Juliana Carver - "The Beginning of the End..." (October 7, 2016)

October 7, 2016 was the beginning of the end for our amazing and brave daughter Juliana Carver.
We miss her SO MUCH!!
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[@dianaspears571]

My daughter said it best when her father was dying from vascular dementia. She said "true love is wishing for death when only suffering remains".

[@willieboy8798]

the pain of life, ... what you have wont kill you!

[@AK20741]

Bravo 👏🏼 👏🏼 My mother had M.S. - totally agree. Hugs 🌹

[@jenningsfamily8702]

Only people/family that have had a loved one in such pain can understand the depth of that statement. When you truly love someone, as much as it hurts you to lose them, when there is nothing left but suffering and pain you truly wish for the end to come. 😢

[@dianaspears571]

@@jenningsfamily8702 thank you 💞

[@aliciagaideroff3628]

Is she died now? They show her with the eyes open !... what that mean????

[@thingshappen2124]

I lost 2 of my sons. Not to cancer. But I can tell you that there is no pain in this world that's as hard as losing a child.

[@isabellrc]

I agree with you. I saw my parents go through it. Devastation has nothing on the pain. I’m sorry you had to go through the losses of two children, regardless of ages.

[@gailcrowe727]

Worst thing in the world. God bless this child and her mommy and daddy.

[@Lisabug2659]

I lost my youngest son 18 months ago, my surviving son barely made it. I am so very sorry for the loss of you sweet child. God bless.

[@wahibaboudjedra7607]

Im sorry 🙏🏼🇫🇷

[@youarecreatedforapurpose]

That's really sad 😢.. I invite you all to Islam, please study Islam with open heart and save your soul from hell fire 🔥🔥 this life is temporary but hereafter is forever

[@cassandrapua5970]

She fought to the end, just like my sister did. I watched my sister suffer from cancer and it was heartbreaking to see her in so much pain that when the day came for her to leave us I didn't cry, I rejoiced because she was free of pain and suffering. I love and miss her dearly.🙏💞

[@sky-hv4zo]

I was scared of my grandpa that died from heart cancer he was on oxygen tank along with a ventilator and blood drip fluid drip and food drip and electrolytes then they said he could've stayed when u left some times but he wasn't on life support he was responding but they did ventilator because he had gurgling breathing and they tried ventilator didn't work well tried oxygen tank u nose and one in mouth that worked but he died when I was 7 and started having seizures I'm now 17 😭 💔

[@joon4yu]

I felt the same way and rejoice when my mom transcended. Namaste

[@chelciewentzel8191]

i’m so so sorry to hear about your sister 💔 that’s so so heartbreaking i swear. i wish sicknesses never ever even existed i swear nobody deserves it at all whatsoever… i know i don’t know your sister personally but i know she will always so so strong and amazing and beautiful❤️ please never ever forget she’s looking down on you so so beyond proud and smiling everyday and never forget god/jesus are so beyond amazing and they have everyone thru everything always and forever✝️🩵 my love and prayers and hugs are going out to you and your guys family 🙏🏻💪🏻🤞🏻🩷🩵✝️

[@chelciewentzel8191]

@@sky-hv4zo my grandpa died from brain cancer and my nanny died from lung cancer and i also had a few other family members die from this terrible sickness. i know your pain… i’m so so sorry to hear about your grandpa 💔 that’s so so heartbreaking i swear. i wish sicknesses never ever even existed i swear nobody deserves it at all whatsoever… i know i don’t know your grandpa personally but i know he will always be so so strong and amazing❤️ please never ever forget he’s looking down on you so so beyond proud and smiling everyday and never forget god/jesus are so beyond amazing and they have everyone thru everything always and forever✝️🩵 my love and prayers and hugs are going out to you and your guys family 🙏🏻💪🏻🤞🏻🩷🩵✝️

[@chelciewentzel8191]

@@joon4yu i’m so so sorry to hear about your mom 💔 that’s so so heartbreaking i swear. i wish sicknesses never ever even existed i swear nobody deserves it at all whatsoever… i know i don’t know your mom personally but i know she will always so so strong and amazing and beautiful❤️ please never ever forget she’s looking down on you so so beyond proud and smiling everyday and never forget god/jesus are so beyond amazing and they have everyone thru everything always and forever✝️🩵 my love and prayers and hugs are going out to you and your guys family 🙏🏻💪🏻🤞🏻🩷🩵✝️

[@Mary-momof8]

Children with cancer are the bravest in the world surrounded by strong families!R.I.P. Juliana!!

[@eleni5549]

😢😢😢😢

[@maryreynolds5310]

That was so beautifully said ❤

[@melanieschulkens446]

RIP Juliana

[@EmantsrifEmantsrif]

I lost my 11 years old son to cancer in 5 October 2022, I miss him a lot, my son Anshu 😢😢😢😢

[@Mary-momof8]

@EmantsrifEmantsrif I'm so very sorry. We give to St. Jude's for families like yours!💙💙💙

[@merlenealt4233]

This can’t be humane. You can hear how she is suffering. My heart breaks for her. Rest in peace sweet girl.

[@TPGMarksman]

What sort of world do we live in? We put animals to sleep so they don’t suffer yet beautiful children like Juliana are left to fight for every breath and endure terrible pain and suffering. RIP

[@dawnportousa]

I couldn't of said that better myself! I say that all the time we put our animals down when they are sick and suffering because we are told it's the right thing to do but yet innocent beautiful children are suffering from childhood cancer Í just don't get it.

[@debjack5298]

You must either be a man or you don't have any children. I don't think I know of any mother that would think it's okay to put their child down like you do a dog.

[@GallinaGarkina]

@@dawnportousa it might be not the right thing to put animals to sleep. We might struggle for their lives till the end except such cases of utter sufferings.

