let's escape from this disappointing reality

[ listen to this in spotify ]
spoti.fi/3vhXQB7
[ patreon ]
/ nobodyplaylists
[ discord server ]
/ discord
timestamps / (author/s)
00:00 in search of consolation (nowt)
02:25 cold loneliness (moypuls0)
05:39 losing way back (nowt)
09:18 retire 'final' (alvedon)
12:41 calm after the storm (nowt)
16:01 mist (ellia dunn)
18:55 there is no choice but to let go (nowt)
23:06 these days (jakub.)
25:51 neutrality and stillness (nowt)
29:06 when summer falls (idk.)
32:41 this is coming to nothing (nowt)
34:54 beyond form (nick barber)
43:37 untitled 2 (iwakura)
47:08 i spoke to the devil in miami (ashess)
49:53 emotions that flow like a steep river (nowt)
59:01 untitled 1 (iwakura)
[ copyright ]
all rights to the original owners, i don't own any music or images used in this video, except for nowt music
[ additional info ]
download this wallpaper here | ibb.co/6sbV926
[ ads ]
my channel isn't monetized, so if you see ads in the video, it's because youtube places them automatically, i have no control, you can solve that problem by adding an adblocker in your browser or skipping the video to the end and then press replay

[@nobodyplaylists]

listen to this in spotify: spoti.fi/3vhXQB7

[@-Ms.L]

💚💚

[@AmalaBean]

I LOVE YOU

[@courtney1709]

Couldn’t agree more…yes, let’s escape this disappointing reality. Much love to all who are hurting, especially at this time of year. 💔

[@spmoran4703]

Can I add my greetings to the hurt and broken too..

[@thoth47]

im sending good feelings towards you three in the comments, Courtney, Moran and Markos. hope you feel less emptiness, even if only for a split second. soul-hugs 🤗

[@spmoran4703]

@@thoth47 Hugs back to you . I dont feel empty . I just want to send back positive feelings . I hope all the best comes your way.

[@spmoran4703]

@@TheSuperEverests I feel good all the time . I dont do things from ego. I do things because you need it.

[@camilosanchez831]

Jesus is coming. Submit to Christ or perish

[@Macedonio_le_provocateur_]

Call me crazy or delusional but guys I honestly feel I don't belong in this world, I feel that all of this is just a fever dream a parody of reality and that I will wake up in my bed one day knowing it was all a dream and I am safe now , but as you can tell this day is yet to come

[@spmoran4703]

You are safe already . I really dont belong to this world . And the world can be disappointing. But, there is some of it that is still good ,you look.

[@user-xr5oo5qb4w]

Я тоже имею такое странное ощущение нереалистичности окружающего мира из-за его абсурдности.

[@Macedonio_le_provocateur_]

@@user-xr5oo5qb4w Penso que todos da geração Z têm isso nos seus mentes , vivemos numa época catastrófica sem dúvidas

[@evreninzarafeti]

No self-expression; human accumulates body reacts.

[@Evil_Beauty]

@@Macedonio_le_provocateur_ you're definitely not alone in that regard. I feel much of what you're feeling more intensely than you might imagine. The only difference is, I'm probably good at bottling it up for the sake of appearances.

[@birnbirn1075]

In this whole comment section I’ve found more people of who I could relate to then anyone I’ve ever known. It gives feelings of relief and satisfaction.

[@biancalebron4610]

Same here I feel just as different and like I don't belong here like alot of ppl mention on here ..nice to know your not alone 🥰

[@TheAdrianna10]

❤️🥳

[@rashidahmed7731]

@@biancalebron4610 What particularly of an environment or a group of people makes you feel like you don’t belong? Is it the way they look at you? Or maybe they don’t? The way they sometimes talk to you, or the lack of it? I’m obviously talking about the big world out there where you do try to push yourself to do some work or make some decisions

[@radscorpion8]

this is one of the most depressing comment sections on youtube lol :P

[@dee23gaming]

Same here. I am genuinely unsatisfied with everything. I prefer to get lost in my daydreams, dreams, and explore virtual worlds. Liminal spaces that are cozy in atmosphere gives me an emotion I cannot describe. It's like I want to burst out crying out of frustration and confusion, but it feels JUST a bit different to not actually trigger my crying response. It's weird. It's an otherworldly emotion.

[@helena8465]

When I was younger, I used to want to escape from this world and live in other worlds, especially those found in the books I spent my time reading. Years later, I discovered that I don't want that anymore. I've found my 'something' that will keep me here in this world, so now my longing to escape is rather directed not to another world, but to another place. I used to feel so out of time, out of place, but one day, my high school band teacher looked me in the eyes and said, "You'll find your people. You'll find your niche." I didn't fully understand then how to do that or if what he said would ever come true. As the years went by, people left, a few remained, but I learned to find my own reason to stay, to consciously think "Ah, this is beauty. This is what I look forward to seeing while I live my days, and it's what I'll miss most when I die." However, I still adore stories and will spend hours daydreaming and thinking of various characters. Anyways, thank you for this playlist!

[@CheeseOfMasters]

This touched on something I always thought about in my life. I hope your life is as joyful and exciting as the best stories.

[@adventurer1913]

Wow I relate to you

[@jimbeam4736]

I know that feeling. A few weeks ago on a chilly afternoon walk, the low autumn sun, coloured leaves and some art nouveau fence reminded me of an atmosphere, mood, emotional state I almost had forgotten. These realizations anchor me in the present.

[@croissaintlovertrure1526]

woah... i feel exactly like you. well... maybe not "exactly". i still feel sad sometimes, and sometimes, i still search for some place to hide. but now i have a desire, a dream to live in this world just how it is... thanks for making me feel less strange, i guess lol

[@Uhfffyeah]

you are a beautiful soul. Yes. We all would like to jump into a different reality and experience true love, 2 souls perfectly merching together to become one. I hope this doesn't just exist in dreams. Or do you hope to experience the journey of a true hero? What does that even mean "true hero", "true love". These are just words, ideas, nothing real, it's an idealization projected onto you by past experiences and society. Redefine these ideas. What if a true hero isn't the ultimate warrior, striving around cities, slaying dragons, rescuing humans, rescuing the princess. What if true love isn't a perfect relationship, never arguing, always content with one another, always together, never sick of each other, never doubting the other and perfect understanding between you two. What if a true hero is a person who sees people in needs and helps them without thinking about it. What if true love is consisting of up and downs, doubts, insecurities, finding reasons to stay together (finding goals you two can work together). I see oportunities to overcome struggle together, bonding, losing together, winning together, having a person on your back that will always support you if you truly need it. Revalue your thoughts and feelings on these topics and you will see oportunities opening everywhere. Or even better, let go of all your thoughts, feelings and memories. Let go of your ego and become who you are truly meant to be. You want to be free and live an adventure? Is there a bigger freedom than not being controlled by your thoughts and emotions? I don't think so. Anyways i could keep rambling for eternity but there is one thing you should always know in your heart: You are perfect. Even with all of your "imperfections"(which are based on your reaction to societies standards) you are perfect. The moment you're in right now is perfect, and guess what, it's the only moment there ever is and will be because the present moment is the only thing that exists. So stop searching. Stop waiting for better times, more money, etc. You already found it, it's right in front you, the best time that you will ever have. Just look around you even if your floor is dirty or the dishes are filling the kitchen sink, this moment won't get any more perfect. You will be able to aquire short bursts of happiness but after that you will drop down again because you think the moment you're in is missing something or isn't already perfect. Hopefully i explained it somewhat understandable. And just because you are perfect doesn't mean you don't want change or don't need to change. It means everything is perfect so might as well stop living by societal standards and become a loving, giving person, because that is what will REALLY fulfill your heart. Listen to your heart, LOVE YOURSELF, don't let your thoughts fool you. They are just thoughts and nothing else, they don't represent the truth or your feelings. Be your true self (without insecurities and overthinking), respect and love every life form, humans, animals or plants and let nothing stop you from trying to become who you truly want to be

[@gloomabhi]

I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.

