Jessica Baio - someday (Official Lyric Video)

[@JessicaBaio]

this song holds the most special place in heart. i knew i wanted to write a song for Sam in honor of his dad but trying to put the right words into place felt like an intimidating task. it was a very emotional writing session where everyone was crying and i was a bit concerned as to how i was going to get through recording the vocals but we did it! the outro of this song has Sam, his mom & his brother humming along with me, which made this track that much more special! i hope this song connects and helps anyone who has lost a loved one. they really are watching over you and someday you will see them again 🤍 for those of you who don’t know, Sam lost his dad to ALS. a disease that takes a life every 90 minutes. i’ve decided to donate 10% of this songs revenue to the ALS Association and will have a fundraiser on my profile for anyone who would like to donate and help fund research for finding a cure.

[@meganrayner3890]

That was the same disease that my mums dad had so hearing that someone else feels my the same pain as me has really helped me get through these tough years. Tell Sam that he can get through all of this everyone has the up and down days. He is the most brave person on the face of the plant to tell his story about his father. I am really proud of him that is a very heart felt thing to talk about and that he did that makes him so vulnerable but people like me are here and know how he feels. I love all of your videos and songs, they are amazing. Keep going with your KZbin channel they are so inspiring.

[@mimi_0122]

🤍🤍

[@arelisgonzalez5746]

That is just unbelievably amazing😢💌

[@houseoflove8483]

He Is so lucky to have you!!

[@JElise_]

That's so sweet of you

[@user-ox6yt3wr8n]

My father passed away when I was 10....three days after my 10th birthday. I'm 18 now and balling my eyes out after my boyfriend of 4 years and best friend of 10 sent me this! We've been best friends since we were 7 and was there for me through it all. This song is heartbreakingly beautiful❤️

[@Kyleharris1203]

I hope you're doing alright, mate.

[@emma-uv8my]

God bless you ❤❤❤❤

[@ruby-of6es]

I’m so sorry, ❤

[@kmetzzsofi570]

I am sorry, if you would like to talk, tell me anytime❤❤❤

[@celinegharbieh3568]

Hope you are doing well

[@AyanaEngle]

not even 25 seconds in and im already crying. I lost my mom during my little sister's birth when i was only 1. I hope this song means a lot to you and sam, and make sure sam knows that his dad loves him and he will be able to see him in a few years or so. Love you sam.

[@Hockey_goalie]

not a few years

[@Kyleharris1203]

Yeah, hopefully he doesn't see his dad too soon. Hopefully they all live long lives.

[@shunter5434]

Yes I love Sam too and I have lost my dog and I have memories of her and she was my baby girl and I miss her sorry Sam I know what you are going through

[@AutumDavis]

Rip for sam dad

[@MavenMunson]

“And thank you for taking good care of your mom” that hit home for me and I really love this song.

[@roanreinecke9380]

Glad to know I am not the only one. I was a normal senior in high school and then suddenly I wasn’t. I was forced step up and become the man of the house after my dad suddenly passed away over heart attack two months before my high school graduation. I had planned to move away to attend College in the fall but stayed home to take care of my mom and went to a community college. That was two years ago. I just graduated with my AA degree in Liberal Arts and am moving away from home in August to continue my education and get a bachelor’s degree in travel industry management. I put my life on hold for two years to stay with my mom through this difficult time but it’s time I go on and live my life. I wonder if he thinks I am making the right decision.

[@Lilay627]

I cannot express how much this made me cry. I’ve never lost a parents, which I’m very thankful for, but my mom did. When I was 7 my mom and I were sitting in my piano teacher’s waiting room. She was checking her messages when she saw that my grandfather, who barely used her phone, had said something. She looked up from her phone saying “Grandpa died last night.” She started crying and seeing this, I hugged her saying “he’s in a better place now. You have to keep being strong because then you’ll be able to see him later! After all, you still have me and my brother.” That was the only time I was able to help my mom with words, but as proud as I felt saying that what happened to cause it was more painful than it should’ve been. This song reminds me of that, but it also reminds me of how ny mom has taken amazing care of my grandmother. For that, I’m proud. If you read this, thank you. And if you’ve lost a parent before, I’m very sorry for your loss and wish you the best. In the end, to see them again you have to be kind so they’ll be able to catch up with you! I know that it isn’t as easy it sounds but just remember that please. Thank you.

