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Kay Yarms

Kay Yarms

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@faithmakhanya5031
@faithmakhanya5031 2 жыл бұрын
You know listening to your story I'm like I'm going through the same thing at the age of 26 on being unemployed and not knowing where life is taking me.. Listening to God to show me my purpose the darkest place to be honestly 😪😣I know that soon I will also be telling a different story as well
@faithmakhanya5031
@faithmakhanya5031 2 жыл бұрын
@lifewithkabelohabile thank you so much 😪🙌🏿
@KashTau
@KashTau 2 жыл бұрын
I share the same sentiment. One day you think about entrepreneurship. The next you remain hopeful that something will come up. But it’s a very dark time and quite confusing as well.
@LatoMkha
@LatoMkha 2 жыл бұрын
yoh same
@victoriasomtyato4400
@victoriasomtyato4400 2 жыл бұрын
You are really not alone, sibaningi esilapho. We don't loose hope though, we keep going because we believe that some day...these prayers will be answered
@FranMnguni
@FranMnguni 2 жыл бұрын
Let's push mtase ... try looking abroad . They are desperado for people overseas . Do your research
@coffeenomilk
@coffeenomilk Жыл бұрын
3rd time stopping here. thank you so much for sharing ❤
@kamomabuza
@kamomabuza 2 жыл бұрын
Whenever you feel compelled to say something and feel that deep sense that someone needs to hear that message, please never doubt it - that's God talking. Thank you for this, I needed to hear it. 🙏🏾❤
@GomolemoKobe
@GomolemoKobe 2 жыл бұрын
Isn't crazy how we (as people) get so emotional whenever we talk about our journey of success, seeing where you started to where you at right now, I swear Kay didn't think she'd make it this far, but look at God! If this isn't a testament enough of how God's mercy and grace will carry you even though when you don't know what you are doing, then I don't know ♥.
@SimplyK94
@SimplyK94 2 жыл бұрын
Please continue sharing this and being authentic, someone does need to hear this because a lot of this is hardly ever shared.
@matsatsidiale7999
@matsatsidiale7999 2 жыл бұрын
I second this
@Sli_myeza
@Sli_myeza 2 жыл бұрын
As someone currently going through this, I told my sister this is like me talking to myself while watching . I failed my Cta twice and I’m at back home, doing online teaching. My mom is proud nevertheless it’s her hope that gives me hope. I don’t know to explain it to people I suffered from depression and always felt alone in Joburg so being home makes me happy,the judgment doesn’t phrase me anymore.I’ve been learning to fully submerge to where I am right now and I think I’m where I need to be, as messy as it seems. Funny I relate sooooo much to this cause I also love makeup, love it and started doing it so to get extra money whilst at varsity. Been stopping myself at starting a KZbin channel, started the channel yesterday lol I watched your first first video you were truly you and this dairy session is God saying I should start and he’ll lead the way. Thank you Kay, truly 🥺♥️
@OyamaMgojo
@OyamaMgojo 2 жыл бұрын
Please come back to this comment in a year or two, or whenever you are ready. You are definitely passing your CTA at your next try❤️❤️❤️❤️
@karabeloramabodu8399
@karabeloramabodu8399 2 жыл бұрын
It doesn't matter how long it takes , it'll ultimately end in CA(SA) sis. 🥺❤️❤️
@Sli_myeza
@Sli_myeza 2 жыл бұрын
@@OyamaMgojo 🙏🏾♥️ thank you sisie
@Sli_myeza
@Sli_myeza 2 жыл бұрын
@@karabeloramabodu8399 🙏🏾♥️ thank you sisie
@thatomokoena2823
@thatomokoena2823 2 жыл бұрын
I hope when you’re ready, you’ll go back and get your CTA. It’s yours for the taking. CA(SA) in the making !!