[@jeanettecollazo9616]

I agree

[@nikkigarcia_2007]

everything happens 4 a reason.God can stop or cure anything.. at anytime. We dont have all the answers, or whys etc we dont know gods reasonings 4 things.God 2 also suffered more then we ever have here.I dont like either how people here suffer with things everyday..its sad, & heartbreaking,but things are not 4 us 2 decide or choose or also of who goes & who stays... its gods way,his decisions his choices,not ours... ones that suffer here & that arent evil.. retun back 2 god.. they then have no pain or hurts.. no hardships no sicknesses or stress...

[@anngeorge1030]

I cannot imagine how hard it must be to sit and watch your child suffer like this. So brave.

[@foots-qt4pk]

Not so hard, after all, DAD has been re-posting these very private family moments for over 8 years now. What I can't imagine is instead of spending the last bits of time holding and loving your child, you play director and film her long illness and death, EXPLOIT your daughter and strip HER right to privacy! This guy will keep doing this long after her passing as long as there is money to be made on youtube.

[@PamelaZandarski]

@@foots-qt4pk I want to say that YOU Foots 2066 are Heartless!! They are trying to let people know that SO MUCH MORE NEEDS to be DONE on childhood CANCER!!!!!!!!! Take a walk in their shoes, exploiting her is the LAST thing they are DOING!!! She is their World and by her side letting her know that it is ok to "Cross Over" & recording the ONLY thing that baby of theirs has to give in this so called life she has left!!!!! Shame on you!!! I hope you NEVER HAVE TO EXPERINCE what mom & dad are !!!!!! Cant you SEE the tears in Mommas eyes ?????

[@melissamiller48]

They exploited her, they made her suffer when she was dieing. I saw the full video before they chopped it down.

[@debvanz]

I wish she had been given enough medication to be unconscious and out of pain. This was unnecessary suffering.

[@sylviamacdonald6199]

Not brave.selfish to let her suffer and to video it as well.Just beyond my comprehension.

[@gulfbaby230]

Bless her precious heart. She was struggling so bad. She is now safe in the arms of Jesus. ❤❤❤❤

[@MissMariQueen]

Isn't she lucky!!! Maybe jesus should have saved Juliana from cancer but he can't, can he?

[@nancylowery4504]

And maybe her so called loving parent could of let her die without everyone seeing her struggle ,daddy did this for $ ,people stopped watching like I did it jyst happened it came up on my u tube,I had heard he lost his big house ,couldn't afford after Juliana died nothing for him to show,except a few visits to her grave! Shame on you!!

[@snopesshop1903]

The arms of what?

[@NKdidit.24]

Yeah, your so called "God" let a child suffer like this. You can keep your invisible man in the sky

[@hexenkueche123]

@@nancylowery4504 I'll think so too!!! Rest in Peace little sweet girl 🕊

[@yvonneVC10]

I was with my boy when he died in January 2016. It’s the most horrific thing I’ve ever been through and wouldn’t wish it on anyone. I have horrendous guilt and flashbacks which never end. I died that day with him 💙💔💙

[@Stolencamaro]

He is with god and angels

[@lindalucas4104]

My boy just passed age 40 not a day or a sec. Goes by I don't think of him I live with a broken heart

[@yvonneVC10]

@@lindalucas4104 I’m so so sorry. I know the pain and it’s unbearable. Sending love your way 💜💔💜

[@pallavisreetambraparni6995]

I am so sorry

[@EmantsrifEmantsrif]

😢😢😢😢😢 even I lost my 11 years old son to cancer 😢 I miss him a lot

[@marycooley5152]

I was with my daughter when she died. It's a pain I'll never forget. She's in my heart and in my head. Such devoted parents who loved her unconditionally.

[@alican5695]

I am so very sorry for the loss of your daughter. ❤

[@aliciagaideroff3628]

cual era su enfermedad????

[@alican5695]

@@aliciagaideroff3628 No es importante. Es triste.

[@sky-hv4zo]

What cancer did she have leukemia lung heart stomach pancreatitis

[@chelciewentzel8191]

i’m so so sorry to hear about your daughter. please never ever forget she’s looking down on you smiling and so proud every day and please never forget God and Jesus are so amazing and they have everyone through everything✝️🩵 I know I don’t know your daughter personally, but I know she’ll always be so strong and beautiful and amazing🩷 my love and prayers are with you and your guys family🙏🏻💪🏻✝️🤞🏻🩷🩵❤️

[@lindatoten6452]

Couldn't anyone please give this precious child something 😢 for her pain?? This is encomprehensible !

[@patriciaschuster1371]

Still, someone should have done some pain management

[@ddinottia39]

@@patriciaschuster1371 they were giving her pain meds! They weren't let her suffer!

[@franceswilliams5312]

@@patriciaschuster1371 It's the terrible trade off...the child wants to be with her family, the family want to be with her. The balancing act of pain management and the dying child being aware of her loved ones is a fine line. You see her, near the end of the video, her pain is at bay but she is unresponsive. I'm sure her parents wanted the pain to be gone, but they lost precious time with her too...Trust me, a retired neonatal nurse, the doctors and nurse's, as professional as they can be, know the pain of death and do every single thing they can to help. I gaurantee there are nurses and doctors that remember this family with compassion and pain, and will for a very, very long time.

[@patriciaschuster1371]

@@franceswilliams5312 Thanks for the explanation! I appreciate it!

[@danielangom]

What's wrong with you ??? Do you really think they don't gave her pain medicine ??? If yes you are st*pid... They do everything they can but at some point the medicine don't work anymore or they must be so strong that the patient is not more responsive... It is the decision of the patient if he still could talk or write or in the case of babys and kids the parents are the ones who decide what to do... Often patients don't want the strong medicine cause they want to spend the time with family and friends... And NOBODY can critizise the decision cause he isn't involved and don't have the right to say anything 🙊🙊🙊

[@gweil2030]

I followed Julianas entire battle with cancer. What a lovely girl she was. With unbelievably devoted parents. May her memory be a blessing.

