't know you but everything will be alright I promise thank you for telling us your story I love you
@Ty-qe1jb6 жыл бұрын
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here [Jaytekz:] What is life if you can't make the most of it? What is love if you can't get a hold of it? What's a smile if you're not really happy? Wake up everyday with a frown feeling crappy Tell me what is laughter when you just want to cry And life is a disaster and you just want to die Nobody understands how you feel deep inside But you got to stay strong with your head held high I got so many questions Yeah, why is life such a bitch when you least expect it? And how does everybody have it all figured out? As I sit and pout, this shits so depressing Fuck, I'm so emotional I guess these are the thoughts of a broken soul With a broken heart, outspoken mind I'm trying to find who I am on this path of mine But I don't know, I don't know It's been a long time since I felt like myself I might as well grab the nine and take the safety off And let the bullet pierce right through my scalp Shit, I need help Shit, I need help Shit, I need help I don't really know who the fuck I can turn to I try to take my time and listen to advice See, I was told patience is a virtue But I'm sick and tired of being sick of life Fuck tomorrow, I want to die tonight Fuck the future, fuck the present Fuck the drama Yo, fuck the stressing Fuck the judgments, fuck assumptions Fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing Fuck 'em all, yo I'm done talking Stay the fuck away when I'm inside my coffin [Joseph Kay:] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here [Jaytekz:] Everyday is a burden for me So many regrets, it discourages me Like where would I be if I didn't drop out And I kept taking classes and grandma was proud? And where would I be if my father was here? And mom was with him and their love was sincere No fucking divorce, no need for the courts Together forever, they fought through the storms They fought through it all Yeah, through the trials of love, they never quit But it's sad to say that that's not the case Cause they broke apart, that shit makes me pissed Yo, fuck Yo, fuck Do I give up or do I stand on my feet? Do I give in to the hardships of life Living every single day as I die on my knees Shit, what should I do? What should I do? Do I hold on to this thing called life? Do I stay strong when there's tears in my eyes? Do I move on when I'm hurting inside? Where do I go? Where do I go? Under the ground when I'm finally at peace Away from the world, away from the sorrow and pain That's been hidden within me so deep [Joseph Kay:] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
@destinyrobinson86605 жыл бұрын
Thank you!!
@kdubdroopy5 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@sollysolomon2805 жыл бұрын
thank you for the lyrics👍👍👍
@danielartis47825 жыл бұрын
Why repeat
@maliyamunoz95135 жыл бұрын
thanks!
@btf19953 жыл бұрын
Shit hits hard bro. I have PTSD and some days are harder than others. Life’s a bitch and some days she is tame but damn has she been hard lately. Keep it up brother, helping us all get through this life
@majesticdreams2402 жыл бұрын
I have PTSD too, I know what you mean.. it sucks
@nakazifilmz62712 жыл бұрын
Ptsd sucks especially when people take it as a joke😔😧
@nakazifilmz62712 жыл бұрын
Feel better brodie
@llcblujay36552 жыл бұрын
I have ptsd too mahn it's hard especially when you were numbing it with alcohol so you've never dealt with it without a bottle and I've been sober for so long and it hits hard after not having that to numb it
@giseleaponte4516 Жыл бұрын
I totally get what your saying about PTSD. Nobody seems to understand how it causes so much chaos .
@driftingthroughspace8565 жыл бұрын
They say “things will get better” but they never seem to.
@projectreborn64795 жыл бұрын
Drifting Through Space amen brother amen
@favier98565 жыл бұрын
Hang in there. We're all survivors.
