Kikuo - Histrionic (Vocaloid ver.)

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Kikuo

Kikuo

5 жыл бұрын

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『舞台性ナニカ』
さあ遊ぼう 君と君と君と
今日のお客はどの仮面で騙そうか
灼けるように鮮やかな嘘
頭の奥焦がして 浮いて跳ねて Hah 
ああ
悲しみのショーを 見せてあげよう
涙を光らせ 君を誘うよ
ああ わたしは孤独なピエロ
魅惑の一夜が明ければ もう会えないさ
楽しい 嬉しいかい よかった
不安で 
不安でさ
ああ
それでもぼくは旅を続けよう
ぼくわたしおれと たくさん持って 
いくつもの仮面と虚飾
魅力的じゃなきゃ どこにもいられない
ああ
苦しみのショーを見せてあげよう
ちらつく闇で 君を惑わす
ああ わたしは孤独なピエロ
魅惑の一夜が明ければ お別れだから
死んでしまいそうなのさ
仮面が己を狂わせてゆく
ああ おれはうつろなナニカだ
魅惑の一夜が明けても 暮れても 明けても ワカラナイのさ

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@junecrocker
@junecrocker 5 жыл бұрын
I heard the accordion and knew this was already a bop
@shadisaconnell1104
@shadisaconnell1104 5 жыл бұрын
Right?!
@xaralucit5828
@xaralucit5828 5 жыл бұрын
I love the acordion 🎶 ♡
@AkiraBlaster
@AkiraBlaster 4 жыл бұрын
This
@tea.stained.teeth.
@tea.stained.teeth. 4 жыл бұрын
Mochi Cupcake I love how anytime you hear some rough guitar riff or use something that’s on the different side you know its a bop
@FOODAASE
@FOODAASE 4 жыл бұрын
frrrr
@wkwheezy
@wkwheezy 5 жыл бұрын
"Histrionic" is a type of personality disorder! "Histrionic personality disorder is characterized by constant attention-seeking, emotional overreaction, and seductive behavior. People with this condition tend to overdramatize situations, which may impair relationships and lead to depression." according to our best friend Google. It used to be associated with actors/actresses. Fitting!
@freddy.weddy69
@freddy.weddy69 3 жыл бұрын
Damn that’s dark
@asen1347
@asen1347 3 жыл бұрын
is this medically diagnosed disorder
@mamanyajessie5511
@mamanyajessie5511 3 жыл бұрын
@@asen1347 yes
@asen1347
@asen1347 3 жыл бұрын
@@mamanyajessie5511 mk
@T0XY4
@T0XY4 3 жыл бұрын
for example, Regina George
@mono277
@mono277 5 жыл бұрын
_"Aah, show me a sad show..."_ The feel of kikuos songs are getting more of a normal-creepy kinda feel to it, and I'm loving it
@fabulousotaku1157
@fabulousotaku1157 5 жыл бұрын
@sleepyhead. He probably means that they're getting simply creepy and not disturbing and weird like Kikuo's earlier work (personally I love both styles).
@mono277
@mono277 5 жыл бұрын
@@fabulousotaku1157 _thumbs up_ yup, an everyday creepy thx dude
@pilotitatota
@pilotitatota 5 жыл бұрын
@@fabulousotaku1157 i prefer the disturbing and weird style tbh, it is more unique and characteristic of kikuo
@fabulousotaku1157
@fabulousotaku1157 5 жыл бұрын
@@pilotitatota Despite everything, I do think that his more recent songs are also quite unique and characteristic of his. I wouldn't really use this particular song as an example, but songs like "Yami Matsuri" and "Anagura-Gurashi" have rather unique instrumentals and unsettling lyrics (not as shocking as the lyrics in say "Gomenne Gomenne" but disturbing nonetheless) and I personally welcome his more recent style that experiments more with different instruments and techniques. Then again, tastes are subjective :) (Not a native english speaker, sorry for any mistakes)
@pilotitatota
@pilotitatota 5 жыл бұрын
@@fabulousotaku1157 i give you the reason, after all, by that i didnt mean that i dont like his actual style, kikuos music always amazing and unique and same there, i talk spanish so, im not that good in english
@Koi_Kuze
@Koi_Kuze 5 жыл бұрын
Histrionic: a personality disorder part of the Cluster B personality (Narcissism, Anti-social, etc) People with histrionic wants all attention only to themselves, so they act in odd ways. Some of them are charming, some of them are plain weird. They hate when things aren't focused on themselves, so they always have a way to circle the conversation or whatever that's happening all to themselves. These kind of people also grew up with neglectful guardians-- Anyways, Kikuo's song never fails to amaze me~
@dontgointothecloset0-05
@dontgointothecloset0-05 5 жыл бұрын
I think I may have this....
@Koi_Kuze
@Koi_Kuze 5 жыл бұрын
@@dontgointothecloset0-05 Self-diagnosis isn't mostly accurate, so it's important to get professional help when it comes to stuff like this >
@dontgointothecloset0-05
@dontgointothecloset0-05 5 жыл бұрын
@@Koi_Kuze yeah I need help...
