Kenny Veach Vanishes on his Quest for the M Cave | Mojave Mysteries Vol. 1

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To most, the Mojave Desert looks barren. Jagged rock, swirling sand, and scrub brush.
But the Mojave is full of life. It’s been home to native tribes for thousands of years.
And the Mojave is also home to many caves; that hold many secrets.
Some caves are reported to be secret entrances to underground bases. And not all of those bases are occupied by humans.
Other caves are rumored to be portals to different places on earth. Or portals to different dimensions.
There are caves in the desert that cause even the most experienced explorers to run away in fear. But when they gather their courage and return to the caves, they can’t find them. They’re gone.
Year after year, adventures scour the Mojave; trying to solve these mysteries.
Some brave souls return with incredible stories. But others go out into the desert and they’re never seen again.
One of those brave souls - was Kenny Veach.
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[@Ricky-nq7lu]

I'm over youtube unsubbing me.

[@iammfkn5338]

I have watched since like 250k subscribers. I’ll supper the show always. But I’m not gonna download this game.

[@Pop-Bo]

Best channel on KZbin!! Heckofafish lol is on point..🤌

[@omicSheep]

I"ll pass.......

[@Nothing2CHere4U]

I'm surprised no one has brought a Geiger counter to that rock formation.

[@SkyHighGame]

Bro, you are an international hero and you admitting to depression is nothing to be ashamed of. You are a an amazing narrator and person to aspire to be like.

[@Bholecleavage]

Thank you for talking about this

[@albertorocha709]

Amen!

[@1leggedbuttkicker]

He sure is

[@cthulhuhoops7538]

I like him too but hero?

[@josephfenech9037]

​@@cthulhuhoops7538Yes he is. Sharing his struggles with such a personal issue as depression takes incredible courage, especially because depression itself mines your self esteem and makes you see yourself as less worthy. But for other people watching this video who are also struggling with it, and maybe think they are alone in their pain, it can be life saving to have someone like AJ remind them that they are not, especially coming from his own personal experience, and that there is always help to be found if you look for it. So yes, he is a hero.

[@NEVERSLOWDOWN-NEVERGROWOLD]

'They don't care about the M cave. They care about Kenny.' That got me. I teared up on that one.

[@derekwargo3999]

Yes that was a great quote!! I can tell your a good person, simply bcuz you specifically mentioned that particular quote out of the entire video...

[@zed4225]

Yeah we get attached to our channel creators like Aj and Kenny. Want them as safe and well as can be.

[@GeorgiaJakes7]

Great quote! I think Kenny finally invented something that we all are interested in - hope. When I’ve really gotten bad it’s because I’ve lost hope. No purpose in my life or reason to believe it will change for the better-only get worse. Yep, that’s how I feel.

[@jennyrice7921]

Yeah, I also cried.

[@benjalucian1515]

Yet one of the guys looking had an "M" cave t-shirt on.

[@shanelynch9533]

AJ please remember. That you too are appreciated. Some of us come to your channel to escape our everyday grind. You sir are a blessing. Preaching exactly what this world needs now more than ever. Compassion and kindness.

[@jenniferandzeski5266]

This.

[@codename_david]

Amen to that

[@Jonny-gg3be]

Well said ❤❤

[@kirby9124]

I listen to your channel every day when I’m driving into class, please keep at it and know that we support you!

[@user-bl5zi1vb4p]

Greetings to AJ and Hecklefish from a long time viewer from Sweden. You guys are awsome. And appriciated.

[@forestyforest]

I went there in 2022 and spent a full day hiking up and down some lesser explored canyons. I covered 16 miles over some very difficult terrain. It felt pretty clear, if someone went out there with the intention to disappear, they would never be found. It's an incredibly huge, remote and rugged area. Wherever Kenny went, hopefully he found his peace.

[@Hgyyji]

@@forestyforest is it ok if I don't believe that the m cave guy committed suiciade and he found something supernatural and then died? Is that alright?

[@FranklinFranklin1234]

​@Hgyyji you can believe whatever you want but that doesn't make you right lol

[@ajastokes4760]

I just wanted to say thank you for not deleting the part about your depression. I appreciate that you're a real person and admit your struggles instead of putting on a facade of a perfect life on social media. So many of us struggle with mental health issues and it helps to know we're not alone. So thank you for that, it touched my heart. As always thanks for the great video, love your content! ❤

[@TheWhyFiles]

You're appreciated 🙏

[@lauriedi1]

I second what this commenter had to say.

[@mobiusone6994]

​@@TheWhyFilesYou Are Remembered. You, your crew, and your people. Thank you for entertaining us. Thank you for working for us. Thank you for staying with us. -Goodfellow

[@Smacklesdown]

I lost my father to suicide a little over a year now and in between that time till now I have lost two close friends to it as well. I'm so blessed I still have my remaining family and friends and this awesome community. Keep your head up and keep moving to the future.

[@annehaight9963]

I have depression myself. It's genetic/physiological, and not a result of trauma. It's impossible to explain to other people what it's like to spend all your energy being normal. We are very adept at hiding it. Having depression doesn't mean being sad all the time. It's so much more complicated, and many people who seem happy and adventurous may not always be that on the inside. It actually makes perfect sense for someone like that to enjoy being alone in the wilderness. You don't have to keep up a facade for others. You don't have to spend energy talking to others, interacting with them, dealing with their emotions and demands. Nature allows you to just exist.

[@radbadmi]

The last part brought me to tears , you never know who is going through depression . You need to be brave to admit it & a hero to survive it .

[@Steve-uv7sp]

When I watch ONE of these videos, the entire sidebar of video options are ALL from this same channel!! That makes me aware of the fact this guy is part of the problem....depression??? Really??? Grow a pair!!

[@radbadmi]

@@Steve-uv7sp There is no weakness in depression & to know that you aren’t alone makes you feel normal & not a pariah. Isn’t life all about knowing you aren’t alone be it on earth or in the universe ? Any way apologise can’t change my ways as I can never have a pair .

[@stephenm3470]

​@Steve-uv7sp depression is part of the human condition. I hope when you're in your darkest place people have more empathy than you do now.

[@AtSafeDistance]

I've always said that when you consider the corrupted world in which we live, that the real curiosity is why isn't everyone depressed? Anyway yes very brave to admit and talk about it. I totally get deleting 4 times. Anyway I would save you (anyone) the heartache if it was within my power, you've probably heard similar. anyway I do believe I can help a lot of people. Check into Magic Mushrooms. You can take what they call a micro-dose which is such a small amount that it doesn't become noticeable. However you still get the benefits of it helping fight depression. Now having said that: I prefer , (not really prefer the "high" part) to take enough that I do hallucinate just a little, I definitely feel it. And it isn't a terribly unpleasant feeling but I like being in control so I don't like that part of it but .... I feel so incredibly great the next day and next 2 weeks after it that its worth the uneasiness I have for 3 or 4 hours when taking them. And I am not someone to quickly jump on a bandwagon. If anything I am more likely to lean towards being cynical. Now having said that: my short version of describing the reason I feel so good afterwards is : because I feel lucky to be alive. :) - end of the day whatever ... it is worth it for me. hope this might help someone else.

