The ADHD diagnosis that changed my life. What happened, how my life got so bad and what I'm doing.

[@geraldinetoltschin7776]

OLLIE,…we are listening and sending you much courage. So happy you have discovered what is going on.

[@MagicalModernistMansion]

Thank you. So am I and in fact, we all are!

[@MagicalModernistMansion]

Thank you so much, it is definitely good to know and to start putting things in place to make daily life a little less frustrating!

[@trinitystarclararose7118]

Ollie, you hid it well and that takes a lot of energy as also the condition. Thank you for being so open and courageous to share this with all of us . The biggest step was to face your fears and see a doctor and you did it. The worst is over. There are many highly creative and intelligent individuals who go through this. Thank you so much for sharing your experience it will help many others out ther. 💝🌈🇨🇦

[@susanm.1564]

@@MagicalModernistMansion "...putting things in place..." no pun intended??.. Honestly, I STILL spend about 30% of my day looking for things! I was diagnosed at 40, have muddled along for 3 decades, but after seeing the award winning short film "Shiny Objects" on youtube, I've decided to be newly assessed, and hire an ADHD coach. I'm a very healthy 72 year old, but obviously my years are numbered. The understanding of ADHD has come so far, I know I'll benefit from that, and expect these final numbers of years will be fun and productive! Love and encouragement to you and your beautiful family. ☺

[@DiSWRwow77]

​@@MagicalModernistMansion The grieving part and sadness is apparently all normal after a diagnosis. KZbin brought me to you because of your ADHD post. I'm struggling with a fairly new diagnosis in my 50's. It's a relief to hear of other people's experiences. You don't feel so isolated & alone which is how I felt for decades. Thank you Ollie. Subscribed. X.

[@TheFiown]

I used to think that I was a 'good' person, that I was fair and caring and never consciously hurt anyone until one day I realised that it was a lie. I had neglected myself, put myself last (a remnant of my protestant upbringing maybe) and that I had hurt myself in the process. I am very forgiving until it comes to myself but I am working on it each day, a bit late in the day but it's important to look inwards and if you are not your best then you cannot be your best for others and so forth. How touching this 'confession' dear Oliver, I do wish that you find peace and harmony and you take more time for you. Wishing you and you lovely family much love. xoxoxo

[@jolombardi1391]

Thank you for sharing I'm ADHD and found out late in life and learned to deal with it.bit I am now older and feel like you did looking for things getting so exhausted and all along it's right in front of you Im debating going and getting medicated most of my children are also adhd

[@edwinakastner8806]

Please seek help there’s no Shane in that but rather bravery imo

[@analourenco4688]

Could you please give the clinic or Dr name you seen in the UK. My son have all ADHD symptoms, but through NHS, we are not going no where. Glad you feeling better and all is working out for you. Thank you.

[@sueheiney8566]

My husband, daughter, both son in laws and 2 grandchildren have ADHD. I know your struggle is real. Take care.

[@HeleVicoryJohnson]

Dear Ollie, Thank you so much for doing me good. I watched you with Steph and was really sad for you and pray you continue to make good headway. However I decided to take a look at myself and first things first I introduced myself to a weekend(!) Instead of every day being the same. I have animals so made sure every all jobs were done by 12noon so I had time to relax and read intil time to feed the sheep. 12 dogs and 1 cat then I had my meal and relaxed before an early night. I'm going to stick to this regime because at 84 years of age I now know I should have sorted myself years ago. Bless you dear Ollie. I'm so grateful and will watch how you progress. The reason Ive been able to cope all these years is because I use homeopathy as I'm not suited to chemical drugs. We are all different. Xx PS sensible idea to use a straight forward, no nonsense phone.

[@corinnapetry65]

I am so proud of you, Ollie, that you went to the doctor, got a diagnosis and are treating it. That itself is so huge. It will make a difference for you and all your loved ones. Warm wishes from snowy Chicago.

[@joellenmeek658]

What she said from Pittsburgh USA

[@bdlodahl]

Yes, Ollie, what she said! Knowing answers to your concerns and frustrations and commiting to therapy is more than halfway to getting to where you want to be! Best wishes for a much less stressful, more hopeful, peaceful, and healthier 2024 & beyond! You've got this! 🎉 From Barbara in the Pacific Northwest, USA 🇺🇸

[@amycoffin826]

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing. You are reading my mail. 😳☺️

[@juliehinkel608]

I think having something that has a name somehow a huge relief. Suddenly the WHY of your issues fall into place. You’re not nuts, you are Neuro divergent - do you have a superpower, but one that comes with its own sets of kryptonite.

[@joymarks4174]

I was diagnosed at age 35. Life changing to finally know why somethings are so hard. I'm very glad you have some answers and strategies to help you cope. Neurodivergents Unite!!!

[@lindakirkpatrick8123]

Oliver , such a brave video to share with us . I have followed Chateau Diaries since covid began , so I knew you from there, then picked up Magical, Modernest Mansion with interest , and now I see in the last few weeks ( your recent junket with Stephanie )that you've been been unwell for five months .....I'm sending it out to the universe that all will be well with you .

