Juliana's FINAL DAYS (REDO)

I decided to delete the video, I posted, of Juliana's final days and remove certain scenes. As of today, December 7, 2016, Johns Hopkins Hospital has yet to provide us with a logical reason why Juliana's health declined so rapidly starting on October 20, 2016.
She started a rapid decline the evening of October 20th and EVERYONE told us it was the result of the pain medications. We want the truth. She died on October 24. As of today, Johns Hopkins is refusing to have another meeting with us to address some of our questions regarding her death as they couldn't answer a few of our questions in our first meeting which we initiated. NO ONE, FROM THE HOSPITAL, TOLD US SHE WAS GOING TO DIE SOON. She was scheduled to start new cancer treatment on October 26th.
NO ONE contacted us, from the hospital, after her death (except for a doctor and a nurse coming to the last viewing)...NO ONE. It was like we didn't even exist. Yesterday, the hospital said they will send us a letter in the next thirty days to explain how and why she died. We deserve the truth. We deserve answers. There was something that happened between Thursday (October 20) and Friday (October 21) the day she was discharged from the hospital. We can't be the only family who has had a similar situation happen to their child.
The gaping hole in Tammy's heart and my heart is growing and growing every day. We don't know what happened...for sure. We want the truth.
Love you all!

[@balintanna2311]

I was born in the same year as her, i turned 18 just a couple of moths ago, I never realized how lucky i am, just to be here, just to be healthy. Rest In Peace little angel.

[@ДмитрийЛысенко-щ7с]

❤️💞

[@andrejkaratulovska1546]

❤

[@ailenelovelly1051]

I’m thankful for being on this earth so many families go through this and it’s so sad

[@Timoothy_vu]

I am diagnosed with **** don’t want to talk about it I don’t do no treatment, May God keep you healthy and same goes for others amen🙏

[@quadralynnnorfleet5988]

Not lucky blessed

[@marciaclegg6005]

I am a hospice nurse, no one no one has the right to tell her family what they should do unless they have walked in these parents shoes for a mile Rest in piece with God, where their isn’t any pain . Thank you God for this brave child.

[@joannebrown6163]

I couldn't agree more, I have so much respect for the parents who have terminally ill children, and the hospice nurses and doctors. You are all amazing xx

[@annekalunn8567]

I lost my first uncle cancer and lost my grandma to cancer and Alzheimer’s

[@nikki3726]

Piece? Really?

[@mythoughts6922]

Totally agree, and I have done hospice cases as well. Very hard for her to suffer, as well the family and to feel helpless. You do all you can, seek all the help you can. Then it comes down to the ( Cancer) illness, prognosis, her body, immune system, treatments available, the effects of those treatments, chemo, radiation, medication and etc. And perhaps some spirituality as well.

[@MaestroStefanoPetrini]

begin to realize that we are only animals who get sick and in the eyes of the universe we are nothing.*Ps any god doesn't exists

[@TaraVixen]

I was a cancer nurse for adults, and one thing all family members do is try to “feed” their loved ones as they think it will give them strength! We used to take the water etc away once the patient was loosing consciousness as families would still try to give it to them causing them to aspirate. I don’t understand why this family were not given mouth swabs to moisten her lips. They are flavoured and can be used safely to moisten the mouth, or If you want to moisten the lips and mouth please do it using a sponge in tiny amounts to avoid aspirated pneumonia. Unfortunately no one can tell you how long someone will last & this is common during cancer treatment that patients will take a sudden turn for the worse but the family should have been told that she would be going home to pass away not to recover & if they were not told that the signs were obviously there l, then the hospital is negligent. It is the morphine that aids a painful death and when given in the hospital it’s the build up that slows the breathing down with added sedative that gives a peaceful passing. This family should have been given mouth swabs and a machine to administer morphine & sedative so she wasn’t waking and was peaceful. I’ve given many patients a very peaceful passing from cancer and it can be a very pain free peaceful passing if done properly & can be done in the home with family around them. If this family were not told that the signs, when she left the hospital were that she would be going home to pass, then this hospital was very negligent and should have to give answers why she was not discharged with the meds etc to have a peaceful passing with her family and her little dog Maddy. I struggled to watch this video as a nurse & a mother, as it could have been far more peaceful for Juliana and her family, and with the right advice & equipment to give her a far more peaceful passing. Passing does not have to be painful, it can be done peacefully but it must be planned and it must be with medication which unfortunately means your loved one will be unconscious and will not regain consciousness but it will be peaceful. it also can only happen if the family are ready for that and understand that to pass peacefully they will be unconscious which is the hardest part for families to except. The hardest part is accepting the signs and knowing it’s time to give up the fight & now time to say goodbye and give them the best passing we possibly can, free of pain surrounded by their loved ones surrounded by love. My heart goes out to this family and what they had to go through watching her pass this way 😢💔 RIP Juliana 💔xx

[@Numb217]

This was the best comment I have read. You are a great nurse. I have had many Hospice patients pass very peacefully.

[@jenniferfatzinger7714]

My mom died of cancer 12 years ago and she died in the hospital and they gave her morphine for the pain which helped her so I agree.

[@eruncensored]

I really struggled watching 😢 for the same reasons my heart is torn nobody prepared them!

[@jenniferfatzinger7714]

I totally agree with you.

[@juniordixie9489]

@@eruncensoredI think they did and they were in denial.

[@eruncensored]

As I study to become a hospice nurse I really wished someone would have told the parents the truth that she was actively dying and it was time to just make her comfortable. It Seems these parents weren’t properly prepared and it makes my heart hurt. They really thought they would be able to get her more treatment. These beautiful parents did the best they knew to do and I know she thanks them for it. So beautiful mom was right by her side rubbing her into the next realms. Fly high beautiful angel❤

[@PaulTrawick]

I disagree with you because god is not though yet and maybe they already know but Jesus Christ is powerful

[@RandomComment6]

@@PaulTrawickwhy would God allow this?

[@Jessica-wo6px]

I do agree there could have been a lot more better communication between the parents and the hospital. The doctors didn't properly explain to them that she was nearing the end and the parents didn't properly handle it as a result. I'm not blaming them and ultimately, cancer is the real evil here. I'm sure everyone involved has some regrets and wish they would have done things differently.💔

[@zellezelle2884]

​@@Jessica-wo6pxja,auf jeden Fall hätte sie im Hospiz ein "friedlicheres" Sterben gehabt...

[@glendabrown1906]

@@Jessica-wo6px

[@jeanmyers1787]

I’m 68 and lost my husband when he was aged 63 to cancer. We thought we were so unlucky, and we were but when I see these children going through cancer eight times before dying my heart goes out to them and their parents.

[@steveclinton4084]

Hello jean how are you doing hope you’re having a great time with your family may God bless you and your family

[@claudiakrizay]

I feel the same way. So sorry about your husband.

[@joetisdale30]

I lost my husband who was 39 to cancer he fought it for 10 years at the end of it he was at such a peace because of his faith but he was also blessed because we had a great hospice nurses .I would also lose my mother and my father 2 and 3 years later to cancer as well. I would not want to watch my child suffer and die from this awful disease. It is so heartbreaking maybe one day they will find a way to cure this disease. Prayers sent.

[@Italian_girl89]

Juliana was already dying when Miss America visited her at hospital 😢 Her skin color changed and she struggled to breathe and stay awake. Poor sweet soul.

[@rachelreid8621]

I agree. I noticed she had mottling in her videos a day or 2 before, and then when Miss America was visiting ,it looked like she started going through agonal breathing. My heart goes out to her parents, as I know this is not anything any parent wants to go through.

[@Tracy-rf7ri]

@@rachelreid8621 Miss American need to gtfo

[@nancysacca6813]

I thought the same thing ❤

[@jenniferfatzinger7714]

She was on morphine and some other drug when miss America was there.

[@martinemikita9281]

And at 15:10 during actively dying the Mom says “she starts treatment next Wednesday” like SHE IS DYING… let her go and be pain free.

[@marjoriepope7015]

2 days before she died and she was still smiling at the camera. What a sweet soul

[@Italian_girl89]

Yes, she was something of extra special ❤️

[@liztrainer895]

Was hoping she would beat this

[@torimig2151]

@@Italian_girl89 you can see her color change grayish

[@flowermusic3487]

@@torimig2151 so?

[@Italian_girl89]

@@torimig2151 yes, she was already dying when Miss America visited her at hospital 😢

[@joannerawles1622]

One the saddest videos I've ever seen. But what an amazing young girl she was and how strong she was with all she went through. How she fought so hard to fight this illness and won only to have it come back again, and again. She deserves a medal for her bravery and the battle against cancer. It was so sad that she just couldnt fight it anymore. RIP Juliana with your angel wings and no more pain.

[@Jessica-wo6px]

😇😇🎈🎈

[@abigailgrace_930]

Wow. Battling cancer 8 times before losing the battle is incredible. She is a strong fighter, she is probably watching over you in heaven right now. She is in a better place, you will see her up there when your time comes. So sorry for your loss. Praying for you Julie and your family.💜💜

[@ourcreatorwords933]

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[@arsheenzahid1972]

@@brandieubanks8980 cool down mate what's your problem 😆

[@MrSpecificity]

You can say that again

[@angmoulton8528]

I think this is beautifully written 💓

[@babyhandgrenade4004]

I know she is. I've heard that your loved ones can see you in heaven while you're on Earth but to them it's like looking at you from the Next Room. That gave me a lot of comfort because I lost my grandma in 2006 very suddenly and I know she's still around.