@Miinnqq
@Miinnqq 4 жыл бұрын
I guess that kind of explains the stage/theater setting type of vibe
@gardnerrezamichellenaomy2461
@gardnerrezamichellenaomy2461 4 жыл бұрын
Shit I actually was diagnosed with this I remember that I'd feel like utter shit because whenever a friend had a bad experience instead of hearing I'd lie about having something similar and make it about me, I clearly lost those friends
@tsukodome6132
@tsukodome6132 3 жыл бұрын
"I am a lonely perriot" Perriot: A Male character in French pantomine, with a sad white-painted fsce, a loose white costume, and a pointed hat, Which means it was talking about the person The sounds are a accordion which must means to be French And when saying "Lonely" which means this person was lonely and wants to seek attention And yes Histrionic was a personallity disorder, I get it, which why the stage is look like a drama stage, which Histrionic causes Drama And another Yes it affects actors as well, but it's not an act, it's a DISORDER!!
@SadatEverything
@SadatEverything 5 жыл бұрын
Everybody gangsta until Kikuo uploads
@jfrodriguezx3
@jfrodriguezx3 5 жыл бұрын
joshua hurtado no the other way around :)
@fiftyclown
@fiftyclown 5 жыл бұрын
LOOOL
@fineclover6697
@fineclover6697 5 жыл бұрын
when u wear a traditional Vietnam hat, u always right :V
@glamorouslynothere4785
@glamorouslynothere4785 2 жыл бұрын
And then we become more gangsta 💃✨
@nahobinoz
@nahobinoz Жыл бұрын
Y'all act like you've never heard a disturbing song before
@SHONANNOKAZELOVE
@SHONANNOKAZELOVE 5 жыл бұрын
きくおさんのジャズっぽい曲良すぎる
@Yuki-qp1hm
@Yuki-qp1hm 2 жыл бұрын
確かに!私は彼の音楽が大好きで、日本語を知らない人がいないのに、その背後に暗い秘密があるのです
@raincandy_UU.
@raincandy_UU. Жыл бұрын
666 likes 😮
@SHONANNOKAZELOVE
@SHONANNOKAZELOVE Жыл бұрын
@@raincandy_UU. omg
@hutoutpizzad
@hutoutpizzad Жыл бұрын
Hachi: Tha vocaloid fanbase is dying. Kikuo in Hole-dwelling: Sorry, my steel drums are too loud Hachi: I said- *Sorry I can't hear you again* (epic steel drums + accordion)
@gohan4813
@gohan4813 5 жыл бұрын
please read the description of the video cause this song was not made for hanatan but for miyashita yuu's album that came out in december his vocal is extremely good too and you should definitely listen to his version as well
@bread_is_my_life
@bread_is_my_life 3 жыл бұрын
Me go to description Me understand that is all on japanesse Me understand that i don't understand japenesse Me going to teach japanesse to read a description
@copy-rightedname
@copy-rightedname 3 жыл бұрын
I can't read that
@gohan4813
@gohan4813 3 жыл бұрын
@@copy-rightedname google translate is free
@asen1347
@asen1347 3 жыл бұрын
where does it say that
@loop-sie1121
@loop-sie1121 3 жыл бұрын
@@gohan4813 google translate cant translate symbols correctly.
@850sk
@850sk 5 жыл бұрын
かわいい声でjazzのような曲調、歌詞は少し重い 別次元の3つでも凄く好きになれる
@user-xh3bg1un7o
@user-xh3bg1un7o 3 жыл бұрын
「悲しい」とか「苦しい」じゃなくて「悲しみ(苦しみ)のショーを見せてあげよう」なのめちゃくちゃいいよね、自分の感情もろともショーに仕立てあげてるような、すごい魅力的🎭
@duomenot
@duomenot Жыл бұрын
I had a paper to write about histrionic personality disorder and I got to reference your song in the introduction and conclusion!! I'm very happy with it haha.
@raincandy_UU.
@raincandy_UU. Жыл бұрын
can u copy and paste the essay? I’d like to read it! (If it’s alr
@djdal4
@djdal4 8 ай бұрын
me too! I’d love to read it!!
@kami.UvU.
@kami.UvU. 5 ай бұрын
Waiting for 6 months rofl
@duomenot
@duomenot 5 ай бұрын
Oh my, I didn't even realize (I've had my comments off for the longest time). I'd love to share it with all of you. This made my day haha. The paper was an analysis on Abigail from the Crucible; it was for my Junior Year English class lol.
