learning to put myself first

[@HassanRaashid]

Definitely relate to everything you've talked about in this video. This year I'm trying to take things slowly and be more present since life for me feels like I'm in a race and there's never any time left, but now I'm trying to change that and implement more changes to be a more relaxed, happier version of myself.

[@DivineDianne]

Hey Taz, I am a knitter and crocheter. I would recommend that you wash your cardigans in a cold wash. No more that 30 degrees Celsius! Do not tumble dry. When it comes out of the wash, if you can lay it flat to dry so it keeps its shape, that would be ideal.

[@Marie-jz1qw]

Yesss!

[@fatimahanif3244]

This channel has turned into a collective therapy session with Taz and I'm here for it❤

[@GalacticMewLovedByGod]

Real ! :)

[@preetphoenix1]

GIRL JUST REMEMBER ALL OF US ARE GROWING WITH YOU AND FEELING THAT UNCOMFORTABLE FEELING.. ITS ALL SO RELATABLE 😭😂😂

[@akilabenito1879]

I have been watching you since you started vlogging. Yesterday, I started watching Clickformoretaz, and I enjoyed it. Then just right now, I found out you are supporting Gaza! Taz, you made me proud! You have such a beautiful soul! Beautiful heart! Thank you🙇 Free Palestine 🇵🇸 Free Gaza 🇵🇸

[@alyssabernal2758]

Wow I’ve literally been feeling the SAME lately- needing to sit with some heavy feels, feeling an energetic shift, wanting to just do things with myself (I love how you phrased that). This video has been so comforting, thank you for sharing Taz! I feel very validated in what I’m going through right now 🤍

[@anniebruwer2001]

I really appreciate when you make videos like this. Last week i was diagnosed with a depressive and anxiety disorder and a panic disorder. And having struggling with this for years, your channel has given me so much comfort and helpedme through it because youre open

[@rachaelmariee6404]

Quite funny that I was just rewatching some of your older videos & then you post ahah! I hope you’re feeling better soon Taz so much love for you, proud of you for speaking up about your emotions too, it’ll definitely help someone else to know it’s okay too speak up✨

[@GalacticMewLovedByGod]

Sitting with our feelings and emotions that we want to label as bad such as sadness, anxiety , anger etc, is the key ! Numbing ourself and acting like we aren't hurt or that '' Oh it's nothing '' is only gonna amplify these felings until we implode. It can be very scary at first but ... Once you sit with it and let it pass, there's no better reward ! As someone who suffered from daily panic attacks, unable to step a FOOT outside, I can now say that not escaping our feelings is KEY to growth, healing and being true to our-self ! x

[@berrykola]

I've been following you for a couple of years and I gotta say that I'm so proud of you Taz. I don't usually comment on videos but I feel like saying thank you, because you deserve it. You've been real from the beginning and in the end of the vid when you mentioned the donation link it really warmed my heart. Thank you, Taz. Thank you for being such a kind person❤

[@kris.........]

Our experiences are very very similar at the moment. Feeling feelings after a long time of not being able to, and when you finally do it's overwhelming. Like there's no seeing past it. I cry rarely so never knew how relieving it could be.. This year I want to cry more. It seems to make a big difference.

[@GalacticMewLovedByGod]

Being drawn to cozy is good sign of healing , i am so proud of you Taz !

[@Loopylaurz87]

Can relate to this soooooo much Taz! Thank you so much for being so open and honest about it. ❤ Sending a big squish!!

[@tashfiaislam166]

i feel u so much taz it honestly hurts

[@aiymzhann5160]

Love you, Taz! I have been watching your videos since late 2018. Thank you for supporting Palestine and Gaza!

[@nighthawkdragonfly8339]

Sending love. That cardigan makes me smile and you have to have that type of thing in your wardrobe that makes you feel cozy and good. I'm also working on taking care of just me and kind of starting from the bottom.

[@maria901]

2:25 this is legit what I need to learn to do. My go to is always avoidance so now just sitting with those feelings is so hard.

[@whoopstaukbalfour6295]

This vlog resonated with me on so many different levels. If you don't learn the lesson first, then it comes back with more force. You talking about concerts has validated that today I need to book those Eternal tickets 🙂

[@heartsatry4118]

I'm having coffee while watching taz ignoring work but I'm happy

[@imcida]

Omg I'm doing the same 😂

[@shrutiwalavalkar2555]

Video's like these of Taz make me so happy. They are so Raw and Real. Love it!! Happy New year Taz, Hope you have the best year✨🤍

[@nonidagoo1]

Always look forward to seeing Taz ❤!! You can separate that sweater jacket from other items . You should turn it inside out before putting it into the washing machine. ( You can also put it in a washing bag just to feel secure 😉.)

