Kiki's Delivery Service & YouTube Burnout

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[@TK_Brainslug]

Take a break if you need, we aren't going anywhere

[@raptorjaune7588]

Please, make this one top comment guys

[@ziweiwang1704]

And his parents are seriously awesome, if Patrick can't come up with idea, he could always film some random stuff with the Wilhelms

[@ziweiwang1704]

Dang, I misspelled everything lol

[@fizcrackdadon8178]

Ja, keiner geht! Super Kanal, ich liebe dein Zeug!

[@aaronbiehl]

That's what the subscription is for. We're definitely staying subbed.

[@MrThebadger200]

Only parents should be allowed to do ad reads from now on for every KZbin channel

[@aderita209]

Samuel c137 it’s the first time I stayed for an ad...hahaha it was great.

[@aadityabhattacharya]

Yes & I am still waiting for Dad's lasso explanation.

[@endTHEhegemony_Today]

Oh my God, I couldn't click away from that ad. They were the cutest!!!

[@RealEngineering]

What?! You mean there is an alternative stress reliever to drinking a lot of alcohol?

[@jatinsinghyadav5941]

Focus on engineering not in filmmaking

[@g.x.i4074]

Have you tried ice cream? Works for me. =) Big fan of your channel btw, keep up the good work.

[@doctaflo]

you two know each other???!

[@samanjj]

It’s a conspiracy I tell you!

[@TalDSruler]

With the wonders of anime, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

[@FullFatVideos]

This video has summed up so much of how I've been feeling with my own work lately, right up to the point mere minutes before this dropped into my subscriptions. Thank you for being so honest, and capturing all my frustrations. I hope this channel never stops, but if you need to take a break - we'll be here when you get back.

[@songsfordustmites]

You two are my favorite KZbinrs

[@danmetz8676]

A reminder that this goes for you too. Please don't burn out.

[@helenl3193]

@Malou Lewin or a union, maybe? (not being sarcastic, I think workers supporting each other is hugely important and beneficial)

[@robspalding9385]

I love watching your videos, but I'd rather get one every six months where you loved it than regular ones where you're being worn down. Why not do Q&A's when you need a break? Literally film yourself on a couch answering our questions. Then you still get content up for the almighty algorithm, but you can also take two weeks off because you can probably do that one in a day.

[@tatehildyard5332]

I like that idea.

[@matthewmckibben]

I second all of this. We'll be here no matter how long it takes between videos and the Q+A thing would be a way to keep the algorithm thing chugging along. Those might even help it if they become popular.

[@jennyraylen8410]

This is a great idea!

[@bibliophilecb]

Seconded!

[@aria5614]

Agreed. Something casual thats less stressful.

[@HowardAltEisen]

Having your parents do your shilling is straight big brain and I love it

[@Kage-jk4pj]

The take, has a video very similar to this on how the movie appeals to overworked melannials. So it's no surprise this movie really appeals to you at this time of your life. The movie just captures the essence of overwork so well.

[@aimeemariet]

I've been watching this movie when I am overwhelmed and artistically blocked since it was first released in the US, and I had 3 shitty jobs to put myself through college at the time, so some of the gen-xers are there too. My habit of this movie when I feel shitty and burnt out is now old enough to drink.

[@haldir108]

I don't particularly see kiki being overworked though. I think of it way more as a movie about slumping than burnout.

[@3dnygma]

"Spirited away is Miyazaki's best movie, but Kiki is still my favourite" I FELT THAT

[@MarkQuick0411]

3dnygma Tht hit me in the soul

[@BB-kc4bs]

SAME

[@jussiparkkonen9853]

3dnygma my thoughts exactly

[@rickifriki]

Same thing here bro.

[@Bananaism99]

I love your mum and dad x look after yourself man

[@tatehildyard5332]

Their presence in the video made me happy. I love how enthusiastic they were to shoot more Patrick Explains.

