I Have Been Sad

Turns out losing a lot of weight doesn't solve all of your lifes problems lol I have had an emotional super busy last few weeks . We NEED to catch up
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[@ladysmith7]

Getting closer to Jesus has helped me and got me through depression and anxiety etc. He's amazing... Praying for you glad you're feeling better.

[@lynetteb421]

Amen 🙏🏼 ❤

[@juanitatorres8165]

AMEN,Praise Almighty God, in Jesus Christ Name🙏🙌

[@juanitatorres8165]

AMEN,Praise Almighty God, in Jesus Christ Name🙏🙌

[@juanitatorres8165]

AMEN,Praise Almighty God, in Jesus Christ Name🙏🙌

[@juanitatorres8165]

AMEN,Praise Almighty God, in Jesus Christ Name🙏🙌

[@erint7041]

I totally understand how it feels when my son got his IEP at age 3. He is also autistic. It’s never easy hearing all the weaknesses, but the IEP has helped him gain access to more resources. Good luck!

[@mompowers7187]

Lauren, I can totally relate to the depression after an IEP meeting. My son has had an IEP for more than 18 yrs (extended high school). I am sorry I cannot say they get easier. I could not handle the term sped in the meetings, so I made sure everyone knew that and simply used the term "special. " The advice I can give is prep your questions and desires for Ella before the meeting. Then make sure at the meeting, no matter how many deficiencies they talk about, ask your questions and desires. No ask is too big or too out there. The kiddos are worth the ask. Even with a great school, they can do better. Once they begin talking about transitioning Ella (graduating out of an IEP), it get tough all over again. A person from my "village" once told me the grief you will feel when someone points out your sons deficiencies can put you in the ground if you let it, so don't let it. She reminded me to celebrate the positives, no matter how small. Everyone's life changes with the addition of a child, we have been blessed to have a special one! God bless you all!

[@lisatakeitorleaveit]

I have a son with Asperger’s and I will tell you I have never left an IEP meeting without feeling shaken and I’m super emotional. It’s just a hard thing when you have a group of people talking about your child.

[@LaurenBrazee]

I felt like a fought a war and ran a marathon all in 2 hours 😮‍💨 what I was g expecting is to feel emotionally exhausted for DAYS if not weeks after. Big hugs Lisa! 🧡

[@lisatakeitorleaveit]

@@LaurenBrazee 💕💕💕

[@angelamelson]

I don’t ever comment on anything, ever, period. And I have to tell you, I needed this in the worst way possible. I have been in a place of Hopelessness and you gave me a glimmer. Thank you!

[@sweettea2097]

You and John are awesome parents and you have great kids! They’re blessed to have you both as parents helping them thrive and it shows.

[@fearfullycreated]

You being so vulnerable and open with us helps me SO MUCH. ❤️ thank you. I know it’s probably not easy to be so raw sometimes but people like me are grateful to be in the same company❤️❤️cause sometimes life is just wild, man 🤣

[@LaurenBrazee]

Life really is WILD . We are just along for the ride gods got us 🥰🧡🫶 I love you Merina foreverrrrrr 😭

[@janmyersknight6110]

IEPs used to rip me up something awful! I'm 67, my daughter is 40 and married. But I can go back to those feelings in a heartbeat. Feel it and move on as best you can. Sometimes it's like a tsunami, but you've got the tools girl!! 🙏🙏❤️❤️

[@reneebergman714]

Whew . . . you had me in tears with this video. Life has been such a struggle for me and my son and daughter. I could write a book. Thank you for sharing Lauren.

[@RandomChatters]

Thank you so much for sharing your story Lauren. I am a single momma navigating with my amazing 3 yr old boy that received an Autism diagnosis in June. Luckily I had already suspected this would be the truth and I pushed for some early intervention services as soon as I could. Unfortunately we had to move provinces (Canadian gal here) and where we are living now his services are going to be put on hold for years due to funding issues within the province. This video has helped remind me that my sad and grieving feelings for my kiddo are valid and it is ok to have them, and to just focus on the present. We got this everyone.

