Kurt Home Movie (firt part)

[@PazuzuM666]

Reminds me of myself at family events - rather hang out with the kids!!

[@Adidush12]

The story behind this view of him sitting there seems very mysterious and interesting. This whole scene made me cry. RIP Kurt.

[@KibaElric]

its sadness, emptiness i understand Kurt.. i borned under the same chinese sign.. goat, In the 90's there were no escapes to the mind like today, without the internet, without today's distractions.

[@odiumimbues]

this is so bittersweet. i love the song/mood to scenery. dam.

[@asyouwalk2847]

This is a fascinating video for a variety of reasons. This Cobain family gathering happened on September 8 1991. The SLTS video would be released two days later on Sept 10, and Nevermind would be released a few weeks later. In some ways it's like viewing Kurt before everything changed, Courtney came into his life, and life became so much more difficult and complicated for him. There's a real innocence and sweetness on display here.

[@RussellB]

thx for your context.

[@neoczy3249]

Courtney came into his life Now you know why he was thinking here... More problems

[@robertochaves9305]

poor guy was about to get very rich.

[@9LivesGamer]

2:40 that's the Kurt i love, that's the guy u just wanna sit next to and have a cool chat with

[@darkstar6909]

The video was shot at Mill Creek Pond in Cosmopolis WA (not Cosimopolis). Watching this now Kurt may have been also reliving some memories of the "shed". This pond, and the shed seen in the video was a party spot for many of us (including Kurt) growing up in the towns of Aberdeen, Hoquiam, and Cosmopolis in the early and mid 80's. Lots of good times there. Thanks guesty for posting it - its bringing back some good memories.

[@kaiserschwert1184]

I was a teenager in the 90's and I had the pleasure of meeting Kurt in person on his tour in support of ''Nervermind'' in 1991, he was a very handsome and intelligent young man and was always cracking jokes and kidding with all. You would even consider him as a close relative. But deep down you see a void that could not be filled with anything existing in this world. I felt terrible when I received the news of his death, I was at my parents' house in Maryland, I still remember crying for days and thinking about what could have happened or what could have caused all of this, his death sure shook everyone. After all, he was always my idol. The world has lost a great man, rest in peace Kurt we will love you forever.

[@FreetoliveinFire]

It's very moving to see the image of Kurt. I was only a kid in the 90's, so I envy those who were teenagers or in their 20's during the time Kurt was alive. Though I can't know for sure how painful it must've been for them to lose him. Rest in peace, Kurt. Thanks for the wonderful music and the inspiration.

[@EternalPerfektion]

The way Kurt's just sitting there..thinking about nothing, really...watching the scenery... I'm just in awe. He was/is/and always will be such a beatiful man. The world misses him. RIP.

[@impieXdidge]

...this makes me wanna cry. He was such a wonderful person..

[@jenniferrolle9760]

God bless whoever filmed this

[@startervisions]

probably his sister

[@ericdrake2319]

if you pause it just right you can see heaven in his eyes...

[@randyjohnson7734]

Eric Drake get real

[@gnoogie]

relax homie

[@angelafernandez9927]

i will pay to know what's he is thinking about...

[@Michael_JL93]

He was thinking of song ideas.

[@Betrayerslayer]

@Bernd Ballermann you didn't know him.

[@danbowmen4180]

You know you're a huge Nirvana fan when you sit through shit like this.

[@TheGhostRhythms]

+Dan Bowmen ahahaa so true

[@Gapgirl-yk4sh]

🤣😂😂😂😂

[@krisfrederick5001]

Right?

[@RadicalSharkRS]

I guess so lol

[@sageantone7291]

You're not a nirvana fan if you think it's shit.

[@Luckyluckylucky2100]

Man the lil girl is soo adorable. .its amazes me how kids r so special..I have my own daughter n its a blessing so much..kurt is soo cute sitting thwrw all alone..aww..man we miss u kurt..rip kurt cobain..grunge king himself

[@DoubleVisionandco]

Kurt loved children. He didn`t love the spot light. When he found fame it was too overbearing, there was no more personal life. He, like others in the past couldn`t handle the spot light. He tried several ways to get the spot light off him all to no avail. Seeing him at peace beside a stream with children playing without mass attention was what he loved. I`m thankful to see that he got to experience it. Kurt Cobain: Mentor, Legend, Master.

