Leyland Kirby -- We drink to forget the coming storm (2014) [full album]

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10 жыл бұрын

Leyland Kirby -- We drink to forget the coming storm (2014)
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"''We drink to forget the coming storm' is collection of forty tracks released on my fortieth birthday.
For just forty days and forty nights it is available for free (and for a donation) as a thank-you for your support and interest in my works.
For those wishing to pay for this album you can.
As this is released for my birthday I would suggest the price of a birthday whisky to be a fair price for this collection should you wish to pay. Then I feel we will raise the virtual glass connected together for good health and fortunes.
Running in total at over three hours. It is not a fixed release and should be used sparingly in your own favourite track combinations.
It can be used to uplift on the low days, to gain strength and clear the mind. Each track combines the same elements piano, digital strings and synthesized choir. There are dark twists and light passages. It leads you somewhere whilst going nowhere.
A reflection of a time passing, a glimpse back into my own past, a look forward into the forthcoming abyss. Recorded through the darkest night hours during periods of disillusionment. There were no second takes, so we enjoy the errors and misadventures.
Like life itself wrong notes may be hit, there maybe the odd distortion, melodies drift and we hope to gain strength from the introspective nature of the work. We cover no new ground. We wear our hearts on our sleeves.
Wishing you all the best from Krakow where I raise the glass of good spirit."
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@ConfusedTeddy.
@ConfusedTeddy. 3 жыл бұрын
Drink to forget Everywhere At The End Of Time
@mechamicro
@mechamicro 3 жыл бұрын
Oh shoot. That is deep
@residentsimon9921
@residentsimon9921 3 жыл бұрын
everything at the end of time
@ConfusedTeddy.
@ConfusedTeddy. 3 жыл бұрын
@@residentsimon9921 wha- what
@residentsimon9921
@residentsimon9921 3 жыл бұрын
@@ConfusedTeddy. huh?
@ConfusedTeddy.
@ConfusedTeddy. 3 жыл бұрын
@@residentsimon9921 are you being serious?
@moss5356
@moss5356 3 жыл бұрын
I thought this was related to Kirby, the game, so I clicked on it. Now I’m just sad
@pipefx64
@pipefx64 3 жыл бұрын
lol owned
@jessecatrainham6957
@jessecatrainham6957 3 жыл бұрын
Kirby of game renown also gave Brian David Gilbert existential angst, so this is a door that can swing both ways. I wonder If Leyland Kirby is shaped like a friend?
@itsamechols3466
@itsamechols3466 3 жыл бұрын
F xddd
@gooolixx
@gooolixx 3 жыл бұрын
@@pipefx64 LMFAO
@justheretocommentforyoutob4387
@justheretocommentforyoutob4387 3 жыл бұрын
get game ended
@celconviction451
@celconviction451 4 жыл бұрын
I listened to all 6 albums of Everywhere at The End Of Time. I genuinely feel like a changed person. I listened to this afterward and gave my mom a hug. I did homework I've been procrastinating on. Picked up old journals I used to practice Korean with. How intensely one piece of art and one artist can change your life is incomprehensible.
@ashleyjeffs4433
@ashleyjeffs4433 4 жыл бұрын
Honestly, this. This guys work feels so intensely personal while being abstract as all hell and I love it
@meintablet9690
@meintablet9690 4 жыл бұрын
@Mono's Subs same for me. Its like i ve woken up from a blurry dream
@thenegusayo
@thenegusayo 4 жыл бұрын
Listened to Everywhere at the End of time and then literally started a screenplay the next day. The music completely moved me and crafted a story in my head
@ashleyjeffs4433
@ashleyjeffs4433 4 жыл бұрын
good on you Ayo! hope it turns out well
@nanoloopbandit
@nanoloopbandit 4 жыл бұрын
You’re lying🤣🤣🤣
@TheRaphygirl
@TheRaphygirl 4 жыл бұрын
“I drink to forget, but I always remember”
@janesmith1840
@janesmith1840 4 жыл бұрын
Ain't that some shit tho. It only ever works temporarily, unless you're constantly drunk, and nobody can afford that consistently. The only real options are dealing with the memories, or dying.
@TheHahaman23
@TheHahaman23 4 жыл бұрын
THE FOURTH GRADERS ARE INSIDE EACH OTHER
@jermfanaccount
@jermfanaccount 3 жыл бұрын
NO RUNNING YA PIECE A SHIT
@okmoonshapedlimb1505
@okmoonshapedlimb1505 3 жыл бұрын
@@TheHahaman23 where are these quotes from?
@philblanc638
@philblanc638 3 жыл бұрын
OkMoonShapedLimb Brandon Rogers
@jbpeony7872
@jbpeony7872 3 жыл бұрын
is it sad that i dont find this sad but comfortable. It feels like everyday life. Mundane, kinda lonely with glimmers of sunshine peaking through the clouds once in a while that remind you why you keep waking up every morning. Its kinda happy in that regard.