@duomenot
@duomenot 5 ай бұрын
​@@raincandy_UU. I can't belive this actually worked. The formatting is a bit messed up because it's a KZbin comment lol. But thank you for asking and I hope you enjoy it. It's not the best but, one of my best papers in highschool apparently. “‘Me,’ ‘myself,’ and ‘I’ still have so much to lose. How many more masks and affectations? If something is not pleasing to the eye, there is nowhere it can ever belong,” cries a miserable child under a spotlight of a grand theater (Kikuo). But the child is nothing but a representation of someone with histrionic personality disorder through a song. A child that describes the emptiness of an attention-seeking character; a song that represents characters like Abigail from The Crucible. It’s a story written by Arthur Miller that goes over the Salem Witch Trials where Abigail and a group of girls were “possessed” by the devil, seeing things that weren’t real, and accusing others of being witches. This later developed to the point where everyone else was pointing at each other and they couldn’t tell between right and wrong. But thanks to Abigail leading the girls, they were able to get their way with their extreme actions with her own need for attention, which relates to histrionic personality disorder. Histrionic personality disorder, also known as HPD, is defined as “a psychiatric disorder distinguished by a pattern of exaggerated emotionality and attention-seeking behaviors.” (French and Shrestha). Like how the word histrionic describes an “overly theatrical or melodramatic in character or style,” it describes someone doing inappropriate, overdramatic actions to gain as much attention as possible from their people. Overdramatic behaviors and actions based on their need for attention and shaped from childhood; histrionic personality disorder act as a problematic disorder within relationships, making them shallow. Throughout The Crucible, Abigail’s histrionic personality disorder fuels conflict throughout the rest of the play because of her excessive actions and her self-centered thoughts, thanks to the superstitious and religious society within Salem. These odd behaviors of Abigail’s can be explained through the many symptoms of HPD. Attention is usually significant within someone’s life because it gives them motivation and allows them to build relationships, but HPD makes that a necessity to the point that someone would do anything for it. And because of this need for attention, they often “have difficulty maintaining relationships, often seeming fake or shallow in their dealings with others.” (Casarella). They may even “threaten or attempt suicide to get attention.” (Casarella). The ones who have HPD only do these dramatic, inappropriate, or life-threatening acts for a small amount of attention, and usually doesn’t benefit them in the long run. Ethics are ignored for the pleasure of attention; the eyes of the people are the only things they need which makes them gullible and easy to manipulate. As attention and appreciation are needed in life, when it’s taken to the extreme, it makes the person seem hollow from their inadequate, theatrical behavior. Throughout the play, Abigail constantly seeks the attention of others to fulfill her goals through dramatic acts of the devil controlling them and playing tricks on them which soon leads Salem into turmoil. For example, Abigail was always the first to start screaming within the play and the rest of the girls would follow her lead, convincing the rest of the people that they were possessed. Like the time when Reverend Hale was trying to persuade Tituba into Christianity, then all the girls started confessing the dances they did and how they did rituals with Tituba. Abigail confessed, “I want to open myself! … I want the light of God, I want the sweet love of Jesus! I danced for the Devil; I saw him; I wrote in his book; I go back to Jesus; I kiss his hand. I saw Sarah Good with the Devil! I saw Goody Osburn with the Devil! I saw Bridget Bishop with the Devil!” (25). Then, the rest of the girls followed Abigail’s cries. They all followed her command because they were threatened after they had been caught dancing. Abigail asserted herself against the girls so she can get what she wants and throughout the play, she does whatever she can for everything to go her way. And the moment she’s not in the scene or somewhat ignored, she jumps up screaming and flailing to make herself act as if she can see the devil. Pretending the devil is playing tricks on Salem and only she and the other girls see them after they had been “tricked” by the devil before; now they pretend to be witnesses for the church. Thanks to the superstitious society built by religion, people believed her and didn’t ignore her cries. This made her and the girls behave irrationally and strangely to kill the people they don’t want and get the treatment they “deserve.” And they got their way, driving the rest of the plot. If this wasn’t such a superstitious town, the people would just call her crazy and leave her alone. These behaviors that Abigail portrays are particularly based on the way they perceive the world around them. Since they cannot seem to comprehend the way they are impacting others, they can only think about themselves and constantly worry about being noticed instead. Because of this focus on others’ approval, Jennifer Casarella comments, “Environmental factors that might be involved include a lack of criticism or punishment as a child, positive reinforcement that is given only when a child completes certain approved behaviors, and unpredictable attention given to a child by their parent(s), all leading to confusion about what types of behavior earn parental approval.” The environment affects the way people perceive the world. And in HPD, it plays a huge factor because they use behaviors they’ve learned and only use them to gain attention. This makes them focus on themselves more and not realize how much they’re hurting everyone else around them with their hollow acts. They only focus on others when it comes to attention. It’s as if they’re the only ones that matter. These shallow perceptions of someone with HPD are also reflected in Abigail’s character. Near the end of the movie version of The Crucible, Abigail comes up to John in jail, before he is hanged. He was trying to prove Abigail wrong, but it all turned on him because Mary Warren didn’t want to face the guilt or be killed as a witch even though she had proof that Abigail and the girls were lying. No one can trust Abigail anymore after realizing how ruined the town had become because of her and they were avoiding her, so she gets desperate, stole money, and ran to the love of her life (The Crucible, 142:09-143:14). But John did not agree to run away with her because of how she destroyed Salem by being hysterical the entire time (The Crucible, 142:09-143:14). His decline caused her to run away because he was the only one she had left and had gone through so much trouble for (The Crucible, 142:09-143:14). It’s clear that Abigail has very low self-esteem within herself because she was constantly seeking everyone else’s approval and listening to her ecstatic cries. But the moment she started being denied and ignored, she could not accept that and got so desperate she stole money from her uncle. She even constantly begged John throughout the story to be with her and when he denied it, she couldn’t accept it and go on to execute her wishes just so it could change his mind. Even in this scene in the movie, she tries to get him to do as she says, but it didn’t convince him. It shows that she only does things for herself, not considering how others might feel or react to her actions because she doesn’t know how they work. She tried to constantly accuse Elizabeth, Proctor’s wife, because she only wanted Proctor for herself. She didn’t take the time to understand who Elizabeth was to him and didn’t seem to get the idea of what his wife means to him. She doesn’t think about why John tries to save his own wife because she’s constantly fixed within her own problems, as if the world revolves around her. It’s clear that she probably doesn’t understand because the environment in Salem must’ve been so restrictive. They were very superstitious because of the church and children were often ignored because they didn’t deserve any attention. The neglect and environment throughout Salem caused Abigail only to consider herself because only people with their heart to God can survive, and the rest are sinners; that it’s every one for themselves and that truth is not actually necessary. Abigail’s inappropriate and ecstatic behaviors and selfish thoughts dependent on others’ approval, she led Salem into hell by wasting innocent lives to fulfill her wishes. She often pretended as though the Devil was all around her and made others do it with her to make herself seem believable. Often screaming, flailing, shaking, and weeping, she did these shallow acts for herself to gain everyone else’s attention, which would also be short-lived unless she continued to do it. She only did this because she liked having whatever she wanted and that was her minimal understanding of the world due to the unfair environment. She never understood anyone else and only needed them to satisfy her own needs. And so, like Abigail’s empty actions to receive nugatory attention, the child sings, “Each mask drives myself further into madness. Ah, I am just a hollow SOMETHING! … I’ll never understand!” (Kikuo).