@andiswamagula
@andiswamagula 2 жыл бұрын
I'm literally just sitting here crying with you.. because right now I'm in the same situation, hopefully I finally find my purpose in this world
@snamilengcobo4415
@snamilengcobo4415 2 жыл бұрын
I am with you sis, We will find our purpose eventually. I have hope that we weren't brought here to suffer, life is preparing us for the lives we have been dreaming of but even better.❤❤❤ Don't give up, we are almost there.
@SeithatiLetsipa
@SeithatiLetsipa 2 жыл бұрын
I enjoyed this so much. I am “the someone who needed to hear this” thank you 🥹🙏🏽
@thecrowneffect2006
@thecrowneffect2006 2 жыл бұрын
I needed to hear this. I'm in my early twenties and I know deep down that I'm a creative. I belong in the creative industry but my parents don't believe in me which sucks. I just have to work smart. Thank you for this.💕
@keikei1943
@keikei1943 2 жыл бұрын
Me too, I am born creative we both have alot to offer the world. I don't belong in the corporate world but my parents are the problem.
@tholwethu2074
@tholwethu2074 2 жыл бұрын
Shuuu your story just reminded me of my own. I dropped out at Wits as a first born daughter and woo the dissapointment my parents had. I couldn't articulate why I dropped out, and a lot of people made me feel so bad about it. In retrospect, I am glad I did because the journey I took after that led me to myself literally. It took long to find myself but it has been totally worth it. Funny now I am considering to going back to enrol for the same course I dropped out off because in this long journey of finding myself and my calling, God made me realise that's what I am actually called to do. And oh mums are the best, they support us even when they understand the decision we take. I am so happy you found yourself and cemented yourself in that space.
@fortunaterisuna6284
@fortunaterisuna6284 2 жыл бұрын
amen sister
@anelisamadwe1724
@anelisamadwe1724 2 жыл бұрын
I am too afraid to take the leap, what my mother thinks of me matters a lot. I really hate the position I am in.
@noxxie1496
@noxxie1496 2 жыл бұрын
I can relate. I dropped out last year too from UP, after battling depression, which was so hard to explain to people because depression can't be seen. People still judge me this day, even my own parents, but I'm glad I dropped out. I feel more like myself, I really couldn't take it. Thank you for sharing your story💗💗
@tholwethu2074
@tholwethu2074 2 жыл бұрын
@@noxxie1496 It will be well, everything happens for a reason. I am glad you are feeling much better.
@ednaraphane2
@ednaraphane2 2 жыл бұрын
Rooting for you Sis
@sliey.n
@sliey.n 2 жыл бұрын
Love this!❤Our journeys are different and God will always align us to our purpose times may take time but at the end it will all be worth it Psalm 46:10🤞Be Still Thank you for this Kay❤️
@LwaziMgandela
@LwaziMgandela 2 жыл бұрын
Omg the Wits story! That’s literally me with my UCT experience and it’s like people didn’t understand my journey and unhappiness with the whole situation and transition. I’m so glad I relied on my faith in God for the strength coz things are really looking up right now 🥺
@LwaziMgandela
@LwaziMgandela 2 жыл бұрын
Aaah now I’m crying. This whole diary session is so close to home 💔
@openupwithmedeardiarywithu9737
@openupwithmedeardiarywithu9737 2 жыл бұрын
❤️
@elizabethtakii1194
@elizabethtakii1194 2 жыл бұрын
I don't think you realize that you realize the impact you have on a lot of people. One thing I love about you is that you show young girls that you can reach your goals, as long as it's something you love. Youlu show people that you achieve anything you set your mind on. It's the independence for me honestly. You really live a good life honestly, it's inspiring. It's actually "soft life" and thank you for being amotivation. I also have a KZbin Channel and I really want to get this level. Just doing what I love, inspiring other women and just making a difference. You're appreciated Kay!❤❤❤
@Elizabeth-vu1tb
@Elizabeth-vu1tb 2 жыл бұрын