[@LaurenBrazee]

It really is ok to feel sad even when we see it coming it doesn’t make it any easier to digest. We just have to keep going mama as long as we don’t ever quit than our babies are getting everything they need 🧡 thankful to be in good company with friends like you 🫶

[@pw3985]

I remember the day I went to my 3 year old daughter Olivia's psychological evaluation by myself and I was 8 months pregnant. The psychologist was so blunt when stating she was moderately mentally handicapped. I fell into a deep hole that I thought I'd never be able to crawl out of, but like you said live in the present and keep moving forward. Read "Welcome to Holland." Thank you for sharing your story❤

[@Angela-yo8pn]

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[@NancyB35]

Thank you so much for being so honest ❤️ Just about every Evaluation is triggering EVERY TIME! & it’s not that we don’t want them to be who they are, we just don’t want them to struggle. It hurts our mamas hearts 💕.

[@NancyB35]

Oh & currently fighting insurance for approval for Mounjaro!!! Please say a prayer or send positive thoughts my way!!! 🙏🙌❤️

[@kristenmartin677]

Equally as proud of you, Lauren! Love your channel and appreciate the transparency as a fellow momma of a kiddo who has an IEP!

[@krafttee1]

My 11 year old granddaughter called me bro and apparently I’m cringe too 😂. Your talks are so inspiring and remind us we’re all going through something

[@MelissaThompson432]

Oh, no!! Not cringe!! 😧😉💙

[@teacherlife3350]

I am a Dyslexia teacher so I attend many IEP meetings for my students…I’m so glad Ella is doing well and getting the accommodations she needs. Parents and teachers working together is so important so good job to you mom for being so involved! ❤❤❤

[@morganlabradorlover]

Thank you Lauren I never comment, but I’ve been watching you for 5+ years now, and I am autistic myself. Went through school with an IEP it did help a lot. Love your family so much❤️ now being a adult it’s still hard but one day at a time.

[@LaurenBrazee]

One day one moment one second at a time my friend 🧡 we are doing it

[@tyreesetjjoyner1995]

Much prayers and love to you, Lauren. It’s good to see you again. And btw, congratulations on surpassing 100k subscribers.

[@samphillips9109]

Hi Lauren, you are a wonderful mother. The way you have managed Everett's situation is amazing!! And Ella is a credit to you and John! xx Happy New Year to all of you!

[@Emma_Elizabeth]

Life has been kicking my butt lately too. The world is hurting, loved ones are sick, but I’m trying to see the light. Praying for peace in our minds and bodies ❤️

[@breathingandmakeup]

Getting the official diagnosis from my child's pediatric psychologist made me break down in tears. I knew they were autistic, but over a year of fighting and advocating for them had me crying when I heard the official report because it was validation that I know my kid and that they would get the help they needed now. You definitely grieve the future you thought they would have. It's completely understandable you've had these big feelings with Ella's IEP. They drain me every year because it's a big fight to keep pushing for what they need. You're doing amazing, mama. Hope everything goes well for Ev's eval as well. Xoxo

[@andreacarlile-thompson2511]

Considering everything that you have been through, it’s amazing how well that you actually are. How is John and Ella doing, because they also had a life changing experience? Can you start the chats that you used to do with your mother again, they were so entertaining and I also loved the intro song.

[@jillwalls9330]

I’ve just started a journey with my 14 year old son this past year. We noticed symptoms late for him. He goes to therapy and finally has his autism evaluation next month. He struggles at school a lot. We think he is high functioning because he is so smart but doesn’t do well at school. He is socially awkward for sure. He talked you and was obsessed with dinosaurs when he was young. He has new obsessions now. His therapist says he has anxiety and ADD. He has had several panic attacks. It’s so hard to watch. I hope we can get him an IEP this year while he is still in middle school. He goes to public school but may have to switch to online at some point if his anxiety gets worse. We’ll see how it goes.