[@hadinasrallah8928]

lmao those arent his parents

[@Vorfalath]

Hi, I'm crying on my lunch break at work because this is too relatable. I had the same epiphany of sorts with Kikis about two years ago because of burning out, and I'm in the middle of burning out again with my work. I had already booked myself a week off at the end of the month (this our slow period) to really take a breather of some variety, but your description of that feeling that "if I work really hard now, and get those numbers up, THEN I can relax" and it never actually happening that way has been getting me super down I will be here to watch your videos, and I'll love them even more if you're rested and taking care of yourself. I wish the algorithm and these platforms that have you create content and make tons of money off of it just to give you a piece would be more generous. You deserve incredible, good things without having to break yourself to get them. Lots of love 💜💜💜

[@christinecastro7212]

I can also relate. I work for myself and I think people think being your own boss is somehow less stressful but it isn't.

[@RetepAdam]

We’ll be here, dude. And those 40-minute videos can always be two-parters, which suddenly means hey, you’re ahead now.

[@UrMuddur]

Patrick’s parents are my favourite characters in the Willems cinematic universe

[@HelloFutureMe]

Really relate to this to myself. Chasing a goal on KZbin that probably isn't real and will never eventuate. Good talk man 👍

[@destro6971]

Hello From the Future. You’re still doing great man, stay groovy. 🤘🏼

[@robwhitmore3040]

Just checks your channel and you're at just over 1 mil subs now. Nice too see :)

[@WritingOnGames]

"The last video was supposed to be a way more ambitious one, but I was struggling to figure it out. So I swapped it out at the last minute with a simpler one... and even that was a challenge to finish." This whole video hit me real hard. Been feeling a lot of the exact same anxieties this year and it means a lot to know, at least, that I'm not alone in that.

[@davidmadsen2386]

Such a great video! Another thing I really loved is how Kiki is paid in the film. She doesn't have a set fee, instead she just kind of excepts what ever chum change people throw her way. And it's obvious that while her clientel apprieciates her, they also don't pay her that well, even though she acts like it in the film. There's this throwaway scene where Kiki sees some nice shoes, she wanna buy. But we never see her go back and get them. So she can't be making that much. As someone who has been working in the freelance writing industry for next to nothing for three years now, I'm properly projecting... But it still yet another element of this film that I love.

[@CaptainRaccoonWhitly]

As a courier myself, I can relate. Especially when Kiki helps out that elderly lady around the house and is worried that she was overpaid. There've been times where I've received bonus tips without warning for being punctual and immediately felt guilty for getting more than the required value of what I was delivering.

[@JINORU_]

There's something to consider about the sabbath. Its less about adhering to some obscure commandment and more about taking time to refresh for the week's work.

[@segamble1679]

Sabbath! That's an itch I can scratch, but if all you're doing is resting so you can be more productive, you're missing the point of Sabbath. Eugene Peterson calls that a "bastard Sabbath" (love that guy). Keep diggin' on the Sabbath thing, but hunt for more meaning than just "productivity" or "optimization". Blessings.

[@trillo3332]

@@segamble1679 You beat me to it. 😉

[@JINORU_]

@@segamble1679 Rest can mean more than lack of productivity. Of course what Sabbath means is moving from the profane work week into the spiritual realm, letting the work week person rest and put your focus and efforts on different pursuits. Either way, it helps the rest of the week, which was my point.

[@jmalmis]

The extra material on that Blu-Ray is delightful, especially if you're swedish. It has a nice japanese lady walking around Stockholm and Visby like it's a fantasy land. She imagines Kiki flying around the towns, asks shop owners about trolls and witches etc. Watch it if you haven't.

[@mrflipperinvader7922]

The best version is the first edition disney dub released on dvd

[@heeeyyy2947]

I love the modern critical lens that this film's been receiving -- how it so perfectly captures the struggles of artists, millennials, or just anyone who feels beaten down by expectations -- it's always been one of my favorites, ever since I was a kid, but nowadays I feel like I resonate with it even more now than I used to

[@Alexrieser]

If Every Frame a Painting came out with a new video today I'd still go straight over to that channel and watch it. Relax Patrick we're here with you

[@OlleLindestad]

"It looks like a combination of Paris and Stockholm." Stockholm and Visby, actually! (Old medieval city, also located in Sweden.) These were the two locations Miyazaki visited to scout out location concepts for the movie.

