[LAMS] Worst of Me - Hamilton Animatic

[@Ziksua]

You just combined everything i love xD deh and sad lams ♡♡♡♡♡♡ i love this so much♡ the transition of "before i live with the worst of me" i love this animatic♡♡♡

[@onlymagpie656]

Ziksua Thank you so much!!!!! I really love your art

[@Ziksua]

Crunchie Pigeon ahhh!!! Kasgsbshoer what an honor that i inspired you TvT because your drawings are amazing♡♡♡ keep on that awesome job♡♡♡♡

[@Brooke052]

This is the sweetest thing I’ve ever saw ☺️

[@wilgolden7331]

Ziksua Finally I found something with my two favorite musicals

[@jellomationscb9083]

Ikr! Its so beautiful!

[@onlymagpie656]

Just to clarify, those floaty blue thingys are John's memories of him and Alexander, and when the person John's hugging changes, thats when it jumps to Alex and Eliza's wedding :)

[@Woodl3xis]

Crunchie Pigeon Brooooo how do you not have more subs and likes on this? YOU COMBINED MY TWO FAV MUSICALS!!

[@lemua6549]

Crunchie Pigeon where can i download the single?,and amazing work.

[@theuu101hdjchbfjv2]

You played with my heart T-T

[@doratheexplora5966]

Crunchie Pigeon my poor little chicken nugget

[@11MissingPhoenix]

I may be 4 years too late but this still makes me cry

[@yurwa1962]

you hear that??? thats the sound of my heart breaking

[@seowoobinloml2535]

I think that's the sound of fangirls screaming in the background.... Listen, It gets closer by the minute

[@yurwa1962]

Sammy Rose cryyy

[@boxxedin]

A derpy Potato 17 sorry no I didn't hear it over the sound of my heart and my violint sobs

[@LeilaSomaa]

*sounds of thousands of hearts breaking in the distance*

[@ashyarts8516]

Gxbbie 17 I think there’s a lot more hearts breaking and fan girls crying

[@jadyn4373]

*silently plays who lives who dies who tells your story in the background*

[@natashaalianovaromanoff2636]

*silently plays Laurens/John's interlude*

[@ariadne8177]

Jadyn TM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[@raphael_eerlingoq]

@@skyyyy5463 cAn't We Be sEvEnTeEeEen?

[@dariaenache1168]

@@natashaalianovaromanoff2636 n o

[@rozugold]

This is so beautiful ;-; it’s ok laurens, French Fry gots your back

[@jewelv1600]

Rozu Gold LARGE BAGUETTE!!!!!

[@callm3pj]

Rozu Gold *Momayette*

[@juliaguevara4512]

Lafayette is John's father. Lafayette is everybody's father. Lafayette is your father

[@patchworkat]

Baguette

[@miamilicevic9757]

@@juliaguevara4512 Moon kitty

[@metosee1890]

dem feelings dem art dem legs

[@fritzicubero4583]

Dem everything

[@starlesseyes5713]

MetoSee deh feelings

[@coolerthanyou6040]

dem thighs

[@galaandchi8079]

dem emotions

[@lazuriidkwhattoputhere8719]

dem hearts shattered

[@mosesoutofwater370]

This Deserves A Jar Of Cookies 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪

[@Jayquovical]

*999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999 cookie jars

[@dr.romaniarchaman5426]

Sally Jackson's blue cookies.

[@rat3905]

You make my balls so blue

[@yaninanet]

I thought you were gonna say you need a Jared 😂

[@ratinatrashcan9201]

Dr. Romani Archaman HELL YEAH

[@emsypoo4449]

This beautiful Edit: Laf is a good brother.

[@alexisnotupset]

laf is a good mother 😂

[@johnlaurens3483]

UnderFairy444 ,~_~, where is laf I need a hug!

