I Read My REAL Embarrassing Teen Diary to 1 Million Strangers

[@Bobizard]

If this comment gets 100k likes I will read my journal from middle school in a video with Lauren…

[@Kittygirl-xz6rm]

OMG DO IT

[@ajbrooks2112]

PLEASE OMG

[@coolgachagirl9458]

EVERYONE LIKE IT RIGHT NOW!

[@TaylorSwiftSlays2000]

oh god

[@5thFabri]

DO IT

[@yammy]

Lauren this was absolutely hilarious!! You have to read more! 🤣

[@ojasvik8002]

Yess we need a part two!

[@MEOW-ot7mq]

We need to know what happened to A

[@ojasvik8002]

@@MEOW-ot7mq we have the same rainbow!

[@mskitre]

@@MEOW-ot7mq yeah lol

[@botchedrivers1852]

Hi yammy!

[@thespacesisters2031]

The fact that Lauren has the confidence to show this is impressive…

[@aundreast.laurent4410]

Yeah. I would never.

[@whyuu25]

True

[@cpt.bluebrry4014]

Yup

[@yourmobilemother951]

mhm

[@strwbrrywthchclt]

Yoimiya pfp *gasp*

[@Thatoneeditor1313]

When I was 12 I met a girl 2 years older than me. We became close friends and she changed schools but still came to my sports events. When she came to my games I would always think “ one day I will be apart of her wedding “ 2 years later I was 14 sitting in the pews of a Curch staring at the pink flowers on her casket. 30 minutes latter I watched them seal her tomb. The sun shines on her grave through the window in the cemetery 10 minutes away from my house. My grandmother says “ the sun shines on a happy body” that can’t be more true. This was 10 years ago

[@buniewholikesstrawberries]

Im so sorry for you!!!

[@fatimaimran8968]

I'm so sorry that your close friend died :(

[@XxKitsLIFExX]

I’m sorry for your loss!

[@XxKitsLIFExX]

*later 😊

[@TransTherian]

Oh gosh. So sorry that happened. I really hope you’re feeling better now.

[@pluto-4427]

Remembering those awkward pre-teen moments feels like a punch in the gut Lauren you're a real one

[@LalaAshley88]

Izzy I’m twelve years old now and I relate a lot

[@justinecummings5704]

Omg I'm12 too

[@yawninglion1677]

When I was 12 I didn't have any crushes but because I was friends with a lot of boys I was the subject of so many "she has a crush on this boy" rumors. The pain was real. I feel for Lauren

[@Nightfox47812]

ikr

[@zeejobela279]

Ha ha middle school sucks! Ha 👌🏽😂😂

[@raddishh1381]

I love how Lauren speaks of her younger self like she’s a completely different person

[@Yournansaman]

Don’t blame her I’d do that as well

[@mia.yesjustmia4855]

@Bruh Bruh excuse me

[@Ash_Cucmber]

@Bruh Bruh report button looking very nice today

[@Sleepy_Skexches]

Fr

[@fancyfew4094]

I reported Bruh Bruh! People these days!

[@brynr2953]

Gosh, I forget how high the stakes feel when you're only 11. Suddenly, I'm like getting flashbacks of suppressed memories of my own middle school drama. Mad respect for Lauren reading it out to the internet. She's braver than us all 🤣

[@fancyfew4094]

@Bruh Bruh reporting you! 😜

[@missirenekaman7151]

@Bruh Bruh I am never EVER translating again

[@icedtea-i5g]

@@fancyfew4094 same

[@icedtea-i5g]

@@missirenekaman7151 IKRRRRR I translated it and now I need to go bleach my eyes 😭

[@nxbodynose]

@Bruh Bruh Wth...

[@Haileyyyyyyyyyyyy]

0:54 thank you to writer Emily for not blurring this out now we know the name of you crush lauren

[@GreenQueen1130]

Thanks for pointing that out so we could see that 😄

[@vaidanainyte168]

ohhh yeahh

[@cosmic09]

Lauren’s out here being our internet mom. Thank you for being so wholesome 💜

[@plumagranate]

We’ve been going on a “Lauren Becomes a Teenager Again” kind of streak and I’m all here for it

[@pokaa_a]

Fr same🤫🤭😍

[@Thehistorygeographyandflagnerd]

Yas

[@Thehistorygeographyandflagnerd]

Me too

[@whyuu25]

Samee

[@-memesis.-9735]

Same pal.