[@deniereynolds6119]

I’m so happy you now know how to live in peace. We all love you Oliver. And you’re not alone.

[@RosemaryOltarzewski]

Ahh my thoughts too. Sending ❤ Oliver. Keep strong hunny bunny.

[@kerri01]

Thank you for highlighting the mental toll undiagnosed ADHD takes. I did not think I could live anymore before getting my diagnosis and medication two years ago at 38. Unfortunately my uncle was not as lucky. Too many doctors prescribed him antidepressants over the years rather than exploring the underlying cause to the point he did not seek help in crisis because nothing worked before. It’s still a hard slog with diagnosis but self compassion has been the greatest gift I have been able to offer myself through this process as I now understand why I procrastinate etc.

[@pamelahaskell809]

I've worked with ADHD students in my career. You are one of millions of people who have ADHD. Medication can calm your mind and slow down your thought processes and make you focus on one thing at a time. There are degrees of how severe your ADHD. yOU ARE DOING A GREAT JOB

[@dianayavetz6286]

When you said you got the diagnosis and then said “it explains so much” it was a powerful statement. Bravo for the courage to realize you needed help and acting on that. This video is probably the most important one you will ever make. Best wishes on your journey.

[@MagicalModernistMansion]

Thank you so much

[@katecox5240]

👏👏👏

[@pipmurray1419]

My gosh Ollie, you’re such a brave person to tell everyone- that takes a lot of strength and acceptance. I did notice that you had put on a lot of weight and you both weren’t looking very happy before the end of last year. I thought it was the weight and stress of the house. Camilla would be lot happier too I would say with the outcome ,because you look amazing ….you really do. You look as if you’ve just turned a page into happiness. Well done and I’m so pleased

[@MagicalModernistMansion]

Thank you for your kind words. They mean a great deal.

[@monicateeling810]

You don’t realise how much you are helping others. Bravo to you and thankyou. ✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅✅

[@deniseprideaux6664]

Ollie so proud of you God bless you and your family hugs from Sydney Australia xx

[@dianegriffith3006]

My grandson has adhd and has been taking mild meds for a few years now and he’s only 12. The meds turned everything around and results were noticed immediately-like you he’s an aspiring artist and very sharp. Thank you Ollie and Many Blessings!!

[@GenaF]

Hi Ollie, I assume this video has shot back into people's feeds in 2025 as they look for you, to find out why you have recently seemed so unhappy. I just want to hug you. I had no idea you have ADHD. My second-born son also does and presents very differently to you. I see you with your smile now you are back at Chateau LaLande with Stephanie. I hope everything will settle down and become calm & even so you can put yourself together. At least at LaLande there are lots of beautiful walks you can take coco on. There's something so special about walking your dog through woodland, hearing twigs crack under one's feet and birdsong from all around. You also get to hear frogs and crickets and water falling. Please try to get out around LaLande once per day. Sending lots of love from Gena, Lincolnshire, UK.

[@bettytali1827]

My goodness, it must be such a relief. Not an easy road ahead but I feel with the support of your loved ones I am confident you will conquer this and I must say, your demeanour is so different. More focused gaze and easy flowing chat. Thank you for letting us in and sharing. I wish you all the best.

[@kimredmond3550]

Your honesty is so important! We watch all our vlogger friends living interesting lives, but we can forget that what we’re actually watching, is your life after editing. You’re not alone, and by sharing, we aren’t either. Good to see you back - and thank you.

[@flibbertygibbette]

Honestly, as someone who has moderate to severe ADHD, I'm really surprised (and also not!) that you hadn't been diagnosed before, because it seemed pretty clear to me just from seeing you on your vlogs that you probably had ADHD. And to be honest, given how many of the KZbinrs I follow have disclosed their ADHD diagnoses, I think there is probably a pretty high proportion of KZbinrs who also have ADHD. I'm glad more people are talking about it and that more people are getting help because of it.

[@margaretstanton7567]

Can you share a couple of the symptoms you saw in the vlogs? I have no idea how to recognize this in others or in myself. TIA.

[@joannerichardson533]

Ditto this, I'm just waiting for Dans diagnosis now.

[@flibbertygibbette]

​@@margaretstanton7567 It's not really something I can point out in a single video. More like things that come out over time that I just recognize as being part of having ADHD when it's all together. And none of this is bad or a criticism. Super creative, messy studio (though he tidied it for the tour after they moved in, but he mentioned it was always messy otherwise), impulsive ideas/decisions, hyperfocus on projects, big energy around new projects but then having a hard time keeping up with them sometimes even if you want to do them, and other stuff. Incredibly hard working but people don't always see/recognize the effort. And also an energy of always moving, even when sitting still. Little physical things. And for KZbinrs, they'll often have some of the best content, but uploading might be inconsistent sometimes unless they have a lot of outside support and extra motivators/deadlines. Hyperfocus is actually a really helpful trait for video editing (I can speak from experience). Everybody has a different type so it'll look different for everyone, and people can have any or all of this stuff without having ADHD. But all together, consistently over time, this kind of stuff in anyone's behavior starts to become pretty clear as possible ADHD to folks who have ADHD or are super familiar with it. It's also worth noting that ADHD symptoms can also be symptoms of things like thyroid disorder, depression, anxiety, and other stuff (and depression/anxiety are commonly found with folks who have ADHD, especially undiagnosed ADHD, because we are constantly being criticized and told we are too much/not good enough/etc). So it's important to rule out other causes of symptoms. ADHD symptoms are always present from childhood, rather than appearing out of the blue. But a lot of folks get overlooked for diagnosis because of stereotypes, particularly in generations like mine and Ollie's. Boys with inattentive or combined type, girls in general, gifted kids who compensate for ADHD in various ways that mask it... a lot of us are diagnosed later in life. Bottom line, if you think you might have ADHD, then if it's possible for you, consider seeing someone who specializes in ADHD who can help with diagnosis or ruling it out. Diagnosis can be really surprisingly helpful. Also, the KZbin channel How to ADHD has a huge number of very helpful videos for people just discovering their diagnosis, or that of a loved one. And ADHDLove is another great one.

