Kevin Smiley - Paralyzed (Official Lyric Video)

[@igoweast9127]

I've been sober for 2 years, I feel so much better physically, but mentally I'm drained. I needed this thanks brother.

[@qsidz]

Not gonna lie to you brother it is mentally draining every day but I still find myself relapsing. Just keep trying to better yourself the same way I am.

[@jordancastaneda2008]

I was never able to do it on my own. I couldn't ever make it long. You gotta surrender the rest to someone much bigger brother. Put your life in the hands of God, He'll set your feet on higher ground 🙏🏼 God bless you

[@KittyY-p5e]

952 days in here. You’re not alone. Feels like every day got worse. I look back and I can see how I’m better. I don’t like to be good, or well. But shit I’m doing it

[@z.j.elston4623]

I was in the shoes you're wearing. Sobriety didn't fill the hole that the alcohol did. So I dig in, focus and keep pushing forward. Still was in a hole. Brother believe me when I tell you, Jesus changed my life. Sobriety wasn't my endgame, Sobriety was the road I needed to be on to be able to see him. Even if it isn't Jesus, I pray you find peace.

[@ThatmanZach]

Wish I was as strong as you guys❤ keep up the hard work

[@chefryan6832]

660 days no alcohol and this hits home real tough. Great song and hopefully it helps others.

[@imogensmith4557]

Tears streaming down my cheeks thinking of my sweet son -- Please don't feel dead inside -- I love you so much!!!

[@kimberlyholsworth8993]

My son has fought addiction & depression for several years now and I just shared this with him. He’s been clean for over a year now. This song is SO DAYUM real & raw truth 😢🙏🏻

[@knuckinfuts556]

I've been clean and sober for 5 years, 3 months, and 22 days....and I'm tired. I will never give up, but I feel the fight I fight to stay alive everyday. This song reached me on a level that I can't put into words. Thank you.

[@CaseyKc-rx6xl]

I am 37 years old and I feel this song to the core as I have been in this path of destruction doing the same stuff as well just not a drinking problem if you guys feel me so this song I’m going to listen too everytime I start feeling some type of way if you get me like this comment.!.?… prayers for all of in need 🙏🙏🙏

[@abbigailhoffart1499]

I'm 32 and I feel you on this. I'm not a drinker, I have other vices. Not crazy heavy but still hard.

[@jeffwilliams2226]

Anyone dealing with the struggles, know your not alone and know your strong enough to accomplish anything.

[@NessaLov3]

This made me tear up because everything he’s saying I’ve heard my bf say a lot and he tries to fight his addiction of drinking everyday. Unfortunately he doesn’t always win and he drinks until he blacks out. A whole different person when he has too much. I am scared to wake up everyday and wonder if I’ll get a call that I don’t ever wanna get. But then again his mama never really liked me because he’s the baby and I don’t think she would ever call me if something happened to him. 😭 lord be with this man and everyone of us that fights our own addictions. I pray for the easiest hardest days coming our way. Thank you for this song

[@anthonyilardi8478]

My life has been so crazy :( , watched my dad get murdered , been abandoned , ive given my all and given pain in return , was with my brother for the last 2 weeks of his life in the hospital as he begged to stay alive but they couldnt save him after his 3 time having endocarditus and alrdy had open heart surgery , just last week my mom had a biopsy and has stage 3 lung cancer and im fighing for every min to spend with her cause when she goes i will be truely alone thats it alone , as for me im 37 ive had clean time and give it back because during those even though everyone is happy for me and everyhting is well me myself i am not okay and i am not happy , so here i am again clean but im not ready to be alone i should be but im just not. i talk to no one , i have no one and i been to jail for yrs here and there ive asked for help with mental health+ addiction treatment all i ever do is o what they say and progess as i should but its never helped i can experince joy in moments of laughter but as i sit down each night i feel like i could melt like candle wax into a puddle only to be reshaped and set on fire again. i have to be care to never cry cause when i do it becomes immensly hard to stop and i have rapid and repeated images of my loved ones who have died and it takes sometimes up to 20-30 mins to regain control of my mind to stop crying but everytime it gets worse and harder to come back to reality . I know all things come to an end and im terrified of that to i just want to live a good life so when its my time i am able to go where my family. R.ip Daniel Ilardi , Matthew ilardi , MiMi , Joeseph and louis ilardi.