[@iVzQs]

I know that feeling - I had experienced this for a while. I just wanted to continue my dream since every time I woke up I felt depressed and like I had no purpose. I still feel miserable, but You have to have hope that it all will get better.

[@mclare71]

I completely understand and experience this as well.

[@you_are_your_sunshine]

life was so much like you explained lately, I feel you. hope you find your strength to power through it.... feels stupid to say this but I am with you, genuinely would make things right for you if could.

[@kauphy13]

My dreams are basically just repeats of a normal day. There's no escape in dreaming for me. The only escape seems to be music and video games, rarely.

[@dave7825]

@@kauphy13 then try watching anime. There are some really good ones out there like Death Note, Attack on Titan, Code Geass, Berserk etc.

[@ivancpt]

frickin love these types of internet communities.....makes me feel less alone in a shit world haha

[@Dzanarika1]

You mean, people are real about this life, their true feelings, their deep desires. This is what this life should be instead if forcing us to play the game and wear different 🎭

[@Baggerz182]

repent to God Christ

[@alejandrog.sillero8871]

@@Baggerz182 XD clown

[@celiabendahri9263]

I can’t live without escaping reality constantly with movies or books, and it’s becoming really hard for me to live in the present, in the real world, i don’t want to I can’t, and I’m so scared this feeling will last forever but I can’t help it I have to stay in my imagination, in a world that isn’t mine I don’t feel like this world is mine, like i fit in .. does anyone feel like me ?

[@sunnymoon369]

Yes I feel this way as well, you are not alone

[@younmefrien]

Same, i want to live in a peaceful futuristic utopian city instead with a bit of magic in it

[@ureou8872]

Hey you're not alone! I feel the same way and I practice Escapism a lot through listening to music, creating or watching shows...it's okay you're not the only one

[@celiabendahri9263]

@@ureou8872 I’m glad to know ☺️

[@Lilystargears]

You aren’t alone in this i feel the same way

[@mehditate]

My reality was never a place I wanted to be present in. This is the first Christmas that I can afford buying gifts. I remember the past 8 years, I was so broke I couldn't even afford a meal. I had to realize that at that point that no one was going to walk me through things in life and I had to do this on my own and figure out everything alone. I now live in the nordic woods of Sweden and post about self improvement after surviving a great ordeal in life, from the Boston bombing attack to being homeless, depressed struggling with an anxiety disorder and other mental disorders before I studied my pain and got certified in therapy. I used it to heal and run my own business and also move out of Miami where I worked in a corner store overnight in one of the most dangerous hoods in Miami. I am so grateful I got out, because I knew the other route, and it was not going to end well. I hope I get to help at least one person reading this 🙏🏽💜

[@toughcrowd.]

You are rare ❤️ and the darkness will keep coming. Never recede empathic one.

[@lahaza6515]

keep going! Where is something incredible in being alone with yourself. We are our own best friends and never have to worry about betrayal. We can have joy and laughter alone and save the special sharing of time with special people. Glad you got out of Miami

[@lunainezdelamancha3368]

Thanks for the kind words...(I took them like they were meant for me...). Be kind to yourself. Thanks ❤️

[@SuminSugar]

Well... you helped me, in a way. I've never been worse than right now and it's only been going downhill ever since I graduated from high school in June 2022. I've been nothing but miserable, clueless about what I want, what I feel, and which path I want to walk down to a desired future. But I'm unsure. I tried writing down my desires and the reasons why I am not trying to achieve any of it... but I don't know if I really want to do the things I thought I desired, and whether the reasons why I'm not taking action are even existent. With the people around me who are all of the opinion that I take too much time to heal, I feel completely misunderstood. I feel forced to pick up my life and to 'just try it', because according to those around me, 'it will get better that way'. They think they understand. But they don't. As a result, it makes me seem stubborn as I am not trying out any of their given solutions... problem is, they're solutions to problems that I don't have. It's hard since I'm not able to explain; I don't even understand myself clearly, so it's hard to make *them* understand. I need someone who helps me understand, but I haven't found that someone yet. Someone with the right words that will make me able to finally see the way I want to follow. My way. I want to act my own way. It's been awful and despairing, but you made me realize that when it's become this bad, someday, there will be improvement and recovery. I will discover my way in the fullness of time. Thank you for creating a potential start to my life journey side note., English is not my native and therefore it was ever so difficult to explain everything, but I tried my best.

[@stevkemp7]

Congratulations for overcoming everything you have in your life so far you brave soul. I often find myself feeling lost and confused in life like I don't belong in this world with everyone else and wonder if my future is headed in any direction at all. I really needed to read your comment. I can only imagine being broke to the point where you can't even afford Christmas presents for 8 years. (This is my first Christmas I was actually able to afford to buy my people presents in the past 2 years). Thank you for posting, subscription added

[@n908qd7]

For life being so short, it sure has so little to offer sometimes. Like why was I placed on this planet only to be left alone by everyone? I’ve been struggling to find my place, my purpose, and my identity for so long. It’s starting to feel like I’ll never find those things. I’m also scared of not being able to achieve anything great or life changing. I was recently told that if I keep up certain habits, I may not graduate High School. That was devastating to hear. I’m really scared. I have so many dreams I want to achieve but I feel like I’m too young and not good enough. I feel like I’ll fail and just be another disappointment to everyone. It’s scaring me. And idk what to do. I know giving up is not the answer, but it sure feels like the only way out.

[@wendypeters6084]

I'm 32 and still feel this way, my friend. I hope you can focus on your well-being rather than success 🙏 That's what I would advise my younger self.

[@Blk_N_Bleu]

What you find significant, is entirely up to you, what you're attracted to, and at what angle you look at things. I, personally, don't need many people. Spirits, nature, animals, and energy in general are company enough. In fact, people can be exhausting and complicated. I think for the most part i've never wanted too many people around. I just don't really wanna assimilate with most people i come across. And so that's what i chose, and keep choosing. You might want to look inside yourself to know what you really want to be connected with. What person, place, thing, or story are you looking for? How does it make you feel? Well, if you've feelings for it, you've a connection with it. That goes both ways. If you're truly looking for the right people, just be yourself, fully. Because those people will love you for all you are, and be all you want. The best thing you can do is focus on yourself, dance to your own rhythm, and immerse yourself in your own tune. It may take a while, and what you want may change. But when you find yourself, you'll align with what you want by being who you truly are, so what reciprocates can finally find and connect with you.

