Jelly Roll - Nothing Left At All - Official Music Video

Jelly Roll - Nothing Left At All OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO
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A Strange Films Production
Directed By: Cameron Logan Cox
Written By: Cameron Logan Cox
Produced By: Taylor Lamb, Ryan Hood
Line Producer: Chris Stempel
Executive Producers: Travis O’Guin, Jelly Roll
First Assistant Director: Trevan Jay Hiatt
Director of Photography: Taylor Lamb
Production Designer: Hana Smith
Editor: Cameron Logan Cox
First Assistant Camera: Colby Stempel
Gaffer: James Cerven
Behind The Scenes: Cornelius Terrell
Police Interceptor: Jerry Vest, Have Guns Will Rent
Cast
The Constant: Jelly Roll
Officer Donald Manchester: Loren Ginden
Sarah Watts: Sarah McGuire
Jack Watts: Scott Lucas
Angie Barra: Ellen Kirk
Calvin Barra: Jelani Talib
Sonny Watts: Ryan Patrick Leary
Ellen Manchester (VO): Kaitlyn Toepperwein
Jelly Roll has always been one thing in his lyrics - honest. He sees his music
as therapeutic, not just for him, but for anyone who comes in contact with it.
As genuine a modern day outlaw as you can get, Jelly's music incorporates
influences ranging from Southern Rock to Dirty South rap. With his latest album,
A Beautiful Disaster, Jelly Roll draws you in with his ability to tell a story that you
didn't even know you were a part of. With songs like "Creature", "I Need You",
"Nothing Left At All" and the dark, haunting love story "Suicide" along with features
from the likes of Tech N9ne, Struggle Jennings, Krizz Kaliko and Lil Wyte,
A Beautiful Disaster gives you a direct link to the life of Jelly Roll - the trials and tribulations,
along with the celebrations and victories.

[@JellyRoll]

The message behind this song is so powerful - it was meant to help anyone who has ever been depressed to the point of feeling like there is nothing left at all- and the video was meant to show the pain unseen by others and how multiple walks of life can go through such similar struggles with out even knowing it. How did this song make you feel? How did the video resonate with you?

[@debbsbravo1614]

Thank you for this I love your music Jelly Roll!!! 💚💚💚

[@benjaminlatour3393]

I lost my dad when I was 20 I'm 27 he was a single father of 11 kids I'm the youngest and he was my best friend I just wish I could talk to him

[@raybryant9768]

I just saw the kid in the car. it took me back when i got in the car from school and my mother bluntly told me my Auntie killed her self, man i teared up from seeing the last part of the video, Thank you so much bro

[@nunya6874]

Jelly Roll damn brotha....not even talkin bout the ending at all. Jst damn. The WORLD needs to hear you dude. And YOU need to stay here with us. If for no other reason but to give some hope to the people like me who fight those very same demons. Much love big man

[@isaacv.3766]

The broken crib and the grieving couple is literally me and my wife right now with infertility. 6 years and 15 losses later. Thank you for helping me grieve through this unbearable pain.

[@PrincessZ1]

A lot of people say that we need an artist who speaks the truth. But when finally someone does no one really pays attention to them. This man is a great rapper. I like him

[@hybridsolutions77]

Highly underrated! Dudes fire 🔥🔥🔥

[@destinybradley691]

Yeas but I love him

[@chrisblevins4490]

That's because NWA and Tupac is hard to beat when it comes to speaking truth. We do need another truth spitter... but an original, unique one, and a leader. I love Jelly Roll, but his style isn't original. Dope lyrics for sure. He has definitely gotten better in the last 5 years.

[@ricklee2114]

look up some of his old stuff haystack is fire to

[@kelzbee4981]

What you mean? Dude is loved and apprecieted by many.... Thank u jelly, 💜much love

[@terricork4989]

❤ thank you jelly roll, I have been there. I fell, and didn't care to go on. Then my granddaughter turned me on to jelly roll 'save me' and I turned to God as he has. I have never in my 60 yrs of age have I found the peace and pure happiness, that comes from knowing God.

[@biggkuntryy]

That's sweet to hear hope you continue and healing and transform into the beautiful person you are❤

[@Lisa-sd9og]

I'm 72 years old and this is the first artist that ever told the story of the countless people like me Thank you

[@diogoandre4859]

76 here, my grandson show me.. i cant stop listening in loop

[@susanhoeflich2945]

God Bless ❤

[@CheeseCrker-x8nn]

Stay blessed, miss.

[@timkoen1685]

Amen

[@gloriamatejka5731]

im 60 and 35 years clean . Jelly sums up my life to a tee.

[@heathergroves9978]

I’m in tears right now 😢 be kind to everyone you have no idea what they have gone through or are going through. 💔

[@JellyRoll]

That's the truth!

[@jameskyser9423]

People tend to forget that. You never know someone else's struggles. Some of us hide them well.

[@ianhoward6389]

So true....gotta get up everyday and put on that fake 😃 and act normal and say I'm fine when really you feel dead inside....just trying to get through another day

[@jameskyser9423]

Just remember to make the changes you need to make behind that smile. Jellys music has helped me with that

[@terrypaul272]

That's what I tell my children be nice to everyone you have no idea what they go through everyday

[@jerilynnchildress365]

My dad took his life when I was 13. I carry that pain. It keeps me fighting. I don't want my kids to feel that pain. But sometimes that battle gets so hard that the bottle of pills and bottle of jack would just help me end it all. I'm considered high suicidal tendencies because of my dad. I'm 51 . I will keep fighting. I am strong. I am worthy. I am enough.

[@thomas25082]

You alive and how you figure it out ?

[@itsthenewsouth]

I'm 50 with bipolar and major depressive disorder, also a recovering alcoholic and addict. I've had high suicidal ideation even after seminary and a counseling degree from 2018, but Christ took most of that pain away. I pray you find peace and happiness.

[@dianesills3127]

I was 10 when my dad committed suicide. I am 56 now and the struggle is real. Prayers for you ♥️

[@Cali.Royalty]

You are amazing... Do you know that?? Look in the mirror and see the real you... Not the person who the devil whispers to.. Hung in there Mr. Greatness.. The light is coming.. Its up to you to break through all of the darkness.. Its really really possible trust me it is.. Smile friend...

[@marcushensley8673]

God bless your heart brother kinda similar story my mother took her life when I was 14 years old in 1992.... My heart still hurts losing a parent at a young age..... Stay strong bro one day at a time

[@bettyesslinger1105]

I just listened to this song and it is so powerful. I lost my youngest son Joey last year on Mother's day. He was only thirty six years old and was driving home in a storm and a tree fell across the highway and fell into the cab of his truck killing him on impact. I don't know how to live without him so l struggle every day. I am.72 years old and will never get over it. TY Jelly for this awesome song. I love you man❤❤

[@Fredjohnson2920]

Hello 👋🏻, how are you doing?

[@teresahancock1404]

I'm so sorry..I can relate,I too lost a son..he was 34yrs. young!😰💔🙏💖🕊️

[@jodishinn470]

Damn my heart goes out to you both.

[@jeannettebrough3755]

Sending love & light and healing to ease your heartache...

[@AnnieAwesome-th7qm]

Damn, how the hell do you even come to grips with something like that? So damn random and senseless

[@DrAlexanderHamilton]

Ok, let me just give this guy his flowers. Full disclosure: I am a black man from the death south from a very bad background but somehow with a lot of help made it thru. I say this not to boast, but to say that I haven't been touched this deep by an artist in a long time. I literally did not know who he was 24 hours ago and randomly stumbled upon his music on youtube. This is next level stuff. I haven't not encountered an artist whose music touched me this deep in decades. Hats off man. The world need you and all you have to offer.

[@mirandabradley8761]

I love this comment! So happy for you by the way!! & Jelly roll is amazing. I love him.🫶🏻

[@SomeMoms]

So happy for you.. it is next level for sure .. I’m also from the south. ❤

[@AnnieAwesome-th7qm]

Yellow Pain is another real mofo, check him out

[@mandypants9936]

Same. I literally just found this man and his beautiful soul.

[@njyates2396]

thank you for sharing your thoughts and point of view without hate or anything other than appreciation and I'll be honest, i have like 2-3 Jelly songs that i know the name of, I am not a die hard jelly fan - i do not know enough of his music to be one but it is really refreshing to see people be able to communicate their opinions no matter how differing they might be, without anger and hostility.