[@ambertoner2598]

Girl you got this… your not alone stay strong we are proud of you your a awesome mom,wife,friend and daughter

[@keriannebrown]

I feel for you, Lauren. Those IEP meetings are something else. Big hugs. Take all the time you need to process your feelings. ❤️

[@ashleeharvey4508]

Sped teacher here and absolutely best thing you can do is get that IEP and follow up on those goals and make sure it’s being followed. ❤❤❤

[@kibeast]

Aww you made me cry, what you said was so touching thank you! You matter, you're amazing, you're beautiful, and you're doing a great job too!

[@lisamurawske4168]

You got this Lauren! Thoughts and prayers for you and your family!

[@bertielancaster547]

I’m a proud single mama of an 8 year old, being called bro and dude seems to be are stage too, love following you and the family, life is hard at the moment, raising a good human beings much stress and so much joy.❤❤ ❤

[@HotmessMommaof4]

Big hugs. you got this girlie, and we got you ❤

[@leighbard2858]

You are amazing and you should be so proud of who you are and how far you have come!!!! Bless you and your family

[@Melissa-he5ys]

Grief is real and a process. It sounds like the timing of the IEP meeting was so hard too. Glad you’re on the other end! If I could, maybe look into Parent Child Interaction Therapy or hopefully, his providers are playing with the two of you together? I say this carefully, with respect, and no shame or blame, but moms who have anxiety and or depression, especially at high levels are more likely to have kids with those issues. IMO, we don’t talk abt it and the things that help enough.. Between the pandemic and loss y’all faced, I wonder if your son is experiencing some of the impacts. Maybe a developmental pediatrician would be helpful to add the team too? Less pacifier use is better as well speech wise (easier said than done, I totally know😅). Thank you for sharing and for the inspiration! I’m working on working out thanks to you. Hope! Keep going, girl! ❤️

[@kyrese2500]

What a beautiful and vulnerable update! Thanks for your honesty and for reminding us to live in the present and that’s it’s okay if things don’t look the way you imagined. You are so right that it’s okay if your life is different than others if you are all thriving and getting lots of love. Social media can cement an imagine in our heads about how our lives should look and that can be very difficult to overcome or ignore. You should feel so proud that you are putting this energy into your personal wellness - that is the best thing you can do for yourself and your family!!

[@LaurenBrazee]

You have no idea how much this comment means to me 😭

[@shaunalea823]

IEPs are rough. We’ve been homeschooling since 2020. I know where my son struggles but now I know how intelligent he truly is. He is on the spectrum In 2020 he was in the 3rd grade but they said he was operating at a kindergarten level. I was so heartbroken but something told me they were wrong. Public school was not the right environment for him bc they acted like they didn’t know how to help him even with his IEP. Since he’s been home he is thriving.

[@louiseshorey1840]

Grief is a hard one. Ive been struggling too. 3rd Anniversary of my mom's sudden death 3yrs ago was Sept 24th and her birthday is this Saturday . That's enough,glad you're feeling better.❤

[@LaurenBrazee]

I’m so incredibly sorry for the loss of your mama 🧡 if you feel comfortable sharing her name I would love to say hi to her in my nightly prayers 🫶

[@louiseshorey1840]

Aww thanks I talk to her often her name is Marlene ❤️

[@cevc918]

No village here, sadly. Working on getting a diagnosis for my 20 year old daughter. Should know soon. Working 60 hrs a week to help attempt to make ends meet while she needs me is beyond words. Hubby is trying to step up more, but his job gets more challenging every day and he is also struggling. But I am still smiling.

[@sharisiragusa8271]

Lauren , You are doing well dealing with life in a healthy way. Prayer will keep you connected to God who is the only one who can get us through this crazy world with true inner peace that only He can bring...Remember He created this world and holds every in His hands....Keep shining His Light and He will take you farther than you could ever imagine....Be kind to yourself and keep in touch when you can....We love you....

[@jeanab0919]

I teach a mixed self-contained/inclusion Autism program. My students amaze me all the time. I consider them exceptional humans . They have so many gifts. They’re brilliant.

[@ahmstfamus]

The new Haus labs concealer is truly fabulous. Sending you all the good vibes!!