@NsaNeClipz5 жыл бұрын
Drifting Through Space Things really do get better I’ve been in a really deep depression since 6th grade and I’m now a sophomore in high school and I’m the happiest I’ve ever been just take time to focus on just yourself and what makes you happy ( even tho it seems like nothing will) u have to find it and enjoy it by yourself until u feel comfortable making friends and find the ones that actually care cause there r going to be ones that r fake af. And ig I’ll tell u my story to make it more convincing bad home life for awhile tried to commit suicide twice when to 2 mental hospitals felt the same turned to drugs, thought it made it better but it didn’t so I took time to focus on myself and did nothing in school but focus on me and now I’m happy so all it takes is time. (I know what a rant for a 15 year old)
@NsaNeClipz5 жыл бұрын
And now my grades r good also
@goldgames56365 жыл бұрын
RuTHLess SLapZ I know people say it gets better but it doesn’t I just want to die there’s nothing on the world for me all I do is hurt and I hate it why do I even try to keep moving forward
@imdevin39706 жыл бұрын
Do I stay strong when there’s tears in my eyes - simply my favorite line
@young__savageyoung__savage6 жыл бұрын
ImDoinkx that's my favorite part to
@jessicalimas42866 жыл бұрын
I feel the same
@wesboy06446 жыл бұрын
Mine's stay tf away when I'm inside my cofin
@darkangel26505 жыл бұрын
Thumbs up if listening ti this in 2019
@fuckyabuds5 жыл бұрын
It's a coincidence that the thumbs up bitten was 666 but when I tap it than 667 XD I am now courced
@jamescampbell90955 жыл бұрын
Not cursed, jus cut both wrist,. But not bleeding like i thought,, so i tried again 3 times now,,, hummm, mayb god does exist,,??,, here of need to chat
@jay89855 жыл бұрын
James Campbell I wish I could help man but I’m in the same boat
@stopthesickness64355 жыл бұрын
Lets storm Area 51 my Suicide friends
@jayreklez5 жыл бұрын
Dark angel happy 1k likes man you're welcome 😌
@PhillyGee_OfficialPage5 ай бұрын
8 years later and still hits me deep
@billbloch55855 жыл бұрын
This song keeps me alive...we're different in many ways, but I can relate to this too much. Its been a couple years now, but this is exactly how I feel. You keep me alive and taking steps forward with all of your music...
@kayleeniven28898 жыл бұрын
I've listened to this at least 100 times today.
@mattatkins53338 жыл бұрын
Same
@jayylynn43508 жыл бұрын
right. stay strong.
@Vontaee_Gz8 жыл бұрын
same
@aynjele28958 жыл бұрын
same
@angelcardinall56198 жыл бұрын
same. 24/7
@tommyfoxx2848 жыл бұрын
who almost cries when they hear this this shit hits me hard
@ciilaotero84278 жыл бұрын
me
@smokeyconez67268 жыл бұрын
Tommy Foxx me
@turtlegoesslowmoreno31957 жыл бұрын
right here \
@notcrisp-leech3577 жыл бұрын
Tommy Foxx mee😭
@Alicia7167 жыл бұрын
Tommy Foxx I feel u on this
@Charles.D892 жыл бұрын
I’m thankful for people like you who make music about this stuff. It helps so many of us to hear it but sometimes it’s like we all want to give up. Life is so damn hard.
@TK-uz4ts2 жыл бұрын
Are you doing okay?
@gravechicken98619 ай бұрын
Hey you still here,? You doing ok?
@hollows12048 жыл бұрын
"But im sick and tired of being sick of life Fuck tomorrow I wanna die tonight Fuck the future Fuck the present Fuck the drama Yo fuck the stressin' Fuck the judgments Fuck assumptions Fuck the ones who made me feel like nothin' Fuck em all I'm done talkin' Stay the fuck away when I'm inside my coffin yea." Here you go
@destinysanchez79678 жыл бұрын
💯💯
@UnknownPerson-eh8dk8 жыл бұрын
Spencer Reacts It's 'Fuck em all' not 'The fuck am i'
@hollows12048 жыл бұрын
Ok ill change it Thanks
@VeronicaLopez-pw5lg7 жыл бұрын
Spencer Reacts 6
@AshAmickRella7 жыл бұрын
Spencer Reacts 💯
@eugenio30485 жыл бұрын
I remember listening to this when I was 14... once I heard this I knew something was wrong with me and decided to get hospitalised. this song truly saved my life and I'm so greatful for you. now I'm 16 (Turning 17 in september) and I'm proud of never committing, that's was one of my best choices in life. Thank you Jaytekz, you truly are my hero.
@tyler94984 жыл бұрын
Eugenio aye I’m happy you disinterested in doing that man fr that shii fucced up ik how u feel stay strong
@Robertakitch4 жыл бұрын
Proud of you
@eugenio30484 жыл бұрын
@@Robertakitch thank you so much 😭 I've honestly started falling back into this circle, but I'm trying to just stay alive. It's genuinely been so hard, but I'm still here so I must be doing something right 😅
@TozenForHonor4 жыл бұрын
It’s always gunna be a fight, especially when this big wave comes crashing down out of nowhere. Just remember to never be afraid to ask for help, always reach out or you’ll drown in it.