[@lisaedenshaw-krieger4241]

I lost the love of my life to colon cancer. It was heart breaking when her breathing changed. Reminded me of what I experienced. I tell myself that I enjoyed the days we has and cherish the memories. What a precious daughter you had. I saw the love you all have for her.

[@christopherhubbard256]

I'm sorry for your loss. You're right, though.

[@lisaedenshaw-krieger4241]

@@christopherhubbard256 thank you

[@christopherhubbard256]

You're in my prayers.

[@ourcreatorwords933]

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[@ameliariley5919]

My uncle brain cancer

[@Kat-lg9zm]

She had the death rattle in her breathing. Her lil body was tired. Rest easy sweetie

[@jamsla2635]

Roxelle The Great yea she did. U could easily tell how bad she was suffering, at least the dog was w/ her showing her love. Hope she found some comforting w/ her fur baby. Poor baby. Id be cuddled up w/ her till she passed.

[@albertinapeswa]

Rest

[@inavanmourik4792]

Ik heb met verbazing een stukje gekeken van de opname van het stervende meisje. Hoe kan je als ouder zo iets filmen. Dit is zo privé in mijn ogen. Waarom gingen de ouders niet naast haar liggen haar knuffelen en haar kussen. De enige die ervoor haar echt was is het hondje. Rust in vrede lief dapper meisje

[@adelaidemarie]

Jams La at least the dog? Are You Trying to insinuate her Parents didn’t Love her. Jesus how cruel Are you?

[@shannonbuschman9593]

@@Italian_girl89 I thought the same thing why wasn't the child back in the hospital,? Too many people in the room and everyone asking questions like she could talk and answer back

[@deannacarter4251]

This was the hardest thing I've ever watched. Juliana's parents and her extended family seem like a very loving family but I'll have to say very ignorant. My husband died 6 months ago from interstitial lung disease and his transition was so opposite of this. It was very peaceful, and he never gasped or moaned as this poor child did. He was in hospice and we were instructed to give him morphine with a sedative mixed in it every 2 hours. He wasn't awake and didn't respond to us when we the hospice nurse said he was transitioning and we begin the 2 hour medication but he was peaceful. I would have been out of my mind if he had struggled like this poor child. What were they thinking to keep her awake like that and pushing tea and suggesting pizza. Even in the hospital prior to going home, they wouldn't let her rest or sleep. Mercy! Possibly they were in denial, but this poor child suffered as a result of their ignorance. It was just hard to watch. I'm glad she isn't suffering any longer. I can imagine her in heaven, healed and feeling her best and living her life with so much joy. Juliana, you were a brave girl.

[@Jessica-wo6px]

They probably didn't want to believe she was actually dying after beating cancer so many times before but I believe that both the family and hospital could have worked together to make a plan. Miscommunication led to this for poor Juliana.😥😥Sweet baby👼

[@WhiteDragon110AC]

@@Jessica-wo6px I'm sure that they did but when a person refuses to accept something it can lead to unimaginable suffering.

[@jenniferfatzinger7714]

@@deannacarter4251 the hospital did give her morphine and another drug. They didn’t keep her awake. They did let her rest. People transition differently.

[@blinkfan5735]

It breaks my heart seeing beautiful babies go through this type of situations...Rest In Peace beautiful princess

[@elissagubber410]

I just said this isn't right it literally tears my heart to pieces i lost my husband last July 27th 2020 from cancer they found it and he passed 50 days later he turned 55 on July 23rd 4 days later he passed his sister passed away this yr on his first Heavenly B'day July 23rd she also had cancer. I'm tired literally just tired of CANCER especially this lil ones they don't deserve to go through any of this they should be playing with Friends,riding their bikes,laughing, and all the other good stuff that kids like to do I am so sorry for the family my heart and prayers go out to you...😔🙏🏽💗🙏🏽

[@vijayalakshmi-kb8dw]

Its really heartbreaking.

[@merugubhanuprakash6084]

You are an blink l am blink and army

[@ericmugambi4951]

True it’s really hurting

[@nadiachalabi9838]

I have lost my 9 years old son from leukima in December 2019. I know exactly what they have been through. There is no word to describe the pain I felt and I still feel losing my child. Only someone who went through it can understand.

[@jamielynn8497]

I am just so so so sorry. I can’t even begin to comprehend your loss. My heart goes out to you and your family and pray for you to find the strength u need to endure 💕

[@Overflow02]

Don't be sad I'm sure your angel is happy and is in a better place now. I wish you all the best ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@phantomvampyressshadowkiss4690]

As a mother of 2 daughters i empathize with you. Thats the worst thing ever to lose your child. I pray angels watch over you. I almost lost my 11 yr old daughter to diabetic ketoacidosis. She was just diagnosed this March of 2020. I am thankful she was saved. But i lost it when she was life flighted to children's hospital. It didnt go to her brain. Thank God. She's been type 1 diabetic for almost 4 months now.

[@dvalin.]

Stay strong

[@boadiceaosei4548]

And I lost my eight years old son from internal bleeding and I’m not over it since 2011 😭😭😭💔

[@tomfontaine2183]

I'm a 62 YO man and I'm balling my eye's out, May she rest peace. I watched far too many in my life pass, It doesn't get easier.

[@th3azscorpio]

You'll see your loved ones again.

[@11solus11]

First of all, I want to thank you for sharing this video. However, I can’t understand why doctors or anyone from the medical facility didn’t tell you that your daughter is terminal and all she needs is hospice care at home, not another treatment in the hospital. For anyone with hospice experience, it’s obvious, she was actively dying, struggling to keep herself awake for days. And I felt she didn’t want to disappoint expectations and hope put in her. That’s why it's SO important to educate ourselves not only about how to live, but how to recognize a dying process and comfort our loved ones as best we can, according to their needs, will, and body condition. Your daughter made a heroic, but exhausting battle that no one who dies should ever be going through. Nevertheless, someone fu..ked up her right to let go.

[@violettheorgangrinder3232]

That narcissistic father did 🤬

[@alisonscofield6653]

I agree. However, I think that almost every medical professional absolutely hates to give up, especially on a young patient. Sometimes they continue to fight long after they should.

[@seer1623]

I've watched several of these videos, and it's obvious how much these parents loved that little girl. But what is missing is conversations about what she was feeling, what she wanted. I don't hear questions of, are you in pain? Do you want to let go? Is this too much? Do you want to rest right now, instead of making a friggin' halloween pumpkin -- days before her death. An adult can assert these needs and take charge of their passing, but a kid who's battled this vile disease for nine years cannot. The medical staff should have counselled the parents about dealing with end of life issues.

[@marilyn60]

I stumbled on this researching a family matter. I am going to have a hard time sleeping. I can not opinionated. Therefore, I must exit and wish all a peaceful evening. ❤

[@trickortrump3292]

They absolutely told the parents. This is just denial after the fact. If the parents didn’t know she was actively dying, why on earth did they not call an ambulance? They didn’t because they knew there was absolutely nothing the hospital could have done for her. They knew she was at the end.

[@miasandholdt]

For the love of God, let the girl sleep. I don't understand why no one asks Miss America to leave so Juliana could sleep

[@jackycook64]

Mia because you have eternity for that when you die. Interactions are invaluable when you are isolated in the hospital. You don't want to miss out on something special just because you are tired.

[@notlana983]

Its weird how they ignore the fact that shes dying.

[@brandontsosie1734]

Mia right that got to me too😒

[@luisarojas7566]

Mia you’re right when you are sick the last thing you want is talking 😞

[@cindybrooks6370]

lana maybe Juliana accepted the fact that she was dying and wasn't afraid, we all are dying in one way or another, I'm not afraid of it, I just look at it as another step in my life.

[@kathynotaro7386]

I have been watching all of the past videos. I am an RN of 32 years. I have a lot of feelings about this little girl. The biggest one being that she was beautiful and had a spirit of no other. Her smile was contagious. God bless this family. John and Tammy, how are you doing? I hope you are finding some peace and comfort as time goes on. Your little Julianna was a doll!! She was an absolute doll, and so inspiring. xoxox

[@smitatripathilifestylewith2122]

One can clearly see that mom is trying to control her tears trying hard to look brave in front of the daughter god bless

[@mauricedebrosse9047]

Patti Lanni And what ? (Et alors) ?

[@enzapatriziafichera7519]

Che dispiacere !!

[@smitatripathilifestylewith2122]

Juliana you were a fighter I can never forget your brave smile in front of the camera inspite feeling so much of pain . Rest in peace, love from india .

[@michellemartinez5337]

@@brandieubanks8980 it is her daughter ...she adopted her so that is her. Legal daughter shame on you to come on this page to be ugly on a family who shared their daughters last days

[@my4daughters]

@@brandieubanks8980 spend some time broadening your vocabulary! There was no need in jumping on this lady for her comment, there was nothing ugly or hurtful said! As a Mom of a daughter that has fought cancer twice now, it is okay to cry with your babies and communicate that we adults are scared or hurting too. I pray u never have to face a day like this family has!! Another tip if u wanna troll get off videos of parents sharing intimate and personal time with their sick child bc there are Mothers out here watching to prepare themselves for similar situations!