[@robgatlas]

Turn your cardigan inside out, and put it on a wool cycle. It should be fine, as long as there's no long threads hanging. 💜

[@Marie-jz1qw]

I'm not a laundry pro at all but here's what I do for my favourite garments: For the cardigan: I'd say it depends on the material that it's made of. Natural fibers like wool, silk, cotton,... are much more fragile than polyester or acrylic (we could call these "plastic fibers"). So if you have the energy I'd wash it by hand. You can find hand-washing detergent (that is made for hand-washing) in supermarkets. Or use your regular laundry product that you delay in some hot water, and leave your cardigan in it to soak for a few hours, then rinse. A bathtub is really useful for that type of washing because you just have space to rinse. If you don't have the time/energy then either you go to a place where the dry-wash it for you. I don't remember the name in english, a pressing room maybe? Otherwise, you can toss it in the washing machine at a very low temperature (20-30 degrees max) but I would put the cardigan in a little bag that's made for delicate garments like lingerie or underwears,... You can find these little bags anywhere, from amazon to your supermarket :-) Again, it really depends on the type of fabric it is but in doubt just take really good care of it so it lasts as long as possible :-)

[@juliamarinho6791]

Taz you are not Alone ever. We are gere for you. I need to see the wash CARE label. But it should be ok to put it on the washing machine cold wash. Not the drying machine. If you ever want you can come and visit me in Portugal. Mi casa és tu casa xx

[@emergencyhugs9321]

Taz, you are an inspiration to us all. Your are so kind and open with how you are feeling. I love watching your videos and wanted to send you a big hug. Thanks again for your videos

[@Srushti_K]

Hey Taz, I hope you feel better very soon. Some of the things that you spoke about are so important for people who are going through hard times, I learnt it through therapy and I'm glad it's helping you too. I had this random thought- Why don't you start a podcast channel Where you could not only have candid conversations like this but also maybe elaborate your journey with spoken word poetry. Like it will truly help so many people. Anyways, it was just a thought that crossed my mind. But I hope you feel better and feel yourself soon. Lots of love. I will always be waiting for your videos❤

[@lumina1110]

I can agree with all the other people here who commented that I can relate so much and am currently going through the same thing! It has been such a great journey but man it also has been one of the most terrifying things I ever did in life. To face your feelings and actual start to listen to your own thoughts, especially when you have been repressing them all these years, is insanely brave! So I guess what I want you to know, I think what we all want you to know, is that you're not alone in this (even though it might feel lonely) and that we're all so very proud of you! If there are not so good days coming your way just know that it's all part of the journey, it's not the end but you will get better at that skill to listen to yourself :) I usually don't leave comments like this. I wish u all the best and am looking forward to any new videos!!

[@nickie2736]

Thank you, this video made me feel less alone.

[@asmabegum8824]

Thankyou for being so honest x sending you positive vibes and rejuvenation

[@sieland7429]

Watching taz is like a therapy session to me, thank u Taz for being Taz :)❤

[@gizzygibbs]

I hope that things feel better for u soon Taz I know myself them feelings.

[@DeniceCouncil]

Glad you're starting to feel better and doing what you need to do take more time for yourself. For the sweater - Dry Clean Only.😊

[@emipopescu3257]

Sometimes you miss yourself because your Self is calling you to aid it help some wounds.. We're naturally drawn to authenticity, which is the healthiest place to be..

[@elisazouza]

thankyou for being a youtuber that actually talks abt gaza and palestine!!! i've seen youtubers with 1.3Million be so ignorant and not use their platform

[@TheTajweedTutor]

Please could you tell me where she speaks about Palestine?