[@Blk_N_Bleu]

The other thing about finding yourself, is hanging out in places with people and ideas that do not suit you. No matter what it is. That's a problem with the majority of people - trying to fit their soul into someone else molding. Trying to want what someone else said they should want. Existance does not work like that. What you consider greaf and life changing should not come from anyone else. One can inspire you, or light a spark within you that makes you feel alive - reminding you of what you want and who you are. But your entire world has to be directed exclusively by you. High school is not an end all be all. There are incredible people out here who lead impactful lives without high school. Decide for yourself how much value you really feel high school is giving you, too. How useful is every second and every piece of information going to be? And i'm pretty sure that you would not consider yourself "too young", "not good enough", "a failure", or "a dissapointment" if some environment hadn't instilled in you those conditions. All you need to do, is acheive what *you* feel like you want. And even then, time spent soul searching is time well spent on something priceless. Bottom line, you are a Soul, life is an experience and a journey. Earth is your sandbox. Don't worry about running out of time, because that Soul you've got is eternal. Take it easy, and find your own tune so you can start dancing to it 🥰🤍

[@spmoran4703]

Of course you are good enough.

[@returnoftheromans6726]

My friend, I say this with the utmost sincerity, because I am at this point: fear of failure is a form of self-sabotage. You doubt yourself: You want so desperately to try, but if you do, then you will fail because, well, you are you. And that is what you do best. That is what you believe everyone thinks because you believe this to be true of yourself. You cannot aim for a higher goal because you feel it's impossible, and why even try if it never succeeds? You also sound like a perfectionist. (Guilty as charged). Try to focus on the journey, not the end goal. The end goal is nice to keep you going but focus on one step at a time. You got this!!!

[@nathanielallen8993]

A wise man once said nothing at all and just listened to everything around him , as if he was listing to music and enjoyed the moment not the destination,

[@flyingeagle1278]

I’ll have to try that

[@turotalks5290]

For anyone going through a hard time. I’m sorry you’re going through that. I hope it gets better. Breathe and take it one day at a time if possible. From one stranger to another, I believe in ya.

[@thequeryqueen]

Thankyou for your kind words love. I believe in you too 🫂❤️

[@jorgehenrique3594]

👍🙂

[@Sketch_E_Toons]

Hope everyone had a good Christmas. Here’s a poem I wrote: I have this reoccurring dream where I was a bird trying to fly. Each time I jumped from my nest, I spread my wings and fall. And no matter how much I try, my fluttering wings wouldn’t catch the wind at all. I always woke up before I could hit the ground, or when I was still falling My heart racing, though I knew I wasn’t a bird in flight. That’s something I know I could never be, which must be why I dream every night. As time went on, I let go of my fear of falling, and dreamt of the bird less and less And when I returned to the nest, I saw I had grown bigger wings Soon, I fell slower, then I could glide. And one night, as I slowly closed my heavy eyes, I’m in the nest again. And as I take off into the sky, the sun hitting my long white feathers, I finally feel free. And so I flew, and never looked back I flew…never to leave my dream I flew… I flew…

[@TheAdrianna10]

Let go of the fear !! Very key thank you so much ❤ beautiful

[@spynxer]

brilliant. fly dear stranger, fly.

[@ayushi5736]

the poem is really good !!!!

[@patty-ow9ul]

That's beautiful ,you are very talented

[@Rin-ef6ml]

It’s beautiful 🕊️❤️

[@shirori2004]

8 years. That's how long I dreamt of an alternative universe. A world built entirely from scratch. And I built it as I lay waiting to fall asleep each and every night. All along I thought I was escaping reality. But in reality I was building myself. My character. My morals. My everything.

[@basedbuddhist]

I'd be interested to hear more...

[@pasalasaga]

Share It please.

[@Sharon_Cort]

This is called Maladaptive Daydreaming

[@saplkereviz6824]

As much as its a disappointing one, i still wanna see the ending. Therefore i'll keep on going.

[@miahscarpino639]

Exactly.

[@ExclaimThePain]

Thats a good explanation for i think a lot of peoples lives, disappointing one for now, but you want to see the ending

[@eluwu9330]

well , that motivated for tomorrow thanks yo

[@079-lalitha7]

man this gives me hope

[@nameless3431]

End huh? I dont believe in something like that to be honest. I believe in change. If a human dies, he or she changes. If our universe ends, does ending end aswell? The end is when there is nothing left. But what is nothing? To speak of something one must sprsk of something that exists.The End is something we couldnt understand. We can see things change but we can't see them end. Does The End end? Is nothing something or does something have to exist in order for nothing to be even possible? How can you make something end? Can you keep ending when there is nothing to end? Can nothing end? Many questions and no certain answers. Thats why reality is dissapointing. Nothing itself is a mystery.

[@killerwlf9631]

I went through a lot of trauma as a kid I always think people would laugh at my face if i tried to speak out I wanted to feel understand, i remember talking to my sister about the things that happened in the past and how it's been effecting me, she told me something that made all my problems went away I wish i could say what we talked about but it was very personal It's ok if the past bothers you, Don't keep things to yourself and speak to someone who would listen, there's people out there who cares about you, you are not alone in these kind of situations Have a great day guys

[@TheAdrianna10]

Yes !!!! ❤ I love you !!!!!!!

[@erode.5101]

Don't you know that the word trauma is extremely vague? Maybe that's the reason people don't understand you.

[@Vinemaple]

But make sure you can trust them before you tell them. I've made that mistake many, many times.

[@killerwlf9631]

​@@erode.5101i need to educate myself more 😭 Thanks

[@modernlunacy4341]

I'm listening to this for the first time on Christmas eve before driving to the family party, and I feel a deep void in my stomach and heart..... I cannot find anything to look forward to, and the only reason I am still alive is because it pains me to think how much it would hurt my parents and siblings to see me gone. I wish life had a reset button. I would do it a lot differently..... I have failed my ancestors.

[@metasolo1222]

Wrong. You are a singularity born into this forge called life. Grow and learn and love. The light comes from love…never forget that.

[@manishmishraji]

Buy a few plants and water them Buy some fish and feed them See if u can work in a soup kitchen. Love. Serve. Remember God. 🙏

[@ngbhempire1218]

Believe in God

[@Dzanarika1]

@@ngbhempire1218 that is another ancient lynacy. Stop spreading religious bs.

[@OP-lk4tw]

@@Dzanarika1 it's the ultimate placebo effect, let them be, if it works for them cool

[@olive1076]

at some point even my nightmares became dreams compared to the world I lived in.

[@you_are_your_sunshine]

I know it will have zero impact but I believe in you and I am always just one reply away.

[@dee23gaming]

I'm not even scared by my worst nightmares anymore. I just stare the monsters in the eyes until they disappear.

[@Bloodschosen2457]

@@dee23gaming I thought I was weird for doing that

[@Alex.R.O.P]

Ooh i love being haunted by a wolf looking man in a big muddy forest with strong rain and thunder/lightning or (2) not being able to climb back down from 15meter tall tower and be stuck there alone or (3) escaping a prison and getting an uzi from a kid i became frinds with later or (4) Traveling in empty trains and visiting empty trainstations on a hot summerday (very strange feeling btw) or 4 traveling back in time to 1900/1910 and just experince a city like New york in 1900s, i see the way people dress and behave and the cars that were driving around back then..

