Listening to this song makes me feel better, but not much.
@dullroar26738 жыл бұрын
I have gotten this reference, pink cat man
@hugeyuj86758 жыл бұрын
Your references show no weakness.
@Cali4niaCondor8 жыл бұрын
killer queen already touched that reference
@RavioliCorleone18 жыл бұрын
pls someone tell me the reference
@Cali4niaCondor8 жыл бұрын
***** the original reference that op referred to was to the game "space funeral" which includes this song, the other reference that the commenters made was to the anime "Jojo's Bizarre Adventure" which his icon is from.
@buzhichun5 жыл бұрын
The single person clapping at the end makes this perfect.
@tarjoilijaa67854 жыл бұрын
Shut up nerd.
@buzhichun4 жыл бұрын
@@tarjoilijaa6785 rude
@presauced4 жыл бұрын
@@tarjoilijaa6785 rude
@GnomeChomsky99993 жыл бұрын
Was thinking the same thing last time I heard it. A single person was passionate in their understanding.
@薔薇-k2m3 жыл бұрын
@@GnomeChomsky9999 On the same live there were a lot of cheering in previous songs. It's just that people usually only clap for the first song or two.
@ANIMARIA.5 жыл бұрын
I work in a cementery, digging graves while listening to this song is one of the strangest and most beautiful scenes I've been to
@tarjoilijaa67854 жыл бұрын
Agreed with you my dude. This song rocks my socks OFF!!!! Liked your comment and subbed to your channel.
@amb600cd03 жыл бұрын
How tf u get that typa job
@SadBoyFlafel3 жыл бұрын
@@amb600cd0 who said it had to be a job. Go out there and chase your dreams my dude. Fuck it, if you wanna dig graves, dig graves.
@toadthrone3923 жыл бұрын
thats my dream job
@SeraphinSnecmel2 жыл бұрын
@@amb600cd0 by applying for it
@lucagarcia13 жыл бұрын
Rest In Peace mizutani, I cannot even begin to explain how your music has helped through the years, but I will say whenever I needed this song the most, It found me. Rest it peace you absolute genius.
@Moe_4983 жыл бұрын
You fucking serious? Damn man, rip to a good artist
@JDarrylSSS3 жыл бұрын
I stand fully behind your comment... And I'm sad we've lost him
@user-13434o3 жыл бұрын
aw damn it :( may he rest in piece
@NORMAN-HATES-YOU2 жыл бұрын
Rest in piss bro fr fr no cap
@rubyrubyrooo Жыл бұрын
Fuuuck, I found this band years ago and they hold a special place in my heart. This song just randomly popped into my head and I come here for the first time in a while and learn that Mizutani has passed!? R.I.P. Takashi Mizutani, I hope you're at peace, just like I am now when I hear your music.
@decoreh9 жыл бұрын
Masshiroi mezame watashi o nemuru [White waking puts me to sleep] yatsuragi no uta o kikase te fureru [by singing a song of peace for me.] watashi no haru ga hajimatta da toki [As my springtime begins] anata dake shika hoshiku nakatta [I want for nothing but you.] kaze no toorisugi ta ato demo [After the wind has gone] watashi no kokoro wa yureru no [my heart still flutters.] Kaze no toorisugi ta ato demo [After the wind has gone] watashi no kokoro wa yureru no [my heart still flutters.] hikari no kaori ni tsutsumarete [Smelling of light] anata igai wa okiwasure te yuku [I leave everything except for you.] masshiroi mezame ga watashi o nemuru [White waking puts me to sleep] yatsuragi no uta o kikase te fureru [by singing a song of peace for me.]
@MrFaviangon7 жыл бұрын
Gracias
@jacksonhodge81426 жыл бұрын
decoreh 👏👏👏👏 thanks
@Hung-zy5qu4 жыл бұрын
thank you so much
@optimisticnihilist73314 жыл бұрын
Why did you write the suffixes detached from the verbs? Did you want to show up the time of the song?
@薔薇-k2m3 жыл бұрын
@@optimisticnihilist7331 The translation is generally pretty weird. Also, some of the times are just wrong, for example with "as my spring begins", where in reality it is "when my spring began", with emphasis on it being in the past.
@wutheringheightsmedley Жыл бұрын
the best version of this song and its not even close. the soft spoken delayed vocals. the gentle guitar and bass parts. the hi hat and rim that makes you wanna slow dance. the single person applauding at the end followed by nothing but silence. this song is everything to me. this song is a dream but is so grounded that it feels real. this song feels like the word "life" itself. rip mizutani. your musical genius will be remember for ages.