[@hazzard_destroyer]

Thank you past Lauren for making everyone laugh and feel less weird

[@sofiashrourou]

"maybe he does like me!" "He doesn't" "or maybe he doesn't.." "he doesn't" lol

[@Lizzy_PJO]

literally every talk I have with myself 😂

[@EvilResidency]

Ahh Lauren the woman who gets paranoid buying kids meals and filming in public but has the confidence to read her journal for us her audience. 💜 For our Zsider Queen 👑.

[@IDK_Logan]

You mean bread queen also right?

[@yoofs-]

@@Instabruh.User.. dude you barely have any videos

[@toolie0920]

@@Instabruh.User.. cool ig

[@xxwik_gachaxx]

@@Instabruh.User.. No one even knows you stop saying your better

[@leonardobazail8740]

​@@Instabruh.User.. wtf?

[@jadeOOO]

Love how young Lauren skips a week and then enters with: "I DEALT WITH HIM"

[@jennifermcclure7259]

@@Instabruh.User.. What the?

[@donaghbarry7501]

@@Instabruh.User.. Di che cazzo stai parlando?

[@heartsforurmum]

@@Instabruh.User.. mom I’m scared pick me up- 😭😭

[@bonbon-]

@@heartsforurmum it’s a bot 😭

[@heartsforurmum]

@@bonbon- ik

[@leysaminer9926]

This was genuinely really enjoyable. I love the surprise she has to her own young experiences and thoughts.

[@beanthebean4409]

As an autistic and aromantic kid I really didn’t have much drama so I live vicariously through KZbinrs reading their middle school diaries :)

[@iclynnx]

I'm actually pretty thankful that Lauren shows that she too started out like any other person. It's comforting in a way. I have a journal myself, and it's going to be so sad to read it when I am older. Nearly every page so far (I don't write often so not that many pages) I vent about my bad luck with who I happened to get a crush on and how she doesn't like me back 😅 It's just thoughts fresh from my mind, often during intense emotions, so it does not always sound very sane.

[@HannahTheBossy]

I hope you have fun reading your journal in the future Im very sad that I didnt write a journal when I was a preteen I wish I did I feel like it would be fun to read it now that Im an adult but I cant cuz I didnt write one :(

[@ChuuyaNakaharadHimself]

@@Instabruh.User.. you do know that Lauren hates bots and people named “Instagram user”? So your lying lmao

[@urbosasflurry4711]

@@Instabruh.User.. yer gross

[@iclynnx]

@@HannahTheBossy Don't worry, I didn't write in a journal either until after I turned into a teen. My first page was written in May 2020, and I was... 15? So yeah.

[@bfamily6319]

@@Instabruh.User.. an asylum would be too good for you

[@SunooAteMyMintChoco]

The fact that Lauren has the confidence to do this like I could never✨

[@kittyarwaaa2]

@@Instabruh.User.. no bitches

[@BlitzAsh]

Sometimes laurens sanity and confidence are just up the roof

[@_-NatureMations-_]

And sometimes, her sanity is out the window and onto a road and flattened by a car XD

[@_-NatureMations-_]

@Jack Wrath Uhm you don't have any posted videos and you don't even have 1000 subs XD

[@dawnwindsor8179]

7:24 “dear journal, there’s not much to say about what happened with me and A, So let me make this short. He doesn’t like me, Oh WELL?” 😭✋🏻why was that so funny?❤ gosh I love watching you Lauren!!😃

[@doart._.withmee]

others: playing video games lauren: *revealing her deepest darkest secrets to the public*

[@Obvi.cate8]

Lol

[@RottonPeach]

Omg I love ur pfp 💖

[@Melissa-ub4mh]

Bro 3 bots?!

[@doart._.withmee]

@@RottonPeach thank you so much!

[@samszczepanski2281]

Ohhhhhh you lost it with the edit :(

[@bettybeebe]

I am 36, and this took me back to when I was this age. I think we're all like this at this age because I know this was exactly what my journal was like. Absolutely love this video.