[@Huskyfish14]

These videos have this particular way of clipping me out of reality energetically. Sometimes i search for escapes or try to distract and pretend to have fun like i used to, but they have all lost their edge. These videos provide an extremely calming sense of unnerving displacement. Thanks

[@dorisofwyoming2640]

I love your comment, I feel the same. Most comments talk about life being a difficult one, which I too can relate to, but what you wrote really spoke to my heart in a tender way. I found the video made me grateful that I can find both peace and pure enjoyment for watching something like this Life is short, often confusing, maybe tedious of course full of sorrow and loww. But this video created a moment of joy. So thank you so much I do hope you read my reply.

[@Huskyfish14]

@dorisofwyoming2640 yea, read it all! Glad you felt some resonance

[@OrangesAreFresh1804]

I'm someone who is dealing with mental illness and I keep losing control. Where a lot of other music videos don't relax or calm me, I always enjoy yours and find that they do. Thank you. I'd love to know how to make music like this.

[@metasolo1222]

Stay strong, don’t give up. You’re born into this forge for a reason. There is truth and love to be found in this oppressive darkness we live. The light comes when you’re not focused on the evil permeating this plane.

[@UnicornUniverse333]

Me too. 38 and too many decades of mental illness. Too many health professionals failed me. We deserve better

[@VeNeRaGe]

It surely looks like a diasppointing reality most of the times, but you are able to make it look better with these playlists!

[@JakeJarmel]

I would say he does not make this disappointing reality look better. He makes this disappointing reality more tolerable to exist in.

[@chaosdweller]

@@JakeJarmel yeah she helps all in my orbit that others usually declare unfortunate in the dating pool haha, it's been that way for a decade now haha, I finally figured out she was making a makes a sport of giving all the 2-3s free meals all around me for the past decade right from underneath my nose ..... recently haha, didn't know HER putting ME in that position with all around me especially those with leverage or power over me haha until last yr though haha, .....it's weird it never occurred to me she was actually getting off on putting me in that position even as her hostage and her meeting the FBI profilers criteria for a narc (one who binds and tortures haha) but it never actually occurred to me is was anything more than slutty behavior haha, apparently I was wrong...haha, it's that as well as the other too (both) haha, idk what happened to her that made her make that a sport haha, but she's definitely there leader of that whole/hobby / activity haha. Weird never new triangling me with bums and 2-3s and what not for a decade was such a thrill ! haha! ...I don't get it haha , no pun intended haha, ofcourse that wouldn't be accurate technically haha , since it's all about order instead of getting it haha, order in both definitions not just 1 , no haha. The sequence of events as well as societal boundaries or rules as well actually. Well anyways this was nice thx .

[@chaosdweller]

Yeah she helps.....look she even feeds seniors and the homless around the holidays. Hope I can come across someone? like THEM in my next life ....🤞, u know from the pov of a VIP worker or homless guy or a disabled senior, or handicapped person around the holidays haha yes I am too technically haha true, but that doesn't matter......, I get extra attention now ..haha, but yeah if only I could find a guy trying to accomplish something anything in my next life and some one like her , I'd be able to die in front of a burn barrel warming my hands well as a top quality 👌bum that got a chance cuz I was around......ahhh, it truly is nice to be ignorant sometimes...., it's a luxury( ignorance) I'd spend my whole paycheck on if ? I could? or even millions ! ..haha.

[@Evil_Beauty]

@@chaosdweller cool story, brah. Nobody cares, let alone asked.

[@chaosdweller]

@@Evil_Beauty i know haha, it just made me feel better haha.

[@mem-pb7yy]

idk who need to hear that but here we go: of course reality may be disappointing sometimes, because we tend to idealize thinks a lot, but this is not the reason you should give up. I know that sometimes life is harsh but need to keep strong, and I promise everything is going to be okay . Of course, you can sometimes "escape from reality" (I mean, this is why you came for this playlist, right?) but most of the time, face reality. It may be hard and painful, but I promise that by the end of the day, it is worth it. Find something that makes you feel alive- a sport, a hobby, whatever- and find friend with who you feel good and secure. Reality is disappointing, but you have to hold tight to things that make this reality easier. If you don't, you're gonna wake up one day in your 60s and realize that you have wasted the most beautiful years of your life. Find what's worth it in your life and keep it preciously. You can do it, I believe in you and I'm so proud of all what you've done until now. Stay safe :)

[@MAx-cv3gn]

Interesting typo in that first sentence :^)

[@hemirsaucedo7867]

Thank You for Your Words it helps a Lot, god bless You and happy holidays

[@floatiner]

When I was 13 years old I liked to think about existence a lot and one quiet night as I laid down in bed and a thought popped into my head. I thought "how am I experiencing this right now". I had thought about this question before but this time it felt like something snapped inside my head.I instantly felt strange and disconnected.From that night on I lost my touch with reality. Nothing felt real, it felt as if I was watching myself move from a mental third person. I felt desensitised to everything but major events and found it hard to be happy. Lucky I have gotten better and can now experience things for what they are. But I don't think I will ever experience things as I used to.

[@NeonGutzYT]

Damn man this hit

[@liquidvicinity]

dang, depersonalization im guessing?

[@floatiner]

@@liquidvicinity yea

[@okaynope5197]

Exercise consistently helped me.

[@bigal00012]

I had a similar experience when I almost died. Nothing has felt the same since, to the point of not recognizing my own face or bedroom. Used to give me panic attacks but I've mellowed out a bit now. I still hope that one day things can be at least somewhat normal again

[@KM-il1sg]

With a choked sob, she started to mantle over the railing. The snowy wind whipped at her, her old parka embroidered with her name as a gift from her mother doing it's best to keep her warm. It didn't know what she was doing. Barely able to see out of her eyes past the tears, she looked downwards in the dark. Despite how large of a body of water it was, she was far enough away from it to not hear a single thing besides the wind whistling through the cold steel of the bridge. She'd been here twice before but had never gotten this far. Both times, talked out of it by people passing by. It was night; there was nobody to guilt her out of it. There was no more love in the house and family she was leaving behind, the way they chastised her poking holes in an already weary spirit. Wiping away the icy snot that'd came out as it did every other episode, she lost her grip and teetered forwards. The only trace of her on the bridge was disturbed snow. She did not make a sound, the shock having instantly frozen her. She watched the gargantuan black pool race towards her. Shutting her eyes, she waitied for the impact. Her science teacher told her that from a high enough drop, water had the consistency of concrete. She waited and waited, even counting seconds. The wind continued to whip through her hair, her muted whimpers dying down as she'd opened her eyes. It wasn't as dark as before, but she was surrounded in mist. She still was in the air but it didn't feel like she was falling anymore. An unknown force pushed her upwards. The surroundings got brighter and brighter until she broke through the cloud layer. Looking around her, she could only see golden rolling hills of moisture, beautiful rays of sunshine cascading over their shapes. Any prior sense of sadness quickly whipped away as she rolled through the air, starting to laugh as she taught herself how to move through the nothingness. Spreading her arms to either side, she drifted for some time. Her parka was freezing cold and her clothes were soaking wet but it initially didn't seem to matter. A force started to pull her back down. Again, she didn't fight it. She was never the combative type. Closing her eyes again, she began to hear voices. Lights flashed beyond her eyelids. She could feel herself getting placed onto something, strapped down almost. A pressure on her face began to manifest itself. Suddenly, it felt like she'd been punched in the chest. With a cry of pain, she felt herself get tugged farther down in a violent fashion. The punch came again, forcing out another terrified whimper. The third punch came, and she finally started to breathe again. The ambulance turned a sharp corner as the EMT that had been working on her held a pen-light up to her eyes. The harsh rays forced her lids shut again, but it was quickly pulled away upon realizing she was concious. The man said something to her, but his words didn't make sense. She understood english, but she also just didn't care. She let out a dry, pained laugh. He didn't know what he'd taken her from.