@presauced3 жыл бұрын
"The last public appearances of Takashi Mizutani were two live performances in 1997 with jazz saxophonist Arthur Doyle and drummer Sabu Toyozumi. It is unknown what his current whereabouts are, or whether or not he is still alive." Wherever he is, I hope he's doing well.
@Bum_Numba_One3 жыл бұрын
That's not a chick?
@TheSpellShell3 жыл бұрын
@@Bum_Numba_One I guess we're never know.
@薔薇-k2m3 жыл бұрын
@@Bum_Numba_One Yea, of course it's a man. Just look at him.
@薔薇-k2m3 жыл бұрын
@@TheSpellShell We do know tho, there are recordings of him talking for a bit, there are quite a lot of videos of him, an entire interview (a written one though). Also in his 1995 live with the band "Shizuka" you could see him in a good lighting, and basically see his face aging like a man's face does.
@r.0.b.4293 жыл бұрын
We know they’re alive at least since a former member of the band said they had spoken during the summer of 2020 but we still don’t know where they are
@TheRealNeonwarrior11 жыл бұрын
A song with an English title and a Japanese band with a French name.
@Sweguin7 жыл бұрын
Neonwarrior used in an Irish rpg maker game
@LolaTheGardevoir4 жыл бұрын
Sweguin that is played all over the world
@이스터122 жыл бұрын
@@LolaTheGardevoir cool
@iaincowell974710 ай бұрын
With a guy who defected to North Korea
@hyperbyte2 ай бұрын
MR. WORLDWIDE
@lucagarcia15 жыл бұрын
Everyone gangsta till life stops feeling real
@Exarian4 жыл бұрын
Judging by your icon I'd say that you first heard this track in Space Funeral, a game soundtrack that greatly expanded your tastes in music and psychedelic aesthetics, which lead to Hylics catching your interest.
@lucagarcia14 жыл бұрын
Exarian yeah pretty much man
@LolaTheGardevoir4 жыл бұрын
The person who uploaded this also found this in Space Funeral.
@Exarian4 жыл бұрын
@@lucagarcia1 same man, same
@thecursedcow81093 жыл бұрын
Nice pfp
@EverDownward5 жыл бұрын
The solitary clapping at the end absolutely brings everything together. It's the bow on the perfect gift that is this song.
@slugcereal86475 жыл бұрын
dropped acid and listened to this song alone. i smoked some cigarettes and danced in my room until the sun went down. laid on the floor. this song truly is my forever song.
@michelleg17773 жыл бұрын
this song is like a drug I swear. good times and bad times with it
@NORMAN-HATES-YOU2 жыл бұрын
haa haa im a drug addict! 🤤🧠🚽
@NikolasMitsugui Жыл бұрын
@@NORMAN-HATES-YOU Good luck being addicted to acid, or any psychedelic for that matter (it is quite hard to happen).You are a terribly stupid person, jugding from the few comments you posted here, truly no one appreciates them and they all reek of ignorance.
@industrialworld13 жыл бұрын
You will always remain a mythical legend. Probably the most mysterious musician ever. Your music has influenced me and always helped me... RIP
@ttroid34092 жыл бұрын
This song sounds like the feeling of waking up from a dream where you met people that don’t exist and can only help but mourn the fact that you’ll never see them again.
@midloran Жыл бұрын
that's the best description for this song
@homeinvasion8615 Жыл бұрын
great comment
@memberofchat2825 Жыл бұрын
oh god you hit the nail on the head, its especially depressing for me since i dont know anybody in real life, im all alone
@tishainess9339 Жыл бұрын
Well said
@meowthgamer84663 жыл бұрын
RIP legend 1948-2019 Shaped my music taste and got me through tough times in life. Rock on in heaven, show them true noise.
@meowthgamer846622 күн бұрын
Merry Christmas to everyone, testing out new headphones and chose this legend to play on them for the first time ❤
@catsonjupiter Жыл бұрын
This song has followed me throughout my teenage years. Discovering it around 6th grade and feeling feelings that no other song has been able to replicate made me stick to this song. I clinged on to it like a child holds his mothers hand, and it has been there for me. I finally reached 20 and I can fully say every time I listen to this I appreciate it more. I’m sure the older I get, and the more memories I make with it, the harder this song will hit.
@keemstarkreamstar7069 Жыл бұрын
Did you discover it through Space Funeral?
