I can relate to that. But there is a solution. If you are a christian, then remember that God loves you. Just acknowledge that Jesus Christ, who gave his life for your redeemption, is in you and loving you. You may be alone on the outside, but you do'nt NEED TO FEEL LONLY, for he is always with you. You can talk to him, for he will listen to you and comfort you through his Holy Spirit.