@bone83524 жыл бұрын
I had a very good friend kill himself. It was 2 years ago and I still think about it everyday. It had been 3 years since I saw him when it happened (Millitary). I'm glad you didn't do it because it will effect the lives of people you know in unrepairable ways. Forever.
@Adrian-fg4lx7 жыл бұрын
I love the little bell in 1:19 for some reason it just hits me so well
@kimberlyfigueroa17637 жыл бұрын
I guess lol...
@D3FCVN7 жыл бұрын
IKR its such a chill melody. I would love for this to be only instrumental. this song should be in the top 50 hip-hop
@thevault5193 Жыл бұрын
This song speaks to me, i felt every word to my core. Great song Jaytekz 🙏
@CryptoBlog2307 жыл бұрын
This song and Joyner Luca's I'm Sorry walk me through my daily activities, I come from a community where people tend to believe being depressed is bitchy, no one to talk to, all they do is laugh at how emotional bitch I am but I'm happy to keep this tracks in my playlist. Put a smile back on my face!
@jerkkkkitlb7 жыл бұрын
I love Joyner Lucas
@Gusy-ii4ox7 жыл бұрын
FootySketch 😃
@brandonmiller54787 жыл бұрын
FootySketch I'm not trying to be rude, but In my opinion I don't believe in depression. Only because I have been sad a lot, but you have to find something good about everyday life and focus on it to "achieve" happiness. I used to be very sad until I found weight lifting and it actually made my life a lot better.
@RixJulianRix19977 жыл бұрын
Brandon Miller lemme guess, you dont believe in evolution either? jk fam, had to do it
@brandonmiller54787 жыл бұрын
Julian Rix nah I just don't think someone should be sad all the time and not try to do anything about it. Also taking pills from a pharmacy is just bs. Not to be ignorant but I'm gonna be blunt. Grow a pair of balls and find your own happiness.
@lilchicken42276 жыл бұрын
This gets me so good...like sometimes u happy but then u are alone and the blackness comes and tears u apart...and u try finding a solution to ur problem but you've been searching and searching and NOTHINGG😭💔
@rav19977 жыл бұрын
I hear some people talk about his voice...but his voice has a lot of pain in it. No one else can rap this song with the exact same feeling.
@jbgdrew99554 ай бұрын
I listened to this song when I was 15 I’m 23 now.. man shit still hasn’t got better. This song speaks to me on volumes
@adamjhonson-js5uu3 ай бұрын
You got this! Still young and plenty of time to turn things around
@matthewpirkle205 жыл бұрын
Just found this and it's been my situation spot on everyday sit on the side of the bed wondering if it's my last days till I get the courage to do it or not. people say get some help but it's not that easy you go to counseling tell them how your thinking they stick you in a room and your safe for the time but your still trapped in your own thoughts it doesn't help..
@miketurner85634 жыл бұрын
Its not your last you are needed by some.one you are some one reason to live betger days will come.
@edwardseverinsen55984 жыл бұрын
Try some volunteer work where you get to see the result of your hard work. You'd be amazed how much helping other people will lift your spirits.
@saigegamer3374 жыл бұрын
Matt I know how you feel every day I think to myself y the fuck am I hear all I do is anoy people and pis them off trust me man I know how you feel
@compamousiekc37264 жыл бұрын
*THIS COMMENT IS DEEP AF💯. TRAPPED IN YOUR OWN THOUGHTS. I'LL LEAVE THAT HERE*
@faithwind33764 жыл бұрын
@@compamousiekc3726 NO YOUR NAME. THAT'S ENOUGH SAID.
@k_3bd6918 жыл бұрын
This guy is lit 💯🔥 Like his music a lot
@keishanmcclainkeishan95498 жыл бұрын
J Casta
@jerome34838 жыл бұрын
I wonder if i showed this to every person who's ever put me/someone down, they'd know how we really feel....
@fourwaystodie8 жыл бұрын
Mock Ladz I feel you man
@ivanhurtado57797 жыл бұрын
Mock Ladz feels 😔
@KayCole317 жыл бұрын
tried it..he didn't care 😔 we just have to be strong for ourselves we can't make people care even at this point.