[@Welp503]

This is disturbing. That little girl should have been in hospice. She’s gasping for air why are you shoving tea down her throat??? I truly hope to god that she wasn’t suffering in the end.

[@juniordixie9489]

She was. The father kicked them out. He deleted that video.

[@pigtailsandteddybears]

​@@juniordixie9489 Was there a video showing more of her final day or something? I keep seeing people discuss how hard it was to watch, more than this "redo" video.

[@juniordixie9489]

@@pigtailsandteddybears there was but the dad deleted parts of the family telling her it was ok to go to heaven

[@jenmarks6594]

No child should ever have to go through this. May Juliana rest in sweet peace while asleep with the angels.

[@relatablereactions7658]

I can’t believe why everyone is hating about him posting this , it was his right. She looked like a sweet angle let her fly high!❤️

[@ksanurse]

No everyone copes with this level of illness. Men mostly don’t because they think they can fix things and some things they can’t. It makes them feel powerless. You have to forgive them, they don’t mean to offend the parents. In the old days dying was public and people feared it less. Now people are terrified to die because most of You never see it. Think instead the family was sharing their last precious moments with their daughter. Maybe it will remind people to hug their kids and realise how lucky they are this isn’t them.

[@pannydeparker3613]

Your right she's a cute queen rip i will never forget you

[@pannydeparker3613]

Your right let her fly up in the pretty clouds but don't worry she will return to earth to thank you us

[@assx_vivix8877]

ik this isn't a joke, but what angle?🤣

[@sharonbee4185]

I guess no one can be entitled to their own opinion. When it's not your opinion you can't believe it. Get a grip. Not everyone was hating - just some. And i don't consider it hating - maybe some just couldn't believe the lack of respect.

[@EmanViam]

I believe that her father just wanted to memorialize her. Don’t judge. Yes, my husband died and it was way worse, I didn’t film anything of course. My life is destroyed. Seeing this makes me connect with her family. There was nothing they could do and that must’ve been horrible. Don’t judge.

[@amandalyubelsky5251]

Joesndanuyankifan 6 days ago l believe that father just wanted mezireaz her yes my husband died it wrs worse l didn’t film anything of wanted memoirs Don judeg; Yes my husbdan died and it wigh her family There weas nothing of and that

[@KristineMarieTxSPI]

@@amandalyubelsky5251 ??

[@woody4984]

How can you tell that it was a lot worse for your husband??

[@EmanViam]

michelle wood seriously!

[@EmanViam]

Amanda Lyubelsky huh?

[@bequietkitty]

The more you put fluid in her mouth the more fluid seeped in her lungs. The body has no strength anymore to flex the way it needs to fully pass things through. She needed medicine that could sedate her so she could have passed in peace, completely pain free.

[@myleshiasmith1813]

You can’t tell someone on how to deal with losing their child . Just because they chose to film it doesn’t make them bad parents or not having compassion for their daughter. Death is a natural thing and a lot of people don’t even get a chance to say goodbye. They wanted to have and share the last moments of her life on film & probably for them self and to show others who might be or have gone through similar situations know that they’re not alone .

[@Jill.McGlothlin42]

Myleshia Smith I followed her journey on FB and John was evil. He forced Julian to hang on and he used her. We’re not judging we know what we saw.

[@jeanne9729]

I agree, Of course a parents will video every chance they have, knowing full well they may your last memories.

[@Jill.McGlothlin42]

Jeanne No, it was much deeper than that. You would of had to follow them from the beginning. He was seriously very controlling and a narcissist. Tons of people on his page spoke about his behavior. He basically had no relationship w/ his other kids. It was very sad to watch.

[@jeanne9729]

I did follow them from the beginning. 😊 Not sure what you mean , first time I ever heard that .

[@Jill.McGlothlin42]

Nanny Slime Yes, very strange. Did you see at the funeral he was the only one who didn’t hug his kids? They never really spoke to him and they always acted scared of him.

[@libbypropp4846]

I watched a Frontline episode recently called "Being Mortal" where a doctor talked about how bad the medical profession can be at having very honest and tough conversations about death. And so often families don't know how dire their loved one's prognosis truly is and decisions about hospice and palliative care can't be made. This feels like a heartbreaking example of this problem. We have to get better at talking about death

[@talesfromtheleashexpatdogl1426]

Yeah because none of us get out of here alive. RIP sweet angel

[@estelleschneider9033]

We need Jesus yo be able to do that..by the Holy Spirit..LOVE

[@jennybyrd2818]

Yes! Death needs to be destigmatized because we all will face it. Its one of the few things in this world that every single person will go through. Even as a person with a chronic disease my dr appointments are confusing at best. Families need to be told the truth as soon as that decline starts to happen because it will make the death a little less traumatic.

[@mandycote5662]

That’s ridiculous!

[@katluann]

They had no trouble waving a DNR in front of my face everyday and saying he can’t make it! I said Jesus is coming do your jobs before I sue your a**! Jesus showed up and shocked the socks off them! A true miracle when they got over their shock they were happy!

[@briruiz9006]

I hope she is having a good time in heaven rest in peace :(

[@Melissa-SC73]

Okay, I tried holding back the tears, but I couldn’t. The tears really flowed. Gone to soon in life. She fought hard. Her doggy Maddie, definitely knew something was really wrong. Dogs are very intelligent (except when running into the traffic) & they can sense feelings and illness. What a loving fur baby she had. And how much Juliana loved her Maddie. 😢💔

[@lourdesleone5990]

Muito triste chorei muito 😢😢

[@ginnyronning9532]

How sad, how lucky I am!! THANKYOU, what a awsome gal you are through and through

[@agnesmon4940]

The truth is her body was exhausted from many years of cruel and strong treatments, although she was a fighter her strength had a final, because she was just a little girl. Nobody can´t fight eternally .Leave her to rest in peace between angels, comfort yourself with her memories and cure your souls of the sorrow. Everything that you did was well done. God wanted it to happens for a reason that you can´t understand now, let time tells you the secret. God bless you all.

[@agnesmon4940]

***** Yes, Juliana was exhausted from cruel cancer treatment during NINE years. And they are cruel treatments because destroy our organs, the quimo destroy both good cells and cancer cells,everybody knows that ¡¡¡ it is poison for Heaven sake!!! at least thats what the doctor say. Of course Juliana was very strong to keep on those years fighting but she was also HUMAN, and not the only girl who has died from cancer. It is very difficult to understand the death of a child much more if she is your own daughter, I don´t think the intention of the doctors was to kill Juliana. They did what they could and we are wrong if we think that they are God and can do miracles. And I don´t go away from here because I love and admire Juliana and her family.

[@agnesmon4940]

Of course the treatments were TRYING to save her life but couldn´t. Thats the proof the treatments not always work Ok?? And if you say the quimo don´t harm the organs you know NOTHING about cancer although you have lived near people with this disease. I haven´t offended you so try to be respectful, it is for free and it helps to live together in peace. It only has been my honest opinion.

[@Erica_America32]

+Kia Davis gosh, I think you need anger management treatment chill out! the truth is answers won't bring her back, she's finally free now would you rather her be in pain and suffer because your selfish? Why don't you act like an adult. let her rest in peace without your ignorance.

[@Erica_America32]

+Kia Davis you do know I'm not reading any of that LOL well maybe some .. you are insane and keep repeating the same things.. get a life go write a book and take your medications on time, ignorant people on KZbin make me laugh I better shut up? I'm actually typing not talking and what you going to do come thru the computer KZbin warrior LOL. yawn

[@jadatorres7802]

Kia Davis I'm reporting you and hopefully your account will be shut off, how do you know if any of us have not lost a family member due to cancer? YOU DON'T! maybe not a child but a family member is a family member, all the comments you leave are the same exact thing your this bla bla i lost my cousin blabla WE ALL LOSE LOVED ONES IT'S LIFE! What are you going to do for the rest of your life sit on youtube acting like a complete dip shit, will that bring her back with your foolishness NO! face the fact shes in heaven in a better place with evil people like yourself that we are stuck with now GO AWAY!

[@Fiona-sg9wh]

The medication didn't make her worse. I am an ICU nurse and have seen many die from cancer. I could tell she was in the process of dying from the beginning of the video. Rest easy in knowing that and that you were all with her.

[@ella-bt8hp]

Why didn't the family know this? Very upsetting knowing they believed she was going to get better 💔

[@tiffany3294]

I'm not a medical professional I work in the hospital a little bit as a unit secretary but even someone like myself could tell at the very beginning that she was actively dying and going downhill. It breaks my heart

[@tiffany3294]

@@ella-bt8hp I think people just don't feel comfortable talking about death especially when it's a child maybe they were hoping things would change

[@caroltaylor3931]

Me too, she was starting to Cheynes Stoke before even leaving the hospital! The transfer from hospital to home would have caused her great pain, she would have needed extra meds for the journey.

[@th3azscorpio]

@@ella-bt8hp They knew she was dying, they just chose not to accept it out of grief. Don't blame them one bit, having been there myself.

[@paulanewhouse4252]

She is out of her misery now. She is at peace. An angel of god.

[@it-stillhauntsme5581]

Trying to give fluids during the dying process is the worst thing you can do

[@AM-tl1fc]

Why?

[@susanyates4233]

@@AM-tl1fc You are only ding the tissues. When my beloved Mother was dying, I asked if she could have a drink, and this was the Sister`s answer. Poor sweet little girl, such suffering ahead of that gorgeous baby they brought home.