[@mouseclicksforu9724]

Amazing message!

[@nevaehsmith3960]

I lost my dad when I was 5 yrs old and this song made me cry when it first started

[@queenbean8611]

@@nevaehsmith3960 my dad has been sick for about 1 1/2 years from a food toxin in Florida sushi. and it keeps adding on the sickness pile, 😢and he had lost his job 2 times Spence then and Is now driving 2 hours to get to his new job in India 😢.and this is really hard seeing him in pain😢

[@Lilay627]

@@queenbean8611I’m so sorry for that. I don’t know much about unnatural pollution, but I do know that people fight through both the physical and mental pain caused by disease. As long as you’re by his side he’ll have the energy to fight his disease. I wish you and him the best of luck. ❤

[@mig2cool982]

Lilay, are you in Worldwide? 💎

[@briankuhn_]

Jess, what a beautiful and moving tribute to Sam’s late father. Your singing is incredible ❤

[@JoshuaWalrath]

you are so right

[@angiechoo3939]

I agree

[@shanes2009]

Made me cry! Love these songs! 😢

[@nylon3361]

I never met your dad You lost him when you were just 10 I know you wish he was here So you could leave him a call or a message But there's no cell reception in heaven But if he were here, he would tell you you're strong And thank you for taking good care of your mom I could say he's been there all along But that can't come from anyone else Someday he'll tell you himself Someday he'll tell you himself If I could just change the past I'd want to give you the chance For you to tell him goodbye It all happened too fast Forced to face the cruel fact That you couldn't just say what you wanted to say Before life was so ruthless and ripped him away 'Cause it's never been fair that you lived through that pain But you did And if he were here, he would tell you you're strong And thank you for taking good care of your mom And say more than I can put in a song Cuz that can't come from anyone else Someday he'll tell you himself Someday he'll tell you himself I never met your dad But I feel like I know him through you

[@sagealwaysslays]

Thanks, i could barely see the lyrics on screen! good job!

[@lts_mary]

@@sagealwaysslays bro I just realized there were lyrics in the vid after I’ve read your comment 😭😭

[@sagealwaysslays]

@@lts_mary Lol there hard to see have a great day!

[@Lilay627]

@@lts_maryXD thanks for making this comment for us :D

[@Sound_Spark]

@@sagealwaysslays then i suggest you get some glasses.

[@ivypotter1933]

My best friend lost her dad a couple of years ago. She always tells me how she wants to make her dad proud. I always tell her I think he is. This has made me break down in tears as I really do think her dad would be proud of her and this song really shows this. I've started writing songs and this makes me really want to write on for her. Jess you are an amazing song writer and wife. Wish I could meet u. Love your channels ❤️

[@linaxbbas]

Ngl, the last humming part of y’all together was SOOO moving… it’s such a perfect way to end such a perfect song 🙏🏻

[@laylasmith-fx3nv]

This has me crying. I lost my dad when I was 10. This is the second Father’s Day without him. The perfect time to discover this song. Stay strong Sam.

[@WilliamChoongo]

It's true I never met my dad 😢💔I love him, I miss him I wish i he was here with, thanks for the song Jessy I love the song with all my heart

[@shellz0434]

I was 10 years old when I lost my father to stage 4 cancer a week before his 35th birthday....This song is absolutely beautiful and brings tears to my eyes, the lyrics are so true.....beautifully written.....

[@darknesswolf12345]

I loved your lovely song jess it is very amazing gorgeous beautiful singing ever jess so much and I am so happy too listen your new song comes up and I loved too listen and watch your music video ever so much and you can say hi to Sam for me and you your lovely radar and zara too so much ❤️

[@colbyarnold8597]

he is smiling down on the earth!!

[@danielhudson6594]

Very emotional song. Amazing voice

[@foodlover334]

This is such a wonderful and heartfelt song, I love it so much I can’t stop listening to it. Jess you are so talented and have a beautiful voice ❤

[@Primieprimprim]

yeah I know such a sweet song that will touch people who have lost their dad believe me I hope it gets to 2 million likes

[@Keilastars]

My father may have not died but my dad left before I was born so this hits just as hard I busted in tears watching the short of you showing sam this..