@ravenosornio97328 ай бұрын
I've heard this song so many times even your other songs when I break down bc it saves me and it's all the truth I feel you so much thank you for being here making these it helps and I'm sorry you have to go through it I hate it
@michaelapplegate23587 жыл бұрын
As someone who battles depression anxiety suicidal thoughts self harm, this song is beautiful. Take care of yourself, love yourself, seek help if you need it. Trust me there are agencies who will help.
@kaylamatamoros32307 жыл бұрын
michael applegate me and my friends recently got walked up on by a cop as we smoked weed cause honestly all of us have gone through someone or deal with something everyday and he asked us why we did it and we told him straight up family deaths depression all of our issues then he turned around and fucking laughed in our face and said there's pills for that yeah what tf ever dude pills that kill us turn us into zombies and shit fuck people that's why cops are so hated
@merissadominguez52667 жыл бұрын
michael applegate hey I have depression very bad there's day I want die
@jacobbonet92557 жыл бұрын
I'm figth it everyday
@isaakjones25077 жыл бұрын
Boi this is squeeeeeekkkkkyyyyy
@harrywilsonmcgill62157 жыл бұрын
michael applegate nah they just give u pills n tell u to take them everyday... Fuck that
@jadenviado64196 жыл бұрын
Most Underrated Rapper.
@chancemoll50556 жыл бұрын
Jaden Viado yeah I know
@ivanperales55806 жыл бұрын
This music for depressed people . This the good music
@apexgaming96095 жыл бұрын
Jaden Viado idk look up my man bmike
@juniorsantiago82695 жыл бұрын
@@apexgaming9609 BMike ok. Phora.
@juniorsantiago82695 жыл бұрын
@Goatifxed Nah... 6ix9ine sux
@nickyduarte77867 жыл бұрын
bro u just explained my life in this song cuz
@nickridez7 жыл бұрын
Nicky Duarte same 😔
@starlight23717 жыл бұрын
What is life when you can't make the most of it??? Take the safety off!!! I don't need help. Sometime I do have that feeling: "I want to die tonight." There been times I always feel I do not belong here....
@Valoldhudra7 жыл бұрын
Nicky Duarte y
@tamanlindforsbrown76347 жыл бұрын
Nicky Duarte same i just wanna fken die
@xolts32317 жыл бұрын
Agreeed. Fight on! As what I hear
@ctseeker15768 ай бұрын
2024 who else listens to this to feel some type of way
@mikevon94098 ай бұрын
Heard, my friend, we don't like life, but somehow, we're still here and they're not. The least we can do is keep moving forward for them.
@khonsiu66278 жыл бұрын
I guess that everybody here is feeling some type of pain 😔
@katelynnewcomb55678 жыл бұрын
true shit
@Firstall-qe4oe8 жыл бұрын
MELISSA84008 what
@tiffanylrenee7 жыл бұрын
khon siu yes I think everyone is
@edgarsanchez35087 жыл бұрын
khon siu same
@destinedtwo82957 жыл бұрын
My ass ain't, I just trying here some fuming music
@757chris8 жыл бұрын
songs like this fuck me up yo. grew up in these fucking streets after awhile you become so numb until it all hits you. hits you so fucking hard man. to anyone thats going through what i am or anything else. we got love for you. stay strong little soldiers. ive already lost so many of mine. i dont need anymore deaths man. i love every last one of y'all. this world needs more peace.
@allanwilsonberg95588 жыл бұрын
plz upload this to spotify
@brixbri04118 жыл бұрын
did they?
@allanwilsonberg95588 жыл бұрын
dont think so
@williamrodriguez14408 жыл бұрын
I'm with u
@donavancarpentier51188 жыл бұрын
fr. great song.
@MyTheboss218 жыл бұрын
Hell.yea
@suzywolf272 ай бұрын
I love this song
@briantoosavage19906 жыл бұрын
Still listening in 2018:)??
@kathybryant46456 жыл бұрын
Me stay the fuck away when I'm cocky yah
@tylerwalker28026 жыл бұрын
Brian TooSavage same
@jessicagamboa2756 жыл бұрын
Same bro
@alyssac31636 жыл бұрын
Brian TooSavage yes
@crazykid7626 жыл бұрын
Brian TooSavage me
@nintheloeff28275 жыл бұрын
this hit me so hard : "but i'm sick an tired being sick of life''. I can relate to this...