[@teenawillis682]

Liquids serves no purpose. Oral swabs are very soothing.

[@anttony80]

To the family of this little girl....as i sit her as a 44 year old recovering adict! I am ashamened of myself!! All the times i complained that life wasnt fair!! God rest this little girls soul...may god keep you with him as you lay to rest!! I am so sorry

[@laniakeas92]

Don't compare your life to hers. We all have different roads and paths.

[@krisrhood2127]

Don't judge yourself. Everyone's toothache hurts the worst

[@heybitch8577]

@@laniakeas92 huh?

[@bloom9295]

We all do mistakes and that's ok

[@MiraBella1972]

Don't be ashamed! Know that you are absolutely loved! You have value regardless of what you might think! Love and light to you!

[@ellennghihepa9067]

The easiest part is knowing when shes gone, her pain will be no more. The suffering ends. 😞😞😭

[@imru9924]

she was adopted :( that's so sad storyy, nobody deserves anything like this. Life is cruel and so unfair.

[@abigale3629]

At least she was adopted into a happy and loving home with people who loved her unconditionally :>

[@fec9496]

Yes it is!!!

[@Maya-hq3nv]

What’s wrong with her being adopted!?

[@imru9924]

@@Maya-hq3nv nothing, i meaning that she wasn't their biological child. She was certainly wanted and loved.

[@tyyfunimateeditzz8578]

@@Maya-hq3nv girl if u woulda read the whole thing then u woulda knew what he was tryna say

[@olivedog1880]

Maddie was such a loyal pup. Rest in peace, both of them 💔

[@Jessica-wo6px]

May she and her Momma fly in Heaven💔💘😇

[@NightGazer]

As a person that has seen death many times over in my job. You never, never force fluids. She could have aspirated, she would have been gone sooner then later. She was in her final stage, you hold her close and tell her love her.

[@albertao4074]

Likely morphine

[@NightGazer]

@@albertao4074 If that is so, then they should have done a butterfly. Less invasive.

[@nataliechild9163]

Put the video camera down and hold your dying daughter for the love of God!

[@plantpants3746]

I am assuming there were no hospice workers to give mom advice.

[@NightGazer]

@@plantpants3746 Since she was passing away at home. There would have to be hospice nurses stopping by.

[@ronmendoza4916]

Poor girl. Sounded like she was in pain in her last days. No way I'd like to go out like that.

[@darrylbutler5993]

I don’t want my last moments with someone forcing raspberry tea into my mouth when I’m dying

[@helenbrown6488]

I REALLY DO NOT THINK HIS WIFE WAS ALL FOR THE FILMING OF JULIE IN HER FINAL DAYS OF HER LIFE. AND I DO THINK EITHER ONE KNEW ANYTHING ABOUT DYING, HE WANTED TO BE THE CENTER OF ATTITION!

[@brittanyherbeck3269]

Helen Brown I agree. You can tell based on the looks she was giving john

[@hiddenmoonlightss]

It was just so sad to watch… I know Julie is in a better place now, free of pain and treatment, but she was such a fighter and a strong girl. Love her and miss her ❤

[@suepete]

Parts of this were like a freak show with so many people in the room seated accordingly, and just staring at her while she was dying. I would NEVER want a bunch of people watching me like this. Ugh.

[@cyberspelunker1980]

Me neither. I understand wanting to offer support but I’d never want to be seen in this condition.

[@belle369]

Yeah but would you really have a choice? She’s laying there lifeless barely able to to anything except groan.

[@heybitch8577]

Shut up

[@davidlagomarsino4850]

You and me both!! Irrational in my opinion

[@ceejamm3180]

Wait until you're dying to pass judgements. You might change your mind.

[@gloriasantana7937]

When that lady told that sweet little angel that they were doing Pizza without her I thought was the cruelest meanest thing anyone could ever tell a sick dying child that couldn't eat. But could still hear you and understand what you were saying. That was so cruel !!!!!!!!!!!!

[@scratchy1704]

Yes such an ignorant person.

[@kimbauman3733]

Definitely cruel

[@x_aj_x1157]

People say and do weird things in situations like these. Try not to judge too harshly. Sometimes people don't know how to deal with these kinds of situations or even know what to say . Watching a child actively die in front of you is kind of hard to take in on an emotional level I would imagine. You could liken it to people who laugh at funerals. It's not because they aren't sad, but kind of a nervous/anxious response.

[@maryannewebster4100]

Hi Gloria Santana its Maryanne from the UK yes i really do agree with you what that lady said was the cruelest thing that you can say to a dying sick child and actually i get the same thing because I can't swallow any solid food's because my food pipe doesn't work I was born like it rest in peace Juliana and I'm so proud of you you were so brave all through it well done baby girl we will all miss you until we meet again when we go to heaven❤

[@belabelutsa2099]

the lady in red or miss?

[@sweetarielangels2580]

I do not understand why John says that the cause of Juliana's death is an overdose of opioids. if it had been the case, doctors would have noticed it and wouldn't have discharged her from hospital. she had been sent home in hospice care because she was terminal and her parents could not be unaware. the truth is that Juliana's body was destroyed by years of treatment and cancer and she was ready to fly away. Poor little girl ❤️

[@ivyedan7183]

Sweet Ariel Angels that's what hospice does..they don't come unless you are dying.. it it wasn't opiates that had her like that..it was organ failure and a coma

[@danielleschiazza6172]

If u are sent home on hospice that means your life is ending! That's what hospice is, end of life care/ comfort care! The goal is to keep her comfortable while she is actively dieing! The doctors did nothing wrong! Some families just do not want to except that! They want to force the person to fight and suffer and that is just selfish! But unfortunately some families just don't get it or accept it! I work in nursing and I do hospice care and I see so many families like this, Its so sad and u can't blame them because u don't know how it feels to be in their shoes all u can do is do your job and try your best to support the family. So sad god bless her

[@fourchickensma4628]

Danielle Schiazza The precious girl is obviously in the final hours of life, you can tell when they walk in the house from the hospital, she is even showing signs of reflexive breathing, also known as a death rattle, and they keep trying to pour raspberry tea down her throat. I wish they could have just backed off a little and let her go in peace. She didn’t die from opioid overdose, she died because her poor little body just gave out, I don’t know why her parents can’t see that. I know what they are going through must be awful, but she died because cancer finally took over and her body failed. She fought long and hard! Bless her heart!!

[@tamaraeppinger4767]

Omg just stop taping stop with the flipping tea I understand u wanted to show child hood cancer but good Lord enough is enough cancer is an evil disease it is but this is just way to much...stop put the camera down and what would have been the fatherly thing to do was to hold her tell her it's ok but no people taking pictures people filming people forceing tea down her throat just so sad and disturbing..

[@tamaraeppinger4767]

I'm sorry but u say she was over medicated if so y did u not call an ambulance..un real

[@JayLang7]

Looks like the dog knew and was there to support his best friend. It’s really hard to watch this without having a flood of emotions. Can’t imagine how hard it was for her and her parents. Rip little angel ❤❤❤

[@luluirizar7281]

She died because her body can't stand anymore treatment...she has suffered a lot she has fought bravely ...she received every treatment available....it was time to let her go....with dignity...hospital has no blame...this type of cancer has no cure.....she was going to die sooner or later. She is resting ...no more suffering......I admire her parents' dedication..but I would never put in a video my child dying in youtube for people to see it is something private.

[@phodge0919]

Its helpful because now i know what to look for regarding her food intake..i learned from one of the commenters of the video...i admired their willingness to share.. Unless the parents knew what her death sounded like then they most certainly would have done something...they are not the experts, the hospital staff supposed to be... This cancer and any OTHER cancer CAN BE HEALED...the problem is we're conditioned to believe it cant be cured so we spend money, lots of money to pay everyone to watch a patient die... To say she wouldve died any way is callous and cruel..its easy to speculate when its not your child.

[@jondiroma8326]

Lulú Irizar you sound as though you are judging her parents who are seeking all the comfort and solace they can receive from losing her. Certainly you don’t mean to do that when they only wished to share this beautiful girl with the rest of the world?! Also let’s not forget that she was old enough to ask for discretion if that was her desire.

[@goodmother2500]

Lulú Irizar thats so right

[@Italian_girl89]

I totally agree with you. Putting a video of your dying daughter is simply a shame. Did you see the original video? There were scenes of Juliana’s body!!!! I was really shocked! a father who loves his daughter does not behave like that. I love Juliana, she is and will be my inspiration forever, but I don’t like her father.

[@karunavaghela9965]

@@Italian_girl89 I think she was adopted, on the cake it said Happy 13th Adopted day

[@angelaherrera5027]

the girl is obviously dying, gasping for air, but she's trying to respond in every way she can, such a brave soul.. As a mother, this is too painful for me to watch, the parents should've comforted her on her last days..kissed her goodbye, talked to her in her sleep, stop feeding her with anything, thinking it will maker her strong feeding her.. Rest in Peace little girl.

[@norawilcox2357]

Were you there? I think not, so you don't know what her parents did or didn't do. My dad was dying from cancer and my mom fed him liquids the same way. So be quiet because it's obvious you don't know what you are talking about

[@norawilcox2357]

@@JulieR73 does your mouth have a mute button

[@kimberleybasta9959]

I don't see Phd in front of your name Angela so I agree with Nora STFU!!!!!!

