JAYTEKZ Ft. Joseph Kay - If I Should

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JAYTEKZ

JAYTEKZ

Күн бұрын

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@iamjaytekz
@iamjaytekz 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you EVERYONE for watching the video!!! I know it's a very graphic video, and the song touches a very delicate subject, but this is the harsh reality of life for MANY of us. I hope you all can relate, and continue sharing!!! (P.S, this video is almost at 1Million views in ONE day on Facebook!!!) so sick!!!!
@meshachismylover1569
@meshachismylover1569 8 жыл бұрын
That's what's up homie !! LOVE YOUR MUSIC
@Desidez_444
@Desidez_444 8 жыл бұрын
Good shit man!! this vid hit me hard 😢 deep asf 💯
@ozzymorquecho8901
@ozzymorquecho8901 8 жыл бұрын
that's fire bro🔥🔥👌 I'm in the same situation tho honestly #jaytekz
@Desidez_444
@Desidez_444 8 жыл бұрын
+David Tenangueno ye I feel ya 💯
@dragonstary
@dragonstary 8 жыл бұрын
+Always, JayteKz well your video n lyrics are sick m8
@tyahpinckney5873
@tyahpinckney5873 8 жыл бұрын
this is one of the realest songs out there. Instead of rapping about drug sex and killing each other, he actually hit a topic so deep
@caus8282
@caus8282 8 жыл бұрын
Please search up PhoraYT he truth.
@kingphantomjay4850
@kingphantomjay4850 8 жыл бұрын
You guys should look up Witt Lowry, underdog and truth
@juniordaboss1367
@juniordaboss1367 8 жыл бұрын
I hear phora
@dylanhannahoe3678
@dylanhannahoe3678 8 жыл бұрын
look up the speech Rocky did about life
@franciscoae8994
@franciscoae8994 8 жыл бұрын
Search up Phora💯
@marissalove8608
@marissalove8608 8 жыл бұрын
He said everything I'm scared to say💯
@angiecarrillo4226
@angiecarrillo4226 8 жыл бұрын
same tbh
@SageofCinder
@SageofCinder 8 жыл бұрын
the Feels are Real in this Song made me Cry Yo its a Dope song Homie thank you for you know speaking out for some of us wish we could it makes you think a lot Much Love bro
@noemiserrano9411
@noemiserrano9411 8 жыл бұрын
yo! same!😕
@nightmetal7896
@nightmetal7896 8 жыл бұрын
yup
@Sierralorraine
@Sierralorraine 8 жыл бұрын
right💯
@2425jasmine
@2425jasmine Жыл бұрын
6 years later and I’m still listening to this song and feel the emotion in his words 😞❤️
@nathangunter75
@nathangunter75 Жыл бұрын
Those who get it, do, much love sis
@akeshawilson2980
@akeshawilson2980 Жыл бұрын
I feel how he feel
@RickyOneOfAMine
@RickyOneOfAMine Жыл бұрын
You made it!😊 Wish I knew how?
@RickyOneOfAMine
@RickyOneOfAMine Жыл бұрын
​@@akeshawilson2980 COPY
@HogenLewis
@HogenLewis Жыл бұрын
I promise life will get better hold you head up 😞trust me ik how you feel
@vasilisd.6355
@vasilisd.6355 5 жыл бұрын
Have you ever heard a song and say damn what he know bout my life.. This is it..
@coryeastham5162
@coryeastham5162 5 жыл бұрын
Same here bro. Im here for all of you and were all have it hard. Im still scared ima pop one off. But i listen and relax. Bc somewere out there someone cares
@vasilisd.6355
@vasilisd.6355 5 жыл бұрын
@@coryeastham5162 that's not the solution dude that is the solution only if there aren't any solutions to your problem and that if you really search for it I mean really really years of search and not some stupid ass reason like a girlfriend reject... Real problems like health reasons that block you from living your life and that only if you can't live with those problems like I am I got sick in Feb 2018 with bacterial meningitis which left me with some severe complications I almost died and I wish that would every fucking day and suicide is on my mind 24/7 ever since but every time I think of my loved ones after I do it that pain and my father would do the same thing he said it.. I just can't.. So I'm waiting if a miracle happens and I fully recover from that shit and be able to live my life cause all I can do now is wait and stay home... Every time I think of my past life even the worst of the worst days I would prefer living then than now and that why I gave my gun to a friend to keep it but didn't say why he like guns so he thinks of that why I gave it to him
@melissanelson2859
@melissanelson2859 5 жыл бұрын
Billias D. I agree
@armandointeriano5853
@armandointeriano5853 5 жыл бұрын
Fact
@armandointeriano5853
@armandointeriano5853 5 жыл бұрын
@@coryeastham5162 i needed that
@TomDaCat10
@TomDaCat10 Жыл бұрын
This song came out just in time when I was selling meth and running the streets of vegas. I really thought I had it all together but things just kept getting worse. Fast forward 7yrs later I’m saved now and I serving Christ.I’ve stumbled upon your TikTok , I just wanted to say that this song honestly helped me to express my pain inside. If you are reading this, know that its good to let things go, we all got to learn that. God bless you on your journey; pray that you be guided and protected brother man.
@Jesus_is_LORD444
@Jesus_is_LORD444 8 ай бұрын
Same what’s your TikTok bro?
@darkmenace5878
@darkmenace5878 6 жыл бұрын
Feeling like this everyday. Shits depressing.
@redacted_____
@redacted_____ 6 жыл бұрын
PT Boyz same
@justine9692
@justine9692 6 жыл бұрын
I- lost everyone and yeah i feel like this everyday too
@irenehernandez2620
@irenehernandez2620 5 жыл бұрын
I'm sure one time in your life you felt like that
@irenehernandez2620
@irenehernandez2620 5 жыл бұрын
You probably felt like that at one time
@joshuamaynard7180
@joshuamaynard7180 5 жыл бұрын
same here
@MirandaRite
@MirandaRite 3 жыл бұрын
I hate when people won’t listen to a song bc it’s “sad” Bich life is sad. Music is an escape to some of us. It’s actually magical and beautiful someone can make such a lovely and truthful song with the pain in the background.
@kiddlich3134
@kiddlich3134 2 жыл бұрын
This time 10000000
@ryanqueen4839
@ryanqueen4839 2 жыл бұрын
Facts
@tomfisher4317
@tomfisher4317 2 жыл бұрын
I love this 😁
@natibrandt9343
@natibrandt9343 2 ай бұрын
Yes. Don't let these motherfuckers take your music away. Fuck em.
@omarmustafa2177
@omarmustafa2177 5 жыл бұрын
Did it hit anyone else when he said “what’s a smile if you’re not really happy” or “nobody understands how u feel deep inside but u gotta stay strong with your head held high”?
@fadelfungames951
@fadelfungames951 5 жыл бұрын
Otown FTW it hit me so hard
@colemccormick7929
@colemccormick7929 5 жыл бұрын
Otown FTW hit me like a 18 wheeler doing 80 down the highway
@omarmustafa2177
@omarmustafa2177 5 жыл бұрын
cole mccormick lmao
@davidwitzel8170
@davidwitzel8170 5 жыл бұрын
Yep
@Lighters_Up
@Lighters_Up 4 жыл бұрын
Brooo hell yeah, I came down to the comments to see if anybody said it, as soon as I hear that I was like “fuckkkkk....”
@junoreacts
@junoreacts 8 жыл бұрын
this is how i feel everyday
@jeremymercer1185
@jeremymercer1185 8 жыл бұрын
Jeremy Day same 😞
@User-ts4lv
@User-ts4lv 8 жыл бұрын
Jeremy Day U DON'T EVEN WANNA KNOW😢
@gomezcristo4214
@gomezcristo4214 8 жыл бұрын
go on my youtube subscribe
@bsg_damo
@bsg_damo 8 жыл бұрын
Jeremy Day "Fuck tomorrow I wanna die tonight." that's a hint. and it's night time. shitty life shitty world. too much bro. adios.
