Left at London - Blacknwhite (Lyric Video)

[@luckynumberme3188]

the vulnerability in the second half is absolutely heartbreaking

[@_quimery5304]

As someone with bpd who had an engagement broken off this summer, I’ve never heard the last 6 months of my life described so perfectly. Stay strong everyone-I made massive strides in counseling and built a new support system. It just takes time and work.

[@rileyjohnson8411]

The "I'm a mess/ I've been depressed...ect." tone change at 3:30 was a slap to the face and I loved it

[@tylerwardle4854]

I'm incredibly happy that such a multi-talented person who makes great music and is funny as all hell is a trans icon. Ong we couldn't ask for anyone better.

[@milky_wayan]

I met her! she's super nice too!

[@93.5friendshipstation]

I haven’t even heard the song yet and I’m already gay.

[@ace-smith]

the magic of left at london

[@James-ot2kf]

It says the video came out five hours ago and that you posted your comment six hours ago so that matches up

[@merentori]

I feel the same tbh

[@Howling-Heretic]

Is this what the kids call, a "Bop"?

[@TheSquonkOfPillingerForest]

Yes.

[@Thewingedscourge]

Most likely.

[@thefollowingisatest4579]

If by "Lyric Video" you meant "easily could just be a full blown excellent music video". In the first half I got chills, in the second half I cried.

[@morganiteproto]

"Even though my borderline has been killing me / I can't go back to the mental facility" This line hurt the most. Nearly lost a close friend to BPD. Tried to off himself with pills. He said the worst part was waking up in the hospital, then realizing what he did and knew he was going back to a psych ward after he's healed physically.

[@Zaccrim]

this the emo song we play on repeat for the next two months

[@ace97101]

I'm not crying we're all crying

[@sunnysea24]

Perfect kind of song to sing and cry at once

[@Zaccrim]

AGH THIS SONG IS JUST SO GOOD

[@saturnistic]

nat, this song means so much more to me than i could ever express. i've been struggling very heavily with my bpd for the last year, to the point where i was hospitalized because of how unstable i became. hearing all of that put into a song (which absolutely slaps btw) is such an incredible feeling, especially as someone who uses music as a huge coping mechanism. it must have been tough to put all of those feelings into a song, but i appreciate you doing it so so much. part of the process of getting better is knowing you're not alone and lots of others with bpd have been able to connect because of your song. thank you for the work you do!

[@victorkimball4967]

god that hit like a train at the last shot after all that emotion and seeing the same messy room im sitting in

[@B4L4Z5]

Girl I believe in you! in all facets, music, comedy, you are a true renaissance woman!

[@bwright7468]

Natt its really like you've read my mind with this song, this brings up some very relevant, personal, and sad feelings for me. I've never felt more personally attacked by a song. Still liked. 9/10

[@homuratottle7934]

As someone who’s been suffering with bpd their whole life I really appreciate the raw emotion in this song. It’s such a hard thing too live and love with and the fact that it’s demonised in the media and by society makes it even harder to live with. I hope your feeling better now.

[@freerangerudy]

nat as someone w bpd this song is like a lot. the production and the lyrics and your voice are all so amazing. sending so much love 💜

[@MissMegaLoathe]

It's funny how music can shake me to my core sometimes, dredge up feelings and memories that are painful but create context. I really really like this song, but holy shit did it bring me back to my last relationship... but i oddly enough feel a little better about it now. In other words hOW YOU DO THIS TO ME, L@L??

[@Tesl8n]

Holy heck, I love the stuttering in the first part so much. It's relatively subtle but really cool and really matches the tone, and I love how it progresses and changes throughout. Very cool detail

[@samclover6365]

tnx!

[@slime5633]

i’m losing my MIND this is so good

[@joeaddison]

That animation tho??!?!?!! Jaw dropping

[@samclover6365]

💚💚💚

[@ellagage1256]

Just here to leave a comment to boost engagement Oh and I ❤ Sword Lesbians

[@sarahannkolder9749]

uhm best song ive heard in so long????