[@elisazouza]

@@TheTajweedTutor at the end of the video :) she mentions that she’s put charities to donate for Gaza

[@TheTajweedTutor]

@@elisazouza thank you! :)

[@juschefit6069]

Honestly, pray, you’ll feel peace ❤

[@francesca5917]

Taz I feel like I'm in the same mood as yours constantly pushing down my feelings and it's conforting in a sense that I am not alone ❤. Constantly trying to not think but at the same time thinking I am doing everything wrong and I'm kind of losing who I am (don't know if it makes sense). this is the video that I needed and maybe you convinced me to start journaling because I love your way also inserting pictures. Anyway I guess I want to thank you for sharing that it's very brave, love you and I hope you and everyone reading this have great evening/day✨️ Ps love your cardigan soo much ahah🥰

[@TheSilveryew]

I would hand wash this jumper Taz it's too precious to go in the washing machine, and use a gentle detergent for it for wool and delicates, you can find it in the supermarket. Alternatively have it dry cleaned, it would be terrible if the washing machine destroyed it. If you decide to try and hand wash it, don't wring it to get the water out as it destroys the fibres, just squeeze it. And dry it flat on a clean towel ^_^

[@viktorijajakusenoka9197]

I was feeling same, once I read Quran it gave me peace and tranquility

[@misfitexplorer3027]

Definitely the sun that made a huge difference this week 😭🙏🏽

[@gyorgybereg6916]

Either hand wash or hand wash program on the washer. If it not obvious how to set it up your washer to hand wash, read the manual! If you kept it. Or Google the model number. Usually on the inside of the door it labeled.

[@TheAflix]

Hey Taz, you might not read this, but I can relate a lot to your mental health struggles. I have been dealing with mental illness since 2015. 9 months back I started psychoanalytical/psychodynamic therapy and it's the best thing I have done in the last 8 years. I recommend it to you in case you haven't tried it and really encourage you to give it a thought. Hugs

[@sabr333z]

Going through a breakup, finally went to the gym and putting my self care first

[@liamodonovan6610]

Beautiful cardigan taz you are stunning love you're energy iam so proud of you taz you are a super strong person you are someone i have always and will always look too thank you taz

[@Hatsinahat]

Listening to your discussion about working on yourself and feeling your feelings. I would absolutely recommend looking at autism resources, such as the rads-R (that’s absolutely not spelled right but I should come up) and the AQ (autism quotient) because a lot of this sounds like autism burn out, which is much more intense than any other kind, it’s more akin to (and related to) chronic fatigue. It’s also different from ADHD. It may not be the case for you, but also for others relating in the comments it’s just an idea, as many of the things that help ‘regular’ burn out can make autism burn out way way worse.

[@miamay2444]

Taz is such an angel, such a sweet genuine soul. I feel like we'd be friends ❤

[@clareking4434]

Just a wool wash should be fine for the cardigan. Let it air dry

[@preetphoenix1]

We are not over sensitive.. but intuitive.. it's all about INTUITION.. and woman are more intuitive.. it's said!

[@liamanthonygallagher]

Blooming love you, Taz!! ❤️

[@MrMit50101]

Life's about doing what you love forget what people say I can get into the car and drive aimlessly and use half a tank of fuel or more gives me peace and time to think about everything life's bloody hard and some of us struggle way too much and most people don't understand

[@bluecoatboyy]

i loved your honestly in this video taz - sending big hugs :)

[@toni5543]

hey taz, you remind me alot of myself, which isnt surprising when i remember that your neurodivergent too. sending you love from scotland x your gona get through this stage and its gona be amazing for you. unmasking is hard x

[@chinmayeekumar1150]

taz, when are you going to the tour?? Im going to the london one and would love to trade bracelets with you!!

[@doodle2010]

Don't throw it in the WM, either get it dry cleaned since it's wool. Or hand wash it

[@emipopescu3257]

If you see this, Taz, have you thought of checking your vitamin D levels? Also, as far as i know you eat a lot of junk, and poor quality foods plays a huge role in our moods and depression. Usually, if there's no real tragic stuff going on, our depression is most often caused my some imbalance in our body/brain

[@warriorxheart]

I LOVE YOUR FLOWER CARDIGAN 😮

[@Soph26144]

Your cardigan rocks, Taz❤️

[@snacktivist]

All your followers are cheering right now Taz

[@pauuks]

Try not to wash a knit so often, airing it out at least indoors if you don't have access to outdoor area. A washing bag is great for preserving the details and not too much washing detergent, depending on your machine's programs, something dedicated to wool or silk or hand wash but not above 30 degrees. I know hand wash is the best way but I'm way too lazy for it and I'll avoid wearing anything that requires so much in regards to maintenance.

