leaving Bali early + yoga teacher training schedule | VLOG 12

welcome to week 2 of YOGA TEACHER TRAINING ❤
this week was a hard one not only here in Bali, but all over the world ✨
In good news, I'll be able to finish my YTT from home and now that I'm in isolation, I'll be making extra content so we can all virtually keep each other company.
Stay safe, stay responsible and stay light-hearted through all of this!
We will get through it together, one day at a time!
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Vlog Chapters for ya 🥥:
1:30 - yoga teacher training schedule
4:22 - class begins & pool group hangout
7:01 - half point dinner celebration
8:22 - how to not get homesick travelling
10:15 - teaching my own flow
13:40 - getting a massage
14:25 - realizing I have to go home
15:39 - moving away from Toronto
18:30 - packing to go home & last pool dip
19:02 - rooftop update & group oracle readings
23:00 - saying goodbye in Bali
24:45 - home update
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[@KalynNicholson]

Vlog Chapters for ya 🧜🏼‍♀️: 1:30 - yoga teacher training schedule 4:22 - class begins & pool group hangout 7:01 - half point dinner celebration 8:22 - how to not get homesick travelling 10:15 - teaching my own flow 13:40 - getting a massage 14:25 - realizing I have to go home 15:39 - moving away from Toronto 18:30 - packing to go home & last pool dip 19:02 - rooftop update & group oracle readings 23:00 - saying goodbye in Bali 24:45 - home update

[@baileysadler5212]

Kalyn Nicholson where are you moving too??? BC?!?

[@hellogirl225]

Thank you 😘

[@aeellerson2955]

I’m so proud of you for making a move!

[@kirstenfrost4023]

Please do create a meditation podcast series,

[@sabrinajohn753]

To be honest. I stopped watching some of your content last year. It didn’t feel that real and authentic anymore. It also felt veryyyy edited. That being said. I am loving this new series. 2020 vlogs feel a lot more like the content I first encountered when I started watching your channel. Thanks for returning. I am fully onboard with the return to self!

[@tabithasuzuma]

Me too and I totally agree!

[@alexbleedsglitter23]

Sabrina John I completely agree!!

[@TheSoftLifeDiaries]

Wow totally agree.

[@KalynNicholson]

2019 was a year of healing a lot under the surface that felt too vulnerable to share, so I understand that as even I felt disconnected from a lot of the things I was creating then 💗I felt like I couldn't just stop and disappear, but it also felt way too unsafe to talk about my truth at the time (rewiring my disordered eating, depression, anxiety, deep self-esteem issues, healing family hardships I harboured deep down for years). I leaned on my closest friends, my relationship at the time and my therapist a lot during that period and created without putting much of my heart into anything since it was undergoing so much off camera. So now, despite the global weirdness of 2020, one of the golden lights is I can say it feels *sooo* good to be back and fully here with you guys again; literally pouring my heart into all of it and all of you -- it makes me so happy to hear that feeling has returned and is resonating on your end too ✨

[@chali4478]

same!

[@ebrukabacik713]

I hope that the suffer will end soon. This time should be an oppurtunity to think, read and create. I hope this nightmare is going to end soon. Take care of yourself Kalyn love you❤️❤️

[@melisau.4381]

Honestly I'd be okay with watching a 3 hour vlog lol no need to cut yourself off

[@claireisabel5953]

This editing is absolutely GORGEOUS

[@CaliBaby90210]

YES. Yo Kalyn can you please make a 'how i edit vlogs' video?? Your videos are bomb. Love you so much!

[@Raniapsa]

To tell you the truth i "fell in love" again with your channel from the moment you started your vlogs , because i can see you , the real you and now i feel more inspired by you! In some point i got bored and i felt i didn't get the feeling i used to from your channel but now i can see you again! I feel your light again and i am happy for you that you look more at peace , you may cry but you heal and i can see that and you inspired me to heal!!

[@rebeccabrink3706]

I'm so sorry you had to leave. I can only imagine how hard that must have been for you. It sounds like you got a lot out of the time you were there at least! Also I have to mention how much I LOVE the music in this video! You've really been stepping up your videos lately, and that's pretty awesome.

[@tabithasuzuma]

Agreed. The soundtrack to this vlog is absolutely amazing and this vlog was stunning!