[@nyxx8275]

The hype was all worth it!! The visuals and style just leak out of this video like,,,I'm in love Truly the gay anthem :>>

[@lavender.lemonade]

The different ways of showing lyrics was amazing. You're always so creative, Nat! Edit: And Sam. The animation is so cool.

[@novaroseoooooo]

God, this song means so much to me. At first, I connected a lot with the "you worried too" part, thinking about how much my ex worried about me after we had a fight one time and I did something drastic that ended with me in the psych ward for a day. I knew immediately that I would never attempt what I attempted ever again, but my ex never got over it. I felt like I was constantly worrying about her mental health, and didn't quite realize how much she worried about mine after that. More recently, however, I've come to terms with the fact that "I hurt you too" was giving too much credit to my ex, and now that I'm allowing myself to see the ways I was mistreated instead of gaslighting myself into believing I was just as bad, I relate more heavily to the parts of this song that reflect someone who has been hurt and feels like they've lost everything after a breakup. I've also learned a lot more about how my brain works, and the BPD-like symptoms I have, and now this song has taken on a third meaning of reflecting the internal struggle that comes from having trauma from an abusive ex combined with black and white thinking that sometimes makes me think my current partner is worse than she really is. This song feels like the kinds of conversations I have with myself when I'm trying to address my black and white thinking, and part of me is saying the worst possible things it can think of about my partner, while the other part of me is trying to keep in mind all the ways she's proven to be a safe person for me. Trying not to return to my self-gaslighting behaviors is hard when I also have a part of my brain that assumes everything my partner does is manipulative when that's not at all how she works in reality 😔 I think this song reminds me that I'm allowed to feel all the ways that I feel, even if those feelings are black and white a lot of the time and need to be integrated into a more complete idea

[@MD-mh7bp]

songs that make you feel emotions

[@tnwnx]

I was in love with this from the very first moment gOSH it's just BEAUTIFUL

[@thomask.98]

here again. So raw and vulnerable, this song worms it's way to my brain and sweeps me up with it

[@ivyj.9489]

great knitting music for me and my pet spider :) thank you nat!

[@karasu9]

HOLY SHIT, INCREDIBLE WAY TO DISPLAY LYRICS, GOD DAMN. GOOD SONG AS WELL.

[@lauraclaire8374]

god i can't over how i'm just crying in the club over this song

[@B4L4Z5]

your raw emotion 4:08 to 4:12 I feel it girl

[@delve_]

Still loving this song ❤️

[@myrtenaster]

(yeah)

[@summerdawn4060]

Nat; I've been splittin' My BPD DID ass; :eyes:

[@KittyCat-wf6yg]

"I've got enough static in my brain to make the ocean worry"

[@lauraclaire8374]

i need this on spotify so i can put it on every single one of my playlists stat

[@TaiWind]

this... this left me so stunned i think i need a day-long moment

[@lennibizzle]

“I wanna be believed in Doesn’t gotta be you” of all the guy punches in the song, that one knocked the goddamn wind outta me, oh my fucking GOD this might be my favorite of yours

[@Ellie-bn2nj]

I cannot stop listening to the first part of this song it’s been in my head for WEEKS now ❤️

[@colerate5061]

"I got a broken heart but it still works" daaaamn

[@futureruins999]

this is such a creative video!!!! i love this so muchhhhhhh

[@sigma2789]

Now this is some good music

[@leahcarson1895]

IV been crying since this song came out

[@sigilsmistakes5000]

Deadass I'm in love with her

[@schoo9256]

For everyone who relates to this song hard, I give you this loveheart:

[@TheFlamingNinja294]

I am absolutely going to throw it back to this and no one will stop me

[@depthperception1550]

this is definitely one of my new favorites

[@sammumoo8186]

I'm crying.

[@emmathestonedspider8676]

Beautifully put together video and even more magical song.