[@philipsmith2627]

I can't say anything that can truly make you feel better. But I wish I could. Just know that you aren't alone. I fear the same things. I will be 48 December 3rd. I just lost my father after multiple heart attacks and he had a heart pump put in was given up to 5 years to live. He made it 3, Died July 12th, 3 months ago, already lost all my grandparents, aunts. Uncles. Had one brother. We were close all our lives. We were also addicts never alcohol really, it was weed , pills., coke. meth, We got clean on our own different times in relationships, his failed he moved home with mom and dad before he passed, I met a girl moved to SC with her started a new life but couldn't afford to visit much. One year with me gone my mom is alone in a house fire, Almost died. 90 percent of body burned. Nine skin graft surgeries later they made her a face. Nose and ears and her hair grew back and she looked almost not a burn victim with make up. Then the next year after relapsing my brother did some bad meth. Dad broke into his room after he didn't come out for 12 hours. He was dead in the bed, Died after doing a few lines and laying down with a headache. Died 12/13/14. I had a previous divorce in 02 lost custody of my only daughter in 05 after going to jail over a fight at a club. Haven't seen her since then. I do still have my girlfriend from SC we moved back when finding out Dad was dying in few months. Didn't want mom to be alone. She is the only living family member I have left. After Dad died they were together 54 years. She can't cope or move forward even though I'm here with her she wants to die and be with Dad again. I dream of my lost loved ones and start having panic attacks and crying in my sleep and my gf wakes me up and I'm shaking and can't stop for about 20 minutes. She tries to keep me strong as I do have her love and Im not alone but feel at any moment I can be. I stay depressed and bottle up all the pain then relapse on Xanax then clean up and months later fuck up again. After losing dad mom over medicates.i fear she will OD or I will and my gf has us as her burdens trying to save us from ourselves. She's at the brink of leaving me if I don't try to not look back and look at a future we can have together but as I watch this world falling apart I don't see a future and can't get over the past. I overdosed twice before I met my girlfriend. Moving to SC starting over I did good for almost ten years till my brother died then moving back home I'm back in the room I technically died twice in but dad found me and did CPR and once I was shocked back second time narcan saved me. So now it's us 3 trying to make it in this shit world trying to save mom and myself and not lose my girlfriend that is the only positive person trying to keep us both from giving up. I feel selfish and bad for her but thankful and love her. But the dark days come and watching Mom withering away is so hard. But your story touched me and I felt part of your pain and wanted you to know I'm a stranger but I relate and care and you can friend me on Facebook and talk if you like. Just don't give up. Hang on to your mom and love her all you can while you have her. As I am doing the same with mine and my girlfriend. I'm praying for you and I hope we both can make the best of what time we have left on this place. I'm in Georgia now, born and raised here. Used to have friends but once you are down and out and a depressed person you find out in most cases they aren't really friends and they all fade away or are dead too. Alot of mine died. But friend me if you want and cool if not just know that you aren't alone and there are ones like you out there that lost it all and are hanging in there by a thread. Take one day at a time and find an outlet for the pain. I write poetry and listen to music and watch movies. Keep your mind busy when the darkness is creeping in and drowning you. Take care dude.

[@dontayecason7137]

Sober since last October and still going strong🤘🏾

[@jeremyadcock8249]

Congratulations on your 1year mark !! Keep going strong !!

[@JBWorkshop90]

Over ten years sober still feel like this sometimes

[@Godbodydee]

No bs u hard for taking this genre and running with it....keep pushing God bless you

[@erikkibler3466]

I’ll be 40 this year.this year marks 3 years sober after a 25 year black out.i never thought I’d get sober.i was a mess.but here i am.you have to find your thing in life to live for.mine was art and music.they have both saved my life several times.great song man.def relatable.i wish you much success 😊

[@jeffedwards823]

Should have a MILLION VIEWS

[@hunchotj3388]

He next up I swear🔥🔥

[@kathrynposey4250]

Never related to a song so much from my past! This is exactly how it felt when I was in my addiction!

[@eastonhaugh4144]

My favorite singer of 2024. Excited for what is in store ❤

[@Nunya_Beezwax]

Right there with you bro. Been this way for 20 + years. Now I've had to send my mother to a nursing home, and I can't see any reason to stay around anymore..

[@mackmixedit]

Glad I’m here before the BLOW UP!!! Stay true to who you are on the way up bro…. PEACE…

[@mm1kbeatzofficial]

wow ! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 I feel this one ☝️ HEAVY !!! I’m jamming this down the Seward Highway in Alaska 🚘 🎵 🔊

[@MikeRobNxtBestArtist]

Good music never gets the respect it deserves ... Blessings brotha. Keep doing ya thang

[@513Kingjay]

This should have been at 1m such a relatable song 🎶

[@SwedePotato314]

I wouldve had 6 years clean Oct 23 but my husband of 8 years died of a cocaine overdose on August 31. I gotta try again.