[@neonsashimidream1075]

@@Steve-uv7sp Man, I stumbled upon your comment here and I'm a little confused. I'm not seeing the connection between anything. It's pretty normal to have related videos from the same channel appear on the sidebar. That's part of how KZbin is designed to work. Do you mean to say that the fact this channel produces a lot of videos is part of a problem? Is the problem people spending too much time watching videos online? As in, are you saying that is a cause of depression in people? I'm with you that social media addiction is one of the biggest mental health and health problems in history, but I personally can't make the leap to blame a user. It's the tech monopolies and those who enable them to operate with so little oversight that are the problem. Also, what do you mean about growing a pair for depression? Do you mean to say that machismo is the answer for a brain that is malfunctioning? In some cases, if a person is discouraged or down on themselves, a well placed "cowboy up" can certainly make a difference, but I'm afraid it doesn't do much good when the problem is purely neurological. Just like you can't just will a heart attack away or a broken bone to suddenly fuse back together. You may want to look into neuroscience a bit to understand this topic a bit more. Fascinating stuff too.

[@Kadampa89]

AJ I don’t really know you but I’m so proud of you for addressing depression. I work with PTSD vets and they love you channel and I KNOW you have helped them from this. I wish I could shake your hand dude. Thanks again! You are great!!!

[@patrikcarrera2729]

Really really brave of you adressing your own battle with it... Feeling you brother.. And for all fellow people out there battling the same too: we gonna make it, and yeah, sometimes we will be going through hell, but we'll keep going! ❤️‍🩹💪🏼😎 Thx for your work and your amazing channel AJ with much love from Switzerland ☺️

[@TheWhyFiles]

Consider this an e-handshake. Thanks for the kind words. I'm so glad to hear that this goofy channel is making people's lives a little brighter.

[@brendaparis4650]

Heart felt kudos to another awesome show, and so appreciate the words on depression. I'm sure Kenny's family is ever so grateful to you for your presentation of this❤

[@BLKDAWGZ]

I actually miss the old days of yt when it was just some dude No team no production Some dude with a handheld So many lost conspiracys and topics from back then

[@deadjester2770]

You arent alone in your battle of depression. Hope yours is getting better. Your videos definitly help with my own.

[@yung_paproch]

That depression part man. It is written and delivered in a very good, mature way. No crying, no anger, just straight facts and life experience. You just seem like a great, wise guy, salute to that

[@douglasfernandez7737]

Damn AJ. Brought a tear to my eye at the very end where you said,”it’s time for Kenny to come home.” and it is. It’s very touching to know there are people that are adventuring that desert but still keeping an eye out for him or his remains. Good or bad, him and his daughter deserves the closure. Wasn’t expecting The Why Files to move me this way but that’s just one reason why this is such a fantastic show! The best on the internet and I tell everyone!

[@scottjustscott3730]

Yeah every so often AJ will get you right in the feels.

[@Zelousfear]

Still tearing up

[@KaraKahn]

Same 🥺🥲

[@ronboone187]

Man... that ending had me holding back tears 😢 😭 Definitely understand that feeling 💯 It's tough getting through the day at times... and just getting through the day is an accomplishment in itself. With that said... keep going. You never know when that day will come... it might be tomorrow... So just keep going and your day will come... or not... but you'll never know unless you just keep going. I know it doesn't sound reassuring, sorry... but I'm still going through one day at a time for that day to come where everything I went through makes sense, and I can understand what all the darkness was for... and be able to look back and say I made it. To be able to help others who were in my position to have hope... to be an example of someone who made it out of that darkness. Til then... the only advice I can give is this... JUST KEEP GOING Much Love from New York ❤️🗽❤️

[@greenlandium1543]

The Why Files is just on another level compared to other KZbin channels. Everytime Why Files uploads a video, it makes you question reality, it makes you laugh (looking at you Hecklefish), and sometimes (like this time) it makes you feel. I'm so glad that I stumble on this channel.

[@KKC2-o3z]

You're so right!

[@mnstark3342]

one of my favourite youtube channel, its one of the best

[@LWBHarntweall]

Absolutely agree,I wonder what his qualifications are, if any. I can't help but feel I lack intelligence, A.J explains things in such a way that everyone can understand.

[@ToonboyOriginals]

Same

[@BillGreenAZ]

While it's all that, it also has a production quality equal that of network television. I believe AJ and his cohorts have worked in television production before so they bring the goods in that arena.

[@joshwoolaghan6074]

I love it when AJ says “Let me know if you wanna see it” referring to making episodes. Yes AJ, we want it all lol

[@elektrovert]

Exactly! Of COURSE we want to see it! 😀

[@tathrok]

Yuuuuup every single time 🎉

[@LadywatchingByrd]

For REAL. 😅

[@MorbinNecrim86]

All of it!

[@allergygal]

Right? The answer to that question is always YES!

[@reubenmcgregor]

Thank you for opening up and speaking on depression ! You’re helping a lot of people ❤️

[@mab7491]

Amen over and over. Everyone me included has battled with this. Bringing up this topic like this will encourage people to talk to someone.

[@reubenmcgregor]

Exactly ❤️ Hearing someone who is sound minded like AJ bring up that even he struggles puts it into perspective for me that a lot of people go through it without others even knowing they’re struggling.

[@o.j7408]

It's so hard to imagine he could suffer with depression for me for some reason. he seems so happy whats hes doing. Really appreciate his openess and honesty and him doing this show 🙏🏽

[@brotherlynch6977]

Thank you for sharing a glimpse of your own struggles. I have dealt with depression my whole life. The worst part of the day is waking up and being disappointed that I did. The struggle is real.

[@orokusaki8670]

no he isn’t

[@RONNYMORRISMUSIC]

Another great video. Having worked psycology for years I can unfortunately say that people dissapear all the time, also people who have family and kids. One thing I can say, now on the topic of depression, a topic I know all too well both personally and profesially, is that. The first thing anyone should do is to heal their body. I have found time and again that people are depleted from all soughts of things, minerals, vitamins, nutrition and since the brain is part of the body, anyone can and will feel this also as depression. Things like vitamin C, D, E and B vitamins are like amino acids essential to our well being, which is why I have to stress this time and again. People in therapy often tell me they live healthy, until I fact check them and then reality is different. All I am saying. Start from the ground up. Start with your body and at least get more energy, so you can handle the things at hand. Vitamin D, E and B vitamins (Inositol) works great for feelings of depression. Make sure you get the dosage right.

[@Aristos_Achaion]

To be human is to feel pushed off the stage every now and then. Emptiness is vast, with vital space in short supply, clustering around special people; if the world were teeming with them they wouldn't be special. Homo homini angelus.