[@rickdrouillard7570]

Good by

[@gillhann244]

Do you know why the parents felt the need to VIDEO the little girl as she died.

[@toosexy7955]

@@gillhann244 ??

[@doovinapoonyth3977]

god bless this angel keep her in yr arms protect her

[@gillhann244]

@@toosexy7955 Did you not understand ?? I said why does anyone think the parents felt the need to VIDEO their child dying . Personally I would have been lying next to her holding her not VIDEOING her.

[@amandagilliams5306]

Her suffering was so immense, and her lovely spirit so pure…she lives on in peoples’ hearts.

[@joannehardin4868]

She is struggling for every breath. About all her parents can do is comfort her and they are doing that. 😢 ❤️

[@declanmurphy417]

Christ That's heart breaking

[@silmig2173]

Qué injusto es sufrir tanto. Dios dónde estás ?

[@youarecreatedforapurpose]

That's really sad 😢.. I invite you all to Islam, please study Islam with open heart and save your soul from hell fire 🔥🔥 this life is temporary but hereafter is forever

[@lindathrall5133]

CANCER HAS ROBBED THIS BEAUTIFUL FAMILY OF THEIR YOUNG LADY JULIANA CARVER PLEASE GOD TELL ME WHAT TO DO

[@barbarahawkinson6056]

I just wanted to reach through this screen, unhook her from everything and just hold her until she passed away in my arms .. rip sweet girl 💞🕊️. Sending my love to her mom and family 💐

[@aklemmer8936]

Terrible Hell for them

[@kayrobbie5840]

Terrible hell for the child because the parents let her suffer like that.

[@joycesmith3259]

Mama hole me and let me sleep. I know what the reason is she is as scared as the little girl RIP. Love you baby girl.

[@joycesmith3259]

This is so terrible

[@NEGAN_310]

I would never let my children suffer like that, even if I ended up in prison.

[@AbbaLovesUs]

My daughter lived three hours: but didn’t suffer. SO much love to you. ❤

[@terfteeps]

I was shocked that a patient so close to death didn’t have a private, quiet place with peace and serenity, this is no way to die, in a noisy busy ward with loads of staff chattering and machines beeping! So undignified we need to do better for the dying and their families 😢

[@juliabarrosodeclara4888]

Si le dan un espacio tranquilo..el no hubiera podido filmar este horrendo video ,estoy segura que pacientes en su agonía ,tienen derecho a una muerte digna,fuera de cámara,gravando ,de tanto ruido,luces que no son normales,y tanta gente al rededor,acuerdo?monetario ?

[@julievanderleest]

She was taken home her final couple of days. She died with nobody but her loving family, loved ones and little dog surrounding her. There’s another video actually that documents that.

[@mckaylaaelisee]

While I see where you’re coming from and do agree to some degree, seeing the harsh reality is the only way to make people understand the pain and severity of these situations. Childhood cancer gets something like a quarter of the funding that adult cancers receive, don’t quote on that exact number but it’s a shocking statistic. The word needs to get out that these kids are suffering like this and we aren’t as a society working on a cure for kids with the same effort we give adults and a lot of that is on the basis of exposure to the harsh realities.

[@tj4787]

Yes and this was their choice as a family, it might have been Julianas wish as well ! Otherwise I feel she would express being alone 🙏🏾

[@addieinpurple]

​@@mckaylaaelisee yeah the statistics are shocking. its actually only 3.8% of the USA's cancer research funding that goes to childhood cancer. prostate cancer (with an average survival rate of 98%) receives more funding than all forms of childhood cancers combined. in america we spend more at starbucks in one day than the government spends on childhood cancer research in an entire year. its so unfair.

[@Kissameassa538]

We are kinder to animals than we are to our fellow humans !! There is no way we should make patients struggle like this. Blessings 🇬🇧❤️

[@greyhoundmama2062]

Human life cannot be discarded just because you personally do not see the benefit of it.

[@terrytownsend5583]

Is one more important than the other? It’s not a competition. Dogs are kinder to humans than humans are to humans…

[@starshinemoonbeam]

@@greyhoundmama2062 I shouldn't have to suffer because you think so. You wouldn't let your dog suffer 1/2 as much as me or a cancer patient who is dying. Imagine if you lost everything in life that brings you joy. Everything. Then add in copious amounts of physical, emotional & spiritual pain & suffering. You'd be begging for mercy & for the end! Anyone would.

[@AS-yz2iz]

​@@starshinemoonbeam Such a sad outlook. Those with faith are looking forward to a much better life after death where "...God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes: and death shall be no more, nor mourning, nor crying, nor sorrow shall be any more, for the former things are passed away." (Apoc. 21:4) There is value in suffering.

[@AS-yz2iz]

​@@terrytownsend5583 Of course humans are more important than dogs. What a silly question.

[@JeepGirl45]

No child or parent should have to go through this. Absolutely heartbreaking.

[@Cvoor]

This is so hurtful to watch, I cannot imagine the pain, this is such a private time, is it really right to show it to all of us

[@clairecharles4836]

Oui, peut-être ne souhaitait elle pas voir exposer ce moment intime ?

[@angelaplatt7349]

I can only imagine how hard it was for her parents to see her in so much pain. Im wondering why she wasn't given better pain relief. Seeing her struggle is heart wrenching. Fly high x

[@Ava_Orchid]

Could be nothing could touch the pain anymore. Could also be our general opiophobia and misguided perceptions of pain relief causing life to end rather than the disease process. Or the desire for a suffering person to stay awake...so many doctors feel that way and its terrifying

[@averyshenandoah1637]

@@Ava_Orchid There is no way that’s true with what they have for pain. I’ve never seen anything like what she went through in the end…

[@NurseSnow2U]

@avery - it is 100% possible and true. I’ve witnessed it both as an RN and a patient with an oftentimes life threatening genetic illness. There are several factors that go into it, but unfortunately not all pain can be fully mitigated. May this sweet angel fly high in a place where she is forevermore liberated from pain and suffering. 🥺💖

[@shoosh222]

@@NurseSnow2UCan’t a patient at the point where pain can no longer be controlled be put into a medically-induced coma? This is far more humane than allowing them to remain conscious but in agony.