[@ambertaryn]

For the quarantine videos, could you do a video on what the practice of yoga has done for you and has taught you? I'm trying to get into yoga, you inspired me, but I want to see what people gain from it mentally and emotionally. Thanks!

[@dianamarchan]

We sure do need a turn around babe, we sure do. I am glad you got home safely. lots of love and strength.

[@milacreating]

Kalyn, I don't remember when I found your channel, I think it was around 2017-2018 but since then I feel like a found a really good friend. I feel like I found a person that i can really relate to. it's hard for me to express how I really feel about you but what I want you to know that you changed my life. It's crazy to think about it, you helped me so much. In these last videos I felt so emotional as you felt and also seeing you sad or overwhelmed affected me to. I don't want this to sound creepy lol. Anyway, I just want to thank you for everything and even though you don't know me I just want you to know that I'll be here supporting you. There's so much I'd like to say but I suck at words also i'm sorry if my english is not perfect haha. Te amo, send you much love and besos from Argentina

[@astou_sene]

Milagros Lopez omg w/o knowing I almost wrote a similar comment as yours. I’m reading through them just now. Funny😄

[@Vimarobabooks]

I’m finishing up watching this a third time and something that strikes me is just how good and pure you are. I think back sometimes to your story time about the boy who was rude af about you and can’t stand that there are people who meet you and don’t appreciate what a goldmine of a soul you are. The Kozekrew is so lucky ❤️

[@CatherineRuddick]

This comment is soooo cute, you're a goldmine!

[@Vimarobabooks]

Catherine Ruddick 😍🥰

[@Vimarobabooks]

This is such a hard time for us. But I’m incredibly hopeful about coming out the other side as a better collective consciousness. I think a lot of people are going to get hit badly with this. And my heart is with them. But I have hope this forces countries like mine to restructure healthcare and community resources, and I have hopes that our planet gets a small break if we are all staying inside, and I have hopes that everyone is getting more in touch with their innergy (get it?) during this downtime. I support you Kalyn and appreciate you sharing your life with us no matter what’s going on.

[@Ana-gq7ce]

I think the same. Maybe the world needed a crisis to finally wake up

[@emilym7517]

I’m so sorry you had to come home early. The world is such a mess right now and it’s so confusing. I feel like a lot of the things I’ve relied on as being true and good have been uprooted and I’m feeling so lost. 2020 better have so damn good things in store for us all ❤️ it’s super exciting that you’re going to move! Where are you thinking (or is that a secret, hehe)? ps. Don’t feel bad about crying a lot- this vlog made me cry for and with you

[@shubhajaggi5487]

You tc as well Emily, peace and love to us all

[@lauraoshea1701]

That lightning yoga session🤩 Stay strong everyone and welcome to spring at the northern hemisphere🌸🌻🌼

[@MckaylaHodges]

So sorry about your trip! I was supposed to have a vacation & ended up having to cancel :( In the meantime, I started a podcast & am taking time to focus on myself and produce content for youtube 🤍

[@KalynNicholson]

sorry about your vacation 💗 sounds like you're making the most out of it though which is all we can do! ✨

[@AwkwardPasta004]

Sorry you had to go home early but we’re doing ok here 😊 my bf has a mild case of the corona virus and it sucks that I can’t be with him right now, but he’s fine. Stay safe everyone!

[@GiseleStarink]

The Messenger card seems very fitting :) (from my perspective). I love your vlogs+coffeetalks and your messages often seems to mirror things I happen to be experiencing in my life! Happy your home safe!

[@ElizabethDavisVlogs]

Not happy you had to leave your training early... but I’m so happy you’re a youtuber during this time !

[@nicholejacklyne]

I've been thinking about you!!! I'm so sorry you had to come home early. thinking of u girl, youre so strong and always inspire me.❤️ love ya💫

[@MathildeG]

I’m sorry for you Kalyn, hope you’re staying safe and healthy 💜

[@hasikajammula2190]

I swear through all the hard times watching you makes me smile

[@anabeaortiz]

i love how she mentioned her thailand trip bc that was like the first vid i watched of hers and here i am like yes, i have found my big sister figure. is it me or does anyone else feel inspired and moved to live their best life after watching kalyn's vids and like the decisions for that are just easier to make?