Dear diary is a #HIT. ❤❤ can we please have more heart to heart conversations?. Connecting with you resonates with us so much on a deeper level. Literally thousands of people and going through this. Unemployed youth still trying to find their way through this life. Even the generation to come will find this video thinking maybe they are crazy being in such a dark place and to see that it’s okay to feel such emotions and not give up. Is beautiful. ❤
@andykunene_
@andykunene_ 2 жыл бұрын
😩when you started talking about your mom i got very emotional because it felt so close to me. I'm also from kzn and I study accounting at WITS and I do something totally different on the side but my mom was kinda in the same "abantu bazothini" mode and I didn't realise how much it hurt me and how much resentment I carried towards her because it. I didn't understand why she cares so much about what things look like to her peers, it really did put a huge strain in our relationship. Now that things are starting to look up for me I've noticed a shift in her energy that I needed when I was still trying to find myself and I often questioned it because she never supported anything I did outside of WITS but this video just put everything into perspective for me and i should really just let it go and cut her some slack becuz I know deep down she never doubted me. THANK YOU SO MUCH KAY 🙏🏾❤ for sharing this 🙏🏾
@andiswamagula
@andiswamagula 2 жыл бұрын
Ahh it's definitely a great morning chile... It was Sine Gugulethu and now it's Kay Yarms 💃💃💃 kumandi ! Love them both
@zandiledlamini5275
@zandiledlamini5275 2 жыл бұрын
Kumnandi shame today
@lifewithsubstance
@lifewithsubstance 2 жыл бұрын
don’t stop having these moments with us . i resonate with so many things you said in the video and that gives me perspective . ❤
@SimzRight
@SimzRight 2 жыл бұрын
Kay ..... ur a healer!!!!
@ThelmaBwalya
@ThelmaBwalya 2 жыл бұрын
Dear @kay I just know that I am one of the people that needed to hear this and just want to appreciate for sharing this. Thank you 🙏🏾
@zamamthembu2826
@zamamthembu2826 2 жыл бұрын
You can never disappoint us Kay, you inspire us to be prayerful and always believe in God
@tshepangmabua
@tshepangmabua 9 ай бұрын
I come back here so many times because I need to hear these words every now and then.
@thembekilekumalo1111
@thembekilekumalo1111 2 жыл бұрын
YOU'RE A QUEEN IN YOUR OWN RITE... IM 30 STILL DONT KNOW WHERE LIFE IS HEADED FOR ME. Currently unemployed, as the oldest i feel pressured.... Watching your vlog is very inspiring. Funny how i didn't know what to watch, for some reason my phone pressed itself straight into your video. EVERYTHING YOU SAY IS TOTALLY WHAT IM GOING THROUGH, AND SO ME. 😭😭IM MOTIVATED.
@lelensibande996
@lelensibande996 2 жыл бұрын
Your energy is literal glitter. You're so introspective and I'm so grateful you posted this. Hind sight is 2020 vision was really the theme. Your honesty about how choosing you was not all happiness and vibes, is really the golden nugget, you did it you are here and you're standing in the reward of committing to what God has for you. Chile it was for me, this video was for me. thank you!
@rorisangramphele507
@rorisangramphele507 2 жыл бұрын
This is really what I needed to see today, Thank you for being so open and sharing. I've been asking God and I heard his voice in this. "God didn't give me an answer, but perspective" Sobbing thank you so much!!
@Youraffirmationbestie
@Youraffirmationbestie 7 ай бұрын
I keep coming back to this video when my life is not making any sense,Thank you Kay❤️
@bulanemdaka
@bulanemdaka 2 жыл бұрын
Your skin looks amazing and the varsity story is honestly so relatable especially about not knowing how to explain to people how and what you felt in those moments. I can completely relate and I also do think that God really uses those moments where everyone else has certain misconceptions about why you chose to do what you did in that moment, He used that moment to really meet you in one of your most vulnerable moments. This dear diary session was the video I didn't know I needed. Thank you so much for allowing us to connect with you on a different level.