[@zazzyzzz]

beautifully sung by Mari

[@filmforager]

God he's so sweet. Just the way he looks at the little girl like he's protecting her.

[@mumbles215]

I’m sure he was.

[@deafcobain]

he also reminds me a lot of myself

[@Ponsle]

This clip is really beatiful. There's just something something in the accidental camera work, it seems to turn to kurt and the kids at exactly the right time in the song. It's like kurt is watching over the kids, or wishing he was there age again. The little dude in front of Kurt looks like kurt as a bot. Gave me goosebumps.

[@polbi]

omg he looks so sad in the end! I was a Nirvana fan at that time, Kurt died when i was 16. I had all his album, bootolegs...Im 30 today and tear come to my eyes when i look at this video. Rip Kurt.

[@XxxMiSsBlueSkyxxX]

WOw, Kurt was one of the best true person I've ever seen, this video is magic, it's just showing LIFE ... I wonder what he was dreaming about at that moment ... RIP Kurt :'(

[@LuisMedinaInformador]

He already was an angel on earth.

[@xarmy5669]

"don't cry for me, I'm already dead". Eerie

[@marioalberto3277]

I prefer "the man getting hit by the football "

[@thewedge8823]

I first saw this in the "Kurt and Courtney" documentary. it was the very last scene. this is so chilling, eery, and sad, especially when it shows Kurt.

[@jasonhenderson1767]

This scene tears me up every time

[@jackholgallover3]

aww, kurt is so cute just sitting there looking at the kids. ahha. :)

[@hom0s4cer]

He is staring into the void, and not even smiling when the girl looked at him. he prolly wanted to shoot em.

[@larsulcer7156]

@@hom0s4cer Kurt isn't a big smiler or laugher and he's always dead inside, also the drugs

[@elisebb4457]

@@larsulcer7156 Not true at all, Dave grohl said the public perceived him that way but that he actually was happy and joked around a lot. And in an interview Kurt himself said that he and krist and Dave joked around and laughed a lot together and they weren't this grumpy mad band.

[@larsulcer7156]

@@elisebb4457 Oh, ok. I watched a lot of Nirvana moments and they seem to have a world of their own especially Kurt lol.

[@arealOpia1991]

he looks so peaceful... being so quiet and watchful over all the children ....^^... this is truly a lovely shared moment ... i do thank whoever posted this sincerely

[@stewartcopeland77]

this last minutes are great is like kurt in heaven rounded by little angels :)

[@MuskateerGripWeed]

I saw Kurt play at the Palace here in Melbourne Australia and he was amazing so cool and a pro...and seeing him here is the same ...just a mellow guy with alot of thoughts in his mind ...we miss you Man.

[@lowrentcyborg]

this is an amazing video and a beautiful moment in time. pure art.

[@SillyNag]

When they played this song at the end of who killed cobain documentary. the feels. pretty sureal. its quite amazing this man changing so many peoples lives and making a big impact on the world. kurt cobain was a legend and i dnt think he even knew it. rip man

[@angelafernandez9927]

+qoiiop h i think he didnt know how much influent he was and how big rock star he was, so humble and honest

[@andros1984]

Bitter sweet, really something that you could never plan to catch on tape, but so perfect.

[@nicr1624]

I like this video. I wish Kurt was still around. I really appreciate this post. It shows a quiet introspective time. . only a glimpse...Thanks. I went down underneath the bridge in Aberdeen and did the same thing this past thanksgiving.

[@jabre12]

such a calm and genuiene soul

[@gorillazgal1]

Wow. Those little kids don't knwo how lucky they are to be that close to him. I bet he loved that though; Kurt loved kids and he loved being treated like everyone else. It was when people treated Kurt differently he hated fame. I would do anything to be one of those little kids. Kurt's so sweet, a musical genius, and a nice genuine guy. Rip to the greatest mind in 90's music, possibly longer too, he's such an insperation. There goes my hero.

[@tecsealex]

increible verlo ahi sentado al lado del pequeño arroyo , pensativo, viendo a los niños jugar, se ve tan sereno, simple como cualquier otra persona, y resulto ser la persona revolucionaria de Grunge. Kurt Cobain Forever!