[@adriannaoliver1592]

Love you girly thank you for the endless inspiration and motivation throughout the years I’m so proud of you ❤️

[@daniellerola6637]

I'm so glad you kept this as a long video. 💕 Can't wait to watch.

[@admirbarucija2018]

Thank you so much for your uplifting content Kalyn, it always brings me joy!! I hope you’re doing well and staying safe!!! 💝

[@HannahJenarine]

Ahh you’re videos are so inspiring ! I can’t wait to binge on them due to the virus ❤️❤️

[@mauriceonfilm]

I've always loved Kalyn's vlogs they high-key make you feel like your inside the vlog. bless her soul ✨❤😊

[@Em-sd8zm]

You have such a kind heart. Love this new style of content & your honesty 💗

[@paulahillman1100]

I’m so proud of you Kalyn, you’re such a beautiful human, inside and out xo

[@tracyfashion8260]

You sweet sweet girl! Seeing you cry actually breaks my heart! 😭 Stay strong and be safe! Love you 💕

[@chelseadaniels3610]

I love your positive thoughts at the end of this vlog. You’re such an amazing person with your positive vibe 💚 We will get through this!

[@sakuraao1818]

We love you so much ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for coming home safe 🏡🐶

[@sunshinesalutationswithlau8174]

So great that you got to finish your training! Thank you for the honest and real content. 💗

[@laceymarie7365]

Thank you for always being so positive and such a bright light ✨ love your content! 💕

[@zarahking4045]

I truly connected with this weeks vlog. Thank you for being yourself and making the world a brighter place.

[@sakuraao1818]

Loving how I can see you’ve grown so much from this Bali adventure 🧘‍♀️🌴

[@Ruthlovely]

That’s lighting yoga was so dope, I can’t even. Sending love and light ✨

[@LucaAnamaria]

I'm so relieved to hear you're back home!

[@constandina_chrr7298]

I love you so much , I am feeling so overwhelmed with whats going on in the world and your content always gives me hope💘keep the good work loveu💋

[@niloofarashoornia]

My one and only motivation! YOUR vlogs 💕

[@laurendixon5136]

So glad to here you're home safe Kalyn! It's so nice to hearx a positive message for once. You're my idol x

[@shyonna5417]

I’m okay when you cry, you don’t have to be mad about it ❤️ and I love your vlogs and you.

[@chloeadventures5175]

I started tearing up when you were doing thunderstorm yoga, I've been feeling a huge shift in my soul to do more of what brings me joy and happiness in life and watching you over the years has brought me so much peace and longing for the simpler things in life such as yoga, tarot, writing, and painting. I truly admire you living your truth and being so open with us. Thank you for creating such insightful and soul replenishing content to watch and be a part of.

[@ashlingcurran9859]

So excited to hear from you! I was worrying about you and what had happened during your travels but thankfully you are home and safe

[@a.m.rosario1294]

The lightning yoga was really incredible and I’m so happy for you that you got to experience something so beautiful and moving💓

[@momoberri]

Thanks for sharing so much with us! You constantly inspire me to go after the things I want and to constantly evaluate my self! Glad you made it home safely!

[@Raniapsa]

I wish you always do so long vlogs !! I am so excited and happy and inspired by you!! I love watching your vlogs i get inspired!!

[@lishaslife3349]

I’ve been waiting for this video to see that you made it back home safely. Especially when they were talking about closing the border. Love the lightening yoga. Gave me a flashback to when you were in Thailand. I really want to go to Thailand and Bali one day.

[@majachovancova3096]

This is officially my favourite vlog!!!! So raw and honest and eye-opening!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you Kalyn! You are a true friend of mine!

[@janelleenns2596]

Kalyn, you are a light to the world. Thank you

[@hollyvictoriaaa7687]

god i love you man 🤍✨ your outlook and energy literally has changed my life these past years. so glad you are home safe. 🌸

[@strawberries5151]

Happy you are home and safe. I know that you will keep my spirits up during this very difficult and uncertain time.