[@haileycampbell509]

I love it Jess. I'm sorry that Sam had to go through that. I know his dad would have loved what you guys are doing and who you have become and he would have loved you Jess. Just remember all he wants is for you all to be happy and for you to know he loves you and hes watching you from above❤

[@kimoconnell8411]

Out of all her songs this one is by far the best😘

[@mechadoggy]

As well as if I never

[@TheEarlGrayAddict011]

"If he were here he would tell you you're strong and thank you for taking good care of your mom." I love that lyric. Tysm Jess. Sending prayers you and Sam's way❤❤😭😭

[@Itssarahbobeara]

My dad is still here, he just isn’t in my life because he’s not really a good guy. This song brings me so much comfort with all that I’ve been through and I’m imagining somebody caring for me this way.

[@niq1990]

Jess, this song is so lovely! So lovely as your face and your voice! ❤ Your husband is so blessed to have you as his loving wife. 💖

[@Harini12378]

He is so lucky to have you 💫 and love your angelic voice✌💝

[@Abby-zw2uk]

I lost my dad two years ago. I was only 12 years old and when I heard this song I’m just immediately crying it’s had a big impact I believe on everyone that’s lost a loved one.

[@LillyannaGuerra]

I lost my uncle at one years old but I'm glad that I got to meet him because my cousins and my brothers didn't get to I know losing a uncle is different from a dad or a mom but he was really a special person in my life.❤‍🩹

[@emmaduperron8391]

i had seen the short of sam’s reaction and the reaction and song is just beautiful. My grandfather lost his dad around the same age and i can say that this is such an indredible, meaningful, sad and happy song and i’m so happy he l feels the same. ❤️

[@jacklin2.0]

I have not lost my dad but to be honest he should've been dead in 2013 from having heart issues 😢😢😢 but God and his angles saved it 🙏🏻 and my mom and I prayed and my dads still here which is just like a true blessing.

[@nettaultsch5531]

I'm 36 years old. My father committed suicide when I was 10. My birthday was in January and July 18th he was gone. This is a beautiful song. And you have put a lot into words. Thank you for sharing this with the world. It helps more people than you know. Almost 27 years he had been gone and some days it hurts more now than it did then. This helps me. Thank you.

[@McSumi5225]

I lost my dad last year and I cannot tell you how many times I've come back here to listen to this song over the past 7 months... Thank you for this beautiful song

[@kadymay1473]

This son is incredible and Jess your voice is so calming through out this song even though it really emotional. I been listening to u for about 5 year on KZbin and Spotify. And I’m watching Sam and Jess, you two are the most beautiful couple.❤️❤️sorry for your loss. 💗💗💗love from England 💓💓🎧

[@eri_but_not_urs]

I'm so sorry for Sam. I lost my dad to covid about 2 years ago and Jess, this was extremely soothing in a way. When I first heard this song, I cried buckets, and I still feel a tear or two coming down my cheeks when I listen to this again. Your voice is amazing, and thank you so much for making people's lives a bit easier with it. Sending you and your husband lots of love❤

[@vc5623]

I am glad I still have my mum and dad but I Lost my little sister when she was still in my mums belly. I miss her a lot. This song is really touching and reminds me of her.😢❤

[@Orothos]

Jessica, I wish to give you my sincerest and most heartfelt thanks for writing this song. I lost my dad at 16 while he was away on a business trip. I never got to say goodbye and unfortunately we had to have him cremated to get him home. I've struggled so hard for the last 22 years with this loss. It's not something you ever truly get over. Life hasn't been easy. I'm going through a divorce right now and this is really just exactly what I needed. Thank you for reminding me of what he would have told me during this time in my life. Thank you so deeply and sincerely. - Heartbroken and Healing in Texas.

[@kemmycutie5671]

Lost my dad during the covid pandemic and it was really painful especially that we could not give him an honourable burial not even much of his friends attended not all family members were allowed to come and I really still miss him so much its been almost 3years and just by listening to this song I miss him even more 😢i always wanted him to see me make it in life and be proud of me always dead is so cruel the best song ever with much touching memories thanks girl❤

[@YasmeenAlameen-uv2tz]