@fezan1734 жыл бұрын
Fucksickery life n dumbullshitfucker humans
@secondstop43834 жыл бұрын
I can relate to that too :(
@user-sp2jg9rx8r3 жыл бұрын
I relate to it.
@fezan1733 жыл бұрын
Anything that changed is myself but that too is nothing for but this society won't ever change
@amanpreetkaur99347 жыл бұрын
[Joseph Kay:] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here [Jaytekz:] What is life if you can't make the most of it? What is love if you can't get a hold of it? What's a smile if you’re not really happy? Wake up everyday with a frown feeling crappy Tell me what is laughter when you just want to cry And life is a disaster and you just want to die Nobody understands how you feel deep inside But you got to stay strong with your head held high I got so many questions Yeah, why is life such a bitch when you least expect it? And how does everybody have it all figured out? As I sit and pout, this shits so depressing Fuck, I'm so emotional I guess these are the thoughts of a broken soul With a broken heart, outspoken mind I'm trying to find who I am on this path of mine But I don't know, I don't know It's been a long time since I felt like myself I might as well grab the nine and take the safety off And let the bullet pierce right through my scalp Shit, I need help Shit, I need help Shit, I need help I don't really know who the fuck I can turn to I try to take my time and listen to advice See, I was told patience is a virtue But I'm sick and tired of being sick of life Fuck tomorrow, I want to die tonight Fuck the future, fuck the present Fuck the drama Yo, fuck the stressing Fuck the judgements, fuck assumptions Fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing Fuck ‘em all, yo I’m done talking Stay the fuck away when I’m inside my coffin [Joseph Kay:] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here [Jaytekz:] Everyday is a burden for me So many regrets, it discourages me Like where would I be if I didn't drop out And I kept taking classes and grandma was proud? And where would I be if my father was here? And mom was with him and their love was sincere No fucking divorce, no need for the courts Together forever, they fought through the storms They fought through it all Yeah, through the trials of love, they never quit But it's sad to say that that's not the case Cause they broke apart, that shit makes me pissed Yo, fuck Yo, fuck Do I give up or do I stand on my feet? Do I give in to the hardships of life Living every single as I die on my knees Shit, what should I do? What should I do? Do I hold on to this thing called life? Do I stay strong when there’s tears in my eyes? Do I move on when I'm hurting inside? Where do I go? Where do I go? Under the ground when I'm finally at peace Away from the world, away from the sorrow and pain That's been hidden within me so deep [Joseph Kay:] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
@hendrixbrian13 жыл бұрын
Even though I’ve heard this song literally hundreds of times. Still hits me like the first time. Thank you Jay, I’m alive because of you and your music.
@mariogonzalez46376 жыл бұрын
Who still listening in 2018
@bbw_issa_savagegilbert97485 жыл бұрын
Me
@LuisPerez-zl3nq8 жыл бұрын
man im sick and tired of being sick of life. fuck tomorrow i wanna die tonight, fuck the future, fuck the present. fuck the drama yo fuck the stressing. fuck a judgement fuck assumptions fuck the one who made me feel like nothing fuck em all yo im done talking. stay the fuck away when im inside my coffin. This part hits me bro
@ihalladope20928 жыл бұрын
Yeah bro
@mariannamartinez34768 жыл бұрын
I feel the same so yh😭😭😭😫😫😫😫😫💔💔💔💔💔
@neylandnance74898 жыл бұрын
.
@lildizzyentertainment31598 жыл бұрын
same i feel you!! 👌
@cassandrasykes19248 жыл бұрын
Ify
@doomsicle4 жыл бұрын
"Where would I be if my father was here, and mom was with him and their love was sincere."
@verlitysontiktok17444 жыл бұрын
I always ask my self "Where would i be if my father was here, and mom was with him and their love was sincere
@networkchaos4 жыл бұрын
Sorry bro
@The0neWhoWa1ts4 жыл бұрын
I hate my father for leaving an never looking back... Times I wonder the same damn thing...
@sagew13124 жыл бұрын
This hit me hard the first time I heard that
@metube28244 жыл бұрын
@@verlitysontiktok1744 My dad left my Mom and us 6 kids and I still made it.I turned my pain into strength.I learned a trade,and found a good girl,had a cupple kids,and now I am a PaPa to two beautiful grand kids.Life goes faster as you age so grab a piece while you can!