[@charliecommander2022]

So happy you've got loads of content planned because I am boredddd 😅 glad you're home safe ♥️🧡

[@astou_sene]

Happy you got home safe🙏🏽 Thanks for putting up this vlogs and can’t wait for next weeks’ content!! You’re so inspiring for others and sometimes (may sound weird) I feel like you’re a distant soulmate or smt. I felt that many times over the past 1,5y I’ve been following you, starting from listening to the podcast and than also watching the YT videos. I was actually just going to a panic attack wanting to go to sleep here (Belgium) and then your vid came up. This CV thing is really driving me insane sometimes but it has also given me the time to contemplate and reflect and you are such a great guide and rolemodel in doing that. Again, thank you so much for being you and sharing all that honest content. I hope you can get the most out of your quarantaine spiritually, mentally and healthy ofcourse🙏🏽 Greetings from Belgium (not from quarantaine but from a lighter version of a lockdown...) Bye take care👋🏽

[@JolenEE148]

You are such a strong human being. Thank you for sharing your journey through the hurt and the happiness. 💕

[@makaylacaroline]

Your videos seriously help me so much. I wish so bad I knew you in person, but through these vlogs, I feel like I do. Thank you for all that you do Kalyn. I’m so glad you got home safely❤️

[@hibak8196]

I love the positive and compassionate attitude you have about this. You're a gem

[@rose281396]

Omg, the lighting yogi was AMAZING!! Thank you for sharing!!

[@sierranadine5760]

The thunderstorm clips!!!! Breathtaking 💗

[@jenniferburrell9562]

Huge digital hugs! 🤗 cause they’re safe. Sorry your trip got cut short but I’ve been loving the updates with Bentley 😊

[@cameronpowell3569]

Thank you for sharing your experience with us! I am feeling very inspired after watching your journey. I recently have picked up the power of now book and journal and I can't wait to dive in!

[@rouuspl]

You are always my favourite KZbinr! I saw your vídeos since always, and your transformarmation is so beautiful ♥️

[@jasminemorris5434]

I really loved watching this. At this uncertain time it felt really calming and also has inspired me to try some things outside of my comfort zone. Thank you for your content, it is so genuine 💕

[@baileysadler5212]

I’m happy that you post these videos been a follower for about 2 years now and just wanted to say thank you

[@Taylar_Henwood]

Love your vlogs and podcast episodes. It’s has provided me with the best advice that I needed to hear. 💕💕

[@nicoleathill7789]

Kalyn I love your videos so much and you truly know how to make my day!

[@carolinek8480]

I have been loving your vlogs this year and especially this Bali series - your editing has been so lovely and you’ve been so down to earth! I had only watched your KOZE talks before this year. I hope everything is going well despite the strange times 💖

[@DarkBlueNutrition]

So happy that they’re allowing you to finish online!! Excited to see your yoga videos in the future 💙✨

[@hopeylove]

you truly are a joy to watch and an ispiration to me! Thank you for sharing your life with the world..

[@ailenfigueroaj.5084]

Im so inspired by this woman ♥️ growing up with you has been the best thing to ever happen to me♥️ you are like a big sister to me ♥️

[@AmandaWeldon]

Kalyn this was such a brilliant vlog!! Thank you, thank you, thank you for showing us the behind the scenes of this experience. Just adore you.

[@HarryThomasPictures]

Your vlogs are the best in existence. Bentley is super pleased to see you again. I’m so glad you had such a awesome trip and are home safe and will still get to finish your course🌸💛✨!

[@dreamsarereality4]

There is such a special feeling I get whenever you do lightening yoga. I feel like I really need to try it out for myself!

[@poliswhirld]

Your warmth and genuineness are so infectious! Love watching your vlogs; thank you for sharing your travel adventures and your personal growth with us. I'm so inspired to travel more (once this quarantine ends) and your vlogs have definitely made me more eager! Thank you Kalyn 💕

[@acupoftia11]

dear kalyn, i am so glad you are home, safe. these vlogs have been a necessary dose of wisdom, inspiration and motivation for me. also, i can see that this trip really made an impact on you and I am so happy for it. you are glowing xx

[@queeneva3]

It’s my 8th day of quarantine and it’s taking a toll on me. I’m so glad you’re taking it lightly, I’ve been having panic attacks going to the grocery store, seeing your courage traveling back home through half the world lifted some on the craziness that’s been going on. Can’t wait for new content 🧡

[@alissamathieu9589]

Kalyn I LOVED this entire series and I can't wait to see more from you!! I am so happy you were able to go on this trip and I am LIVING for this raw, real, vlog-style content. You are such a beautiful soul and I'm sending all my love and positive vibes your way ❤️ Stay healthy!!