[@TheAdrianna10]

Wow ! And soooo true I will be getting a dnr and I’m 40 lol the other side is wondrous beyond imagination… thank you for this so much did you write this ?? Wow

[@Buniverself]

wow 🥺

[@Siya6471]

oh. my. god. i was completely immersed into this omggg you are really very talented buddy!!!

[@alesyatlanc]

I'm from Turkey.I was terrified because of the earthquake.This video helps me to sleep and relax a lot.Thank you, take care of yourself.

[@Kurbaga618]

🎧🔜😴

[@loveof1997]

Aradan aylar geçmesine rağmen depremi yaşayan ya da yaşamayan herkes için izi derinlerde bir yerde kalacak.Ben depremi bizzat yaşamadığım halde çok etkilendim ve her ne kadar duygularımı bastırsam içerlerde bir yerde kalacak. Umarım geçirdiğin son birkaç ayda korkuların azalmıştır ve huzurlu hissediyorsundur.Neler yaşadığını ve hissettiğini bilmiyorum sadece sana buradan yazmakla yetinebilirim.Ama seni anlıyorum ve benim gibi birçok insanın yanında olduğunu unutma.Umarımhayatın boyunca bir daha bu acıları yaşamazsın,huzurlu ve güvende olursun.🤍

[@loveof1997]

@alessia1163

[@alesyatlanc]

@@loveof1997 çok güzel bir yazı bu beni duygulandırdın. İyi ki varsın.

[@loveof1997]

@alessia1163 yazdığın yorumu aylar sonra görüp okumama rağmen asıl ben duygulandım ve gözlerim doldu o yüzden de yazmak istedim buradan. Sen de iyi ki varsın 🌸

[@everaced]

solitude comes with a cost. it's often cold, tragic, lonely. the responsibility of growing up comes with stress and thus the urge to run away to how it was before

[@iVzQs]

Indeed. Every time I think of my childhood memories, I remember this "euphoric happiness". I know that I will never experience this type of happiness again, and thinking of these memories just makes everything feel worse. It feels actually crazy to remember this "worrieless" and "stressless" happiness.

[@sunnymoon369]

@@iVzQs we are mourning our lost innocence of childhood when everything was an adventure and new.

[@Cresce_Music]

this mix is touching me in the soul.. hits incredibly diffenent since i lost the girl i love... my heart got broken right around christmas and i've never felt this lonely and lost.. 3,5 years of my life i gave my all to this girl and in the end I got nothing to show for it. I made a song about it to express my feelings and help people going through the same thing.. Lonliness hurts and I hope to inspire people to use heartbreak as a motivation for their passion. Dropped the song yesterday, to anyone taking the time to check me out and join me on the journey to success, I will forever be thankful. Right now it means more than anything💔🙏

[@elizabeth_g2236]

To be the cause of someone else's pain. Everyone hurts different & everyone heals different. Stay strong & try to let it go - move fwd even if baby steps. U can't move fwd if ur looking over ur shoulder @ the past. U'll fall. Making ur pain worse. Don't waste ur heart on someone that was thru w/ the relationship. When they're @ the door - it's news to u, but I guarantee they had been thinking about leaving & planning it long b4 they left. Trying to get them to stay is useless ur just their guilt trip.

[@elizabeth_g2236]

Heartbreak is such a terrible pain - mind + body + soul all take a hit. It's the type of pain that only time can heal. And it doesn't go away - it slowly gets bearable. It changes or u change or maybe both. u'll never be the same - u learn a very important life lesson. So in a way it betters u. U hav more empathy & never want

[@buttbiter3139]

She’s not your girl, It’s just your turn. The most depressing thing I had to come to terms with in life is that there is no such thing as unconditional love. Either move to SE Asia and find a good women or stay in the west and kill your ability to feel love. It’s your choice.

[@binxthekitty54]

@@buttbiter3139 I can confirm. These women are borderline re rard ed. I'm 40, good looking, of average intelligence and well off. I'm from western PA, so I thought maybe it's the women here, but I guess it's all across the country and world. A new day is coming and I'm happy there is an end to this life, but in the meantime, I'll educate myself and love myself more than any woman thus day of age could.

[@buttbiter3139]

@@binxthekitty54 dude just skip the suffering and build up your assets so you can move to Asia. Listen to the passport homies and go find your self a nice traditional 18 y/o thai virgin to marry. Western women all over are rotten… they are for recreational use only.

[@l.r5770]

Love the title. Especially this time of year. Christmas used to be a great time- but now that I'm an adult working in retail all I see are desperate overworked parents just trying to get through the season.

[@metasolo1222]

Most pursue a material they were never meant to possess. Few realize their potential when born into this forge we call life. It’s a transitional realm for those with eyes to see and ears to hear.

[@TheAdrianna10]

Soon we will be going a different way… soon we will all follow our hearts and realize we are all one soon we will no longer hurt others and ourselves soon we will dance in the rain soon we will (fill in the blank with what ever makes your heart sing) I love you !

[@TheAdrianna10]

@@metasolo1222 beautifully said !!! ❤

[@cvdirecto5008]

Going through a heart break for the second time, left my phone in the other room, went to grab it to play something calming and this popped up first thing in the feed

[@cftyftyufyfuyfty]

When you lower your expectations you lower your disappointment rate. For example, when you realize that all governments and systems are working directly against the population, you are then free to make decisions guided by moral compass rather than law, which is liberating 🙏💚🕉

[@matb3179]

Being against the system, it's easy to develop various conspiracy theories. Currently, the system (however you understand that) is becoming less and less sensitive for a "simple" man. Thus, my core value is to be against it. Although, I understand that putting a fight against it is meaningless, one would be like don Kichote doing that. I'm young and the awareness that my generation probably will not change anything is worrying. I don't want to be pessimistic, but it will be worse. The biggest thereat to liberty in the 20th century was totalitarianism. In our age it's the overwhelming power of multinational corporations that is crushing the regular citizen's freedom. It's terrifying. There's no morality in this world, only money.

[@Macedonio_le_provocateur_]

@@matb3179 I agree with you brother, we live in an increasingly plutocratic world, people have lost their souls that's only what I have to say and I let you interpret it as you want but yes we live in a soulless, nationless, Godless, logicless and without anything worth fighting for society, the same is whether you live in America or Europe or anywhere in the world

[@Dstew57A]

@@matb3179 well said and so true..

[@matb3179]

@@Macedonio_le_provocateur_ The level of absurdity is sometimes out of scale. The rat race is killing humanity. Since the population is over 8 million now, the competition between the people has never in history been higher. People are battling for a better financial position, although a clique of billionaires is controlling almost all wealth in the world. And such inequalities will be increasing. It will lead us to a new, far worse form of totalitarianism.

[@Evil_Beauty]

@@matb3179 money is the only true freedom and power in this world. No one is obligated to hand things to us generously and willingly. We either have to buy with pieces of green paper, or take it by force. Nothing is ever free, not even freedom itself. All of it is either bought, or fought. No other way around it.