@natejay94493 жыл бұрын
Everyone who sees this comment and feels down keep that head held high and keep going your doing amazing! Stay blessed much love people ❤️
@waleedabusud2148 Жыл бұрын
I hope you like it
@exposethefakeandthewannabe9115 жыл бұрын
[Hook: Joseph Kay] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here [Verse 1: Jaytekz] What is life if you can't make the most of it? What is love if you can't get a hold of it? What's a smile if you’re not really happy? Wake up everyday with a frown feeling crappy Tell me what is laughter when you just want to cry And life is a disaster and you just want to die Nobody understands how you feel deep inside But you got to stay strong with your head held high I got so many questions Yeah, why is life such a bitch when you least expect it? And how does everybody have it all figured out? As I sit and pout, this shits so depressing Fuck, I'm so emotional I guess these are the thoughts of a broken soul With a broken heart, outspoken mind I'm trying to find who I am on this path of mine But I don't know, I don't know It's been a long time since I felt like myself I might as well grab the nine and take the safety off And let the bullet pierce right through my scalp Shit, I need help Shit, I need help Shit, I need help I don't really know who the fuck I can turn to I try to take my time and listen to advice See, I was told patience is a virtue But I'm sick and tired of being sick of life Fuck tomorrow, I want to die tonight Fuck the future, fuck the present Fuck the drama Yo, fuck the stressing Fuck the judgements, fuck assumptions Fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing Fuck ‘em all, yo I’m done talking Stay the fuck away when I’m inside my coffin [Hook: Joseph Kay] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here [Verse 2: Jaytekz] Everyday is a burden for me So many regrets, it discourages me Like where would I be if I didn't drop out And I kept taking classes and grandma was proud? And where would I be if my father was here? And mom was with him and their love was sincere No fucking divorce, no need for the courts Together forever, they fought through the storms They fought through it all Yeah, through the trials of love, they never quit But it's sad to say that that's not the case Cause they broke apart, that shit makes me pissed Yo, fuck Yo, fuck Do I give up or do I stand on my feet? Do I give in to the hardships of life Living every single day as I die on my knees Shit, what should I do? What should I do? Do I hold on to this thing called life? Do I stay strong when there’s tears in my eyes? Do I move on when I'm hurting inside? Where do I go? Where do I go? Under the ground when I'm finally at peace Away from the world, away from the sorrow and pain That's been hidden within me so deep [Hook: Joseph Kay] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
@georgedorer60724 жыл бұрын
Thx
@loko79144 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@whocares51884 жыл бұрын
One, nothing wrong with me Two, nothing wrong with me Three, nothing wrong with me Four, nothing wrong with me One, something's got to give Two, something's got to give Three, something's got to give now
@emmahernandez99532 жыл бұрын
I'm
@kadijahferrer52658 жыл бұрын
this is so deep it really explains life in so many different ways 💓
@jayylynn43508 жыл бұрын
why do I feel like you're the only one who understands how I feel. most of the stuff I write in my journal are similar to your music. I love it. keep It ❤
@jayylynn43508 жыл бұрын
*up
@wtf.waveyyy47368 жыл бұрын
same
@andreazempoalteca90958 жыл бұрын
same yo
@Nyc.lizbeth8 жыл бұрын
Facts
@VaderEdits18 жыл бұрын
+Lynn Naise Im sorry you have to think like that everyday just know that at the end of a dark tunnel there is a bright beautiful light
@drunknmarxist Жыл бұрын
He has raw emotions in his voice!
@Bdizzle87 Жыл бұрын
How lol it’s auto tuned lmfao
@inphasepilot96888 жыл бұрын
how I feel everyday yet you'll see me with a smile
@julien70978 жыл бұрын
brian diaz same
@LoLoSoAwesome8 жыл бұрын
brian diaz yeah same here
@inphasepilot96888 жыл бұрын
Not everyone realizes it and yet they say that we are just being children. I tired of ppl thinking that when in reality I'm stressed out of my mind
@matisonnicole3167 жыл бұрын
Are you ''stacking stacks'' of bs cause that's all thats comin out of your mouth rn
@LoLoSoAwesome7 жыл бұрын
Stacking Stacks You know I am 14 years old and saying that I will kill myself I have been stuck in a world where I have no one to help me, Think before you say anything really you hurting other people
@nirvanachilders56425 жыл бұрын
Who's still depressed af listening to this in 2019..... 🔫😭
@eastxside.compton3485 жыл бұрын
ME
@marimendez28905 жыл бұрын
@@eastxside.compton348 same
@eastxside.compton3485 жыл бұрын
@@marimendez2890 hey 😉
@alfredoduarte75555 жыл бұрын
Keep your head up you just gotta keep pushing forward no matter how hard life seems to get, always gotta stay positive through the good & bad.