@catsonjupiter Жыл бұрын
@@keemstarkreamstar7069 oh no, I didn’t know what space funeral was (it’s cool from what I’ve seen) was until I found this. I used to just listen to whatever would pop up on KZbin playlist and this song popped up
@dickolatesla72378 жыл бұрын
I've listened to this song a lot over the years, it's been playing during a lot of random moments in my life -cleaned my room -drove around -smoked a cigarette -watched the sun set -first day of college with a friend -kissed -heroin -rode my bike home after quitting my job -cried -bought candy in canada -trashed my room -sat in a hot tub -wandered through a grocery store -waited for someone who wouldn't show up -rode my bike on the freeway at night -cleaned up blood -quit heroin -kept crying -wandered around a forest -dug agate crystals out of the sand -ate noodles -said goodbye to a friend -smoked another cigarette somehow it always fit perfectly
@kevenrivera60798 жыл бұрын
thank you for sharing this
@MrJexu988 жыл бұрын
Pajama Shaw Best comment I have read recently, so beautiful 😢
@icif12347 жыл бұрын
wow this is... somehow beautiful?
@taylorwooden45717 жыл бұрын
im gay
@sheinz25567 жыл бұрын
yea
@buzhichun5 жыл бұрын
Just like how our memories are imperfect, fictionalized retellings of past events that lose detail every time you recall them, and regress into just a few diffuse emotions or fade altogether, this song feels like music I've heard before a long time ago. Just like a memory, it has become warped and strange and soft around the edges. It's hard to recall the lyrics exactly but you still vaguely remember the rhythm and the sound of the words. The most well preserved part of the melody is _that one bit_, that great part in the refrain or bridge, which tumbles around in your mind and gets looped over and over and over.
@michelleg17773 жыл бұрын
well said my friend.
@discosecret63632 жыл бұрын
All of those things.
@Leff162 жыл бұрын
You need to listen to an empty bliss beyond this world
@sonali_trrs2 жыл бұрын
Man, the 70s were something else. I've listened to 70s music from South America, Asia, Europe, North America and somehow it always sounds amazing.
@antlerbraum2881 Жыл бұрын
Had to come back to this video and it makes me sad, what a beautiful song and what a wonderful mind Mizutani had. Rest In Peace
@medusa9425 Жыл бұрын
no way……
@jacesavala192410 ай бұрын
I showed this song to a girl I loved once. I lived in a small town in the middle of nowhere and not a lot of people liked the things I did. I went to college and met her in my class. She asked what music I liked and I said noise rock and usually that scares girls away, but she stayed. I was young and naive and she was strong and knew what she wanted and she was the closest thing to the girl of my dreams I could’ve ever asked for and she liked me. I got scared of this, idk if it was that I wanted to fit in or make more friends at college but I broke her heart and left. I change my interests and changed my whole personality. Now I’m a junior about to be a senior in college and I miss who I used to be and miss her, someone who liked me for me unapologetically. I always came to this song when I feel low and this feeling I have right now is perfectly played with this song.
@MagnifiqueRarity5 ай бұрын
Fuck, that really hurts. I can relate, because I lost a girl, and only much later did I realize how much she meant to me, and how much I truly loved her. At the time, she also liked me for who I was, and I'm afraid I'll never find such person again. I hope you'll get over her, and find love somewhere else :)
@jacesavala19245 ай бұрын
@@MagnifiqueRaritysame to you man, the world will always keep spinning
@Cherie_D_AmoureАй бұрын
Damn it makes me emotional
@piratesinmypantsАй бұрын
we do that to ourselves unconsciously without realizing the pain that it may leave us with. i regret losing so many friends and the best girlfriend i ever had just so i could 'fit in', both in school and university. i regret making those awful choices every night of my life.
@blinkyy108820 күн бұрын
You sound like a loser with BPD
@decoreh12 жыл бұрын
i feel completely alone and afraid everytime i listen to this song,with the need to pick the telephone and hear the voice of a dear one.
@CircunferenciaPunga8 жыл бұрын
decoreh same feeling here
@deadpixels38436 жыл бұрын
ah, dear ones
@NORMAN-HATES-YOU2 жыл бұрын
should just get a girlfriend dude, its not that hard
@saskiaalberth28442 жыл бұрын
@@NORMAN-HATES-YOU Giving advice to a comment from 10 years ago. Yep. That's very much logical.
@NORMAN-HATES-YOU2 жыл бұрын
@@saskiaalberth2844 Replying to a troll bro? yep thats very much logical you brainless monkey boy 🧠💩
@cube45472 жыл бұрын
Space funeral, Yume Nikki, UNDERTALE, MOTHER , OFF ... I love you.
@keemstarkreamstar70692 жыл бұрын
You’re forgetting LISA… 😬😬😬…
@cube45472 жыл бұрын
@@keemstarkreamstar7069 I haven't played it (yet)!