[@flibbertygibbette]

@@joannerichardson533 I'm working on trying not to speculate about anybody's diagnosis in YT comments. If folks want to talk about this kind of stuff in their videos, or invite people to suggest possible causes for stuff they're going through, they will. Otherwise it can be really jarring and difficult to have people openly speculating about your health in comment sections when you haven't brought it up. And that can have impacts on mental health whether or not they show those impacts in their videos. Plus, Dan seems pretty private about personal stuff. I just brought up thinking Ollie had ADHD because he chose to talk about it publicly.

[@margaretstanton7567]

@@flibbertygibbette Thank you so much for the insight! This is very helpful. All the best to you.

[@marystarke6735]

I'm so glad you went to the doctor Oliver. I was diagnosed as a child and took a break from medication for about 10 years after I left college, but last year I got back on the medication because I started to notice how hard everything was for me to do. Medication and organization tactics are so helpful. Thanks for sharing with everyone to destigmatize ADHD

[@Nan-59]

Would you mind telling me what kind of medication you were on? My doctor tried putting me on Vyvanse, but the pharmacy can’t fill it. She first put me on the opposite kind of medicine that is for if you’re not hyper but that did nothing for me at all. Nothing changed after I started taking it everything felt the same same. I need to call my prescription insurance and see what they will cover, but I don’t know the names of all of them .. not very many of them I don’t know

[@Claireostereo7]

I was late diagnosed last year at 45. I felt like I was losing my mind or had dementia. It is quite common for women this age to be diagnosed as they go into peri-menopause. Research is coming out about the links between the hormonal changes in women during adolescence and peri-menopause and the worsening of ADHD symptoms. My sister told me she had been diagnosed and her symptoms and I went straight to the doctor. It still took 18 months to get an appointment with the psychiatrist and cost over $800. Medication and a mental health professional to help me with strategies has been life changing for me. Especially with managing the anxiety that often comes along with ADHD.

[@hereandthere6001]

I was diagnosed in my 30s and finally had a word for my condition. I knew from 5 that I was different, a mix of adhd and later dyslexia. I'm used to the adhd but as i get older the dyslexia is getting worse and the bad news is people with adhd are 3 times more likely to get dementia.

[@lizdobson9793]

I"m in the mid-50s and was recently diagnosed. I saw a TikTok talking about girls and women masking ADHD and I started crying; so many things made sense. My daughter has it too, and we were talking that when she was school, it was thought only boys had ADHD. Luckily society is changing, and her company even has a support group for people with ADHD.

[@shannonstone2690]

SAME! Perimenopause has taken the ADHD symptoms I’ve somehow managed all these years (I’m 47) and magnified them tenfold. Some days I truly think I’m losing my marbles. Looking into hormone therapy to hopefully regain more control of my brain and life. Wishing you well on your journey back to finding yourself too!

[@annboehler627]

I was in my early 50's when diagnosed with ADHD plus on Autistic spectrum - mildly. Meds lifted the fog.

[@Truerealism747]

​@@hereandthere6001I think that's from stress though and depression.medication

[@dorislong9420]

Ollie, so pleased you got help. Wishing you a much less stressful life from here forward.

[@kathyrogers1703]

Thanks for sharing this with all of us. Both of my sons were diagnosed with ADHD as children. Now, as adults, they are having different effects and ways of managing it on their own. I am glad that you are working things out. It's great!

[@lollywenzel]

Oh thank heaven Oliver - I know we don’t really “know” you but it feels like we do. You have such a loving, kind way about you, you’re a gifted painter and you love animals - what more could you want? I know the both of you will work your way through this and come out stronger. Thank you for sharing - I share your relief! I know this will help many, many people

[@alannasandell2300]

Thank you for sharing ❤ My daughter was diagnosed with ADHD 12 months ago when she was 20 years old. Life changing for her after commencing on her medication, Psychiatrist, GP & following her favourite KZbin ADHD groups. Initially she cried after the first day on her medication because of the huge difference, she said ‘mum do I have ‘dementia’ ? She has moved on and now fully embraces her Neurodiverse Brain 🧠 ❤

[@debpate9405]

Hello Dear man, I watched Stephanie's vlog from her recent trip and I was sad you weren't feeling well and in your very brief spots on the vlog it left me worried for you. I hope you are feeling better now and back to your beautiful home. You are a sweet person, take care.