@kennedywilliams9965
@kennedywilliams9965 5 жыл бұрын
2:32 !!!!! I recognize the steel drums from hole dwelling !!! It mixes really well and combines the two feelings surprisingly well, lord
@hiiilolol
@hiiilolol Жыл бұрын
yea it sounds similar
@HaloAdmiral
@HaloAdmiral 4 жыл бұрын
Being someone with Histrionic Personality Disorder, this hits very close to home. There's a constant need to exaggerate and perform to feel as though you can be accepted, but every attempt just hurts more.
@alhaithamsimp
@alhaithamsimp 2 жыл бұрын
When there’s a metal drum, you know it’s a song that you’ll never stop listening to :D
@gyutaroosu
@gyutaroosu 5 жыл бұрын
すごいボカロverも好き 映像の煙の演出いい仕事してる…
@rupturegg8564
@rupturegg8564 Жыл бұрын
Romaji Lyrics Saa asobou kimi to kimi to kimi to Kyou no okyaku wa dono kamen de damasou ka Yakeru you ni azayaka na uso Atama no oku kogashite uite hanete Hah Aa Kanashimi no shoo wo misete ageyou Namida wo hikarase kimi wo sasou yo Aa watashi wa kodoku na piero Miwaku no ichiya ga akereba mou aenai sa Tanoshii ureshii kai yokatta Fuan de Fuan de sa Aa Soredemo boku wa tabi wo tsuzukeyou Boku watashi ore to takusan motte Ikutsumo no kamen to kyoshoku Miryokuteki janakya doko ni mo irarenai Aa Kurushimi no shoo wo misete ageyou Chiratsuku yami de kimi wo madowasu Aa watashi wa kodoku na piero Miwaku no ichiya ga akereba owakare dakara Shinde shimaisou na no sa Kamen ga onore wo kuruwasete yuku Aa ore wa utsuro na nanika da Miwaku no ichiya ga aketemo kuretemo aketemo wakaranai no sa
@Lavender7107
@Lavender7107 Жыл бұрын
a hard rock cover of this song would go so hard
@Lavender7107
@Lavender7107 Жыл бұрын
like Zero/Butterfly With Bulletproof Wings-esque smashing pumpkins, Royal Blood, Songs For The Dead/Millionaire-esque QOTSA
@thefudgems
@thefudgems 5 жыл бұрын
Kikuo back at it again with the funky steel drums. Gorgeous song.
@YourAdHere4
@YourAdHere4 5 жыл бұрын
Need more of them drumm
@meek537
@meek537 3 жыл бұрын
_steel drums_
@CatlynW97
@CatlynW97 5 жыл бұрын
Not even thirty seconds into the song and I just KNOW it’s gonna be incredible EDIT: I WAS RIGHT
@udaysharma3951
@udaysharma3951 3 жыл бұрын
YOU WERE RIGHT
@jgeoffrey1
@jgeoffrey1 2 жыл бұрын
Congratulations, you're a prophet
@juno8383
@juno8383 Жыл бұрын
THE INTRO WAS A BANGER
@niergestalt
@niergestalt 5 жыл бұрын
"Vocaloid Ver" please tell me this is hinting to kikuohana act III....
@niergestalt
@niergestalt 5 жыл бұрын
@00 0 oh wow!! Thank you for letting me know!
@daegulonglegs3816
@daegulonglegs3816 5 жыл бұрын
@00 0 HOLY SHIT I LOVE HIM
@tammymisu3370
@tammymisu3370 5 жыл бұрын
00 0 who is Miyashita Yuu? Sorry I don't know
@daegulonglegs3816
@daegulonglegs3816 5 жыл бұрын
@@tammymisu3370 hes an utaite with a very unique voice!
@tammymisu3370
@tammymisu3370 5 жыл бұрын
愛DAEGULONGLEGS is a man voice?! Omg this will be so good!