[@sophiali1334]

UnderFairy444 Laf is a true homie

[@chiakisbasketball6603]

He is Mamaguette

[@jordanshires]

Mommayette

[@heroskaapolla3704]

Omg... Hamilton and Dear Evan Hansen in one I love it

[@MM-ry2ys]

Heroska Apolla I love DEH but I’m only done watching act 1 bootleg cuz I get too much anxiety seeing Evan being nervous and I have bad anxiety I think. also sorry if this is long I tend to type long messages cuz normally if it’s IRL people cut me off or my anxiety that the people staring at me are thinking I’m weird and online there’s not actually any faces and I’m typing too much sorry

[@dream_scape3352]

Ikrrr!!!

[@starryxsky2915]

Heroska Apolla go watch found/tonight Lin and Ben platt did a song together combing you will be found and story of tonight!!

[@dianejohnson6987]

Ikr

[@bejeweled2213]

*dear evan hamilton*

[@alinabernardino6912]

OH MY GOD THIS ANIMATIC GIVES ME LIFE. I LOVE HOW IT'S LAFAYETTE, HERCULES MULLIGAN, AND GEORGE WASHINGTON WHO GIVE HIM HAPPINESS WHEN ALEXANDER IS TOO BUSY WITH ELIZA. ;-;

[@rainecloudky1836]

It's a beautiful animatic and all But holy shit let my gay turtle son have ham already oml

[@evalairddaly531]

Rainecloudky ELIZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[@natashaalianovaromanoff2636]

*gives Gay turtle a And Peggy*

[@natashaalianovaromanoff2636]

@Lulu Faraday YAASSSS PREACH

[@pbandjamiee]

Natasha Alianova Romanoff Never put a woman’s name in the same sentence as our *gay* turtle aGAiN

[@Sir_Space_Moth]

@@pbandjamiee that's a really harmful stereotype about him, jokes aside

[@3daniku]

MOMAYETTE IS BACK~

[@non5025]

keigo *Y E S*

[@tastefullyoffensive2412]

I love that name 😂😍

[@bejeweled2213]

*m o m a y e t t e*

[@smj5186]

*I CRIED SO MUCH* this is is most beautiful thing ever. The "worst" of him is his sexuality and it's so heartbreaking because in reality, that's how he felt and he couldn't share this because he and Alex would be killed. The expressions, the frames *ITS SO BEAUTIFUL* you deserve so many more subscribers !!

[@redridinghood4133]

SM J wait so I would've DIED!!

[@casp3564]

Oh my god this comment made me cry.

[@mirkohoble]

I HATE/LOVE YOU! THANKS!

[@dontmindme5290]

I just cried more to know John is ashamed of his own sexuality but he can't help it because it's the way he feels. I'm crying so hard rn

[@monniemai1592]

I figured he was hiding his feelings so he wouldn't ruin Alexander's relationship with Eliza and, with that, what he had with Alex.

[@aestheticwhale2803]

Ever see something so beautiful you started crying ¿

[@deathclawthedragon6203]

Corporate inheir that wasn’t beautiful the was heartbreaking.

[@girlysoap9031]

Yahoo answers or wrong vid reference >:3

[@moonlight_matific3807]

Yes... you wanna know what it was? Dear Theodosia (repise) it was so cute I cried

[@IIHackerII]

Is it my fault that i have a crush on Hercules....

[@3daniku]

0IIHacker 707II0 yes im sorry

[@mochipandacosplay]

0IIHacker 707II0 no

[@mushieroom9623]

hErCuLeS mUlLiGaN-

[@nightcore-vh5bp]

Yeah lmao 😂

[@rayebell2054]

Many of us do

[@tealstarzzz]

AHH YOU'RE UNDERRATED

[@megaballsackasourous4528]

Teal is Hamilton, and overall musical trash ._.-

[@euphoricallyhailey4813]

Teal is Hamilton, and overall musical trash ikr

[@oceanlakes9674]

Everyone has such great names

[@Woodl3xis]

How *dare* you make something beautiful, to where I start crying. *stop messing with my feelings*

[@alexisnotupset]