@junoreacts
@junoreacts 8 жыл бұрын
Gomez Cristo surr
@tamberlynsaadieh2322
@tamberlynsaadieh2322 5 жыл бұрын
“But I’m sick and tired of bein sick of life.”😔
@wildbillwilson4946
@wildbillwilson4946 5 жыл бұрын
I feel ur pain I rlly do its not easy
@tamberlynsaadieh2322
@tamberlynsaadieh2322 5 жыл бұрын
Wildbill Wilson the pain will get worse before it subsides. Keep your head up...I’m always praying for things to get better
@tamberlynsaadieh2322
@tamberlynsaadieh2322 5 жыл бұрын
Crimson Chara I know it feels like you’re trapped in a box, living the same day every day . It will be all okay soo
@wildbillwilson4946
@wildbillwilson4946 5 жыл бұрын
@@tamberlynsaadieh2322 gits worse every day in as single father of 2 trying to tack care of my kids so its hard
@tamberlynsaadieh2322
@tamberlynsaadieh2322 5 жыл бұрын
Wildbill Wilson I cant tell you that your situation will get better it worse, but know that every situation has hope in some way. Find faith, pray and see the beauty of everything. Most of all do NOT give up..Be there for your kids because they need you more than anything. It can get better, don’t lose all hope because this is jsut a rough patch or your life that you will overcome if you keep your head high. Bumpy roads do lead to beautiful destinations my friend and believe me when I say this, it is not the end. I know it hurts and I know that you have probably been through things that you feel are impossible to overcome from..but everyone can overcome their struggles. These are your battle scars. When you make it out of this mess you will look back and be proud of you and your kids for making it through. Keep your head held high, the water will get deep
@youhavea.i.d.s9097
@youhavea.i.d.s9097 3 жыл бұрын
Man I'm here in 2021 and this is literally my life
@LowNSlowRam50
@LowNSlowRam50 3 жыл бұрын
Keep your head up high king. It’s rough out there, life wasn’t made for us, we were made for life!
@jazzmonhernandez8141
@jazzmonhernandez8141 3 жыл бұрын
Bro ong
@angelandrade7339
@angelandrade7339 3 жыл бұрын
Keep yo head up gods with you🙏❤️
@stevenbutler3857
@stevenbutler3857 3 жыл бұрын
I’m here with you bro
@brazo5349
@brazo5349 3 жыл бұрын
Same thing hear
@stitch1457
@stitch1457 7 жыл бұрын
its 2017 and I'm still listening to this still fucking good.
@justjosh686
@justjosh686 7 жыл бұрын
iDropMusic same dude
@Hdjdudu619
@Hdjdudu619 7 жыл бұрын
me to
@professorkush2567
@professorkush2567 7 жыл бұрын
iDropMusic lol music isn't food it doesent expire no matter how old it is dumbass.
@MyTheboss21
@MyTheboss21 7 жыл бұрын
this my fav song
@Apexx
@Apexx 6 жыл бұрын
It's 2018 and I'm still listening
@hunterstewart2520
@hunterstewart2520 8 жыл бұрын
when the person you love leaves without warning, shit I need help I can't take the pain
@thedon.32
@thedon.32 8 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry bro, you will make this I promise, just don't think about what this song says trust me.
@nathancannon1470
@nathancannon1470 8 жыл бұрын
Hey man I went through something like that recently. Best I can tell you is honestly ask one of your friends to just take all the shit you want to say to them. It really does help.
@devoidgaming4017
@devoidgaming4017 8 жыл бұрын
that happened to me and one of my friends another one of my friends told us to just shut off our emotions for the time being, it worked for both of us
@ThisJustin34
@ThisJustin34 8 жыл бұрын
Turn to Christ my friend, he can help.
@xxP1ST0LER0xx
@xxP1ST0LER0xx 8 жыл бұрын
Keep in mind brother that good things don't last forever.
@Jacob-ig6tf
@Jacob-ig6tf 6 жыл бұрын
"what's a smile if your not really happy?"
@szxvu2375
@szxvu2375 6 жыл бұрын
I wish I knew what the meant or feels like.
@littlebirdie1238
@littlebirdie1238 6 жыл бұрын
I ask myself this question every day
@malcom1111
@malcom1111 6 жыл бұрын
a mask that nobody is able to see
@ashleyprettyman1006
@ashleyprettyman1006 6 жыл бұрын
Thats what i am saying
@saramari6888
@saramari6888 6 жыл бұрын
Nfs💯
@caseycane505
@caseycane505 6 ай бұрын
Depression and anxiety are real but so is Jesus Christ. Give your life to Jesus. All this will fade when you submit to Him. God bless everyone who is dealing with these feelings and thoughts. You are not alone. God is right there by your side call upon the name of the Lord. ❤
@FelishaPirkle
@FelishaPirkle 5 ай бұрын
Getting saved doesn't take depression away hun... Sorry to break it to you. I have received Jesus Christ, surrendered, and received the Holy Spirit and still deal with depression and hard times
@caseycane505
@caseycane505 5 ай бұрын
@@FelishaPirkle He delivered me from my depression. I still have anxiety but I know it’s because I’m not trusting Him as much as I could. Once we work towards our faith in Him, I know for a fact that these feelings can fade away. And yes we are going to have some tough times but God is greater than our problems. ❤️ God bless I pray that He will deliver you from anything that is hindering you from getting closer to Him❤️
@makailagranado7772
@makailagranado7772 8 жыл бұрын
man this song literally says everything i fucking felt inside for the past 3 years
@bubbaalexander7191
@bubbaalexander7191 8 жыл бұрын
makaila granado my baby mama is keeping my son from home, and she ripped him out of my arms, a part of me died forrreal. Sometimes i feel like dying
@davineh
@davineh 8 жыл бұрын
+Bubba Alexander I know that same exact feeling my mother took my daughter from me and since thn my motivation for life has been minimum but u gotta stay strong for ur kid all u can do!
@xrouwze7918
@xrouwze7918 8 жыл бұрын
makaila granado this is how ive always been, my family got torn up and ive always had 1or both parents gone. Missing birthdays and the holidays. My dad hasnt been here for a single one of my birthdays. He did some stupid shit and got in trouble
@jacobinfante375
@jacobinfante375 7 жыл бұрын
makaila granado I'm sorry by Joyner Lucas hit hard as fuck. listen to it
@alexasgipson1347
@alexasgipson1347 7 жыл бұрын
x RouwZe SAME SHIT BRO MY DAD DID THE SAME THING TO ME THE ONLY PERSON THAT WAS THERE FOR ME AN SHOWED UP TO MY BRITHDAY WAS MY MOM HE WILL AWAYS BE IN JAIL AND SHIT !!!!!!!!!!! SO I FUCKEN FELL U HE IS OUT OF JAIL AND SHIT BUT HE STICKS UP FOR HE BITCH ASS GIRLFRIEND MORE THEN ME AND I DON'T LOKE THAT THIS MAKE ME CRY EVER TIME 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😞😞😞😧😧😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😿😿😿😿😿😿😿
@hi-cx6my
@hi-cx6my 8 жыл бұрын
He took out all my emotions I have been feeling for 3 years & has created it in to a beautiful written song. This honestly hit me so deep, thank you JayTekz! Much love.
@fkasqar8484
@fkasqar8484 8 жыл бұрын
My G's face has grown 10 years older but his voice still the same as when he was 15 in the back of that car.
@gravy459
@gravy459 8 жыл бұрын
Money kicks fan?
@fkasqar8484
@fkasqar8484 8 жыл бұрын
+DQ Activities I am yeah
@lupitacatalan3572
@lupitacatalan3572 8 жыл бұрын
ll l
@kylewicks3103
@kylewicks3103 8 жыл бұрын
Farouk ak to
@johnnyruiz6787
@johnnyruiz6787 8 жыл бұрын
My G's face has grown 10 years older but his voice still the same as when he was 15 in the back of that car.