[@karl1ok]

I'm feeding you by feeding the algorithm. Full watch minutes, upvote and comment! I need you here for the long run, Patrick!

[@Lance_todd]

been feeling similar lately. i stopped putting pressure on myself to be doing something at all times and just started enjoying my time. freelancing and filmmaking full time means your brain is never off. you're always brainstorming and planning your next move. we teach ourselves to always be "on" for survival. relaxation will let us live longer. i know you mostly said all of this more eloquently, but just know most of us are feeling it.

[@ComicDrake]

God, this whole video is a big mood and I needed to hear it.

[@noahr4951]

Patrick, when a person cares about their work the way you do it can be difficult to finish projects. Please keep doing what you do because you produce some of the very best work available on the KZbins. Thank you for all your content.

[@tophtopherson8920]

Holy crap your parents are the cutest ❤️

[@joshuageraldbutler8037]

I thought you were about to ask your parents to make one video a month while you go on your mini vacations.

[@Visuwyg]

Mini vacations? You mean weekends?

[@Dorian_sapiens]

I would 100% watch those!

[@SuPeRNinJaRed]

House in the woods to watch Kiki's Delivery Service? What a perfect setting! Also, thank you for your incredible insight into this incredible movie, it really gives it a whole other meaning. I often thought the ending was a little disjointed but your explanation made me appreciate it in a whole new way. The beauty of movies, books, art, music, videogames etc they can inspire you in so many ways and without having to say it, in this instance they can help you cope. To see your current situation from another point of view. Simply excellent Patrick, THIS IS YOUR REASON TO FLY!!!

[@SuPeRNinJaRed]

Also you are a perfect blend of your mom and dad you look exactly like BOTH of them!!!

[@JakeSchoenberg]

Kiki’s Delivery Service is also my favorite Miyazaki film. Thank you for putting the beauty of this film into words in a way I never could. Your work means a lot to some many people. Please always remember to take care of yourself.

[@RelativelyBest]

I know this is all about managing stress and burnout but I just remembered how Kiki's Delivery Service has, like, the best flying scenes I've ever seen in anything and now that's all I can think about.

[@ValveGuides]

This video hit home so much. Thank you for making this! You have no idea how impactful this video was for me.

[@charlievela6720]

I work in recording and music production, and feel THE EXACT SAME WAY. Impossible deadlines, constant self-doubt, and a guilt that surrounds being burned out at a "cool" job I should feel lucky to have. It's eerie when a total stranger starts describing the inner turmoil that surrounds productivity and self-worth and it sounds exactly like my own inner monologue. Thank you so much for your candor and honesty. It's helpful to feel like you're not alone.

[@Slackerman]

I only recently discovered your channel, but took no time at all in tearing my way through your archives. You helped remind me what I love about film after going through my own burnout. You've got a fan for life.

[@KaiCrafted]

I left my career four months ago when I felt this way. Take a break Pat, you deserve it.

[@jarentankersley7467]

We love ya Pat, take as much rest as you need. We don’t mind waiting.

[@segamble1679]

You're an amazing creator Patrick. Thank you for all your hardwork. I can significantly relate to your struggle, and I hope your continuing work on achieving balance and practicing wellness succeed fabulously. Also, that's one of the few times I've watched all the way through the endorsement -pure gold. Give your parents a hug from KZbin.

[@bobcharlotte8724]

This spoke to me so much. I make games and we are in crunch now. I live on the other side of the world, away from friends and family. I am burning out. Your mum asking "Is there anything we can do?" put a tear in my eye. Love your parents. I smiled when I saw them :) Take the time you need Patrick. We will be waiting! Back to work...

[@rbdriftin]

Fantastic video as always. Don’t work too hard, your well-being is more important!

