leaving LA... let's talk about it

[@imtaramichelle]

GOODBYE LA...SEE YOU IN JUNE! back in Toronto for a few days & then we're off on another exciting adventure hehehe

[@haleyanson9311]

my guess is PARIS with your mom for her birthday 🫶🏼 since you were in LA for it & you made the plan of going yearly for your birthdays!!

[@glittergloss73]

@@haleyanson9311 I thought that was London.

[@krissyk354]

oh wow. your on the GO girl. glad your back home safe and sound. 🥰 Also, goodbye LA. See you again soon. ❤

[@haleyanson9311]

@@glittergloss73 ohhhhh you’re right!!! i’m misremembering since her family did a paris trip :)

[@monseratsanchez6293]

Life is wild! Time is such a thief but it’s amazing you’ve had time to enjoy LA after selling your house. At the end of the day it’s all about what brings you peace. Happy to watch the journey ❤️

[@suerescino3218]

I loved this video! Yea I never know what life throws your way! Love watching you and Jill

[@virginiakrueger4780]

Being an adult leads to changes where we move away or our friends do and you feel the loss of everyone being in the same place. I think this is very relatable to everyone. Honestly in my late twenties I felt like I should wear a sign that said “be my friend and you will move to fun and exotic places within the year.”

[@sna507]

I just have to say it makes my heart so happy for you that Toronto is now your home feeling cause ill never forget the vlog during the pandemic where you were struggling mentally as we all were but you finally decided to go home and when you finally reunited with your parents and the tears omgosh I remember bawling my eyes out for you cause I felt that from your point and your parents point! And now to just see you home and happy makes my heart burst for you Tara!!! Your friends are only a flight away and a call away and thank God for technology cause Skype is amazing!!! Sending you so much love from Nebraska ❤

[@toobydude41]

Amen. And I remember that video. Sept. 2020 I think. The meeting at the airport with the hugs and the tears. I shed a few myself. Not ashamed to admit.

[@lmyr101]

My sentiments exactly...

[@marikate107]

Girl you don’t even know how entertaining how you do your thought process. Definitely relatable. I’m 💯 the same. 😂

[@LaurenGVideography]

i’ve had a really stressful and anxious day but hearing your struggle and just getting my mind off everything really helps. i appreciate your videos so much and the presence you have and i hope we provide you with that despite only hearing from us via comments ❤️

[@ariliving]

Tara, since you like brown sugar flavor coffee creamer, I have had both that you have tried and they don’t come close to just using a tablespoon of molasses with oat milk or almond breeze original together!! You gotta try it… it’s SOOOO tasty. So much better then the creamers and they taste so much more like real brown sugar since it’s basically what gives brown sugar it’s signature flavor. ❤❤❤

[@Ardehel93]

It was really reassuring to hear you talking about closing a chapter. I'm in the process of moving and building a new life somewhere else and it feels like I'm never having the old life again and thats wrong but it feels sad. Hearing you talk about similar stuff makes it feel a little better.

[@maryflores2004]

Tara you have such a good life that you worked hard at to get. You deserve it tara, so proud of you.

[@stacylynn7083]

Yay I'm so happy and excited for the Toronto vlogs and to see the parents again!!!!

[@emmabarry1914]

So happy to see you move forward and excited to see the Airbnb LA chapter in your life!

[@MakeupbyaliBarba]

I feel like Time-flies a lot faster when your life is going smoothly like everything that you need or want in your life is finally taking place.

[@hannaha40]

I fully understand how you feel! I’m living in Toronto for school and I love it when I’m here but everytime I go home I also feel comfortable and sad to leave but then once I get back it feels good again too..

[@doruntinaneziri]

Whenever I feel down or whatever when I start watching your vlogs it changes my mood for the best, you are a blessing to me🥹😍❤️Ily girl u are my inspo🥰

[@seebicks]

Silent subscriber here but as I’m watching this & your thought process on everything is so relatable. Personally from my point of view, I think you get so many big emotions about LA is because you spent a lot of formative years there so it’s kind of like saying a little goodbye to that. Wherever you are, you’ll do great things ❤

[@bekkadowland]

Can't wait to see where you're going next!!