[@kym_train5460]

oh my god bots

[@FOURSNUMBER1FAN]

@@Instabruh.User.. bro wth-

[@YinYangInanimatelnsanity]

@@Instabruh.User.. no… just no…..

[@At65461]

I'm 11 I hate being 11 because being 12 for me means I get my periods and it's really hard every single day at my primary school is a fricking nightmare some people are racist they jump on tables get into to fights and I want it to end ( also sorry for swearing but no ) and my school gives me anxiety and having autism makes it worse that's why I wish I was a millennial so people would be nice to me and wouldn't say YOU WATCH BRAINROT or ALL GEN ALPHAS WATCH BRAINROT ( which is not true) that's why I want to be 38 years old😢

[@justanorangeblob5411]

Lauren being an absolute queen by reading her own cringy diary to the internet

[@nicolaandfriends6209]

Justice for 11 year old Lauren 😔😔😔💔💔💔

[@RileghVotoupal]

Yeah

[@BeautifullyCharli]

Her confidence is amazing, even when having to read 10 year old drama in front of millions of people

[@urlocalsimpLMAO]

This is honestly very relatable, Lauren. As a young girl, The A and C situation was almost exactly the same as my young teenage life currently. Except it's two girls.

[@AkiIsASimp_]

HOWDY OTHER ACCOUNT

[@cityseabird]

Why has nobody commented on this comment.

[@MUSHR00M-16]

@@cityseabird idk

[@buniewholikesstrawberries]

⁠@@AkiIsASimp_GIR- are you kidding me too loud

[@Solarix_v]

Hi

[@kacey5409]

I hope I’m not the only one who really wants Lauren to do another one of these so I can laugh my a$$ off all over again 💀💀 Edit : thank you for all the likes . I’ve never had this many before 🥰

[@abnormalchickennugget]

@Jack Wrath lies

[@kacey5409]

@Jack Wrath sssssuuuuurrrrreeeeee

[@Iheartgus]

@Jack Wrath u wish

[@pyschodummy344]

@Jack Wrath aww it's so cute that you think your likeable🙂

[@TH4TL0S3R]

@Jack Wrath Nah dude you're not

[@Pikachuu_2451]

Lauren for the part where your younger self asked the question, I agree, my journal was so bad and I was so depressed when I was in 3RD GRADE. ;-; I asked where babies came from, talked about how I liked a boy a year younger then me, and I'D LITERALLY TALK TO MY JOURNAL HOPING THAT IT RESPOND BACK literally my journal was so sad and depressing ;-;

[@cierraslowsdown]

In solidarity with Lauren: I’m 31 and had boy-crazy phases lol. I specifically remember having a HUGE crush on our 2nd(?) 3rd(?) neighbor teacher, as well as Lance Bass. Lol I had a puppet doll with the No Strings Attached theme and LOVED it of course lol. Kids got married under the slide, remember those bead animal keychain crafts you’d wear on your backpack? Yeah, lots of bartering and trust broken back then 😂😂

[@Tomboysksksk]

From eating kids meals to reading her diary from when she was a teen, no matter what Lauren does it always is entertaining and funny to watch. Thank you for being an amazing youtuber

[@rando4541]

I read the eating kids meals as eating kids 😅

[@hawtyshawty7200]

Wait how many likes do you need for part two?

[@hawtyshawty7200]

Of the video?

[@palmoasis1855]

@Tomboysksksk POV: ur comment is like every comment

[@Rei..flowers]

@@rando4541 I read your reply as I remember eating kids meals made with kids

[@MGAxolotl]

Take a break and just scroll down ❤ Don't stop now😊 Your close!!!🎉 How has your day been??? Keep on going!!!❤ There are only a few more to go! 🎉🎉🎉🎉 Great job you have made it to the end Thank you for scrolling all of this. That really made my day❤

[@Buttercookie_Draws]

The fact that you have an entire journal filled out is impressive. I could hardly even finish a sketch book, let alone an entire journal like that

[@gregheffley715]

I already did 16🗿

[@-themightymittens-]

I have so many unfinished drawing notebooks

[@ElectriKitty0]

@@Instabruh.User.. LAUGUAGE!