[@hhanonymous]

Patrick! You gotta take care of you. Loved your little homage footage to Kiki (like sighing on your parent's counter, and making pancakes), plus your parents are adorable and loved how they read the sponsored segment at the end! While having higher ambitions for each video is a good thing, quality vs quantity while improving is a hard balance. But when you were talking about the ever increasing runtime of your videos, I have to say that try to aim a limit for a video's runtime. Like for instance this video at 14:00 is perfect, anything that's longer than 25 minutes can be a chore for most viewers. I know it's more of an investment but have you considered maybe working with an editor? Kiki's Delivery Service is my favorite Ghibli film too, plus don't worry, I also cried recently during the "fly" scene as my recent struggles resonated those of Kiki's and of yours illustrated in this video when I was introducing the film to my nieces and nephews earlier this summer. Anyway always a fan of your videos and look forward to them, take as many breaks as you need to keep your mind sharp and from being overwhelmed. All the best.

[@ConnerNielsen6]

I, too, rarely cry during movies. My list goes: • It’s A Wonderful Life • Rocky • The Straight Story • Up • Boyhood • Inside Out • Sing Street

[@joemills4603]

Hope you get through this burnout, Patrick... left unchecked it can lead to worse health problems. I too have been suffering with similar issues for the past year and left my job in March to take a break and try and get refreshed. I'm still struggling, but working through it slowly. Best wishes!

[@EposVox]

OH MY GOD IT'S LIKE YOU PULLED THIS FROM MY BRAIN

[@metropolis10]

Great video about burnout. If only it hadn't been so much work to produce eh? Also the first time in years I haven't immediately closed the video once the ad started. Take care of yourself Patrick

[@mikegibson9094]

You, sir, are fantastic. I watch your videos in batches while I’m washing dishes, cleaning my house, etc. I really appreciate your perspective on films, and your videos make me love watching movies more. And Jameson also gives me joy. Do whatever makes/keeps you healthy & liking what you do. I love seeing new videos pop up in my feed, but if I don’t see any new ones, I always go back to your old stuff. I’ll be here regardless. Wishing the best for you!

[@alexanderjones6725]

Just watched Kiki's Delivery Service for the first time and adored it, then came straight to this video for your take. You hit on so many of the things that I also responded to in the film. I moved to Dublin 6 years ago and am finishing up a PhD, and find myself in the same place as you were in this video - I love it, but it's draining me. Your discussion of the film was really enlightening and your honesty about stress and burnout was relatable and very affecting. Thanks you!

[@MashAttack]

If you haven't yet, you should watch Whisper of the Heart. It's not a Miyazaki film, but I think you'd like it quite a bit.

[@lianalobinha]

For sure! It's wonderful

[@SgtHamster]

Patrick, I could have sworn I saw your Mum(Mom) a couple of weeks ago, on a vintage bus, at a vintage fair, just outside London UK. I couldn't think where I knew this woman from, but then I remembered her saying "Patrick!" in her accent, and my brain did the dolly-zoom from Jaws. Probably wasn't her but there ya go. Take a break, a holiday. You're lucky you have awesome parents, who clearly love you and what you do very much. Spend more time with them.

[@DarkDoughnutsVids]

Doppelganger/alternate timeline/hallucination maybe?

[@entruvia]

Thank you for sharing this Patrick. Been working through something like this myself recently. Appreciate your authenticity

[@nbnb382]

I hope that you enjoy your break(s). You're content is more than worth sticking around for, no matter the math. I've seen a good few videos/posts like this were the KZbinr explains about their burnout but this one is the first to really show me what that's like (even if that was against the whole point) - you're amazingly talented at this & I wish you all the best

[@SmokeyLaBear]

Sounds like Patrick is on a path to becoming hbomberguy: over 400k subs and a vid every 5 or so months.

[@Argacyan]

Patrick H Bomberguy, lol. Tbh the crossover would be cool.

[@DwRockett]

What are you talking about? All we need to do is sacrifice 4 lambs and a jar of honey to the ocean every Saturday and then hbomb is sure to release a new video then

[@djaevlenselv]

To the ocean? Are you sure that would work? Isn't Sobek more of a river god?

