Kurt Cobain being a chaotic mess

Kurt Cobain being an absolute mess
bAck at it again with a Nirvana related vid
I put together some out of context funny moments of Kurt (not Nirvana this time :p)
I hope you enjoy :)
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CreepingMetal

[@lyudmilapavlichenko7551]

Kurt: I hate fame. . The world: Make this guy famous.

[@souldesire5932]

He sold his soul to be famous..just didn't know what it really was, it's a dark and evil world owned by demonic forces most don't know exist in this world sadly. Jesus Christ is the only way out, it has nothing to do with religion.

[@lrose1046]

@@souldesire5932 oh god shut up..

[@kinkane5566]

@@lrose1046 What was he talking about?

[@lrose1046]

@@kinkane5566 haha beats me! Lol

[@mrcsr8582]

@@kinkane5566 alot of his fans seem to be phycologist

[@astridvvv9662]

Kurt would have provided some magnificent meme energy if he had been here for the internet era.

[@avocadodip2157]

@B st Kurt would’ve been loving the memes

[@polybiusv7299]

probs wouldve killed himself way harder

[@prettyvacant3383]

Kurt would have just rolled his eyes like I’m doing 🙄

[@DeadGivaway]

@B st Was going to say the same thing

[@plejady]

Kurt and David Copenhild and you astrid...

[@zoinksss1372]

Ok but like Kurt yelling “huh huh huh huh huh” while strumming a distorted version of come as you are is actually a mood

[@maybelleannezapanta4782]

Its a brain melter

[@Wckdlttlsnnrs28]

It’s kinda good though ngl

[@oldskull9388]

i think its during a sound check

[@enderbugg]

from what I read he did that bc the crowd was being a bitch to the opening band (the melvin's I think idfk) and like throwing shit so he did that to piss the crowd off

[@realdavidii]

@@oldskull9388 it was their concert at Argentina

[@Hiddenplace414]

He was cool cause he was just being himself. Rest easy Kurt

[@retrogta3692]

And what exactly was cool about shooting up a load of smack, playing a guitar badly and killing himself instead of looking after his baby and being a father

[@help_me1235]

@@retrogta3692 fuck me i would rather shoot up "smack" and blow my brains out than have a conversation with your miserable ass

[@retrogta3692]

@@help_me1235 but everything I've said is true. If he wanted to live that kind of lifestyle then that's fine but he had a baby to look after and when people have kids they need to grow up! 😡

[@partysuvius]

@@retrogta3692 how did he shoot himself if he was loaded up on painkillers (muscle relaxers)? Also he was on medication, so it affected his performance many times, but being unmedicated with ADHD is like asking a monkey to drive a car. Ain’t really gonna go well but might as well have fun.

[@retrogta3692]

@@partysuvius it's easy to pull the trigger on a gun.

[@ProtoMario]

Strap on your Gheetar

[@Nobody-df4xg]

Ǵ̷̡̖͎̠̹̦̺̠̮̈̇̽͆́̏h̶̛̳͍̫͍͑̇͝e̵̪̟̮̩͔̬͊̆̈́̊͋̕è̵̘͂̿̈́͋̍̉̌͒͝ẗ̵̥̥̹̤̯͉̮̯͇́̿̔̿͒ȧ̷̭̩̽ȓ̵̡̲̠͙̤̫̆͑͂

[@theshiningemerald4288]

Didn't expect you to be hear?!

[@BabyJesus66]

Fuck you, Mario.

[@colonelsanders8320]

Idubbbz vibes

[@JamoreOropeza]

It played when I saw this

[@thehashslangingtrapper2108]

Interviewer: "Do you like fatherhood?" Kurt: "Vodka!? Yes I love vodka"

[@大村晃-b9y]

AH Simon Rittie

[@a.j.kailing4578]

Yes i love vodka too

[@Roughtraxx]

Lol. So good.

[@musicandpoetry_8]

Lol

[@MewkieTheKittyCat]

Bahaha

[@stormengel4745]

'he he he he he he he he he he he he he heee heeee hee hee he hee he'' - Kurt Cobain 3:04

[@KenMabie]

kinda remined me of The Talking Heads in the song Psycho Killer and the song And She Was..