@Therealsammay
@Therealsammay Жыл бұрын
Why am I just now finding this??? Hits too close to home. If you're reading this, don't go nowhere we need u. 🙏
@ryry2saucy712
@ryry2saucy712 7 жыл бұрын
what is life if you can't make the most of it what is love if you can't get a hold of it what's a smile if your not really happy wake up every day with a frown feeling crappy tell me what is laughter when you just wanna cry and life is a disaster and you just wanna die nobody understands how you feel deep inside but you gotta stay strong with your head held high I got so many questions why is life such a bitch when you least expect it and how does everybody have it all figured out as I sit and pout this shit so depressing fuck I'm so emotional I guess these are thoughts of a broken soul with a broken heart outspoken mind I'm tryna find who I am on this path of mine but I don't know I don't know it's been a long time since I felt like myself I might as well grab the nine and take the safety off and let the bullet pierce right through my scalp shit I need help shit I need help shit I need help I don't really know who the fuck I can turn to I try to take my time and listen to advice see I was told patience is a virtue but I'm sick and tired of being sick of life fuck tomorrow I wanna die tonight fuck the future fuck the present fuck the drama yo fuck the stressing fuck the judgements fuck assumptions fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing fuck them all yo I'm done talking stay the fuck away when I'm inside my coffin
@jayxx3863
@jayxx3863 7 жыл бұрын
2kool4skool thanks
@allthingsfootball5967
@allthingsfootball5967 7 жыл бұрын
2kool4skool kool bro😊😊
@Marcoroniii
@Marcoroniii 7 жыл бұрын
2kool4skool cool
@hannahnichols8363
@hannahnichols8363 7 жыл бұрын
2kool4skool n
@dj_noob248
@dj_noob248 7 жыл бұрын
2kool4skool send me this lyric on my kik @unripful
@breannanorthcutt9124
@breannanorthcutt9124 4 жыл бұрын
Whos still listening to this in 2020🙋‍♀️
@afrolic_psyduck5942
@afrolic_psyduck5942 4 жыл бұрын
Yeet, I am! Jaytekz the shit!
@daddygirl2922
@daddygirl2922 4 жыл бұрын
Me I do
@tylerseward7498
@tylerseward7498 4 жыл бұрын
Breanna Northcutt me for 4 yrs nowhere day it came out
@Ladle_Lover
@Ladle_Lover 4 жыл бұрын
WhOs LiStEnInG tO tHiS iN 2020??? shut the fuck up these comments are made by fucking dumbass 12 year olds now go fuck yourself
@f.o.eooo-z2422
@f.o.eooo-z2422 4 жыл бұрын
Me
@usdepartmentoftreasuryinte6052
@usdepartmentoftreasuryinte6052 6 жыл бұрын
Having a gun to your own head is one of the most empty feelings you could ever have. It's just absolute helplessness. You really feel like you've hit rock bottom and there is no lower you can go. It's simultaneously comforting and terrifying.
@brandenlee5316
@brandenlee5316 6 жыл бұрын
It's like the feeling of emptiness, but yet total control. Because you could change everything with one action. It's very sobering.
@sheldonmurphy6031
@sheldonmurphy6031 5 жыл бұрын
Been there ! Have not had a gun since !
@Sirsoysauceington
@Sirsoysauceington 5 жыл бұрын
I had my brothers gun to my skull a couple weeks ago. The only reason I stayed is to keep my girl happy. She means the world to me. 😔
@emosam9517
@emosam9517 5 жыл бұрын
My brother in law put a gun to his head and pulled the trigger and it missed fired
@unknownerror5564
@unknownerror5564 5 жыл бұрын
@@emosam9517 Take Care Of Your Brother Don't mess with Life Enjoy It Till Death Approaches You Instead Of You Approaching It Early
@theharshtruthoutthere
@theharshtruthoutthere Жыл бұрын
We live to seek GOD and for His glory. Life on earth is a test and sadly many fails for 2 reasons: - they are raise up in ways they should not go, - therefore Pride becomes too big and keeps us form hearing THE QUIET VOICE OF GOD.
@chapparanjackass
@chapparanjackass 7 жыл бұрын
Bro please put this on spotify!! This is what I need please!
@dylanfrei2352
@dylanfrei2352 7 жыл бұрын
arsenalxv o Apple Music too plz
@enteruserdata4565
@enteruserdata4565 6 жыл бұрын
YES
@alicialongdon4565
@alicialongdon4565 6 жыл бұрын
Alicia got home
@Rich_216
@Rich_216 6 жыл бұрын
arsenalxv o Its on Pandora
@alicialongdon4565
@alicialongdon4565 6 жыл бұрын
Alicia could meet
@meghancummings5651
@meghancummings5651 4 жыл бұрын
I remember seeing this on facebook when I was in middle school, seriously contemplating suicide and this song really hit home.. i’m happy to say I survived that time in my life, and although mental health will always be a struggle for me, I have gotten the help i’ve needed for so long, I’ve met my soul mate, and things are better.❤️ thank you for producing this, and to anyone who is still feeling this, please get help, it can be better for you.
@ronaldhardheart9045
@ronaldhardheart9045 3 жыл бұрын
That's when I found this song an I was in same position
@brianhunter5522
@brianhunter5522 3 жыл бұрын
🙌🙌
@northernpike6894
@northernpike6894 3 жыл бұрын
I tried to get help and Noone really cared
@shin7066
@shin7066 3 жыл бұрын
@@northernpike6894 it’s because no one does just fucking do it or take pills, your call.
@mckanaloslobos6604
@mckanaloslobos6604 3 жыл бұрын
im feeling this way now
@javierorta4316
@javierorta4316 7 жыл бұрын
you sir have my up most respect, this song is just too good,simply amazing,blew my mind,keep working on music man you deserve more
@harryhopez4093
@harryhopez4093 6 жыл бұрын
Javier Orta good choice of words, “blew your mind”😑😬
@christiebrown7496
@christiebrown7496 6 жыл бұрын
Javier Orta I now have a
@harryhopez4093
@harryhopez4093 6 жыл бұрын
Fluffy71025 kmt jus stfu smh🙄
@javierorta4316
@javierorta4316 6 жыл бұрын
I was just praising his music
@friendlyneighborhoodgunguy
@friendlyneighborhoodgunguy 3 жыл бұрын
5 fuckin years later and still makes me cry. I wish nobody ever had to feel this kind of pain.
@adamcaballero1662
@adamcaballero1662 3 жыл бұрын
I'm feeling it I need help...
@axelrodriguez5202
@axelrodriguez5202 3 жыл бұрын
Count me in .
@isiaheisenmenger644
@isiaheisenmenger644 2 жыл бұрын
And the really fucked up part is that what you're feeling is just 1 type of pain. So many diverse styles of pain we go through as humans and yet emotional pain is the 1 that's usually the most dangerous. You or anyone else ever need to talk hit me up. I'm here for ya
@friendlyneighborhoodgunguy
@friendlyneighborhoodgunguy 2 жыл бұрын
@@isiaheisenmenger644 I greatly appreciate that. Same goes for you. We as humans have to look out for each other.
@isiaheisenmenger644
@isiaheisenmenger644 2 жыл бұрын
@@friendlyneighborhoodgunguy appreciate it buddy. And yes we most certainly do
@madalynnmillspaugh2168
@madalynnmillspaugh2168 4 жыл бұрын
This song hit me when it came out, 4 years ago. I was a sophomore in high school. Nothing’s changed. 2 years out of HS I still feel this way. It never ends.
@axox5314
@axox5314 4 жыл бұрын
your not alone sis ❤️
@networkchaos
@networkchaos 4 жыл бұрын
Hehe stay strong
@ab82227
@ab82227 4 жыл бұрын
im sorry love, i pray that everything gets better for you. please keep your head held high, much love ❤️
@bone8352
@bone8352 4 жыл бұрын
It doesn't end really. So you learn to cope eventually you just gotta do it in a healthy way. I had REAL bad depression right after highschool that led me down a path of self desecration and polyaddiction to benzos, opiates, and synthetic cannabinoids. Have a goal that you actually want to do and feel like is worth working for. This is a big help. If you ever want to talk let me know!
@johnhaiderii8762
@johnhaiderii8762 4 жыл бұрын
You gotta change the way you perceive whats in front of you....mold each ouchie into a learning lesson. But actually learn. It helps.
@izzyellen88
@izzyellen88 7 жыл бұрын
My little brother was 24 years old when his life was taken in a tragic car accident. He was with a friend, we are sure they were on drugs and they ran a stop sign and hit a tow truck and died on scene. In the following days we learned this was a possible suicide (the girl he was with and him also were both in bad life situations facing jail time and very depressed). My brother was diagnosed bi polar and got involved with drugs to make him numb the things he felt and would talk about suicide and his depression frequently. It has been three months and his friend Haley looked through his phone that was found on his body and found this song. EVERYTHING this song talks about is my brother. He was very passionate about music and felt so deeply. Everything in this songs lyrics hit so close to home. About not thinking he was meant for this world to wondering if things would of taken a different turn for him that things would of been better. I listen to this song every day now. Hold your loved ones tight no matter what. I was dumb enough to push my brother away when he got involved in drugs and getting in trouble to protect myself and my children and now I am numb. I listen to this and I wish I could smell him or hug him or just tell him to please not go away because I love him so much. I miss him so much- please hold everyone to so close and if they are ever battling mental illness hold them close and let them know how much they are loved.