[@shoosh222]

@@Ava_OrchidAnd doctors are so afraid of killing a patient by giving them too many pain meds.

[@raylenepatrick4698]

While I understand the sentiment , anyone who has watched all of the videos especially of the last few years of Juliannas treatment SHE wanted a video record kept of her journey to help other young folks with cancer. There is an entire video devoted to her talking to an oncologist in hospital about what she could do to personally help other teenagers especially. Her dad is simply doing what she wanted him to keep doing. Rest in peace sweet girl. We won't forget you. 💞

[@bienveillance972]

Correct!👍

[@juliabarrosodeclara4888]

Esto en mi país se llama tener doble moral"el cáncer sigue matando"y cada persona lo lleva de una manera ,lo cual no quiere decir "que la persona que tiene cáncer no tenga miedo!ella juliana,la educaron desde que empezó con la enfermedad a exponer su vida en estos medios"fue educada para esto,cuántas veces ella hubiera preferido llorar y desahogar su miedo y dolor!esto si es lo normal,díganme ,sabe alguien a que organización pertenecía el padre?y que es lo que sacaba de ella?juliana era un ser humano!!sentía miedo,y dolor!!pero no pudo expresarlo "porque?

[@cherylloaring2016]

I am almost certain that doctors would have explained all the options with them.

[@veliahernandez6945]

@@juliabarrosodeclara4888 Fue voluntad de la niña que se le tomara el video no de el papa

[@juliabarrosodeclara4888]

@@veliahernandez6945 era una niña de tres cuatro año,cuando ese bicho la atacó,de que voluntad me hablas!

[@whoswatchin]

This was so hard to watch, can't imagine how hard it is for the family . Beautiful little warrior , bless her sweet heart 💔😥

[@nathalieverbeken1365]

No child should have to fight this horrible battle; no parent should survive their child. Sweet Juliana, you are free from pain and at peace for eternity. Please protect your wonderful parents and your beloved ones.

[@tessherrera1035]

The hung my bruh night numb

[@silvanajockisch1566]

i must cry

[@heathersmith4317]

How can you deal with this, how do you deal with this. Unbelievable pain

[@susanwinkle6988]

Amen to that

[@caitlinprince5152]

I Agree With You

[@DarlaHughart]

Juliana, I am so sorry that you had horrible, selfish and brutal people in your young life, that you suffered so much. RIP Sweet Angel

[@christianaschnabel9832]

My heart is broken for this precious girl

[@oliviaadan8208]

What a very strong momma..can't even imagine watching my daughter go thru something so horrible

[@deemattia1688]

Where is the love ? She should be allowed to sleep without pain ! I was a hospice nurse for many years and this is like the dark ages.! Our patients didn’t suffer, they were comforted. No beeping machine can cure you so the room was quiet and comforting. And everyone talking- disgusting. For everyone reading this : this is NOT what Hospice is about. By the way, a doctor caring for this suffering child needs to respect life and provide comfort to her. I should never have watched this nightmare. Dee RN.

[@Ольга-ы3ь6е]

Подскажите, это же не хоспис?

[@barb6552]

I just watched this and honestly I am amazed after reading some of these comments how some people can speak so negative. You could feel her parents greif. That little girl put up a good fight for years. God bless her. She is in no more pain... ❤🙏

[@mistyeyes2161]

I know a lot of people won't agree with me but people shouldn't have to suffer at the end like this if it were an animal it would be euthanized the law needs to change

[@evelynarena3431]

I agree with you it pains me to see her suffer

[@micheladerry5681]

i totally agree with u

[@mariacuneo1100]

Pobrecita😢

[@dawnricherson2604]

People have greater value than animals in the eyes of God. And he determines our living and our dying..

[@angelmanning6381]

Agreed,

[@bsoz9759]

My heart goes out to Juliana's family and to her as she so valiantly fought for her life. Her family was so wonderful with their physical presence and their support of her during her ordeal. The love they gave to her and the physical support was extraordinary Such a wonderful and supportive. loving family. It is such a terrible loss to the community, her friends, family and the country to lose such a bright star. She will be remembered and missed in the future,

[@joadamiller4191]

My heart goes out to this family. She sure looked like she didn’t want to give up. And now she’s free from pain. 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻

[@karenarneson7464]

RIP sweetheart your in heaven now . God bless you. No more suffering.

[@Alexandra-dy2ns]

I am so so sorry for what this precious child had to go through. Cancer is such a terrible disease. Juliana, you're a sweet angel in heaven now, please send your family strength. My heart goes out to you all.

[@tonyajoiner8491]

I accidentally stumbled onto this video. It was so horrific that I couldn't watch it, yet I couldn't look away either. This dredged up memories of my beautiful young niece who also died from cancer. At the end I preferred to see her fight more as a battle to get into heaven than a fight to stay in this life. They have both earned their wings and soar high above and now rest in the arms of the Father.

[@suemount6042]

That is a beautiful way of thinking about it.

[@brendacook9059]

God bless their family and friends. It was a sadness to see another soul end up in heaven but they are not suffering anymore And God, the Angel's are treating them to new things only for new Angel's. And soon they will get their wings and teach others about God, Angel Wise like up in Heaven. Amen

[@agiarda16]

Amen

[@Bokabear]

I agree with you except about the wings. People do not become angels. We are His children, and people will one day, even judge the angels. I could never fathom that but Gods Word is true.