[@anandhicooray5512]

Watched Stephanie's vlog and it left me v worried about Ollie too. Hope you are feeling better Ollie, after your holiday with your good buddies. 💛💛💛💛

[@eili8806]

Oliver Strong, this was a lovely , very very lovely video to watch! I have a daughter who I got diagnosed at the age of 8 years with ADHD, and therefore I am so interested in hearing you talk about this, creating openness and being informative. I agree with you, the medication is close to miraculous. And so valuable to learn strategies, and that people KNOW so that they are less impatient with you. Thank you for this. Be happy, be creative, live long and well! x

[@ronniemensch2400]

Oliver, it is good to see you back. Thank for being willing to share what you have been going through during your life. So many are reluctant to talk about their issues, it takes a lot to open up, especially online to your fan base, as you have done. It seems you have put tools in place that can help you on a daily basis. It is moment by moment and finding what works for you. Take care. Ronnie in Saskatchewan

[@anandhicooray5512]

Hey, Ollie. What a beautiful video. You are a brave person, and also very kind. I'm glad you found clarity and ease with your meds. You and Camilla are wonderful beings. So glad you found an answer and so proud you let others know, so it helps them too! Kudos dear Ollie! Happy New Year to you all! (and LOVE the new kitty!😻)

[@ce1581]

I've found that stress ,big stress like yourself buying a home ,moving, starting a whole new KZbin job etc all at once can really aggravate the ADHD into an level. I found that simplicity and routine as much as humanly possible help the most . For instance if I have to pack to move house I stop cleaning, reschedule appointments ,or cooking big meals .cutting out extra things to focus on doing the priority thing. Good luck and God bless ❣️

[@sarahjones5529]

I met Stephanie recently and told her how brilliant Travels with my Friend is and how you were slightly nervous at the start of the series and how you just settled down and were brilliant!!!!!!! You make me want to visit places I have never been interested in !!! You really are such a lovely man. You are so genuine and viewers can recognise that. I’m so glad you have your diagnosis and now can really get into your stride. Cannot wait to see more of you on the screen bringing a lot of pleasure to a lot of people. ❤

[@MagicalModernistMansion]

Thank you so much

[@thelocalartisanguide7937]

Thank you for sharing. A few friends of mine suspected I may have ADHD but I was reluctant to tell my doctor. I will discuss it at my next doctor's appointment. I live in the USA and when your healthy insurance isn't the best the doctor rarely goes above and beyond to helping figure out what is wrong so that is why I have not pushed the issue.

[@annaibarra3447]

To the loveable, wonderful Ollie! How wonderful of you to share this. It is so helpful to many people. You are just a good person, and your beautiful wife is so supportive to be by you. ❤ My daughter lives in Valencia, Spain, also agrees on the medical care. She loves it and the attention they have given her. 👌🏼

[@tazzabolts5761]

Thank you Oliver for sharing what is going on in your life! So often bloggers will only show us the good, also for a man to go and be proactive in his health quest is brilliant. I can’t get my husband to go to the doc! I look forward to seeing how you and your family are getting on but only when you feel up for it! Love from a Brit who lives in Australia 🤗

[@carolmatthews7727]

Thank you for your courage. You are helping more people than you will ever know.

[@nosunshine1609]

My husband and eldest son both have adhd. Husband is a high earner and son is at a top Uni. Like yourself both are very, very intelligent, but it is everything outside that’s the issue. I have to say, there was an episode where you went out for lunch with Stephanie, and I think you left the car on, left the keys behind and the phone. All so chaotic, I did think hmm adhd. There is no cure, but it is wonderful to understand the difficulties, and a partner (like the wonderful Camilla), who can help when things get difficult. ADHD is hard! It is such a frustrating condition. Good luck Ollie!

[@MagicalModernistMansion]

Oh yes you are right I remember that very well! lol I think looking back a lot of things make more sense now!

[@dagz6831]

I remember that one also...and thinking, thank goodness I'm not the only one!@@MagicalModernistMansion

[@nosunshine1609]

⁠​⁠@@MagicalModernistMansion adhd medication can help, but can also be pretty dangerous. My eldest son was taking Ritalin during A levels, (started in yr12). During his final biology exam, mid exam actually, he started feeling unwell. Ambulance came, he was rushed to hospital with a suspect heart attack. One of the side effects of adhd medication is anxiety and panic attack. He stopped taking adhd medication. I believe Michael Pethericks ended up in the hospital too (he thought he was having a stroke). My son is a rower (national level), and to compensate for the non meds, he is rowing 25 hrs a week for his Uni team(exercise = dopamine etc). If the medicine start causing issues, please do think about an intense sport like tennis, cycling, even surfing! It does help. Ps. NOT lecturing anyone, just sharing our story.