[@juliettemacdonald5792]

Nora Wilcox She doesn’t HAVE TO BE THERE- it’s IN THE VIDEO! Everyone is entitled to their opinion + I feel exactly the same as the the lady that you’re telling to “shut-up”! Do YOU realize that after a patient’s 1st remission if the cancer returns in another site that it’s the cells from the first cancer. So basically those cancer cells are everywhere in their body + WILL keep “waking up” in the form of new tumours that become increasingly resistant to chemotherapy. So if the Dr’s did their job right + told the parents the truth- they should have let her die peacefully when Juliana felt she was ready to escape the 7 years of horrible suffering she’s been told to go through “to inspire millions of people”- bullshit! She’s responsible to herself. As far as I’m concerned this makes me furious. Unnecessary suffering! Tons of videos + picture flashes every 10 minutes sometime. So don’t you dare tell someone else off!!! Your dad’s condition has nothing to do with this case.

[@juliettemacdonald5792]

Kimberley Basta I happen to AGREE with Angela! So you + Nora can both STFU + 🤬!!!!

[@jeanettedegiulio8220]

As a home health and hospice nurse my heart broke. There comes a time to hold the one you love and let go. The hardest I have ever done is my mom dying in my arms. We can't be selfish, let go 😣😭

[@sowhatwearedoomed]

Jeanette Degiulio , yes , these poor children don’t have a lot of say about the torture they are being put through .

[@ShawnATX]

Instead of helping, I'm super glad dad recorded this.

[@amysnyder8088]

My thoughts exactly. This was for his own ego and he had no regard for the stress he was causing a dying child by sticking a phone in her face. Fishing for sympathy was his biggest concern. Jerk.

[@troyrydell3904]

Who else actually watched. The hole thing

[@markvargas5356]

❤

[@vitaminjovitaa]

whole*

[@nicolebrown5921]

Troy I have and it is very sad that Juliana had to go through all this. She is in no more pain cause she is in heaven with God.

[@aliceforsyth9476]

I did but it was killing me because it was for years after the fact that I first saw this if it hadn’t been I would’ve been very perturbed almost to the point of contacting them and telling these people you do not give a dying person pizza don’t give them anything no raspberry tea they’re dying good God Almighty this poor child was in pain what a way to die

[@aliceforsyth9476]

Stupid hospital Why did they not send this child home with hospice care I will never know it doesn’t sound like there’s a lot of bright action going on around there thank God this child’s and having at least she’s out of pain

[@annxx7976]

Aside from the fact that this little lady is dying from cancer, there are several quite disturbing aspects to this, some that people have already mentioned in the comments. I don’t think her final hours were particularly well handled in terms of pain control and a general misunderstanding of the physiological process of death itself. I also get the feeling that Mom resents that camera at points, which I would too. I don’t understand this obsession with filming everything and missing the moments because of it.

[@Music-Heals-l7f]

Ann xx I agree. I am perplexed as to why this is being shared on KZbin. I understand documenting her last days to keep and share with loved ones, but this feels too intrusive.

[@katie6902]

For memories and to honor her

[@katie6902]

To keep her memory alive

[@annxx7976]

@@katie6902 I see and understand that, I do honestly. But was this the right way to go about it? I don’t know, and I don’t have the right to judge, but it does feel extremely intrusive and rather obsessive when it gets down to the really really emotional occasions. I probably should have said in my original comment that I was meaning this particular video alone, but kind of across the board with all of the videos.

[@annxx7976]

@BlewnHeadGasket you expect to post stuff like this on KZbin and not have it discussed or criticised? Lol that’s not how social media works, fuckwit, do some research.

[@carole1a]

the hospital knew juliana was dying, her parants must have been told this.thats why she was taken home.thats only my thoughts...xx

[@chellefell1331]

if you go back to one of the older videos, he writes at the beginning that the hospital DID, in fact, inform him.... they knew. I understand how hard it is as a parent to hear that, your brain goes into a denial.... however, that hospital treated her amazingly and did all they could....

[@Jessica-wo6px]

@@chellefell1331 If they knew the parents were in denial and not accepting the circumstances, they should have realized that they couldn't have given Juliana proper care due to their states of minds. Not bashing anybody but Juliana should have remained in the hospital under these circumstances, have a nice chance to say goodbye to everybody in a peaceful, quiet manner and be placed under right pain medication and in a medically induced coma so she could pass away peacefully as her body shut down. The Carvers were not in the right headspace to help their daughter's process when they were constantly denying the obvious signs that she was dying and I think the hospital should have realized that and intervene for Juliana's sake and not let her go home. I pray for healing for everybody involved. Juliana was such a little angel who deserved more in life but is now healthy and pain free in the arms of Jesus.

[@mikayla521]

Now that I have had time to think about this, I think the reason why the hospital stopped any new treatment is because they felt she had been through enough. She knew was not going to get better, even though the parents wanted her to press on, you can see she had gone a long ways already, she was suffering, by the time they took her home she was barely eating , I think the hospital knew she had been through a lot in her well young life, and enough was enough. I have read the whole story, and I cry every time I think of what she went through, her bravery, her courage, and her willingness to keep fighting, and always with smiles, and love for all who loved her back. It is because of things like this that I question my own faith!

[@MireilleSXXX]

The hospital didn't stop new treatment. After they found that she has cancer again, they scheduled treatment for the following week. Juliana was taken home only for the weekend and should be back on Monday. But the day before she left hospital, they gave her a doubled dose of painkillers and from that on she declined rapidly. But nobody had any idea that she could die 2 days later. Nobody was prepared for the catastrophe. After she had died the hospital officials refused answering the parents' questions. The parents guessed that she could have died of an overdose of her painmeds. And in my opinion is that the most probably explanation for what's happend with Juliana that weekend when she died with her parents at home.

[@MerryWeed]

71 here & been thru so many loses in my lifetime & this still breaks my heart. 😰 What a brave soul this child has! She's still with us ❣

[@gamingforever6687]

Its genocide. The medical jouranals state that chemo and radiation dont work. Doctors make direct cuts from prescribing these. High grade pure THC oil and a gallon of raw juicing a day would have cured it very easily. MD directed medicine is the NO1 leading cause of death, most of it doesnt work. GOOGLE IMAGES - ACIDOSIS CYCLE.

[@seer1623]

This poor little girl should have been in a hospice or properly medicated so she didn't experience so much stress and pain. At the 11th hour the parents dropped the ball. She smiled and played with that puppy because mom and dad desperately needed her to, not because she had it in her at that point. What a loving, selfless girl. Thank goodness she's at peace.

[@gamingforever6687]

Be quite NPC, your drone responses go unheard, go talk to the wall.@@seer1623

[@evamarek5205]

This is so heartbreaking even four years later. She suffered so. RIP sweet little angel.

[@elirovowskiThela]

This family's actions are not malicious- at least Tammy's aren't. They are the result of a lack of education and support regarding the dying process. It was Juliana's care team's responsibility to disclose that objectively, she was nearing death. Often in paediatric oncology, parents and care teams hold on to relentless hope of remission, which lends itself to having palliation and or hospice forgotten about. It was the care team's responsibility to tell the Carvers that Juliana was going to pass, or at least have a discussion in advance as to what Juliana and her family wanted done in end of life care. It's clear that these conversations were never held, or at least were quite short and surface level because there was zero contingent plan as to what would be done when she neared death. Her parents deserved an objective conversation to warn them that she was essentially palliative. They had little education on how close to death she was, and how to care for her in her final moments. This girl had a poor end-of-life experience due to her parents being ill prepared to support her emotionally and physically in dying. This girl deserved to have adequate analgesia, adequate respiratory support, and nursing care; She deserved to be held by her family and to be told it was okay to pass, not "you'll get better". Instead of building a bridge to a peaceful death, she was led off a cliff's edge.

[@judithaborden1968]

I agree with you 100 %

[@jeanmason3559]

I agree. She suffered too much at the end.

[@scratchy1704]

Yes agree 100%.Had my mum with us for palliative care and we knew when she was right near the end and she had a morphine driver.She died in no pain although the death rattle is upsetting.My mum had COPD and also had 2 brain bleeds.She was on a CPAP mask for 24 hrs a day for the last few months and was only taken of in her last 24 hrs due to her face swelling from it and her body was rejecting it.

[@anjaknatz7157]

I am so thankfull for your comment.

[@pathaynes1534]

@@scratchy1704 l

[@emilylange4748]

No one should have to die like this. We don't even let our pets suffer like this. I can't finish this video, poor child.

[@agusblackbird2486]

You did well. At the end it's her dead body in the funeral. So cruel.

[@hydie0073]

Emily Lange I know it's more than I could take I'm screaming for the Queen to just let her sleep please just let her rest!!!!😢😢😢😢😭

[@louisavevers9709]

This is actually a normal way of dying when someone is suffering with cancer. The pain is bad, and usually the pain relief is what helps quicken the end. Cancer is a very cruel disease, and sadly there is no nice way around it!

[@louisavevers9709]

@@agusblackbird2486 I don't understand this. What is cruel?

[@tenazshah3362]

Pls grow up....death is never pretty...its a medical stop to your life.....did you expect angels with golden Harp's

[@cristinmccloud1980]

She suffered for days because you didn’t give her permission to leave. Why did you keep feeding her? She wanted to go and you made her death a spectacle.