@lanellharvey9886
@lanellharvey9886 7 жыл бұрын
hay do not be sad at least he is with you EVERY SINGLE DAY of your life he is next to you and at least he is in a better place now
@zarifinator1327
@zarifinator1327 7 жыл бұрын
CloverLeaf _ the fuck is wrong with you
@JoeKammerExclusive
@JoeKammerExclusive 7 жыл бұрын
Izzy Swan Damn, that's the same way my cousin died.. He was like a brother to me even though I didn't see him often
@ingridsantiago7080
@ingridsantiago7080 7 жыл бұрын
damm.............thats the same thing that happend to me but with my cousin and he got gun. your right we need to tell everyone that we love them because one day they wont be here anymore and you will just wish that you told them at least "i love you." im sorry for your lost.
@ramiromiranda2110
@ramiromiranda2110 7 жыл бұрын
I don't know you but everything will be alright I promise thank you for telling us your story I love you
@Ty-qe1jb
@Ty-qe1jb 6 жыл бұрын
Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here [Jaytekz:] What is life if you can't make the most of it? What is love if you can't get a hold of it? What's a smile if you're not really happy? Wake up everyday with a frown feeling crappy Tell me what is laughter when you just want to cry And life is a disaster and you just want to die Nobody understands how you feel deep inside But you got to stay strong with your head held high I got so many questions Yeah, why is life such a bitch when you least expect it? And how does everybody have it all figured out? As I sit and pout, this shits so depressing Fuck, I'm so emotional I guess these are the thoughts of a broken soul With a broken heart, outspoken mind I'm trying to find who I am on this path of mine But I don't know, I don't know It's been a long time since I felt like myself I might as well grab the nine and take the safety off And let the bullet pierce right through my scalp Shit, I need help Shit, I need help Shit, I need help I don't really know who the fuck I can turn to I try to take my time and listen to advice See, I was told patience is a virtue But I'm sick and tired of being sick of life Fuck tomorrow, I want to die tonight Fuck the future, fuck the present Fuck the drama Yo, fuck the stressing Fuck the judgments, fuck assumptions Fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing Fuck 'em all, yo I'm done talking Stay the fuck away when I'm inside my coffin [Joseph Kay:] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here [Jaytekz:] Everyday is a burden for me So many regrets, it discourages me Like where would I be if I didn't drop out And I kept taking classes and grandma was proud? And where would I be if my father was here? And mom was with him and their love was sincere No fucking divorce, no need for the courts Together forever, they fought through the storms They fought through it all Yeah, through the trials of love, they never quit But it's sad to say that that's not the case Cause they broke apart, that shit makes me pissed Yo, fuck Yo, fuck Do I give up or do I stand on my feet? Do I give in to the hardships of life Living every single day as I die on my knees Shit, what should I do? What should I do? Do I hold on to this thing called life? Do I stay strong when there's tears in my eyes? Do I move on when I'm hurting inside? Where do I go? Where do I go? Under the ground when I'm finally at peace Away from the world, away from the sorrow and pain That's been hidden within me so deep [Joseph Kay:] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
@destinyrobinson8660
@destinyrobinson8660 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you!!
@kdubdroopy
@kdubdroopy 5 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@sollysolomon280
@sollysolomon280 5 жыл бұрын
thank you for the lyrics👍👍👍
@danielartis4782
@danielartis4782 5 жыл бұрын
Why repeat
@maliyamunoz9513
@maliyamunoz9513 5 жыл бұрын
thanks!
@btf1995
@btf1995 3 жыл бұрын
Shit hits hard bro. I have PTSD and some days are harder than others. Life’s a bitch and some days she is tame but damn has she been hard lately. Keep it up brother, helping us all get through this life
@majesticdreams240
@majesticdreams240 2 жыл бұрын
I have PTSD too, I know what you mean.. it sucks
@nakazifilmz6271
@nakazifilmz6271 2 жыл бұрын
Ptsd sucks especially when people take it as a joke😔😧
@nakazifilmz6271
@nakazifilmz6271 2 жыл бұрын
Feel better brodie
@llcblujay3655
@llcblujay3655 2 жыл бұрын
I have ptsd too mahn it's hard especially when you were numbing it with alcohol so you've never dealt with it without a bottle and I've been sober for so long and it hits hard after not having that to numb it
@giseleaponte4516
@giseleaponte4516 Жыл бұрын
I totally get what your saying about PTSD. Nobody seems to understand how it causes so much chaos .
@driftingthroughspace856
@driftingthroughspace856 5 жыл бұрын
They say “things will get better” but they never seem to.
@projectreborn6479
@projectreborn6479 5 жыл бұрын
Drifting Through Space amen brother amen
@favier9856
@favier9856 5 жыл бұрын
Hang in there. We're all survivors.
@NsaNeClipz
@NsaNeClipz 5 жыл бұрын
Drifting Through Space Things really do get better I’ve been in a really deep depression since 6th grade and I’m now a sophomore in high school and I’m the happiest I’ve ever been just take time to focus on just yourself and what makes you happy ( even tho it seems like nothing will) u have to find it and enjoy it by yourself until u feel comfortable making friends and find the ones that actually care cause there r going to be ones that r fake af. And ig I’ll tell u my story to make it more convincing bad home life for awhile tried to commit suicide twice when to 2 mental hospitals felt the same turned to drugs, thought it made it better but it didn’t so I took time to focus on myself and did nothing in school but focus on me and now I’m happy so all it takes is time. (I know what a rant for a 15 year old)
@NsaNeClipz
@NsaNeClipz 5 жыл бұрын
And now my grades r good also
@goldgames5636
@goldgames5636 5 жыл бұрын
RuTHLess SLapZ I know people say it gets better but it doesn’t I just want to die there’s nothing on the world for me all I do is hurt and I hate it why do I even try to keep moving forward
@imdevin3970
@imdevin3970 6 жыл бұрын
Do I stay strong when there’s tears in my eyes - simply my favorite line
@young__savageyoung__savage
@young__savageyoung__savage 6 жыл бұрын
ImDoinkx that's my favorite part to
@jessicalimas4286
@jessicalimas4286 6 жыл бұрын
I feel the same
@wesboy0644
@wesboy0644 6 жыл бұрын
Mine's stay tf away when I'm inside my cofin
@darkangel2650
@darkangel2650 5 жыл бұрын
Thumbs up if listening ti this in 2019
@fuckyabuds
@fuckyabuds 5 жыл бұрын
It's a coincidence that the thumbs up bitten was 666 but when I tap it than 667 XD I am now courced
@jamescampbell9095
@jamescampbell9095 5 жыл бұрын
Not cursed, jus cut both wrist,. But not bleeding like i thought,, so i tried again 3 times now,,, hummm, mayb god does exist,,??,, here of need to chat
@jay8985
@jay8985 5 жыл бұрын
James Campbell I wish I could help man but I’m in the same boat
@stopthesickness6435
@stopthesickness6435 5 жыл бұрын
Lets storm Area 51 my Suicide friends
@jayreklez
@jayreklez 5 жыл бұрын
Dark angel happy 1k likes man you're welcome 😌
@PhillyGee_OfficialPage
@PhillyGee_OfficialPage 5 ай бұрын
8 years later and still hits me deep
@billbloch5585
@billbloch5585 5 жыл бұрын
This song keeps me alive...we're different in many ways, but I can relate to this too much. Its been a couple years now, but this is exactly how I feel. You keep me alive and taking steps forward with all of your music...
@kayleeniven2889
@kayleeniven2889 8 жыл бұрын
I've listened to this at least 100 times today.
@mattatkins5333
@mattatkins5333 8 жыл бұрын
Same
@jayylynn4350
@jayylynn4350 8 жыл бұрын
right. stay strong.
@Vontaee_Gz
@Vontaee_Gz 8 жыл бұрын
same
@aynjele2895
@aynjele2895 8 жыл бұрын
same
@angelcardinall5619
@angelcardinall5619 8 жыл бұрын
same. 24/7
@tommyfoxx284
@tommyfoxx284 8 жыл бұрын
who almost cries when they hear this this shit hits me hard
@ciilaotero8427
@ciilaotero8427 8 жыл бұрын
me
@smokeyconez6726
@smokeyconez6726 8 жыл бұрын
Tommy Foxx me
@turtlegoesslowmoreno3195
@turtlegoesslowmoreno3195 7 жыл бұрын
right here \
@notcrisp-leech357
@notcrisp-leech357 7 жыл бұрын
Tommy Foxx mee😭
@Alicia716
@Alicia716 7 жыл бұрын
Tommy Foxx I feel u on this
@Charles.D89
@Charles.D89 2 жыл бұрын
I’m thankful for people like you who make music about this stuff. It helps so many of us to hear it but sometimes it’s like we all want to give up. Life is so damn hard.