[@valeoncat13]

@@Argacyan They've had a crossover since this comment has been made! In the Kingdom Hearts video, Hbomberguy can be seen walking past the camera in the background.

[@Alia-bc3rc]

This reminds me of Jazza's videos when he's struggling through burnouts and creative blocks. Don't stretch yourself too far buddy, go enjoy your idle minds.

[@nikolasgarcianikomanga]

We love you mate! Take your time, in the mid time we will watch all your videos on loop

[@nMsFreeStyleZ]

Take the time you need my man! We'll be here, rewatching all them videos

[@nofxd52]

Mental health is important man. Take the time you need. We'll see your stuff when we see it :]

[@mpsmith9913]

“Up” isn’t on your list of movies that have made you cry, and I just want you to know I am judging you real hard for that omission

[@stell9814]

This is a really important video for so many people to see, including myself. I'm just now leaving college and trying to get myself into a life where I work mostly for myself and produce art for an audience of friends and strangers. It's what I've always wanted to do, too. Hearing you talk about this, though, especially considering you have what I want, and hearing you talk about you struggle with mental health, it brings a lot of things into perspective. I mean, I also feel shitty about myself if I'm not constantly doing things with my time. That's a big reason I want the life I want. But again, I'm very happy to have seen this video. You're one of my favorite artists on the internet, and it feels like a personal letter (or maybe a diary entry?) on how to slow down and take care of yourself.

[@GameScoreFanfare]

Thank you for sharing this, Patrick. I too had this exact same experience with both KZbin and Kiki. Early in 2018 I got burnt out trying to make this channel a full-time gig, it completely crippled my creativity and ability to work. In this time I rewatched Kiki and it taught me that you can't force it, and in time it will all return. And then I made a video about Fisherman's Horizon from Final Fantasy VIII and my KZbin burnout / anxiety, and what Kiki had taught me. I'm so grateful to hear your story and how much it parallels with my own. It's nice to know you're not alone.

[@NerdSyncProductions]

Aaaaaaaaand now the girlfriend and I are going to watch Kiki's Delivery Service this weekend. Great video!

[@JH-jh8ms]

Wonderful video! Thank you. Remember to slow down and take it easy.

[@msbq]

Bless you and how hard you obviously work on these, Patrick. I haven't watched a single video of yours without true enjoyment and, often, a more profound understanding of cinema. Keep on keeping on, and take a break if you think you need one. I know we all support you, dude.

[@collinsmith7078]

Thanks for a wonderful video Patrick! Thanks for inadvertently making me watch Kiki's, it was a wonderful experience. Hope you enjoy your new schedule!

[@leacharbonnier2008]

Bein an artist with social media is complitely craycray. Take your time !

[@ColinSherrill]

I’ll still be here to watch your videos when you get back. Just don’t quit for good you beautiful bald ginger.

[@SvenLeuschner1]

God damn! ... this video comes at the right time. I'm becoming a teacher and the words you said, were the things I felt for the past weeks. So eerie to hear them from you. Thanks to open my eyes to that I'm also actually struggling with this and have to bring back a sensible balance back into my life.

[@AitorMolina.]

This is one of those uniquely relatable videos that ascends a content creator from one I enjoy to a new favorite. I didn't know I needed a video about this topic so hard.

[@Respectable_Username]

Mate just take a damn holiday! You deserve it!

[@rowanwax]

Work burnout is real. Breaks and vacations are important!

[@MadaxeMunkeee]

I’m watching this while on leave from work due to burnout, and your situation is really resonating with me today. I’ve stopped half way to avoid spoilers, but I’ll watch the film this weekend and hopefully I enjoy it as much as you have.

[@TheBigHerman007]

Kiki's means soo much to my growing up and I'm excited to see it's such an inspiration and comfort to you too! Hope you find that groove again soon, but take the time you need!

[@johnnyjosefsen7644]

I'm no youtube creator, but no matter i do i've always made a big deal out of keeping the weekends off, i think that's important (Two consecutive days off every week).