I lost my grandma when I was ten in November 28 2022 I was just 10 and I’m 12 now it’s been two years since she passed away because two types of cancer. It was really hard for me, and she passed away because me and her and my brothers were very very close to her. We always talk to her those are about. She always did everything to make us happy, and to put a smile on our faces. I really miss her these two years have been really hard without her people say, oh you’ll get over it but no I didn’t. I’m still not over the fact that I really miss her but the fact that cancer took her away from me when I heard this song I felt like it was connected to it. Thank you for writing the song because it really put a special place in my heart, not even 10 seconds when passed by the first lyric made me cry I really thank you for writing the song. And I hope Sam knows that he’s not alone because I lost my grandma and I was just 10 years old. I love you and Sam so so much I’m a big fan. I love your music. Thank you for making this song because it really touched my heart. Love you guys so much Rest in peace to everyone that passed away and rest in peace to my grandma 😢❤

[@RRB0209]

This song made me cry....😢 you're so talented and I love your voice...❤

[@everything3850]

This made me cry 🥺💔 I love you jess all love and support for you sweetheart

[@JoshuaWalrath]

that is very nice of you to do. not many people will make music for people who have lost their loved ones. o know the feeling of losing a loved one and it feels terrible. i am sure he is happy for someone to talk to about it. i wish my girlfriend had helped me through it or even cared half as much as you do. you are so awesome jess. i love your music

[@Arielgervais]

I lost my dad when I was ten and this song made me cry so much my dad passed do to blood clouts and I never got to say goodbye I can relate to this song 100% I know it was righten for Sam but this song expresses my emotions so perfectly that I will take it personally thank you Jessica for writing a song like This it means the world to me

[@Kyleharris1203]

This song is for everyone who's going through a rough time.

[@mckaylynnkinnear6973]

There is no other song that I have ever heard that I can relate to so much! The first time I ever heard this song I was in tears as it is exactly what I have been struggling to put into words for my boyfriend as he lost his father at 21. So Jessica Baio I just want to say THANK YOU!!

[@mechadoggy]

You should sing this song for him

[@PrudenceMaine-gv8cj]

I have never known my father, growing up without that fatherly bond has left a hole in my heart that will never be filled 😭🥺🥺🥺

[@that.potato208]

AMEN!!!❤😊🙏🏼

[@carlshepard5358]

One of my friends parents died I sang this song to him and he was crying and happy I hope when sam heard this he did the same Sam is so lucky to have someone like you Love you both❤

[@Fluffyteddybears_1plays]

Cried my eyes out because my sister lost her dad at age 5 barely had enough years to be with him it was unexpectedly and im crying my eyes out because now I'm the one that's makin sure that she knows he's still around this song is beautiful ❤

[@mayceewilkie5638]

Hi Jessica. I have been listening to your song Someday since the day it came out. I just realized that your husband lost his dad to exactly what I lost my dad to. I have always listened to your song and have resonated with the lyrics…now I resonate to them on a whole different level. I just want to say thank you for writing this beautiful song. ALS is an awful disease, and I am beyond sorry Sam had to go through that. Praying for you guys!🩷

[@brynleycarr7961]

i was taken away from my parents when i was 7 this is soo emotional. jess your music gets better every time

[@lilmoon_0-y5m]

Her voice makes me calm and kinda cute love it jess🌷

[@papillonbleu8365]

I listened to this song and it made me cry. My best friend's father passed away one and a half years ago and the fact hit him very hard. I found this song right when he was texting me saying he missed his dad. I sent him this song and it made him cry too. It's a really wonderful song

[@Anna123-goo]

Nostalgic song, brings so many memories for many people. Thanks for sharing this song with us.

[@deepalibadole4996]

If you believe in REBIRTH I hope Sam's DAD to comeback to Earth from HEAVEN as his OWN GRANDSONS

[@itz.claire5211]

I just lost my grandpa just over a year ago, I miss so so much. I just wish I could sit with him and have his arm around me one more time. We were never really close because he was always in and out of the hospital. I remember saying I love you to him, and he said it back. It made me so happy. I just wish I could talk to him one last time.

[@rizzadio1620]

My dad left me this year. 3 days before the end of the month of July. I wasn't ready for this. I just love my dad so much! I don't want to lose him. He was the amazing dad of all that I've ever met. But, he chose to leave me. Because he was expecting that I can do everything without him. How I wish I can bring him back. If I could turn back the time I want to say goodbye to him. And hug him tightly🥰😭. I miss him so much🥺 2:46 2:46

[@magictricker_9853]

My dad got into a tragic accident when i was eight.my friend sent this to me.she never met him.I miss him so much.he got into the accident 1 day after my 8th birthday and died in July.I’m still heartbroken.he was always there for me whenever I needed him.he always made me smile when I was down.