[@mateuszbiela5599]

damn this is really special playlist, thank you nobody, hugs and love to every person listening to this beauty, reality is often disappointing, but still there are certain moments in life that are worth to live and die for.

[@spmoran4703]

Hugs and love back and I totally agree with you.

[@Dzanarika1]

Sending you hugs back ❤❤

[@SummerOf1987]

Awww

[@dieggosilva9909]

19:35 nostalgia for a time I’ve never known… homesick for a place I’ve never lived… heartbroken over someone I’ve never met… memories of an old emotion. Nobody’s Society.

[@jennysanimations4181]

I used to think I was creative for daydreaming when I was a kid. But when I got older and realised that all my life I just didn't want to exist in this world and that I was just doing escapism all my life I just realised this life isn't my thing. Lately I've just been sinking lower and lower and I think soon enough I'll finally be in my fantasy world again, but this time I won't have to leave

[@devin9205]

Not that I'm one to care much for labels since they're just a starting point, not your absolute reality nor destiny. But recently I've noticed I have quite manic tendencies; super excited, excitable, enthusiastic, happy, and so on for days on end. Then one day I'll just wake up and feel completely exhausted, tired of my emotions, tired of my happiness either because it ran its course or I convinced I shouldn't be happy in some form. I fall into such apathy, depression and immense loneliness. This isn't a complaint because the high highs feel significantly higher due to the low lows, and there are things which I know I could be doing to mitigating the depth of the lows, such as getting rid of my bad habits. But I'm only 21, and it takes time to fix bad habits, though I wish it didn't. I loathe this deep feeling of loneliness and meaninglessness, yet it seems I also crave it. For those that might be interested, I'd like to share what's going on in my life because, if it does work out, then I can't even fathom my gratitude. 7 weeks ago I had an intense lucid dream where I saw this beautiful girl for the first time, where in the dream I had this deep sense of connection, this absolutely beautiful emotion. More beautiful than anything I've ever experienced. 4 weeks after the dream to the day, so now 3 weeks ago, a girl who resembled her identically, both in physical features as well as her personality traits, introduced herself to me at a bar we were both at. I've never felt such a profound interest and care for someone, nor have I ever been so motivated to be the best me. I know that these feelings could be foolish, I know I could be hoping for something which has no substance, but with reflecting on our interactions analytically, emotionally, and intuitively, everything in me says that she feels the same way about me. Yet, my doubt and anxiety have convinced me otherwise and I'm doing my best to get on track before I see her next. I'm scared though. These last weeks have been the most exciting in my life, looking forward to seeing her again and chatting with her, and now I plan on telling her that I dreamt about her a month before we met. This feels like an all or nothing, which after the fact I know I'll appreciate, but man... It's just so scary either way. I mean is she someone that'll be ecstatic to hear that I dreamt about her before we met, or is she someone that'll think I'm crazy? I think the outcome that scares me the most, weirdly enough, is if she finds it sweet, maybe even she shares that she had a dream about me before we met as well... but has no romantic interest in me. I'm scared of disappointing myself again, but I know that it's better to try and to be disappointed than to never try in the first place. If any other soul took the time to read my rambles: Thank you, sincerely. And perhaps, if you don't mind, pray for this to work out for me. Speak it to the universe, or whatever it may be that you believe in. I plan to see her again on December 20th, 2022. December 20th update: she did not show up, but, if we're going by this esoteric/spiritual stuff anyways then today was a bad day, numerologically speaking. Next Tuesday is _very_ promising. I will allow myself to be disappointed for the rest of the evening, but I am setting my hopes high for next week, the 27th.

[@ShinnoEli]

The symptoms in your first paragraph sound a bit like bipolar disorder. If the highs are good enough to make up for the lows, it may not even be a problem. If that stops being true, though, your doctor or a good counselor might be able to point you toward resources for helping things calm down and even out. Best of luck with the girl! That's really cool. Speaking as a woman, unless I read that wrong and you've already met several times, you might want to wait until you've seen her a few more times to tell her about the dream. Individuals vary all over the place, so I have no idea how she'll react either, but a reveal like that might come off as too intense if you've only met once or twice. If you're someone she knows pretty well by the time you tell her, whether she's also attracted to you or only thinks of you as a friend, she's more likely to think it's awesome and maybe means something. (And fingers crossed that she does like you back. ^_^ Good luck!!)

[@devin9205]

@@ShinnoEli thank you for the advice, and I agree that it's a non-issue until the lows become disproportionately low. As for the girl, I've talked with her on 2 separate occasions and though we didn't speak for all too long, we shared intellectual ideas and I presented what I believe to be a relatively sophisticated model that I designed, which is related to one of the psychology subjects we were discussing. Originally I was thinking of waiting to tell her about the dream/ask if she had a similar experience for a while longer, but looking into my heart it feels like this upcoming Tuesday is the correct timing, though the delivery is important. So my plan is to ask her if she has had lucid dreams, and, based on how her personality from our past interactions, I anticipate her response to include "Why do you ask?" regardless of her answer, which is where I'll tell her just the matter of fact things (saw someone in a meaningful dream, the emotion I experienced, her hair color, then how 4 weeks later to the day she introduced herself to me) Telling her this soon is weird in my logical mind, but my gut is telling me to do it and if I'm talking about meeting someone in a dream before waking life, then I think that's my gut's territory lol. Thank you for the kind words and wishes! :)

[@met4cap7788]

Perhaps instead of just telling her outright, maybe ask her if she's had any strange and deep psychological experiences surrounding synchronous dreams first. I had to learn the hard way that giving her as many chances as possible to reveal her real self is the only way to go. I have had this same situation where she would show up in my dreams almost every night as this perfect, beautiful woman, but in reality she could never see that I saw her that way. I assume you've read Jung since you're interested in psychology, so hopefully you know what I mean when I say that I was projecting my Anima onto her, and blinding myself to who she really was. You don't want to fall in love with the dream version of her, no matter how perfect it seems. You need to want the real her above all else. Don't force her to compete with a version of her that only exists in your head. Ironically I'm projecting all of this onto you since this was everything I had to learn, so don't take this too seriously if you don't think it's relevant.

[@Oceane.F]

Où et quand ?

[@EthanMoran1999]

25:51 "neutrality and stillness" I feel this is an underrated track. Really beautiful chord progression.

[@thewaywardpoet]

Your channel is a safe haven, dear nobody. I liken it to Shangri-La and Eden. It's always there for me at the end of a particularly taxing day and a place where I can just relax and unwind. Another stellar playlist you've crafted here. The world can indeed be disappointing, but it's people like you who make it better. I'm delighted to have found you in this cozy little corner of KZbin. :)

[@spmoran4703]

Nobody is a good man. And if he has made you feel good the whole purpose of this music has been a success.

[@EEEbrahim3971]

Truly,,,

[@jordansalazar1290]

I am alone in this universe. I will never truly feel happy again. Somehow I feel at peace knowing I will die and my sadness will disappear with me. All that will be left are the stories my friends and family share of me. Because of this I feel very accepting of death.

[@toughcrowd.]

You are not alone

[@Dzanarika1]

Death is our friend.

[@andreimaniata5452]

I have to say your music particularly has a way of unlocking my ability to cry…and for that I thank you. It feels like your music understands me.