@user-zo5ti2zr9k
@user-zo5ti2zr9k 5 жыл бұрын
最近のきくおさんのミクちゃんの調教ほんと好きです(好きです)
@AddisonButts
@AddisonButts 5 жыл бұрын
『Some kind of stage performance』 Now, let's play, you too, you too, you too Today's customers, which masks would you like to be decieved by? Looking so bright they could be burning, shining lies Scorching inside your head, floating, leaping, hah.... Ah, I'll put on for you a show of sadness You're invited to make your tears bright Ahh, I'm but a lonely pierrot After this one enchanting night comes to a close, already, we won't meet again. Are you having fun? Are you happy? That's good-- scared i'm so scared ah but still, i'll carry on my journey (me), (myself), and (I) all have so much to lose. how many more masks and affectations? if i'm not attractive, i don't belong anywhere Ah, I'll put on for you a show of pain Flickering in the dark, you'll be bewildered Ahh, I'm but a lonely pierrot After this one enchanting night comes to a close, We'll say goodbye, so it looks like i'm going to die with these masks, fit to drive one mad ah, i'm just a hollow something after this one enchanting night comes to a close, fades away, comes to a close, i won't understand. so this was a bitch to translate and it's probably not great! please enjoy! notes: kikuo swapped personal pronouns several times in the lyrics of this song, and it's hard to translate that into english. i did my best by swapping typing styles of speech. notably, the line "(me), (myself), and (I) all have so much to lose. " is actually three ddifferent pronouns lined up against one another; "Boku," A polite, boyish, and somewhat young-sounding pronoun, "watashi," a neutral, formal pronoun, and "ore", a rude, casual, masculine and mature-sounding pronoun,, used together in a sentence. this i believe is meant to reflect the theme of masks and performing for others that the song is about. interesting stuff!
@hayasheeeesh
@hayasheeeesh 5 жыл бұрын
The title now says the song name is "Histrionic". Histrionic Personality Disorder is a disorder in which one displays a desperate need to be the constant center of attention (hence the stage and spotlight). People with this disorder will do whatever it takes to attain this goal, including putting on certain roles that garner as much attention as possible (hence the masks and the alluding to multiple selves).
@AddisonButts
@AddisonButts 5 жыл бұрын
@@hayasheeeesh the thing is, the title is.. not histrionic in Japanese. I don't know who changed it. Unless it was Kikuo-san himself, I'd want it changed back.
@trini9887
@trini9887 5 жыл бұрын
thank you so much for the translation!!
@thanhthot3668
@thanhthot3668 5 жыл бұрын
Addison W Thank you, you're breathtaking.
@gakupokamui5622
@gakupokamui5622 5 жыл бұрын
@@hayasheeeesh or,, y'know, theatrical play. Histrionics refer to theatrical play. Not everything has to allude to the edgy mental illness version of the word.
@Maho_Sashimi
@Maho_Sashimi 5 жыл бұрын
こんな時間に… 無理しないでくださいね でも新しい曲ありがとうございます、、、
@cursed7992
@cursed7992 5 жыл бұрын
So, I'm guessing this is about Histrionic Personality Disorder, which is a mental disorder characterized by extreme needs for attention. The lyrics say of things that can translate into "shows of sadness" which depression is common in histrionic personality disorder, or HPD. A stage performance makes a lot of sense for this, as during those you are acting for a crowd, for attention and care, which is what HPD causes you to obsess over.
@fabiodiscua5193
@fabiodiscua5193 4 жыл бұрын
Gracias, ciertamente para un hispanohablante esto es necesario xd
@christinak6932
@christinak6932 3 жыл бұрын
Yes you are completely right. I was diagnosed with histrionic personality disorder around 2 months ago. I have loved Kikuo for years and seeing some recognition for the disorder makes me feel a bit happy. HPD has ruined my life and made it very difficult for me to function. I was getting in trouble at work and at college for my behaviors. I was very extreme. When I felt like people in the room were ignoring me I would pour soy sauce or hand sanitizer (whatever is available) in my mouth. I faked a pregnancy at one point. I would get kicked out of class for interrupting the teacher so often and trying to divert the classes attention. I exaggerated my blood disorder to make it seem like I was critically ill. All my stories were extremely dramatic. My reactions = dramatic. Sometimes I purposely hurt myself for attention - even though I really didn’t want to. It was mentally agonizing. No matter what I did. The attention was never enough. It hurt so badly I just wanted them all to look at me. I was never satisfied. It ended with me calling my friends and telling them I was going to drive into a telephone pole. I did on February 28, 2021. Instead of rewarding me with the attention that I desperately wanted from my friends, they recognized my manipulative tactics and left me. Since then I have been seeing a personality psychologist who diagnosed me with histrionic personality disorder. I also go to cognitive therapy. I have been working hard to make amends and learn how to be like everyone else. Learning how to unlearn toxic tactics of seeking attention and instead learning how to healthily communicate. There is no cure for this disorder. I will always have an unsatisable need for attention. I just have to cope better.
@jinn4740
@jinn4740 3 жыл бұрын
@@christinak6932 awe hope you're doing better :)
@user-cf2xj1fs2b
@user-cf2xj1fs2b 5 жыл бұрын
じわりと這い、誘うような 妖しさと瀟洒な闇がとても素敵です!
@yatsudon
@yatsudon 5 жыл бұрын
Kikuo : uploads early in JST to illuminate people's day Little did they know that they were also wrecking someone's sleep schedule on the other side of the world It's still awesome as always tho 👌
@user-xc4nl8oe2r
@user-xc4nl8oe2r 5 жыл бұрын
歌詞が詩みたいで、怪しい曲調ともマッチしていて その、とにかく素敵で……今ほど語彙力の乏しさを憎んだことはないです……
@ryanfrick2190
@ryanfrick2190 5 жыл бұрын
the diversity of instruments in kikuo's music amazing
@user-cg1bi2il4u
@user-cg1bi2il4u 5 жыл бұрын
広告がシノアリスってとこも好き
@babubabumiiiin
@babubabumiiiin 5 жыл бұрын
合いすぎてますなぁ
@m.m.4480
@m.m.4480 4 жыл бұрын
それな笑
@user-ge1gf1lm2q
@user-ge1gf1lm2q 4 жыл бұрын
わ、私のCM、、、AGC なんだしなんだしAGC!ってね。
@user-wl3wu9mf6z
@user-wl3wu9mf6z 4 жыл бұрын
俺なんて広告なかったよ!