After watching it like a thousand times I can barely say anything. This animation is, just beautiful. In fact, Lams is like, the second favourite ship of mine (from everything) and it just broke my heart. I just can't stand how it all ended up with them. I'm writing role-play of Lams with my girlfriend, so we can pretend like everything's okay and they're happy together (cause we kinda act like them). And becaue of that Because of beliving in this, acting like this is normal, like they were happy together it hit me harder than I thought. John, poor John... There are two good things about that. 1. We can't tell how, but Alex loved him. I strongly belived their love was true, just censoured... 2. John died and didn't have to struggle throught all of this. It's such a pity he died aged 27, but... he didn't have to see his happy family. Because they would be happy Hamilton family, if he'd be still alive. Lord, let me rest im crying

[@falconoflight4773]

Twilly. Fandubs then you’re saying Alex didn’t like Eliza ;0?

[@alexisnotupset]

I think that he married her because of money, he was poor, she was rich and pretty. This is how it worked in the past, yk. They (John and Alex) couldn't be together in the XVIII century, because ppl would just hate them, ruin their life. So they both loved eachother (how can we know if it was platonic or not?) , but Alex had a wife. I mean, they were happy, Alex for sure loved their children, he loved Phillip. But how can we be sure that he truely loved Eliza instead of Laurens (with who he had really strong connection and always said that he love him). I mean, in modern times being married to someone is truely a sign of love, but was it then? I don't think so. Even Lin-Manuel agreed, that Alex for sure was bisexual O: But it's just my personal opinion, just a thought. I just know how they could feel. And you know, Alex cheated on Eliza after Laurens death. Why? I think, because he was missing him that much. I mean, problems in their marriage started after Laurens death. I'm sure Alex truely loved him And I strongly hope, that he loved him like "for serious".

[@alexisnotupset]

Sorry for any mistakes, I'm just a student. I'm Polish ^^"

[@falconoflight4773]

Twilly. Fandubs I seeeeeeee ;0

[@broookee.]

Dude, dying at age 27 was like dying at age 99 for them. At the time, everyone was dying young, so dying at that age was normal. Thats why it was legal to get married at age 16 back then.

[@UWU-je9bm]

MY HEART

[@jewelv1600]

Melanie Martinez Lover YO, CAN WE FORM A HAREM, PLS, CUZ I WANT IN ON THIS BIZ-NITCH

[@_maddie_makes_music]

@@jewelv1600 HA

[@phuongtrinhnguyenngoc4653]

WhY I woke up to this and aa, I should work but I really like your idea of floating pieces of memory, combined with the blue silhouette of Alex, the ideas represent sufficiently how we do our retrospective thinking like, objectively viewing and subjectively reliving it. The way John stepped away from the darkness to take Laf’s hand and join the rest of the gang is just BRILLIANT in my own opinion. I know you based it on Dear Evan Hansen, but to see him diverting his attention to his friends instead of focusing solely on his love life has always been a kink of mine. I like what you did with the lightt. The two most memorable scene would be the last one where he had his first line in Satisfied (I’m a simple person). I could see a clear change in his demeanour, something new inside and if you had consciously wished to deliver personal growth, that scene definitely underlined your point. The second scene would be when he hugged Laf and it shifted to him holding Alex. Im so weakk for that one, tbh. First it is because it’s all in blue, so he’s reliving a memory and he relived it right after Laf, meaning that the friendship he had with Alex would never be the same as it was before his marriage. That kind of friendship with such close proximity is gone once Alex had secured himself. It’s really bittersweet and his facial expression did it for me. Thank youuuu, can’t wait for your next work

[@mirkohoble]

Yeah, I like it, he finally let it go, accepting the past and the present, is hurting but it's the best.

[@jum3392]

Well, If it isn't the best Lauren's animatic I've seen, sir.

[@agosgregor]

Oh I just found this. It's beautiful, I just love how Lafayette, Mulligan and Washington are there for him, specially how Lafayette is offering his hand to him.