[@mathiasslim]

Currently going through a dark patch myself, so now I'm crying. Thank you AJ, I needed this episode. To anyone else going through it, reach out to someone... but most importantly, keep going.

[@jonathanmoore5343]

If you ever need someone to chat with, feel free to reach out!! Please!! I suffer from depression also so i won't judge. Sending love your way because only love will save the day 😊 stay strong family!!

[@kiwidubz]

Matthew 11:28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." God loves you. If you confess with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. It's the greatest free gift you could ever possibly receive 🎁🙏 Psalm 136:1 "Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good. His love endures forever."

[@ak9989]

There's always someone to help you. I'm a combat veteran and retired cop and I helped my son after his combat tour in Afghanistan.

[@maad2155]

If ur watching this chanel ur not alone, think of how the pursuit of mystery is always available,its a calling , and that is reason enough to be strong, like an unending adventure 🤟🏾🙌🏾

[@markjackson3531]

Have you considered trying psylocybin mushrooms? It has worked for many people, the theory is it "resets" your brain. There are several major pharma companies doing clinical trials right now with good results....worst case, it doesnt work, no real danger as long as you are in a safe place when you try it (i would definitely try a smaller dose than used "recreationally", people use an eighth of an ounce or more to "trip", i would start with a quarter of that to be safe). Just trying to help!

[@viciouzkid69]

I feel like a child waiting for mommas bed time stories whenever this dude uploads. I appreciate you man

[@joshuamyles]

No worries, cupcake. You’re welcome.

[@BenJamminKraftbc]

Right?

[@DixieChris-ow6zi]

99 bugs but sleeping eighnt won

[@Phoenixash-delfuego]

👍

[@skillsone4384]

I literally sideline the new videos until bed time 😂

[@nathangrate999]

AJ...thank you for being vulnerable and not deleting that last part about mental health for the fifth time. Your honestly and willingness to approach topics as a neutral observer is what makes this channel so amazing! I genuinely look forward to these videos - especially when the world is so chaotic these days. You're a truly stellar human and I hope you know that :) keep up the hard work - it doesn't go unnoticed!!

[@wendycregan2147]

Agreed. We love you dearly :)

[@Publicemilynumber1]

It's impossible not to be depressed with a society like ours

[@annaphillion9269]

Ry2wy9yewy😊y9😊x1ey9w7y😊8

[@dalesmith1700]

I’m relatively new to this channel and really enjoy the content, through and through. I’m really proud of your brave move to discuss your personal struggle with depression. It signals to others to face theirs and could save a life in that confrontation. I, too, have struggled the past 8 years after being in a massive explosion in Kabul, Afghanistan. I have gone through a lot of therapy (solo and with my wife), have regular visits with a team of doctors at the VA and have sought some treatment outside of the VA system and non-traditional medicine. I speak candidly about it to my Brothers & Sisters in Arms such that there is a realization they should never fight it alone; have a team and reach out when those demons come calling (usually in the most inopportune times). Again, I respect and appreciate your bravery in even discussing the topic of such personal struggle. - Doc Smith

[@tx3851]

I, and I'm sure many others, am glad you kept in your personal disclosure of your struggles. I have struggled for decades, despite being, on the surface, highly functioning....With 2.9 million subscribers, that took courage on your part. It will also have helped people you have never met, to know none of us are alone....You, your crew and Hecklefish, are a gift to the World.....This is the kindest, most respectful, and inclusive channel on KZbin.....Thankyou, from the bottom of my heart ❤

[@codetech5598]

Depression is a real serious matter, but In the case of this channel, it is probably just a lead-in for his next sponsor.

[@ScandalUK]

@@codetech5598 that’s just mean

[@scottstallings5029]

AMEN. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE ❤THIS❤AMAZING ❤CHANNEL!!!😊

[@codetech5598]

@@ScandalUK No, it fits the business model of this channel.

[@loveistheonlything3626]

@@codetech5598Are you always that cynic? Sounds exhausting and pretty stressful.

[@Bye_Good]

I’m currently going through hell and to hear that saying “if you’re going through hell keep going” This really meant a lot to me. It’s reminded me to pick myself back up and keep going. Thank you for the positive message within this incredibly fascinating story.

[@avicennitegh1377]

I can second that. The supersize lady hasn't sung yet.

[@oregonsbragia]

Hang in there.

[@soon2bsaint680]

Tough times aren’t forever, but tough motherfuckers are! Keep standing! Pray! Ima pray for u too bro. God bless u bro

[@soon2bsaint680]

The end times prophecies of the Bible are coming true as we speak bro, hang on

[@stephenkayser3147]

You are note the only one mate (Aussie talk), me too. Stay strong. If you believe in God have a chat with him. If not (or as well) find a friend or a good listener with good advice.

[@jessicad2595]

This is the first episode where I teared up at the end with a lump in my throat. Thank you AJ for being real and relatable. Transparency is never easy with such a personal topic. You are so very appreciated and loved AJ!!!

[@kinginsane5150]

Definitely glad I wasn't the only one.

[@eddyhernandez9798]

I can relate

[@ghostriderabc171]

Same

[@barbaraarmann5698]

Me too

[@johannaholmgren8088]

So many people are suffering from or have suffered from depression in some form or other. And almost all of them feel shame for being depressed. But it's like cancer or any other illness: It really isn't their fault. It's an illness, and it's often treatable. If anyone is feeling depressed, PLEASE tell your doctor. And tell your friends and family. You really aren't alone.

[@kennethdickinson5186]

There is nothing to be ashamed of in your struggle with depression. So many people have the same issue. But you are an icon. You and the WF crew have created a sensational show, watched by millions throughout the world. You are admired and respected by so many. Keep up the great work, I always look forward to seeing your shows.

[@baddad1357]

I hear you AJ, I was a Design Engineer for a fortune company for 30 years. While it began in grade school, depression slowly consumed me, ruined relationships, socially isolated me . . . to this day. I called many times a year, impossible to get out of bed/home. Nausea and dread and anxiety impossible to pinpoint were worse than being stuck in tar. Through seeking help, I gained a deserved mistrust of the psychological profession (another long story), I was on my own. As I have aged, whether developing coping mechanisms, leaving the high stress work behind, or just mellowing out, it has improved. The darkest moments, irrational self depreciating thoughts are less often, but depression is still everpresent, but it does get better, for this one anyway. Small victories are still victories.