@jupitoon7970
@jupitoon7970 5 жыл бұрын
About to sleep, see the notification, click. THIS IS A BOP
@copywritersofficial4102
@copywritersofficial4102 5 жыл бұрын
this is why all his fans are insomniacs. We all stop sleeping to listen to his amazing songs
@coldcult
@coldcult 5 жыл бұрын
KIKUO CALLS AND WE MUST ANSWER
@ranagordota2526
@ranagordota2526 5 жыл бұрын
How does kikuo manages to make every song so unique and different from the other? Whenever im feeling like I grasped his music style he releases a new song and I'm completley brown away 💖 ily kikuo
@user-ft1mw7gk1m
@user-ft1mw7gk1m 5 жыл бұрын
うぽつです! VOCALOIDバージョンも聴けるなんて嬉しい…!本当に素敵な曲で大好きです。
@user-qg8bw6ul5y
@user-qg8bw6ul5y 5 жыл бұрын
浮いて跳ねて Hahのリズム大好き
@user-ds6fx6jg2q
@user-ds6fx6jg2q 4 жыл бұрын
はむすたー アイコンが空助……
@gabrielagog7115
@gabrielagog7115 Жыл бұрын
DUDE THE HELL IS THIS. THis shit is perfect, it just fit perfectly, this is just the kind of pv that this song could have if it was allowed damn
@rosl.
@rosl. 4 жыл бұрын
That part in the middle where the notes were clashing and everything. I.. it felt like I lost my voice when miku whispered. It's like she no longer exists. My voice isn't the one being heard. The chaos in my head or in that theatre isn't being seen. I no longer speak. Just that mask, and personality that the people want to see.
@rosl.
@rosl. 3 жыл бұрын
God I was high on Kikuo
@whimsical6700
@whimsical6700 11 ай бұрын
You were high on Kikuo but that you can make that into a poem or something?? I like the words used
@watermelonsugar1447
@watermelonsugar1447 4 жыл бұрын
You know it'll be a bop when Kikuo pulls the accordion out
@user-tg6cz6gl3b
@user-tg6cz6gl3b 10 ай бұрын
2:28 なんでこんなトロピカルで絶対明るい曲調にしかならなそうな楽器できくおさん独特の不気味さが出るんだ…すごすぎる…
@beetlequake
@beetlequake 3 жыл бұрын
i used this song as inspo for a writing assignment and i got an A
@jamespeter5561
@jamespeter5561 2 жыл бұрын
what?!?!?!? what for what writing was it for
@beetlequake
@beetlequake 2 жыл бұрын
@@jamespeter5561 it was for english, my teacher wanted us to write a short story about anything, and at the time i was listening to kikuo songs and this came on so i wrote about it😭
@jamespeter5561
@jamespeter5561 2 жыл бұрын
@@beetlequake AHAHA THATS COOL
@skun2702
@skun2702 4 жыл бұрын
OMG MY BLIND ASS HAS BEEN READING THIS SONG AS HISTORY SINCE IT CAME OUT- IM CRYING
@mehvishanand1208
@mehvishanand1208 3 жыл бұрын
LMFAO
@mm37073
@mm37073 5 жыл бұрын
早速見にいました!!!🙌✨ この怖いような引きつけるような意味がわからないようで不思議な感覚…。(語彙力) 煙の躍動感も凄い…! 好きです!😍
@user-oh3mc7dd8o
@user-oh3mc7dd8o 5 жыл бұрын
一人称バラバラなのって色々な人格を 演じてるからなのか多重人格なのか…?
@chieyonehara9927
@chieyonehara9927 5 жыл бұрын
子供のころに、電気が消えた部屋で眠れないときの気持ちを思い出しました。 さみしさとか心細さ、後ろめたさが入った、懐かしい怖さ。 とてもすきです。ありがとうございます!
@yuzulemon_wo_kaese
@yuzulemon_wo_kaese 5 жыл бұрын
宮下遊さんので初めて聞いた時、これは絶対きくおさんの曲だーー!!ってなった曲だ めっちゃ好き
@KaiMikuFan
@KaiMikuFan 5 жыл бұрын
Kikuo is killing it with the uploads lately!!
@proxy0182
@proxy0182 5 жыл бұрын
Listening to this with headphones is such a great experience
@user-hm1xz6ww1v
@user-hm1xz6ww1v Жыл бұрын
この曲が1番大好きで何回もループで聞いてる...きくおさんの子達の儚い歌い方大好き...
@user-oe5lt2bw2d
@user-oe5lt2bw2d 5 жыл бұрын
音楽って国境関係ないんやな。流石教祖カッコイイ。
@user-oe4iu2eq3q
@user-oe4iu2eq3q 5 жыл бұрын
Oh Kikuo, their music are to the same time creepy and elegant. It's beautiful. ♡ I like me this pretty song, specially for the instrumentals like jazz tone and the Miku's voice here.