[@kennethwilloughby2036]

Sorry to hear 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@TopherCat]

His strength is now within you forever. Make him proud 🫂

[@SwedePotato314]

@TopherCat ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you. Means so much to me b

[@bertha_p38jordan73]

I don’t drink anymore for recovery, it really messed me up, but it was the best thing I’ve ever changed in my life Now I’m doing much better love your music

[@SundyStanford]

Somebody sign the young man!!!

[@funnyfrog1522]

That voice! Awesome!!! Keep up the good work.

[@BeckySnow-q8x]

God has a purpose for everyone never give up on yourselves

[@Chrysaor117]

Back when I used to party more and had no goals I used to DD all the time even when I’d be blackout and wouldn’t remember driving. One night I crashed and it wasn’t too bad but the car was totaled. It was at a time when I felt no one cared and I felt pretty worthless. I’m doin so much better now. But shi seeing the comments I hope the rest of yall stay good and healthy and happy man.

[@Schwiftyganks]

been waiting on this for like 2 years

[@ondemandmediagroup]

Mannnn this is deep a lil dark but still beautiful Some harmonies or vocal accompaniment would DEF sound awesome on the hook for sure . 🔥

[@maseratigang5228]

keep winning n kicking ass

[@W33derman556]

This is the most beautiful song I heard in like 2 years

[@Jp-sy8hb]

Shit hard lil bra keep going! We can make all genres!!

[@lucken420]

I used to take drugs with my brothers and drink heavy we all had our own problems then I lost all my brothers nothing makes any sense anymore but all males we will be at peace one day

[@PastorJosephHallSr]

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@saleen2621]

Wow this was amazing 👏 love it!!!! 🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯🤟💪

[@alexmoroney2124]

This shit is gas should be number 1

[@StevenRamsey-eb2ue]

This song should be in the dictionary under the word addiction!

[@GabbrielRanslem]

Your song has been helping me more than you know, thank you ♥️

[@coriebutler2417]

Thank you brother. Needed this more than you could ever know

[@MattMessick-j6b]

Don't stop what you're doing! That's pretty work.

[@JosePosada-ty6qd]

I need a bit of danger to feel alive man I felt that especially when I was out there on drugs and beer while driving I’m like 2 months sober

[@johnharris7820]

Wow bro, who are you coming around opening up feelings. Keep it up, great sound I’m hooked . I will be sharing

[@trevorstrickland4905]

Song been on repeat since I found it

[@drkyliespeaks]

THIS song gets me everytime!!

[@damondremason2588]

🙌🏾🔥🔥🔥

[@leowood3865]

Lungs of a legend!!

[@KeadrianBrumfield]

Looks like you just got yourself a new fan Kevin smiley

[@irabender5582]

Gave me chills

[@dominicpessagno2950]

I’m a fan brother…..keep up the grind!!!! You got a lot of potential 💯🔥🥹

[@WilleJohnson-vs9dm]

He gone be the next big thing watch deondakid already saying it

[@Tn86531]

I dont understand how this has under 100k views so far love this song brother keep doing your thing

[@THE-GONJA-DRAGON]

I like this so much

[@Soggybottomboyzrc]

As an x-addict I fuck with this song!

[@Opium_opium5]

He’s so talented

[@JokerKnowsArt]

Wel then Sir!!!! Happy New Subscriber!!! Wow!!!!!

[@bigflea4259]

This kept me out the store today

[@kevinreza7494]

I don’t know you or you me. But I’m proud of you for that only those who struggle know the war with ourselves every second of the day to make it through and you did that today . Most of all be proud of yourself for this is no easy task.

[@poopybutt291]

I’m proud of you too. Hope you know you are loved.

[@MM-oz4kq]

Man this hits hard as f**k. This is an absolutely amazing song. I feel like I can relate to it

[@satharitlam23]

Damn, me rn.