@keemstarkreamstar70692 жыл бұрын
@@cube4547 Trust me it’s peak RPGmaker kino. After you finish the trilogy play Pointless and Hopeful.
@DeepSoulonurMindАй бұрын
Oh, u know it
@otamatoad3146 жыл бұрын
By the way this specific recording is called "White Awakening - Live 14 Aug 1980"
@mixifly96424 жыл бұрын
no, is 白い目覚め
@lildoggi76497 ай бұрын
that's my birthday!
@rocknrollmandolin3 жыл бұрын
I'd like to speak for everyone for a moment if people don't mind. Mizutani, we miss you already. I know that we all wanted that last concert he mentioned in a great hall, I was ready to go to Japan to see it myself. But it won't happen, ever, and in a way, thats very Les Rallizes Denudes of him, the darkness of the void consuming the hope of the universe. I know whatever is left of him is out there in the universe, wailing against the heat death of the everything. Rest in Peace Takashi Mizutani, you induldged our darkness and soothed it with feedback.
@CoolF41lur33 жыл бұрын
He passed away?
@leonheathourakov17323 жыл бұрын
@@CoolF41lur3 yeah in 2019 confirmed last month
@KieranMckean8 ай бұрын
⭐😔😭
@betoneiracromadarebaixada81873 ай бұрын
this song sounds like waking up in the morning and questioning if it's worth it to get up
@reiriot21563 жыл бұрын
6 years after playing Space Funeral, still remains one of my favorite songs ever! Predated shoegaze, punk rock.. So ahead of its time. Mizutani is a genius. I hope he's still around.
@薔薇-k2m3 жыл бұрын
He's alive and lives in Kyoto right now.
@reiriot21563 жыл бұрын
@@薔薇-k2m where can I read about him about his current whereabouts
@薔薇-k2m3 жыл бұрын
@@reiriot2156 His friends are the sources. Aquillha (Akira) Mochiduki is one of them, he has a KZbin channel and I think he has an Instagram. Doesn't really know English that well though. And I don't remember who it was, but in an interview with one of the former band members he said that Mizutani called him up in 2020 and talked about the virus and how he wants his last show to be in a huge hall. That's pretty much it. The source for that interview is in some recent video about them, iirc it was like a 15 minute video and the interview part was in the end. I can find the video later if you need it.
@reiriot21563 жыл бұрын
@@薔薇-k2m please do send it!! I've Been curious for a long time heheh. All I can see when I search was Keiji Haino stuff, guy isn't even mizutani lol
@薔薇-k2m3 жыл бұрын
@@reiriot2156 kzbin.info/www/bejne/haKUqHqInLJooKc this video. A great video overall, but what's important is after 13:55 or around that time. Makoto Kubota has been giving a lot of interviews lately, some even in English, so be sure to check them out. I can send you another one of his interviews where he talks about recording an album called Mizutani back in the 1970 and how they thought that the hijacking of a plane didn't concern them at all, which is quite the opposite of what people generally think.
@xCheesyDoodles10 жыл бұрын
I'm kinda happy that I scrolled down and half the comments were about Space Funeral, haha. The dude had a good taste in music.
@otamatoad3145 жыл бұрын
Had? Is he dead?
@vonKrtek5 жыл бұрын
@@otamatoad314 nope
@manformerlypigbukkit4 жыл бұрын
Otamatoad nope just completely gone
@synthmalicious75414 жыл бұрын
Pig Bukkit nah he’s still here
@minaii36235 жыл бұрын
someone on /mu/ gave me this to listen to since i have a cold. thank you anon you made my day a lot better
@dejiko4 жыл бұрын
This song sounds like nostalgia, nostalgia for memories that are blurry and faded but you know that it was a good time even if you can't remember much about it. A long gone summer breeze from years ago, you feel its touch on your shoulder once again.
@Katiemau57 жыл бұрын
reminds me of the end of summer before senior year of high school, playing space funeral on my laptop. after discovering this song, i went for a ride to the art store (that's now out of business) with my parents, watching the sunset as i played this on constant repeat. it was such a simple memory, but somehow i miss it so much. nostalgia is so powerful.
@TheFrownlandGenie25 күн бұрын
Les Rallizes Denudes is not like anything else I've heard, it's so haunting and uncanny yet beautiful and relaxing. Unexplainably perfect.
@onetthome11 жыл бұрын
the bass guitarist hijacked a plane and flew it to North Korea
@Losing-it.7 жыл бұрын
That really happened
@valeriexvegan7 жыл бұрын
Based
@autisticusmaximus26736 жыл бұрын
Pour one out for our friend: In a March 2010 interview with Kyodo News, Wakabayashi stated that the hijacking was a "selfish and conceited" act. Wakabayashi added that he wished to return to Japan and was willing to face arrest and trial for his role in the hijacking.[6] In April 2014 he was still alive, and residing in the North Korea together with other members of his group.