[@chedda70gg8]

Amen thanks aj

[@blairmitchell4178]

Everyone is a perpetual work in progress and no one has it all figured out. For the most part, we're all out here trying to do our best and life isn't always easy, especially when having to deal with things like anxiety and depression. I commend those who are out there, doing what they can to make this world a better place, no matter how small and inconsequential their actions may seem. Sometimes all it takes is the smallest gesture of kindness to completely shift a person's frame of mind out of a spiraling negativity and into a place of genuine gratefulness. I wish everyone love and happiness in the world, especially those whom we know need it the most. I truly believe that one day our world will become what we all would want it to be. I'm 37 and while I'm not sure if it will happen in my lifetime, I have confidence the people of this world will reach a state of living in harmony with one another. Unfortunately, before that can happen, there may need to be some human evolutionary traits/behaviors eradicated either by natural pathways of the evolution of our species or by genetically manipulating the human genome in future offspring. But really I am talking out of my a** right now and admit that I don't know nothing about nothing. I'm not much on board with the messing around with the CRISPR tech and going all mad scientist on gene editing/splicing and such but as someone who studied science in school, I can't help but be fascinated by the idea of DNA/gene editing. It is pretty cool

[@bobaorolicki536]

I can relate, similar story... Small steps... just keep going! Good luck!!!

[@MrAweeze]

Imagine having that crippling depression WITHOUT the bank account of a Fortune 500. While I know wealth can lead to misery, it sure beats dying in a ditch.

[@tlarson5422]

Yo guy... rogan had this geneticist on recently. They spoke at length about how half the population has a gene where they can't metabolize folate well and it screws everything up, since they pour folate over food. Check it out, they mention how it even affects the neurons responsible for thought.

[@MatthewEaton]

This is why it is a danger to assume people are fine just by going on what they are trying to show you. The human mind is a very complex organ, but it is also extremely simple in its actions. If you think a person could never be depressed, it might be they are struggling with depression the most. Thank you for sharing your story, AJ. We're better with you being so candid in a story like this and I appreciate you for doing this show and this episode.

[@jimconner3983]

lol

[@DeadSlayer0683]

I don’t believe that he killed himself… there’s too much coincidence involved… and the alleged depression and implied potential suicide is obviously a government tactic that they have used for decades…

[@keithlucas-t8o]

That’s right man you never know what a person is going through love everyone that watches the why files

[@thomasvilla6109]

You are a treasure and a credit to the human race, AJ. That includes you, too, Hecklefish as well as all your team. Keep being you. Thanks!

[@TheWhyFiles]

Thank you so much!!!

[@allthedamagedone]

This is one of the few shows that makes youtube watchable. Thank you so much for the hard work yall do.

[@Brisco_County_Jr]

Wish Coast to Coast was like it used to be. Why Files is as close as we'll ever get though. Love this show.

[@PadreMortalis]

Yeah, It's gone down a slope.

[@magneto9555]

I use to really enjoy Coast to Coast 😊

[@Brisco_County_Jr]

@magneto9555 I quit listening awhile ago. When the host got mad when someone asked why he doesn't cover the stuff they used to, I knew it was time to stop. It was never returning to the glory days.

[@edthomas6548]

This and Mr. Ballen are two of my favorite YT channels

[@silly_hammy1]

@@mcfcguvnors art was the best

[@AndreenMotorsports]

I dont think most people realize the amount of work it takes to run your channel. On behalf of all of your subscribers, Thank You AJ!!! We appreciate what you do, more than you know.

[@ramblingivy8100]

Yep. Please know that YOU are appreciated, AJ.💐

[@Cougelly1999]

You are right, so many topics that are new to me, and I was a Coast to Coast fan back in the day--I especially like to GoBekli Tepi updates

[@orun0810]

I second this. Hats off to you or running such a great and interesting channel

[@bigthicketforge]

Thank you for NOT deleting the depression part a fifth time. I know from experience how hard it is to set aside ego and admit personal psychological issues issues... That alone has made this my favorite episode. Thank you again brother, Thank you.❤

[@charylene211]

Amen! You said it best!

[@tathrok]

found the person who hasn’t ever suffered from clinical depression 😂 it’s ​@@410cultivar

[@TheWhyFiles]

This was a tough on me, emotionally. It really was. But if I can help just one person through a rough patch, it's worth it. Thanks for the kind words. 🙏

[@xyloeye]

Thanks, A.J. My wife of 50 years was recently diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease. It's so difficult now to not be sad and descend into depression. Thank you for your transparency. You can't imagine how valuable what you do is to some of us. Your channel is one of the few bright lights left . @@TheWhyFiles

[@joshc5541]

​@@TheWhyFiles AJ, I'm glad you left it in. Sometimes it takes hearing just the right thing in just the right way to make someone finally "hear" what they've already heard multiple times. You know you have a knack for presenting information with just the right language and tone. If it helps one person, it was worth leaving in.

[@Handley_DDS]

Long time lurker, enjoying the channel. Some time ago, i was on my way to my own M - cave. Made of depression, shame of myself and painful losses. I had the luck of being rescued out of it for friends and caring people. The struggle continues today, but therapy and family keep me fighting. One step every day. Thanks for being a new voice on depression. To anyone on what i call "the pain of being you", a big hug and keep going. We're not alone.

[@JuliaF60]

❤

[@mistletoe4961]

M caver here as well. I try to focus on anything but myself. I can send support out to others. 🤗

[@AJZ.Stories]

It's a daily practice for me. It's not easy, but it does get better.

[@The_Bigot]

People are such pussies nowadays. Feeling pity for themselves, desperate to be seen as victims.

[@28russ]

Thanks mate. It's kickin my fuckin arse lately. I could do with a hug.

[@DJBILLYHOPRODUCTIONS]

That jam at the end is so fresh and funky... this channel is so tight. Much thanks ❤

[@Simonize41]

I suffer with anxiety and depression and there’s one thing that helps me, and that’s this channel and I truly mean that. The team, the stories, the audience/chat and especially Heckle Fish telling us to buy a plushy fish toy at the end of each episode.😂😂You’ve no idea how much I look forward to that; the smiles and laughter it brings: Priceless. Thank you.🙏🏻 I hope Kenny Veach is alive, but at peace if not. Love you guys. God bless.❤️

[@hollyharris1874]

Me, too. And you're loved & accepted here! 💜

[@kvltvr6967]

We're all gonna make it

[@Simonize41]

@@hollyharris1874 Thanks Holly. Shine brightly.🙏💜

[@618DiarrheaSquirrels]

This channel helps me too! When I'm upset, whether it's sad or angry - I can pick any video and just tune out. It gives my senses a chance to rest so my mind has time to sort out my feelings. No lie, I turn the why files on often when I'm in a mood and it always helps, always!

[@Michijere77]

You are a hero for the depression talk. I’m laying in bed severely depressed for decades, watching this. It makes me feel not so alone.

[@c0ldsteal19]

Look into magic mushrooms! In small amounts they could actually help a lot.

[@Davis777_69_years_and]

Continue holding on brother. We got you

[@captainpinky8307]

you should do ozone therapy

[@goosequillian]

Could you people please learn to use lie and lay correctly? The average IQ has become so low in the 21st century...

[@holly7010]

You are not alone. You are stronger and more valuable than you realize. My mom told me once that our planet is a big puzzle with us being the pieces. If you throw away your piece then the puzzle is incomplete and it takes away the builder's joy.