@TK-uz4ts
@TK-uz4ts 2 жыл бұрын
Are you doing okay?
@gravechicken9861
@gravechicken9861 9 ай бұрын
Hey you still here,? You doing ok?
@hollows1204
@hollows1204 8 жыл бұрын
"But im sick and tired of being sick of life Fuck tomorrow I wanna die tonight Fuck the future Fuck the present Fuck the drama Yo fuck the stressin' Fuck the judgments Fuck assumptions Fuck the ones who made me feel like nothin' Fuck em all I'm done talkin' Stay the fuck away when I'm inside my coffin yea." Here you go
@destinysanchez7967
@destinysanchez7967 8 жыл бұрын
💯💯
@UnknownPerson-eh8dk
@UnknownPerson-eh8dk 8 жыл бұрын
Spencer Reacts It's 'Fuck em all' not 'The fuck am i'
@hollows1204
@hollows1204 8 жыл бұрын
Ok ill change it Thanks
@VeronicaLopez-pw5lg
@VeronicaLopez-pw5lg 7 жыл бұрын
Spencer Reacts 6
@AshAmickRella
@AshAmickRella 7 жыл бұрын
Spencer Reacts 💯
@eugenio3048
@eugenio3048 5 жыл бұрын
I remember listening to this when I was 14... once I heard this I knew something was wrong with me and decided to get hospitalised. this song truly saved my life and I'm so greatful for you. now I'm 16 (Turning 17 in september) and I'm proud of never committing, that's was one of my best choices in life. Thank you Jaytekz, you truly are my hero.
@tyler9498
@tyler9498 4 жыл бұрын
Eugenio aye I’m happy you disinterested in doing that man fr that shii fucced up ik how u feel stay strong
@Robertakitch
@Robertakitch 4 жыл бұрын
Proud of you
@eugenio3048
@eugenio3048 4 жыл бұрын
@@Robertakitch thank you so much 😭 I've honestly started falling back into this circle, but I'm trying to just stay alive. It's genuinely been so hard, but I'm still here so I must be doing something right 😅
@TozenForHonor
@TozenForHonor 4 жыл бұрын
It’s always gunna be a fight, especially when this big wave comes crashing down out of nowhere. Just remember to never be afraid to ask for help, always reach out or you’ll drown in it.
@bone8352
@bone8352 4 жыл бұрын
I had a very good friend kill himself. It was 2 years ago and I still think about it everyday. It had been 3 years since I saw him when it happened (Millitary). I'm glad you didn't do it because it will effect the lives of people you know in unrepairable ways. Forever.
@Adrian-fg4lx
@Adrian-fg4lx 7 жыл бұрын
I love the little bell in 1:19 for some reason it just hits me so well
@kimberlyfigueroa1763
@kimberlyfigueroa1763 7 жыл бұрын
I guess lol...
@D3FCVN
@D3FCVN 7 жыл бұрын
IKR its such a chill melody. I would love for this to be only instrumental. this song should be in the top 50 hip-hop
@thevault5193
@thevault5193 Жыл бұрын
This song speaks to me, i felt every word to my core. Great song Jaytekz 🙏
@CryptoBlog230
@CryptoBlog230 7 жыл бұрын
This song and Joyner Luca's I'm Sorry walk me through my daily activities, I come from a community where people tend to believe being depressed is bitchy, no one to talk to, all they do is laugh at how emotional bitch I am but I'm happy to keep this tracks in my playlist. Put a smile back on my face!
@jerkkkkitlb
@jerkkkkitlb 7 жыл бұрын
I love Joyner Lucas
@Gusy-ii4ox
@Gusy-ii4ox 7 жыл бұрын
FootySketch 😃
@brandonmiller5478
@brandonmiller5478 7 жыл бұрын
FootySketch I'm not trying to be rude, but In my opinion I don't believe in depression. Only because I have been sad a lot, but you have to find something good about everyday life and focus on it to "achieve" happiness. I used to be very sad until I found weight lifting and it actually made my life a lot better.
@RixJulianRix1997
@RixJulianRix1997 7 жыл бұрын
Brandon Miller lemme guess, you dont believe in evolution either? jk fam, had to do it
@brandonmiller5478
@brandonmiller5478 7 жыл бұрын
Julian Rix nah I just don't think someone should be sad all the time and not try to do anything about it. Also taking pills from a pharmacy is just bs. Not to be ignorant but I'm gonna be blunt. Grow a pair of balls and find your own happiness.
@lilchicken4227
@lilchicken4227 6 жыл бұрын
This gets me so good...like sometimes u happy but then u are alone and the blackness comes and tears u apart...and u try finding a solution to ur problem but you've been searching and searching and NOTHINGG😭💔
@rav1997
@rav1997 7 жыл бұрын
I hear some people talk about his voice...but his voice has a lot of pain in it. No one else can rap this song with the exact same feeling.
@jbgdrew9955
@jbgdrew9955 4 ай бұрын
I listened to this song when I was 15 I’m 23 now.. man shit still hasn’t got better. This song speaks to me on volumes
@adamjhonson-js5uu
@adamjhonson-js5uu 3 ай бұрын
You got this! Still young and plenty of time to turn things around
@matthewpirkle20
@matthewpirkle20 5 жыл бұрын
Just found this and it's been my situation spot on everyday sit on the side of the bed wondering if it's my last days till I get the courage to do it or not. people say get some help but it's not that easy you go to counseling tell them how your thinking they stick you in a room and your safe for the time but your still trapped in your own thoughts it doesn't help..
@miketurner8563
@miketurner8563 4 жыл бұрын
Its not your last you are needed by some.one you are some one reason to live betger days will come.
@edwardseverinsen5598
@edwardseverinsen5598 4 жыл бұрын
Try some volunteer work where you get to see the result of your hard work. You'd be amazed how much helping other people will lift your spirits.
@saigegamer337
@saigegamer337 4 жыл бұрын
Matt I know how you feel every day I think to myself y the fuck am I hear all I do is anoy people and pis them off trust me man I know how you feel
@compamousiekc3726
@compamousiekc3726 4 жыл бұрын
*THIS COMMENT IS DEEP AF💯. TRAPPED IN YOUR OWN THOUGHTS. I'LL LEAVE THAT HERE*
@faithwind3376
@faithwind3376 4 жыл бұрын
@@compamousiekc3726 NO YOUR NAME. THAT'S ENOUGH SAID.
@k_3bd691
@k_3bd691 8 жыл бұрын
This guy is lit 💯🔥 Like his music a lot
@keishanmcclainkeishan9549
@keishanmcclainkeishan9549 8 жыл бұрын
J Casta
@jerome3483
@jerome3483 8 жыл бұрын
I wonder if i showed this to every person who's ever put me/someone down, they'd know how we really feel....
@fourwaystodie
@fourwaystodie 8 жыл бұрын
Mock Ladz I feel you man
@ivanhurtado5779
@ivanhurtado5779 7 жыл бұрын
Mock Ladz feels 😔
@KayCole31
@KayCole31 7 жыл бұрын
tried it..he didn't care 😔 we just have to be strong for ourselves we can't make people care even at this point.
@ravenosornio9732
@ravenosornio9732 8 ай бұрын
I've heard this song so many times even your other songs when I break down bc it saves me and it's all the truth I feel you so much thank you for being here making these it helps and I'm sorry you have to go through it I hate it
@michaelapplegate2358
@michaelapplegate2358 7 жыл бұрын
As someone who battles depression anxiety suicidal thoughts self harm, this song is beautiful. Take care of yourself, love yourself, seek help if you need it. Trust me there are agencies who will help.