[@lilyplayzgames2021]

@@Instabruh.User.. What is wrong with you creep…

[@charlimander5683]

@@Instabruh.User.. What is wrong with you.

[@lckyminer_2256]

This is basically a YA wattpad story that was written by a 12 year old. It was both funny, amusing, but I could also feel the cringe in a good and positive way.

[@Lareyna0]

This is super funny!

[@ItsValerie448]

like pinned coment

[@booksaremylife6703]

That’s exactly what it is- which is sad cause I’m a 12 year old with a wattpad acount- 😂

[@emilynghann7128]

@@booksaremylife6703 Me too!

[@booksaremylife6703]

@@emilynghann7128 I will follow your wattpad if u want-

[@The_Yeetning]

I purged all of my cringey diaries. It seems like that's the age I wrote in my diary too! Thanks for a good laugh: not laughing at your past self, but laughing because I went through similar feelings when I was 11! I'm well into my 20s and so thank you for your sheer bravery and being vulnerable to the Internet. ✨

[@abicat4229]

So did I. I was always paranoid that someone would read it and think I'm weird

[@atqraxiia4306]

@@Instabruh.User.. What did I just read? (๑ó⌓ò๑)

[@urbosasflurry4711]

@@Instabruh.User.. why you speak of f*cking Lauren You don't even have content

[@RosyKitteh]

I filled up like five notebooks a year and I kept them all because they're full of drawings that I would like to redraw someday. I already have drawn a few but I want to draw more. Mostly as a tribute to my past self who couldn't draw what she felt and saw as well as she wanted.

[@PlateofBread]

Lauren: “Come along with me! 😊 Me: 🎶Come along with me, with the butterfly’s and bees🎶

[@Breadcrumbz0]

Nostalgia 😊

[@jess_queensversion]

SOMEONE IN 2024

[@perry.the.weirdo]

WE CAN WANDER THROUGH THE FOREST AND DO SO AS WE PLEASE

[@CALL_ME_MABEL]

me: come along down with meeee your not alone you will seeeeee

[@coconutchlo]

Can we just appreciate how well the editor Emily edited this…😭💕

[@ashikarman6276]

😭😭😭😭😭

[@tweek3903]

whos that.....?

[@momosh4617]

@@tweek3903 the person who edits her videos

[@RealGingyer]

nice pfp😳

[@coconutchlo]

@@RealGingyer thanks 😏😏😏

[@That_Art_Girl26840]

As a pre-teen, watching this made me feel so much better about myself; thank you for the video Lauren 😂❤

[@AirTheHuntress]

As a pre-teen who kept a journal last year, I can confirm that it's wierd and cringe

[@absolute_vertigo]

GA ？

[@francesobyrne670]

Thwen

[@winkyuh]

Aww❤❤❤😊

[@ArinChandra-o1x]

Que

[@DeGaJonEli]

I love how Lauren is so confident reading this but it’s HILARIOUS and embarrassing at the same time lol, I feel it Lauren because I found a whole lot of my old drawings in a box called: October 13th 2015 and..they looked so bad..

[@samanthalackner146]

Hey Lauren I just turned 11 and ur videos really help they make me laugh I watch your videos every night before I sleep:) this video was super relatable and funny😂 I hope we get a part 3!

[@gottaloveminniie]

Let’s be honest we’ve all wanted to keep a diary at one point of our lives but miserably failed after 3 pages..

[@Chaewoniis]

underrated comment

[@Chaewoniis]

fr

[@iamobsessedwithshadowsight]

I tried to keep a diary when I was like nine but I had nothing embarrassing or anything I didn’t want to just tell my friends so I ended up just drawing pictures of my dog in there 😭

[@maryglassburn2309]

YES

[@_-NatureMations-_]

​@@iamobsessedwithshadowsightLol me to

[@veryh2130]

To be far, when my grandpa proposed to my grandma, she said "I'll think about it." And she said yes like a week later! By the way, this was hilarious. I'm so glad you feel comfortable enough to share this with pretty much the world. 😂

[@ARTLECCHINO12]

@Bruh Bruh me too 🙄

[@Kitty-mo6vy]

I wanna see a playlist of Lauren literally just being an 18 year old, also- we’re all cringe don’t worry Lauren :’D

[@Kitty-mo6vy]

Alsoo, PART TWO PLEASEEE

[@hutaoworksatmcdonalds]

@Jack Wrath says the one who makes minecraft stories and clickbait videos

[@hnixiee]

*sighs* 2 bots, already

[@Mistxiii_]

I think I’m actually not a super cringey teenager, I feel blessed 😭

[@ssssilly]

She was 11, 12, and 13 years old while the time period of the diary.