[@angelatorlop4319]

You look and sound better. Not that you were 'bad' before, but I would say scattered and distracted easily. It is impressive Ollie that you have recognised that you were not functioning at your optimum and that things could be better and that you reached out for help. This is the part that many people struggle with. Not only are you doing what is best for you, but you are showing through your actions what is the right thing to do for your children. Strong men need to understand that to be strong means asking for help. Well done and I am sure that you not only have the support of your family and friends but of your world-wide friends like me, willing you on and lifting you up to be the best Ollie you can be !

[@StarGirl-l5l]

You struck a note about packing. It got so bad for me I would stress for weeks before the holiday, putting off the day to pack. I used to get so far and my husband would come and sit on the bed and be shocked at the chaos and my stress. Packing cubes are my saviour as I can’t over fill and it keeps me organised.

[@tonivalenzuela8274]

Thank you for your candor. I imagine your whole family has been affected by this.

[@suzannewalker9409]

Thank you, Ollie, for sharing your experience with us, welcome to the club!! I was also diagnosed as an adult, I was in my 40s when I was diagnosed with ADD-inattentive (common in females). Those of us with the condition, before diagnosis, likely have suffered with varying degrees of “the cycle of disapproval“ from ourselves as well as from others. Not measuring up can be painful. Learning that all of that was not our fault is so freeing. I’m so glad that you found medication that helps. Thank you for sharing this too, it’s such a powerful message; and it’s so life-changing. It helps to know we’re not alone and it’s common with creative folks like us, as you said 😊.

[@CarmenShenk]

I have known for years that I have it, but I have never gone to a doctor to talk about it. That 13 year thing is sobering though. I think my biggest challenge is difficulty sleeping, and it’s not that unusual to be awake all hours. I imagine a doc could help with that. You’ve inspired me to look for a referral. Thank you.

[@christinewilkinson3772]

Gosh Ollie, sorry to hear you’ve been struggling. But I’m so glad you’re feeling better and have answers! I have the hyper-focus thing, although I don’t think I have ADHD. I have horrible anxiety and worry issues, but I have meds for it. But I understand about the internal thoughts that never quit. Your brain gives you your art though, and it’s a magical gift! I do hope for better times for you now.

[@nettiek3806]

Dear Ollie, I so admire you for making this video. Firstly, my sincere condolences on losing Dante, your beautiful Birman. Your cats are an important part of your life, as they are in mine, and their illness and loss is such a traumatic event. Secondly, I am SO glad you have been able to see dedicated specialists in order to receive your ADHD diagnosis and move forward positively. Your previous UK experience of ‘5 minutes and out of the door’ said it all for me. It is a very sad state of affairs. Obviously we are strangers, but your honesty hammers home the point that we all ‘see’ people only on a very superficial level and have no clue as to what is really happening in their lives. I wish you well Ollie, including Camilla and all your family. No-one is left untouched by such these things are they? In closing, I must say you looked so well in your video, relaxed and charming. The perfect Gentleman. All my good wishes to you. Annette

[@RosemaryOltarzewski]

Hear hear. ❤ 😊

[@Nicesusurrus]

My husband was diagnosed about three years ago. It's made a huge difference for him to have the diagnosis and treatment. Part of accepting and integrating this into his life was wondering about what could have been had they known he had this as a child. Eventually he settled on grateful to have at least found out now as it explained so much for him. Ollie, I'm so glad that you sought help and have found a solution and I'm certain that your family is so pleased to have you feeling good again too. I need to do a digital detox myself 😅 I'm going to look into a phone like that one you've shown!

[@mattneillninasmom]

Thank you Ollie for educating me on what ADHD is like to live with...I was most ignorant! Congrats, on your newfound journey and I so admire your courage and willingness to learn and to change.

[@stephaniedavis6531]

Ollie, I'm new to your channel. I first " discovered" you when you were visiting Stephanie Jarvis at LaLande. When you put a fascial mask on, I nearly fell out of bed with laughter. Then, when you speak of the history of locations you and Stephanie travel to, I have learned so much. This post of yours appeared in my feed today. THANK-YOU FOR SHARING. It may feel very vunerable to share, especially to such a large audience. The peace of mind that you have given yourself no doubt carries over to Camille and the family. CHEERS TO YOU for taking that first step and seeing a doctor. Wishing you continued success from Pennsylvania. ❤😊

[@gillianbrowning3177]

Its sometimes what make a creative, there's a lot of us out there, you're a member of the the club, be proud!!

[@jesusdidntcharge143]

Thanks for sharing this, Ollie. Testimony is the profoundest way to remove the stigma of mental illness and inspire others battling similar symptoms. Know that you are loved and admired.

[@philipparushworth2193]

Fair play mate, totally real unbullshitty moment, I applaud you. Raw and purposeful.

[@taitweigel64]

My husband found out he had ADHD, towards the last years of his life. He seemed to manage well, but not ever at peak. He lost a job due to his diagnosis. I'm happy you have found out and the treatment is working well.

