where I've been & the future of my channel.

let's talk illness, injury, surgery, death & covid.

[@saranissen6210]

So sad to hear about all the bad things happening the last few months, and sorry to hear about your friend. Sending hugs. Glad you are still gonna make videos, and props to the person for helping you out with equipment, so you can focus on paying your medical bills without worrying about that, but listen to your body and don't work yourself too hard. You shouldn't feel bad for taking time off, when it's needed, but it's nice to get a small update. Take care.

[@Alona2811]

❤️Take care of yourself and those who love watching your reactions will be here when you get back, I had health and mental struggle few years back and yours Shadowhunters reactions just helped feel better for the time I watched you and for that I will always be grateful

[@ceceissickofthis]

🖤 no need to apologize for being gone, I can’t even imagine how you feel with all the health issues and loss going on in your life. I found your channel when you started reacting to heartstopper, and I loved it. I really enjoyed your commentary so I looked into your other videos and started watching supernatural along with you, it’s been so much fun to watch an episode, and then watch your reaction. I’m really excited that you’re back, but take all the time you need to get back on track, I’ll be here to watch when you do :)

[@alexpanda3809]

🖤 Don't push yourself. You and your health is very important. Wish you recovery and fortitude!

[@andygilbert9967]

im so sorry about everything that has going wrong i honestly hope that you can feel better and is always important to give time to your health

[@emo_fish]

🖤So sorry to hear about your loss. Wishing you the best, take care 🖤

[@boss324100]

so much courage take care of yourself ♥️ as well as your loved ones. It's the most important be strong I am with you with all my heart.

[@malivore7264]

i hope everything will get better for you in future

[@leep7136]

First of all I need to thank you for informing people, I'm sure it wasn't easy. You seem like a wonderful person and I wish you all the health, joy and best things in the world. I have gone through a similar thing and I feel for you with every part of my heart, I feel so horrendous about it... Please Ky, focus on yourself and we will wait for you when you've made peace with everything, when you've felt like you can come back. I'm sending you the loveliest and warmest greetings!🖤

[@jadethegemofficial]

I'm so sorry to hear about all the bad happening in your life and no rush take your time. I'm praying for you nicole. 🙏

[@irish4329]

Your health is important so please do what you need to do and true fans and friends will be there. Heart

[@GabGirl93263464]

Really glad that you are getting better and happy that you are still going to make videos still. But listen to your body and take care of yourself. That’s the most important thing. Sending much love and positive vibes your way. Get better. ❤️❤️❤️

[@DakaraJayne]

You are a warrior!! I am so sorry for everything that you've been and are going through. I hope things ease for you. 🥰 glad you have a special person helping you out during this difficult time. Here if you need a chat or anything! You got this!

[@kynicole]

Thank you so much, Dakara ♥️

[@bujorel]

whoa that's a lot, so much to carry... 🖤 💔 it's enough that you're getting through it, seriously! we'll wait for the content. and thank you for the update! sending you all the good thoughts and best wishes for yours and everyone's health, and for happier times!

[@sarahharper4825]

❤take care of yourself! I know I will be here whenever you can.

[@karinavidal4882]

Your health is your main priority. I rarely comment on your videos but love your content ❤

[@atwoodsmariano]

Just watched this now and I’m so sorry that you had to deal with all of that in around the same period of time. 😢 Hoping things are going better for you. 🖤

[@tiffanya1036]

You've been through a lot & if it's months down the road until you can get back to reacting to shows, I'll still be here subscribed to your channel. Hope you and your fiancee feel better. 💜❤️💛🖤💚

[@katey631]

🖤 sorry to hear about all you're going through. we'll still be here, just do you!