@kaylamatamoros3230
@kaylamatamoros3230 7 жыл бұрын
michael applegate me and my friends recently got walked up on by a cop as we smoked weed cause honestly all of us have gone through someone or deal with something everyday and he asked us why we did it and we told him straight up family deaths depression all of our issues then he turned around and fucking laughed in our face and said there's pills for that yeah what tf ever dude pills that kill us turn us into zombies and shit fuck people that's why cops are so hated
@merissadominguez5266
@merissadominguez5266 7 жыл бұрын
michael applegate hey I have depression very bad there's day I want die
@jacobbonet9255
@jacobbonet9255 7 жыл бұрын
I'm figth it everyday
@isaakjones2507
@isaakjones2507 7 жыл бұрын
Boi this is squeeeeeekkkkkyyyyy
@harrywilsonmcgill6215
@harrywilsonmcgill6215 7 жыл бұрын
michael applegate nah they just give u pills n tell u to take them everyday... Fuck that
@jadenviado6419
@jadenviado6419 6 жыл бұрын
Most Underrated Rapper.
@chancemoll5055
@chancemoll5055 6 жыл бұрын
Jaden Viado yeah I know
@ivanperales5580
@ivanperales5580 6 жыл бұрын
This music for depressed people . This the good music
@apexgaming9609
@apexgaming9609 5 жыл бұрын
Jaden Viado idk look up my man bmike
@juniorsantiago8269
@juniorsantiago8269 5 жыл бұрын
@@apexgaming9609 BMike ok. Phora.
@juniorsantiago8269
@juniorsantiago8269 5 жыл бұрын
@Goatifxed Nah... 6ix9ine sux
@nickyduarte7786
@nickyduarte7786 7 жыл бұрын
bro u just explained my life in this song cuz
@nickridez
@nickridez 7 жыл бұрын
Nicky Duarte same 😔
@starlight2371
@starlight2371 7 жыл бұрын
What is life when you can't make the most of it??? Take the safety off!!! I don't need help. Sometime I do have that feeling: "I want to die tonight." There been times I always feel I do not belong here....
@Valoldhudra
@Valoldhudra 7 жыл бұрын
Nicky Duarte y
@tamanlindforsbrown7634
@tamanlindforsbrown7634 7 жыл бұрын
Nicky Duarte same i just wanna fken die
@xolts3231
@xolts3231 7 жыл бұрын
Agreeed. Fight on! As what I hear
@ctseeker1576
@ctseeker1576 8 ай бұрын
2024 who else listens to this to feel some type of way
@mikevon9409
@mikevon9409 8 ай бұрын
Heard, my friend, we don't like life, but somehow, we're still here and they're not. The least we can do is keep moving forward for them.
@khonsiu6627
@khonsiu6627 8 жыл бұрын
I guess that everybody here is feeling some type of pain 😔
@katelynnewcomb5567
@katelynnewcomb5567 8 жыл бұрын
true shit
@Firstall-qe4oe
@Firstall-qe4oe 8 жыл бұрын
MELISSA84008 what
@tiffanylrenee
@tiffanylrenee 7 жыл бұрын
khon siu yes I think everyone is
@edgarsanchez3508
@edgarsanchez3508 7 жыл бұрын
khon siu same
@destinedtwo8295
@destinedtwo8295 7 жыл бұрын
My ass ain't, I just trying here some fuming music
@757chris
@757chris 8 жыл бұрын
songs like this fuck me up yo. grew up in these fucking streets after awhile you become so numb until it all hits you. hits you so fucking hard man. to anyone thats going through what i am or anything else. we got love for you. stay strong little soldiers. ive already lost so many of mine. i dont need anymore deaths man. i love every last one of y'all. this world needs more peace.
@allanwilsonberg9558
@allanwilsonberg9558 8 жыл бұрын
plz upload this to spotify
@brixbri0411
@brixbri0411 8 жыл бұрын
did they?
@allanwilsonberg9558
@allanwilsonberg9558 8 жыл бұрын
dont think so
@williamrodriguez1440
@williamrodriguez1440 8 жыл бұрын
I'm with u
@donavancarpentier5118
@donavancarpentier5118 8 жыл бұрын
fr. great song.
@MyTheboss21
@MyTheboss21 8 жыл бұрын
Hell.yea
@suzywolf27
@suzywolf27 2 ай бұрын
I love this song
@briantoosavage1990
@briantoosavage1990 6 жыл бұрын
Still listening in 2018:)??
@kathybryant4645
@kathybryant4645 6 жыл бұрын
Me stay the fuck away when I'm cocky yah
@tylerwalker2802
@tylerwalker2802 6 жыл бұрын
Brian TooSavage same
@jessicagamboa275
@jessicagamboa275 6 жыл бұрын
Same bro
@alyssac3163
@alyssac3163 6 жыл бұрын
Brian TooSavage yes
@crazykid762
@crazykid762 6 жыл бұрын
Brian TooSavage me
@nintheloeff2827
@nintheloeff2827 5 жыл бұрын
this hit me so hard : "but i'm sick an tired being sick of life''. I can relate to this...
@fezan173
@fezan173 4 жыл бұрын
Fucksickery life n dumbullshitfucker humans
@secondstop4383
@secondstop4383 4 жыл бұрын
I can relate to that too :(
@user-sp2jg9rx8r
@user-sp2jg9rx8r 3 жыл бұрын
I relate to it.
@fezan173
@fezan173 3 жыл бұрын
Anything that changed is myself but that too is nothing for but this society won't ever change
@amanpreetkaur9934
@amanpreetkaur9934 7 жыл бұрын
[Joseph Kay:] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here [Jaytekz:] What is life if you can't make the most of it? What is love if you can't get a hold of it? What's a smile if you’re not really happy? Wake up everyday with a frown feeling crappy Tell me what is laughter when you just want to cry And life is a disaster and you just want to die Nobody understands how you feel deep inside But you got to stay strong with your head held high I got so many questions Yeah, why is life such a bitch when you least expect it? And how does everybody have it all figured out? As I sit and pout, this shits so depressing Fuck, I'm so emotional I guess these are the thoughts of a broken soul With a broken heart, outspoken mind I'm trying to find who I am on this path of mine But I don't know, I don't know It's been a long time since I felt like myself I might as well grab the nine and take the safety off And let the bullet pierce right through my scalp Shit, I need help Shit, I need help Shit, I need help I don't really know who the fuck I can turn to I try to take my time and listen to advice See, I was told patience is a virtue But I'm sick and tired of being sick of life Fuck tomorrow, I want to die tonight Fuck the future, fuck the present Fuck the drama Yo, fuck the stressing Fuck the judgements, fuck assumptions Fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing Fuck ‘em all, yo I’m done talking Stay the fuck away when I’m inside my coffin [Joseph Kay:] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here [Jaytekz:] Everyday is a burden for me So many regrets, it discourages me Like where would I be if I didn't drop out And I kept taking classes and grandma was proud? And where would I be if my father was here? And mom was with him and their love was sincere No fucking divorce, no need for the courts Together forever, they fought through the storms They fought through it all Yeah, through the trials of love, they never quit But it's sad to say that that's not the case Cause they broke apart, that shit makes me pissed Yo, fuck Yo, fuck Do I give up or do I stand on my feet? Do I give in to the hardships of life Living every single as I die on my knees Shit, what should I do? What should I do? Do I hold on to this thing called life? Do I stay strong when there’s tears in my eyes? Do I move on when I'm hurting inside? Where do I go? Where do I go? Under the ground when I'm finally at peace Away from the world, away from the sorrow and pain That's been hidden within me so deep [Joseph Kay:] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
@hendrixbrian1
@hendrixbrian1 3 жыл бұрын
Even though I’ve heard this song literally hundreds of times. Still hits me like the first time. Thank you Jay, I’m alive because of you and your music.
@mariogonzalez4637
@mariogonzalez4637 6 жыл бұрын
Who still listening in 2018
@bbw_issa_savagegilbert9748
@bbw_issa_savagegilbert9748 5 жыл бұрын
Me
@LuisPerez-zl3nq
@LuisPerez-zl3nq 8 жыл бұрын
man im sick and tired of being sick of life. fuck tomorrow i wanna die tonight, fuck the future, fuck the present. fuck the drama yo fuck the stressing. fuck a judgement fuck assumptions fuck the one who made me feel like nothing fuck em all yo im done talking. stay the fuck away when im inside my coffin. This part hits me bro
@ihalladope2092
@ihalladope2092 8 жыл бұрын
Yeah bro
@mariannamartinez3476
@mariannamartinez3476 8 жыл бұрын
I feel the same so yh😭😭😭😫😫😫😫😫💔💔💔💔💔
@neylandnance7489
@neylandnance7489 8 жыл бұрын
.