@oyamempono4392
@oyamempono4392 2 жыл бұрын
I dropped out of University in 2018. I was only left with 2 modules. I never liked the course to begin with. I’m unemployed, broke. I’m a little miserable , but at least now I know what I want to do with my life😅. Thank you Kay❤
@MphoMotsoane
@MphoMotsoane 2 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you decided to post this because a lot of young women can relate to this so much. You're an inspiration to many and this may just be the hope they're looking for. Thanks for sharing 💕
@chilufyankoloma8269
@chilufyankoloma8269 2 жыл бұрын
You’ve brought me down to tears! if there’s anything many people need right now is personal stories of success, overcoming struggles, praying , what do do in moments where nothing seems to be happening and just relatable stuff! I would say share more of this kay❤ Wishing everyone here a huge breakthrough.
@thelmachamboko7102
@thelmachamboko7102 2 жыл бұрын
You speak with Faith you speak with hope I don't know if iam the only who feels warmth when I listen to you I got emotional at some point . Keep doing what you are doing ⭐️🌟!!
@CorryRich
@CorryRich 2 жыл бұрын
I remember being unemployed for 3 years after dropping out. Coming from a very good school on a bursary and being the only one my mom was looking up to and the hope that I would take them out of poverty. I got a job now, and it's barely paying but I'm so grateful cause I know God is working on me. I was in such a dark place in those years. Thank you for sharing this cause no one talks about how hard it is to be stagnant and you feel like God is just mizing you ❤
@kimberleybarz5856
@kimberleybarz5856 2 жыл бұрын
Oh Kay, the look on your face when you said "I live a really good life" 🥺😍 I can't wait to relate one day. Congratulations on everything. 💖👏🏾
@KM-ds4ek
@KM-ds4ek 2 жыл бұрын
Your transparency is so refreshing, thank you for sharing your story with us. This is so relatable. Two degrees later and a few years in Corporate and I still often feel so out of place. I've been intentional about seeking God on my true purpose and doing whatever it takes to get there. So happy you've found yours. You're doing amazing! 😍❤️😘
@simidlamini
@simidlamini 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your heart with us, it is a privilege hear this. The things we go through aren't by mistake, our stories are meant to reach those that need it, they have a role in our purpose. To me you're a reminder that exactly who you are is more than enough and to keep walking on your own path set before you.
@abomatthews
@abomatthews Жыл бұрын
can't explain how this helped me today Ma'Kay. thank you sooooooooo much for being so open and vulnerable to us
@foreverziyanda
@foreverziyanda 2 жыл бұрын
This inspired me a thousand bucks. I am currently studying towards a degree that I do not like AT ALL. I feel trapped in the middle of a lot because what I have to do for my family is pulling me on one side, and what I want to do for myself - my passion is pulling me on the other. It makes me happy to see people being able to pursue their passions; even after pursuing someone else’s for a long time. I actually draw a lot of inspiration from influencers because I know/understand that a lot of what they have now didn’t just fall on their lap. It took grounding, starting from 0, learning themselves and what they want from themselves and eventually doing what they want non-stop until someone or a brand recognised their work. I see that for myself, I just need to be patient, I guess. [And I don’t necessarily need to end up being an influencer, my passion actually gravitates towards something different, but almost similar. Creating KZbin content. And I have begun my journey]
@violetmoabelo3083
@violetmoabelo3083 2 жыл бұрын
Your videos always feel like a warm tight hug.
@LeboNkgodi
@LeboNkgodi 2 жыл бұрын
God speaks to us in different ways and this video spoke to me so much. I legit have footage of me speaking what is in my mind that I took this morning. Thank you so much for being so vulnerable with us Kay.