[@Ellyn_filipino_623]

Honestly I never had a dairy because I was so aware that writing in a dairy doesn't mean people are gonna respect it and I have secrets I wanna keep to myself until I die😂

[@froggie256]

It’s so brave of you to read your diary online, I would’ve been extremely nervous. But it just shows how far you’ve come as a person and in life ❤️

[@nevermind1904]

Watching this made me think: did I miss something? My childhood love life was non-existent, but I did write a bunch of stuff in a journal. And reading it made me feel, rather than being embarrassed, "Did I write this? I actually felt that way?" as well as, "She really tried her best to write out her feelings even with the simplest, childish words." It made me smile and cry bcs I remember promising myself I wouldn't hate my past self if I'd ever changed in the future. I think I kept my promise well 😊

[@arissamazumder]

That's so sweet

[@nevermind1904]

@@arissamazumder thank you

[@izzykelly4733]

I love how Lauren does this little phases like pregnant vids then mom vids then baby vids and now teen vids! 😂 You just never know what to expect from Lauren 😂

[@belbodders2421]

Am I the only one who had noticed she is staying in different age groups for her vids? What's next? Toddler? Kid? Young adult? GRANDMA OR GRANDPA?

[@LaurenZside]

I go through different campaign story arcs every few months 😂

[@LaurenZside]

I go through different campaign story arcs every few months 😂

[@mbtd2011]

@Bruh Bruh I WISH I DIDN’T TRANSLATE THAT, WHY WOULD YOU PUT THIS ON THE INTERNET?!?!

[@berry_zz]

@@mbtd2011 ME TOO 😭

[@Kats-b4t]

Editor Emily does so well on Lauren’s videos ❤️❤️❤️❤️✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻

[@Art3mizz]

I absolutely LOVE when People read their Diaries from their early Teens. We all used to be so dramatic 😂

[@Sunnydaze081]

Same

[@lee-os2pc]

Ikr we were all so dramatic back then, man i barely even wrote diaries but i still remember my memories when i was like 10 still remains..

[@makaylaspalding5480]

Yeah

[@B-bloob]

I know someone told me to shut up on a zoom chat and I lost it- I wrote in my diary about it-

[@donnalee6028]

Funny

[@comicmaker5950]

Can we agree that this woman never lets us down and puts a smile on our face. we love you Lauren❤❤

[@reneebrown6547]

yes

[@gachacookie5779]

Stop you're trying to get a heart from Lauren

[@justanotherhuman2246]

Wow another comment that hundreds of people will copy and say the exact same thing 😀

[@BigBossMan7833]

@@justanotherhuman2246 fr

[@leamoreira9225]

@@gachacookie5779 well would you do that too? plot twist: she just wanted to put in a comment :) btw you should not be making drama in the comments it's not nice just being honest

[@TT.WendyCallims]

THE LITTLE KISS BOBBY GAVE TO LAUREN MELTED MY HEART SO QUICK T-T 💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@SophieSudarkoff]

Same

[@Chickins-r-col]

T - T

[@EvelynGrief]

Pre teen years are hard. Hugs make it thorough the years

[@justaaliyah3]

i love how Lauren is living proof that a boy rejecting you may hurt at that time but in a few years your going to look back and laugh at it💜i love her so much

[@thedisguise3538]

Honestly I hope Lauren comes back to this and does the next journals because Emily's editing made me burst out laughing. We need more of this

[@nicoledevlin1047]

Agreed 👍

[@Mizuki_edits4]

😝

[@nalleryscraftytreasures]

Imagine “C” sees this now as an adult and is like “what the heck? I had no idea.” 😂 He’ll regret it Lauren no worries. You were such a cutie!

[@claragemheart581]

The fact she even read this in front of everyone, i could never, i would’ve died in the first page.