[@evanmcclellan7267]

Just saying a few words to keep the yt algorithm machine ticking.

[@AreCeeEffEx]

I never really dove too deeply into doing KZbin/creative work until recently, and I appreciate honest little projects like this that shed some insight on the experience. Your voice is one that I respect and I hope you know that what you say has immense value to a ton of folks. Returning the favor and being here for you when you come back from a vacation of any length is the least we can do.

[@Josmungard]

All your work so far has been inspiring, motivational and heartfelt. I hope you can set yourself at a pace and proportion that keeps you flying. Thank you, Patrick

[@Manmade023]

I always wanted to live in Kiki's world too.

[@smsking2]

It's sad that youtube favors creators that upload regulary, it forces creators to upload a video even if they have nothing to show or say. Maybe the algorythm should do the exact opposite. Personaly Im more liklely to watch a Video from someone I haven't seen in a while.

[@Juay_deRito]

The reason I subscribe to Patrick and youtubers like him is that he takes his time with videos and they're always good. I like seeing his updates every few weeks and knowing it's gonna be interesting instead of getting weekly or bi-weekly updates of filler. So he can take his time with videos.

[@SticktheFigure]

Started crying like a minute in because this movie is so important to me and I relate so much with you here. I don't think I go a single year without watching this movie. And I completely feel you on your experiences being burnt out and finding comfort in the film. I'm a freelance composer by trade but also work various gigs to make a living. I've gone through burnout so many times in the last few years and I'm only in my 20s. But the movie is always there to....serve as this kind of reminder that something isn't wrong with me, but is something that can just happen to anyone. idk I have a lot of thoughts about it but im not sure now is a moment where I can articulate them all. Anyway, point is thanks for the fantastic video. This is the first I've seen from you but I'll definitely follow what you done from here on. That said, take your time! Good luck with everything in the future!

[@hugocortizo6993]

By the way, I can't see _Up_ on the list of movies that made Patrick cry, which seems to me like a clear indication that he's A LITERAL HEARTLESS MONSTER, I kid you not (I do... partially). Seriously, though: take care of yourself, Patrick, that's always the number one priority.

[@jonfrombuckland_3784]

Dang. 8 months without a vacation sounds terrible Even if you love your job

[@Jza_Dragon]

Or a weekend.

[@seanvelez459]

Thank you for all your hard work, excited to see what you create after a nice break. We’ll be here when you get back.

[@justinszabo5205]

This video was beautiful. Not ashamed to say I teared up a little hearing your story. Take the break you need, Im sure all the fans of your videos will be more than happy to wait a bit for the sake of your well being.

[@rezkalla]

Lindsay Ellis appears to be taking a break. Also, I wish I had your parents.

[@Mic-Mak]

Your parents are adorable. I detect an accent from your mom, where is she from?

[@erraticonteuse]

Well, she named her son Patrick... (She's Irish.)

[@JasonDowney]

This really resonated. Thanks for all your hard work, Patrick.

[@dorokhovos]

I haven't even finished the video but jeess feel so relatable! Love and support, Patrick!

[@j.thorgard]

Simply set work only hours and leisure only hours. And force yourself to the schedule. You find the job magically starts to fit inside the deadline after a while.

[@insanepoet9]

I support you taking care of yourself! Thank you for all the hard work you do, Patrick! Also, your parents are a delight.

[@RunningGladeXStray]

I really needed to hear this, thank you!

[@greytan3052]

" I think Spirited Away is probably Miyazaki's best movie... But this is my favorite " I literally say this phrase, THIS EXACT PHRASE, all the time. For the same reasons as you do, the relatability level is off the charts, great video !

[@jacobwing406]

Good for you. Life is far to short to throw years away due to stress and work. Your talent and intelligence are evident in every video you have, so all of us who are lucky enough to see them, will be here whenever they come out. Schedules are great as a road map, but don’t forget to sit back, look up from the map, and enjoy the fact your alive and the view of a passing world.