[@J_J0v0]

🖤Give you lots of hugs! Hope you get better soon! You don't need to post too often, as long as you are fine, we can wait. Hope everything goes well with your upcoming surgery!❤🧡💛💚💙💜🏳‍🌈🏳‍⚧

[@stevecooke2893]

Sorry to hear your loss and situation, I thought my battle with doctors was bad. You need to concentrate on you, as much as I enjoy your channel, it's not worth your health. Wishing you all the best 🖤

[@rebexca3]

Wow that is really *a lot* I hope you're feeling better soon. 🍀 Whenever you'll post reactions again, I'm gonna be excited. Don't pressure yourself too much about it though. Hopefully the rest of the year will suck less 🖤

[@alis8437]

i'm so so sorry for all you and your loved ones had to go through, remember to always take care of your health first and to take time for yourself and the peaple you love. don't stress too much about not uploading it's understandable, i wish you the best luck for everything ❤❤

[@heyitsmarta00]

I’m so sorry about everything that happened, I hope good things come to you soon 🖤

[@HasnaaAlaa]

I'm so sorry to hear how much you had to go through lately, i wish you good health and don't stress over uploading your health and mental health come first

[@Levbronshtein95]

I am so sorry to hear that so much of bad stuff happened to you and your relatives one after the other. But I hope that you will get through it all and we will be waiting for you, dear. Get well,luv🖤

[@angeline_k]

Take your time! I wish you good health and speedy recovery ❤

[@michellelangner2033]

❤ So sorry for your loss and what you’ve been struggling with

[@wendylu2323]

Take care. No pressure

[@franzibaer2236]

❤️ i hope that you will get better soon. Take all the time you need and concentrate on your health. We will wait for your reactions here.

[@katjabochannek5742]

🖤 i hope you get better very quickly. Love from Germany 🖤

[@heidi_d]

🖤 Been rewatching your content in your absence - so sorry you’ve been having so many difficulties! I’ve struggled with autoimmune issues as well, but haven’t gotten a proper diagnosis for all of them, (just Hashimotos and PCOS) and your symptoms seem similar to what I have going on. (Honestly I gave up on doctors and specialists after 5 years of searching for answers because no one could tell me what was going on.) If you ever do decide to disclose what it is, it might benefit some of us, but I totally respect your privacy there! Anyway, I really love your channel and hope that life begins to take a turn for the better for you. You sure have been through a lot! Stay healthy, and we will be here whenever you are able to return to us! I hope your honey feels better too! xo

[@JacksWorldYT]

I’m so sorry you’ve been going through so much ❤️. We’re here for you regardless of what you decide to do, take all the time you need for any & everything & don’t feel bad about needing to take breaks whether for your health or otherwise. We love & have missed you sis 🖤 You never lost our trust btw

[@janabraam7963]

I hope you start getting some good news! 🖤

[@unmasked271]

♥ It's all gonna be okay, don't push yourself too hard, we are here waiting for when you can!

[@ajhorniman8285]

Take care of yourself first, & know that I'll still be here when you come back🫂🖖🖤💙💚🖤🖖🫂

[@cindycinlouky555reyn2]

Dang girl you’ve been through it! But I totally understand I have RA and chronic migraines. Mental and physical rest is very important. Hope things get better.

[@clyde.jgarcia6662]

u just take care of you and when u come back we'll be here

[@cathyhernandez9665]

Take care of yourself Take easy 🖤

[@apriljackson1370]

Health comes first before anything else reactions can wait health is more important

[@Direito_Games]

Sometimes it feels like every bad thing that could ever happen happens at the same time and it’s so heavy. My best wishes for you. It’s not gonna be easy but you’ll get through this! Take care, rest and stay hydrated!

[@abbasfarhat3972]

🖤Thanks for sharing, Kylie. What you're going through is hard and you have a whole community out here supporting you. :)

[@BipolarJack]

I'm not a big fan per say, I usually just tune in for Shameless. But I do hope you allow yourself the time and space you need. I'm sorry that you're dealing with all of this and remember that you are more important than your channel.