[@brandonmiller2656]

When you listen to a song and as a man alone with his thoughts you start balling your eyes out because the song hits heavy and home and deep in the soul. But knowing I'm not the only one. And that I wouldn't be judged by the artist for my tears as this song was from an artist by an artist and lived by the artist. Lifes worth living and when a song touches you like this all you can say is thank you. Thank you Jelly Roll. I needed this more than.......nevermind you already know how much I needed this. Thank you

[@LayinLowe304]

Ur not alone sir

[@codyrenfrow5558]

Definitely not alone.

[@adubbz23]

Amen Brother when the struggle feels like 6' down is the answer take a bow and close your eyes and breath. There is always light at the tunnel everyone just has to find there path!

[@connorlhamon]

You're okay man. I wouldn't be drinking this moonshine if i didn't feel you

[@LayinLowe304]

Always here for someone to vent to that understands an thinks he is alone because you are definitely NOT that... anything to help my fellow man

[@trentonaugust6568]

I was in my vehicle on my way to some woods so i could finally end my own pain and i happened to play this song, if it weren't for this song, my family and friends would be at a funeral. Jelly, this one song saved my life

[@zachabbey6509]

Damn this hit hard.

[@that_guy66]

Tough3n up my little bitch. It's only you, your thoughts are your own. No need to spread them. Conquer yourself. Love you for being different

[@angelgiammusso777]

Don't leave. You are not Alone. You are Loved. Your purpose here is so incredibly important there are others that you will touch and guide..so many you'll never know all the souls that you will help. Your good heart will be blessed with so many memories. So always just Stay. Find your light so u can be the light! We need you!!! And the love of Jesus will always have your back. Reach out whenever you need to u got this..💯every little thing gonna be alright!!! Promise👥🙌 ❤🙏💪💫💎🎭⚓🎵

[@duckettk0831]

Glad you're still with us. I want to do the same but I'm holding on.

[@southjerseysound7340]

​@@duckettk0831 you're not alone......theres days that my depression damn near got me too. But I was too stubborn and decided to fight it and managed to pull through although I felt like I'd never truly smile again...... But then one day while taking a walk that too came back. it sounds corny but try and find one thing you enjoy and do it. for me fishing helped and diet and exercise really helped.....but start with one thing and you'll get there..... just know it ain't gonna be tomorrow because it takes time.

[@davemathis888]

So many people are alive, only because their children are. Please pray for me and I will pray for you . We can help each other more than you can imagine.Thanks Jelly, You give us hope , and speak for the ones nobody hears.😢

[@divergentsh1thead]

I would be long gone if it wasn’t for my children 🥲

[@seniorita3287]

I will remember you in my prayers. 😢

[@NicoleValenzuela-ww9su]

So feel u. There's sometimes I just wana give up..... Then I look at my kids n realize that no one can love them more then I can

[@CheeseCrker-x8nn]

Prayers to all you

[@NicoleHayes-ye4fc]

I'm one of them that's alive because of my girls.

[@BarefootPsychonaut]

Man I haven’t felt these emotions in a long time. Caught between by surprise as I’m now at work hiding in the bathroom crying. A good emotional release cry. Thank you for your music and how it helps heal. Thank you to my dad for catching me loading his firearm and physically restraining me until help got there. Thank you to the staff in the psych ward for your care and understanding. Thank you God for another chance at this. Please reach out. You’re never just alone. Even if it’s a stranger and you need someone to just listen. I Love You🤙

[@asiapud]

When he said, "I feel like my past won't allow me to grow"... I felt that.👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 Dude is good.

[@scliffird2785]

Real life

[@russellnaquin5410]

Real life! But someone always cares!

[@russellnaquin5410]

Usually it's the woman that won't let herself grow because she's been hurt by a Bad Man! She needs to find some healing and a good man in life!

[@theeunordained9027]

@@scliffird2785 yep

[@robzinkhan4599]

The JellyRoll always brings it.

[@JuggaloTr3y]

How many strong ass men did this song bring to tears? 🔥

[@MR.R3DD]

Im with you on that shit broke me awsome song

[@tk_clips3578]

Every time I hear it when I’m alone and That’s what makes us strong ass men.

[@richarddzama2201]

Ur looking at one right here...will b 55 this December...

[@arieswilson7393]

Cry 4 what

[@tk_clips3578]

Aries Wilson life is hard , if you know you know .

[@jodyoslund5924]

Holy fuck! What a powerful song and video! Please keep producing this raw emotional stuff... its what our country needs to wake up and start taking care of our own people! We are drowning in mental health problems and addiction and people don't think there's a way out... Please please please people let's help one another through these rough times in our country!

[@jo-annebellamy5983]

God and Heavenly Father grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

[@timothyknowlton2927]

Some of us still have fight left!

[@jamesstephen7350]

That was one of the hardest things I've ever watched...I broke down at the end...That message is deep...2 broken families, both broke for different reasons, both both were the breaking point...then the the man (You) turns to the boy...such a powerful msg...Such an amazing resource to express it!! and the acting in this...was also very impressing!! you felt the despair, and pain from both sides!!

[@AJ-jj1gs]

3 broken families

[@cameroncox9737]

Thank you so much from the cast & crew! Honored to have made the visuals for a beautiful song. #ABeautifulDisaster

[@lisacoenen4639]

Oh my God! This just hit home HARD! Jelly, I'm a recovering alcoholic drug addict and your music has helped me tremendously. Thank you!!

[@Pablo_Escobear]

I just found this song. You ever think a song is just made for you? This song saved my life today. Thank you Jelly Roll, 😢

[@subnoizesoldier2]

He’s actually done the same for me. It’s amazing how much music can help people 💯💪🤟

[@margojoleary8224]

This video is so intense

[@carolynhopkins4265]

I feel it a lot. I went to his concert last night depressed as hell, I came away happy. If u can see him. Do it

[@ITFDAVE]

The song may have helped, but you deserve the credit. U saved yourself. Those of us that survive the toughest of times wind up becoming the strongest of us all. You've earned the right to be here and be happy friend. Not many people get to or have to, experience that. Yet so many of us do and have. "The things that people are afraid of... Never let me down" Jelly Roll - Creature (somg).

[@LanePurdy]

Stay strong brother

[@angelasexton8369]

I had to stop and say… this IS one of the most powerful songs I’ve heard & relate to. This 1, Sober and especially Save Me. I don’t think u can quite understand how ur music, these songs, hit me. I feel every pain, every emotion… I feel it all because I relate 100%. You & Bunny can’t possibly realize how ur saving ppl, Uar SAVING ME, WITH MUSIC & words! I’ve never felt so UNDERSTOOD til I listen to u & music. It’s AMAZING & I CANT THANK U ENOUGH. ALL 3 OF YOU! Cause it takes all 3 of u to speak on struggles & Family. Not sure what I’d do without U, Bunny & ur baby girl! Nothin but LOVE FOR YA’LL!!❤️❤️

[@dwills4214]

2 years ago I was at the lowest point of my life l. I was addicted to drugs homeless and depressed. I listened to your songs everyday to help me deal with my pain. I am now 2 years sober and your music still gives me goosebumps reminding what it was like back then. Thanks bro u helped save my life!

[@euroblackicechronicles8177]

5 years here,beat the pills but the bottle does have its roots deep into the ground. Therapeutic music i made my way into rehab. Jelly is always a wake up to where you are fucking up in life.

[@goatdezsi3527]

So you still homeless??

[@goatdezsi3527]

@@euroblackicechronicles8177 you need jelly to tell you to stop drinking and taking drugs??

[@Sicnesses23]

So you were homeless and broke and you managed to get on youtube or whatver to listen to this guy? Hahah yea right. Sorry some of you guys with your stupid positive messages, you are not convincing anyone. You are just in love with a white guy who wishes he was black

[@perculated7666]

@@Sicnesses23 You're a fucking ignorant idiot.. Because homeless doesn't mean you can't get on the internet/social media. I was homeless recently but still had a phone I used for WiFi to listen to music or use a text/call app.. Or some people go to public library's etc.. Hell some people had nice phones with contracts usually acquired from stealing or fraud but it doesn't mean they don't have phones, there useful when your a drug addict and music met so much more to me at the time. So next time don't say anything if its ignorance with no basis nor have you been there.

[@sarelseemonster1199]

This Man, His Words And Music has helped ME Trough a bad patch of Depression, Anxiety, Tried Suicide,ended up in clinic endless therapy sessions. It's A ongoing battle Day by Day. But when Im Low And Down. Jelly Roll seems to put me straight again trough his Voice And Lyrics

[@sycoh8]

This song hits differently than before for me. Im in the darkest hole i have ever been in, but i wont give up, I can't give up. Last attempt was 5 years ago and i have to live with scar rest of my life. I got my service animal 2 weeks after that and he is my reason even if i feel like im no good to him. We rescued each other.