[@biancamazza9733]

Absolutely understand how you feel and having a life in different places🌻

[@happyniss24]

So growing up with divorced parents, for me personally, this is exactly what it felt like! My parents lived in two different states too, so leaving both groups of family and friends you love so much was deff a struggle! It’s not easy but deff gave me more perspective as kid!

[@popstar678]

I don’t think I’ve ever commented on your videos but I personally love how you talk out your thoughts! It feels so genuine and not curated which I think people just want!

[@butterfly-kb4cn]

In the grand scheme of life it’s hard letting go of something that means a lot to you. It’s like ripping the bandaid off, even though you know you can return it’s letting go of the idea of your own space/place. Once your gone from it the anxiety of leaving it will subside. You are normal and it will free you up to do more with your time and money.

[@tiffanystrattan]

So excited to see where this year takes you ❤

[@karengerrell5364]

Use vacuum seal bags for all your clothes and it saves so much space ! And it works well for bedding and blankets /pillows!!

[@yeseniaromero7757]

Tara this is amazing. You feeling and saying that Toronto is H❤me! you can see it and feel it. It’s great to be close to your parents. L.A will always be there for you. I miss L.A all my fam is there and my BFF but it’s not home for me anymore. Enjoy life you are young and travel is so smart. Travel the world girl I wish I would of been smarter younger lol but I love my little family. Love watching you always.

[@hillarylu8184]

tara you inspire me so much! much love to you!❤️

[@imtaramichelle]

ily!!!!!

[@katherinetusa181]

After a loooong crazy day of work, I adore coming home and unwinding by watching Tara’s videos ❤ it makes my heart happy 🤍. Love you Tara, thank you :) & thank you for all the calm you being to my life 🤍

[@selenaandthebears4610]

I’m glad you’re back in your house, I’m sorry you had to leave L.A., I left Plano, Texas after my grandmother passed away, it was so sad and bittersweet at the same time to leave the house I’ve lived in for most of my life.

[@nathvirginia]

You are so genuine! I love to watch your vlogs, I start watching during the pandemic, and I got addicted. My pandemic days was so much better bc if your vlogs. Im from Brazil and I live in the USA, I can understand your feelings. It’s complicated to say bye even when u feel that it’s the right decision to make!

[@helenaco9110]

I have to say I totally agree with you! I'm also kind of living at two places, and it also scares me how fast I bounce back between two different places and two different friend groups etc. So nice to know you feel the same :)

[@yolandahoward1099]

Glad you had safe travels,Tara.Welcome back home.

[@andreabryant1131]

as one door closes, another one opens!! exciting times ahead tara!! new ones to discover!!! travel times😊😊😊😊!!! we luv ya tara from Massachusetts!❤❤❤❤❤

[@oum3351]

It’s so weird, but I love seeing you in your Toronto 🏡❤️

[@tiffanybach8470]

I can’t wait to see the cool places you stay in LA when you come back to visit, you have so much fun with different airbnbs!

[@krissyk354]

I'm glad you found a healthy balance between both worlds. LA will be with you forever. It's not going anywhere. I know for sure there will be tons of exciting trips and disney cruises more to come very soon 😉

[@clarissarobbins6808]

Time is scary. I have absolutely no idea how it’s spring 2023- and I’ve been following you for THREE YEARS now 😮

[@Lucylou999]

I LOVE your home. You should be so proud of yourself. Is it weird that I miss seeing your mom and dad when you’re in LA? I need a hobby😩🤣

[@nelliesrsh]

the vacuum bags are amazing for packing

[@denisealfaro9087]

Excited for back home vlogs !! I missed them 🤍

[@GM-ig8fd]

Yayyyy back in Toronto! Can you please let me know what you ask for when you get your nails done ?