@MCrants06 жыл бұрын
kinda sounds like an ass
@synthmalicious75414 жыл бұрын
I never thought I’d become sadder finding out more about this band but here we are
@okinawarastabeef2 ай бұрын
i had a good online friend who wanted to slow dance to this with me while we were both strung out in a motel room on god knows what. they're no longer with us but we loved each other so much.
@tomselleck132019 күн бұрын
Beautiful. Should be in a movie
@czarnakoza96975 күн бұрын
absolute fucking mood
@ApparentlyShane3 жыл бұрын
RIP Takashi Mizutani. Thank you for creating some of the most unreal music I've ever heard.
@AoiUsagiOtoko3 жыл бұрын
RIP, mizutani. a truly one of a kind artist, and one the world is a sadder place without
@loraleijessick95815 жыл бұрын
People ask about the lyrics often, I figured I'd help out: White awakening puts me to sleep, letting me hear a peaceful song When my spring began, all I wanted was you Even after the wind blew through, my heart was rocked (Musical interlude) Even after the wind blew through, my heart was rocked Enveloped in the scent of the light, I forget everything but you White awakening puts me to sleep, letting me hear a peaceful song
@jonathan-si8xd2 жыл бұрын
ratio
@SpectrumRenBM2 жыл бұрын
@@jonathan-si8xd Clown.
@w1k3upf1lthy Жыл бұрын
@@jonathan-si8xd ratio 10 dicks in yo mom
@gekobb Жыл бұрын
beautiful lyrics
@medusa9425 Жыл бұрын
this song is forever my life
@stivbators49203 жыл бұрын
R.I.P. Mizutani. thank god i found u, ur band. you've taken me other worlds that echoing w your peaceful voice.
@neetboss7 жыл бұрын
The version of this song used in Space Funeral is taken from the 6CD album "Double Heads" from Les Rallizes Denudes. But... There's something weird... The version played in Space Funeral is about ten seconds longer than the actual track on the album. Where the fuck did Catamites find this slightly extended version????
@yesmanandy7 жыл бұрын
Neet Boss thanks for identifying the source for this track! It's hard tracking down a lot of LRD bootlegs so I appreciate it muchly
@neetboss7 жыл бұрын
oh no prob! happy to help!
@RetroBleck5 жыл бұрын
Yeah it's weird, I have a copy of that album and the track heard in this video in my copy is entitled "Shiroi mezame", but my copy is 6:22 in length. I have 36 other copies of the song though. Yes, 36. They all sound completely different in quality, tuning, tempo. They have so many versions of White Waking/Awakening it's unreal.
@OwenMusser-b3n5 жыл бұрын
Which one is best? This one, I’m assuming?
@asperRader5 жыл бұрын
@@RetroBleck Isn't it because they've forgone full studio recordings in favour of what's basically finished outtakes?
@roothands10 жыл бұрын
I had no idea Les Rallizes Denudes was in Space Funeral. Gotta play that game now.
@dreamersketch210 жыл бұрын
This comment was kinda the other way around for me. The band and game is awesome.
@kirbygopoyo8 жыл бұрын
This song is like having a brief, sentimental moment of respite after another monotonous day of tedium, taking a deep breath and watching the sunset's deep orange slowly disappear over the horizon, finally allowing yourself a moment away from the anxiety of life.
@CoolF41lur34 жыл бұрын
I love this song, it has that feeling of sadness and relaxation, and in the same time this makes me feel some hope, like, things are horribly bad, but this feels like a pat in the back after so much suffering, sounds like kind of "everything's fucked up but hey man chill down a bit, there's still hope, don't give up, just rest a little, then try again" Dunno, and yes, this apply to Space Funeral too. I love this song, sometimes helps me out.
@tishainess9339 Жыл бұрын
Everything I’ve listened to before this just seems like meaningless crap now I’m so in love with this
@kainiindustries46878 жыл бұрын
BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD
@I_got_bit_by_my_dog4 жыл бұрын
Here, this is the blood pill, once time you consume it no matter anithing more extept the time it consummes you, Lisa the doleful reference
@susenkovyalchymista42615 ай бұрын
This song means so much for me. Through a random KZbin recommendation of it, I discovered Space Funeral, after which playing surreal RPG Maker games became my hobby. I also started listening to more weird and obscure music. And last but not least, its atmosphere inspired several of my own short stories and poems. Its unreal how much impact White Waking had on my life. Thank you for the upload.