[@barbaraniemeyer1706]

God bless you. I can see how strong you have become and I’m thrilled for you.

[@vidishapersaud2057]

First time looking at your video and I love your message.

[@yvonnebannon7623]

I have not seen you in a long time and I have to say you look absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story and for being transparent. ❤

[@douglastropicalsllc6325]

My girl is about 2 months younger then Ev (I found you on Facebook while I was pregnant with her and I'm also a PCOS girlie) and I can say that the Easter Seals in Daytona has been absolutely amazing with the diagnosis process. We start ABA in the next couple of months and I know it will do her so much good but I'm so nervous!

[@anderbelle]

Have you tried journaling? I have a cousin that has experienced a lot of trauma. She has used her creative side to cope - painting, crafting, and sometimes cooking. I think your gardening might be an outlet.

[@DW-lv1zr]

I’ve said some intense prayers in the middle of my own tornado of ‘what is this life’ esp mental health and so many similarities in the way you speak about and feel the world. Mega super sensitive empath here - I watch your videos when they pop up and pray with you through the storms. Thank you for being here with this message because I ran out of ideas and just prAYed ya know? You totally speak the way my heart hears and what an absolute comfort tonight. Thank you for putting yourself out there and YES world peace could be so simple it seems - my whole life I’ve agonized over the fact that it’s near impossible! I had my soap box out and preached right along with you and the choir! Bless your children and family and all who have the good fortune to know you. 🩷 (I’ve been on the teacher side of IEPs almost 20 years teaching 2nd grade. I’ve learned so much and advocate to parents who can so easily be intimidated by those things. Those LIFE-Changing things our kiddos have rights to. Thx again for sharing it all. My depression is something else these days, that’s for sure. Hugs :)

[@joyweber4659]

Your kids are adorable. I love seeing them on here.

[@carriebowlen3785]

I love you so much! How are you all doing? I am so sorry I am behind! Been crazy! I finally have wifi! KEEP ON ROCKING SIS! How is your parents feeling? Why are you so sad? That isn't good!

[@teesmom0086]

❤Lauren you are a such a wonderful mom❤

[@elizabethsmith9213]

You are doing great Lauren. Love from Scotland, God bless you ❤️xx

[@kellymoore6992]

All I can say is I love you and am so thankful for your words! Thank you Lauren.....

[@amberd8153]

You are in a good area for it. Im my area we dont even have any PPEC facilities. None! Im in Charleston SC.. the school system here is trash and I hate it for my kids

[@sandycoponen4561]

You got this girl and when you feel like you can't, remember God will carry you through

[@jasmineeelarae13]

I feel you girl. I have a 5 and 6 year old whose IEP meetings are back to back and during their birthday months. It is such a big struggle for me. Even though we know all the things it is very black and white and hard to hear. Sending hugs❤

[@SusieQ2389]

You look AMAZING girl!!! Keep being you!

[@angiemettler8770]

I think the closer you get to an anniversary it can be really hard. At the end of this week will be a year since my husband passed away and I struggle more the closer it gets. I feel like it will really be real on that day and I’m not ready for that.

[@emilylouden5313]

Have a meeting with my granddaughter's intervention specialist on Monday. Even though my oldest daughter (no granddaughter's mom) has an IEP and I have been through this with her, myself (Dyslexia diagnosis) and as a teacher at Headstart. I'm nervous about what is going bto happen at this meeting. I want to make sure my daughter is prepared to hear the hard stuff and make sure we get services started and stop jumping through hoop after hoop

[@kr1s103]

Its REALLY hard. And....ur doing such a GOOD JOB ❤❤❤

[@connorluv05]

I get sad and have “life things”, I have borderline personality disorder, adhd, major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, agoraphobia, and c-ptsd, and the difference is, through it all I still have to go to work! I’m so sick of KZbinrs saying “life has been so crazy, everyone’s life is crazy, the world is crazy but we still have to work! I don’t know what makes you think you’re better than me! My child has special needs and I’m a single mom so I can’t just not show up to work. I’ve followed for years but I think I’m done. I’ve purchased from several sponsors, including helix ($$$). As soon as KZbinrs start getting sponsorships they stop posting on KZbin and make short form content for less work and only post on KZbin when there’s a sponsor. Anyway, have a nice life I guess

[@racheallewis2437]

I understand your frustration. I wonder how they financially stay a float. Surely that one sponsor isn’t paying the bills? I also hate when KZbinrs only post when they have a sponsor video they have to put out.