[@youarecreatedforapurpose]

That's really sad 😢.. I invite you all to Islam, please study Islam with open heart and save your soul from hell fire 🔥🔥 this life is temporary but hereafter is forever

[@williammurray8060]

Man,this is hard to watch. God bless you all ❤❤❤

[@starlily3357]

Rest in peace you precious angel. This is the most heart wrenching thing i have ever seen.

[@lesliedelp3565]

As a bereavement therapist for over thirty years and the founder of a children’s bereavement center, Olivia’s House, I am sending you hugs!💕 Thank you for sharing this precious time with us. Juliana’s legacy will live on in everyone she teaches through your story.

[@mimibee626]

Way to plug your business ... sheesh. What difference does any of that make?

[@gillhann244]

Are you for real A BEREAVEMENT THERAPIST and you think it's fine that a hospice/hospital allow a dying child to be videoed. I am absolutely gob smacked at some of the messages on here. Unbelievable.

[@anjaknatz7157]

@@gillhann244 Do you believe it is better it happens unnoticed and unseen by the rest of the world. But it happens. Exactly like this..

[@gillhann244]

@@anjaknatz7157 I believe it should be peaceful with family members not videoed especially a child then put on you tube for God sake. Were talking about a child a child that passed a few years ago and it's back on you tube again. No very sorry I don't agree with you or half the other people. Let this child rest now for god's sake.

[@carolhutchinson7763]

@@mimibee626: I think it's a charitable institution, not a business.

[@elizabethgutierrez5281]

Thank you to her parents for sharing Juliana's fight with us. I can't imagine how difficult it was for the two of you and the rest of the family to see her go through this. May she rest in eternal peace 🙏.

[@leahstemberger6621]

Are you kidding? Who in their right mind would share a video of their child actively dying? I think something is wrong with the person who recorded her gasping for air and dying.

[@dwightmckay2036]

I can't imagine what the parents family of Juliana went through emotionally etc. I cried more than once watching this heart wrenching video of her end of life 💔 God has taken her home ..she's an angel with the other angels in heaven now Such a brave courageous loving soul Julianna was R.I.P. Dear Angel

[@rosemariebaber3360]

⁠bs, the last thing I would worry about is about other people, they should t be even allowed to be filming that,I would not be able to do anything but cry, watching my little girl go through that! That’s not being judgemental, that’s being normal,all that noise that’s taking place, while the little girl is dying, is unbelievable and to me, disgusting!

[@brandlynnyoung3123]

@@rosemariebaber3360 they could have been filming for family who was unable to be there. They may have been filming because for all they knew, those could have been her last minutes of lucidity and if those moments were on film, they could relive those last precious moments with their child... the last time they may have got to hear her sweet voice... the last time she would get to tell them she loved them... the last time she would bid them farewell, even if it was with just a wave. Those moments are priceless. At the moment, they were saddened and/or probably numb. I took pictures of my Daddy in his last moments before he slipped into a coma and died. I regret NOTHING. I have replayed that video of him telling me he loved one last time me a hundred times. People always talk about how they wish they could hear their loved one's voice again. By recording it, they can do just that. Videos like this are also grounding. I wake up almost every day thinking I am in a nightmare. Being without my Dad is miserable, so it can't be true that he's gone. I have just had a bad dream, right? So I pick up the phone to call him, but he isn't here. I watch that video again and bitter tears fall as the wound is ripped opened again while simultaneously being comforted that he is no longer hurting or in pain. Get off your high horse, lady. There are many excellent reasons for perfectly normal people to be recording an event like this. It's just sad that you are too stupid to understand any of them.

[@SarcasticMary]

She was so strong, I would have given up. The world lost a true angel. RIP, Juliana. 💗💗

[@lynday]

No child should have to suffer the way this poor angel did. RIP sweet girl. ❤❤

[@marywoodward7855]

So sad. Sending prayers and love to her family. My grandson 8 yrs. old passed from cancer. It's so hard to watch them suffer so much. God be with you, and now she can rest. No more pain.🙏✝️🙏

[@sandyaw3057]

I can’t even find the words to convey what I am feeling, I never saw such strong parents before..I don’t know how they were so brave. That precious girl was suffering so much…it had to hurt so much watching her struggling. God bless you precious girl, you are no longer in pain.

[@amandavm]

This has to be the saddest video I have watched. How far has medicine really come when a child cannot die without pain and discomfort, being hooked up to so many machines with so much noise, ridiculously bright lights, and her mumma barely able to touch her, let alone hold her. If this child was a much loved pet, there would be options for making their passing much less distressing for all concerned. Poor little girl and her devoted parents. This will stick with me for a long time.

[@pearl2910]

Yes that struck heavy with me ! The amount of suffering ! I cannot comprehend ! As I said previously my Fathers passing was calm and no pain that we could see just a deep sleep ! This was unacceptable for such a little girl 💫

[@lg1799]

Palliative care is not this way. I work at a palliative care center and it's not how our patients die. They pass pain free in a peacefull way and respectfull way, surrounded by their family and even their pets. Not in a noisy, bright environment hooked on machines and poked everywhere. May that little girl rest in peace.

[@valeriespatorico4346]

Fwi, she was taken home to die. She was surrounded by family and obviously made as comfortable as possible.

[@amandavm]

@@valeriespatorico4346 she was taken home to die when she was beyond knowing what was going on around her. Basically her body started to die and interventions would have been futile. Her brain was beyond registering anything was happening. She needed hospice at home or a children's hospice. I really feel awful for her parents. Her passing could have been better managed than this. My mum died from cancer aged 40. She was at home for the entire 12 weeks before she passed. We had a nurse come regularly, but apart from that the whole family rallied round and took care of her. At the end it was very peaceful. So I know that this little girl didn't need to have this much pain and discomfort for her last few days.

[@Veronica-tn2xc]

@@amandavm You're so right. It's not fair.