[@ResubidorSerial]

the story behind that its really cool

[@KenMabie]

@Raleigh Denton 420

[@famosoanonimo602]

@Lithuanian Grenadier Come as you are

[@riffraffrichard]

There a known as a dark band but i love there goofball side

[@EnvisioningDeath]

3:24 Kurt: "Hruaaaarghhh" Interviewer: "Exactly"

[@nr1NPC]

This made me realize Kurt was just a poser

[@KseniaHarri]

It is the perfect response, now, If I ever get interviewed, Ima bring a bottle of water and just do that! Thanks so much Kurt.

[@marleeglenn1945]

😂😂😂

[@joeellislive]

It's like the most chilled out version of chaos ever, the best kind of chaos

[@peaceonearth351]

Yeah, where was the chaos? Get drunk, smoke weed, doing drugs. No rockers have ever done that?

[@joeellislive]

​@@peaceonearth351 I think it's probably how stuff he did was so anti-people loving you, it looked like he wanted to look as unappealing as possible, but then everyone who hates how famous people wanna be loved got that and loved him, but then he got that aswell and it turned into a weird vicious cycle that's kind of a paradox

[@LSPD1909]

@@peaceonearth351 you've missed the entire point.

[@peaceonearth351]

@@LSPD1909 In a way some of them try to martyr themselves by going down that path. Edit: Morrison, Hendrix, Joplin, Michael Jackson.

[@lavendersage29]

Watching Kurt hiss at people like a cat is my only reason for existence

[@ananda_dlg]

Frrrrrrr

[@v.xien.]

Someone said Kurt would pretend to be a catboy on tiktok for thirst traps 😭

[@trishturner5887]

And thats why we LOVE him.

[@creepingmetal7635]

exactly 😌

[@zero-zh3kv]

YOUR PFP HAS ME DYING LMFAO

[@henrietarubikaite1752]

no, i love him with the bad sides too

[@spud2727]

And that's why we miss him!!

[@iamyou1059]

Preach also I live ur pfp 😂

[@Jerrywood111]

2:12 imagine being a teenager and finally see your hero playing your favourite song and then he does this :D you gotta love kurt

[@Dashxp]

“tAke yA tiMe hUrrY uP”

[@keithwaynejones]

i think he did that because his guitar was out of tune and he didn’t want to stop to tune it in the middle of the song so he just went with it...

[@Dashxp]

@Eliza💖🤘 aS a kNoWn mEmoRAaaaaa

[@noyes1973]

@@keithwaynejones LMAO

[@slay194]

I would've loved it

[@dhariusnaidu3798]

the only rocker that wasnt a crowd pleaser.

[@ungobungo7986]

He wasnt a complete megalomaniac but let's not kid ourselves and compare to some sort of his selfless messianic figure, he was a person like any other and liked attention at times and not at others.

[@t-bo2734]

He didn't jump into the crowd and attack fans or lecture them about politeness and threaten to leave the stage (AxlRoseAxlRoseAxlRoseAxlRoseAxlRoseAxlRose).

[@willmcbay3689]

he didn’t mean to please the crowd but he did MORE than please the crowd.

[@ttott0013]

@Juvenal Catullus so truooo. Pattern is a argyle tooooo

[@ttott0013]

@@ungobungo7986 trruzzzz. Patternnnzzz is ddummv vs zzdumb

[@Luckyy227]

He wasn’t chaotic, he’s smart and intentional. A true artist, the joke was always on us.

[@ohgeereadmore]

I agree but like Jim Morrison, he wanted to get reactions at times

[@pudding1255]

strap on yer geetar :]

[@ravenswood118]

lol no, he was pretty chaotic.

[@redeyedangel]

@@ravenswood118 a great combo of both

[@justinboroughs5974]

Cobain was the epitome of the ultimate middle finger to MTV. Not to mention Kurt hated being told what to do by people he didn't know or agree with... Loved it. A prime example is when he was set to perform the hit song "Smells like teen Spirit" but during the time MTV wanted him to lip sync! Kurt would not have that! Which is why he performed his own "shred video." Smells like teen Spirit, can't deny great song. Kurt purposefully butchered that song basically. It was funny as hell and extremely satisfying. Not to mention being the biggest metaphorical middle finger to MTV.... History. Makes you wonder if he was worth more alive than dead....