@user-nf6kr5gh4n
@user-nf6kr5gh4n 5 жыл бұрын
PVの舞台の上に「人」が現れないのって、舞台の上では本当の「自分」は存在していないってことなんだろうか。 ミクちゃんの無機質で切ない声がとても合う。好き。
@404Ari
@404Ari 5 жыл бұрын
There will never be enough words to describe how much I love your music
@freakazoid47
@freakazoid47 5 жыл бұрын
2:27 You're casually enjoying the song when suddenly... iNStAnT ChAoS *That's Kikuo for ya!*
@Ainaisu
@Ainaisu 5 жыл бұрын
That’s the best part for me aha
@user-vk8sw3iq5c
@user-vk8sw3iq5c 5 жыл бұрын
今回も素敵な曲ですね!なんか、ちょっと切ない感じがして好きです!
@lj6172
@lj6172 5 жыл бұрын
Kikuo YET AGAIN snatches my wig not even ten seconds into the song
@user-fp6zs2dy9z
@user-fp6zs2dy9z 5 жыл бұрын
この時間の投稿!! 今回も素敵です…
@user-vc4js5vh7h
@user-vc4js5vh7h 5 жыл бұрын
めっちゃ好きです🤩
@user-ey8dd5ww4e
@user-ey8dd5ww4e 2 жыл бұрын
宮下遊さんのカバーがどれほど完璧だったのかが分かる
@kynn3449
@kynn3449 5 жыл бұрын
きくおさんのこの曲調が大好きで…他にも玩具狂奏曲終焉とか化粧品のCMの起用曲とか…最高です✨
@user-nb9dg5yq3n
@user-nb9dg5yq3n 5 жыл бұрын
なんというか、きくおさんの曲怖いリズム、不安も誘う曲調がすきです…(語彙力)
@devilxkid2003
@devilxkid2003 5 жыл бұрын
ほんと調教だいすきだし映像オシャレ過ぎます
@spiky_dude
@spiky_dude 5 жыл бұрын
When there's only spanish captions, but you know how to speak spanish Edit: Nevermind they only say "[Música]"
@johng1244
@johng1244 5 жыл бұрын
Deaf people be grooving
@marseatheadrest
@marseatheadrest 5 жыл бұрын
MUSICA I-
@alo302
@alo302 5 жыл бұрын
AHAHAHHAHA
@mossycave3865
@mossycave3865 4 жыл бұрын
@Madisyn Stanley (981MadStan) there weren't when the comment was made :)
@Iskou307
@Iskou307 3 жыл бұрын
There is another video of this song that has spanish subtitles
@miohalice7105
@miohalice7105 Жыл бұрын
Tout est parfait dans cette chanson. C'est magnifique ... Les voix derrière alourdissent mon cœur et le pince. La voix de Miku est si bien utiliser.
@Hatsune-Miku_Fan
@Hatsune-Miku_Fan 8 ай бұрын
I need more vocaloid songs with accordions they're so good
@btcxwxy
@btcxwxy 2 жыл бұрын
Listening to this with headphones is so much better
@sui1431
@sui1431 5 жыл бұрын
今回もいい曲ですね...
@user-zh6bq8fv2u
@user-zh6bq8fv2u 5 жыл бұрын
ヘッドフォンとかで聞くとほんと頭がどうにかなりそう… そういうのが本当に好き…
@user-bh8su5is3p
@user-bh8su5is3p 5 жыл бұрын
相変わらず最高すぎます... 嘘のとこで小さい声で反響& サビ前のとこ右左でお耳が幸せ!
@PUNCHEDPUNCHEDPUNCHED
@PUNCHEDPUNCHEDPUNCHED 5 жыл бұрын
A Kikuo upload, what a great way to start my morning
@user-wt9et6jp7i
@user-wt9et6jp7i 5 жыл бұрын
これめっちゃ好き これからも期待してます!
@user-ms6ds3iq9d
@user-ms6ds3iq9d 5 жыл бұрын
わー待ってました✨
@user-rd4jc4oe7s
@user-rd4jc4oe7s 5 жыл бұрын
素敵です
@sofiaciavardini760
@sofiaciavardini760 5 жыл бұрын
kikuo is one of the most original music artists out their.
@ryuseiyellow
@ryuseiyellow 5 жыл бұрын
soo looking forward to kikuomiku6... what an amazing lineup so far..
@pettyblood_
@pettyblood_ 5 жыл бұрын
oh this is like a blend of so many of my favorite kikuo songs!!! i love it!
@erick2145
@erick2145 5 жыл бұрын
Kikuos music tickles my insides......
@kasyn4871
@kasyn4871 3 жыл бұрын
Okay, but like, this is really classy as far as the instrumentals go for the most part and I've fallen in love with it? Like whoa.
@user-nw9ql1bk9k
@user-nw9ql1bk9k 5 жыл бұрын
世界観がほんとに好きで自然と惹かれる…
@user-ns5nx1we9i
@user-ns5nx1we9i 5 жыл бұрын
この前学校の放送で流れました!!舞台性ナニカがPV付きで聞けるなんて...
@Ida09
@Ida09 Жыл бұрын
one of my favorite songs by you
@YATU220
@YATU220 5 жыл бұрын
1日見るの遅れてしまった…!!! 出だしからめっちゃオシャレで一気に惹き込まれますね… 今回も素晴らしいきくをワールドをありがとうございます!!