[@jenniferrolle9760]

please don't ever take this video down. I love it so. thank u so much for posting it! it's a very special one of him

[@tinabeaan]

he looked so intrigued and plainly happy just by watching those kids! thats so cute :D

[@evanisovich]

Ah sweet! This is his Aunt Mari, who first gave him the confidence to play music. He looked up to her in the highest regard.

[@wonka4]

did you notice how she sings "i can face the darkness with those eyes..." right when the camera spots kurt sitting there? its just a coincidence but a good one.

[@JaBenny]

that song being sung is perfect.

[@reacher60]

I found that moving. He's just sat there, alone. Watching kids being kids. Almost envious he wasn't that age again.

[@HumphreyBriggs]

Was this song written by his Aunt Marie or is it a cover? Also is anyone else reminded of the line from "Catcher In the Rye" of how he'd just like to watch over the children and make sure they don't fall over the edge?

[@yusukeurameshi2204]

This song is called " I Can See Heaven " by Terri Gibbs

[@colvo115]

this song is so beautiful.

[@Enticelove]

Unbelievable!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you!

[@zwfwrestling]

yeah thanks again for giving this to us, willie.

[@Emilee52395]

Ahw, he seemed really nice though. The kids looked like they liked him.

[@hom0s4cer]

More like they ignored him.

[@Templar.Knight-Reaper]

The song makes such atmosphere I guess. The song is very sweet. Just like in heaven. At the lake, children, lil fest...

[@ForKurt20]

"The way kurt just sits there is amazing" yes!

[@TathyHotel]

Kurt playing with kids, this is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen x3

[@NamasteNirvana]

Dear Kurt, almost 16 years now and I miss you more and more. There's no one like you in this fucking world.

[@rodie260]

this makes me wanna cri

[@shannonisalive]

this is a beautiful video.

[@NamasteNirvana]

@jen0619 Eerie is the right word indeed. Kurt looked so lonely here. That woman was his Aunt Mary by the way. Where was this party? Was it in Abderdeen?

[@kysavage7461]

He's so chill

[@MrOntheborder]

Some people don't know how to approach people after a certain point in their lives. I am a musician, and I don't get approached at shows and venues, but my bass player does. It's baffling, and I don't understand it

[@frydalovespungen]

I'm just gonna listen to as much of Nirvana's music as possible today.. kurt we miss you RIP

[@darkeningtouch]

Those kids are in their mid to late twenties by now. I wonder if they remember this?

[@omegaweapon27]

wow it seems like something out of a dream you walk up and see kurt sitting there by a creek

[@funkyfabulous6090]

lovely video.

[@tagtv]

Kurt was once a member of a classic rock group, now he has become an icon a kind of "anthem," for a generation, one tinged with the sadness of thoughts of an absent friend. To me, above all he was a man with a heart and soul, hopes, fears and dreams and unfortunately just didn't find peace of mind. Leaving the music aside, this vid makes me feel so sad about a fellow soul, who didn't make it through the long haul. Incredibly moving... Will[Liverpool]

[@crazyarthas]

Kurt looks like a teenager in this video. He was very short. RIP big poet!

[@frankiesunbeam]

Peace out man. Truly a gentle soul.xxx

[@matiasespina91]

yeah, seeing all that children walking around, that singer, everybody happy and kurt sitted there with a smile in his face make me sad... I miss him a lot...

[@bdyhblue]

Oh my God you guys! It's the FIRT PART!

[@NamasteNirvana]

@guilhermecarneiro1 Yes, that's his aunt Mary from whom he got his first guitar.

[@susan462]

that was a touching video seeing Kurt in a different light so to speak..

[@duythangnguyen]

Just beautiful... and very sad. RIP

[@hangtime911]

The "INDUSTRY" can put so much negative pressure on musicians, I think he was probably reveling in the moment that was truly beautiful. Rip brother, and thank you.

[@bobmorten]

it is so cool...you can see kurt sit with the children..he loved kids so much... hanging out w/ the kids in sted of the grown ups...swet sweet kurt..rip

[@krisfrederick5001]

If it weren't for Aunt Mary...there would be no Nirvana

[@kaylakobainn]

those kids are soooooo lucky =( they have no idea that a famous rockstar is sitting right in front of them

[@bmxsupply7437]

More than a rockstar, i will say a nice person who just want spend some time witout stress feeling...