[@bslifeamerica3327]

YOU WILL RISE AND STAY BLESSED. GLAD YOUVE GOT YOUR SERVICE ANIMAL AND HOPE THAT BOTH OF YOU STAY IN A GOODNPLACE CUZ YOURE BLESSED.

[@rickylieblein6884]

Bro, I feel you and I pray you’re doing better. I don’t know you but I do love you and I pray everything works out for you. I’m in the same situation. I don’t know what to do but it has to be here today. Just trying to figure out why.

[@sycoh8]

Thank you I know the Lord has a plan I just don't know the plan yet. I have to rise because I can't go lower.

[@avawilliams4227]

Im gonna take my dog with me.

[@jodiewhite2843]

Man this music video is by far the best one I've ever seen in my entire life. Not only did jelly roll execute another hit but he told and painted out a story that is so real and still happening today. Jelly should get an award for this one one the song but the video just pulls you in and you can't stop watching.. Jelly man if you or Bunnie see this real talk don't quit you really out here helping people. You cant even imagine how many people your helping and I'm loving the direction you both are taking. Just think how many soul you could actually save and lead them all to Christ! You have a calling over you Jason for real! You could lead so many to Jesus and it looks at if that's what it doing. I love you both!! Keep going!!!!!

[@lalafl200]

"I still feel fucked up till this day" I totally understand! This is why It annoys me when people say "it'll get better" been twenty years and I'm still waiting. Thank you for this beautiful track

[@RAWPAPRSxLONG1s]

I know that it’s very hard to think about that statement being true: “it’ll get better”, but as I’m sure you know it’s the small things that take our minds off the shit we’ve gone through and the shit going on in our lives that matter. Our whole lives don’t have to suddenly be great for things to “get better”. Every time we smile, laugh, or just momentarily forget about all that is a victory. I hope you find those moments in your daily life🙂

[@galaxysoup]

I think that phrase carries a negative feeling for a lot of people now. Sometimes it feels like the person is dismissing your pain, or not giving you a chance to vent and grieve. I get it, I've heard that phrase a lot and it pissed me off too. But, things do get better in of that not everyone fully recovers, but gradually things get a bit better in some ways (sometimes subtle or easy to miss). Sometimes the better is still very painful, but that doesn't erase your progress ❤️ try to not give up hoping and working for a bit of betterness, you deserve all that and more

[@HellHoundzProductions]

its a lapse in communication and language imo. what they mean seems to be more "you will learn how to manage your pain as it becomes more frequent"

[@jamesadamgleason9471]

If your drinking/drugging and smoking it will never get better.

[@HellHoundzProductions]

@@jamesadamgleason9471 You're not wrong with the exception of maybe medical cannabis for diagnosed conditions of mental illness. Most times these things will only make you feel worse in the end

[@MiSeRy786]

"If misery loves company, then why am I alone?" That line broke me. I've asked myself that exact thing in the past. Powerful song and video Jelly.

[@danielbpeluso]

mdgamer86 “misery loves company”...they also say “awesome flocks to awesome”. So I should only be alone half of the time then right?

[@jacobjoslin526]

Because company doesn’t like misery.

[@user-bz9vz5ig3o]

I sat and worry about everyone I've ever loved

[@allenchapman4274]

Everyone will have to face hopelessness eventually, brother. Not sure what motivated me to get up today and pick this song, maybe because i had my front tire come off my bike and I faceplanted on pavement (10mph) yesterday. But, I got up and walked home. Don't you ever change, Jelly Roll.

[@remingtonfrench1638]

The only thing that keeps me here are my kids 51 years and the demons get stronger 😢😢tired of pain and being unloved struggling daily to stay

[@Turbo352Gville]

Yeah I'm 54 and just so tired of the pain I deal with daily it's just been rough I'm in your same boat 🚢 being alone all the time sucks ass to

[@joegonzaez4379]

Stay strong you ain't the only one ,but we gotta be strong ,brighter days ahead just take the step

[@avawilliams4227]

I don't think my kids are enough anymore to hold me here.

[@Imonlyhuman-gm7jj]

@@avawilliams4227 I am creating a podcast episode that features this song. I've used your comment and will read it to my audience. Please know, that there is more to life than what you are seeing right now. You are a gift to the world, don't be afraid to showcase who you are.

[@Imonlyhuman-gm7jj]

I'm creating a podcast episode and will be reading your comment. We are all here to help one another. Stay strong, you are a beautiful soul.

[@WhiteColonizer]

To the ones that read this; the ones with broken hearts; the ones that hit rock bottom; the ones struggling with addiction; the ones fighting depression; we are here, we do care. Keep fighting for the better days because you will succeed. May your life prosper

[@tbrocato143]

Thank you!!!

[@heidihammond9370]

Thank you for that, really. I'm 50yrs old, my son is 30 and we both fight addiction, depression, eachother... it's a broken heart I wake up to every day, knowing there's another 24 hrs full of dread, praying I don't ever have to breath for him again, hoping I can throw all the narcan away I keep on hand, begging God to make me the mother he deserves. I end every day thanking Him tho that my 2 girls only inherited my blonde hair and wicked sense of humor and NOT my demons.

[@edwardthomas9253]

Hey yeah I've been ptayin for them better days

[@edwardthomas9253]

Praying for them better days 10/8/20 I know its not a long time but I feel like its been a lot longer than that I've tried to get clean before but its always been court ordered or in prison I jus did to get out of the cell for an hour and go to the NA meeting they would bring in for us but I've never jus done it for myself yeah bruh I'm off parole now I'm not court ordered I'm jus doin it for myself and my FAM cuz FAM is all we got at least it is for me but yeah it feels way different this time cuz its for me know what I mean idk maybe I'm trippn

[@jasminemathis5328]

@@edwardthomas9253 keep on keeping on

[@kevinfowler6897]

Jelly Roll, I don't know if you will read this, but I want to to thank you for this. I started listening to you today for the first time. This song and Save me, have hit a nerve that i thought was dead. I have been through so much shit in my life, I am 11 years sober. But lately I have been feeling like im about to relapse. I lost my grandmother a few years ago, right before I started my business. These two songs have awoken the grieving that I never fully accepted. My grandmother was everything to me. We would talk on the phone for hours. She saw me through my drug issues. She was there when my daughter was born while I was in prison. And she kept me sober after I was released. When I lost her, I lost my world. She died of cancer and I couldn't bear seeing her on her death bed the night before she past, so i left. She was there for me when I needed her but I wasn't there for her to say goodbye. That shit hurts me everyday. Im sorry for the long reply but I just needed to get this off my chest. Thank you man, i appreciate you.

[@violator2695]

Good luck mate ... you should write a letter to your Grandma with your thoughts and feelings. It will help.

[@aaronfox3015]

hang in there guy...hit me up you wanna talk...aaron fox..

[@azscratcherelite846]

Keep strong brotha! Hit me up if you need someone to talk to / vent. I've been through the addiction side of things, and know it's a bitch to stay away. Just use your daughter as a great reason on why not to relapse.

[@brendancolbert5506]

I feel bad for you man I hope you have a good rest of your life

[@Myife196]

@@violator2695 ... My mother died at the age of 34..... I was 17 at the time. Writing a letter and leaving in on her grave really helped me deal with it.

[@MrToa510]

"I'm the go-to-guy, so who do I go to when I need some help." THIS lyric hit me harder than any words I've ever heard in a song. Everyone can lean on me but there's nobody on the other side keeping me up.

[@jeremylemp2691]

You're not the only one who feels that way, trust me

[@MandiMarie5896]

Same here

[@weswilliamson4896]

Truer words have never been spoken

[@Sadjack97]

I didn’t find this song until today… on a day when I needed it more than ever. My dad chose to take his own life a year ago and even though it’s been a year I have days where the pain I carry from losing him…from feeling like I could’ve done more…from wishing I could have been there and talked him through it…from dwelling on all the times I missed his call, didn’t text him back, and all the stupid arguments we had over the 26 years…sometimes it all feels just so unbearable

[@angelahiggins7069]

This man is slept on for sure. He's so talented and no doubt my favorite artist hands down no questions asked. Not even a close call.

[@JamesTaylor-zd6or]

No doubt about it. Kinda sad too he's alot more influential then any fucking mainstream artist today.

[@JamesTaylor-zd6or]

Seems kinda schetcy. Right!?