@lethabomokoena1610
@lethabomokoena1610 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing this video 🤍 I cried real tears because it reminded me of where I’ve come and where I’m at right and seeing how far you’ve come and where you’re at right now just gives me hope to keep going. I love you so much Kay, I pray to the good to keep blessing you and your creative journey. 🌸
@sisiphopieters1.162
@sisiphopieters1.162 2 жыл бұрын
I went through almost the exact thing with school. First tried to study Bcom Accounting then dropped out second year, refusing to go back to school. Stayed at home and feel in love with doing my face everyday and made me love myself and then I got scared to make a career out of it because my worst fear is failing in something I love. So I went back to finance and chose to die in silence cause I'm cried of seeing my mom cry and worry if I'll have a life or future if she dies😑 it's amazing to see you make it and love what you do, I pray for that for myself one day
@snowym7188
@snowym7188 2 жыл бұрын
I really enjoyed seeing this side of you .... Thank you for sharing 🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻
@lekeesha_
@lekeesha_ 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this Kay. I really needed to hear this ❤️
@ItsMissLeesa
@ItsMissLeesa 2 жыл бұрын
I love love love listening to Kay talk. I really enjoy her talking shame. I could listen to her all day . Thanks
@wozanisijabulisiwe
@wozanisijabulisiwe 2 жыл бұрын
I’m so inspired Kay. I’m currently going through the “not taking my degree route”. I haven’t been feeling fulfilled. it started on my 3rd year in uni. In 2020, it was my final. and i put a pause on everything. my mom doesn’t understand what’s going on. she’s disappointed and I can feel it. and unfortunately I’m not in a space to explain because I’m still trying to understand myself first. Now I know what I want, but solving how I’m going to start or achieve it is challenging. so I haven’t said anything because I can’t find the perfect words to explain everything. I’m also terrified of her response. She’ll want living proof of someone doing what I want to do, and- 😭. not to mention, I’m terrified of possibly failing in this life 😭💔 You’ve just made me feel as though it’s going to be okay. I’ll figure it out, and one day I’ll have a testimony of gratitude and then I’ll be able to spoil my mom for affording me this opportunity to find myself.
@amandankondlo5836
@amandankondlo5836 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this moment with us and mostly thank u for your story and vulnerability ❤❤❤❤
@zandiledlamini5275
@zandiledlamini5275 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this video, I finished my diploma in 2019 and I been trying everything and now am soo tired and I have give up. Even praying is soo difficult after this video I feel way better about the future ❤️ thank you 💐
@khensinobela2153
@khensinobela2153 2 жыл бұрын
Wow. It took me a “minute” but I’m glad I watched it. Wow ♥️ May God keep blessing you.
@MsKay287
@MsKay287 2 жыл бұрын
Absolutely loved everything about this video. I would love to see your gran the elegant lady, you definitely take after her. Nawe you such an elegant lady. Thank you for sharing this with us, I definitely needed to hear this. God is faithful.
@leboleope5142
@leboleope5142 Жыл бұрын
This is one of the most authentic and wholesome videos I’ve ever seen on KZbin. Thank you for your honesty.
@Judith_ramogale
@Judith_ramogale 2 жыл бұрын
I shed tears through out 😭😭❤️ there's always light at the end of the tunnel 🕯️💞
@marindamhlongo2203
@marindamhlongo2203 2 жыл бұрын
Thoroughly enjoyed watching this ❤️🫶🏾May God continue to elevate you 🫶🏾
@lethaboledwaba4305
@lethaboledwaba4305 2 жыл бұрын
Very Inspiring Message on a Monday morning.
@kamvadushu380
@kamvadushu380 2 жыл бұрын
Yoooh my heart! This video triggered me so much 😭😭. I’m so grateful for people who can be soo vulnerable bc we get to see we aren’t alone & have hope.
@andilehazel
@andilehazel 2 жыл бұрын
You're making me cry because I relate so much to your story and you're one of the people I look up to so much, at some point I also felt like what I wasn't studying didn't make any sense foe me and this year I've really just had the time to focus on content and have since realized that I really don't see myself doing anything else and this is my purpose, and it's very challenging especially in a black household with parents who are constantly asking you when you are getting a job reffering to traditional jobs and you have to always explain that this is your job and this is what you like, and at times I'll find myself getting so emotional because they don't understand and I really want this to work out for me, thank you so much for sharing❤️
@nolubabalomyoli9992
@nolubabalomyoli9992 2 жыл бұрын
Don't you ever doubt yourself again! We needed to hear this!!