[@nonaksa87]

Feel your feelings 👌❤️✨

[@Inayah-jy8qb]

I am sorry you are going through a tough time. The transition from your 20s to 30s kicks in right now, forsome reason the 30s is a phase where a lot of shifts and reflections is happenokg. Iv been through the same and I ginally say I am able to manage better

[@agatakrezel-szutowska6580]

I'm a knitter ☺ Check on the label what the jumper is made of. Let me know and I'll help you with your laundry 😘

[@MeinHundFee]

my comfort clothes are youres 😊 Like the Hoodie and the shirt you designed 2 years ago 😊 they are so comfy and also I associated them with you and this is self-confidence and also I'm fine 😊

[@furbyfurbs]

Loving the more frequent vlogs!

[@marinariquelme4081]

Take your cardigan to the clothes cleaners they know exactly how to clean it 😊

[@im_just_vidu]

This is therapy for me

[@preetphoenix1]

Is it related to astro?!! I also felt energy shift once 2024 started ! And you're also saying something similar. I don't know the science and astro but may be that can explain or truth is simple.. once you've sat with those feeling and emotions I've felt enough.. you figure out what to do exactly after going through so much. And you took a day out with yourself and that helps me also. I love to take myself on date and just treat myself. .

[@marijamarolova8072]

4:18 oooowww 😊 you look sooo beautiful with this scarf❤ so cute

[@chickolat]

just read the label that comes with the washing instruction lol

[@jlr43100]

Understand. Dry cleaning.

[@whitestardrop]

Handwash it in the sink with proper wool detergent

[@lindenhartnellpink419]

Love this

[@12pradhanhimanshi76]

Taz you need to visit India ❤ please ? … it will be affordable and really cool experience… and you will get quirky content too

[@effyapples6219]

🇵🇸

[@nottoday4972]

Love the cardigan 😊

[@MsNano92]

🇵🇸❤️

[@aswathythayil6346]

😍🥰😍😍🥰😍😍🥰

[@jayuddin4028]

🇵🇸 respect thank you Taz

[@Jazmin-bn7jp]

"Just throw it in the wash it'll be grand"... Jk its just what i immediately thought

[@mellyjoy]

Wash it by hand then nothing can go wrong

[@annoar9776]

so cozy vibes.

[@raghav_kalra]

OH MY GOD TAZ HAVE THE BEST TIME AT THE ERAS TOUR. This is a fact that every swiftie knows but - there are NO bad seats at a Taylor Swift concert :)

[@mellyjoy]

I want an instax link but the price😭😭😭

[@shaunaXX]

Ahh productive procrastination getting things done but nothing of importance 😂

[@allantec50]

Hi Taz!

[@TheLilflaca]

Do you still have merch for sale?

[@nouramouctar817]

I think you are hypersensitive and I am that’s why I’m saying that or maybe it’s related to adhd. Feeling, vibes and emotions are a big thing for me too and it’s related to hypersensitivity.

[@ItsjustmeAmzy]

Your not alone god says he’s always with you seeing and hearing please remember that taz

[@ping269]

Taz! Yesterday I binged your videos and you had bought a £20 Levi’s jacket from Portabello market so it’s like a full circle and the cardigan is absolutely gorgeous! I’m so glad you’re prioritising yourself, and sometimes putting yourself out of your comfort zone can be so rewarding even though you may not see the result and impact immediately ❤

[@imcida]

TAZ IS GOING TO ERAS TOUR OMG 🥹🥹

[@NajmiaHabibi]

Can you make longer videos 😍

[@kyle0091000]

For that cardigan, just hand wash it with some laundry detergent and cold water - safest way to not mess up anything that you find to be delicate or precious to you or if you’re really unsure, just take it to the dry cleaners.

[@Truecrimeresearcher224]

if dhar makes videos any dumber not even a kids network would want it cause it would be insulting to them

[@a-ishahattas770]

Free Palestine 🇵🇸❤️🍉

[@jagdeepbirk8177]

What has that to do with this video?? Free Israel.

[@juelullah9741]

@ClickForMoreTaz yes its time to be a mumzy! just saying... :/

[@juelullah9741]

donations to gaza?! you amazing!

[@user-pn7vg2fh3p]

Does Taz have ADHD??

[@Massproduction158]

Free Palestine 🇵🇸

[@starlxrd868]

i'm a fan of you but you're channel is dying please revive it

[@fionapolgari48]

Taz you have no idea how much i needed this right now! 🥹❤ i love how real you always are so even though this called me out it doesn't feel condescending like most other youtubers do but more like a friendly hug saying "we're gonna be okay, things will get better"🫶