[@hazardeur]

Your channel is one of the few where I always watch each video, no matter the topic, because somehow it's always interesting and worth it. Please never change because of pressure or demand. I'll watch the vids , no matter once a month or a year :)

[@Charlesbn88]

Great ending! I can really relate to the feeling, it is not easy forcing yourself to deliver on creative projects on a steady pace. I really enjoy your content and hope for you, that you find a good balance between writing and getting inspiration, because that is basically what the difficult bit is often. When you started you had tons of ideas, that you had been working on in your mind over a long period of time and now that well of inspiration is likely a bit dry, so you need to find new sources. Just like with any work, vacation is an important part of being able to stay productive. Wish you the best!

[@kingfit7739]

You're not alone brother! Parts of this had me clutching my chest with tears in my eyes. "Returning home after working late into the night and collapsing, canceling plans with friends because you're falling apart due to work and don't have the energy to interact with people". I HAVE to watch this film now. Thank you for this. Workaholics/ Creatives go through so much under the surface and for the longest we have ZERO to show for it. Take your time friend. Your work, efforts, creativity and experiences are important. We'll be here waiting for the alerts after you get some time to live your life ✌🏾

[@shelbybooker1478]

Hey, man. First off, you're doing great. Take a break, recoup, and just do your thing you'll always have followers. Fall is coming soon and it's a reminder that change is ever constant and may yours be golden. Also, your parents are just lovely. Good vibes all around.

[@xjwcurious]

I want to Thank You so much for this video. Just yesterday I posted on FB how I'm feeling burnt out and questioning the worth of my efforts. Now I see my situation is not unique, and, more importantly, is more the product of the expectations I force upon myself due to the KZbin atmosphere. I need to find me a copy of Kiki's Delivery Service! Got to go and make my next video, but just want to say Thanks again!

[@MsMorri]

Wow... I think you just voiced my problems right now. I’m an artist and I’ve been struggling to make more art and stress out when I’m not making more art and my energy has just dried up. I’m so glad you shared this video, I think it helps other creators not feel alone in their struggles.

[@a.vigorito5179]

So glad KZbin recommended this to me since I'm going through the same thing (working full-time as an illustrator in an office while working on a weekly webcomic and Patreon on the side). I really admire you for taking a break and explaining what you're going through -- it isn't easy for creators to admit their own limits. Creators build their whole identity around their passion and once that passion is gone, it's difficult to feel anything and perform like you once did. Take a break and recharge as long as you need! I'm gonna subscribe to you in the meantime! :)

[@CaseyCannolis_]

Thank you so much for all the work you do. I'm glad that you're doing your best to take a break when you need one. I'm not leaving, I doubt many of us are.

[@FacelessNoise]

For whatever it's worth (and I'm sure most of your subscribers feel the same) I love whenever I see a video pop up from you. I don't check how long it's been since the last one or count the days until the next one; it's just a treat whenever there's one there:) Put yourself first, take whatever break you need to and we'll be here when you get back:)

[@GoncasCrazy]

Thank you for this video Patrick. I've been struggling with depression for over a year, trying to finish school and juggling other responsibilities, and while I know that depression and burnout are completely different things, I do know how it feels to have no energy to do things and be with friends, and to not enjoy things you used to or "are supposed to". As a fan, I don't care how long your videos are, or how regularly you upload. Every video from you is an unexpected treat in my sub box, and I frequently go back to watch older videos. I know I don't speak for your entire audience, and I know how cruel and fickle the algorithm can be, but I think it's important that you take time to rest and pull yourself together. Keep making videos, makes them as short or as long as you want to; make them about comic books, or blockbusters, arthouse films, directors, writers, franchises; make them as frequently as you want to, or can, while taking care of yourself; make fun movies with your friends; make podcasts about things you love; keep making stuff, and I'll keep watching! Hope you feel better ❤

[@RandyKnapp]

Hey Patrick, I'm a relatively new subscriber since you did that collab with Mikey, but I have absolutely loved everything you've put out since then. Take all the time you need! I'll be here where you get back