[@sdavidson1624]

This is so personal, I would never show my child in pain for everyone to see.

[@jenaa110]

the child wanted her journey documented to help others with cancer

[@OLYCHE]

​@@jenaa110 how can it help, sorry? In what way?

[@katieminix2079]

This is a way to show others one of the ways it could be for them.

[@AmandaHW1984]

I don't think I could either but in a way it was a comfort to her family. Also they did these clips to bring awareness to childhood cancer.

[@LadyB_East]

No entiendo de qué manera puede ayudar esto a alguien. A otros niños con cáncer? Por Dios! Quieren que otros niños diagnosticados con cáncer vean lo que les espera?? 🤦🏻‍♀️

[@laurathenavigator4445]

I am not certain why she was on a vent at the end of her life after being diagnosed with cancer so many times. I am certain her parents were so devastated. I am so glad this angel is in heaven.

[@jenningsfamily8702]

I was thinking the same thing. Why prolong the suffering when there is nothing more humanly possible. It is an excruciating decision to have to make as a loved one but anyone who prolongs the inevitable is doing so out of their own selfish wishes of not wanting to lose their loved one. Knowing there is nothing further to do as a mother I could not intentionally prolong my child's pain. Myself and my dad had to make that exact decision for my mom. There was absolutely nothing that could be done to save her life or stop the pain. We stopped any and all life saving measures. Hardest thing I've ever done. But when pain is all there is left, we put our selfishness to the side and let her go home.

[@JCSun77]

It was likely bcuz the family was making these decisions with her doctors & multidisciplinary team.

[@juniordixie9489]

@@jenningsfamily8702there was not a do not resuscitate order in place so when she coded, they had to do cpr

[@monicagorman3735]

She was a true hero a fighter to the end. I could never imagine losing a child so young. But she left a legacy behind. She showed the world the fight she had the will to not give up. She is now in heaven with the angels rejoicing and no longer suffering. I didn't know this beautiful child but man did she show me not to give up. God had bigger plans for her in heaven and I know she is a true angel all around. Prayers to her family and may she forever rest in peace 🙏 ❤

[@IsabelsHonor]

This angel was surrounded by love, honor, and respect. Rest angel.

[@pearl2910]

This was hard to watch ! My Father passed away peacefully 85 years ! He had a pump driver which administered pain relief ! He was not uncomfortable and was pain free (as far as we know) no agitation ! No fiddling or plucking ( which is a sign of unrest) what a beautiful little girl ! So brave !! Wonderful parents ! But I was concerned about distress ? Which shouldn’t have been necessary !! Sending all my love 🙏💫

[@dwightmckay2036]

Could not the doctors or nurses have given Julianna more pain relief meds Such as a pain pump etc.? To suffer like that is unimaginable

[@karensamuels390]

Agree exactly

[@margerykirner5604]

My dad and husband passed peacefully because he was dying in agony. What good is a few more hrs in agonizing pain?

[@nataliestaheli51602]

I'm so sorry for your loss of your sweet daughter! May she rest in peace after such a harrowing and difficult time! And I pray that those she left here on earth, that you all receive the love and comfort you could ever need!

[@theirishcailin333]

I'm here crying for your beautiful daughter and yous. As a mother I can't even begin to imagine watching your child go through that and losing her. My heart breaks for you all xx

[@davidphelps5873]

So sad may Julia RIP 🙏Alao may her mama and dad find peace God bless #no more pain.

[@Jessica-wo6px]

Rest in peace.💖💖

[@Emotiondahota]

She's so beautiful, give her the warmth of heaven

[@cynthiaherzog1482]

Much love to her parents. No one deserves this kind of pain especially a child. My heart goes out to your family. She will be thanking you from heaven and her spirit will always be with you. May God bless you trifold.

[@lmn1966]

Thank you for your memory of Julia, she fought hard. Rest in Peace sweet angel 🙏🏼🕯✝️🕊❤️ Angels For Julia Mom and dad thank you for being so strong and sharing this most difficult video.❤️

[@Sophiecjp]

This poor family. My heart breaks. Why did they not give her something to pass more peacefully? Bless her soul for the suffering she endured💔🙏🙏

[@59snitt]

All of us grieve in our own way. Please refrain from leaving derogatory comments. No one deserves that. GRIEF IS LOVE WITH NOWHERE TO GO ❤❤❤

[@janetspell1396]

Her soul is now free and body is void of any pain nor suffering.🙏

[@ingridbalcarkova9357]

I am crying again. This video I saw many years ago. Dear Juliana, Rest in peace 🙏❤️

[@Hannelore712]

Poor child, so sad to see her suffering so much. You are in good hands now, no pain in heaven, only love, peace and joy.

[@justelleslife507]

Dear John and Tammy, I watched this back in October 2016 in real time, such holiness around her and unseen Angels supporting both Juliana and her family, how is everyone doing today? How are her siblings? Death stings but the grave has no victory, it's still hard to go on without our dear ones though, wishing you all continued peace and comfort, what great parents you were and still are 👩‍❤‍👨

[@debbiebradburry4206]

I just seen this,this breaks my heart.i will keep you in prayers

[@mariablicharczyk1947]

Pięknie napisałaś " grób nie ma zwycięstwa". Kiedy cierpimy , cierpimy z Nadzieją która zawieść nie może gdy pokładmy ją w Jezusie co udowodniło już wielu ,którzy odeszli na drugą stronę życia. My którzy współuczestniczymy w tym cierpieniu , czuwając ,trzymając za rękę , całując -przekazujemy a zarazem uczymy się miłości pewnie tej prawdziwej ,mocne,j wspierającej w tych chwilach dla chorego trudnych . Jest i radość wewnętrzna z każdego gestu jaki dajemy choremu i jego nawet lekki uśmiech - że jesteśmy przy nim jest to dla nas - opiekujących się ważnym momentem, niezapomnianym. Oni żyją - my umieramy.