[@Kaci.C.R.M]

You are amazing. Sams dad is looking down at him thinking about how proud he is. ❤

[@cw000-cw]

Felt in heart. 🤍Brings memories of loved ones through writing a song is the best....

[@Dale-sangster-obrien5234]

We all have the angels that are with us from a young age

[@naomills07]

Jessica you are such a beautiful young lady and I already know that you and sam are soulmates

[@Sunshine77790]

I lost my dad at 11 due to a heart attack and i never got to say good bye and this made me cry so fricken hard im 13 now and this song hits really close to home.i have been so strong for my mom and needed to cry for what feels like forever so thanks i needed this.

[@villa_noemi]

I couldn't wait for the song to come out

[@aleyasanimals1338]

This song is amazing! Every song you have released has always blown my mind, and your voice is amazing. ❤

[@meenaljindal7759]

Jess this is beautiful, so much sympathy for Sam, love you guys

[@carlallard4624]

I lost my dad in 2012, i was 14 years old. That song reach to me like anything ever did.. thank you for that god bless you guys

[@nagamanaswinimorisetti3861]

I absolutely LOVE this song....I played this and told my dad to listen to it(he lost his father when he was 25) and my father was speechless, holding back tears.....The first time I listened to it, I was astonished with the way the lyrics touch your heart and I instantly connected to it.....I can't imagine something like that...Lots of love

[@Layandhay747]

My best friend lost her dad when she was five this song reminds me of her❤❤❤😢

[@Cat-z2o]

I never got to say goodbye to him and I miss him u guys have helped me through all my struggles and challenges

[@esthergibson469]

I lost my dad at age 4,and growing up without a father figure in our home wasn't easy. Even though my brother tried their best to be like a father to me. That daddy and daughter bond i always wanted i know i'll never get to experience that but I know he's in a better place. My heart hurt listening to this masterpiece. I know someday he'll tell me himself how proud he is of me

[@Lksgal27]

Sorry for your loss, it must be hard to cope without a father. He’d be proud of you right now

[@putrimelco9618]

What a beautiful song 💕

[@aneesakomal40]

Jess this is an amazing song every time i listen to it i start crying glad you wrote this for sams late father may him rest in peace

[@jasonpodolan]

this song is incredible, whilst i have not lost a parent, this song shows such a beautiful and strong love from Jessica to Sam, and its the most amazing to listen to! "i never met youre dad, but i feel like i know him through you" 😢 that really hit my heart strings❤️

[@theultimatespider-websling3950]

Oh man I remember this, I heard this song in a short, Sam got so emotional. I’m so sorry, Samuel. Losing a Father at 10 years old must be hard. I know how losing a member in your family, your life. My Pop Pop was my best friend my whole world. I’m sending you and your wife so much love and Support ❤️

[@meganross-e5m]

i lost my dad when i was 19 i am now 33 this song hits so hard especially when its only 2 days til Christmas and he wont be here

[@lorrainewebb9643]

Man, the feels. You got me in tears! Wow!

[@SumJrk]

Jess, that is a very swet song and has stirred my soul😭 my dad passed away when i was 16 and it has brought back many precious memories of him. We had our differences but i am thankful every day that he taught me right (primarily the beliefs of the LDS church He was born into your church) even though he didn't practice what he taught me himself and i found out after his death that he was living a double life. i know i wouldn't have the standards of honor and integrity now that mean more to me than my life today without having him in my life duringmy teenage years. When i see how my siblings turned out because they didn't have a father in their teenage years, it breaks my heart. I very much miss the man I knew him to be!