@fonseca233 жыл бұрын
I hope this year is sweeter and gentler, a kiss in the hearts of all of you
@LolaTheGardevoir2 жыл бұрын
Rest in Peace. The fact they died only makes this song sadder.
@caz30105 жыл бұрын
Listening to this drink hit the back of my throat makes me feel better, but not much. Many thanks, to community and artists alike, for consistently showing others great creations and sharing them.
@ericspace1216 жыл бұрын
I want to cry, but no one wants to be there to hear it.
@angelvelazquez41615 жыл бұрын
well you still there basically
@squishward35784 жыл бұрын
Memezutani will be there for you
@NORMAN-HATES-YOU2 жыл бұрын
Im nameless... im just a nobody... nobody understands me,.... i want a girlfriend... im in highschool.... my emotions are so complex.... GET A GIRLFRIEND BRO! GO OUT THERE AND MAKE SOME FRIENDS! PLAY FOOTBALL! LEARN A SPORT! YOU ARE LONELY BECAUSE YOU ARE PLAYING UNFULLFILLING VIDEOGAMES AND LISTENING TO SHITTY MUSIC LIKE THIS AND WASTING YOUR TIME ON KZbin, GET A LIFE! GO TO THE BEACH! 🌞🌞🌞🌄🌅😎🌇
@ericspace1212 жыл бұрын
@@NORMAN-HATES-YOU lmao I was at the time. As of now I'm trying to pull my life together. I'm training my art skills and trying to find people on my wavelength.
@McWizzill5 жыл бұрын
In white, the awakening encloses me. It lets me listen to a comforting song. When my spring began, I did want nothing except for you. Even after the wind has already passed, my soul did dream on .. Even after the wind has already passed, my soul was still shaking. The scent of light remains concealed... I leave anything behind except for you. In white, the awakening encloses me. It lets me listen to a comforting song.
@atticus.s313 жыл бұрын
are these the lyrics?
@tombax16537 жыл бұрын
Sitting in the car with the motor running, looking through a dirty windshield. Watching the sun set over the Rockies, and not knowing where to go with my life. That's what this song is for.
@mariahjogno67853 жыл бұрын
Thank you Tom for showing me this.
@103drs10 ай бұрын
This is my favorite song
@williamchapin14832 жыл бұрын
I had never heard of this band before today, and am astonished at their sound. What amazing stuff! A new fan here.
@ethanbender7150 Жыл бұрын
Overdosed then got a year sober while discovering this song, recently relapsed and have overdosed twice in the last week, had to get narcanned and defibrillated. Im 17 but this song makes life hopefull yet blissfully hopeless. Like im fucked and ill never have a normal life but thats okay
@jacesavala19245 ай бұрын
Hope you’re well
@pnpple16 күн бұрын
hey hope you're doing alright. i feel the same way kinda i guess.. shit's perpetually fucked and that's ok but not really idk. it almost feels like the world is slowly ending and it has been trying to end itself for centuries. idk all of this is rather stupid
@kokubo3996 ай бұрын
I understand the futility of my existence with painful clarity. I hate myself for letting it steal my sleep.
@BunnLilah3 жыл бұрын
This gives me the vibe of trying to hide your depression at a party.
@siugbait8 жыл бұрын
ennui international anthem imo
@duckfilms36622 жыл бұрын
This song feels like dying on the side of the road. This song feels like the last cigarette.
@floppyearfriend8 жыл бұрын
This is the song that plays during my morning routine.
@modeak477 жыл бұрын
Shame your name doesn't fit the pic anymore
@slavepit18195 жыл бұрын
This is the song that plays during my mourning routine
@urban_degenerate61392 жыл бұрын
This gives me the funny feeling in my stomach but also a blanket of reassurance. Way ahead of his time.
@craneum1233 жыл бұрын
RIP to this wonderful artist
@v.fvincenzoefrancesco4589 Жыл бұрын
Every time hits with a different feeling.. incredible song
@gabriellepatino1917 жыл бұрын
This is smoking a joint when you're depressed in song form. Love it. Very chill and weird.
@hugeyuj86758 жыл бұрын
If you're listening to this song, it's too late for you.
@bisacasbusa5 жыл бұрын
what if I'm just listening to it because I like it
@curebdc5 жыл бұрын
@@bisacasbusa That's not allowed.