@pipefx64
@pipefx64 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you, of all the comments posted on this video over the years this is one of the few which actually reflects how I feel about this album
@jbpeony7872
@jbpeony7872 3 жыл бұрын
@@pipefx64 im flattered to hear that, thank you.
@joshuagraham3
@joshuagraham3 3 жыл бұрын
To me it makes me sad when I’m happy but makes me calm when distressed
@laindoer333
@laindoer333 3 жыл бұрын
It's for you to interpret how you wish to interpret it. The beauty of music like this.
@cammz05
@cammz05 2 жыл бұрын
“Art should comfort the disturb and disturb the comfortable.” -Cesar A. Cruz
@8064goldenstar
@8064goldenstar Жыл бұрын
I can't get over the fact that 2014 was 9 years ago
@alexandrkocharian6458
@alexandrkocharian6458 2 ай бұрын
do you feel the storm now? (maybe I do)
@zanclawpyro
@zanclawpyro Ай бұрын
Oh
@realbatgamer7767
@realbatgamer7767 Ай бұрын
almost a decade... 10 years playing that block game
@anthonyobrien7317
@anthonyobrien7317 20 күн бұрын
since march 2020, it's been chaotic, but even then the sun still shines.
@OTOSoundsandVisuals
@OTOSoundsandVisuals Жыл бұрын
I'm going through a tumultuous time in my early 30s right now. Musician, seen alot. But I experienced my first real drug addiction (and alcoholism) when I started working at a liquor store during covid. 3 years of my life gone. Paranoid, reclusive, lost my 5 year relationship, gained and lost friends along the way. Had an OD scare. And someone, coworker, that I considered family, a brother, aided in my relapsing last week. I cut him out, but I can't help but feel guilty for cutting him, as he did alot for me. But at the same time. Enabling. Anyway, I'm still having a hard time. Family is getting older, I'm seeing mortality finer than ever and I just really wish things turned out alittle different. I truly do. Anyway, I recently went out of town for work with my current band, slept on a couch, ate well, spent time with amazing people, missed my family so much, and realised, it's not all that bad. It's who you spend time with, or surround yourself with. Family first, amazing friends second, and overall take care of yourself. It's not easy, I'm crying as I type this and constantly struggle. This whole album got me through all of this, and originally that was my point. It's a melancholy joy. I'm sad but I'm not, I'm happy but I'm not. I'm just existing for the time. That's all. As long as I can look after my family. Fuck.
@Uzheral
@Uzheral 5 ай бұрын
I'm in my early 30's as well. Been struggling with alcohol for some years now and it just gets worse and worse. Hopefully, I'll overcome it. But, damn, it's damaging. I also can relate to people getting older and older - and dying... Lost my grandfather back in 2020 and my grandmother in september 2022. Also one of my dogs august this year (of old age). Those times when life hits you really hard. But we need to keep going on.
@OTOSoundsandVisuals
@OTOSoundsandVisuals 5 ай бұрын
@@Uzheral thank you for taking the time to share you story, and the events you have endured. I'm so sorry to hear of you losses, it never gets easier, and one of those hard pills of life to swallow. My thoughts are with you. I feel for you with the alcohol, it is a very dangerous substance and so accepted in our society. You are absolutely correct. You will overcome this, and as weird as it may sound. Overcoming something that usually takes people, is a different kind of strength, and you hold it. The card Weare dealt make it so easy to fall into that hole, and as cliche as it sounds, numbing the pain isn't the solution. Something my sister told me the other day, (I've been 10 months sober since I first left this comment, quick update) but she said it was heartbreaking to see me mourning a death that hasn't happened yet. I was so caught up in the grieving process that I was neglecting that time I could've been spending with my family. I was too fucked up on booze and coke, and blind to what really matters. I know you can do this, and Always keep reminding yourself that it is never too late to switch things up and start doing right. An added bonus is you prove anyone who doubts you wrong in such a satisfying way. Personal experience for me lol stay strong when you're ready to make the change and take action, stay committed to it, and you'll see so many positive results. Life is fucking rough, why not put up a good fight while we are here. Nothing but love to you my friend.
@Uzheral
@Uzheral 5 ай бұрын
@@OTOSoundsandVisuals friend, thank you very much for your kind and prompt response. It gives me great joy (and also hope!) to hear that you are doing so well since you first commented on this section. Let's keep going forward! You keep up the good work and I'll increase my efforts. Until 2024, my friend. We'll get stronger.
@OTOSoundsandVisuals
@OTOSoundsandVisuals 5 ай бұрын
@@Uzheral of course friend, if this journey has taught me anything, it's to help others in similar predicaments. I only had a few close people along with me, mostly family. So grateful for that. But majority of the time I was alone, with my thoughts, cravings, unable to express how I felt. From that I learned to look within, something I have not done before, or in a very long time. Once you do that, you begin to heal, and build an internal foundation based on your principles and values you hold dear to your heart, and it ways, reprogram yourself. From there it blossoms. Sorry to rant, like I mentioned, I don't really get to talk about this much, so when I do have the chance, I tend to ramble. I'm working on getting better about that. Anywho, you're on the right path and mindset, keep on swinging!