[@IIHackerII]

You are soooo underrated, you have the quality content I've been searching for😍

[@tealstarzzz]

Good time to subscribe 😂 I LOVE THIS CHANNEL ALREADY

[@mckinzynorris9857]

My favorite musical+My favorite character+My favorite ship+A song I understand this deeply+Great animation=A expansive flood of tears

[@rheapunzel3]

LAFAYETTE, YOU ANGEL!!! LAURENS, YOU SWEETHEART!!! Beautiful, absolutely beautiful!!

[@killerquen3432]

Me at the beginning:what another music maybe be more chill or dear even handson? Me at the end: **crying** sTOP IM NOT CRYING U ARE

[@ohgabbie]

I love how when john puts his hand out for Hamilton then Eliza just like "NOOOOPPEE!"

[@johnnyboi9940]

I can actually imagine John’s singing voice sounding like that. Like it physically and mentally matches him ❤️🤣😭

[@luliamb.9553]

Liked and faved. Damn girl/boy, it was the most beautiful, real and hurtfull Lams I've seen so far. You get it just right, especially with THAT song. Also, the memories floating around and he accepting that Eliza WAS the reality?? Damn. I loved especially the end, the fact that were his friends. Just one question...HOW DARE YOU? I hope all this comments encourage you to keep your art rolling!

[@alessandralerro6784]

Wait...... Did you hear that? That’s the sound of my 2 favorite musicals combining. I’m going into a corner to cry tears of joy and sadness😭

[@I_Luv_DILFS]

Oh GOD I'm crying!!!!!😭 But it is a really nice message. from what I saw, I saw that john thought that the "worst" of him was his sexuality because he knew that he would get hurt, and he did. Hamilton ended up with Eliza and John was really hurt by that but excepted it and went on but he didn't "really" move on he still had feelings for Alex. But in the end he realises that he still has his friends and that they'll always be there for him.

[@basilsauce645]

“Would they like what they saw...? Or would they hate it, too”

[@hamiltonbeaniecat2826]

YAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYA LAMSSSSSSSSSSS WISH YOUD NOTICE A SCREAMING LAMS FAN OVER HERE THEN YOUD KNOW I WORSHIP YOOOUUUUUUUUU ILL TRADE MY LIFE FOR YOURS Oh my god heathers is stuck in my head And 3 other freaking musicals Edit: DDJSJSJFNDFJFJAGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH YOU LIKED IT!!!!! THANK YOU AND REMEMBER ME WHEN YOUR FAMOUS!!!

[@wren.kitchens]

Oh no, I didn’t need my heart today, you can just tear it up and throw it into the bottommost reaches of space never to be seen again. It’s fine *sniff*

[@Kai-qo4zs]

I'm so happy you combined two of my favorite musicals, but I hate you made it so sad whenIknewitwasgonnabesadandOhmygodswhydotheyhavtobesocuteImmagodieinacornernow

[@MM-ry2ys]

Is this audio from DEH? Cuz I’m watching DEH but I can’t watch it all in one time cuz watching Evan be so awkward gives me anxiety. oh yeah this is from DEH.

[@_maddie_makes_music]

Haha love it

[@aliayah4706]

I’m not only crying because of how sad this is but because I relate to this song all the lyrics hurt me personally

[@lucyhoney-hall7915]

Hear that? Well my friend that's the sound of my heart shattering into millions of peices......that's what lams does to me.👍😭😘

[@rinnox7568]

The worst (ha.) part about all this is “Or would they’d hate it too?/Will I just keep on running away from what’s true?” BECAUSE it shows that John hates himself for feeling this way and liking Alex (because of the time period and the absolute disgust that came with homosexual relationships), but it also shows that he can’t get enough of it. He’s in love, and when you’re in love, you should be able to have the freedom and right to enjoy that feeling with your significant other. But he CAN’T because he knows everyone would hate him just as much as he hates himself if anyone found out. All the while, he still shields himself from the truth that him and Alex can’t be together and that Alex has a wife, who he loves. aND IT’S NOT FUCKING FAIR BECAUSE MY BABY DESERVES ETERNAL HAPPINESS AND HE DIED BEFORE ACCOMPLISHING THE ONE THING HE WANTED TO ACCOMPLISH I have a lot of feelings about this.