[@nataliechild9163]

I completely agree!!! Child exploitation by the father!! Video after video… it’s sickening. She was a prop for his own attention. 😢

[@ashtheanimecat7077]

Poor girl, you could hear the death rattle in her breathing. Rest in peace angel.

[@annekalunn8567]

@Zixuan Xing I not nice to hear my mum had

[@alessandrasocio2090]

@texasj123 most likely she was in hospice or the parents wanted her to let go and not get drugged up anymore.

[@marymcdonald7418]

@texasj123 Please read the book. It explains why...

[@mariposatx9703]

As a mother I would be laying next to her holding her, not having all these annoying people come visit and make annoying conversations. This is heartbreaking, rest in peace sweet angel!!

[@miamibone7448]

I would be in my baby bed and holding her and kissing my baby telling her how much she loved and always will be

[@phantomvampyressshadowkiss4690]

Me too . This is heart breaking. I am a mother of two daughters

[@claudia2341000]

They let the dog do the kissing...unbelievable

[@krisrhood2127]

In a way I'm glad that I wasn't with my dad when he was dying. He might not have wanted me to see him like that

[@lornabarret7929]

Especially miss beauty queen,with her anoying voice,chatting and asking question that the poor girl had to use her little energy to answer.

[@joannebrown6163]

This video shows two amazing parents making memories in the last few days they had left with their poorly little girl. It is clear to see thst they love her very much and just want to spend precious time with her before she passes away. It is also clear that their little girl wants to interact with them, and they obviously want to prolong her life for as long as they could. I am full of respect for them. The hospital are the ones resonsible for administering her pain medication, they are the qualified ones who know how much pain she is in. Unless we personally know this family's situation, we shouldn't judge them. I think they are amazing and very brave. RIP little one, you are pain free now, rest easy 🕊🌹🐻 xxx

[@diakleeman4996]

The dog has more compassion than humans. That made me cry

[@jewelseng9900]

john vonburg she’s right the family dog has more compassion giving all the love she needs. That family is juz strange and cold

[@nunya2954]

@john vonburg - You sound like you could be the weirdo Dads brother with that comment. Maybe you are a soulless POS too.

[@PheonixStarsx]

Exactly .fucking white people in my religion and culture if anyone ever recorded the last moments of someone’s passing they would get a huge seyaat (my language for sins) and on judgement day the person will ask them “why didn’t you respect me when I was dying ?”

[@daviddriscollservantofJesus]

@@PheonixStarsx First you are racist. Second what does your man made religion done for you ? You go by the name killerslumber. No religion will save you only Jesus Christ. And no one will be asking anything after they day they die. If she goes to heaven she will have such joy why would she ask a question so carnal as that? When we die we either go to heaven or hell. There isn't going to be pointless carnal conversations. Those with faith in Jesus to save their soul eternal bliss and joy and peace and those who rejected the way out of sin eternal damnation. I hope she is in heaven with Christ Jesus with no more pain or suffering just eternal joy.

[@nunya2954]

@@PheonixStarsx - LOL - Wrong God you have in your life. In the Bible the real GOD plainly tells us we see HIM as soon as we die and we account to HIM our sins as we bend our knee to Him. Then you are judged, by God. Not by man, not by others that have died before us.

[@keirahillman8830]

When I saw her in the casket holding the stuffed dog I started bawling my eyes out this is so sad, I’m so sorry for your loss. Rest easy angel

[@loldianaaa]

What a loyal friend Maddie was. I'm a veterinary nurse, and I've seen a few shelter dogs that were with their owners when they died. I think they really go through their own mourning, there's something really special about the bond between dogs and their people. Also, it's their instinct to lick like crazy when they have their own problems, it's like they think the more they lick the better they'll get. Maddie knew something was wrong, and was doing the best she could (like the rest of you) to help her girl.

[@pugzilla9172]

Diana P. I know :( that part where the dog started licking her arm made my cry so hard! Poor baby knows

[@FireXConor]

Animals have better senses than us, they can even tell when we're sick, and come over to help us through our suffering, or when we're dying, come over and comfort us during our final days. Maddie knew what was happening before anyone else, what a good dog. 😢

[@ThePlutoandMarsEffectofTarot]

Very true. Cats are very keen on Death or Sickness as well. I always say that Animals are way to good for Humans & are even better than us.

[@candytiger644]

Animals are very loyal and knowing. My cats hang around me a lot more when I get sick or injured. Unlike many humans, animals don't judge, they just know by instinct and love.

[@charlottekey8856]

@@ThePlutoandMarsEffectofTarot Yeah, my cat knew when I was going to the hospital though there was no evidence for him. He meowed urgently and looked with big worried eyes. I had another cat who met me at the door with big worried eyes, even pulling back the curtain with his paw, when I'd had a bad altercation on the way home.

[@coastalcreekwoodworks8795]

What a beautiful angel ❤️... I'm surprised how much a little video has taught me about what's really important in life and what's trivial. That's the first time I've cried in decades. Rest in peace to you, and all the others.

[@user-vd2jk7dl3p]

Thank you for posting this. Whenever I have seen people with cancer whether in person or in the media they really never look sick. They have no hair but they are typically walking around and being normal. So I have never had an accurate idea of what cancer is and what it can actually do to a person and how QUICK it can deteriorate a body and take a life. You have shown me how serious this really is . I always knew it was but it never really connected until I saw this.

[@tracyshelton5599]

Oh it s horrible , my mom died of complications of Lung / liver cancer stage 4

[@becibabe7364]

@@tracyshelton5599 who cares

[@lunamoone5231]

@@becibabe7364 and who cares about your nasty disgusting comment?

[@katluann]

My mom died of cancer and Alzheimer’s but they kept her on morphine to keep her comfortable. She just slept The Whole time. She was comatose.

[@jennybyrd2818]

@@becibabe7364 no one cares that you want attention so bad you go on the internet to insult people. What you need to do is find a hobby other than hiding behind a keyboard.

[@titifolol]

She went through so much and in the end her little body couldn't take anymore, thank you for sharing her stories with us, i've watched them all from when you adopted her at the orphanage, it's been a privilege and she is waiting now for when it's your turn to go is all, you will be together again I truly believe this with all my hart, one of the bravest people I have ever seen and put up on hell of a fight, you must be devastated. RIP Juliana

[@Kimberly-yt6nn]

When Juliana seen Maddi and got so excited and screamed her name just melted my heart. What a beautiful soul she was. May you rest in peace with the lord sweet angel.

[@kel2700]

She’s so beautiful! I bet she always made everyone smile & for sure still does!!❤️❤️

[@spartadelavega5436]

Seeing someone actively dying is so heartbreaking

[@kkdoc7864]

When someone is dying whether over a couple of weeks or days, the last thing he or she wants is oral nourishment. Not only is thirst gone, but food is repulsive and often nauseating, and you run the risk of having her aspirate. Trying to push food or fluids on the dying patient can even be considered abusive in spite of the fact that you think you are helping. Wetting her lips is a safer thing to do.

[@judithryle2113]

I thought the dad went way over with not giving this sweet child privacy. I thought it was rather cruel

[@pfalgiano5565]

so do i

[@sarahroberts4917]

If she didn’t want to be filmed she would’ve said

[@andreavonruden3204]

warum tut man einem Kind kurz vot seinem Tod diese Oberflächlichkeit an?

[@ToastyDoasty]

@Tracy Isaac how dare you say that he's a grieving parent trying to get a last moment of his daughter sickening of you to say

[@heybitch8577]

@Tracy Isaac what is wrong with you? You need help. Not him. You. Sickening and disgusting human being

[@kerstinkraemer9744]

The only one who really shows empathy here is the dog. Some sit there as if they were watching football, the father is just filming. Terrible.

[@pankoza2]

That is why Dog is my favorite pet

[@CarolS461]

While this is a very sad video, my favorite part is when you got home and Maddie jumped up on Juliana and Juliana's joy seeing her.

[@Applehead.michaelj]

this is honestly so sad, to see a child dying🥺😢 may she rest in peace!

[@kellyworthey7910]

R.I.P Juliana.I have just found these videos.I am on my second fight against lung cancer.I am 44 years old,not doing too good this go around.After watching this precious child fight so hard without complaint.She's given me the want to fight harder and not give up.She's something special,Juliana.I'm so glad I was looking for a video of struggle and joy that day!

[@laurenallison9391]

Kelly Worthey I’ll pray for you beautiful. My mom just had early stage lung cancer and had it removed by a thoracic surgeon (size of a pen tip the spot was) and I’m so blessed and GRATEFUL she is cancer free! I am praying so so hard for you! Truly!! May God help you FIGHT and you win this battle and get to be around for many many more years. Prayers to you- dear God please heal this woman against Lung Cancer... please🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@GirlMomma]

Kelly Worthey, you are in my thoughts and prayers. How are you, dear?

[@anne-mariemcinnis9143]

This video is a great teaching tool, actually. It teaches the what not to do and could be a very good eye opener for a lot of people who might be tempted to do the same with a loved one, at the time of actively dying. The family obviously was completely ignorant of the dying process or else things would of been done completely differently. So to turn this video into a positive, it would be awesome that it be used as a tool. As a hospice volunteer, I’ve heard of families doing what this family did, yet seeing it, is wayyyyy more effective in teaching about the dying process and the do’s and don’ts!!! This family would of been better equipped to act appropriately, should they had known what is taught in hospice and palliative care!!!