[@rsohlich1]

Not really. He was still really cognizant and aware of how his actions helped his bands success. He was more calculating than he lead on. He was a super hardworking, intelligent, and sensitive man and full of contradictions.

[@justinboroughs5974]

@@rsohlich1 I'm basically aware of everything a fan could know, including what you said except "not really" as to what he thought of most of the celebrities and industries of Hollywood.

[@hlf3769]

He really hated toxic masculinity

[@justinboroughs5974]

A prime example is when he was set to perform the hit song "Smells like teen Spirit" but during the time they wanted him to lip sync. Kurt would not have that! Which is why he had his own shred video and mocked the song basically. It was funny as hell. But it goes down as the biggest middle finger in the history to MTV. Just look up on KZbin "Kurt butchers smells like teen spirit." Hell even before the video it says it.

[@justinboroughs5974]

@@hlf3769 I'm pretty sure you also hated toxic people like Re-Tardo Cardo. He killed the songwriter lol. What?

[@Johnnythefirst]

It's insane to think he was 25 or less in most of these clips. Looks both young and old at the same time, mostly because of his eyes.

[@VidaBlue317]

yeah i always thought that too. in his mid 30s at least.

[@richardwellend3806]

The amount of drugs and cigarettes he consumed didnt help with his appearance either

[@MC32595]

so true

[@lindavaleriaparischinchill2279]

@@VidaBlue317 he died at 27

[@whitebirchtarot]

@@lindavaleriaparischinchill2279 The 27 club. Sigh.

[@Kuollakseenelossa]

Kurt is love, Kurt is life, Nirvana is too.

[@TheAktivision]

Life*

[@Kuollakseenelossa]

@@TheAktivision oh, thanks. My bad

[@dazzwoof4943]

Kurt is heroin

[@juicepick7131]

Kurt is not metal 🤠

[@schandmaske]

Nirvana "FANS" are all the way annoying and toxic🤢 .....Nirvana fans are lol... Argue with me about it lol👎KC was an "okay" artist, but he was a rip off artist.. dc.... He is/was a talented guy for sure, but NOT better than ANYBODY he ripped off lol..gn..

[@--thatbih]

I think Kurt would've loved Gen Z and I think Gen Z would've appreciated him way more than previous generations

[@ar1a.luvs.nirv4na.]

I’m a Gen z and i appreciate him so much

[@rebecatorres999]

Kurt Cobain trying to sound like Kurt Cobain 2:13

[@amandagarcia9373]

I laughed waaaay to hard! 😂😂😂🔥🔥💖💖

[@jameswight7321]

yes, he played the self deprecating rock star well, always a cheeky bugger

[@felicitybeats7481]

This one makes me laugh really hard hahaga

[@NOPE-NOOOOO1110]

@@amandagarcia9373 lol

[@DiskoKDiskoL]

Border black metal

[@momodolape]

Claim here your ticket for: "Kurt eating a cookie whilst feeding a baby is the best thing to ever exist"

[@kafkaseyebrows]

that's frances 🖤

[@SilentProti]

Then he just shoved the cookie into Dave's mouth

[@ld-clyke7148]

0:31 hes doin his dancey dance💃🕺🤣

[@KenMabie]

daddy would you like some sausage? but daddy he's got a joby job daddy he's got a jooooooby job

[@esmen292]

Lmao

[@KenMabie]

@@esmen292 what no one gets the Freddy got Fingered Reference ?

[@ld-clyke7148]

@@KenMabie I don’t think so bud✋🤣😭

[@esmen292]

@@KenMabie wha-

[@vdoza33]

Me: Mom can we go see Nirvana? Mom: We have Nirvana at home. Nirvana at home: 3:04

[@lucias4243]

THIS IS TOO FUNNY TO ME 😭

[@rebecaromo9946]

LMAO

[@grahamcrownshaw5092]

Hahahahajajajajajajajajajajaja

[@appendixlessloser4806]

how are you complaining about this?

[@vdoza33]

@@appendixlessloser4806 laugh or gtfo

[@cryoutdollie.5330]

k but like kurt is one of the cutest people ever

[@vince7177]

literally

[@liahamilton8931]

For real

[@MrDotR]

Ok.

[@lunamoone5231]

Ikr

[@daryldixon6787]

Thank you I appreciate that.

[@booled1]

”Do you like fatherhood?” ”Vodka? Yes i love vodka” God i love him with my whole heart.