@khadyndiaye59995 жыл бұрын
Me
@clippy10115 жыл бұрын
I get even more depressed when I realize how much I compare to the lyrics
@whocares51884 жыл бұрын
Well dont do anything dumb at least be doing coke off a hookers ass in a stolen lambo as you drive off a bridge
@JesusGarcia-ih2cz3 жыл бұрын
Se
@JesusGarcia-ih2cz3 жыл бұрын
Same
@bone83523 жыл бұрын
@@JesusGarcia-ih2cz Take it as strength that you are not alone in this. This man and many others has felt your pain and contemplated suicide. There are people such as me who survived and would gladly pass on encouragement and advice. Just know that even if you think no one cares that a stranger on the I internet is reaching out and willing to help shoulder the burden of life. That goes for you too, Clippy, and anybody else out there experiencing depression.
@austinsiler50393 жыл бұрын
This is still the most lyrical song I’ve ever heard. I got fixed with depression and then here I am… no cure is there…
@chiefsmokesalot99665 жыл бұрын
50 cent said it" death gotta be easy cause life is hard" by the age of 18 I was done being afraid of death, just waiting for it to catch me.
@cxncelled__5 жыл бұрын
Chief SmokesAlot im 15 with that mindset
@hackerchaitanya5 жыл бұрын
Death takes you to a better place but I doubt it!
@sunshineosorno_5 жыл бұрын
same here. Im looking forward to it
@alexmorrison9735 жыл бұрын
Me too bro 😥
@lauralw12315 жыл бұрын
Me too
@lionessdez7 жыл бұрын
i connect with u so much it's scary, like everything u say is how i feel inside
@switchbladesx58087 жыл бұрын
Destinee Tena ur gonna get threw this I promise✊🏽❤️
@zaykapa7 жыл бұрын
Destinee Tena same with me im ganna do it sorry
@blunts4dayzz7 жыл бұрын
Who feels the same pain as him
@billystowe70207 жыл бұрын
Love_ Cute_hi shit I'm just like it been through hell and back trying to stay on this earth shit it's hard trying to stay on this damn place with all this shit going on and other shit so yeah he ain't alone
@billystowe70207 жыл бұрын
Love_ Cute_hi i died 4 times they brought me back so I'm trying to find what I'm needed here for
@juniormartinez677 жыл бұрын
Me bro
@hugotiago87647 жыл бұрын
Love_ Cute_hi I feel it
@lexismireles62427 жыл бұрын
Love_ Cute_hi me
@pedroortega777411 ай бұрын
Since this song was released I've felt every word to much bro. EVERY WORD. Thank you for putting this together.
@mario3cperez8 жыл бұрын
I see futuristic and Jaytekz, they both have talent. I want to see them sing song together, they make good music and good beat
@arturoacosta80098 жыл бұрын
that would be lit🔥💯
@mariotrujillo8828 жыл бұрын
Even both of their voices are similar to eachother
@mario3cperez8 жыл бұрын
We can make it possible, just get their attention and it might happen
@iamjaytekz8 жыл бұрын
Futuristic is dope!
@VaderEdits18 жыл бұрын
+Always, JayteKz i could see you do something with logic you both have great lyrics im no one special but i dont say everyone that to everyone good job keep up the good work
@alientrap77367 жыл бұрын
If you ever feel like this, just remember that people love you. If you die, then many people will cry. Life can be tough sometimes, but just remember, your friends and family love you. You are amazing to this earth. You should be here.