[@JKOLD6004]

Ya I agree after jelly's new album he moved up to n1# for me as well since I've been listening in the last 4 years he has been the most improved rapper I have heard to this day 💯. I love how he's been doin more singing in all his songs that's def been nice to hear him tryin diff things much props n love jelly frfr

[@tonyalindsey9673]

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[@aaronlusk9382]

I got to admit brother over a week and a half ago I found a song of yours in KZbin I haven't turned off since good job Big Homie

[@bubbafudpucker397]

JellyRoll I listen to "When I Get Rich" at least once a day. It is my inspiration for the tiny business I've started. You have made a big difference in my life. I hope you read this. Thank you.

[@angelov3x857]

😎🤘

[@ragingmcqueen]

Keep pushing man. Small business owner here.

[@dianad3080]

Keep pushing...good luck. 😊

[@skersfan6751]

Please tell me the business' name is fudpucker's

[@312hustla]

Bubba Fudpucker yes lawd! Keep that business and drive going, the sky is the limit

[@DeirdreClark-uh9fv]

🙏 POWERFUL! I don’t care who you are, what you have, what you do for a living,this song should affect everyone! In my opinion, of course ❤

[@Fredjohnson2920]

Hello 👋🏻, how are you doing? 🌹

[@KyleWyatt-zj6mq]

So true!

[@justadeathcorejourney]

Just got out 2 hospitals, it opened my eyes up. Not gonna get into it… asking for as many prayers as I can get. Jelly Roll keeping me company tonight. Just trying to get my life together and hope someone can relate. Addiction is hard, it shouldn’t feel normal. Normal should feel sober. I believe God saved my life that night and wouldn’t give up on me. I took a lot for granted, and when I got out I realized that but still keep some bad habits. I deserve better and deep down I know this. I hope y’all know you deserve better too whatever is bothering you. Your emotions are valid, people do care about you, and if you think they don’t, I will be at the door or on the phone listening to you for hours

[@lunagoodhart5489]

Love and light. I wish you enough. 💜💛🤍💙

[@sierrarodgers2825]

Loved the comment

[@DM-mp6kx]

I pray that you are doing much better now. I just discovered this artist and his music. I too suffer from addiction, anxiety and depression. Wishing you well my friend. ❤️

[@Imonlyhuman-gm7jj]

I snagged your comment to read on my podcast, which is featuring JellyRoll. Thank you for sharing.

[@jefflewis7954]

Finally, someone else gets it. Depression and addiction dont just destroy, eventually, one way or another, they end it.

[@rebeccamoores1743]

I get it and I'm on the edge right at this moment and feel like I'm being pushed over it....

[@420jen1976]

This m girl phone well spoken brother

[@wessmith4913]

@@rebeccamoores1743 I noticed you made a couple comments like this on Jelly Roll videos. The edge can be pushed back. Give it time. It sucks, I know.

[@rebeccamoores1743]

@@wessmith4913 Thanks...it is a struggle everyday. I have found out that I have cancer for the second time and its almost pushed me back to using. But im trying so hard to stay strong.

[@wessmith4913]

@@rebeccamoores1743 I’m sorry to hear that! Just keep going and try to live for the few moments in life that ARE good. Easier said than done, of course, but it’s a better option than the alternative. If life ends, you’ll never have a chance to make it better.

[@midwestnative4630]

NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE WHAT I JUST HEARD!!!!!!! THANK YOU Mr. Deford for just being you. That "better man than I was" reference is epic. Me: face full of tears. Lost my grandpa a few years back to terminal brain cancer. He chose for us to keep him at home and take care of him til he passed. He ain't hurtin no more tho, streets of gold now.

[@cheyennemartin2211]

My husband passed away 4 days ago. We loved listening to your music. This was one of his favorite songs. This shit still hits me like a ton of bricks

[@apryleayala7207]

❤❤❤❤

[@viperaddictcarfanatic6321]

“If misery loves company then why am I alone” that’s bar that hits damn

[@californialuv923]

Fucked me up like for real. It hit different.

[@kass_G59]

@@californialuv923 Forreal.

[@savannahjohnson633]

Fr fr. That one hit so hard.

[@dragstri]

I cry every time I listen to this song. It reminds me there are people that get it. This is my reality.

[@DD-ft3eo]

It’s nice to know I’m not the only one.

[@mcnabbsouth]

You guys ain't alone. Im stuck here too

[@crickett_manifests_life3353]

This song hits me hard- it used to be me. My brother died, he didn’t make it through the worst of times. I was crying and sending love, hope, healing to all who are living this. I’m sending love and light and healing to you

[@QuantumBeard]

I feel ya. Was at work on break when this video dropped, and I almost fuckin lost it right there.

[@elizabethhawkins4540]

Same, currently bawling my eyes out.. But most of his music has that effect on me. He hits on some deep shit.

[@anthonybonds6804]

Life long alcoholic..6 years sober...6 years ago I was sleeping under a bridge..I had an abandoned elevator i slept in sometimes..i was lost. Messing with Crack but I didn't care about that..I just wanted to drown myself in liquor. Then on March 17 2018 I asked the Lord to help me. God's Grace has saved my life and changed spirit. I live in real peace now. I have an incredible job I am taking amazing vacations. My mom got to see me sober before she died. Thank you Jesus. If you are suffering have faith and ask God. Gods grace is real.

[@DontH8DaPlayaH8DaGame]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@amandaxocop8218]

So proud of you ❤

[@angelathomas7062]

I suffer bad mental health and listening to this man every day helps me so much ❤❤

[@amandamarieperea9799]

I agree

[@whatupquake6790]

Same!

[@whitefeather731]

Same. I'm thankfully every day for jelly. 😢

[@April.Showers.]

I’ve known Jelly Roll since we were kids… of course I’ve heard his music… when I say finally he has a voice he can use to heal, speak truth, or just fucking bang too… FINALLY!!! I’m proud of you and your accomplishments, I’m so happy you and your beautiful family! Keep speaking, keep banging, keep climbing to the top and don’t stop then either!!! Blessings to you jelly 💙 catch you in the Ville 🕊

[@kimboblake8248]

I think he's fucking awesome. But you are to. Never forget that.

[@ryanscott4631]

That's awesome been listening to him before he was recognized, one man tht speaks the truth and very relatable. Someone everyone should hear!! Glad he is being recognized for his great music. He is bringing back real music!

[@April.Showers.]

Jelly is koo ppl. Has a hella sense of humor. I’m glad he gets to be and stay him ( dude is humble) while telling his story. He is who he is, and he won’t let anyone change him…So many can relate to the addiction, mental health, poverty itself… the friends and family we have buried due to addiction. He is doing great things and living a life he deserves. We all have ups and downs, music is therapy for many and I’m so glad that he is getting the recognition he deserves. I’m the type of person that loves to lift others and support. There’s so much hate in this world and industry and he is climbing proving ppl wrong. I wish you guys well too. Stay positive. 💙🕊

[@MattHumphrey2408]

@@April.Showers. real recognize real, point blank thank you 🙏

[@jonathanmayberrydesigns]

right, im sure he wouldnt be like april who at all. you prolly besties huh, thats why you thought no better way to drop a personal note to him than on youtube. OTH, lets look into why u are so insecure you need to publicly announce a fake friendship to someone somewhat famous on youtube. smh

[@dragstri]

Jelly, my brother.. I have no words. Wasn't ready for that at all. Each new track gets more real, and hits home harder than the one before it. If I were any more paranoid, I'd say you've had a first hand look info my life before writing this music. God has given you a gift that has the ability to move people and literally touch their soul. Thank you.

[@kristutor4141]

Yesss I couldnt agree more brother if ive never been able to say or show how I feel he does it with his music and beautiful disaster hits deeper than any before

[@user-wu7my8dh8o]

To all the abused: I’m one of you. I love you and trust me no sin go unnoticed and I forgive all of yours

[@Mrs._Grant]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ I too am one.

[@holliecharon7904]

You always get me through my hardest times. I have P.T.S.D and all your songs I turn to thanks Big Guy. I'm PROUD OF YOU

[@TomasLagle-fk3nk]

Thanks Holly but there ain't and won't be a future with her she destroyed me and any chance she ever had tell her to move on I will take care of my kid that's it she hurt me beyond words can say I hate her sorry

[@freddyzepeda5853]

I feel you

[@jonajones5835]

Love your music bro I'm rewritten your shit in Spanish my Hispanic people deserve to hear real feelings and real music spoken from the heart. Believe or not we identify our self with your music bro

[@ajmeece1508]

Respect

[@albertjames3000]

Heck yeah

[@FarmLiving]

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[@MECX3490]

Great idea...