[@bigblonde26]

RIP, Kurt-He seemed like a sweet person

[@mmorrell1]

I think you're right. I hadn't noticed it before, but in fact the kids do gravitate toward his area by the creek. He seems to blend in with nature as he's sitting there, at peace with his surroundings. No chit chatting. No BS. Just Being.

[@melfaery]

It's almost as if he was already a ghost in this video. A sad, lost ghost. RIP Kurt.

[@maryhughes6372]

That made me emotional

[@kensuke0]

pretty surreal, just a guy sitting there watching the kids play. all before nevermind became a runaway success I bet.

[@shawnslyce158]

one of the things i regret most was being born after he died

[@TheLeatheryman]

Why make me cry? Why?

[@Astharot90]

I love you Kurt, best friends ever :) :,(

[@FTWTallica]

dude. when i saw him sitting there like that i was close to tears.... he was doin alright then... strange how i get emotion over this man who was like all cracked out all the time... next to james hetfield, this man is my hero... thumbs up if agreed..

[@7thPerfection]

After this video no one can see him as only a junkie. He was so much more than that. He looks like he was too good for this world. RIP Kurt

[@synysterjazmyngates]

the 90's were very good :) thank nirvana :)

[@colvo115]

this video is kind of odd though, for the first two mins or so, it's Aunt Marie singing, then the last few seconds it pans to Kurt sitting alone with Kids playing aorund him. Very Sad, and poignant.

[@corporalclegg914]

praise Jehovah it’s the Firt

[@LuvsGalaga]

What I'd do to have been there, I can't imagine how it'd feel. Gosh those kids were so lucky!

[@bubblyanarchist77]

I love you Kurt - for who you are. :)

[@brianintn]

to be a home movie, he sure did look lonesome. 15 years later and still missing you man. i hope you finally found the peace you wanted in death that was always dodging you in life. rest in peace, Kurt.

[@xalvaradox]

when i see this..i cried!

[@nimaside]

He lived more then people twice his age in the short amount of time he was here.

[@KillYourTeeVee]

kurdt has such a lovely voice.. very touching song.

[@hillbillymoment9]

little did those kids know that they were playing near a future rock n roll legend.

[@pinkangel17588]

Wow. If i was there at that time, i would LOVE to just stand by and watch him sitting so quiet looking thoughtful and watching over kids...i wouldn't want to disturb him...just stand and keep on watching.

[@manhuntruler2]

Kurt was such a nice and good man. what a genius he was. R.I.P kurt cobain.

[@simcla5]

I read about an interview Dave says in that he saw this vid and at the end he got extremly sad.He said it broke his heart to see Kurt like that cuz he knew when that vid was made and that Kurt wasn´t very happy at that time. I´m sure Dave miss Kurt so much that we can´t imagen.

[@KenMabie]

I call bullshit. Look at the second part of the video Kurt is great and happy

[@KurtDonaldCobain1994]

Wow I just found this vid again :O awesome.

[@bkimatab]

I'd give absolutely anything to know what he was thinking.

[@kurtster94]

this vid makes me so sad for some reason

[@tagtv]

Dave Grohl was left 'heartbroken' recently when he came across this vid. He saw it & remembered that it was a v unhappy period in Kurt's life. Grohl: "I watched this thing on KZbin of Kurt's home movies. He's hanging around with his family in a park, sitting by this stream as these little girls run around. "And it broke my heart, because I knew when that was, and I knew that he wasn't necessarily happy at the time. "He couldn't fully experience the joy of life."

[@KenMabie]

I call bullshit. Look at the second part of the video Kurt is great and happy

[@DanielAbrantes20]

Where can we find Grohl saying that about Kurt?

[@KenMabie]

yeah "found this video on the internet" it was used in several documentaries

[@TheChadPad]

@@KenMabie Absolutely not. He is severely depressed in that video. Just because someone can smile doesn't mean they're happy

[@waira_atomic.coffin]

@@KenMabie ah yes of course he smiled and this means happiness

[@onwerslament]

Is it me or does the music seem fucking fitting at the 2:01 mark Like damn , thats a sad vocal