[@DivaMayzz323]

Sussy ..

[@js_rzy]

@@claragemheart581 same

[@s7z7gy]

@@claragemheart581 Luckily I never had one 😋

[@elwirawegenek5040]

I have a diary and I’ve never ever shown anyone it😅😂

[@penelopeottolini6202]

9:05 I CANT THEY ARE SO CUTE 😭

[@Mango_TN553]

The fact that Lauren feels safe enough to do this on the internet is just amazing! ❤

[@MlemVideos]

Thank you Lauren, I am still in middle school. Watching this makes me feel like I am not as dramatic as I thought. You have confidence, I appreciate that!

[@MlemVideos]

I feel bad for A, Lauren forgot to blur a part of him 0:54 . XD

[@kiersten.00]

@@MlemVideosyeah his name is Alex lol

[@fellowtheaterkid]

Lauren I loved this😂 I would love to see a part two, I’m so glad that you feel safe enough to post this, ily!💜

[@dandi-lion38]

Someone needs to make an animation about this with the "dear diary, why? Why does he hate me? " audio

[@maitreyisrinivasaraghavan8867]

she had more romance as a 10 year old than I think I'll ever have in my entire high school life

[@RUBBERDUCKSSSSS]

💀

[@Amy_jo_]

Cheers to that

[@monkey.records0]

I had some but not really

[@DestinyyyGmz]

EXACTLY 😂

[@Kayla_Oliva]

Imagine if A was watching this video-

[@waternymph99]

I used my journal to vent about how depressed I was and so whenever I reread my journals, I just get bummed. Your experience was much more fun! Not relatable at all for me, but hilarious and I'm hoping you continue this

[@awesometani8148]

I hope everything is better now!! Are you Jewish btw? You have the same name as a friend of mine :)

[@waternymph99]

@@awesometani8148 I’m doing much better now, thanks for asking! No I’m not Jewish, but cool, another Rebekah! I don’t see many people that spell the name the same way I do

[@WhoamI-ml6dj]

I wrote a lot about the people I hated. I wrote about my depression later on but when a teacher found it she reported it to cps or smth and my mom got in trouble (my mom knew about it already though because I told a “friend” about a year before the diary thing and she told her father and he told my mom. My mom started looking to get me a psychologist after the father thing and I got one a few months after the teacher thing)

[@LilyTheTacoCat]

@@waternymph99 I know a Jewish girl with that name and I always thought it was spelled Rebecca but now I'm questioning it 🤣

[@AriPlayz08]

@@waternymph99 I had a classmate named Rebekah and she had a twin sister but they moved last year 😢😭

[@imnotzero5957]

completely unrelated to the video- but- can I just point out how freaking AMAZING LAUREN IS?!?! She keeps giving us so much amazing content and doesn't fail to bring joy? Lauren, please just keep on smiling your beautiful smile and that's all we need.

[@lql.her3]

i used to have a crush on this boy, but he started to get touchy, weird, i got uncomfortable, he keeps touching me, i’m showing visible signs i dont wanna talk to him, any communication included. he scares me legitimate

[@eilishreidy4644]

i love Lauren sm she always makes my day better and i watch her every time i’m down. Lauren is my literal lord and saviour she really keeps me going

[@WhoamI-ml6dj]

I need to know more. I tried reading my own diary from when I was 11-12, and I just can’t do it. Another video might give me the motivation to push through it. I wasn’t as romantically spontaneous but I do have ONE dramatic moment where I was transitioning from one crush to another and I wrote things like “I love both of them so much I don’t know what to do,” but that’s just the summary of that situation. The way I wrote about it makes it sound like I was severely distressed by it, and everyone knows I would have never confessed anyways. It is emotionally exhausting, both the emotions I felt then and the emotions I feel towards the same things now are just… (for the “now” bit I mean that some entries are normal like “I got a 100 on the math test today!!! I’m so happy!” And then the next entry makes me want to hide for at least a century to recover from the second hand embarrassment I feel for my younger self)

[@S0PHI3_24]