@monkinhlapo9351
@monkinhlapo9351 2 жыл бұрын
I'm one of the people who rush to watch your videos right after you post. But with this one it took me days. After sobbing the whole day yesterday I got a reminder to watch this video. It's like the universe knew that I needed to hear this 😭😭😭 Life is tough hey and thank you so much Kay for being a constant inspiration. May God bless you abundantly ❤️
@amy-leecollins9013
@amy-leecollins9013 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this authentic video. May God continue to bless you 🙏🏽❤
@tshego_the_radtech
@tshego_the_radtech 2 жыл бұрын
🥹🥹this is so true! Sometimes I feel like I’m so mean to myself. I’m the only one who notices those mistakes or bad things about myself and wonder why people never mention it to me 🙌🏾
@Nombulelo_J
@Nombulelo_J 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for being so open with us. So many of us actually relate to what you've shared. Your life is a testimony that us young girls can attain our goals if we work hard, stay focused and disciplined. You're such an inspiration Kay! Love You❤
@ambermose5608
@ambermose5608 2 жыл бұрын
& it’s me crying while watching the Diary session because I relate soooo much & it’s also Crazy how it also Gave me Hope 🤍 & also the Comments ❤️❤️
@bulelwashezi4540
@bulelwashezi4540 2 жыл бұрын
almost at 250k holy cow, can't believe how big this community is growing ❤
@kgothatsonkosi7657
@kgothatsonkosi7657 2 жыл бұрын
i love how you said you asked God to lead you to your purpose and it shows, the gratitude and seeing Him in everything is such a beautiful thing. Thank you for this❤
@noluthandonompuelo9985
@noluthandonompuelo9985 2 жыл бұрын
Trust me when I say God is using you to change so many lives mama and I hope he continues to do so. It's so mind blowing how you've just touched so many souls, myself included with just a 22minutes and 5seconds video 😭❤
@thembekileamara2561
@thembekileamara2561 2 жыл бұрын
I love how God fearing you are and not afraid to share your emotions...I really needed to hear this ...you literally have the perfect timing ❤
@damilolaos7381
@damilolaos7381 2 жыл бұрын
You are legit the most relatable Content creator! Thank you for being so vulnerable with us
@bongekandaleni4120
@bongekandaleni4120 2 жыл бұрын
Holding back tears as I'm watching this because I'm at work and have to assist students. Thank you for sharing this Kay😍. You're such an inspiration to many people.❤❤
@dkamo_
@dkamo_ 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this. I feel like I’m going through that “silent-preparation” period where life just has you at a standstill out of no where…and this happened when I moved back home from staying in Joburg. I’m still at home and honestly I’m glad that I’m home because I feel as though God put me here for me a reason. I feel as though God wants to prepare me for change or to be the woman I’ve always wanted to be and in order to do that it requires that spiritual awakening and the isolation period where it feels like God wants you to be alone so you can connect with him.
@ambermose5608
@ambermose5608 2 жыл бұрын
Love you for this comment mntase ❤️🤍as I relate soo much I just couldn’t put in words , the silent preparation... I was like what is this period that I’m in ? I feel sooo isolated , stuck but with hope ... but now after this comment I understand ❤️
@dkamo_
@dkamo_ 2 жыл бұрын
@@ambermose5608 We’ll be fine yaz. I know what you mean… I also couldn’t understand it until I started journaling more and connecting with God even more. Soon enough things will unfold. It’s just a matter of prayer and gratitude . This is the period where you should just cut all distractions, cut people who don’t serve your purpose and focus on what you want in your next chapter.