[@satanictonafun9973]

He was the definition of neutral chaotic and we all love him for it

[@RubyRoks]

The man had an excellent sense of humor. It's a shame he's no longer with us

[@nataliebaldwin1524]

Kurt is literally a friend everybody wants

[@marcodallolio9746]

not everybody. Only a segment of the personality distribution would like him. Like with everything else.

[@spider-manunknown9193]

I would love to meet him but unfortunately none of us will get that chance.

[@electricfetus100]

I would not be his friend I would exploit him like everyone else and say he deserved it

[@phgs_smnt]

3:03 Kurt spittin straight facts

[@OliveKrajewski]

i have never wanted to meet someone more in my life

[@K-aR-Oh]

I would like to wake up someday and see on the news some thing like: " Legend Kurt Cobain faked his death to get rid of media and fame, but we have found him here, in a mansion in Tokyo Japan and look he recorded 14 new albums, oh look Shannon Hoon from Blind Melon is with him too...." ( Shiiit that would be it. ) "- In other news mumble rap was banned in 6 states, back to you Joanne you probably got more news at the studio set.

[@doeeyes2]

Add Bradley Knowles and thats my dream 😍

[@graffiti9145]

Kurt wouldn't want Mumble rap to be banned tbh, he was a nice guy even when it came to things he didnt like/care for

[@ratbones620]

“And oh wait Layne Staley and Chris Cornell were with him too! Now they are all making an album together.”

[@FrantzVissarionovitch]

Rip Shannon

[@briancannon3987]

Cork county ireland

[@jenniferirwin82]

Kurt was such a cool guy....

[@retrogta3692]

Not really

[@OneFreeMan17]

@@retrogta3692 stfu

[@emz1155]

@@retrogta3692 girl shut the actual fuck up

[@korvl]

@@retrogta3692 bruh yes he was

[@galilalexandro4392]

@@retrogta3692 STFU

[@bladeaok]

i love it when we see his funny, dorky side, so many people just focus on his misery

[@choosetolivefree]

Probably because his misery defined much of his life. But yea. It's bittersweet watching these clips

[@tams.lvjy_]

Honestly how is it possible NOT to love him? I adore his sense of humor! I‘m here laughing. I miss him so much. He was such a dork🥺😂

[@retrogta3692]

He was a joke fairy! A bad joke

[@studiomadreselva5881]

Knew him personally did you?

[@patch4307]

Never thought I would find another soot fan here

[@tams.lvjy_]

@@patch4307 haha hiiiii yes I’m a soot fan! Both, Nirvana AND Wilbur Soot fan. I love many different things and I happened to become a dream SMP fan last year. I love Wilbur and his music. I know it’s probably rare to have these 2 combined but here I am😂🥰

[@rebeccaflutters5179]

Came across this comment at 2:13. I think I understand what you mean

[@carley4448]

2:50 “ima playa, ima high roller”😭he was hilarious w/o trying

[@ErrorUsernotfound-ol6ff]

Gangsta Kurt

[@JFKHaircut]

das racis

[@ErrorUsernotfound-ol6ff]

@@JFKHaircut thank you for ruining the joke THANK YOU

[@JFKHaircut]

@@ErrorUsernotfound-ol6ff welcum

[@ErrorUsernotfound-ol6ff]

@@JFKHaircut 😐

[@pedroramos4872]

2:33 I feel the love buzz... a little too much

[@whitebirchtarot]

I wish this video was about two hours long. I never get tired of watching Kurt be silly. Pure genius.

[@lunamoone5231]

“StRaP oN YouR GeeTaRh”

[@astridvvv9662]

01:23 is my favorite clip of the entire video. His delivery is so dead pan 😂

[@Suikogiru]

Not only was this guy a musical legend, his humor was ahead of its time.

[@wauwau187]

2:30 kurt really asked us if we can feel his love buzz

[@ZeranZeran]

Seems like such a rare cool person. Thank you Kurt and everyone that helped him and inspired him. Changed the world, and I still see his influence in music and fashion to this day. Comment left Feb 28th, 2021.