[@cindibarton1167]

Well we don't always get that chance as my daughter died 14 hours after I first took her to the emergency

[@anne-mariemcinnis9143]

@@cindibarton1167 I am so sorry about your loss! No parent should have to go through such tremendous grief. None! Please know that I will keep you in my 🙏🙏🙏prayers and ask for 😇😇😇😇😇😇😇angels to carry you through!

[@22lyric]

Anne-Marie McInnis, shame on you!

[@anne-mariemcinnis9143]

@@22lyric Jude, why do you say shame on me? I don't think I said anything unkind. Yet, I obviously something that wasn't liked and would love to understand, especially because my heart is at the right place.

[@mambi74]

@@anne-mariemcinnis9143 You said nothing wrong or offensive - some people can't deal or just resort to being offended when faced with facts they don't like. It wasn't easy watching this poor brave girl suffer so much before her end.

[@deannaeverhart9506]

Oh my god boy she was a fighter . she never gave up. She kept fighting and fighting. Your always in my heart. My true fighter.

[@cesargonzalesviera1954]

god? , porque permite eso?,

[@annhughes1503]

Deanna Everhart I agree

[@shananalexander9789]

Deanna I am still crying.

[@juliettemacdonald5792]

Deanna Everhart A fighter??? I see her more as a tortured sufferer!

[@louisavevers9709]

@@juliettemacdonald5792 how? She had a terminal illness. She had fought it 8times! *scratches head*

[@Amanda-zp7xi]

This was a very personal video and I usually don't make my opinions known but this was heartbreaking to watch and I needed to say this. I think the first thing this family should have done was educated themselves on the dying process. I have worked in nursing and hospice care for 16 years and I can say that I don't believe there was any negligence done against this beautiful little girl. She went through a lot. Her little body was exhausted and the cancer is what caused her death. At 43:15 I could tell she was getting close to passing. She was struggling to breath, uncomfortable and in pain. I believe that she wasn't medicated enough towards the end. If she was awake and struggling that much she need something to keep her comfortable. Taking her home and moving her around from the hospital was to much for her body to handle but im sure once she got there she was right where she wanted to be and she passed away surrounded by things she found comfort in and that she loved. What I didn't see though was her being held, or comforted, kisses, being told she was loved or that it was ok to go. That is the biggest tragedy besides the cancer. I think the parents are looking for someone to blame and didn't understand what the dying process is like. Instead of trying to sue the hospital for negligence that clearly didn't happen they should let Julianas beautiful soul rest and focus on her memory and her life instead of her death instead of who they can hold accountable

[@deedeesnails4208]

I agree that she a wasn't medicated enough. She should have been sedated to the point she could hear. My boyfriend died of lung cancer when he was 18 yes old, the pain was unbearable watching him pass so I couldn't imagine losing a child. I believe the family did the best they knew how.

[@coolcalmandcollected7907]

I have to agree with you on many parts...especially the being held part. However, the family did the best they could... the helplessness was written all over the mothers face. When a loved one suffers like this, you want to scream but you try to do just about anything to help in any way possible. It appears to be somewhat clumsy maybe but when you are not in the profession, you the best you can. What I really found disturbing that all the father did was film... he will never get back the time to hold his daughter tight and to tell her her loves her. The whole family seemed to be irritated by filming and photos.

[@CanadianBisdak]

@@deedeesnails4208 she should be medicated so that she won't feel the pain. So heartbreaking to see she's struggling with the moaning means she's in so much pain.

[@TheArtOfEmotions]

Also a nurse agreed.

[@angelagiorgio6003]

Well said.

[@serenastante4132]

the dog gave her all the love she deserved

[@Italian_girl89]

serena stante animals are better than people. Her father was busy to film her agony instead of stay with her. No words.

[@jewelseng9900]

serena stante u r absolutely right! The whole bunch of family knows nth 😤😤

[@racheldemain1940]

My Dad would have been reading to me, singing to me and just cuddling me.

[@louisavevers9709]

@@Italian_girl89 he was filming because soon she would be gone and he wanted to keep her memory alive! I wish someone had done this on my dads last days!

[@louisavevers9709]

@@jewelseng9900 they knew their daughter was sick. The only way you know what to do, is if you've been through it before! Of course they knew nothing, they hadn't experienced it before!!

[@theresalero7039]

I'm very sorry for your loss. As a Nurse I know that we can't always predict the path a terminal patient may take. Life and death aren't always logical and yes, that sucks, but it's a fact. I'm so sorry.

[@laceyrugg6656]

I guess I need to go watch more of their videos, because I'm confused. they claim they didn't know she was going to die, but they obviously took her home on hospice. she wasn't breathing well the day she got home. wouldn't you go back to the hospital If your child was gasping for breath ans you didn't know she was dying? im confused! precious girl who fought long and hard! fly high little one!

[@Amberussianbeauty]

lacey Rugg yeah you really do, you really haven’t a clue

[@Italian_girl89]

lacey Rugg in fact in my opinion the knew she was dying...

[@ivyedan7183]

Hospice is only for people at the end of life..they knew it.. also nobody that they expect to live gos home from ICU..

[@aquarianlight1880]

@@ivyedan7183 yes, the longer one is in ICU the less likely to survive. She was there for over a week. It makes upset that they didnt just let her sleep, instead she was forced to keep talking to the beauty pageant queen then felt the need to apologize. The parents are in DENIAL

[@Jessica-wo6px]

@@aquarianlight1880 And the hospital should not have let them take her home if they couldn't handle what she needed. Sometimes doctors need to step in to do what is best for the patient even if family doesn't approve and tell the TRUTH of what is exactly going on even if it means taking action that may involve CPS and emergency guardianship. We can say the parents failed the child or the hospital failed the family and we may be correct BUT the reality is that the main person that was failed the most in this situation by BOTH parties is Juliana. She was made to suffer alone thanks to bad communication by both parties. May she rest in peace. 💙💙💙

[@lisaosborne5493]

My name is Lisa Osborne I'm from Indiana and just wanted to say that my heart goes out to your entre family. Cancer has been around for a very long time , I don't understand why it's not curable by now. May God Bless you, your wife and the whole family. I was diagnosed 3 years ago with Lupus and I'm currently doing infusions and I know how I feel after each one I cannot imagine the pain that poor baby was in

[@maryannewebster4100]

Hi Lisa Osborne its Maryanne from the UK I'm so sorry to hear that your poorly I really hope you get better very soon may god and jesus help you heal god bless you and your family to I'm a very religious girl myself I'm a Roman Catholic and I have long term health conditions myself that i was born with I can't swallow any solid food's because my food pipe doesn't work like other peoples can and a very painful hernia to half of my tummy organs are in my chest. Rest in peace Juliana now that you have gained your Angel wings fly to heaven and rest peacefully in heaven with god and jesus to im so proud of you you are so so brave all through it well done baby girl and don't worry baby boy you are at peace no more pain and no more sickness to my prayers and thoughts are with you and your beautiful family to xxxxxxxx

[@cz180p]

god killed their daughter how dare you praise him

[@madisonby2490]

God she was in so much pain at the end. They should have had her sedated and let her pass peacefully. God that’s torture. I can’t even imagine how she felt all she could do was moan uh huh. Truly devastating. May she Rest In Peace and live peacefully in heaven.

[@martheberkenheide7410]

It's not mourning because of pain. It is life leaving the body, body functions driving down, air leaving the airway...it's more like a pipe. People who are under strong pain meds do this when they die. Complete sedating is depriving the human of the time he/she needs to let go of life.

[@silviafigueroa8813]

I agree Why couldn't the doctors sedate the poor sweet child Her suffering is heartbreaking

[@kB5TVP]

And you are a dumbass. In the end they keep them comfortable with morphine every 2 hours. Noises and moaning doesnt mean she was suffering. Just the bodies process.... That surringe she gave her multiple times was morphine.

[@oliviahonour4968]

@@kB5TVP Tammy said it was raspberry tea not morphine

[@sassyg950]

Miyuki Jades I’m not sure any of us privileged to witness these final days need to use the word ‘should’ in any of our comments. This family have walked a very long and challenging road are are definitely qualified to make decisions that work for them. Do we need to assume that the parents and the 14 year old have never discussed end of life interventions available?

[@dawnkhobain6399]

All I see in this video is a young girl who fought hard for her life, but eventually couldn’t do it anymore. This baby spent majority of her life battling cancer. As a parent, I can’t imagine how hard it would be to go through this. You’re trying to stay strong for your child, but breaking down behind closed doors. Nobody wants to see their kid in pain. Nobody wants to feel like they can’t help their child. Nobody chooses to go through situations like this. These parents were learning as the days passed by. Nobody finds out their kid has cancer & immediately knows what to do. Some things they did right & others they may have not. But, the one thing that stands clear is they loved their daughter. As I scroll through & read the comments, I want to say thank you to the people who RESPECTFULLY educated others on how to handle certain situations. As far as the people bashing the parents, the little girl was half the mom & half the dad. They had every right to decide what to do with their daughter. The only thing that mattered was she was loved & they did damn good job of it, until her last breath. This family put her story out to educate others. Too also show other families they are not alone. Her memory will live on through their foundation they started, in honor of her. RIP Baby Girl 👼💕

[@hdidjsjsjsndj6898]

This is to the people who are hating on this person filming their dying child. You can’t tell someone how to deal with child loss. Every second counts and they probably wanted to save every single memory they could with her before she left. Rest in peace ❤️

[@porthokandenizen]

Yeah, but they could of saved it without uploading it to KZbin.