@lildizzyentertainment3159
@lildizzyentertainment3159 8 жыл бұрын
same i feel you!! 👌
@cassandrasykes1924
@cassandrasykes1924 8 жыл бұрын
Ify
@doomsicle
@doomsicle 4 жыл бұрын
"Where would I be if my father was here, and mom was with him and their love was sincere."
@verlitysontiktok1744
@verlitysontiktok1744 4 жыл бұрын
I always ask my self "Where would i be if my father was here, and mom was with him and their love was sincere
@networkchaos
@networkchaos 4 жыл бұрын
Sorry bro
@The0neWhoWa1ts
@The0neWhoWa1ts 4 жыл бұрын
I hate my father for leaving an never looking back... Times I wonder the same damn thing...
@sagew1312
@sagew1312 4 жыл бұрын
This hit me hard the first time I heard that
@metube2824
@metube2824 4 жыл бұрын
@@verlitysontiktok1744 My dad left my Mom and us 6 kids and I still made it.I turned my pain into strength.I learned a trade,and found a good girl,had a cupple kids,and now I am a PaPa to two beautiful grand kids.Life goes faster as you age so grab a piece while you can!
@natejay9449
@natejay9449 3 жыл бұрын
Everyone who sees this comment and feels down keep that head held high and keep going your doing amazing! Stay blessed much love people ❤️
@waleedabusud2148
@waleedabusud2148 Жыл бұрын
I hope you like it
@exposethefakeandthewannabe911
@exposethefakeandthewannabe911 5 жыл бұрын
[Hook: Joseph Kay] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here [Verse 1: Jaytekz] What is life if you can't make the most of it? What is love if you can't get a hold of it? What's a smile if you’re not really happy? Wake up everyday with a frown feeling crappy Tell me what is laughter when you just want to cry And life is a disaster and you just want to die Nobody understands how you feel deep inside But you got to stay strong with your head held high I got so many questions Yeah, why is life such a bitch when you least expect it? And how does everybody have it all figured out? As I sit and pout, this shits so depressing Fuck, I'm so emotional I guess these are the thoughts of a broken soul With a broken heart, outspoken mind I'm trying to find who I am on this path of mine But I don't know, I don't know It's been a long time since I felt like myself I might as well grab the nine and take the safety off And let the bullet pierce right through my scalp Shit, I need help Shit, I need help Shit, I need help I don't really know who the fuck I can turn to I try to take my time and listen to advice See, I was told patience is a virtue But I'm sick and tired of being sick of life Fuck tomorrow, I want to die tonight Fuck the future, fuck the present Fuck the drama Yo, fuck the stressing Fuck the judgements, fuck assumptions Fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing Fuck ‘em all, yo I’m done talking Stay the fuck away when I’m inside my coffin [Hook: Joseph Kay] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here [Verse 2: Jaytekz] Everyday is a burden for me So many regrets, it discourages me Like where would I be if I didn't drop out And I kept taking classes and grandma was proud? And where would I be if my father was here? And mom was with him and their love was sincere No fucking divorce, no need for the courts Together forever, they fought through the storms They fought through it all Yeah, through the trials of love, they never quit But it's sad to say that that's not the case Cause they broke apart, that shit makes me pissed Yo, fuck Yo, fuck Do I give up or do I stand on my feet? Do I give in to the hardships of life Living every single day as I die on my knees Shit, what should I do? What should I do? Do I hold on to this thing called life? Do I stay strong when there’s tears in my eyes? Do I move on when I'm hurting inside? Where do I go? Where do I go? Under the ground when I'm finally at peace Away from the world, away from the sorrow and pain That's been hidden within me so deep [Hook: Joseph Kay] Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here
@georgedorer6072
@georgedorer6072 4 жыл бұрын
Thx
@loko7914
@loko7914 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@whocares5188
@whocares5188 4 жыл бұрын
One, nothing wrong with me Two, nothing wrong with me Three, nothing wrong with me Four, nothing wrong with me One, something's got to give Two, something's got to give Three, something's got to give now
@emmahernandez9953
@emmahernandez9953 2 жыл бұрын
I'm
@kadijahferrer5265
@kadijahferrer5265 8 жыл бұрын
this is so deep it really explains life in so many different ways 💓
@jayylynn4350
@jayylynn4350 8 жыл бұрын
why do I feel like you're the only one who understands how I feel. most of the stuff I write in my journal are similar to your music. I love it. keep It ❤
@jayylynn4350
@jayylynn4350 8 жыл бұрын
*up
@wtf.waveyyy4736
@wtf.waveyyy4736 8 жыл бұрын
same
@andreazempoalteca9095
@andreazempoalteca9095 8 жыл бұрын
same yo
@Nyc.lizbeth
@Nyc.lizbeth 8 жыл бұрын
Facts
@VaderEdits1
@VaderEdits1 8 жыл бұрын
+Lynn Naise Im sorry you have to think like that everyday just know that at the end of a dark tunnel there is a bright beautiful light
@drunknmarxist
@drunknmarxist Жыл бұрын
He has raw emotions in his voice!
@Bdizzle87
@Bdizzle87 Жыл бұрын
How lol it’s auto tuned lmfao
@inphasepilot9688
@inphasepilot9688 8 жыл бұрын
how I feel everyday yet you'll see me with a smile
@julien7097
@julien7097 8 жыл бұрын
brian diaz same
@LoLoSoAwesome
@LoLoSoAwesome 8 жыл бұрын
brian diaz yeah same here
@inphasepilot9688
@inphasepilot9688 8 жыл бұрын
Not everyone realizes it and yet they say that we are just being children. I tired of ppl thinking that when in reality I'm stressed out of my mind
@matisonnicole316
@matisonnicole316 7 жыл бұрын
Are you ''stacking stacks'' of bs cause that's all thats comin out of your mouth rn
@LoLoSoAwesome
@LoLoSoAwesome 7 жыл бұрын
Stacking Stacks You know I am 14 years old and saying that I will kill myself I have been stuck in a world where I have no one to help me, Think before you say anything really you hurting other people
@nirvanachilders5642
@nirvanachilders5642 5 жыл бұрын
Who's still depressed af listening to this in 2019..... 🔫😭
@eastxside.compton348
@eastxside.compton348 5 жыл бұрын
ME
@marimendez2890
@marimendez2890 5 жыл бұрын
@@eastxside.compton348 same
@eastxside.compton348
@eastxside.compton348 5 жыл бұрын
@@marimendez2890 hey 😉
@alfredoduarte7555
@alfredoduarte7555 5 жыл бұрын
Keep your head up you just gotta keep pushing forward no matter how hard life seems to get, always gotta stay positive through the good & bad.
@khadyndiaye5999
@khadyndiaye5999 5 жыл бұрын
Me
@clippy1011
@clippy1011 5 жыл бұрын
I get even more depressed when I realize how much I compare to the lyrics
@whocares5188
@whocares5188 4 жыл бұрын
Well dont do anything dumb at least be doing coke off a hookers ass in a stolen lambo as you drive off a bridge
@JesusGarcia-ih2cz
@JesusGarcia-ih2cz 3 жыл бұрын
Se
@JesusGarcia-ih2cz
@JesusGarcia-ih2cz 3 жыл бұрын
Same
@bone8352
@bone8352 3 жыл бұрын
@@JesusGarcia-ih2cz Take it as strength that you are not alone in this. This man and many others has felt your pain and contemplated suicide. There are people such as me who survived and would gladly pass on encouragement and advice. Just know that even if you think no one cares that a stranger on the I internet is reaching out and willing to help shoulder the burden of life. That goes for you too, Clippy, and anybody else out there experiencing depression.
@austinsiler5039
@austinsiler5039 3 жыл бұрын
This is still the most lyrical song I’ve ever heard. I got fixed with depression and then here I am… no cure is there…
@chiefsmokesalot9966
@chiefsmokesalot9966 5 жыл бұрын
50 cent said it" death gotta be easy cause life is hard" by the age of 18 I was done being afraid of death, just waiting for it to catch me.
@cxncelled__
@cxncelled__ 5 жыл бұрын
Chief SmokesAlot im 15 with that mindset
@hackerchaitanya
@hackerchaitanya 5 жыл бұрын
Death takes you to a better place but I doubt it!