@Rhys20157 жыл бұрын
Alien Trap good person, take care ur here for a reason to
@XLOBAXCIONX5 жыл бұрын
You just spilled my soul out for me. I can't do this anymore
@omarmustafa21775 жыл бұрын
Jesse Ramirez don’t do it there’s always someone to talk to
@callmedaddy_haha89485 жыл бұрын
You got this bro ❤️
@magzlagz47864 жыл бұрын
Yo don’t do anything stupid idk if you did yet just reply back so I can make sure your here still
@magzlagz47864 жыл бұрын
Jesse Ramirez everything is hard rn it’s how they made the world fight threw it, it will be worth it I promise I’m fighting right now it’s a hard battle I’m like half way there
@iam40124 жыл бұрын
I cut my wrist this morning and stopped cause I have a daughter
@Joanna-zf3bz2 жыл бұрын
“Stay tf away when I’m inside my coffin” fuckin felt.
@thiis_foo5 жыл бұрын
I'm so dead inside i feel so lost in life.
@blue_berry2k6935 жыл бұрын
Im just waitin till death come to me...
@xxtextmastaxx4 жыл бұрын
Hope you’re doing better
@brjm16044 жыл бұрын
Get on some antidepressants
@thiis_foo4 жыл бұрын
DMT changed my life
@gavinengel10154 жыл бұрын
Bruh moment omega lol
@autumngreenough24847 жыл бұрын
My Life 😔 but I actually love this so much it's helps me a lot!
@jasminevergara7433 жыл бұрын
I remember when I found you on Facebook and KZbin, I remember hearing this song and knowing you felt the same pain. Fast forward 4 years and I thought I was mentally better but today I went looking for your music because now I know, I will always feel this alone in the world. I pray your good Jay 🤍
@jeremiahjohn95292 жыл бұрын
This song saved me honestly. Thank you Jay so much
@juancornejo60658 жыл бұрын
" But I'm sick and tired being sick of life, Fuck tomorrow I wanna die tonight, Fuck the future, Fuck the presence, Fuck the drama yo fuck the stressin fuck the judgments, fuck assumptions, fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing fuck them all yo I'm done talking" Favorite part ik how it feels
@melissabeltran13868 жыл бұрын
💯
@yourmomcarranza30078 жыл бұрын
true man
@alexisfoote27758 жыл бұрын
thats my favorite part bc i relate so much
@Lupealc8 жыл бұрын
fav fav
@dezmonballard17178 жыл бұрын
same....
@nicoledavis82598 жыл бұрын
I just found your music. I lost my dad about 2 months ago this song just really hit me. No matter what you're told keep writing music you just touched my life.
@acolemann257 жыл бұрын
Nicole Davis lost my dad April on my bday month this year that shit hurt
@melisamontiel13377 жыл бұрын
This truly explains my whole life 😭💔💔💔💔
@makaliasmith83596 жыл бұрын
Same
@xgzrandomness75816 жыл бұрын
same :C
@lilmissmooshlol60006 жыл бұрын
Melisa Montiel same here
@babypink17686 жыл бұрын
Melisa Montiel same
@justinocallaghan55766 жыл бұрын
Melisa Montiel same here😫
@mixedreamz73242 жыл бұрын
Praying so hard for all of you. God loves us please hold tight and do not go easy into that gentle night. 😢
@ms.ashleypfeiffer96786 жыл бұрын
This gave me chills
@TashaLiciousss5 жыл бұрын
Wow, so very deep but touching.. ❤️
@sosajc158 жыл бұрын
this been my mood way too much lately i think it's time i stop frontin and end it
@aydenmartinez99608 жыл бұрын
What do you mean end it?
@aliyalovesbands7538 жыл бұрын
+Papichulo papichuló Life
@vivianavillarreal43378 жыл бұрын
Don't just try and keep it up and it will be okay
@landaya038 жыл бұрын
Me too..
@kimmie200968 жыл бұрын
don't say that life gets better believe me .
@charlesclark6737 ай бұрын
My feelings in one song deep
@slickdreams93258 жыл бұрын
This song left me without words all he said I'm going through rn😔
@angelsilva91038 жыл бұрын
I Feel You Bro😧😓
@cruz22088 жыл бұрын
I feel you man. Why is life full of shit.
@jonathonflores46848 жыл бұрын
me too 😭😔💔
@allears15545 жыл бұрын
This track got me through alot of dark tunnels when the light burnt out and I felt like I had nothing left
@ChicagoStreetTV8 жыл бұрын
Best song of 2016 and the year ain't over yet
@NatePlante3 ай бұрын
Literally been thinking about this song forever now and couldnt find it. Just did. Used to listen to it all day everyday and just forgot the name.