[@YoutubeUser3k]

Don't feel embarrassed. I battle with depression myself. This channel is one of the few things in life that gets me out of my head, relaxes me, teaches me something, and makes me laugh. Thank you for sharing! Always looking forward to your videos.

[@monaevans8966]

I believe there are portals all over the world, missing 411,, lost w/o a trace, anything is possible! This is the best show anywhere,i dont watch any Tv,this is very informative & the research team is amazing!!! Thank you !!!

[@FreshSocks89]

Wish there were more channels like this out there, your research is thorough and you’re not completely sold on every conspiracy, you’re skeptical yet not dismissive. We need more of that

[@Aristos_Achaion]

You've also spoken my mind.

[@XpRnz]

Can't say this enough.. this is the best channel on KZbin right now. And much respect that you open up about depression and normalising it as it should be, no one should be afraid to show they are depressed because others are always there to help. Thanks so much for this great episode AJ!

[@Danxethenightaway]

This episode hit hard today. I’m going through something in my life that’s very hard. Thank you AJ for touching the topic of depression.

[@DemocratsReadMyBio]

So many are after the planned epdmc

[@Triple265]

You are loved❤

[@daydreamer1685]

If you’re going through hell keep on going ✌🏼

[@jcmick8430]

​@@distractionsinthewind9976epidemic

[@hollyharris1874]

Smart & artistic types seem susceptible to depression. Not saying I'm either, but I do have the lovely depression/anxiety dynamic duo ~50 yrs now. Be well, everyone! 💜

[@LauraAnn309]

Thanks for your kind and respectful words on depression. As someone who has suffered from it myself, I appreciate how you handled the topic and brought it to light. Prayers for Kenny ❤

[@dawnturner7010]

AJ, thanks so much for allowing yourself to be humble and vulnerable about your own struggles. You have likely helped more people than you know, my friend. ♥

[@polarbearlab]

Thanks AJ & HF! My brothers murder six years ago left me with depression that I deal with till this day. I really appreciate what you said AJ. Way up here in the Rockies suicide is very prevalent. We’ve all lost a lot of friends in this valley. Now the men here are very receptive to talking about depression. Opening up like you did helps other men be more open about what has become an epidemic. Much love my brother! ❤

[@1GoodDag]

Institutionalized man hate has run amok

[@bryanfukingfox]

Sorry for your loss, friend.

[@polarbearlab]

@@bryanfukingfox thanks

[@LúciaKitten]

I, too, am sorry for your loss!

[@polarbearlab]

@@LúciaKitten thanks

[@blakedaub6394]

Man. The feelings from the last part of the video were unexpected. You are such a magnificent and relatable storyteller. If I could afford it I’d sponsor this channel running, exactly how it is, inevitably. Bravo!!

[@BarelySocialExperiment]

I’ve struggled with depression my whole life and when it’s at its worst I’m grateful for distractions like your show. I love conspiracy theories ,debunking ,the ones that might b true . I also love humor and you blend it in great your channel is literally the only commercials I can watch on any median I’ve hated commercials and skipped them my whole life with tv it was always a bathroom break snack break time but I always watch yours. I loved a lot of cultural things but your show is my all time favorite. I hope you and your people have all the happiness and success there is to have . Your perspective and insight is something I truly look forward to my wife as well. I’ve heard some of these stories my whole life and would never take the time to go through them again but your opinion means so much that I’m going through rabbit holes I’ve gave up on long ago….

[@allenreed5350]

AJ, thanks for including the topic of depression. It made a lot of us feel better that we’re not alone with this issue. And Hecklefish makes everyone smile!🙃❤

[@rollergirldreams6092]

🥰 Yes Agreed!!

[@selalbrecht]

Thank you for sharing your personal struggles. There are many of us who struggle as you do, and we don’t to talk our support group. Thank you for speaking out. I can only believe our lives are destined to be Kintsugi.

[@matthewbecker7389]

Each week, I've watched the scripts, production and presentation becoming more and more refined, like some strange modern martial art that AJ and Moriarty are becoming masters of....and In doing so, each episode seems to be imbued with a little more heart and soul. But then there is this episode, which has so much loving, compassionate humanity radiating from it, it's almost overwhelming. Never change, AJ. 🙏

[@donnaschmink1801]

Amen! He is a treasure!

[@NoxAnexayi]

At first I was like "not another youtube video on the M cave". I've heard about the M cave so many times but nobody ever went this deep into Kenny's character. He seems like such a genuine guy. Him showing off his inventions you could see he was passionate about them. Thanks for giving us this point of view.

[@jedimindtrix2142]

I also got a very sad, childlike vibe there. Like someone trying to act happy. Something was definitely off with the dude at that point. I'm not saying he killed himself...who knows. I am saying that to me it seems pretty obvious that his energy and personality felt a bit forced to say the least.

[@johnnylego807]

I love your videos Brotha. You are one of the best channels on going in depth into these topics. Your research is always so incredible!! Thankyou again! Never stop posting!

[@fouuurr]

What I like about this channel is that it doesn't just scientifically and logically tackle every episode; sometimes AJ adds a twist of emotional storytelling.

[@CountrySurferr]

He would be proud to have made it on your channel. Lightwaves on your journey Kenny ❤️

[@JS1SaTx]

What you mean by that buddy?!

[@MikeD_]

He also totally would have been a fan of TWF.

[@Slaman5150]

I am a veteran in a rehab. The stigma is the hurdle. Thank you for always delivering a good story...now i respect your journey. Thank you for being strong and having enough courage to be vulnerable.

[@devinwalsh9293]

Thanks go to you as well. One day at a time👊🏼

[@gordonpsmith8958]

On behalf of everyone out here in Why Files Nation who’s fought the demons of depression in or throughout our lives, thank you for briefly sharing your own experience with depression. Every time someone respected admits this very human and faultless condition, society moves a little closer to eliminating its stigma - and perhaps for one or more viewers, your admission is the straw that broke Gertie’s back when it comes to getting the help they need. Thank you, AJ - from all of us.

[@dukeman7239]

stay strong my friend... remember it may seem far away but a step in that direction everyday before you know it you will be there

[@Dwoodman596]

There is no stigma

[@Dwoodman596]

@@gordonpsmith8958 What stigma?

[@mjmedrano417]

I just noticed that at 8:45, when Kenny Veach is mentioning the cave is about level with the ground is the same "cave" that Sean Horlacker found and can be seen at 20:05.

[@LucyLu1965]

You're ABSOLUTELY 💯 right!!!! Omg!!!

[@LucyLu1965]

Could he had actually entered & found something he shouldn't had? I believe that's the CAVE!!!!.. ppl should go & pull all them rocks out..😮 & answers will be answer.😶‍🌫️😶😳

[@TheKampfschaf]

I found the why files when i went through a very dark time in my life. You made me laugh after month of pure desperation and depression. You gave me back a spark of joy that felt lost to me. There is really no reason to be emberassed, we all need help sometimes and a mental illness is not different to any other illnesses. Thank you for helping me out of mine. You are awesome!