[@Dzanarika1]

Like Jim Morrison said "Music is your only friend, until the end". It makes sense now more than ever.

[@crystalx05]

this reality is so draining and dull. i feel so disconnected from everything and that scares me.

[@danah-..-...]

does anyone else also have super vivid dreams when they go to sleep listening to something like this? every single time it seems to happen and my dreams aren’t normally that vivid, its so weird but i love it

[@CD3V98]

I’ve listened to this one about 5 times a week since release. Something about it… I’d say i lucid dream about 2-3 out of those 5 times. And I NEVER used to lucid dream.

[@joemac84]

I’ve learned it’s all about perspective. Now matter how little we have, there is someone with less. No matter how much we hurt, there is someone we can lift up. And in doing so, we heal and expand our own spirit. That’s the hidden beauty and gift in suffering

[@Evil_Beauty]

Death is the only true escape from this disappointing reality. But if I'm going to leave this disappointing reality, at least I'll choose how I'm going to go out.

[@ShinnoEli]

Be careful. It might not actually be an escape, and if it's not, there's no way back. (At least as far as I know.)

[@Evil_Beauty]

@@ShinnoEli I guess I'll have to weigh my options until then. But if I had to be frank, I'm kinda sick 'n tired of living this repetitive charade called "life" as it is already. So, I guess the big philosophical question to every individual is, is there really anything in life worth continuing to live for? You only live long enough to see everything you love become a disappointment. It may not be today, but in time, it'll get there. But thank you for the concern, random stranger.

[@robasiansensation3118]

what if there is no such thing as death. What if it is just a transition. What if we are asleep dreaming a fevered dream and death is waking up. What if nothing really happens to you, but rather for you. What if this is school to learn lessons and grow. What if the power really was inside you to find relief and quiet peace. All this outward falling and flailing throwing punches in the rain and falling to the knees in mud- fighting with the outer life and the answers were locked inside you this whole time. what if you are so much more than you can begin to know. What if you let yourself off the hook. What if you just breathed without all the chatter in the back of brain. what if you began to notice who you really are behind the noise.

[@Evil_Beauty]

@@robasiansensation3118 now you see, I don't ponder on thoughts like that. Nor do I ask those kinds of questions. It not only helps me sleep at night, but also keep things in my life simple as can be. Life is already complex and unpredictable. If an easy out to every problem exist, I'd much rather take it than think too much about it. But if it's true that death is but a dream, then I can only hope to wake up from it as soon as possible. Because I honestly don't want to keep living this never-ending dream that goes on 'n on forever...

[@HellBent_]

@@Evil_Beauty What you say is extremely depressing, but I'd bet good money that there are many people that agree with you and know exactly what you're feeling. Now I'm not thinking of game ending myself, and I probably never will do it even if the thought is there, but there are definitely many moments in life where I just desire to go to sleep and never wake up back into this reality. Just goes to show how fked up the world is that thoughts like this are becoming the normal.

[@pumpkinpatch3606]

I feel relief and safety finding these videos and comment sections. Recently, whenever I don't or can't complete a task, I feel like a failure and disappointed in myself. It's sickening that there are so many people that expect or want you to be perfect. Then those people blow up at the tiniest mistakes you make. I'm very sensitive and rarely react to negativity. When I do, I'm suddenly the bad guy. I'm feel so misunderstood and alone. 😔👿

[@marra9654]

i just want to start over

[@rm.4679]

Oh my GOD. You've NO idea how much I needed this. Thank you so much, Nowt.

[@okaynope5197]

I fall from one abyss to the next No end in sight The shadows lay rest before me I search but there is no light I spin in confusion and fear Unwilling to accept my fate Even though I do not have power What I feel inside me is great My mind creates a monster It shrieks horrendous cries Yet as Goliath did before David It is defeated and dies They told me I was weak To nowhere I would go That nobody would love me That I would never grow They were right in a way But in others oh so wrong What they never see and is what I know Through my battles I have grown strong A champion of my destiny is what I now am The monsters never cease But I welcome them

[@YaraslauSauchanka]

It's we who create the reality, each one of us. And we cannot escape from ourselves. So at least let's try to make it better.

[@TheAdrianna10]

Exactly !! ❤ we hold the power… soooo much power, the ONLY power

[@matb3179]

Yet another dose of escapism.

[@Somefreeway]

All the days blend together.

[@53r4ph]

I don't know how to feel anymore. It's like I'm constantly wearing this mask and people think I'm ok. But I'm not. I need their help, even if it means a hug. I just need someone to tell me- show me- that they care.

[@ricardorosa8435]

I hope that one day won't have the feeling anymore of wanting to escape. This playlist just makes me close my eyes and feel free for some time. In a place where all the pain that drags my heart is no more. And I can feel love so unconditionally, without having to ask for it..

[@bio-phobia3895]

Sometimes this music makes me want to run into the forest and never return, A simple life

[@thegriffin88]

"This world sucks so I made a better one."- When anyone asks me why I write fantasy.

[@darkostevicogresta5287]

I want my childhood back

[@58fste46]

Its amazing how this ONE song brought up over 900 comments of the most deep and very meaningfull dialog concerning people's very private thoughts. This shows how truly great this music and artist really is, think about it !!!!!!

[@skizzy6541]

Not even sad anymore about who I loose just the fact that I slowly watch myself mess up every time and don’t show emotion till it is too late and expect them to forgive me.

[@kamilwezka3008]

The reality can be dire and disappointing, but on the other hand, there could be sparkles with these tiny moments that you wish you could capture and keep forever. Life can be a struggle for many of us, but as long as we stick together and create a better reality for ourselves and others, we can endure much more than we can imagine. I really like the picture. Icarus is my favourite story in Greek mythology.

[@harry318ful]

I love this comments section.. The only channel I've seen where so much love and positivity is spread

[@TheAdrianna10]

❤ there is greatness still in this matrix ❤️ the darkness will lose

[@Dzanarika1]

Exactly ❤❤❤

[@10playt60]

I feel so isolated from reality cuz these hits so different ❤

[@renaissanceharmony]

*Sad, sentimental music has a profound ability to stir the depths of the soul, offering a cathartic release for pent-up emotions and a gentle embrace for weary hearts*

[@jackdawjames7696]

Thank you for putting this together. I really needed to just shut my brain off for a while and nothing was working. This is perfect. I feel much calmer now

[@Human1136]

I love the title

[@aa6757]

Once again you have done it. Created a masterpiece playlist

[@Felix_the_forestcat]

A lot of the time, I know I’m not supposed to be here. I’ve always wanted to live in a fantasy world where I’m always going on dangerous adventures but, this world doesn’t allow that. The only thing that would make me truly happy doesn’t exist. I used to think that I’m actually the main character of an adventure story and eventually, the plot would happen but now, I’ve been realizing that’s never going to happen. I’m trapped. I’m not important, I’ll just have a sad, lonely life and a boring, forgettable death. I don’t want to be depressed forever but the way things are going, it’s going to be like this for a long time

[@N0VEMI3ER]

Ngl I don't feel like there's even anything left, that makes me wanna stay. People got friends, a family that's not "Toxic" & I am out here having no one, No Friends & a "toxic" Family. I just wish things would've turned out different, That I wouldn't have to pray to God, begging him to end me, To erase me out of existence. I don't even have a person I could "vent" to, That I could tell everything that's going on. That's why I am here, Telling random stranger's things that I wouldn't even dare to tell my Mother

[@seteriaj9050]

I'm also in a low period of life, but we'll get through someday, there's still more things in the future to discover, don't give up

[@sunnymoon369]

I’m in the same situation. Life has up and down cycles. Let’s hope we go up soon.