[@Truerealism747]

Did it cause any physical illness for myself fybromyalgia

[@dinikars3870]

Just knowing and having the right tools is half the battle! Wishing you success! 🎉

[@LynnThompsonAuthor]

I so identify with all this, Ollie! Didn't realize that I have an ADHD brain until I was in my late 50s, and I was never officially diagnosed because I wasn't looking for any type of "correction" of the condition, so I figured there wasn't much point. While moving out of my childhood home several years after my mother's passing, I found a box in the attic with my first grade report card in it. My teacher - when I was only 6 years old - had written, "Lynn has trouble finishing things." Well, that's me all over! My biggest memories of first grade are spending most of the day staring out the window, daydreaming, and having to stay after school every day to finish my work. In looking back over my corporate career, I think ADHD definitely gave me an advantage. If I'd have known about it then, however, I fear that people would have viewed it as some sort of handicap. When the public first became aware of it, it was mainly in little boys, and they usually would essentially drug them so they'd be quiet in class. The drawbacks of it are things for which I've learned workarounds. Staying organized is helpful and having deadlines for things is essential, as is having systems and routines for things. A good diet and proper sleep help, and exercise of some type is also important. Thankfully, I'm not addicted to my phone, but I do work from home and spend far too many hours a day sitting in front of my computer. It is encouraging to read others' experiences with their ADHD and see how many similarities we all have. You are blessed to have a wife who understands and supports you; what a wonderful gift! I live alone with my 3 cats.

[@808darwin]

Seeing you on Stephanie's channel ill and recovering, not sure from what, but hope you're OK.

[@kaydonahue]

I understand exactly! Are you exercising? Are you exercising? I am kinesthetic. When I couldn't write a coherent sentence, treading water in the pool, one hour, I created a paper in my mind, so complete, I wrote it instantly for an A grade. If I don't sleep, or drink water, I decline. Staying on my feet, I do quite better.

[@PatKnecht]

Thank you so much, so much! For sharing so honestly. I had identical twin brothers who both had ADHD! It destroyed them. Multiple jobs, multiple wives, so much pain. I donot have this and another. Brother does not. We all have tried to help through the years.

[@paulakershaw5452]

This vlog has just given me a lightbulb moment, I worry about my eldest son so much, he is loving, successful but there is an issue that causes real problems that I don’t understand, he can be very personally destructive & I’ve just realised that he may have this disorder, thank you so much for sharing & I do hope you deal with your ADHD positively & overcome it’s negativity ❤

[@fenellajameson320]

Thank you, thank you, thank you for making this video. I was diagnosed as an adult at around 37years old when the specialist diagnosing my daughter with autism and adhd told me I should be assessed as well. When I saw my gp about something else a few weeks later and mentioned it, she said "oh, I thought you knew". My daughter had been on public waitlists for 18mths to see a specialist. I was seen in 2 weeks and diagnosed after a 2hr intensive assessment that included having my mum there to answer questions. It changed my life. Unfortunately I have more recently discovered that the efficacy of medication wanes over time and we are more prone to burnout. It's an ongoing journey. But at least when you know what's happening you have a much better chance of working out how to get through it. I'm so glad that you have found out about this superpower you have and are getting the support you need, as well as sharing your story to help others! It's brave and honest. Well done Ollie!!!! 🎉❤

[@marykeller3077]

This video resonates so much. When I was diagnosed 15 years ago I cried. It was like finally someone was able to tell me I’m not crazy, this is real. Im a better version of me since then. I’m so glad you are able to manage your ADHD and bring out the best version of yourself.

[@elizabethjurkacek5217]

You should know that you probably helped dozens, maybe 100s of people with this post. I am always so touched by people who are frank about their situations. All of us have challenges. You are brave enough to articulate it, seek help, and remain positive that you are working towards a better life. Congratulations.

[@bonavistaoptics]

That was done so beautifully and spoken so eloquently! Thank you for sharing. Love ya Ollie!

[@MagicalModernistMansion]

Thank you

[@SquirrelDiaries]

Well done you and well done Camilla. Brilliant that you've talked about it. ❤

[@shelbycooper7504]

Ollie I’m so glad you have found a solution that helps with your ADHD, You are a lovely man sending love from Canada ❤

[@joannedavidman6773]

I. So impressed with you talking about your journey. Thank you for saying it's okay and to not be ashamed

[@lmwaters9617]

Thank you for sharing your journey Ollie. I was diagnosed with ADHD about five years ago. I am 66 years old now. When you talked about mourning all the time that was spent struggling, I really related. I don't think I had thought of it in quite that way before. But you're right. It's like, how much more I could have accomplished over the years? It is still a struggle from time to time, but nothing like it used to be. Good luck. It will get better and better. Leisa

[@carolehanrahan]

I'm so glad you took the time to recognize that something wasn't right and went through the tests to figure it all out. It doesn't make it go away but knowing you have it means you can learn how to cope and I'm also so glad your medication helped so dramatically.

[@SharynWilliamson]

Wishing you all the very best , good on you facing your demons, seeking advice and learning all about ADHD I think not knowing why you are feeling like you do is scary , thanking you for your openness. Cheers

[@mychristmasemporium5927]

Ollie I was going to say that that helps focus on your art, that’s a positive!8’ dyslexic and got diagnosed at uni and struggled all through school! It explains why I find time hard to manage and be organised and read time tables! Yet give me something creative or ikea flat pack and can do that easy peasy!

[@MagicalModernistMansion]

Thank you for sharing. You are so right to get a diagnosis and understanding the mind is something that I think more and more of us will do until it just is normal. We are all diverse, one way or another!