[@kimberlygodsil4168]

❤

[@gimmethemshoes3938]

I’m happy to know you got through it. Gives me hope.

[@Lhostel]

@@gimmethemshoes3938seek Jehovah / The Christ. If you’re not a believer, understood, but if / when your at your wits end cry out for him. You have nothing else to lose.

[@unsCANNIBAL]

I know how that feels. But it seems to me as life is just like a frequency. A series of ups and downs. And it can't always be up. Ik its hard. But try to be just as grateful for the low points as you are for the high ones. How you handle hard times will make you into who you are. Not everything will be in your control. Sometimes nothing will be. But how you react to the situations you encounter is 90% of what shapes your life. And that's always our choice. We're all in this together ❤ We're all blessed in one way or another. Much love.

[@TheKampfschaf]

@@unsCANNIBAL I get what you mean and in General i would agree. A Depression however is different to a down in life. Your life can be all sunshine and peaches and you feel terrible none the less or are even not able to feel at all and just kind of exist. You also don't get out of it without help 99% of cases. I had my ups and downs in life and try to take something positive away of every Situation may it be a lassen lernen. But a Depression is an illnes, there is no point and nothing you can do, except get the the help and time you need. The Crux is that Depression takes away your ability to fight, you just can't. In the great scheme of life an illness could be seen as a down of course. Much love to you too 💖

[@fhbaynes]

The last few minutes of this video defined you as one of the best on KZbin. Thanks for being so awesome.

[@wtf-nl6ii]

Thank you for being brave and sharing your personal story, AJ. Trust me when I say the world is a better place because you have overcome your obstacles. We love you! DS9 fans unite!

[@johnnylego807]

I love your videos Brotha. You are one of the best channels on going in depth into these topics. Your research is always so incredible!! Thankyou again!

[@MrRoybert]

The part about suffering depression was very touching. I struggle myself. Too many suffer in silence. Excellent episode. Thanks again, AJ, and Why Files crew. As always, you all produce top teir vids

[@TheWhyFiles]

Hang in there, my friend. You are stronger than you know.

[@MrRoybert]

@@TheWhyFiles always ♥️

[@katherinkeegan8601]

I resisted getting medication for depression because I thought depression meant I could not handle my emotions. When I talked to my doctor, he said it has nothing to do with my emotions but a chemical imbalance in the brain. After thinking about it that way I started mediation. Smartest move I ever made and wish I had done it sooner. After being on medication for a while, I marveled that my husband had wanted to marry me and could put up with me for so long before I got help. I even maxed out on one medication and found it was not doing the job anymore. After being off all medications for a while I realized I still needed medication. Since my original symptoms don't really exist anymore, I now need to find the right medication for the symptoms I have now. I have never forgotten what my doctor said. Considering how suspect everything (Food, paint, personal grooming products etc ..)is in our lives, it's no surprise the increase in depression and other mental health issues. If you or someone you know suffers from depression, just know that the root cause is a chemical imbalance in the brain. Medication can help along with other treatments as needed. Once on medication remember it only works if you take it as it's prescribed.

[@messgrey7170]

Depression is nothing to be ashamed of, but the feeling is weary understandable and human, super strong that you share this with us. And you do deserve all the support you get! Remember you are appreciated.

[@XBadger1]

Yes thank you. I'm depressive too and appreciate your honesty

[@kerryalfaro9437]

Exactly 💯💯😌!!!!! THANK God for the people who understand THAT HAVING DEPRESSIVE MENTAL DISORDERS IS A WHOLE DAILY STRUGGLE,& HAS TO BE REALISTICALLY ACCEPTED BY THE INDIVIDUAL AS PART OF THEIR DAILY LIFESTYLE

[@culturebreath369]

PDD all my life. Somehow I'm still here.

[@n01mportant]

As some one who suffers heavily from depression, I find it inspiring that you’re able to do what you do and do it so well. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability with us.

[@AtSafeDistance]

Hi friend. Please check into Magic Mushrooms. They work. Oregon just legalized them but you can grow them at home, its not hard and nobody is going to catch you. You can microdose so you don't even know you're taking them.

[@madmex123]

I was very hesitant to reply to your message, but I truly hope this helps you. I suffered from depression for more than 35 years. I went to therapy, took antidepressants, and tried hard to get better but with very little success. One day while searching for medication videos, I came across a guided meditation by Dr. Joe Dispenza. After finishing it, got curious and bought his book “breaking the habit of being yourself”, which taught me basically this: I trained myself to be depressed, by constantly reliving traumatic events over and over again, and by doing so, I also felt the feelings associated with such events, over and over again. My subconscious learned the behavior, and it became automatic. Now I didn’t have to think about my traumatic experiences to feel sad and scared; my subconscious made sure I felt that way, 24/7. I got better by doing the exact opposite. I trained my subconscious to feel better and after months of conscious work, I started to get better and better. Now, after 3 years of work I can finally say I am no longer depressed, I lost weight and my stiffness is almost gone. You can beat it too. Remember this: everything the mind creates is reversible. Please don’t think I’m telling you to abandon your therapy. I’m just telling you what work for me in hopes it helps you. God bless you and good luck.

[@perezvick37]

Thanks for bringing up mental health issues in such a tactful way. Much appreciated! ❤❤

[@ericachacon8337]

RIP Kenny. AJ, you really deserve all the success you're seeing with this channel, & more. I'm sorry to hear that you also struggle with depression (as do I, & many other listeners, I'm sure)... but thank you for making mention of it. It's important for people to know they're not alone, & don't need to feel ashamed if they can't handle it on their own & need some help. ❤

[@76booge]

This is honestly the best channel on KZbin. Its so well done, thought provoking, balanced and just so interesting.....it has it all.

[@erintraicene7422]

Thanks so much for speaking on depression including your own struggles. I literally have goosebumps right now, commenting immediately after listening to that part. Thank you thank you. And also - I hope you are proud you found the strength to not delete it from the script a “fifth” time . ❤

[@jeffanon1772]

Always be kind because everyone we meet is fighting battles inside that we never see....

[@purelightlove8888]

Awesome Story! I lived in Bullhead City/Phoenix & did tons of 4x4-in & hiking in the Mojave Desert, 8 years total… 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🇺🇸 Love your channel!!!

[@KingLascivious]

You have depression?.. dang man, I would’ve never guessed. I hope you know that you help thousands of people in their own tough times with your videos. You make a pretty big difference in the world and A LOT of people are better off because of you. We appreciate you man.

[@Charky32]

well a lot of people have depression, wouldn't be suprised if its a majority in today's society, but it's brave to say it out loud

[@Shastavalleyoutdoorsman]

Everyone does it's an emotion.

[@benalo13]

@@Shastavalleyoutdoorsman depression isnt an emotion, its much more than that. sadness is an emotion depression has a lot more attached to it

[@Baron_von_Fargone]

It just goes to show you should never judge a book by its cover ✌️

[@AndrewH9999]

Alot of people have it, but refuse to show you it.