[@stephanieblake829]

I haven’t watched in so long I had to go back to this one! I skipped the Disney blog trip though❤

[@sherrysimpson4440]

So great to live in 2 places... it's great to have friends in both places for life!! Have a great Easter and weekend

[@jenniferleonard8660]

We need a happy place and sometimes that happy place can be in two different part's of the world ❤ once you find a balance between the two things will stop being so crazy! I have friends all over the place but I'm happy place is with my family

[@Ashley-xe9gs]

I found your channel during the pandemic when you still lived in LA, but it still feels like Toronto is home and LA is a memory. So excited for Toronto vlogs again!!

[@daniellezaaiman680]

You're a Capi huney, it's what we do 🤪🎉 You'll be fine once everything is 'back to normal', change is always hard for us Capi's ❤

[@edwardleecaliforniausa]

Hi Tara happy Saturday afternoon and happy Easter to you and your loved ones and I enjoy your channel because you are amazing Supporter and I'm proud of you

[@iammarccolomayt82094]

Love you, enjoy your last L.A. days & advance happy trip, Tara! ❤

[@AmmaLove24]

I love between California and India. You can't be in two place at the same time. When you are in each place, you can't think about the other. You have to immerse yourself where you are. It's not wierd, you are just being in the moment. There's really no other way do live in two different locations mentally, and it's really not about where you are living, it's about YOU. You bring you wherever you are. You live a full life wherever you are. You bring your energy to each place you go and that's why you have a great time both places equally. You know how to enjoy life no matter where you are, because that's who YOU are.

[@Andrease2009]

So happy to see how happy you are!!!

[@cindyturner3076]

Glad your home , miss seeing your mom and dad with you

[@amyhardwick8153]

ilysm, always such a joy to watch 🥰

[@imtaramichelle]

Thanks always Amy!!! 🫶🏼

[@tiana808cabu]

So much joy in you I love it 🥰

[@kathrynnrose]

I am also excited to see you back in Toronto!! 🤍

[@versteeghikayah]

Aloha Tara, Safe travels back to Toronto!!

[@toxxikfox]

Don't forget how incredible you are, you have the power to overcome all obstacles in life, your truly breathtaking don't forget that ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

[@imtaramichelle]

❤❤❤

[@ervinsmoviecorner8748]

Happy Easter weekend, Tara!❤

[@suzzjacuzz3348]

Scopa is my stomping ground!! Love that spot. Next time you go, you HAVE to try the ricotta with toast. I promise, you will thank me later 😂❤

[@sarbrooksy]

Tara you’re living EVERYONES DREAM. BUT that doesn’t mean it’s not hard on your mind. But remember you’re so blessed and happy and that’s all that matters

[@carebearv23]

Yes, it’s a lot, but its obvious how happy both places make you !!! Love the Toronto vibes tho!

[@randitochervlogs]

enjoy your last day and can’t wait for Toronto vlogs

[@aprilesalazar7368]

So happy for all the strides you've made and being more ok with letting go of what doesn't work. Adulting? Amirit? Side note: yesterday was my birthday. Went to Trader Joe's and finally found the Cacio y pepe gnocchi. Meal planning today for next week! So excited!!!

[@deniseshadwick1]

Hi Tara love watching your videos! Do you have any idea what brand your pillows are? I’ve been on the hunt for the perfect pillow

[@BrittneeLJCoffman]

I think one of the best things is that you have everything recorded! When you miss LA or your house/apartment there, you have in depth videos that you can go back to. I think that’s really special 💕

[@Karishma1727]

You are so lucky you've met your soul mate Jill❤

[@betsyrose9233]

Welcome home Toronto!!! Love love Canada.

[@jenner3013]

Even with our age gap I can relate to you so much. I know how you feel. I have a life in Florida with my bestie and I know have a life in Michigan. Michigan is my home, but I love Florida and I miss my person.