[@badgerbadger-badger-Poppy]

Frances is just staring at Kurt, reaching, like, "No, Dad, you can't have that cookie, but I can!" lol

[@ShienCarson]

HES SUCH A MOOD "Strap on your gheetar*

[@vladtherandomrussian7802]

1:39 …Well that didn’t age well

[@elctrccntry]

NOOOOO

[@Yearlybreeze]

So sad he was pregnant 😔 (This is a joke, obviously. Rip Kurtis Cobalt 🕊)

[@TheBlueBlur2312]

Rip Burnt Propane😭😭

[@whiplashdd]

he seemed like such a genuinely sweet guy 😭 i’d love to meet him.

[@andreimarentette6368]

Montreal? I’m there

[@cIeetz]

I love how buddy goes in for the deep philosophical response and Kurt cuts him off "ItS ALl MiSeRy n' HeartAche"

[@abbiehullinger31]

Kurt really said, "I just decided to hire a hit man," with his whole chest😂❤️ 1:18

[@amymifsud7864]

1:35 that will always be my favourite one. “do you love being a father?” “vodka? yeah I love vodka”

[@coldtiger343]

Kurt Cobain really does have that light cigarette, cool substitute teacher vibe.

[@friedoutmukke864]

0:12 every introvert can relate 😀

[@kqvdsn]

0:56 strap on your geetahr

[@grunge_rocker]

Kurt hissing like a cat is so funny for some reason

[@clintbizkit]

3:18 is my favorite part. that shit is a legit bop. I love it.. never heard that part before.😍😍

[@salvatiziana854]

It’s actually not a part lmao, this was in Argentina. The crowd were shit so Kurt (pissed) just mocked the whole audience.

[@wanna-becobain4873]

3:05 imagine you waited all night for him to sing your fav song and he sang it like this lol 😭

[@boyd1998]

0:07 a sign we all remember.

[@ez-sv7fq]

3:41 ah yes, my favorite bassist, “chris novoselic”

[@ErrorUsernotfound-ol6ff]

Nope that's his twin brother chris Novoselic

[@nabiie19]

he changed his name to Chris a bit after he joined i think

[@ineslundblad]

The 353 dislikes are from axl

[@TheLoneDeranger]

HI AXL, HI AXL, HEY AXL, WHERE IS AXL? HI AXL!

[@flippydippy6587]

HI AXL!!!!!

[@katerinmariel844]

@@TheLoneDeranger LOL

[@jessyd1020]

@@TheLoneDeranger dammit i was gonna say that 😆

[@grizzly3103]

8 dislikes with one Account... 😂 Chuck Norris is the only one , who can do this, i thought

[@wesleyvandenbrink2458]

Imagine buying tickets to a nirvana show just to hear kurt make weird noises instead of singing

[@whitebirchtarot]

In a strange way, I think I would have enjoyed it even more. I’m not sure why.

[@matiasaguilar2500]

@@whitebirchtarot yeah it makes the experience unique you know? You can buy the albums but the memories of Kurt being a goof are only yours

[@whitebirchtarot]

@@matiasaguilar2500 Exactly!

[@carlgallagher8]

hey! hey! hey! hey! hey! hey! hey! hey! hey, hey, hey, hey, HEYYYY HEY

[@markom93]

I've listened to Nirvana since I was a teen, now I am older than Kurt ever was...Man I am old, time flies..

[@youraverageperson2000]

“CAN YOU FEEL MY LOVE BU-”

[@bigwhopper5789]

Kurt must've been a contributor to the development of 2010's internet humour. A lot of the shit he say's just reminds me of the time where you could just say "instead we hired a hitman" and no one would take it seriously. Humour is just shit now.

[@KseniaHarri]

Kurt is the funniest person I have ever seen. I will love him forever.

[@oiergarciaaoiz7195]

He really had a punk pasivo agresive sarcastic behaviour

[@justin_your_cousin9273]

Kurt Cobain was doing sh*tposting memes before the internet did it

[@imtiazahammedsabbir8211]

I have watched all interview of nirvana, thanks for sharing this.

[@borbleborb4586]

It’s cool to see how many people still appreciate Nirvana and how they revolutionized music \m/

[@milicamladenovic5843]

This really made me laugh...and cry :(

[@devonjones5200]

Hey let me paypal you

[@kelo277]

@@devonjones5200 oh so we just getting money now

[@FuZe.]

@@devonjones5200 Simp Detected

[@devonjones5200]

@@FuZe. Nah im a scammer. Not a simp. Huge difference

[@FuZe.]