@nomsadenise6947
@nomsadenise6947 2 жыл бұрын
This video spoke to me at the right time. Thank you for being vunerable with us ❤️
@noluthandomakhanya9343
@noluthandomakhanya9343 2 жыл бұрын
I needed to hear this, your vulnerability made me realise that maybe losing everything in my life rn is basically preparing me to start on a clear slate. I had to let go of my car, move to a backroom while being unemployed and just pray for a better perspective in my life. I cannot wait to speak about my current situation in past tense and say I went through all that but look at how great that shaped me
@sinethembakhumalo9997
@sinethembakhumalo9997 2 жыл бұрын
Not me crying while watching this 🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much for sharing Kay ❤️❤️❤️
@bongekangubane8939
@bongekangubane8939 2 жыл бұрын
I feel you Kay.. I'm glad everything worked out the way God intended it to ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾
@Ralempho
@Ralempho 2 жыл бұрын
As a young mom who's about to be homeless in a few days .this video just inspired me to not give up and keep my faith up. God doesn't give us what we can't handle and he will never forsake us. We will all be ok
@sylviakhohlakala
@sylviakhohlakala 2 жыл бұрын
This was so beautiful to watch and so in tune ❤. Love you Kay
@mbalidlamini595
@mbalidlamini595 2 жыл бұрын
I'm glad I came here I'm glad you decided to drop this video. Thank you Thank you so much you don't know how you validated how I feel. God led me here. Thank you for you. ❤️
@M_Michè
@M_Michè 2 жыл бұрын
The way you felt is how I feel about life rn 🥲 but there's always light at the end of the tunnel 💓🙏
@kunninkay
@kunninkay 2 жыл бұрын
So inspiring🥹🤍! Thank you for sharing your story. This video touched me ngl, I relate so much.
@BoipeloK
@BoipeloK 2 жыл бұрын
I have been postponing to watch this video literally for 2 weeks. I picked it tonight while at my lowest, I resonate soo much. Thank you so much Kay for this🤍
@casuallythandeka45
@casuallythandeka45 2 жыл бұрын
This ethereal woman. How wonderful it is to witness your success. I am praying that God keep elevating your in every aspect of your life. You’re a phenomenal person, you motivate many young black girls in our country to reach their highest potential. Stay blessed and lovely ❤️
@_siyamame
@_siyamame 2 жыл бұрын
This Dear Diary is the most beautiful authentic video I’ve ever watched. Please do more of these. Your testimonies will change a lot of people’s lives especially us baddies. You’re an inspiration Kay. A relatable Queen. 🎉❤
@lady_Sneezy
@lady_Sneezy 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Kay for such an inspirational video, I am really touched. I am kind of in a similar situation, I am 21 and I spent the past 3 years studying something I really did not love, I hated everything about it, I carried modules and it was toxic to an extent where it affected me emotionally and physically(I lost weight). People would make remarks about the change in my physique and it started to sink very deep in that I am actually not happy. I had a convo with my mom about this but she was not happy with the idea that I wanted to drop out, I really got where she was coming from, as her first child of 4 children to make it to tertiary it was not easy for her to let me "give up". So, I got up by force and thoroughly researched and I made a decision which was a very painful one because I had to leave my lovely friends and my favorite school in JHB and go to a place where I knew no one to restart a life there. I am doing my first year in a course that I love, I am excelling more than I did even in High school, and I'm amazed too. I am glad I had to go through that route because I have learned a lot of things, most of which I am referring to or using to deal with challenges because I have been through worse. I do get emotional sometimes because this year would have been my final year and my single parent would be free from being the only breadwinner, but I apologized because I really needed to fly. Trust me, I have never felt so break free in years, I can feel my heart beat again every day ! Things are just getting better every day, and I am forgiving myself for wasting so much time in my life in a dark place; I am also glad I bounced back because I lost myself at that point of misery in my life. I believe in God when it comes to redirecting us to where we are supposed to be.
@sibuleleqole7320
@sibuleleqole7320 2 жыл бұрын
Not me crying too when you cried, hai bandla you are so blessed Kay and God will continue to bless you!
@MsKay287
@MsKay287 2 жыл бұрын
Im telling my son, you see when Kay drops a video I drop everything and watch.
@deemonareng7918
@deemonareng7918 2 жыл бұрын
Relates😅😁
@didintlekgafela2839
@didintlekgafela2839 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I am definitely the "Someone" who needed to hear this. 🥺Thank you Kay.