[@nicole4659]

If your going to reply to a post reply to it in English

[@youarecreatedforapurpose]

That's really sad 😢.. I invite you all to Islam, please study Islam with open heart and save your soul from hell fire 🔥🔥 this life is temporary but hereafter is forever

[@vanderlainebarroscanabarro591]

Esta semana pude presenciar pessoalmente a partida aos poucos de uma pessoa com câncer....é terrível ver a vontade de lutar destes pacientes em seus últimos momentos de vida.....que mãe corajosa!!!..este anjinho certamente descansa nos braços do Pai!!!

[@CreativelyKaren]

I’m so very sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine losing a child. Please know that my prayers are with you and your family. I know she is in a better place now with Jesus and the angels.

[@teencykizmitt9955]

She has been running with the Angels, Laughing with those you also loved that had gone on long before. She is whole, happy and waits for you what a joyous day that will be, when you hold her once again. ❣️

[@Desireesorenson]

Sweet precious baby girl I’m so sorry for your pain and suffering you didn’t deserve this 😢but you were so very brave and you fought a good fight for as long as you could. Now your in the arms of the Lord and your suffering and this stupid cancer is no more… God bless all of you I’m so terribly sorry❤

[@youarecreatedforapurpose]

Hi dear, I invite you to Islam, please study Islam with open heart and save your soul from hell fire 🔥🔥 this life is temporary but hereafter is forever.

[@lolamaude3449]

I too lost my daughter I firmly believe, there are worse things than dying. To fight so hard to live, lingering and suffering is much worse.... better to be at peace, no more pain. As much as I miss my girl.... I would not bring her back. So sorry for you loss and for having to go through it.

[@MarinaMendez-q6o]

Rest in peace Juliana and fly with the angels. Your parents are in my prayers.

[@stephp7778]

Just not fair for these beautiful innocent children. So hard to watch.

[@evelyngriffiths1892]

This was the most saddest , heartbreaking vlog I have ever watched as a mother of six and grandmother of eight it broke my heart to think that in these modern times, we have to let children die so painfully, surely making them comfortable would be the kinder thing to do. God bless her xxxx

[@jennag1048]

I was thinking the same thing. Couldn’t’ they give her something to make it less painful?

[@angelbrown818]

This brought teats to my eyes. She is so brave and strong. Sweet girl rest easy and pain free now.

[@adrianajimenez4342]

I remember this beautiful angel broke my heart when she passed 💔 but now she is with our lord 🙏 ❤️ may she rest in eternal peace forever and ever amen.

[@lindatoten6452]

You all are such a brave family watching this child leave this world and go in peace to heaven. It was hard for you and your family to stay by her side and comfort her the best you could. My heart ❤️ 💙 goes out to this little girl and her family and friends. May God bless you all

[@franklinstephen3268]

Hello 👋how are you doing?

[@nanatablette9932]

Vous appelez ça partir en paix vous ! Elle vit son pire cauchemar cette gamine

[@rlpittard]

My heart breaks for this child and family, RIP beautiful and now there is no more pain!

[@TJ-vb8hu]

How brave you are Juliana. My heart goes out to you and your family, whose suffering is unimaginable. The hospital staff do an amazingly hard job. Grief is devastating, in time may you find some moments of peace

[@dinakabdybekovna8750]

Я преклоняюсь перед этой сильной и любящей мамой...до последнего часа она не отходила от своего ребенка...примите моё глубочайшее соболезнование...

[@luisaalvarezolego9386]

Usted lo dejaría?? Yo creo que nadie lo haría.

[@littleshell2748]

@@luisaalvarezolego9386 some would because death can be excruciating their comment was valid

[@толикеремин]

Снимать то зачем? Больные

[@olche4815]

@@толикеремин у меня есть знакомая, которая снимала смерть своей матери. И мне потом выслала это видео. Больные люди..

[@tomazstamcar2734]

Vaccines!

[@kamkim1922]

Je ne trouve pas les mots pour décrire cette maman qui est au pieds de sa fille...et la tristesse qui se voit sur son visage...Mme Carver RESPECT

[@gerhildglade9171]

So einen schmerz möchte ich niemals ertragen müssen 😢

[@user-xg1zp6lw5u]

She’s in the arms of the angels watching over you now. Much love to mom and dad ❤

[@MermaidMama360]

What a beautiful child, what a gift from God and for God. I lost two adult sons and my heart bleeds for you in empathy and love. Brave and beautiful video

[@johnwcarver]

I am so sorry. I cannot imagine losing TWO of my children. Much love and respect to you.

[@markpeabody9606]

I can’t begin to imagine what she and your family went through and are still going through. I pray God gives you peace and comfort. I’m so sorry.

[@philipstephan5451]

What a true and loving mom holding her daughters hand through it all right up to her last breath.

[@oilathomson]

Thank you for sharing Juliana's life with the world. I've read so many negative comments, I believe it's a good thing to let people know what happens near the end of our borrowed angel's time. When my daughter passed away, there was only me. It's great to see so much family support. And as the old saying goes " until you've walked a mile in my shoes, shut up. Prayers that our Lord will help ease your pain as you heal.

[@youarecreatedforapurpose]

That's really sad 😢.. I invite you to Islam, please study Islam with open heart and save your soul from hell fire 🔥🔥 this life is temporary but hereafter is forever

[@trudiannross7676]

Remember this like it was yesterday 💔💔. No matter how many years have passed it still feel so raw 😢😢.Continue to fly high babygirl you have gained your wings n is and will always be a forever angel. God bless the the whole family now n always 🙏 🙌 ❤

[@SJaine-nb8fd]

Perfectly said ❤

[@trudiannross7676]

@@SJaine-nb8fd thank you. Was watching the video again and it hurts seeing what Juliana had to go through 😥😥

[@Sue-xk2jf]

Mum and dad. Yet again after more money

[@trudiannross7676]

@@Sue-xk2jf why would you say that. That's rude n heartless. I pray you never have to go through what they did

[@Sue-xk2jf]

@@trudiannross7676 then why do they keep on posting the video. After five years cos you know that they get paid for it. Yes it is very sad but why do they keep posting. OH AND FOR YOUR IMFORMATION .. TWO OF MY CHILDREN DIED. A SON AND A DAUGHTER. Ok.