[@sarahrutan2265]

Happy Easter!! And my sister asked me if I wanted to plan a trip to Disneyland in Florida next year and I got super excited cause I'm watching your Disneyland vlogs and I'm 27 and never been! So we're taking our kids 😁🥰

[@juwonaclark]

Hey Tara! Ik moving can be stressful! If your getting rid of some furniture I would love to take some stuff off your hands I can pick up lmk pricing I’m finishing decorating my room/apartment and love your home style

[@emm_like.thebird]

So crazy! I have felt this way before as I've split my time between different states since I was 13, so it can be pretty overwhelming and confusing at times for me. I'm also a libra who loves balance, and I struggle with black and white thinking. It's a hell of a time out here😅

[@ChelsF4510N]

Okay but tell me why i thought you were going to mix the matcha with the coconut bai drink 👀 i feel like it would give starbucks refresher vibes

[@wherekateresides]

Montepulciano is my favourite wine 🍷 visited the town in Italy a few years back it’s so cute 🥹

[@tinak6484]

It’s probably extra hard because you feel like you are losing your real estate base in LA but honestly paying for an apartment that you aren’t using most of the time. And you can visit and stay in a cool beach Airbnb! It will be awesome!!

[@lynnyr]

I GET IT. I live between Europe and Canada. I'm always so torn when I have to leave one and go to the other. I have family on both ends, so it's always hard. I know how blessed I am to be able to do it. Sigh.

[@kathrinaangela1985]

Love all your videos! Can you please do a jewelry collection? I love your bracelets and ring stack :)

[@jesscoleman7812]

I've been following you since you got your wisdom teeth taken out and I remember how you first moved to LA. Now your leaving, it's a bittersweet feeling!

[@ryanrowe1975]

Happy Easter!❤

[@imtaramichelle]

You too!

[@ashleythompson6188]

Girl what is your lip combo it’s STUNNING

[@akaplantzes98]

So random but do you like that beis travel bag you were unpacking at the end?!

[@life.withjac]

Great vlog Tar. So excited for ur next trip!!!!!

[@bryannecampbell1593]

I don’t know if you place the ads or what but on second you are talking about your bag being broken next an ad for luggage ha

[@shannon8332]

The curtains look amazing

[@Nani0110]

What’s that concealer brush you use. I need a good one

[@Cfishbunny]

Girl I hope you have an nyc era! You’d totally fit here if you’d like to try it out temporarily lol

[@Toofa14]

Literally drinking a matcha boba while watching this lol😂

[@khenhvay6326]

Can you share which apt complex you lived at when you leave ?

[@Jindarella_]

Are you heading back to paris? Love u ❤

[@barbaracerra]

Did they go to Buffalo to see Bruce?😍

[@71579musiclover]

Hi Tara there is a TJ across from my job! I got a box of these dumplings😂😂😂😂

[@bxfrmca]

I love your Toronto KITCHENNNNN. I need a full photo of it posted on your Instagram so I can save it and show it to my contractor. 🤣 Dead serious! So fingers crossed.

[@miahhh1349]

rip to the bag guys loading taras heavy suitcase onto the plane lmao im dead

[@kayleer7630]

Tara what's that lip combo at 11:50?! It's perfect on you!!

[@janetkensett1503]

You've got this gal!

[@kaiyaryan6614]

where is your leather jacket from?!

[@TheCheerleaderlove]

What foundation do you use??

[@jantinagerikeeefting3690]

I can identify with the feeling of having a home in two different places. I have that with the Netherlands and Porto, Portugal. Love both places, both are like home to me, would prefer if the peoples were also in both places. Good lunch with the jetlag*

[@GabrielaNoriega-vq1kg]

Can you please share where your black active jacket is from?

[@suelyons531]

Never underestimate the value of the perfect bed pillow! I am in that club.

[@TheVanessaLife]

Going to miss the LA vlogs 😭

[@tialammers9551]

Lets gooo! Another blissful video

[@jp2109]

Hi! Where is your Carry on from and your personal item?

[@KajalMali]

THOE PILLLOWS LOOK SO COMFY WE MUST HAVE THE LINK

[@kathybartlett624]

No it's hard to understand but it's your life and your young