[@MagicalModernistMansion]

Yes, there are definitely some strengths to conditions like this! I think the knack is getting the most out of the strengths while trying to minimise the downsides!

[@suemount6042]

Ollie I’m at the start of my own diagnosis journey at 64 having always been a square peg in a round hole. Thank you for sharing your own journey it means a lot to know your not quite as alone as you feel. Blessing to you x

[@manganava5429]

Oh well done you. You’re doing great. I’ve watched you on Chateau diaries and wondered if your illness had been depression. Delighted that you have got to the root of your condition. Well done also on the practical steps you’ve implemented to help in your every day life 👏💪🙏

[@paulettebarber7219]

I’m so glad you’ve found out what’s been going on and now are getting treatment. It’s wonderful you are sharing your experience! ❤

[@MichelleMingo-m1i]

So glad you are feeling better and are encouraged. Thanks for sharing your story. I’m sure lots of people will be helped.

[@OMundoParaIniciantes]

Thank you for this video. It really made me want to look for a diagnosis for myself

[@christensenmaxine9301]

You sweet sweet man! Thankyou so much for sharing this with us all.

[@GoldenLady9779]

Love you, Ollie! You got this. 💖🌟

[@maryjoan4128]

I discovered I had ADHD late in life,, it shook me to the core,,, good for you,, to reach out for help , and a blessing you have your family,,,, take care and keep well

[@wendymorrison5803]

Oliver, Diagnosis is information. Information is power. It's a hurdle accepting that something isn't right with yourself. That leap can seem impossible. I'm glad you acted on your worry. I'm glad you took the time to find out. You sound quite positive now.

[@davidlogan4329]

I've always thought you were a good man, Ollie. I'm so glad life is much better for you and dear Camilla. Please take special care. Best always, David

[@christinerowley9892]

That was absolutely perfect!! I can perfectly relate to everything you said ❤️thank you

[@mariettafocke9276]

You are a star. Hugs to you and your lovely family.

[@emilymock9]

Thank you so so much for sharing your story. I've been feeling this way for the past several years. It helps to hear other's struggles with this.

[@janeblandford852]

Thank you for being so transparent as this video will probably help many who may be going through the same thing.

[@MonicaAutry-m2n]

You are so brave, Ollie! My husband and daughter had ADHD. There seems to be a strong genetic link. You are now consciously able to recognize ADHD tendencies in your children. Take care of yourself! We love sharing your journey but nothing is more important than life! If KZbin is stressful, let it go or only share as you are able. We can wait! Sending hugs and prayers to you and your family. Life is too short to waste a day!

[@MagicalModernistMansion]

Thank you

[@LorraineinAustralia]

Oh dear Ollie.. I’m 71, undiagnosed but totally typical ADHD from childhood for as long as I remember. My two children have inherited it, as have my two grandchildren. I’m not going through the process of diagnosis here in Australia because it is so expensive. I’m concerned about my younger family. It’s thousands of $$ to get diagnosed here. I’m taking as many supplements as I can, as is my daughter. We are hoping we can help the grandkids this way. It is helping both myself and my daughter. Thank you for baring your soul. I do hope your family and extended family are with you during this time. My husband (75) has been amazing. He is a retired professional man , we have been married for 52 years and he is actually pleased that I can finally understand myself. Obviously we are retired from the workforce by now, but he has always supported me, my odd ideas that have actually helped us, and my down times that didn’t. I do hope your revelation will help others. Cheers from Oz🐨🐨 ❤️❤️

[@nosunshine1609]

This is my experience ; We see a private adhd specialist every 6 months for my eldest son. I will be honest with you, all they do is to label you, and for my son recommended medication ONLY for when he is at school, not during holidays etc . For my son the specialist recommended Ritalin. They have to check his heart, weight, blood pressure every 6 months because of the medication. They recommend CBT therapy, where you can work on life strategies. (He has since given up on medication, and uses sport to compensate). My husband (46), also has adhd. Specialist did not recommend medication. She said medication is not the answer, and he has to work on strategies with a cbt therapist. My point is, before spending thousand on a diagnosis, think about what you really want from it. For the children I would definitely get the paper, only because it gives extra perks at school/university. (Extra exam time, quiet room etc). The specialist is there only to label you, the strategies Ollie is talking about, he probably got from books, reading online etc.

[@denisefazio6708]

I am so glad you are feeling better. I told you we would be here for you all!

[@crae3422]

Very proud of you and thankful for doing this. You are letting others know they are not alone and that is a gift indeed.

[@joyjoycolorado8279]

Thank you for sharing. There are so many people who are not dealing with these type of issues out of fear and I hope some will see your video and take action. We all deserve to live our best lives.

[@conancat]

I swear the ADHD 2.0 book is a rite of passage for everyone who just got diagnosed with ADHD 😂 i got diagnosed at Dec 2022, best thing that ever happened to my life! So happy for you!