[@katharinedodson9330]

What sponsor? Why would you think she thinks she's better than you?

[@vickyparker2791]

I’m a huge fan Lauren! Life is hard!😢

[@TheOliviaarmand]

Hey babe!! I have PMDD. It absolutely sucks and feels like it's ruining your life every month. For years, I was lucky to have 2 good weeks every month. This year, though, I started taking Latuda (don't be scared by what type of med it is), I take it for 10 days a month during the luteal phase. Omg, it has been a total life changer and has basically cured my PMDD. I'm also on an SSRI, but the lutada is like a nice sprinkle of relief during that time of my cycle. I personally don't have withdrawal effects once I stop taking it every month, and I only take 5 mg at night, so it's a really low dose. Everyone is different, and I'm not a doctor, so take this as just an option to talk to your doctor about. But it really has made a HUGE difference for me. I'm no longer getting to that really dark scary place mentally every month. There's other similar options, too. Lamictal is a really great med, too. I always recommend doing the genesight test before starting new meds so you can know if your body and genes will have a negative reaction or not to meds. Anyway, I hope this helps. Praying for you ❤❤

[@LaurenBrazee]

Thankyou!! I will definitely talk to my doctor about this! I would love to feel normal more than 2 weeks a month

[@YaminahWatts]

Thank you so much.❤

[@jeanmorgan5410]

I have a village IEP went well school and family. I’m here for you

[@debbiehefling7541]

My 11 year old grandson is autistic and the schools in Indiana do NOT recognize a medical diagnosis. His is mostly social skills and behavioral but the refuse to do anything for him!

[@teresanew9247]

Thanks for being so frank. Keep going you have done so well and im proud of you. X

[@Zbittersweetz]

Ggguurrrlllll I been struggling so hard these past few weeks . If I continue being turbulent I’m taking myself to psych unit on Monday morning

[@evilangels61]

Love your video's you have such a pretty face and a great personality...keep doing you..

[@MelissaThompson432]

You're definitely not alone. I have been avoiding anything that even vaguely resembles news. I've been watching Hallmark movies instead. All happy-good-friendly stuff. Nothing else allowed.

[@LaurenBrazee]

Yesss! Lots of Gilmore girls and little house on the prairie here 🧡

[@nannapatty110]

Im 66 and we had three children. And had a son that was add adhd and had other problems. And my husband and i both worked. And both of our parents worked also. So we didn't have a village. We had to do it on our own. Im a widow now and disabled. And the son that had the problems. They called it LD back then. And we had to fight all through school. And he never made it through school. And hes in his 40s now and still has a rough time.

[@lindseykraemer]

By son is autism autism and ADHD and he’s doing good he’s on the high end so do not worry they are how they are and he’s 11 she be ok there good days and bad days with him but now she in good hands with you guys

[@xk3ll3yx]

Bruh! LOL 🤣 I love that!

[@KimStutterheim-fe4nr]

I’m having a hard time to, I lost my special needs son 5 months ago , he just turned 26 2 days before he passed , it was unexpected!! I’m devastated!,I took 24/ 7 care of him !, he had severe autism, cerbal palsey , hip displasia! I’m so.devastated!!

[@marystrenke3050]

😢 I am so very sorry for your loss😭

[@LaurenBrazee]

This is absolutely gut wrenching I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. That is something a parent should never have to experience 💔 I will be praying for you my friend

[@reneecote7187]

When I went to school I didn’t have that until high school I should of had one since elementary school I wish things would have been different but it was what it is

[@elizabethwilliams4480]

What kind of gummy’s do you take? I have lots of pain , anxiety and depression 😢

[@sonjamcpheron6837]

IEP’s are rough I had them with my daughter and a grandson and to show how they think they won’t be able to do!!! My daughter went on to college and grandson graduated with a certificate of welding

[@HFMWheels]

Glad you are doing better now

[@shannonwelsh5830]

I've been on the struggle bus also!