[@kimbokim927]

this a reuload to the one he originally posted of her dead.....he didnt need to upload it to youtube and forcing fluids down her when shes got the death rattle makes it worse....she's collecting fluid in her lungs

[@robertgross2606]

@@kimbokim927 i totally agree.

[@jeanLance-b7p]

ITS NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS TRYING TO TELL A MOM HOW TO DO HER DYING CHILD,

[@elizabethlopiano2578]

Working with terminal illnesses with Hospice, I didn't understand why nobody educated this family about last days and dying. The tea was the worst part. I always understood why the family doesn't want to give up, but it gets the point that enough is enough. Rest in peace little angel.

[@markelminions850]

I'm not a nurse but that tea thing seemed more like torture... And the mom asked"you want more" but the girl was just groaning after breathing and she did not seem cognitively there... And the swallowing seemed forced...

[@amberrobbins5592]

At the point where she was there was no reason or benefit to give her the tea, she could of choked on it . She was pass the eating and drinking stage. I wonder if they had a hospice nurse, she would of told them no.

[@vjcarter4657]

@@amberrobbins5592 I couldn’t watch it all. Did they give her tea?

[@amberrobbins5592]

@@vjcarter4657 yes

[@takethisguntandshoveit]

I work with hospice patients. To anyone watching this, please don’t give food or fluids once the dying person isn’t able to safely swallow. This isn’t comfort. Instead, use a sponge on a stick, dipped in water to moisten the mouth. Chapstick is nice on lips. A cool or warm wet washcloth to wash face and neck. This child suffered because family lacked education on the dying process.

[@2ndhandSue]

Dear God in Heaven, take this beautiful child into your arms and hold her there in peace and no more suffering. No child should ever have to endure this; no parent should either. The bravery, courage and boundless hope and love shown by this family should teach all of us about the power of love. Our own trials and challenges seem so very trivial in the grand scheme of things. This disease needs to be wiped from the face of the earth.

[@sr-lc6cw]

2ndhandSue . Good words shake my heart in my soul

[@margaretkelleher1845]

2ndhandSue your a wonderful person I fully agree with u may this precious angel rest in peace

[@maceykirby8329]

2ndhandSue Amen 😢😭😭

[@justpink4094]

Your comment touched my heart💔

[@Mandy7D7]

It breaks my heart to know Tammy called Hospice and they never returned her calls and never showed up to help them with Julie's last days. And they released her from PICU to home? There is usually and step down process. If they were going to skip it so she could die at home fine but they never told John & Tammy their child was actively dying? I'm so sorry for the extra misery you and she went through as the entire medical community left you alone in your darkest time. 💔

[@Numb217]

I am a volunteer for Hospice and this makes no sense to me. We always return calls. The hospital would have known death was imminent. The signs were there even to a lay person like me. The internet is full of videos addressing these sign & symptoms. There are many videos from Hospice workers with phone numbers you can call. This confuses me a great deal.

[@SV-hw9he]

Not trying to hate on grieving parents, but often times grieving people aren’t the most rational… or they want to blame somewhere have it be someone’s fault etc because it’s hard to accept the painful fact their child passed from the disease. I see a lotttt of “medical negligence” videos where people are saying stuff that just could not have happened in the way they describe. Some can’t read between the lines, they are in active denial even WHEN the doctors tell them “you are dying”/“your child has terminal illness and will not recover, make the time she has her quality”:

[@juniordixie9489]

He kicked them out of the house. So them not returning calls is not true.

[@Jessica-wo6px]

Both sides mishandled Juliana's last moments. She should have been kept in the hospital.

[@juliemorales7308]

Pushing fluid on a dying person or any food is cruel. Did anyone explain the dying process? So mean and sad. People have their chairs set up as if shes on display at a very intimate time of her life. How shameful.

[@mosamosa7895]

Exactly I was thinking the same 😩😩😩

[@catherinea469]

Julie Morales actually, I wonder if there was morphine in that fluid they were giving her.?

[@Axis.]

She's in a better place now. It really hurts to see someone in so much pain, her courage and hard fight shows me that i am lucky to live so far, I am currently failing in a lot of classes and am going through mental issues at the moment. I have to keep fighting and do better, rest in peace juliana.

[@austenoliviawheeler3993]

When families grieve at a funeral/memorial/burial.

[@lauralauristan7677]

I've been through this twice. It's absolutely clear from this video she was near death even when she left the hospital. On both occasions, we have had new treatment scheduled and on both occasions the decline was shocking in its quickness. We had been expecting to go back for more chemo but the body just gave up. Cancer killed your daughter, nothing more. If the painkillers had something to do with it then they likely only accelerated the inevitable. Be thankful your child was not in pain when she passed.

[@yesterdayitrained]

Laura Lauristan : Yes!

[@patriciafoster3347]

Laura Lauristan Amen.

[@oliviaengel9524]

Poor Juliana

[@oliviaengel9524]

She loved Hello Kitty

[@oliviaengel9524]

They should let Maddie her dog in the hospital

[@christopherthornton3291]

She's in a much better place. No more pain. No more suffering. She's in heaven. Rest in Peace

[@codyblackford9569]

Animals do know when something is with there owner..thats why the dog keeps licking her...

[@youbloodybloodworktimejasper]

I am a hospice nurse. My heart goes out to you. Jesus take care of this child

[@sarahnine10]

I dont know the background on this...BUT...the last thing I thought of when my father in law was actively dying was to film it. Incredibly personal and intimate and I dont think I would have shared those moments out of respect for him.

[@ladydayana]

@john vonburg awareness of what?

[@ICPadict36]

@Eliza Grogan is their a way to see the original?

[@suchitraroy1758]

These few moments had such uplifting effect on Juliana. That she is struggling to breathe is obvious, yet these few moments shown in this video had definitely been positive for Juliana. The fact she is so sick cannot be changed, but a few moments of normalcy is wonderful. Having being critically with lung disease last year snd almost not making it, I can almost feel her struggles to breathe. Now she is pain free. May Juliana Rest In Peace, angle.🙏❤️

[@tammykriskie2233]

The mom and Dad did what they thought was Best for there sweet Angel .. Whether it be giving her sips of tea, rubbing her, or just being there for her. She was truly cared for and Loved by her family, and it showed. And as far as filming her, it was the last memories they have of her. Everyone mourns differently.. RIP Sweet Angel 💜

[@leelinr1259]

Tammy Kriskie God bless you and thank you the people have been terrible to the family. I'm so glad you understood That we all grieve differently But just as painful 🌹🌹🌹🌹

[@karimkouaouci9049]

yeah you right Tammy i feel i cry and im crying now to see like this im support them for ever

[@tammykriskie2233]

@@leelinr1259 Thank You for your kind words ! GOD Bless You My friend 🌸

[@shannondahlby7713]

Tammy Kriskie I 100% agree with everything you said

[@marydehaan1991]

I wonder what she us suffering from--I did not see this on the video

[@Dave76-d4q]

These videos always help us align our perspective on life. Sometimes our problems seem small when compared to others. Thank you for posting this, here in America we are somewhat insulated from death unlike many other countries.

[@Susan-jt3xo]

John 3:3

[@debbieshomes6984]

I don't think do.

[@Muffinboxbird]

This family is the worst. Dear god. She would have been happier if everyone left her alone with the dog.

[@coolcalmandcollected7907]

I agree 100%

[@jaimecostello1767]

I had spoken out against the use of exploitation, and i made my opinion known , however, i truly truly believe this family was doing everything they could to save their baby. My god, if my child went through that, I may not tape every little thing and what this family did was extremely graphic but They had the best of intentions. Whether u disagree with them or not, they aren't the worst. They were amazing. Aside from the excessive exploitation (that is their way of trying to heal) this child was LOVED. She was loved and she knew it. And so, I can't help but admire this families strength and In spite of the exploitation, they are wonderful parents. They were fighting for her and she deserved the right to try to live. These people adopted SIX children from dire straights. They proved themselves. Then again, they didn't need to. They lost their girl . The deserve to grieve their own way. I wrote to John and chided him for his exploitation. I should have kept my mouth shut. I've never lost a child to cancer.

[@qwerttzizzi]

Why what did they do?

[@jamiejohnson5233]

Go back under your rock.

[@flowersforthedead5182]

Sorry but this is a good example of why there needs to be education and people willing to be educated about dying. She was dying. The dying body needs nothing but to be allowed to die. The dying PERSON needs your love and comfort but nothing else that isn't pain management.

[@Moon-xv6yt]

Yes. you are right. You musn't give anything to eat or drink. it's painful. But infortunately, these loving parents just wanted to do the best for their daughter, they obviously didn't understand she was actively dying. It must have been horrible for them.

[@Moon-xv6yt]

However, there is something that I don't understand. In one video, we can see Juliana at the hospital and she is clearly dead on the bed. In another video, I can read that she is dead in peace at home, with all her family. No sense! I can't explain.

[@mereviews3202]

You can clearly see her health declining unfortunately with cancer no one can ever give you an exact approximation of her health and say we feel you should say ur goodbyes. She was weak she had a cpap machine that forces her to breath so that tells you that her lungs were very weak. Please take this advice and accept that she was with u her last days and she was happy

[@jessparsons8515]

They tried there best can’t judge them