[@meganhansen8747]

Glad you’re safe Kalyn!!! 🌸

[@tashalee7495]

I hope you still get to come and really see Australia one day, I know you'd love it

[@KalynNicholson]

I'll be coming this year even if I have to walk there

[@rachaelcapper1297]

So pleased you got home safely Kalyn. Take care x

[@mjikayla]

As always you manage to be the most beautiful and real girl of all time 😭 This was so wholesome and sweet, and I am so happy for you getting home safe and finding even more of yourself in Bali. I am so here for Quarantine vlogs, cannot wait. Thanks again for being you and being a refuge in this time-lots of love 💕

[@clairewood2481]

You’re the first person I fully started watching on KZbin (i started watching YouTober in 2017) and you continue to be my favourite! Loving these vlogs and your videos always make me feel uplifted when I’m not feeling great ❤️

[@laurajstevens9009]

You’re vlogs have been the best yet, so much more raw and it’s amazing watching you grow and especially spiritually 🤍you are such an inspiration, thoughts and positive energy are with the whole world 🌍 in this crisis, stay healthy, safe 💋xxxxx

[@heykristen6024]

The lightning and yoga scene was amazing!

[@MorellaFuentes]

glad that you are ok Kalyn, welcome back home! 💕

[@chloecox15514]

Your journey has seriously made me thankful for so much in my life. You have also inspired me to throw myself back into my yoga practice again full force. Thank you for showing the vulnerable side of you, you have no idea how much peace and comfort I gain from your content❤

[@tiffanypaige222]

hey kalyn i just wanted to say i absolutely love your videos! you seem so genuine and down to earth and you are just so naturally beautiful. i strive to have my life as put together as yours. love you

[@vanealvear8104]

Its realistic, honest, yogui-calm-mood video I love it, every minute of it♥

[@nataleefabian5844]

I love you and your content, you're like an older sister I mever got and I'm really happy I get to watch you grow. Good luck on your yoga training! Ik it's kinda weird since I don't know you but I'm very proud of you.

[@patriciamorris7453]

That was the best video yet! Thank you for giving us hope.

[@djamilamonteiro8951]

The soundtrack of this vlog gave me “the perks of being a wallflower” AND “wrist cutters a love story “ vibes. Nothing more perfect honestly ❤️ stay safe!

[@ccampbell10113]

Even with all the stress of getting back home you look happier than ever ❤️ Sorry you had to end your trip early! I live in Canada as well, its gotten scary here these last few days. Sending good vibes your way! Much love

[@gcas93]

The last two vlogs have really blown me away. Its felt so incredibly raw. It's almost been like therapy for me and definitely something I didn't know I needed. You have no idea how much of an inspiration you truly are to me. Thank you. 😭✨💕

[@naouelco]

You know, if this vlog was 5hrs long I would still watch ! Take your time, do as you want because we are here for you being so real and amazing ❤️

[@celineyoumbi3764]

Oh my... you maid me cry. Thank you so much for your authenticity and your honesty. I grown so much watching your video and I feel so bless to find you a long time ago in the craziness of KZbin. Love you so much

[@robindilapo9612]

Kaylyn... girl... you are such an inspiration for me and I’m sure everyone else that watches your story. I just want to say a huge thank you for providing clarity, self-assurance, and just light hearted spiritual content. I can’t wait to see how your quarantine goes and also can wait to see Bentley come back home! Thank you for keeping us calm amongst the chaos that is the world!

[@tatiana.871]

Honestly, the best vlog I have EVER seen! I love you Kalyn, and now that we all have to stay home, I can feel my mental health and OCD just get worse. And seeing you just gives me peace. So thank you, thank you for being you and thank you for creating.

[@genesiscastellanos9932]

what a beautiful experience in Bali you had, this type of video inspires and motivates to meditate during hard times. You'll be back there soon when all of this storm is over. Love you Kalyn!

[@annieandaloe9060]

Lots of love for you Kalyn ❤❤❤ Take care of yourself 🌸

[@Juleahedwards233]

You are the best, Excited to quarantine with your vlogs !!