@sunshineosorno_
@sunshineosorno_ 5 жыл бұрын
same here. Im looking forward to it
@alexmorrison973
@alexmorrison973 5 жыл бұрын
Me too bro 😥
@lauralw1231
@lauralw1231 5 жыл бұрын
Me too
@lionessdez
@lionessdez 7 жыл бұрын
i connect with u so much it's scary, like everything u say is how i feel inside
@switchbladesx5808
@switchbladesx5808 7 жыл бұрын
Destinee Tena ur gonna get threw this I promise✊🏽❤️
@zaykapa
@zaykapa 7 жыл бұрын
Destinee Tena same with me im ganna do it sorry
@blunts4dayzz
@blunts4dayzz 7 жыл бұрын
Who feels the same pain as him
@billystowe7020
@billystowe7020 7 жыл бұрын
Love_ Cute_hi shit I'm just like it been through hell and back trying to stay on this earth shit it's hard trying to stay on this damn place with all this shit going on and other shit so yeah he ain't alone
@billystowe7020
@billystowe7020 7 жыл бұрын
Love_ Cute_hi i died 4 times they brought me back so I'm trying to find what I'm needed here for
@juniormartinez67
@juniormartinez67 7 жыл бұрын
Me bro
@hugotiago8764
@hugotiago8764 7 жыл бұрын
Love_ Cute_hi I feel it
@lexismireles6242
@lexismireles6242 7 жыл бұрын
Love_ Cute_hi me
@pedroortega7774
@pedroortega7774 11 ай бұрын
Since this song was released I've felt every word to much bro. EVERY WORD. Thank you for putting this together.
@mario3cperez
@mario3cperez 8 жыл бұрын
I see futuristic and Jaytekz, they both have talent. I want to see them sing song together, they make good music and good beat
@arturoacosta8009
@arturoacosta8009 8 жыл бұрын
that would be lit🔥💯
@mariotrujillo882
@mariotrujillo882 8 жыл бұрын
Even both of their voices are similar to eachother
@mario3cperez
@mario3cperez 8 жыл бұрын
We can make it possible, just get their attention and it might happen
@iamjaytekz
@iamjaytekz 8 жыл бұрын
Futuristic is dope!
@VaderEdits1
@VaderEdits1 8 жыл бұрын
+Always, JayteKz i could see you do something with logic you both have great lyrics im no one special but i dont say everyone that to everyone good job keep up the good work
@alientrap7736
@alientrap7736 7 жыл бұрын
If you ever feel like this, just remember that people love you. If you die, then many people will cry. Life can be tough sometimes, but just remember, your friends and family love you. You are amazing to this earth. You should be here.
@Rhys2015
@Rhys2015 7 жыл бұрын
Alien Trap good person, take care ur here for a reason to
@XLOBAXCIONX
@XLOBAXCIONX 5 жыл бұрын
You just spilled my soul out for me. I can't do this anymore
@omarmustafa2177
@omarmustafa2177 5 жыл бұрын
Jesse Ramirez don’t do it there’s always someone to talk to
@callmedaddy_haha8948
@callmedaddy_haha8948 5 жыл бұрын
You got this bro ❤️
@magzlagz4786
@magzlagz4786 4 жыл бұрын
Yo don’t do anything stupid idk if you did yet just reply back so I can make sure your here still
@magzlagz4786
@magzlagz4786 4 жыл бұрын
Jesse Ramirez everything is hard rn it’s how they made the world fight threw it, it will be worth it I promise I’m fighting right now it’s a hard battle I’m like half way there
@iam4012
@iam4012 4 жыл бұрын
I cut my wrist this morning and stopped cause I have a daughter
@Joanna-zf3bz
@Joanna-zf3bz 2 жыл бұрын
“Stay tf away when I’m inside my coffin” fuckin felt.
@thiis_foo
@thiis_foo 5 жыл бұрын
I'm so dead inside i feel so lost in life.
@blue_berry2k693
@blue_berry2k693 5 жыл бұрын
Im just waitin till death come to me...
@xxtextmastaxx
@xxtextmastaxx 4 жыл бұрын
Hope you’re doing better
@brjm1604
@brjm1604 4 жыл бұрын
Get on some antidepressants
@thiis_foo
@thiis_foo 4 жыл бұрын
DMT changed my life
@gavinengel1015
@gavinengel1015 4 жыл бұрын
Bruh moment omega lol
@autumngreenough2484
@autumngreenough2484 7 жыл бұрын
My Life 😔 but I actually love this so much it's helps me a lot!
@jasminevergara743
@jasminevergara743 3 жыл бұрын
I remember when I found you on Facebook and KZbin, I remember hearing this song and knowing you felt the same pain. Fast forward 4 years and I thought I was mentally better but today I went looking for your music because now I know, I will always feel this alone in the world. I pray your good Jay 🤍
@jeremiahjohn9529
@jeremiahjohn9529 2 жыл бұрын
This song saved me honestly. Thank you Jay so much
@juancornejo6065
@juancornejo6065 8 жыл бұрын
" But I'm sick and tired being sick of life, Fuck tomorrow I wanna die tonight, Fuck the future, Fuck the presence, Fuck the drama yo fuck the stressin fuck the judgments, fuck assumptions, fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing fuck them all yo I'm done talking" Favorite part ik how it feels
@melissabeltran1386
@melissabeltran1386 8 жыл бұрын
💯
@yourmomcarranza3007
@yourmomcarranza3007 8 жыл бұрын
true man
@alexisfoote2775
@alexisfoote2775 8 жыл бұрын
thats my favorite part bc i relate so much
@Lupealc
@Lupealc 8 жыл бұрын
fav fav
@dezmonballard1717
@dezmonballard1717 8 жыл бұрын
same....
@nicoledavis8259
@nicoledavis8259 8 жыл бұрын
I just found your music. I lost my dad about 2 months ago this song just really hit me. No matter what you're told keep writing music you just touched my life.
@acolemann25
@acolemann25 7 жыл бұрын
Nicole Davis lost my dad April on my bday month this year that shit hurt
@melisamontiel1337
@melisamontiel1337 7 жыл бұрын
This truly explains my whole life 😭💔💔💔💔
@makaliasmith8359
@makaliasmith8359 6 жыл бұрын
Same
@xgzrandomness7581
@xgzrandomness7581 6 жыл бұрын
same :C
@lilmissmooshlol6000
@lilmissmooshlol6000 6 жыл бұрын
Melisa Montiel same here
@babypink1768
@babypink1768 6 жыл бұрын
Melisa Montiel same
@justinocallaghan5576
@justinocallaghan5576 6 жыл бұрын
Melisa Montiel same here😫
@mixedreamz7324
@mixedreamz7324 2 жыл бұрын
Praying so hard for all of you. God loves us please hold tight and do not go easy into that gentle night. 😢
@ms.ashleypfeiffer9678
@ms.ashleypfeiffer9678 6 жыл бұрын
This gave me chills
@TashaLiciousss
@TashaLiciousss 5 жыл бұрын
Wow, so very deep but touching.. ❤️
@sosajc15
@sosajc15 8 жыл бұрын
this been my mood way too much lately i think it's time i stop frontin and end it
@aydenmartinez9960
@aydenmartinez9960 8 жыл бұрын
What do you mean end it?
@aliyalovesbands753
@aliyalovesbands753 8 жыл бұрын
+Papichulo papichuló Life
@vivianavillarreal4337
@vivianavillarreal4337 8 жыл бұрын
Don't just try and keep it up and it will be okay
@landaya03
@landaya03 8 жыл бұрын
Me too..
@kimmie20096
@kimmie20096 8 жыл бұрын
don't say that life gets better believe me .
@charlesclark673
@charlesclark673 7 ай бұрын
My feelings in one song deep
@slickdreams9325
@slickdreams9325 8 жыл бұрын
This song left me without words all he said I'm going through rn😔
@angelsilva9103
@angelsilva9103 8 жыл бұрын
I Feel You Bro😧😓
@cruz2208
@cruz2208 8 жыл бұрын
I feel you man. Why is life full of shit.
@jonathonflores4684
@jonathonflores4684 8 жыл бұрын
me too 😭😔💔
@allears1554
@allears1554 5 жыл бұрын
This track got me through alot of dark tunnels when the light burnt out and I felt like I had nothing left
@ChicagoStreetTV
@ChicagoStreetTV 8 жыл бұрын
Best song of 2016 and the year ain't over yet
@NatePlante
@NatePlante 3 ай бұрын
Literally been thinking about this song forever now and couldnt find it. Just did. Used to listen to it all day everyday and just forgot the name.
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