[@heatherlyn1144]

Badass!!❤️

[@LadyIsis316]

This song hits different when you're missing your love one. I get told almost daily that it will get easier. I keep patiently waiting. This here will be the first year I won't get that Birthday call. I don't get hear to that "I love you sweety!" or "I wish you were here sweety" anymore. What I would kill to hear it one more time. I give anything to hear her say "I miss you" or have her chew me out again. I regret not being there. I regret all those times I shooed her off the phone because "I was busy." I wish there was phone line to heaven mom, because I'd call you everyday.

[@lawrencetaylor5481]

Jasmine Nelson This hits close to home. We lost dad in 1990 and mom in 2005. It still hurts and, I too wish I could talk to them one more time.

[@JavierGarcia-xz5yr]

Those Who think is cool to disrespect their parents or feel embarrassed are the ones who will regret their actions when they are gone. Always love those who support you and love you back.♥︎

[@TC_318]

I know what your saying!!!! I am going through the SAME thing as we speak!! I lost my dad 8 years ago and lost my mom a couple months ago... I’m only 33 with 2 daughters and one more on the way... I just cried so hard when I read your comment bc you have NO CLUE how much that comment is in relations to my life... that hit me hard... my bday is in 3 weeks and this will be my first one without my mom also.... I have one grandma left and that’s it... I live 6 hours away from her so don’t get to see her that much. I feel all alone. But my daughters and wife keep me going... I really hope you will be ok... But just know your not alone and there’s people in the world going through the same or even worse situations... it will all work out and we will overcome this. Now we have to live a good life and make sure our family name doesn’t get ruined bc of these circumstances... I will keep you in my prayers..

[@kristinbenson567]

i feel so bad but dont feel lonlry we all are here for u

[@K.Marieofficial]

Jasmine Nelson 😢

[@NicholasjGuedry-mp5od]

I'm so happy to see and watch Jellyrolls success and knowing I hung out and played the same stage as this guy and was there since the early gathering of the juggalo shows when jelly was putting in work to be noticed and I look back at all the pics I have q jellyroll before the tattoos and I am very happy to see him happy and he deserves to experience fame the way he did he put in the work and god blessed him because he never gave up Love u jelly -krimzon x

[@justynasmoszna8207]

I love this guy. So much truth in what he sings..

[@elainemurley9509]

He's real

[@tysonnorris9404]

Shit, That one left a mark. Jelly puts serious feeling to his craft

[@tysonnorris9404]

Very good video production also. Fukn killin it.

[@tysonnorris9404]

@Lil Blaisy ?

[@Jx83xB]

@Lil Blaisy LMFAO kid, don't quit your day job or school to be a rapper.. I don't think anyone could even get through a single track of yours without turning it off. Its so terrible that it's almost comical, and not in a way that's worth sharing like #Viper 's "You'll Cowards Don't Even Smoke Crack" 😆 You make those shitty SoundCloud mumble rappers sound phenomenal in comparison kid. Just being brutally honest, at least you got a few more views from me trying to give your trash a chance. 🙄🙉👎🏼Please just spare us all the agony and never try to rap again!!! 🤫🤐🤨

[@Khordesh]

"I am the go to guy so where do i go when i need help".. This resonates with the deepest, darkest parts of my soul. More than once I have found myself walking through my forest of depression. Tempting death and fate alike with all manner of devices to end my life. To many times I was used to help others find their path out of their darkness but my pleas and cries for help always fell on deaf ears. I remember the night I finally broke. I remember grabbing the gun and walking to the park at 3 am. I remember not leaving anything behind, not a single note, call... nothing. I remember being so numb that there wasn't even tears. I remember that in that moment... while my heart was pounding hard in my chest and my hands shaking from the nervousness, how quiet and calm the whole world seemed. I squeezed that trigger. *click*. Baffled... I racked another round. Held my breath, squeezed, *click*. I cycled through all 8 shots I had in that magazine. Not a damn shot fired. I broke. Right then and there. I finally called my friends leaving messages to most of them. Sobbing and completely at a loss for why I was still there. I remember when a car pulled up and 5 of my closest friends got out, and only 1 initially came down to make sure things were safe. I remember being punched so hard that some sense got knocked in to me. This was the turning point for me. Now, I am not a religious man by any means, but at that point; I realized that SOMETHING was keeping me here. SOMETHING was sending me a sign that it's not my time and it's not by my own hand that my life will end. It's been a long road since then. I'm still asking myself what that purpose is, but, along the way... I can't help but wonder if it's to just share my experience. To let others know that even in the darkest times, you're never truly alone. One of the most truthful things I've ever heard someone say about when they attempted suicide, and I honestly feel it rings true with everyone (including myself), is "As soon as I jumped, my first thought was 'I don't want to die.". Thank you Jelly Roll. I have never heard of you until today. By sheer happenstance my friend posted another one of your videos which has sense lead me to your page. Suffice to say, you've made me a serious fan!

[@Khordesh]

@Patriot 556 Things have been getting better, although I'd be lying if I said that some times it doesn't seem like it. I've learned to focus on at least 3 good things (big or small) that made me smile each day. Even with today's environment with all the crazy going around, there are still beautiful and happy things going on right in front of your nose. Thank you for checking in! I hope that your days are blessed and full of love and cheer! :D

[@jdieselll7808]

i know that feeling well. im going through it now. I love my girlfriend with all my heart and she is going through alot mentally. she has severe depression and anxiety. I do anything i can to be there for her but im battling my own demons and I just dont know what Im supposed to do. Being there for her i hide all of my depression as best I can. I always try to be there for others but who do I go to.

[@Khordesh]

@@jdieselll7808 Just keep looking to find someone to talk to, and don't be afraid to let her know that you are also not always in a good spot. Putting on a fake facade isn't the healthiest thing to do. Even if it feels like the right thing. I promise that you have plenty of people that love you and would look to help you if you start opening up about it. It doesn't have to be someone you're really close to. Just don't lose yourself in the darkness. Remember who you are and what makes you happy. You must give yourself permission to not be okay. That is the only way that you can start to accept the help that is all around you.

[@jdieselll7808]

@@Khordesh it doesnt feel like I have anyone who actually loves me n cares. I feel like everything is one sided, I'm there for others but they dont care about me in return. I mean I'm there for others without thinking they're gona care what I'm goin through. It's a really shitty feeling. Like why waste my heart on people who dont give a shit about me. My girlfriend says she loves me but I see nothing that shows she does. Like I said I think I'm wasting my heart n just setting myself up for even more hurt. It's hard to just walk away though because I do love her n she needs someone to be there like I am but like I said I think I'm setting myself up to have my heart broken. I tried talking to her n she wont even say much just that she loves me. Yet I never see anything that shows she loves me at all.

[@jdieselll7808]

@@Khordesh n thank you for taking time to read my comment n respond. I appreciate it.

[@Lakesidephotography007]

Buddy of mine made me listen to till the wheels fall off… never heard of jelly before then and now it’s all I can listen to… every damn song I can somehow relate to. My anxiety and depression has been eating me alive lately but idk why… I have a job, nice house, nice toys, a wife who loves and supports me.. I should be the happiest person alive but on the inside I’m dying I wish I could fix it and be happy without taking prescriptions… anyways I know you won’t see this but keep these tracks coming man. Got millions of us listening and tearing up daily

[@sleeplessaquarius]

I see it :) Ive been you. I understand 100. Hang in there. I hope things get better for you soon. Ive had severe anxiety & depression most of my life, & for me, it hasnt been something I could explain to those around me who dont have to deal with it themselves. It isnt as simple as 'get over it' or 'stop overthinking'. Jelly Roll's music is truly AMAZING. He is singlehandedly helping a LOT of people ❤

[@thelmaworth6719]

There is always " SOMEONE " that you can talk to. Please don't keep ur emotions inside like that. You are loved and you need to open up to ur wife, you be surprised how much better you will feel afterwards. I'm praying for you and just know YOU ARE LOVED 🙏🙏 God bless you sir....

[@RikRoxbrix121]

Man Nick, my anxiety and depression, pain I believed it to be because I have none of the things you mentioned. If only I had a wife a family and a job, toys..

[@peterwillner5536]

Find God He listens and saves souls Helped keep me alive when I shouldn't be Praise and live a thankful life counting blessing Many people love and I am one of them Live ur best life

[@cathyclarridge9765]

Me too. I only discovered him recently, and now I can't stop listening. Sending peaceful vibes.