[@cruisinsillaf9671]

Watched a few great ones go my sister being the hardest thing song is actively pulling me out of something I know for fact is to dark to come back from this and my lil girl she is why I breath ❤️ miss you sis

[@justin.2guns]

82 in a 25 bros flying through them school zones😂😭

[@chaptermasterd9362]

Im late, but finally! Been waitin on this one

[@officialfoo]

Love it! Legendary

[@Zettie2023]

Your amazing voice ❤️😢💔

[@caseyenquist]

He sounds better live honestly 🤌

[@dannychairez9925]

❤ 🔥🔥🔥

[@rickspanish190]

Fighting the battles of addiction rn I wanna be free and feel the tru me

[@loreeciarkowski4903]

Says so much. You need to go on the Voice or AGT

[@deezee612]

That's how he popped off

[@benmcmahan2974]

This song hits when your going 120

[@Yung_p3dr0]

Good song bro

[@gfendi5037]

Buddy look to god i struggle with pain pills and alcohol myself this song is beautiful

[@luchinwright3049]

Got a new follower buddy

[@kingaristadal2566]

❤

[@lucken420]

This was me too a t when my brother passed !! Thank gawd I pushed and got better

[@charlenesterling4071]

Beautiful voice hoping he gets a big hug 🫂 .Because the lyrics are a bit scary for someone of a young age.

[@neverGuessed1]

❤❤

[@rickeedavenport1738]

I know the feeling!………

[@tylerpapiomitis521]

Damn.

[@Theviews101]

Found you in the dirt 💎

[@SANDLETOAST]

Broke down and drank today, not out of the woods yet.

[@ThtUglyGuy]

I hope you made it out put it down and lift you’re head high

[@ptwessling]

Same. One day though, God willing

[@lahatchet]

NEED A FEATURE MY G

[@kennethbraden9764]

My heads too fucked up to quit drinking.

[@axisgalaxis]

Liver , kidneys n brain will eventually quit functioning at optimal level. , n you will know it’s time to get sober ! If your one those ur lucky cuz there are those that addiction shuts down liver , turns en yellow puts em in rehab or psych wards only to get out n be dead in less than 2 weeks cuz can’t stop using ! (Seen this( . So yea! Ur choice to put your insides through all that or try hard at staying sober ! Not bad on this other side ! Feel less crappy , dr will say your liver n kidney functions are better n less brain fog , but daily social bull crap is like a train horn in your head telling u go back to that chemical enhanced state. But u gotta push past , that n find those other life beauty moments to live for. Just need one ! A child , a mom , dad , a dog , cat ,wife girlfriend , friend or simply ur health n will to live 🤪! Really on d line , n hopefully u don’t take someone else’s life (only ur own ) on one bender, so yea try hard to stay clean ). Good luck folk in this crazy fast adventures called life ! May ya all get lucky n land on that life path ya belong on that keeps ya sober n and in max health n operating n d DEVINE MAXIMA MODE(see GOD in everything ) ✌️

[@rondemeio5337]

Dude needs to think Fleetwood Mac since they actually wrote the melody of the song years ago

[@brandons3331]

@@rondemeio5337 I bet he knows the difference in think and thank lol not just an ignorant hater you’re also fuckin stupid. If you’re gonna hate at least use proper English.

[@dominicdisalvo7116]

Stay sober

[@JuiceLuh]

TikTok did it again

[@trenchtraveler]

Well I'm still on drugs do made feel thus one

[@GabbrielRanslem]

It’s okay I’m still drinking and same ❤

[@Brody.W]

Jesus Christ of Nazareth

[@clintmazyn3564]

If I don't need him more than ever. Nothing worse then trying to give it all to him to just go back to the old stuff then distance your self from him cuz you feel ashamed and a failure. I just keep fighting these demons

[@BackwoodsOfBama]

I hear JellyRoll in this song. Anyone else? Like it sounds like one of his song. Good Song tho

[@mm1kbeatzofficial]

Would love to get a verse on this 👌🏽 HMU bro 🤙🏽☝️👌🏽💥🔥🙏🏽🔊

[@TravisDeal-gw7dg]

I'm sorry world 😢

[@James_Topher]

Without the LORD you’ll have this depression because there is no hope to the afterlife.

[@rondemeio5337]

My God this boy just straight out stole this Fleetwood Mac song, I really wish people would learn how to make their own music and quit using samples of already famous music. I can't even try to like this song because it's a blatant and rip off

[@onepiece_is_real_w]

Once again, same song. It’s been to long. This is played out. You need new material or you ain’t going anywhere man. Enough with this same damn song. You let your fans down.

[@Strat10100]

I just heard this for the first time today. Trust and believe people need to hear this. I’ve shared it. The mental pain you can feel from this is overwhelming.

[@poopybutt291]

It’s weird you say this because so many people have had this song on repeat since finding it, myself included. You write from experience. He experienced this 🖕

[@mvoperry6816]

As far as what I’ve found, he only has two songs. You wanna put me on to the others? 😂