[@sunflowershit505]

Raise a glass to freedom

[@sketchy_sunflower4222]

confession time: I sobbed hard. Am I ashamed? Absolutely not.

[@moqui2729]

*oOHMIGOD THEY SHIIPPPP ITTT*

[@Sami-ow5mt]

WHY DOES THIS FIT SO PERFECTLY THOUGH

[@all3x303]

I see John saying this to Eliza, if it was John who was the base of Alexander's affair.

[@natashaalianovaromanoff2636]

Eliza: eeee.... ; ^ ;

[@jaspernikolas4352]

i love this so much. In the distance you can hear my heart shattering, but it's okay

[@Endlessly_Creative13]

*violent sobbing* YOU DESERVE THE WORLD BABY. YOU DESERVE LOVE

[@SM-rc5pp]

2:23 That gets me EVERY time

[@qieulgi]

The Gay turtle found Ham and just had a piece of the ham. He liked it. Before he can take the Ham a Lizard came and stole the Ham from him. 😭😭😭

[@tinychild7371]

I don't know if I should be sad or laughing Nvm sad wins

[@mypenisisincrediblysmallbu4479]

Laughing lol

[@hannahsophiacaboteja7881]

@@tinychild7371 i was crying but you ruiend it XD

[@isabelc6614]

I just discovered ur little channel yesterday-and I already love ur art!! Thank u for putting it up for all of us to see! 😊

[@isabelc6614]

(Just realized how late I am lol)

[@rachaelpoulin1997]

combining this song with john Laurens is more heartbreaking and engaging than DEH could ever be honestly, that level of self loathing from a closeted man, WOOF

[@MysticalMarmau]

I’m crying so much rn! This is so beautiful! Keep up the amazing work!

[@thebatpup8526]

I've never actually cried over words fail before but here we are

[@brynstuder1672]

THIS PHYSICALLY MAKES MY HEART ACHE

[@blehhh8877]

"I just wanna hug the precious child. He seems like he needs a hug" Are my thoughts while watching this.

[@melon1855]

No one: Me: *is sitting in my room all alone in the dark crying over this *

[@abiharu]

YES LAF YES!!!

[@rinnox7568]

*sobs* I want to bring John Laurens back and tell him it doesn’t matter what his sexuality is now he can live happily anD HIS DREAM OF FREEDOM BEING ABOLISHED HAS BEEN ACHIEVED AND OH MY GOD HE NEEDS TO BE HAPPY. HE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY

[@luciannequinones1643]

Am I the only one who wants to go inside the screen and comfort him? 😂😂

[@truedestinygold4880]

This song is so relatable af, I feel you Laurens😭!

[@sarahpagni5627]

Gosh dang it, those invisible onions back at it again

[@charlesdolling5403]

I saw this and went "hah that title reminds me of *something*" and then I clicked it and physically screamed it's beAUTIFUL

[@brendaayme8308]

This is the most beautiful thing that I've ever seen 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@serenelunae]

* settles self for sadness * i can survive... i can survive... I CAN SURVIVE!! * at the end * *AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA LAURENSSSSSSSS YOU DONT DESERVE THIS YOU SAD BEAN STALKKKKK AAAAAAAAAA*

[@batfnk6861]

0:26 Yep I'm gonna cry

[@batfnk6861]

2:27 fuck yep ok laf ok I'm crying

[@mypenisisincrediblysmallbu4479]

“you ready to be even gayer mon ami?”

[@izzydelfabbro4376]

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL

[@r_xmona3240]

I'm not crying, there's just something in my eye

[@kennyflanders8337]

Why does this fit so well?

[@crazedperson2339]

“Would they like what they saw?” The 12K people who liked this video: *high pitched squeeling* “Or would they hate it to?” People who disliked this video: ...

