Let the Church Be the Church - Camilo Buchanan

[@Michele-y2q]

This is awesome

[@Gabriellamariaaa]

i’m sorry this feels inappropriate to leave in a comment section but i’m seeking help, i’m struggling. i feel under attack and helpless and afraid. i feel afraid of God.(i believe i struggle with scrupulosity/ocd) i’ve had so many thoughts. i don’t want to do this anymore. i want to be better. God deserves better. i believe that. i cherish that I get to KNOW Him. i’ve felt His love. and His comfort. His joy. and what a gift. i am blessed. i want to acknowledge that. but i am fighting something so much more than i can handle and i feel so isolated. i need help. i feel so far from the Lord and His compassion, love. i’m struggling to discern if the guidance i’m receiving is truly from the Holy Spirit because i’m having so many different thoughts at once. thoughts that make me feel horrible about myself. thoughts that accuse. thoughts that tell me that i won’t be receiving any help from God, thoughts that make me feel like God doesn’t want to help as i’m crying out to Him in prayer. (thoughts that come to me in the middle of prayer that just scream “No” as in rejecting my prayer.. )it hurts so much, my heart hurts. it came out of the blue and it has been going on for days now. i feel myself falling into depression. (i am trying to find a christian counselor but for some reason its been harder than expected, so im coming here ..) i have cried so much that it has physically made me sick. this is so hard. i feel worn down. i’m not handling this well and i feel broken. i feel attacked. im struggling to hear God. I’m sorry. please, pray for me🙏.