Lauren I’ve been watching your videos for a long time and as a preteen girl myself, (I’m turning 13 in a few months) this was honestly very relatable and comforting, especially coming from one of my favorite KZbinrs. It really helped knowing that someone as incredible as you was once like I am today, so that gave me a bit of hope for my future. So I’m this wasn’t a serious vid abd I’m sorry to be a vibe kill but I really love you for this so thank you Lauren

[@gabbawamba]

imagine the boys that rejected her when she was 10 see her as laurenzside now

[@theofficiallellieb]

Lauren, thank you for filming this video, hearing about what you did when you were 11, makes me feel less like a weirdo and less embarrassed from when I was 11. P.S. I was so obsessed with boys haha

[@kaylawilson1213]

Honestly I feel like we all were 😂

[@friendlyface1076]

Lol me

[@stargirl7646]

Me too lol! I literally wrote in my own diary “I think I’m getting interested in boys too early… so hopefully it’ll end early too.” Well now I’m bisexual so- 😂

[@AriPlayz08]

I was too 😭😭😭 -I still kinda am-

[@astrotoca6111]

I feel very happy that Lauren can share this sort of thing with us it makes me feel like she levels us as a family ( dear Lauren I know you have your own family now but it’s nice you feel this comfortable with us) thank you for feeling this way with us

[@xplrzz]

lauren, i’m a trans guy and this honestly comforts me so much while i was in denial because in my school so many people were homophobic. but this comforted me so much !

[@twentyeight602]

Hey Seth have this virtual hug from fellow trans guy (I'm also kinda in denial and not sure but still)

[@xplrzz]

@@twentyeight602

[@xplrzz]

@@twentyeight602 you will figure it out soon

[@Zura.Ann.Aesthetics]

Same :]

[@zombi3pony]

I'm not trans but many of my friends are, sending virtual hugs and hoping your journey with finding yourself is a joyful one. If someone doesn't respect your identity, they are not your friend, whether they act nicely. Surround yourself only with those who respect and inspire you!

[@una_persona-random310]

It definetley was relatable 😭. Two years ago when I was eleven I had a crush on a girl who sat next to me. And, I had some like whiteboard markers that I always had them next to me for no reason. One day one of them fell, and she picked it up for me. So, sometimes I would hold it because I thought it would be like if she was holding my hand 💀 Later, I got sick and skipped school for a few days. But when I got back my English teacher was using that very same marker, so I thought it wouldn't be special anymore and let her keep it 😂

[@cheezieEditz]

its so cute thqt Bobby kissed Lauren on the head 😭 9:04

[@KuriaNeko]

This is absolutely relatable! I was just as cringy and boyfriend obsessed when I was 11. It's nice to know we all go through similar preteen melodrama.

[@july7165]

The fact that Lauren really had too show us this is impressive and embarrassing justice for old Lauren

[@Olivia-to7wt]

8:59 every has a lover somewhere. Aromantic/Aroace people: Let me introduce myself

[@justsam4321]

Oh KZbin Gods. Please, do me a solid here. Let this blow up. I'm 5 minutes in, and I'm on the floor laughing my ass off. That diary is absolute gold. Also. Editors / animators, you really went the extra mile here. Thank you for your service Right. Now that I'm done. I have a headache from laughing so much. We need a netflix show based on that journal.

[@avatle]

I've been commenting on all the new comments, so hi!

[@coffeghoast4043]

I love how she exposed herself with her diary, this is pure conntenct.

[@TabysHere]

That’s what’s called brave, or desperate or content… Yeah hehe

[@juliannaelliott]

I love how she has to clarify that it’s her every entry don’t wanna confuse the journal 😂

[@candlenellie74]

when she said "i was 11" ngl maybe the school system was different but if ur 11 then at least u were a GENIUS compared to ur classmates if ur 11 AND ur in 8th grade hopes that makes u feel better

[@carolinahargis-acevedo8438]

As an 11 year old girl, I can definitely relate to this. I an't tell if I should be sad, proud, or both. But it's really nice to know that I'm not the only one. Thank you so much, you are my idol!!!