[@sunnymoon369]

@Mama Bush thank you 💟

[@supremekai5185]

A core fundamental truth I have embraced is a form of nihilistic optimism. I found that having no expectation of reality has led me to be far more dethatched from the supposed negatives of humanity. I find that expecting negativity leads often to being damn near infatuated with it if indirectly. People I believe simply care about their place in life to much and simply fail to realize to deny oneself horror, pain, misery, and neglect is to deny oneself the right to suffer. There was a quote from the movie pitch black i think that sums it up imperfectly and that is "I absolutely believe in god, and I believe that he is an asshole". Stop caring about your place in life, your destiny will meet your when it damn well chooses and you might as well embrace it when it comes so fuck it lets see whats next.

[@progamerzach1]

Exactly, you're always going to suffer to some degree no matter where you are in life. I believe our human perspective is shaped into 4 categories: Optimism, pessimism, naive optimism, and naive pessimism. For me personally, having no expectation of anything good coming to my life and instead preparing myself for the worst shields me from disappointment and makes life more bearable. People naturally become optimistic and pessimistic based on their life circumstances, and sometimes life can get better or worse for them when they don't expect it.

[@alecrochon3531]

Best comment I've read in the comments so far. Fuck god indeed. Let's just see what happens. I guess.. See ya.. space cowboy..

[@shannonnefra9738]

🙇🏾‍♀️❤️rap was my escape when I was younger. Now your playlists are my escape!

[@maelbt2929]

A few days ago I had one of the most beautiful dreams I have ever had in my entire life. I have always been obsessed with the idea of rising into the sky, taking my feet off the ground and moving among the clouds. Looking at the city from above while feeling the wind hitting my face... flying is an impossible dream that I can only experience when I sleep. And every time I've done it, it's always the same: it's hard for me to take flight and when I do, I can only rise a few meters. But this time it was different... I separated from the floor with such ease, that it seemed that I took a huge leap. I rose very high and managed to hold myself in the air. The city looked beautiful painted orange in the last rays of the sun, and the first thing I did was sit on top of a bridge structure and watch the sunset and the buildings as they light up as darkness advanced. I felt free, I felt... at peace. So real, that I can assure you that this is how it feels to fly in real life. If only I could do it to fly away from here...

[@orion6164]

I feel like so much people can relate individually and it's so beautiful. What a journey !

[@user-np9tg3jj1v]

Thank you very much, I was just thinking in your great Playlist

[@everstarcatcher2476]

Love this already 😍 💕

[@jorgegiron1200]

Really apreciate this, felt like I need it at some point in this time... thank you.

[@its_me159]

THANKYOU..I LOVE THIS!

[@Bookspine5]

This mix is amazing for creative writing. :)

[@TheDystopianAmbianceProject]

And this is why this channel is a gem inside YT chest. This is not only about the music. It's about the world that this music, this mix, creates.

[@Krraoki]

Sometimes it's not about the pain this world caused but the expectations of something better afterwards

[@isobelsalland]

Exactly

[@manaspie17]

Such videos make me thank the Universe for letting me live here and right now for I’m blessed to be able to listen to all these beautiful compositions. Thanks you so much for your searchings. I enjoy every of your video and they hit me hard right at my heart.

[@sarahsaifulislam]

I love ur playlists cause no matter what good or bad happens in my life I still need some peacefully noice in my ears so I can sleep faster so I can't overthink and go down a spirl

[@Tom-rg2ex]

Do you ever wake up from a dream and feel sad because the people you met in it and the places you saw were never real, and for a few moments you mourn for the death of a whole world?

[@Pierre-zf9ew]

This is one of the most beautiful mixes ive ever heard

[@yungberlo5279]

love this mix so much

[@rickc-137___]

You create the reality that you want to see.

[@Rhimeson]

We are the amalgamation of many things; e.g. place of birth, innate intelligence, looks, the laws of physics, our historical time, our upbringing, parents..to name a few. Free will is a myth.

[@FluffyBunny9002]

This is objectively false. Lol. Many people don't live in the reality they'd want, and they have no choice.

[@quinn669]

While widely true, belief in something else will easily make what you want fantasy. the most ignorant, of other people, other things, and themselves, are most often the happiest in the world.

[@itzdanni2297]

It’s times like this where you just need escape and music , literature , art anything that just disconnects from this world is all we have to escape to just a moment where everything is less chaotic and more at peace And I have a feeling this is only gonna go downhill from this point :/

[@EnglishAndFilm]

Thank you for another beautiful journey.

[@yuduul7177]

In my dreams, I can fly or hover but NEVER seem to be able to SOAR. This is reflective of my reality and current state of mind. I cannot seem to break free from it!

[@janspitzer8681]

It only affects you when you are in the Game. It doesn't exist outside of the Game. Outside there is nothing to be disappointed about.

[@TheSuperEverests]

Respect for your insight…….citizen 7:20

[@aufache]

The book, the game is life

[@daydreamer1917]

You can feel it in the streets On a day like this, the heat…

[@wanderingbiku451]

I love your titles. Really draws me in...

[@Vinemaple]

I remember being content with my life, despite the cruelty and pain in it. When did that stop? Was it when I learned that we cannot make the world a better place through virtuous living and obedient protest? Or was it when I realized that "following your dreams" is only possible if you have wealth, privilege, and connections?

[@RADIO00000]

Спасибо, благодаря тебе я вдохновился на альбом под названием "Rusty Tears Of Our Planet"

[@Tony-nj9de]

I just wanna be in nature around hundreds of trees clear sky sunlight swimming near a waterfall crystal clear lake and just enjoying my self for one day atleast

[@NarutoUzumaki-ol1ht]

I imagine same thing

[@robbabcock_]

Wow, what an amazing playlist! 🙏

[@shirori2004]

I dont know if the hardest part is that i lost the happiness i had acquired or the understanding that i will never again pursue or trust such happiness. Its all a lie. Everyone lied to me and i lied to everyone. Nothing last forever and it simply never could. Now i lay alone at night, realizing everything is exactly as it was a year ago. And a year before that. And so on, and so forth. I dunno how much longer ill keep on clinging to this earth.

[@bronzejourney5784]

Is real still worth it if all you get is pain from it? I say no. Give me my fantasy. At least in that, i know what being happy is.

[@betterthansex1209]

love it

[@littlemeow7374]

I've been waiting for this video my whole life...😞

[@CD3V98]

Fall asleep every night to this playlist. Hope that the emptiness I’ve felt the last two years will dissipate eventually. I know it will. Love you all.

[@isobelsalland]

Same.

[@CD3V98]

@@isobelsalland it will get better

[@Maely872]

Sometimes I feel like I just want the day to end... but at the same time I don't want another one to start, it's really confusing isn't it?

[@Diablokettle]

My guy really trying to deep dive outta reality

[@ur_mad458]

Listening at 1:16 am and this somehow captures how I’m feeling without any words. Even the picture shows me how I wish I could be so bad. Amazing video, love these songs. ❤ much love from Las Vegas