@freakazoid47
@freakazoid47 5 жыл бұрын
I thought your LAST upload was good, but this? God, Kikuo, this is OUTSTANDING! Especially the art and effects! Keep up the good work P.S. This gives me haunted abandoned mansion vibes-
@Maddie-123-p88
@Maddie-123-p88 Жыл бұрын
saa asobou kimi to kimi to kimi to (Now, let's play with you, with you, with you.) kyou no okyaku wa dono kamen de damasou ka? (With which masks shall we deceive today's guests?) yakeru you ni azayaka na uso (Lies, brilliant as if burning) atama no oku kogashite (scorching the inside of my head) uite hanete Hah... (floating, leaping Hah...) aa kanashimi no shoo o misete ageyou (let's put on a show of sadness,) namida o hikarase kimi o sasou yo (We'll entice you in with glimmering tears) aa watashi wa kodoku na piero (Ah, I am but a lonely pierrot.) miwaku no ichiya ga akereba mou aenai sa (For once dawn breaks on this enchanting night, I'll never see you again.) tanoshii ureshii kai yokatta (Are you having fun? Are you happy? I'm glad to hear that.) fuan de fuan de sa (I was scared so scared, you see...) aa soredemo boku wa tabi o tsuzukeyou (even so, I will continue my journey.) boku watashi ore to takusan motte ("Me", "myself", and "I" still have so much to lose.) ikutsumono kamen to kyoshoku (How many more masks and affectations?) miryokuteki ja nakya doko ni mo irarenai (If something is not pleasing to the eye, there is nowhere it can ever belong.) aa kurushimi no shoo o misete ageyou (let's put on a show of suffering,) chiratsuku yami de kimi o madowasu (I'll lead you astray in the wavering dark.) aa watashi wa kodoku na piero (Ah, I am but a lonely pierrot.) miwaku no ichiya ga akereba owakare dakara (For once this enchanting night ends with the break of dawn, I will have to say farewell.) shinde shimaisou nano sa (For it seems that 'I' am going to die!) kamen ga onore o kuruwasete yuku (Each mask drives my own self further into madness.) aa ore wa utsuro na nanika da (Ah, I am just a hollow SOMETHING!) miwaku no ichiya ga akete mo kurete mo akete mo (Because though dawn may break on this enchanting night, though dusk may fall, though dawn may break,) wakaranai no sa (I'll never understand!)
@user-hg7jg2ms3t
@user-hg7jg2ms3t 5 жыл бұрын
ボカロの声が前よりさらに綺麗で聴きやすくてびっくりしました…
@user-se1yx2ki2z
@user-se1yx2ki2z 5 жыл бұрын
リズムがとにかく好きです
@user-ls9gu3tt9l
@user-ls9gu3tt9l 5 жыл бұрын
舞台系の曲は大好きです それにダークな曲や とても暗い曲も大好物です。
@HarukoSan
@HarukoSan 5 жыл бұрын
What an amazing song. As always kikuo. Thank you!♡
@TWEWYFAG
@TWEWYFAG 3 жыл бұрын
i can’t seem to get this song out of my head. i’m not complaining though, this is really good
@TWEWYFAG
@TWEWYFAG 3 жыл бұрын
still stuck in my head, kinda like a reoccurring thought
@peepee_poopoo_fart
@peepee_poopoo_fart 2 жыл бұрын
It's been 9 months, is it still stuck in your head?
@_.Dylan._
@_.Dylan._ 2 жыл бұрын
Every Kikuo song
@gyutaroosu
@gyutaroosu 5 жыл бұрын
なんと!こんな時間に!
@nao237
@nao237 5 жыл бұрын
ボカロVerも味があって好き
@corona714
@corona714 5 жыл бұрын
Always excited to get notifications for Kikuo!!
@723natumi
@723natumi 5 жыл бұрын
めっちゃ高い塔 めっちゃ猫の食卓 一瞬どうぶつの森が頭に浮かんだ マリオのBGMも聴こえた 最高
@user-wb6po6xu5e
@user-wb6po6xu5e 5 жыл бұрын
Incredible as always!💞
@hauntedastolfobeanplushie1956
@hauntedastolfobeanplushie1956 Жыл бұрын
This song probably my favorite vocals from kikuo's songs, maybe even from any vocaloid song I've heard
@user-jt6gt9gd8w
@user-jt6gt9gd8w 5 жыл бұрын
きくおさんの曲全部好きだけどこういうジャズっぽいの本当好み… 好きすぎて泣く(?)
@kuma__shu
@kuma__shu 5 жыл бұрын
中毒性やばい
@user-cj7bt1tx7y
@user-cj7bt1tx7y 3 жыл бұрын
好き…
@user-gk6wr4vs7i
@user-gk6wr4vs7i 5 жыл бұрын
Vocaloid Verも素敵です…
@octovalley
@octovalley 5 жыл бұрын
Kikuo thank you so much for getting deep into the handpan. I don’t know if you’re the one playing it, but that marimba noise is just. hooh. so good.
@user-ok3mw3no1p
@user-ok3mw3no1p 2 жыл бұрын
今更この曲の良さに気づいた ずっと食わず嫌いして聞いてなかったけど聞けばよかった 一瞬で好きになった やっぱりきくおさんすきだわ~
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