[@anamilia4333]

me too

[@malloryskye1022]

You remind me of me like a year ago

[@leerintel8463]

I'm 11

[@ammaranazish1627]

Lucky

[@Iventalot-tu5kt]

I'm 11 as of today

[@Wolvestome]

I can’t tell if all the teen related videos are to prepare Lauren for Melody becoming a teen, or for the nostalgia, but either way I’m here for it

[@candicaggiano3681]

I can relate to being an awkward kid. Heck, I'm still pretty awkward at 20 years old lol. I used to write in journals/diaries (I still do from time to time, but they're nowhere near like this haha!), although I don't think the stuff I wrote was quite like this. If you're willing to share more, Lauren, I would love a part 2!

[@starship2143]

Same oh god😂😂😂

[@Moon_child222]

The like a give is a huge to your younger self!!!😂

[@enviisunuwu9000]

This is oddly relatable to me....glad I'm not the only one who had that embarrassment, thanks Lauren

[@Lockpicksaretasty]

We need a part two 👏 Lauren please!! I could watch this for hours!

[@Lockpicksaretasty]

We need to find out what happens with Lauren’s romeo(s) A/all the other boys.

[@sw4ggyl4yyy]

What I do before bed: watch laurenzside for 3 hours straight😅❤

[@KitsuneOnPaws-c2q]

ok will do 🤣

[@MiuMiu_Wony]

Only three😂😂😂

[@Zelliaaa]

Same 😭

[@ActorBlaine]

Me too 🥲

[@Cookie_sunflower]

😬🤫

[@BunnyBochi]

Not in front of 1 million people..but in front of 2 million people 😂

[@caitlynmccutcheon5557]

Can we take a minute to appreciate how good her handwriting was in her journal!

[@WildPreciousNow]

I freaking LOVED 10-12 year old Lauren! 💕 and also, everything you owned had cats on it at that moment in time.

[@Sanas_Shy_Language]

I'm kinda living for this, a series would be enjoyable, watching Lauren grow up through writing-

[@MaddieWise-nl8pc]

Is Lauren a person or some creature that came to us to make us laugh?

[@Mads2157]

reading through old diaries is so much fun, my friend actually reads through mine every time she comes over. Thanks for being brave enough to do this for our entertainment! also its so funny seeing how my younger self talked about how my life is falling apart and then comparing it to now...

[@Mads2157]

@@Instabruh.User.. why? just why? people are so mean on the internet. she doesn’t deserve hate at all. love you lauren

[@fancyfew4094]

@@Instabruh.User.. stop! You’re not funny or helping anyone!

[@lanaharris6338]

The second-hand embarrassment I felt from this video… I was laughing so hard and cringing so much. This is the content we love to see! Good work, preteen Lauren! 😂 😭

[@KiwiBubbles]

This is HILARIOUS!! 11-year-old Lauren wrote in her journal EXACTLY like 11-year old me did!! Like, the same tones, talking to the journal like it was real and saying hi, the same kinds of things/topics. I would LOVE to see part two!!!

[@HannaMcGreevy]

IM LAUGHING,CRYING,AND CRINGING ALL AT THE SAME TIME❤

[@theholesinyoursweater]

Can we just appreciate the fact that Lauren publicly humiliates and embarrasses herself for our entertainment? 💜💜

[@theholesinyoursweater]

@@viccvi what?

[@theholesinyoursweater]

@Jack Wrath no u aren't

[@viccvi]

@@theholesinyoursweater she humiliates herself just because she wants us to be happy, this isn't healthy

[@Darin15846]

@@viccvi I don't think she's really humiliating herself. She seems to be having fun reading all of this. We're not laughing *at* her, we're laughing *with* her

[@Darin15846]

@@viccvi I personally don't think so. I know she always seems happy but I really do think she's having fun reading her old diary

[@starzeit24]

I love how you make your channel a safe, comforting place for kids and teens. As a 13 year old, I appreciate it 🥰

[@Mcgucketlabs]

I love Lauren so much 😭 she has no idea what she’s helped me through just for posting!

[@flasche.]

this inspired some people (me) to start a diary to have good stories to tell to random strangers on the internet. thank you, lauren

[@flasche.]

@Bruh Bruh are you saying what i think your saying or is my translator just bad at translating…

[@Thecrazygirl_xx]

YOU'RE LITERALLY YAN CHAN KEEPING A STAR CUS HE GAVE IT YOU😂 this whole thing was absolutely hilarious