[@paulastrawser3363]

I found this channel about a year ago and I can tell you that your weekly upload is always something I look forward too. I especially feel that way now because just being vulnerable to millions of people about your own struggles makes you even more relatable. I have recommended your channel to several people lately and I hope they subscribe so they can see just how awesome your stories truly are. Keep up the great work A.J and The Why Files team!❤

[@melvado]

"The why files" and "that chapter" are the two channels I watch religiously!

[@afraidofamericans01]

I had no idea I needed your message at the end. Struggling through a rough patch and it's somewhat comforting to hear that someone I admire greatly also occasionally struggles. Thank you. For everything.

[@markjackson3531]

good luck!

[@TengoWiskeyFoxtrot]

Depression is debilitating. And anxiety almost always comes with it. It’s an awful thing to live with, but there is always help within reaching distance. IT took me 25yrs of being a professional drug addict to figure that out. Thank you for sharing your struggles. I (and many others) understand and are fighting the good fight with you. 6yrs clean this November 💜 6yrs on the right meds helped me stay that way.

[@reeseoroni]

Oh boy, I already knew most of this story, but this version was fascinating and informative. It made me cry. I feel so horrible for Kenny and everyone who suffers from depression. sending healing vibes to those who need them.

[@footrot17]

Healing vibes

[@emeraldmermaid93]

No matter what depression says, its a liar. You are loved by millions of people AJ. And we are so appreciative of you and your work. My father and i bond over your videos and discussing each episode. You brought us closer together. We love you, from our family to yours 💖💖💖💖💖 and you rock too hecklefish lol

[@UrbanNoizeMusic]

Respect to you for opening up to us about your life and struggles AJ. It's admirable and helpful in so many ways.

[@pamelastorer8570]

I used to be a sporting caver. We had a few absolute rules and one was, you never, ever, cave alone. Our Club minimum was four people. Those who were killed caving got too cocky, and broke the rules, and one was a man who insisted on caving alone. He had an odd angle slip, broke his femur, and couldnt move. His body was found later .But many caves are very complex and are easy to get lost in, and they replicate the pattern, so it's like trying to find your way out of maze. I led a trip once into a cave like that, we got lost in a part called Contrary Leg, and we got out because I was able to gather everyone together and use each person's separate memory of bits and pieces put together to work our way out. He broke a major rule - not surprised he disappeared. And probably will never be found.

[@Artchick1972]

I am surprised he went alone. If possible try to never hike in general alone. I remember getting a flat tire on my bike while in the Everglades. I was 17 miles from home. I had no phone. It was that reason I bought my first cellphone in 2017 🤣🤣

[@ocker2000]

This video is an epic example of what KZbin can do that other media do not. The Why Files is made with the human factor in mind. It has heart. It jumps off the screen. Your team has found its calling. You make millions happy with your videos. Never stop!

[@sleepysagee]

Wow. This story was so inspiring and sentimental. 😢 I did not expect that beautiful ending talking about Kenny and his struggles and how one should fight your battles and not give up. I really hope we get more stories like this! It was something unique and I loved it. Stay strong everyone! ❤

[@TiffanyStarr2141]

We wouldn't have guessed that AJ. You're such a happy, funny, fun loving guy! I guess there is a lesson to be learned by AJ talking about his own struggles. Some times the happiest people have the most hurt inside them.

[@missourimongoose8858]

I believe robin williams has a saying for that, unfortunately I also fall into that category

[@dawisekrakken7026]

I’ve felt like Kenny and I still push on through. Life is too beautiful to give up.

[@claytonmutsigwa3323]

You are one of the finest friends that most of us here will ever meet. I know we dont know each other in person but it feels like you know most of us . Thanks for uplifting those of us who are weary hopless and tired of the world. Thanks again and again for reminding us that the challenges we are going through are even less compared to what other people are going through. 😢

[@YaO_MeaN]

As someone who lost his will to live and gained extreme amounts of weight and now I'm losing it and getting back onto society slowly but surely I appreciate you talking about your struggles.

[@AmorArdet]

🙂

[@Shaggy_Doo13]

The valleys that we go through only make you stronger and once you get back to the mountaintop..the view of life is truly inspirational. Keep your head up, you're worth it my friend.

[@Britdotcom]

The end of this video brought me to tears. Tears for Kenny and tears for such a beautiful platform you have. The pure talent that you have to make these riveting stories come to life and for you to be able to tie in such an important and personable topic just makes this channel absolutely a gem. Thank you so much for all that you do. Your videos are my absolute favorite.

[@JCG8935]

Thank you for being honest about Depression. Capital D. Your reach will really help people that feel they don't have a voice.

[@throngcleaver]

The fishing puns were hilarious! "I was being koi.", "You lured me over here.", "I need help tackling a problem." and on and on... 🤣 You guys are great!

[@marygoff3332]

What's with the weird hat? Oh, I'm sorry pot, you can just call me kettle. 😂 The pot calling the kettle black, since both had on weird head garb.😊

[@throngcleaver]

🤣🤣🤣 Yes! I hadn't heard that in years, so I really got a kick out of it. 😂

[@TropicalViking0]

I love how this video ends in a heartfelt note. This is my first time hearing about Kenny and his story, but I'm there with the people who love him and I hope he gets back home.

[@blacknetworkassociates]

This story broke my heart, I lost a cousin to depression, and at time can relate the constant struggle this world can bring, but the uplifting message AJ mentions in the show, gives hope to us all. Great storytelling and human being.

[@Byronic19134]

I just lost my job of 10 years after a severe depressive episode because I couldn’t call work, I was seemingly under a spell, and couldn’t get out of bed, talk or anything. It’s strange and people with depression are haunted by non stop intrusive thoughts. The only real way to help them is to never stop interacting with them, don’t give space, we don’t really want space, we just want to feel needed.

[@erikhoff5010]

Hope doesn't pay the bills. It, like dreams is an emotional process and doesn't do s#*t.

[@av8ferg237]

This is one of the best youtube channels. This is so entertaining and informative. Thank you for what you do. I appreciate you!

[@suegeew9727]

TOTALLY worth the wait. Thanks for addressing depression...it's at epidemic levels currently and few will talk about it. Your honesty is another reason you are so loved. Hecklefish is almost as good as antidepressants. ❤

[@phansternthephreake]

Of all your postings, this hits me on so many levels. I also used to spend a lot of time in the Mojave, and you could disappear very easily. Either by choice or by "other" reasons. I was lucky enough to always return. I feel for Kenny and his family and I hope they get closure one day. Thanks AJ, you touch the lives of complete strangers and not only entertain but also help some like myself. Thank you and Hecklefish, please keep it up.