[@virginiaclarke5295]

Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry that you lost your friend in such a brutal way. I would like to tell you that you are a beautiful and insightful young woman and to be going through so many difficulties and yet push through the pain to share yourself with other people, especially on KZbin which requires a lot of editing, is a credit to your personal strength and caring personality. Please allow yourself the time you need to heal and look after your immediate needs. We love to experience these shows again through you but don't let us be the cause that you overextend by diving back in too soon just to make pushy people happy. I know it's tricky managing consistent content for patreon members and if you find that you just can't do everything on KZbin as well I hope you do what is best for YOU. You have been so strong not to let yourself be crushed under everything going on, I'm so glad someone was able to give you such a great gift, you deserve it and more. Hang in there and give yourself permission to take a break when you need it! Love you girl

[@Roxy1102]

🖤💜

[@elia_simon]

You don't have to make apology videos, it's your life and your channel and you are free to come and go as you please, don't feel pressured to make everyone happy. (though the explanations are appreciated!) KZbin is supposed to fun, so enjoy it when you can and take whatever time you need when you need it!

[@msimpingrid]

♥️♥️♥️

[@michaelo-b7939]

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@whoanellynelnel3874]

Arohanui🖤

[@Hannah-pv7bt]

💜💜

[@celiafox350]

I am so sad to hear how poorly you have been and all your news, I have missed your videos but your health comes first and the rest can wait. We will still be here when you feel ready. Take care of yourself.

[@sabinest.235]

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[@livireactions27]

🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@heresia6]

🖤🖤🖤 OH Ky..I'm so so deeply sorry for all you've been through and what you're still going through. Health is wealth and when it's crumbling down, it fucking sucks, to say the least. I also wanna say something about the loss of your friend. First of, I know it's not the smartest to do to talk about my experience because, duh it's different but still. In 7 days, it'll be 2 years since losing the love of my life, my Dad. What I wish for is for you to have an outlet. What you are feeling is absolutely devastating and you have the right to let it all out. Honor your immeasurable pain. It shatters the heart every second of every day and so, it needs to be let out one way or another. And never NEVER apologize for not creating content for us. Of course, we love watching your videos but dang it, we are adult enough to know that all of us humans have a life and sometimes things get fucked up. I'm so sorry and please, remember that even though we support you and wanna see your face on camera, I sincerely feel as though you don't owe us anything. You do you, when you can, how you can. And what a wonderful gesture for a patreon to offer you all these new things. You deserve it. Take care, sending you sunshine, peace, and courage (which you have plenty of already) to fight all this bullshit. From a broken heart to another 😉 🖤🖤🖤

[@kynicole]

thank you so much for this comment. 🥺 it means so much to me. I’m so sorry about your Dad. ♥️♥️

[@quebin1]

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[@greysquirrel2007]

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[@locker.535]

❤

[@dianaszuts398]

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[@liviasx]

Take care🩷

[@NicoleSteyn]

🖤🖤

[@VkalikoV]

🖤💜💙💚💛🧡❤

[@candypaint7719]

Hiiiii

[@Ravenclaw80361]

[@thalia9789]

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[@gerganakantcheva8176]

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[@kengel100]

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[@CBLReacts]

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[@ingelagj8786]

🖤

[@ccapacappuuu787]

🖤🖤🖤🖤 you never have to apologize for 'missing' an upload. There's your health. Your mental wellness. Your physical wellness. Your emotional wellness. And all of those were literally drained. There will be delays in uploading. We have to accept that. You don't need to apologize for your health, as well as the events that contributed, *shrug end of discussion. Those that understand will be here for and with you. 🖤🖤

[@eyefat89]

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[@missliaskam9109]

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[@Nata-Li.]

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[@nastya28LT]

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[@toms5996]

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[@toddylikes]

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[@southernkangaj1495]

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[@PrincessKala621]

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[@jerahanson1409]

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[@Nata-Li.]

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[@carpetslime]

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[@yvonnehuff7973]

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[@harleymonroe97]

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[@WhiteShadowOhio]

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[@beatrizlarissamsilva]

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[@fangtasia1000]

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[@zora2107]

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[@slowlykillxeno]

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[@SebastienFortin07]

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