[@jasminmcpines1585]

OKAY LIKE- IVE NEVER CRIED BEC OF A DEH SONG BUT THIS! THISSS!!!! HOLY SHIT THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL I CANT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS

[@krystallynx]

Sees Laurens, hear what song it is, instant goosebumps

[@nehb1332]

My belief is that, somewhere out there, there is an alternate world where these two are together, it's just not this world. I'm crying.

[@wren.kitchens]

*tries not to cry for 2 minutes and 59 seconds*

[@laurel1140]

Congrats on 600 subs my friend uwu

[@IIHackerII]

Kitten Laurel 200 more in a day

[@Sammy11611]

OH MY GOSH, I LOVE YOUR ART! AND I LOVE BOTH OF THESE PLAYS! I'M DYING! SEND HELP!

[@nykVLOGYIES2.0-_-]

i can see and hear his pain it hurts i love this

[@gracie5701]

I'm sorry what is this liquid coming out of my eyes?? Why is his so sad?????

[@PressedRoses]

Video: shows sad Laurens Me: dies

[@octosimp1717]

Man I don’t even ship lams but I love this animatic and I can’t stop watching

[@potato5340]

When a saw Lafayette I started crying 😭😭😭

[@gabbyc9232]

My heart is dead... But it’s okay... It’s Lams... (And you’re so talented, by the way)

[@carpiim]

I got chills

[@sadiechittum2342]

*Lafayette shows up* Me: MOM STOP CUTTING ONIONS

[@berrybonz4139]

yall when I tell you I literally, very much coincidentally, paused the video to search up "waterproof mascara", I am not kidding

[@zuzagatner7496]

This is one of the best animatics i have ever seen! I knew i would like it when i saw title (cause really?? Deh and lams? I already love it) but i didnt think it would be that stunning! The song match just perfectly and i really love the symbolism :) Also my sweet little boy John is sad again :(

[@hopeseeber6068]

No no no the feels WHO HURT MY TURTLE BOI!!!!!!!!!

[@greydoshi4431]

This Was The Most Bittersweet Video Ever and I loved it.

[@heroskaapolla3704]

Laffayette! Thanks God!

[@rinnox7568]

THIS REMAINS MY FAVORITE LAMS ANIMATIC OF ALL TIME-Wait scratch that. MY FAVORITE HAMILTON ANIMATIC OF ALL TIME

[@alecboleyn5922]

im not crying you are

[@screamingsushi6260]

You have just earned yourself a subscription good sir

[@escheshademarker4038]

if i had emotions i would be crying, i love Lams so much edit: though i have noticed that most people have it where Laurens likes Alexander and Alexander doesn't notice, but i've been reading Alexander Hamilton by Ron Chernow and as far as i can tell Alexander (probably) liked Laurens but from the letters i can't tell if Laurens liked him back, but i don't really care because i ship Lams anyway,

[@yunamchill9169]

I believe they both truly loved each other, but Alex was still into women and the problem with John was that he had deep internalized homophobia, which means he hated himself for how he was feeling. He wanted Alex, but at the same time he tried to stay away from his "sin". Laurens' life was just a misery after another, even more so than Hamilton's.

[@random_youtuber8095]

My 2 favorite musicals :0 this was sad but take my like it was also beautiful

[@prcs420]

Me before video: Worst of Me? What could that possibly mean? Me: *presses video and words fail starts* oh no

[@katpereira]

Imagine if this was about Alexander tho- like him singing this after John died and hes asking himself how's he going to step into the sun again after being in the dark for so long (making all these bad decisions) aaahh T^T

[@yavaihb588]

My life needed Laurens with Evan's voice

[@crescendocoal2516]

why is this so beautiful? I love everything ,the art,the song, the editing. I even cried and I am really happy this exist

[@marsbovee9680]

Oof I heard DEH then knew I’d start crying soon

[@rebequeen5461]

This honestly broke my heart

[@sunflowerbutch]

OMG... I am dying of ... tears... this is beautiful and sad.. AHHH

[@rinnox7568]

You’re so fucking under appreciated you deserve more love this is one of my favorite animatics of all time AND IT DESERVES ALL THE ATTENTION. ALL OF IT.