[@fathercrixon]

Big fan of the channel but I don’t usually comment. Just wanted to say this episode brought tears to my eyes. Thanks to AJ and everyone at the WhyFiles involved in the production. RIP to Kenny Veach. 🙏🏿

[@StinkyBlack1]

Its not a real story wtf…

[@marinabrola]

​@@StinkyBlack1It is real in that Kenny Veach was a real person and we don't know what happened to him.

[@PlagueDoctorInc]

My wife was a big fan of your show, sir. Listening to you explore the various mysteries and conspiracies, from an objective standpoint, was the highlight of her day four times a month. She was Blackberry Fairy as a supporter on this video. She passed away a little over a week ago on the 28th, but I'm sure she's still watching your videos wherever she is now.

[@kasiehill5342]

I am so sorry for your loss

[@PlagueDoctorInc]

@@kasiehill5342 Thank you. I appreciate that. It's not something I ever wanted to have to announce. I always figured it would be me first.

[@Pocketrocket-pj1us]

That really....is...an impossible thing to have to deal with. I'm so sorry that it happened but hope you were able to enjoy the the best, that love has to offer. Sometimes life doesn't seem worth it but it's the little moments, that make all the difference. A dog's wagging tail A baby's first smile, the smell of a rose petal, or An inside joke with a friend, or lover. :) For you two, it was this show. Which my sister just told me about, a few days ago! I used to do the same thing as you but for us, it was watching laughing, at MST3K & Later, Rifftrax. It's tough to think of ever watching these things with another. It may happen, it may not but the important things are your memories. If you keep them alive. You keep them Alive. My Mother lost her 2nd husband, over 6 years ago and just started a new relationship, around a month ago, (she's 73!!). I can see the sparkle returning to her eyes but there's a time for everything. And I pray you can get through this time, today. I think you can do it and if you like it or not. You have a new friend, named Steve. So if you need help and you want an unbiased opinion, please let me know. Peace and Love from Montreal Quebec Canada :)

[@Michael.Murphy-o8y]

AJ is the coolest and most heartwarming dude ever. Such an honest episode. I love this guys channel.

[@myaschaefer6597]

My heart goes out to Kenny's daughter and the rest of his family. Loss of a parent unexpectedly is heart wrenching. 💜

[@moonralism]

I can't believe how upset hearing Kenny's story made me feel. He was the type of guy who wanted nothing more than to show the world his adventurous spirit and inventive mind. He stayed true to himself even if that meant going bankrupt and going as far as offering himself and his house to someone who was willing to buy his services (that video made me so incredibly sad, it was probably his last option). It's even more sad that he had so many people who loved and supported him and yet he most probably lost the battle with depression. It's heartbreaking how this treacherous disease can corrupt the minds of such amazing and free spirited people like Kenny. I will never forget his story and it will always serve me as a reminder that even the people who look the strongest, aren't safe from struggling with some of the darkest thoughts.

[@Morristown337]

He brought his firearm and the white truck guys were spooked and when it looked like he might reach for his gun they likely shot and killed him. They were the government so they knew of his mental history and made it look like a suicide. It wouldn't hurt to have a low dose rad meter for radiation detection out there.

[@michaelblaine6494]

The “help me” over and over is gut wrenching

[@leighterry943]

Wow, really nicely said, & u nailed it when u said depression is " this treacherous disease that can corrupt the minds' of such amazing and free spirited people like Kenny! " Sadly, I think this treachery afflicts us, all, at some point in time, to varied degrees, and others tragically struggle with it, like many, chronic diseases, so here's hoping, it doesn't affect you as a chronic disease! You're a talented writer, who writes in a clear, concise, and poignant manner which helps inspire me, as a would-be writer. Blessings & happiness! If you're part of the WF community, I look forward to seeing more of your well written comments! 😺🌟✨💫

[@moonralism]

@@michaelblaine6494 I can't even comprehend what he must've gone through...

[@moonralism]

@@leighterry943 Ah, yes, I'm a part of the WF community pretty much since the very beginning! Thank you so much for your comment because it's not often that someone leaves such heartwarming comments like yours. It really made me smile a lot, you kind stranger! 🥹🩷

[@DemiSamaKun]

atmospheric ducting in valleys can cause this effect that the dude described. If the cave has a low pressure side and a high pressure side it can cause a vibration bellowing. This can be a deep low sound that causes hearing issues and for some panic, shaking, nausea, and flight or fight in people. This is seen in high altitude locations with a mountain facing a strong wind front or high winds in valleys. I think what happened is he walked in saw an it has a channel entrance. Once in the mouth of the cave he got hit with the pressure and sounds and got spooked. He left and legit forgot where it was. He went back to check out the mines and it collapsed on the dude. Worse case is he took his own life or a wild pack of predators carried him off to a den and his body is yet to be found.

[@ianvanry2555]

This episode broke my heart. I have struggled with severe depression for 30 years. I understand the sometimes crippling effects it can have on you. All we can do is keep moving forward, one step at a time. If you're out there, come home. Your family misses you.

[@nayyarrashid4661]

How did you fight it off? I never thought about it but it seems I do as well. I had a history but nowhere like I am now.

[@blackhawk5903]

you are not alone. I am 28 years. just turned 28 yesterday. I have depression as well. I keep failing in life but i keep trying but i sometimes fall short it is hard.

[@aranrees]

@@nayyarrashid4661 connection is key. Be with people.

[@csbsdunbar]

I'm praying for you and hope you find the light but don't be afraid of drs help if you haven't checked into it.

[@maggie27377]

​@@blackhawk5903if you are continuing to try, then you're not failing 😊 I read that recently and I hope it helps encourage you. Take care.

[@TehOak]

This 40 minute video felt like 5 minutes. Amazing stuff AJ. Never stop!

[@loripalmieri1205]

Even after 2 rewinds I danced my little jig to the ending credit song, as always, and walked away wanting more, as always. Love ya AJ, as always ❤

[@therealghostgirl]

So true!

[@jondavies7593]

Thank you AJ. Especially for sharing your own personal challenges. That’s so courageous, you have my immense admiration. Good luck & kind regards, Jon

[@curbozerboomer1773]

It is quite common for creative, intelligent people to experience depression...they feel the negative vibes of living a little more than most.I like the message that AJ gave us...even though I think this Kenny dude was, shall we say, a little bit Kooky!

[@donhearn2248]

This channel is insanely well done.....great narration, great pacing...a touch of humor to keep it from getting too dark.....that silly silly theme song....lol love it....

[@andyslusher]

A simple but heartfelt thank you for leaving “the 5th edit” in the video. It’s important for those in dark places to know that all of us, even those with the best channel on KZbin, can experience depression. But more importantly, we can persevere and come through it intact. Again, thank you.

[@kat1331Wf]

AJ I love how you conclude stories especially when they include a sensitive subject matter. You are a phenomenal storyteller but even more so your empathy and compassion always shines through. Listening to a Why Files episode is something I always look forward to. You’re a superstar, keep going! ✨👏

[@carmaela2689]

I really hope this channel does not change a single thing. Never being in any other writers or producers or anything. It's perfect just as it is!