[@charleypaulino87]

Thanks for this chat need to hear it all! ❤

[@loriereeves1293]

I am helping my daughter that is legally blind to raise and nonverbal autistic 3-year old. He will turn four in April. He isn't receiving a lot of services yet . He will not get any until he goes to school. If you have any hints or tricks that would help us to potty train him could you please do a video. Thanks 👍👍.

[@LaurenBrazee]

I wish I did! We are totally not there yet!

[@sharonobrien5181]

Omg I’m glad I’m not the only one… My daughter did this to me the other day! 😂

[@beverlyvincent2620]

You are beautiful. Don’t ever forget that. And a beautiful children. You are doing great.🎃💕🎃

[@catherinedougherty7880]

I’m not sure where you live but if you have a social worker in the school they will find a person who specializes in autism and they will come to your house after school and will help tremendously teaching them other things. I have a autism grandson and this was great. 😊

[@joylucchesse5162]

Sending lots of love and hugs your way.❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@aherna224]

I have 2 w autism my advice to any special needs parent is KNOW YOUR RIGHTS especially w ur school district ❤❤

[@danabays1451]

I identify with EVERYTHING you said in this video. Except I don’t have a KZbin channel!

[@stephlynn920]

When someone you've never met says they are proud of you and you start bawling like a baby...we really are doing the damn thing...❤

[@LaurenBrazee]

We really are friend 🧡 let’s keep going 😭🫶

[@joyweber4659]

Your hair is beautiful!

[@TheMeltingMama95]

Where did you get that cardigan?? ❤

[@marshajanssen4344]

I dealt with iep and school systems for my mentally disabled son who has since passed. Please know if you notice any changes for both kids have the iep updated. You are the advocate for your kids. Thank god you have good resources now.

[@jeanmorgan5410]

Keep close to Jesus it helps been here from the beginning

[@catiehays3361]

Girl, so good 2 see you! I thought maybe you retired or some shit!! Lol

[@LaurenBrazee]

Lmfao I’ll never retire I get so lost without y’all even if it’s random check ins 🧡🫶

[@jkg2323]

Love you and love this. ♥

[@melissagreen1117]

❤

[@MaxsMom-bv6hf]

My son had a speech delay and censory issues. When I brought up the issue with the peditrician I was told I had parental paranoia. When my daughter was born I had to see another peditrician for a well visit and had my son with me. When the peditrician heard him speak she was immediatly concerned and quite franky a bit pissy about it. I looked at her and said, "No shit Sherlock! I have been bringing up this concern up for over a year." She looked at me stunned and said, "O.K. give me a second and we are going to talk about this." She sent me in the direction of having him tested. Autism, no. Asberger, no. Censory issue, yes which continued to effect his schooling and it was a struggle but he pulled through. He is 30 years old new and we can't get him to shut up.......

[@LB-00]

Stay strong 💪🏼 🩷

[@ginnyloohoo5932]

Amazon for the UD concealer.

[@blueangels8103]

My oldest son says bruh or noob. Ky husband got me a shirt thdt say mama mommy mom bruh 🤣🤣🤣

[@chelle19800328]

❤️❤️❤️

[@irishgirl1753]

Why you don’t get makeup from your buddy pricilla?

[@lcarr19229]

Can you give me some signs to look for?

[@ryan9327]

I love your videos! I am a mom and Peds NP aim developmental pediatrics I would love love love to reach out to you and talk more about your experiences and help with advocating on behalf of your baby and the babies of many of your followers!

[@LaurenBrazee]

I would love that!! Please email me 🧡 [e-mail]

[@MEK109]

Your depression might be tied to the mounjaro! I recently had issues with it and am willing to talk about it with you if you want. It is very serious and they are having multiple studies going on about it all over the world.