@Barbieboyyy
@Barbieboyyy 2 жыл бұрын
Literally needed this! God bless you❤️
@revzbysbuda_
@revzbysbuda_ Жыл бұрын
I needed to hear and watch this video 🙏🏽 🥺. Thank you, Kay.
@Lala473
@Lala473 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing I’m literally in the same position and this showed me the desires God places in our hearts are so valid and He will fulfil them.❤
@cindyrubushe1608
@cindyrubushe1608 2 жыл бұрын
Surely I needed to hear this message and all I can say is THANK YOU ❤.
@Iam_kerisha
@Iam_kerisha 2 жыл бұрын
Can we please have more "dear diaries"😩💗. Im literally doing my first year in Varsity and Im studying something that Ive genuinly loved my whole life but somehow I all of a sudden lost love for it and all interest. I am now at a point in life whereby im confused, depressed and Im scared to drop out bc of being seen as a failure or of failure talks and disssapointing my family. IN ALL WAYS AT THIS POINT YOU'RE MY MOTIVATION and that things will get better but honestly depression seems to be taking over my life and everything else everyday.
@Xolile_Zakwe
@Xolile_Zakwe 2 жыл бұрын
Something shifted in me listening to this. Kay you are special❤
@otsilemak4821
@otsilemak4821 2 жыл бұрын
Such a profound testimony of the goodness of God. For everyone is called according to his purpose. Always such a pleasure to watch you Kay🥰🇮🇱
@thandekamakhubu9406
@thandekamakhubu9406 2 жыл бұрын
"My career allows me to feel" I love that. Thank you so much for sharing this reflection Kay, it really touched me.
@Leigh_Mawong0
@Leigh_Mawong0 2 жыл бұрын
I needed this so much.. thank you Kay❤️
@RiaBW
@RiaBW 2 жыл бұрын
This is so raw and beautiful❤ Blessings to you. I went to uni really young 16/17 and forced into a course I did not like and failed dismally, it knocked my confidence for years really. I went through cycles and such a depressive state. Fast forward to 30, I went back to school, moved to a different country and finally I belong. I wish i had the courage earlier but again I would not have the story to tell of God. And it is God ❤
@jontaleenfavour
@jontaleenfavour 2 жыл бұрын
Been waiting for this 🤌🏾 Sending you love and peace ❤️
@nosizwemthembu6789
@nosizwemthembu6789 2 жыл бұрын
Kay you are so beautiful 😍 my goodness your beauty is so mesmerising 🥹❤️gosh your calm nature makes you stand out from the rest 🫶🏽
@KashTau
@KashTau 2 жыл бұрын
I didn’t expect this video to make me cry so much because I relate so much to it. Life is such a scary journey only because we hold on to so much fear and doubt. Also this video is a reminder that we need to extend humility and grace upon ourselves rather than expecting it from other people.
@nkateko__b
@nkateko__b 2 жыл бұрын
Listening to this was so refreshing. Bless up mama. Ugh you’re doing so great man. 🫂❤️
@ThokozaniHappinessNgcobo
@ThokozaniHappinessNgcobo 2 жыл бұрын
Yoh ....🥺I won't lie I'm going through something and I definitely needed to hear (see) this video Thank you for sharing it ❤️ This definitely have me hope that things will be better Honestly glad that I didn't wait to view this video later
@itselsie_chohledi8807
@itselsie_chohledi8807 2 жыл бұрын
This was really touching I guess a lot of times when we go through what seems to be pain is we never really look at what could come out of it and look at you now you at a moment where you can say “I love my life” and that is truly inspiring Kay yarms ❤❤️
@lindiwediutlwileng983
@lindiwediutlwileng983 2 жыл бұрын
You once spoke about imposter syndrome and I feel like I am stuck because I feel like I am not good enough and I set my standard so high because I keep drawing inspiration from you and big creators. I have been putting myself out there because I actually love creating content and I gradually see my KZbin channel numbers going up but then I go back and think what do people think and hold back a bit. I am holding on to my job because It feels scary just to spread your wings and fly and actually do what brings joy to your heart
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