@PegranHimself5 жыл бұрын
@@whatwhyy C. my life is getting even lower atm
@sucklet17915 жыл бұрын
Listening bc im turning 20 and i wanted to get stoned to a cool song i like
@subhell5 жыл бұрын
deep
@dogwelder26 ай бұрын
To anyone curious where this comes from, it's from the bootleg album "Double Heads: Legendary Live". The album is credited in the files of the game (the title is still in japanese in the game files) As to where the creator got the audio, likely all audio from this game was sourced from Limewire.
@zeviox240p5 жыл бұрын
we’re all gonna make it, probably
@ericspace1219 жыл бұрын
I could chill out to this for days :D
@ayushmaina8372 Жыл бұрын
What a masterpiece.
@dissectingthedisco4934 жыл бұрын
This piece is so haunting.
@Nachzehrer0573 жыл бұрын
LIVER FAILURE FOREVER!
@chillnye10112 жыл бұрын
Hail the kommandant
@belych3 жыл бұрын
Как я надеялся, как ждал, что выйдет он из тени, фиг с ними, с концертами, но хотя бы интервью, ручкой хотя бы помахал. Сколько их, чудесных музыкантов ушло, но они были на виду. А Мизутани всё шифровался. Сложно это переварить и принять.
@happyend10842 жыл бұрын
увы, но наркотики и паранойя до добра не доводят
@blackcapchannel95537 жыл бұрын
This song gives me the feel of misdirection. Like I am looking at the world wondering what to do.
@shrimp1433 жыл бұрын
rest in peace you legend
@iamdamosuzuki_3 жыл бұрын
I want this to be the last song I ever hear when my time comes
@NyleHamidi7 жыл бұрын
That one guy clapping at the end.
@manformerlypigbukkit4 жыл бұрын
It’s all of us, just encompassed into one person due to how small we are in the ocean of music genres.
@deadaccountlmfao10 ай бұрын
just smoked a cigarette to this while looking sullenly outside, 10/10 would recommend
@v.fvincenzoefrancesco45899 ай бұрын
Try After taking lsd or mushrooms
@lildoggi7649Ай бұрын
this has been routine for me with weed
@tishainess9339 Жыл бұрын
Omg I love this so much this is the first time I have ever heard of this it’s it’s incredible it sounds how I feel like bittersweet I’m legit fucking bawling rn it’s so beautiful ouch
@jorisvandenhoek62514 жыл бұрын
This song helps me cope with the fact that things just go their way
@feIon6 жыл бұрын
this is my favorite song. nothing will ever top it.
@vidjai86489 жыл бұрын
Thank you Vinny, for making me discover this.
@tuckerfriendperson62109 жыл бұрын
That jabroni Vinny, what a shmuck.
@WhipCreamCrazy20108 жыл бұрын
vinesauce!!!!!!
@queenaraphel71547 жыл бұрын
I can thank Vinesauce for many discoveries, so can many others. The internet would have forgotten about Mr. Bonzi if it had not been for Joel.
@cryingcrane81734 жыл бұрын
That one person clapping at the end is totally on my soul resonance
@kanacubana8276 жыл бұрын
There is literally just one person clapping at the end
@Legaxion6 жыл бұрын
It's imo the cutest, saddest, most beautiful and significant detail. A wonderful and emotional music listened for at least one person, who's able to clap and appreciate such underrated art.
@SaraAzoth4 жыл бұрын
IM GOING TO CRY I NEVER NOTICED THIS
@cloudberry54524 жыл бұрын
That person is me. :(
@bruh-gn5kc3 жыл бұрын
The rest cried :(
@hahrhthuhrh35423 жыл бұрын
this is the most transcendentaly depressing song ever made
@iosiasaemilius27953 жыл бұрын
i want to cry
@stjebvnelabjomskie4417 Жыл бұрын
This feels like being miserable, but in song form. I've listened to the other version of this, and it has a completely cheerful vibe with no melancholy. Mizutani was a genius, rest in peace
@sonial18397 жыл бұрын
''Expect the worst'' What a bad letter.
@gabrielsiqueira55993 жыл бұрын
I like to put this, turn off the lights in my room and just let me eyes adapt to the dark, slowly i can see everything, slowly i can see myself, everything is alright.
@RUXCKLENEITOR7 жыл бұрын
This song is my definition of a cold windy day, wating for the results of a cyst, that we have the suspicion of being malignant. But after all, it wasn't
@robashton86065 жыл бұрын
Were you disappointed?
@predawka3 жыл бұрын
rest in peace takashi💔
@Redinkered Жыл бұрын
Esta canción por alguna razón me despide una especie de tristeza/melancolía, me pone serio pero algo deprimido, además, conocí a una mujer que yo amaba mucho cuando estaba por preparatoria. Y saber que el bajista anda atrapado en Corea del Norte (Incidente del vuelo 351 de las aerolíneas de Japón) me da las vibras de "arrepentimiento" y demás emociones de dolor, pero pese a eso, la canción es tranquila, me reconforta y me da las vibras que pese a esas emociones, hay nuevas esperanzas.