[@nancy-hv8wf]

This was heart-wrenching watching this beautiful young girl suffering the way she did. This was almost unbearable. When she started breathing on her own, she looked more at peace🌹than she did on the support. What a long journey she must have been on with this killer cancer. 🙏God Bless Juliana soul. 🎈Juliana is not suffering anymore she is all whole again.❤ 💐

[@ValerieRodriguez-y7w]

God bless her precious soul. Prayers to her loving family💖

[@lauralascano7769]

Beloved Juliana, an angel on the earth and now, in the Heaven! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🇦🇷

[@thompsonsmith3256]

Hello Laurel How are you doing today?

[@barbie.travels]

No child should never struggle like this. I’m so sorry for your loss. I just don’t get how such evil exists and still breathes our oxygen and she struggled to the end. Rest peacefully little one. 🌹

[@joannklinner2284]

So so sorry that you have to go through this. My prayers are with you and that beautiful baby God bless

[@raylenepatrick4698]

I watched the journey of Julianna from the beginning of her adoption. Hat you don't realize is that she wanted her treatment documented. There was a whole video dedicated to her discussing this fact. RIP beautiful girl.💜💞💜

[@agiarda16]

Amen

[@boomrss1961]

So painful!even to see! I really have no words!..May God bless you all! RIP BABY GIR!! YOU GOT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WINGS,I'm sure 🙏🙏💔💔

[@lisanassar2332]

Thank you so much for sharing your walk. What a brave girl and what a warm loving family we see her. It was obvious to all, that she was soooooo very lovedn and you showed her constantly. May the lord Jesus please watch over her now.

[@elainenicholls7648]

So heartbreaking. RIP Lil one. God bless this child. NO child should have to go through this... So sad

[@olivedog1880]

Tammy has lost so much weight. This hit her so incredibly hard. Juliana was her world. Breaks my heart

[@RiverofLife95]

Such a strong girl until the very end. ❤️ Miss her.

[@terrynobles1102]

What a brave you lady! Prayers for the family! Hugs and God bless

[@theresadimaggio7241]

God bless her and her family. She is in heaven with the Lord. You will see her again

[@yaseminavc789]

Ah yavrum , ah çocuğum ,ah kuzum keşke hiçbir çocuk acı , ağrı nedir bilmese keşke .Nurlar içinde uyu❤️😔😔

[@howardstanley8396]

God bless you all! What a hard journey to watch your child go through. No more pain or struggling now! A precious angel in heaven.

[@GhostGal5]

My heart goes out to all of you - she was so young, but so brave, up until the very end. My mother had a brain hemorrhage last year & has been struggling to recover - so I know the pain & the hardships you & your family have faced, in watching your little girl suffer through her difficult journey. Please know that my heart, my prayers. & my love are with all of you. One day, you *will* see your little girl again & all of you will have the chance to embrace one another, when that day of happy reunions comes for each and everyone.

[@youarecreatedforapurpose]

That's really sad 😢.. I invite you all to Islam, please study Islam with open heart and save your soul from hell fire 🔥🔥 this life is temporary but hereafter is forever

[@KristineMarieTxSPI]

I can't imagine losing my child. I've lost my parents, but no parent should have to bury their precious child. I cannot fathom such excruciating pain. 💔😢

[@renatotiamzon9855]

I can’t bear to see her go through this. God bless this little angel😊

[@victoriahazard1181]

How she suffered she's a strong young lady who fought a good fight bless her beautiful heart I know where she got that fighting spirit from her parents that never left her side God Bless this amazing family 🙏🙏

[@mariannehoutzager9093]

Dear family Carver, please keep sharing these prescious videos with us. We are suffering too with poor Juliana and admire her great courage. What a sweet and caring family she had! An example for everyone. Now she is in Heaven and has no pain anymore. And is still able to watch all things on earth. Your future reward in Heaven will be enormous. God bless you.Enjoy your lovely kids and grandchildren. Greetings from the Netherlands!

[@paulroche850]

what a heartbreaking thing to go thought. Cancer is evil and takes what children want to live for. John and Tammy are amazing people. I am blessed to be part of Juliana's life and now her sprit lives on in all of us today.

[@annellis6840]

Children suffering from this horrible thing can teach us so much! Ive always donated to St Judes and as result I got to know so many brave children and their struggles. When covid hit I learned I had cancer. No visitors, solitary most time. When I thought during my loneliness about all these beautiful children Ik that gave me strength. Bless them all and Bless your Sweet Juliana.

[@Jessica-wo6px]

👍👍

[@stephanievanaria8676]

God will care for her now…no more pain …until you meet again. God please give them the strength to move forward..RIP Little one you went through so much. You will live in our hearts forever. 🙏🏼✝🙏🏼✝

[@Carolineisthebest]

Rest in peace, Juliana ❤. She was beautiful!

[@Carolineisthebest]

@@smiththomson95 my name is Caroline by the way not Carol

[@Carolineisthebest]

@@smiththomson95 I don’t feel comfortable telling you the state I live in

[@Carolineisthebest]

@@smiththomson95 because I don’t know you. Can you please respect my privacy. I’m allowed to not tell people my PERSONAL INFORMATION. Am I asking you where you live? no because I’m not a creep

[@youarecreatedforapurpose]

I hope you are doing well.. I invite you all to Islam, please study Islam with open heart and save your soul from hell fire 🔥🔥 this life is temporary but hereafter is forever