[@dennisflores1800]

This song hits home been there drinking and doing drugs living a life in sin and heartache Jelly Roll your a true angel sent from heaven to help and inspire people in this unseen world keep the music up brother

[@missinichols5092]

This song has tears running down my face! Very powerful n not spoken of enough! Depression n suicide is real! Ty for putting it out there!

[@BabyBoy-yr9bs]

Absolutely powerful 💯💯💯 This man was meant to be seen and felt by us all 🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@hillbilly2693]

Lost my 20 year old son who was my best friend, dam I miss him. Your song hit me hard brother thank you

[@hudson1ify]

Hey..I just read UR comment on this song and I couldnt agree with you more! I'm in Buffalo NY and have never heard of jelly roll..but my brother just moved here from INDIANA where he's BIG. And I fell in love with his MUSIC BC its REAL! I'm actually a Liscenced MENTAL HEALTH AND SUBSTANCE ABUSE COUNSELOR/THERAPIST..so this song and many of his songs are just so DEEP and REAL! DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SUICIDE, SUBSTANCE ABUSE are SO REAL.. that I'm glad someone is putting together music that people can actually IDENTIFY with!

[@herbertwilson1825]

I lost my little brother to suicide 2 years ago. Wish I was dead too. I'm alive but I'm dead inside

[@Fox_wolf681]

STAY STRONG WE ARE FUXING WARRIOR'S. BLESSINGS

[@kathryn0321]

“I’m the go to guy so who do I go to when I need some help” WOW I hella felt that!! My heart dropped. If you know, you know...

[@crazyviking3854]

To this day this is truth. And it eats at you day in and day out.....

[@Kimxx27]

@kathryn brady that was so crazy!! I was reading your comment at the exact time he said that in the song.....whoa!!! I know the feeling too🥰

[@kathryn0321]

@@Kimxx27 I think that means you really needed to hear it 😉 *hugs* It's so crazy how amazingly on point his lyrics are! I still remember how caught off guard I was when I heard that line when listening for the first time. Yeah....deep stuff for sure. Sending you love ❤❤❤

[@Kimxx27]

@@kathryn0321 awww thank you!! Yeah that was sooo weird!! I'm sure I did need to hear it. I might if not even heard it if I wasn't reading your comment at the exact same time🤷🏼‍♀️ Everything happens for a reason🤗🤗 Hugs to you and sending love to you too😉🥰❤❤

[@kathryn0321]

@@Kimxx27 😊❤🤗

[@robinbruce-l8d]

this song right here says it all to me. when my husband passed away 5 years ago i thought strong and hard about what to do with my life. the night that he passed away i was at work with now knowledge of his passing until i got off work. the hospital didnt call me that night until he was on his way to the morge (spelled wrong) i had no one to talk to about my situation that night so i thought that i would join him, but who would that benefit the answer was no one. so here i am today wishing that i could talk to him again. all of your songs man have ,meaning nd everyone i dont care who you are you can relate in some way shape or form to them. you my man are a GOD SEND THANK YOU..

[@dennyhutch2071]

I struggle every day to wake up and the only reason I take my next breath is cause I got kids and people who wouldn't wake up tomorrow if I died today but your music helps me knowing someone else actually can relate to how it feels to be me. Whatever it is you do man hits home and leaves a mark on so many people and I appreciate your music more than you know.

[@scarletxo1111]

Message within this song touches my heart. RIP momma

[@jbake3304]

Sorry to hear about your mom. I just lost mine about a month ago and cry everytime I hear this.

[@jellyroll9350]

So sorry about your momma Ash I appreciate your relentless support It’s JELLY ROLL !!! hmu 830 321 4351

[@TheBrownRecluse520]

Hey Brother, I Just wanted to Let you know as I write this, With Tears in my eyes and Tears covering my phone, I want you to know that This song Hits me like a shotgun blast to the chest.... I am an Alcoholic and Addict to Pain killers and For years I was slowly killing myself.....I Even Contiplated Suicide..... But I am now 10yrs. Sober from Alcohol 🍸 And I met My Wife and have 2 Boys now. But DEPRESSION still lingers around so I made friends with my Monster, and Learn to deal with my DEMONS, like you say. I Have even been laid off right before Christmas and felt like a FAILURE AND A LOSER To my Wife and 2 sons. But I want People like us, that Have DEPRESSION Know It does get better your not ALONE And that MUSIC 🎶 AND MESSAGE YOU PUT OUT HELPS ME AND ALOT OF US FANS THAT CAN RELATE OUT OF THOSE DARK TIMES.....THANK YOU AGAIN JELLY ROLL FOR YOUR WORDS AND INSPIRATION. GOD BLESS YOU BROTHER!!!

[@TheBrownRecluse520]

Thank you Again!!!! You Help Brighten my day with ALOT Of your Music. My Wife And I Can't wait to see you in Concert soon in Tucson, Arizona. GOD BLESS YOU BROTHER!!! MAY GOD CONTINUE TO SHINE ON YOU WITH ALL THE BLESSINGS AND SUCCESS YOU RIGHTFULLY DESERVE.......GOD, LORD AND HEAVENLY FATHER BLESS JELLY ROLL AND HIS LOVED ONES IN JESUS'S NAME I PRAY......AMEN.

[@timothyskaggs6807]

Isaac Martinez THE BROWN RECLUSE I’m only 19 but similar situation (no family tho)

[@TheBrownRecluse520]

@@timothyskaggs6807 Im sorry To Hear that you Don't have Family to lean on in Those hard Times, But you are not alone......Thank God for JELLY ROLL AND STRUGGLE JENNINGS Because their music can be used to Help you out when you need some help with your Inner battles..... And as far as Family Goes Don't give up on yourself.....Sometimes The Best Families are the ones we make.....Family Doesn't have to be BLOOD.....Just like us JELLY ROLL AND STRUGGLE JENNINGS Fans.....We Are like one Big Family....... Thanks Again JELLY ROLL AND STRUGGLE JENNINGS.... GOD BLESS ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO IS GOING THROUGH TOUGH TIMES.

[@chancecold]

Isaac Martinez THE BROWN RECLUSE 12 Years Sober here. We Know That Pain ALL TOO WELL.

[@wwilliams007]

Sounds like you are winning.. I believe depression lingers around us all. Glad you were able to pull yourself up. Congrats to you....

[@thefireman635]

Thanks brother jelly helps me get out the tears no one has time to hear in my words love you brother

[@sandradespainbultman2892]

sooo heartbreaking beautifully written

[@jeremymckeithan7675]

When there’s nothing left at all, you can truly begin again. Last time I got locked up I lost it all... hit my bottom for the 30th time... kicked dope In jail (ice boy Xanax) and once I was clear headed again I had time to reflect on everything I lost. All of it... instead of folding again when I got out I went to rehab In Wilmington. Been clean since... that’s only been 4 months. I still have next to nothing but I do have what it takes to get it back now. Slowly but surely I’m getting it all back. Hard asf but if I could do anything to get high I can do anything to stay sober . Addiction is running on credit. You either pay up by getting thru withdrawal and living sober or you fold and die simple as that. Coming from someone who’s been clinically dead 3 times...

[@CountryBoy-sx5kv]

Thank you with my whole heart for sharing your testimony openly. This touched my heart deeply. God speed Jeremy....this has caused me to reach out and save someone life.

[@jeremymckeithan7675]

Country Boy no problem fam- we all in this together brother... and we are all capable of overcoming this shit man- keep paying it forward and reaching out to those around you that everyone else has turned their backs on... I was one of them, and that’s the loneliest most hopeless feeling ever. All it takes is for one person to show that they see you for you and not for the product you’ve become due to addiction... god bless my dude and stay up on it brother!!!

[@susanthursdays5008]

Thank you, Jeremy. Live for today. Things come and go, but if you stay clean and grow ..... well, just don’t leave before the miracle happens, it’ll come. Is the small things, the freedoms, the peace of mind, the hope, the people and places you’ll attract to your new life, and all that you can ‘share’ with those who want help - this is were life makes sense and what makes it worth living - is a rich life. No more chains, no more running in circles, hiding in shadows, or scratching and digging out of holes. Only ‘one must’: never forget what you’ve gone through and who you are, lest you’re doomed to fall lower than your lowest low, and it sounds that was a bottom below your ‘life line’. Keep that memory fresh everyday. - then live a simple life and BE ALIVE! ✌️

[@andrewballinger7514]

Same here....last time I died...the dr who saved me twice said....son their won't be a third time...life is fkng crazy

[@baileyharm3453]

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[@shannonanthony9859]

I LOVE Jelly roll!!!!! He's a BLESSING TO ANYONE that struggles in life with depression, pain or addiction. His music captivates me. I wish I could speak to him.