@enzlin353 жыл бұрын
rest in peace
@thebadshave5035 жыл бұрын
There are few if any songs that make me feel a specific moment like this one. Waking up on a cold October morning. Half rain and half snow. Landlord hasnt turned on the heat yet. Its a moment you feel a million times and get sad. Half of you wants to go back there. Half if you would rather die than go back there, you know?
@ManiacalReflection Жыл бұрын
Right now I’m on the bleachers of a high school I don’t attend, standing on the top row as the sun sets behind me, watching planes and cars pass me by, listening to this and “plainsong” by the cure. Thinking about the day I had, wondering whether or not I’ll be dead lonely this summer like I was last summer, about how my life was when I discovered this song last may, probably a year to this date (it hurts a bit to much to check), I was ridden with hope of a relationship with somebody who I know I will have to get over very soon, my mind is an ambience of angst, and as I stand here with this music engulfing me I don’t feel that sad. It’s just weird to accept how life changes for you, it’s good ultimately but it’s weird. It’s weird to look back at times you felt sad in and in hindsight accept them as what they were, beautiful memories that you took for granted in a way of a time you were very happy and innocent. I know one day I’ll look back and be so glad I never gave up, I know, I know that day will come. Hang in there friends.
@ManiacalReflection11 ай бұрын
I wrote this comment nine months ago. I was in a tough spot. Since I wrote it so many things have happened. So many thoughts about ending my life, about giving up on love and life. But now I’m the happiest I’ve ever been, I’m in an happy relationship with someone whos presence in my life is a blessing, in a prestigious music program where I’m admired. I’m the most loved and the most fulfilled I’ve ever been. I wasn’t dead lonely that summer, it was the best summer of my life. I fell in love. I’ve been through so much and I didn’t think I’d make it, but I did and I’m so glad I stuck with this mentality of never giving up. It was so hard and scary but I’m so happy. I’m begging all of you to stay. It may be hard but it’s worth it. Just wait and it’ll get better, if it did for me it will for you. Please hang in there, I’m so happy i did.
@Huegelmann5 жыл бұрын
I wonder, if Takashi Mizutani knows how much his music is adored and loved.
@yulith4 жыл бұрын
he does, trust me
@saskiaalbert91214 жыл бұрын
He is dead.
@Huegelmann4 жыл бұрын
@@saskiaalbert9121 where did you heard that?
@薔薇-k2m3 жыл бұрын
KirscheBonesco What would Mizutani do in Korea though? As far as we know, he was/is still in Japan.
@presauced3 жыл бұрын
Well, we don't know what his current whereabouts are, or whether or not he is still alive.
@simar55934 жыл бұрын
the comment section articulates everything i love about the song ,, and yet there's just always soemthing else what a beauty
@echoselman67646 жыл бұрын
White Awakening White awakening puts me to sleep By singing a lullaby for my peace of mind. As my spring came I would nothing except for you. Even after the wind die away My heart is still flickering. Even after the wind die away My heart is still flickering. By the scent of the light accompanied I leave all except for you. White awakening puts me to sleep By singing a lullaby for my peace of mind. 白い目覚め まっ白い目覚めが わたしを眠らせ 安らぎの歌を聴かせてくれるの わたしの春がはじまったとき あなただけしか欲しくなかった 風の通り過ぎたあとでも わたしの心は揺れるの 風の通り過ぎたあとでも わたしの心は揺れるの 光の香りにつつまれて あなた以外は置き忘れてゆく まっ白い目覚めが わたしを眠らせ 安らぎの歌を聴かせてくれるの I believe he is singing about heroin.
@GeorgLobanov5 жыл бұрын
Thank you very much for the translation :)
@echoselman67645 жыл бұрын
No worries!@@GeorgLobanov
@echoselman67645 жыл бұрын
no worries!@@GeorgLobanov
@svetzzi6 жыл бұрын
So many emotions packed into one song.
@calebcushing51413 жыл бұрын
Great song, It's like the wind blowing on the grass of rolling fields. It's so raw and unfiltered; expressed so passionately. The rawness makes it amazing, boils down human emotion into it's most elegant and humble state. Also I'm dropping a huge brown right now.
@TomasioTV4 жыл бұрын
It seems to fit much of life's events, even if said events are the exact opposite of each other. Even at happy times, one can listen to it in his mind and said times would remain more or less the same. It's like a Swiss knife; multiple functions.