[@ireneruscelli6496]

This song is so sweet: you're damn talented: Broken heart is so hard when you struggle with mental health. This song got me back to all the times my heart was broken. Luckily it mends over time...

[@devilssonata]

Omg...Nat this is so wonderful. This is tragically heartfelt and it hurts more to heal than it does to stay in the dark. You brought me to tears and I hope you know how talented you really are!! From the bottom of this heart, thank you. 💖 /@/

[@itsgeorgielu]

Crying again, thank u nat very cool

[@raindrops1774]

this is probably the coolest thing I've seen all year. thank you for sharing, and thank you for creating 💖

[@emmathestonedspider8676]

Every time I listen to her music I just want to give Nat a big hug.

[@realimereads2707]

This video is so gorgeous

[@junoelaine7279]

SUMMONING ALL MY SUPPORT FOR LEFT AT LONDON !!!!!

[@karasu9]

yessss I'm so ready for the album

[@autdroid6078]

Aww hell yeah, love a song I can cry and dance to at the same time.

[@sr2297]

as always. perfect song. perfect timing.

[@ribbontoast]

Finally a love song I can relate to *sobs*

[@worldlyprincess]

THIS ABSOLUTELY UNREAL!!!!

[@tomiescorner7284]

I love this! I can't stop listening this perfect song

[@ladyviolu3924]

such a fucking powerful song... damn

[@vassilian9006]

Holy frick what a powerful song, I cried a lot

[@stormeyshoults1250]

I- why did I not prepare myself for this greatness!!!! 🥰

[@imakedoodleslol]

made my heart feel T H I N GS - brilliant song nat! ♡

[@tjc128]

an actually relateable love song...damn

[@slvsq]

Holy shit I'm loving this! Very ambitious and it paid off!! Love the production and voice. The video is great too.

[@slvsq]

the beat and mood switch had me fucked up !!

[@nyxx8275]

Truly a knee slapper

[@banillabb]

Okay but this is a bop

[@luckynumberme3188]

GODDAMN, that's good fucking music

[@9squaresstudios657]

this is incredible oh my god

[@kate7827]

this is SO!! GOOD!!!!!! I relate so hard holy shit. love u. this rocks and punches me right in the heart

[@kryptoniantree1739]

We Stan a talented queen

[@TheSquonkOfPillingerForest]

Not even finna lie Idk if it was intentional but holy shit this song has mad bpd breakup emotions and I super vibe with it on a sad wavelength

[@emmathestonedspider8676]

It is, Nat has BPD

[@falfore5863]

"Lyric Video" hahaha This is better than so many 'normal' music videos! Such a great song!!!

[@kalakakku7749]

This mush have taken so long! It looks really cool.

[@brysonhill7271]

Thanks London.

[@holymakerel]

openly weeping, thank u nat💗

[@chitsisgreat]

🔥🔥🔥 as always!!!

[@norawardrip4167]

This is the best I’ve heard from you so far like omg

[@mothsantics]

this song stabs me in the heart but in like, a good way

[@K0RIEDAWAY]

call this song my mom because it slapped me

[@lcpanimation6312]

this bumps!!!!!

[@lindseyherbst9444]

As someone who has depression/anxiety and RSD, "I can lose a lover, but I cannot lose a lover and a friend." sums up how I felt (and still feel) when my ex broke up with me.

[@al-ko1zl]

YAASSSSS. I KNEW IT WOULD BE FIRE!

[@rainbowroadthekilljoy8]

Why ain't more people bumping this shit????

[@ashleyenespanol980]

oh i love this...

[@thomask.98]

amazing

[@jilldoesthings]

I came here from Great Big Story, and now I'll stay ❤

[@trombonedavid1]

Great music, as always!

[@grimsition]

this is awesome

[@smoothblink]

This looks really neat :)

[@dronte_de]

This is so GREAT

[@17dogmaster]

oh damn this is really fucking good

[@craigplayz2067]

This goes hard

[@rickyslost3231]

This is a jam