[@concepciongarcia9868]

My mom past when I was 10 and it hurt so bad I can relate to this so much 😢 You go Jess I could listen to you all day if I could love you ❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉

[@tabbieruiru4302]

I still get emotional each time I hear this song,❤️😍😫💔

[@TangainashestacyMazhawidza]

😭😭😭😭😭oh my gosh i cant , am so sorry sam no one should ever have to go through that no one,bt thank god you found someone like jess . this is my new favourite song even though i know am gonna cry everytime i play it,love you guys🥰😇😇😇

[@nisifranklin2927]

Amazing song and amazing singer and amazing voice and I can listen to all her songs on repeat

[@unbothered.6377]

Such a heartfelt song. You can tell this song means a lot to sam and jess

that was so heart tuching

[@preciousnachinsambwe4817]

"But that can't come from anyone else, someday he will tell himself 🥰😢" it hits different 😩❤️

[@andrewkinnunen9236]

I just found this song from a friend of mine. She knew I lost my birthparents and how big of a toll it took on me. Thank you for making this song.. it's truly a masterpiece for those with a broken heart.

[@patricheinrichs2263]

I lost someone too in my who I loved the most 2 years ago I'm 25 and i still can't really talk about. Hearing this song hit me so hard I started crying so hard. But that's a good thing. I could let out all my emotion from the past 2 years. So thanks for that song that reached me in a way I never even could imagine

[@bellab5613]

I never got to meet my grandpa from my mom side and the end of the song I just burst in to tears because I could relate🥺❤ This song is so beautiful❤️

[@sky_160]

I never met my grandpa either he died 13 years before I was born and it was really hard to never meet him and listen to the stories about him that he was a good man

[@haileyomaley7580]

It’s so special that you do this for each other it mean so much that this came out and I’m living it right now

[@kalistoogwang5820]

My fiancé met me 10 years after my Dad passed a way. She dedicated me this song. It hits differently ❤

[@princess_styles]

I grew up with separated parents. My grandfather passed when I was 9, not even two weeks from Christmas 2015. I have just turned 17 and let me tell you, it’s really hard to go through milestones without him here. He was my rock for so long and to see him fall apart due to various conditions plus having PTSD from being a solider in war, nearly broke me. Hell, it did break me. I’m finally letting myself take a step into the grieving process. I forced tears at his funeral bc I thought I had to cry at a funeral or I’d be questioned about how much I loved him. I was a child. I didn’t know any better. I’ve become fairly spiritual over the last few years and my pappy has come through a few times so I know he’s okay and at peace.

[@juliapaixao6457]

my bff send me this song and I cannot describe how I feel that this was made for me. I lost my dad in 2020 by cancer and since then, to live have been difficult cuz he was my safe place.. but damn, this made me feel better and hoping that someday we'll talk again

[@jaydentaylor69420]

I lost my dad at the age of 11 10 days b4 my birthday and I'm obsessed with this song, I cry every time I listen to it, you have really changed my like Jessica, I give you all my love❤️❤️

[@LiyahHass]

I wish I could heart this song not only give it a thumbs up🤍🤍🤍 Love you so much Sam & Jess💕

[@drewhammond9695]

I loved your lovely song jess it is amazing gorgeous beautiful singing ever jess so much and I am so happy too listen your new song comes up and I loved too listen and watch your music video ever so much and you can say hi to Sam for me and you your lovely radar and zara too so much ❤

[@fizazainab-rz3qd]

this song hits home. my boyfriend's dad passed away when he was just 15 too, and boy does my heart ache for him. his mum can be rough on him and it just pains me so much to see him suffer like that. to all tose who have been through the loss of their loved one, i wish u all the strength in the world

[@adelacastillo5567]

This song is so meaningful to me and others. I lost my dad at age 10 it was also 4 days before my brothers birthday but now I’m almost 14 and he’s missed a huge chunk of my life I miss him more than anyone in the world he was so special to me and I’m always going to cherish the memories I have with him❤🥹

[@keshia4207]

such a beautiful and moving song. I know that sams dad is watching over the both you and would be so proud. love you jess and this song 🤍!

[@everything3850]

I was so exited and it worth the excitement ❤️❤️🔥

[@lulu17182]

"it all happened too fast forced to face the cruel fact that you couldnt just say what you wanted to say before lif was so ruthless, and ripped him away" is my favorite part of the whole song. i love how she wrote it in honor of sam and his dad ❤😊

[@stephaniebraga7627]

OMG, GIRL, you're an angel Your voice is perfect You care abou the others You are beautiful I wish more people knew about you

[@pilarsousa4351]

Amazing ♥️

[@Chlo582]

This is very sweet of you Jess ❤

[@taylormarie3760]

this hits home because when I was 2 I lost my 3 month old sister… sometimes it’s really hard to just put on a smile. ❤