@@devonjones5200 Thanks, you restored my faith in humanity

[@Mthefoxx]

His voice is so calming I love it

[@AMRARDvermebrungruppe]

"There's a rumor in Europe that Kurt from Nirvana is dead." "Yep. Dead, pregnant, on heroin... I'm a hermaphrodite as well!" "What about the heroin rumour? You mentioned it yourself." "No thank you, I'd rather have Bayer Aspirin."

[@I_WANT_MY_SLAW]

Yeah I saw that in the video too. Thanks for typing it out verbatim.

[@marylandsworld3428]

Wish he would’ve gave treatment a try. You know he could be prescribed methadone for touring. He would’ve been fine on that. But maybe he just didn’t wanna quit either cus he was rich.

[@kafkaseyebrows]

@@marylandsworld3428 he went to rehab, he did try. also i don't think they prescribed that for addiction back then. no one *wants* to be an addict, rich or not.

[@marxismleninismkanyeism6440]

@@marylandsworld3428 methadone is worse then heroin in everyway

[@mypasswordisredcarrot]

He faked his death

[@drewnye8054]

He really was a great troll I enjoyed this

[@kreature7946]

Fun fact: Krist Novoselic never did a public interview with Nirvana because he HATED interviews. It was always his non-famous, older twin brother, Chris Novoselic.

[@melodyxx4756]

2:13 when i try to sing like kurt

[@frootloops892]

SKDKFK STOP

[@ZXVAK47]

LOL-😭🤚

[@pinkgh00st-00]

BAHAHAHHA

[@luispineres3212]

People talk about freedom but rush to criticize as soon as they see a free one.

[@jocelyneke6445]

Kurt is very witty. He was a smart guy.

[@flompy7306]

3:19 Kurt: Im self-healing Interviewer: Self-healing like Christine in that Stephen King movie? Kurt: *Kurt noises* Interviewer: Exactly

[@StrawberrySunday212]

He didnt give a fuck what anyone thought of him, hence the "id rather be hated for who i am, than loved for who im not" quote.

[@daghanabi]

“Hey, hey hey hey; hey.” -kurt cobain

[@rch6650]

Should be called 'Kurt had a sense of humor'.

[@Xyris_silverfox]

I love him hissing, it’s so funny 😭

[@elkesorensen]

I just cried, but i'm better now lmfao

[@chrisfloyd4655]

he's our favorite chaotic mess

[@youraverageartist1588]

The fact that this man is dead makes me so fucking sad...

[@pumpkinbunny521]

1:03 literally sexy music

[@nana-ro9pe]

these are all reasons why i love this man so much

[@tristanbratton9349]

Why do I relate to this man so much

[@TheRazRiot]

2:13 If Puddle of Mudd covered this song 🤣

[@xepherhenryy]

he's definitely the posterchild for seattle 😂

[@chanellemorgan7514]

0:02 karen cobian

[@mojojoji5493]

Man acts like a dude from 2021 definitely ahead of his time

[@MantaraSast]

No, he does not, he is all the good 90s.

[@fffsseify]

Kurt will always be ahead of current time. Like his soul was so fresh

[@Ibol406]

“Strap on your Geehtahr”- Kurtis Cobainium

[@therealmatthewsharp]

0:36 *manually starts switching feet on stage*

[@blazeminio5683]

1:47 it's scary how close he was to predicting his death

[@flippydippy6587]

2:12 my last brain cell vibing

[@2002LB7Duramax]

2:33 Kurt was so mad staring at the cameraman

[@kellyparks11111]

You can scream out of tune like a maniac only if you’re a rock star. We all eat it up. These guys are having fun and inviting us for intimate moments with them to cut up and joke and just be. These guys are amazing.

[@patricksteveok]

2:18 jajajajajajajajajajaja GENIUS

[@Ktulhin]

1:45 а ведь все посмеялись, но итог...

[@Katherina13S]

2:12 - I LOVE this live recording, Amsterdam 1991! It's like "oh, it's out of tune..." *tuning* "omg it's still out of tune." *still tuning* "oh fuck it, let's make it a purpose."

[@dizarse]

I'm born in 08, so I didn't add the chance to meet him or smtg like that. Well, I love him. I was 2 when I listening to him for the first time fault of my dad and I still love him.