[@antoneteisoksa9711]

He`s a blessing to ALL.

[@thomassims207]

Come here he is my buddy and my boy tatted him

[@rickymills9331]

Truth

[@rebeccacamacho3276]

❤❤❤❤

[@jasonmiller4401]

This song hits so close to home. Battled addiction for 23 years until it almost beat me. Had septic shock should've died from that alone, on top of that had pneumonia, and vegetative growth on my tricuspid heart valve and required immediate surgery, all from shooting up dope. Been clean 1 ywar and 3 months today and I absolutely love it and love and appreciate life a lot more. God bless yall. Keep doin yo thing jelly luv ya brother

[@bretcollins7495]

I prayer you continue to stay clean..my son died in 2018😢

[@jasonmiller4401]

@@bretcollins7495 thank you, I will never go back down that road again. I'm so sorry for your loss. I have lost friend's and know of a lot of people who died struggling with addiction so I feel blessed. Lost my mom 3 years ago yo cancer and I turned to the needle afterbshe got sick so i was on the needle everyday for about 3 n a half year's and changed my life forever

[@patrickmcdade7353]

​@@bretcollins7495 That's my worst fear with my son, and he isn't addicted he is going to be 8 June 14th . That's me though, the worrier, but trust me I see it in him. ♡

[@HighOnSportsNetwork]

Stayed up late patiently waiting Wishing you could call Dreaming of memories lost in time Knowing they're all gone So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows And throw it against the wall The higher you fly The harder you fall Till there's nothing left at all Four in the morning I cannot sleep I am depressed sitting up in my bed The demons are roaring they're bothering me I'm sitting here with a gun to my head Finger on trigger, what if I squeezed? Does that mean that my problems will leave? Get rid of what's bothering me? Does that mean that I'm finally free I think of my daughter I think of my wife I think of my brothers I think of my life I can't leave them with bad news My life is a crap-shoot I'm just shaking the dice Had a dream last night (Had a dream last night) I can hear you say (I can hear you say) Son just be strong (Son just be strong) You gon' be okay (You gon' be okay) Tell the truth, I don't feel that way I still feel fucked up to this day Even when I'm high I just sit and cry And wonder why I still feel this pain I wish Heaven wasn't so far away I wish I could visit just for a day I still had so much left to say Bow our heads and let us pray Stayed up late patiently waiting Wishing you could call Dreaming of memories lost in time Knowing they're all gone So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows And throw it against the wall The higher you fly The harder you fall Till there's nothing left at all I feel like my past will allow me to grow Feel like this liquor is drowning my soul Why am I spiraling out of control? I cannot get myself out of this hole I keep trying, I keep crawling The sound of silence, I hear it calling I was flying, now I'm falling My health declining, I'm an alcoholic There's no one else, it's just myself Alone in thought, I stand and dwell I'm the go-to guy, so who do I So who do I go to when I need some help? No one gives a fuck about me, I'm on my own If misery loves company then why am I alone? I pour another drink just to get in my zone I swear that I'ma change, but I know that I won't Let me face the facts (Face the facts) Wish I could take it back (Take it back) Wish I could fade to black (Fade to black) Wish I could change the past (Change the past) But in my mind I wish that I could rewind Press pause and live my life inside a moment of time But I can't Stayed up late patiently waiting Wishing you could call Dreaming of memories lost in time Knowing they're all gone So I take this bottle and drown my sorrows And throw it against the wall The higher you fly The harder you fall Till there's nothing left at all

[@honda90084]

Man this made the hair on my arms stand straight up. 🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯. Damn good bro

[@MeadowsMiniFarm]

Not only this man a Tennessee music legends but the way these videos are directed to make you feel the visual with the words. As a Tennesseean native this mans music and stories have helped some of us thru our darkest days. ❤❤

[@Mike-kg5yq]

I agree 💯 I've personally felt his pain I've been through some of the same hell he's been through but some how i keep a smile on my face..

[@KaileeAnthony-rj1ps]

@jellyroll this song has so much meaning in my life been through hell back and forth outta houses n living the streets worrying about my next meal, something man eating stuff that was old outta church's but that's all there was!! I'm out here now trying to make it and it's just getting harder and harder moms a recovering drug addict and the song shes pretty much says it all!!!!

[@jillbunny90]

OMG, EVERY DAMN SONG HAS ME BALLING MY EYES OUT. EVERY ONE OF THEM FEEL LIKE SOMEONE IS REACHING INSIDE MY SOUL AND TUGGGING AT IT. KNOWING THAT THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE WATCHING AND FEELING THE SAME WAY MAKES ME CRY HARDER. GOD BLESS JELLY🙏!

[@elocincantrell8730]

I'm only 12 but I'm bawling my eyes out cause I relate to this song, thanks for making this, ik my mom will relate to this too, you are the only thing we agree on and can have a civil conversation about, I love you so much, thanks for still producing music, I've been listening since before glitter, I went to ur concert at pop's either last year or the year before and I felt so at peace listening to you even as I was getting tossed around lol thank you for helping me through some really hard times

[@TombstoneChris]

Damn man I'm already crying from my own pain but reading your comment and hearing that you're 12 well damn man that the age all my pain began. I'm 38 now and have no idea how I'm still alive. My heart is completely broken 💔.

[@goatdezsi3527]

@@TombstoneChris dude stop being a bitch and just smoke some marijauana

[@kotton-fv9yv]

Cherish the time you have with her my dude ull miss em when they ain't around anymore and ur hella young

[@HellHoundzProductions]

sure you wont just make fun him "smokeing" like a bitch too...meh yours was better i tried XD

[@nicolehedrick3878]

I am this mom, I'm so sorry and I cannot change anything but I can move forward with her. Jelly has saved my life for real and I'm glad he has touched her heart as well. We'll see u in may

[@mcnabbsouth]

Three years ago I was In a search party looking for my friend who crashed his truck then took a case of beer and his 44 ruger nighthawk out into the woods. We searched for 3 days. He was found but by then it was to late. He contacted me the day he left and I didn't answer his call. Not only did we fish and hunt together but we also worked together. He was my mentor and pushed me to my max potential. There is a void unfulfilled and a scar on my heart. Right after that happened I heard this song. It helped me through many different phases of my grief. I still can't hear it through without choking up. It still helps dull the pain. Thanks Jellz...

[@davidchaney1588]

Hey Bubba…. This one hit hard with 30 years ago f Army service and multiple deployments. We gotta get past the demons! Your songs hit me hard bro. We gotta do better. But love will carry us. Demons are real bit we have to recognize and overcome. Real songs, real people, real problems!!! Love you Bubba!

[@Mad_Mike_414]

Jelly has the ability to take all those fucked up feelings and problems we have and put it in a song that reaches into your soul. Sometimes I get goosebumps!

[@christinerenee7699]

Listened to this as I looked at my dads ashes. I feel his pain and struggles now that hes gone. I feel like it just all fell down to me, another generation. This is the shit I hate the most. You cant ever escape the depression no matter how much you try. You just have to keep pushing so your kids and family dont have to feel this way ever. Hang in there and know that you are loved even when its unheard and unseen💔❤

[@iceyyrebel5077]

So sorry for your loss! 🙏🕊🙏

[@jimmartinez1578]

Sorry for your loss my prayers go out to you I lost my wife and 6 year old son it hurts but keep pushing

[@cynthiasoldevila451]

God Bless You Babygirl!! ❤️🥺👊 I feel this. They . Are,. Still. With Us..

[@sheliamercier7042]

♡

[@wirelessone2986]

Yes you can escape depression.I survived 2 branches of the military and carried combat veterans burdens,they were in units with MASSIVE loss rates and shouldnt have survived.This next one hurts to say...I was the last person texted by my Fallujah combat marine.He sent it just before he did himself in.I survived 7 weeks in a coma and 4 months in the hospital...my wife would pray for 8 hours a day...God told her I would make it from COVID Im sitting in a wheel chair right now.IM TELLING YOU depression can absolutely GO!I edited to ask can anyone see this or is it ghosted by YT.

[@patriciasilcox6995]

Higher you fly the harder you fall. Absolutely !!! Im tired of falling. God i need you. I know your there. Lead me. True song

[@lynetteberg4807]

Dear god, Jelly Roll is pulling it out of us.......this shit is hitting hard.