[@shelbycooper7504]

Wishing you all the best. Was so worried seeing you with Stephanie not your jolly self, Ollie keep up looking after yourself and family look look forward to seeing more from you. Love from Canada ❤

[@debbiebrowne-gudat5170]

Thank you for sharing, for many reasons. Explaining your absence of course, but more importantly that you feel comfortable to share with us and to inform and explain more about this conditon. Thank you and welcome back.

[@christinevr7698]

I completely relate to this!! I was diagnosed late last year in my late 50's after years of struggle and not understanding why I was so damn good at procrastination and not being able to keep my focus on anything for long (or hyper focusing on some things). It never even occurred to me that I might have it, until my daughter who was in university took a psych course and afterwards called me to say, "Mum, you have ALL the signs of ADHD!" Now in treatment and things are turning around. I wish us both well. I have every faith that you will have great success in your treatment and many many happy paintings to come.

[@niser54]

Very honorable of you to share your story in the hopes of helping someone else ❤️

[@cococrazyoilstm4476]

Ollie, thank you so much for sharing. It’s wonderful you’re feeling so much better. 👍🏻

[@lgrigg5439]

Ollie, you are very special to talk about ADHD i think it's very important to talk about it.

[@MagicalModernistMansion]

Thank you so much - this community is such a beautiful one. Thankful for the support.

[@caronich]

I have watched the Magical Modernist Mansion since inception. I have been drawn to its unique and aesthetic content esp. your living in the Catalonian area of Spain. Thank you for sharing your ADHD diagnosis and the amazing improvements you are experiencing now that you know and on a treatment regime. The fluidity of your speech and overall presentation is noticeable. I am thrilled for you!!!

[@colleenjones5721]

Thank so much for sharing this. I am 65 and have started to think that I may be suffering from early dementia but a part of me wonders if it is indeed ADHD and that my addiction to my phone might be some of the problem. During Covid, I started to follow so many KZbin channels and now I can’t seem to stop looking at my phone. The timer idea is brilliant. I’m going to try to use it. And I might look for that book. Thanks again.

[@DiSWRwow77]

I thought same about dementia but it was ADHD - I'm recently diagnosed in my 50's. Hormones can negatively impact ADHD.

[@lindagage7315]

I'm so happy for you, I have a grandson with the same condition! I think you are amazing!

[@MagicalModernistMansion]

Thank you and I wish your son well.

[@carolelee9238]

Most heartwarming Ollie 😌

[@ChristiAnnePlough]

Ollie, this brought me to tears, both happy and sad, for so many reasons. I went through the hardest year of my life last year helping my 14-year-old daughter to get diagnosed and treated for ADHD and mental health issues brought on by her brain’s struggle, and a lot of your story resonates so strongly with what we’ve been through. Seeing how she has suffered even in her short life so far makes my heart absolutely break for you that you lived with this without knowing for so long, and the emotional point it drove you to. Yet I was also then tearing up with happiness that you’ve finally gotten the diagnosis and treatment you need, and that you seem so light and happy. Good on you, mate! Proud of you and happy for you. And thank you, thank you for such an open, honest, and beautiful discussion of the topic. Truly it is so important for all of us to share these experiences and know we are not alone. Thank you, Ollie! “Knowing” Camilla as I do, from afar, through your vlogs, I am sure she does not want to center herself in this narrative. But these journeys are also EXTREMELY difficult for the people who love and support the undiagnosed and the struggling. I’m sure she’s had to shoulder many burdens that she wouldn’t have had to otherwise, and it’s very painful and very scary to watch a loved one struggle so. So just want to say, Camilla, I see you! Thank you for all you have done and still do for Ollie and I feel for your suffering, too. I hope you are now having some relief and optimism for the future! We’d love to hear the story from your perspective, too, and hear what you’ve been through, if you want to share. Appreciate you both! Every blessing.

[@equatorialjourney4478]

A beautiful tribute to those who live with partners and children who have ADHD . They are definitely the silent ‘wind beneath the wings ‘ of their loved ones & invariably do the double & triple duty shifts ensuring the family unit stays on course. Camilla is extraordinary and dear Ollie is very blessed to have the love and support of such an intelligent and capable partner . Your own story is testament to the old Chinese saying “ women ( esp mothers ) hold up half the sky . The heavy half “ . Look after yourself xx

[@heidianticevich6396]

I’m glad you found out that there was an explanation for what you were experiencing Ollie. My daughter, son, and grandson all have ADHD, and I have it mildly. Sending you lots of hugs and positive thoughts. Feel better.❤

[@leahgannon5030]

I’m happy for you finding the answers so that you can enjoy life , thank you for sharing!😊

[@susanstopher1727]

Thanks for sharing. So glad you took action and sending positive energy for your healing journey! The complexity and tech distraction of modern life is impacting so many folks, both those with and without ADHD.

[@carolsteck6847]

Well done Ollie! It's so good to see you've got answers. Wishing you loads of good health. Love to all and thank you for sharing it will help many x.

[@nancynally]

I was diagnosed right before turning 40...I know what you mean about the relief, feeling like things make sense! But also the mourning, because I realized exactly how much of my potential had been lost to the lack of diagnosis. I'm not able to take medication but even just having the knowledge helps to find coping mechanisms. Thanks for talking about this...too many people still think adult ADHD doesn't exist.