[@jesserousseau2481]

I cry every time.. I wish I could tell you personally how much your music means to me and how much release I get from it

[@gustrenerister6181]

Check me out @crickett here without you

[@onelove5833]

Man if you and rittz could make an album that shit would be fire 🔥

[@davidoffdave491]

💯💯

[@ericatrusty8798]

YESSS

[@thumperdumper6654]

Mad respect Jelly R. Keep up the great work brotha!!! We love you for all you do my friend 💯

[@justinheardG95]

This is the one song i cry to, i relate so much to this, it's helped me on so many ways, thank you #JellyRoll i love you brother

[@kristacapstin]

You've seriously helped me through my darkest moments. From depression, anxiety, to death, ptsd, to a crushed/destroyed heart.... Your music got me through it. I mean I'm still healing but if it wasn't for your music than I honestly don't know where I'd be. I love you and Bunnie so much! Y'all are the power couple of the decade! Thank you so much for sharing your amazing talents with all of us. I'll be forever grateful. ~HUGS~

[@ModernProspector]

🖤🖤🖤

[@jakerake8428]

Girl i am right with u i deel with depression. Suicidal schizophrenia ptsd. And i folloling jelly since pop a pill. His muise help so much i just want u no your not alone

[@Georgiagirl1085]

Im right there as well. I deal with depression all the time, always feel unwanted, like im a burden or no one wants me around. I keep asking myself what's wrong with me. Im always sitting alone. Like I have no one that cares about me. It's so hard.

[@jellyroll9350]

Thank you Krista I appreciate your relentless support It’s JELLY ROLL !!! hmu 830 321 4351

[@jellyroll9350]

Hi Krista. Glad I did. Thanks for the amazing comment I appreciate your relentless support though It’s JELLY ROLL !!! hmu 830 321 4351

[@awesomesauce8856]

This song hit me in a way that NO song ever has! Big ups to Jelly Roll and anyone who is fighting their demons...me included.

[@bobbygraham5389]

Same here.. I just lost my brother 2weeks ago and I'm so fucked up over it.. Stay strong sister. You're loved

[@shantellakirby1481]

Shit

[@israelrodriguez8730]

I recently had two of my younger brothers murdered. One died in my arms. This song hit hard.

[@jenniferlyons8066]

Just heard him for the first time and damn it hits hard.....Almost 5 years sober We Have Hope y’all I’m living proof it’s a battle every day but I’m winning so far!!!

[@shellyburkhalter7074]

Love this song... listen to it all the time.. Lost my mom march 2020.. without the video I can imagine it..

[@vickiethomas1737]

LOVE THIS MAN, HE SPEAKS THE TRUTH!

[@sharonguerrero991]

I feel u is like no one want us to be together

[@sharonguerrero991]

AM JUST TIRD OF TRY AND TRY

[@Hot_Hard_Cowboy]

Struggling with this same issue, desperately spreading love and using the love God gives me to try and hold on, this video really touched me.. thank you, and you too God

[@TrXmXtic]

This video just blows my mind (no pun intended, I’m sorry) but this is probably one of Jelly Roll’s best videos!! The storytelling behind this is all sorts of crazy!

[@MrFA2015]

I felt this shit in my soul, if my life had a soundtrack this would be it...

[@michellemueller2066]

I agree completely!!! I absolutely love Jelly Roll simply because of his lyrics... Seems to me that he could possibly be among the few REAL ones left in this world!!! No better way to be... Last, his voice and emotion when he sings just exceeds expectations!!!! Awesome! Just awesome!!!

[@marklelandbrown240]

Doug you know it ain’t it? Check this shit out man. kzbin.info/www/bejne/l17PqqyOl6h7rdU

[@jeffdavis7990]

Please my brother....it is just a phase.

[@anthonytkiser8086]

You arn't lying. Ever day & way. I'm a little older than him, he was busy .

[@muninn5300]

You said it perfectly perfectly

[@HH-uv3se]

I love his Real life Songs that so many people can relate too! Thank you Jelly Roll❤!!!

[@user-hk4mg1bw1w]

Rest in peace. Heather ...always in my heart ... always ony mind ..so many memories so many deep talks about life . So much laughter. So many tears.. but through it all so much love...God is love..I pray for you.we will meet again....tell mom an dad and everyone else I will see y'all soon...this life ain't long. .see ya when I'm free..eternally ....miss you girl....

[@jasontate8575]

Man this damn song made me cry and that's before the ending, Jelly Roll Perfect Man 💯!!!

[@sabrinabordelon502]

This hits so close to home. I’m battling mental health and addictions. You do stuff that make you hate yourself but you’re so wrapped up in it. Thank you, Jelly Roll

[@jasonhubbard1090]

To this day this is the most powerful music video I've ever seen. I saw it when it first came out and cried, and I'm crying now. THIS is what music is meant to be, and what music videos should be.

[@AnthonyWilliams-bq8hp]

Ive had two full-term stillborn son's this hit hard , being alone is very hard, this is a different kind of pain, no parent should bury a child, I wouldn't wish this kinda pain on my worst enemy,the worst place in the world, the most dangerous place is between my own two ears

[@dakotaharbin5541]

I wish I could personally thank this man for his music.

[@lelandkorbelguitars1718]

Seriously

[@angelbazydlo7355]

I've PERSONALLY FR NO JOKE HAVE WITNESSED THAT MAN RIGHT THERE REPLY AND IM 100 HE Read's WHAT HE GETS HE'S ALWAYS THANKING HIS FANS SO WIYH THAT BEING SAID BE CERTAIN ABOUT THE FACT HE HAS. HE IS ONE OF THE REALIST ARTIST I'VE HEARD OF IN YEARS I CAN RELATE TO THAT ALL SUREAL STRUGGLE. STAY POSITIVE N STRONG ! GOD BLESS YOU!

[@nancymcadams2695]

His songs really Speak to you. Is he only on KZbin?

[@bobbyking9486]

Me to he's saved my life so many times

[@dawnmichele6847]

Dakota and the millions of us his words will touch. Who are lost, addicted, betrayed, ignored,, abused mentally, physically, EMOTIALLY, and sexually,😭😭😭😭 ANYONE WHO HEARS THIS WILL SEE THAT THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO FEEL AS YOU OR I DO. THAT'S THE LORD'S WAY OF REACHING OUT FOR YOU. THE WORLD IS DIVERSE. AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT SATAN IS SEEKING THOSE WHO DON'T HAVE FAITH, HOPE, OR LOVE 💕, KEEP STRONG AND FAITHFUL AND SAFE. 🙏 THE CLOSER YOU COME TO UNDERSTANDING. THE WORSE ADVOSARIES BECKON TO YOU. I BLEED THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST OVER YOUR LIFE. THAT HE WILL LIFT YOU ABOVE CONTEMPT, HATEED, POVERTY, AND THINE ENEMIES INCLUDING OURSELVES.🙏🙏🙏💕🕊️

[@mn1k1njb3rck8]

I cant listen to jelly roll bro, makes me reflect on my life, I came from section 8s and hated myself and my life completely alone and fought as hard as I could and put up with so much shit just to have a home and 2 daughters and wonderful partner. I'm gonna go to the show still cuz I love his messages but reflecting on those nights I was shooting dope and pissed that I woke up starts bringing me to tears immediately. I left that life behind me. If you or someone you know is struggling reach out. That phone feels like it's a Thousand pounds but I'll lend you my strength.

[@dsnavely8491]

Thank you.. I needed to read this

[@kericriswell2164]

I love u boogie it not anything bad I'm not against you I love u

[@DustieMiller-st2gq]

I relate to this song so much.. yes jelly mystery loves company... But some of us aren't so miserable we want others miserable... I don't know about you but I love to see others happy no matter how miserable I am ...jelly is such a beautiful soul❤❤❤❤💞

[@deborahhortonguerrero296]

No words can express how awesome he is .. totally getting it out there .. speaking for MANY of us. 💕

[@murphycormac3089]

Hello Deborah 👋 Simple music can make you sing, a simple hug can make you feel better, simple things can make you happy, I hope my simple hello will make you smile.

[@freedomfamily1358]

Keep it coming we feel your songs on another level Jelly ty for what you do I will never stop listening.

[@Kenny-qx4ik]

A simple hello can save someone's life

[@bosnider5851]

Bubba this album got me all in my feelings hits so close to home like i wrote them much love bro💯

[@serenity6272]

I totally felt that this makes me think of how much I miss being young again and how I would have made better choices in my life today