@Uzheral
@Uzheral 4 ай бұрын
@@OTOSoundsandVisuals hello, friend! Sorry for my short disappearance. What you say rings true. Don't worry if you feel you are talking too much on the subject! Somethings we'd better let out. It helps us think and clear our minds and keep going on. I've been doing fine the past days. No alcohol since New Year's Eve. It's been only ten days, but it's something! I have a birthday party (of a friend's wife) this Saturday and this is where things might go awry. Dude is a pretty heavy drinker. In fact, he put me in this course like 12 years ago when we were in college. But I'll find a way around it! Again, thank you very much for your kind words of encouragement. Hope you are doing well.
@hmregister1460
@hmregister1460 Жыл бұрын
I lost my mom less than two weeks ago. I'd listened to Everywhere at The End of Time previously as my grandmother has dementia before I found this today. This perfectly matches the melancholy tone this past week has been, still ruminating in loss, regret, fear, and confusion. But in the same sense I get slight tinges of understanding and hope, almost as if there are bright places despite currently living in dark times which I know there are. All of Leyland Kirby's work inspires me in a way I can't describe- from learning, emotional understanding and comparison. To give advice to anyone feeling down and out, or anyone who is losing someone slowly or has just lost someone close, please see the little glimmers of light and bask in them. Hug your mother, call your grandparents, write that book you've wanted to, go skydiving or even just sit outside. It doesn't matter what you do be with the people you love while they're still here and enjoy what you do while you still can
@bigstronkbee
@bigstronkbee Жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss
@crsplayz9299
@crsplayz9299 3 жыл бұрын
isn't it cool how he is still liking comments?
@sergioenriquegonzaleznava1379
@sergioenriquegonzaleznava1379 2 жыл бұрын
that flower is a cempaxúchitl and it's meant to be used as a gift for the dead (it is used mostly for the "dia de muertos" here in mexico), it's a nice touch for a nice album
@lordroy88
@lordroy88 Жыл бұрын
Interesting
@WobblesandBean
@WobblesandBean Жыл бұрын
You mean a marigold? (Edit: yes I'm aware it has a different name in Spanish but your comment is in English so I don't get why you don't just say marigold)
@Swiatlocien
@Swiatlocien 3 жыл бұрын
I can smell the room from the cover art and feel the oppresive void haunting that room.
@RealBradMiller
@RealBradMiller 3 жыл бұрын
Sorry, I'll close my door.
@jacobwells8719
@jacobwells8719 3 жыл бұрын
What's it smell like?
@Swiatlocien
@Swiatlocien 3 жыл бұрын
@@jacobwells8719 I cannot simply describe it to you. When you enter a flat or a house, you get hit with its smell. Sometimes it's something as obvious as cooked meal or cleaning agents but sometimes, especially when nobody has been living there for some time, you enter and get a weird mixture of all materials and stuff that is inside: paint, wood, cement, calx, fabrics, dust, mold, plants, all these things.
@zergscaper4714
@zergscaper4714 2 жыл бұрын
@@jacobwells8719 asbestos and rotting wood
@iscmpn
@iscmpn 23 күн бұрын
extremely fitting that the algorithm saw fit to show me this upload on its tenth anniversary
@SidraAE1911
@SidraAE1911 4 жыл бұрын
Drinking to this while waiting for hurricane Barry to hit today
@pipefx64
@pipefx64 4 жыл бұрын
god speed little doodle
@ok-di9ot
@ok-di9ot 4 жыл бұрын
Hope it all went well m8!
@jakeaber432
@jakeaber432 4 жыл бұрын
Did you make it?
@jakeaber432
@jakeaber432 4 жыл бұрын
@@ok-di9ot i looked up the deaths of the hurricane it says there was one so hopefully he's all good
@ok-di9ot
@ok-di9ot 4 жыл бұрын
@@jakeaber432 great research mate!
@spacesankt1043
@spacesankt1043 3 жыл бұрын
The art sets the mood perfectly; sitting by a long unplugged or dead phone. Waiting for a friend or lover to call; one you know never will. Mostly Empty, though with a small bit of hope that you'll hear that phone ring.
@IUKC
@IUKC 3 жыл бұрын
And sometimes I think if I stand by the phone it may ring And sometimes I worry and fear what tomorrow may bring
@rattyboy-private8744
@rattyboy-private8744 3 жыл бұрын
Standing by a phone is a concept many these days wont understand. I still remember my HS Sweetheart's phone number though I haven't dialed it in 35 years.
@endless_sands
@endless_sands 2 жыл бұрын
So, this is the other side of everywhere at the end of time. A family member quietly sitting at the phone after their death; thinking about all the time they should've spent with them not knowing that the other person didn't remember them let alne themself
@yufaelia
@yufaelia 3 жыл бұрын
So I have a thought that I wanna share that came from the cover art, critique it if ya want: June 16, 2005 It's 9:23 PM. You're sitting in your apartment, awaiting change. It's not a big, luxurious place, but it's enough to keep you alive if you want to be so. You take a deep breathe, then suddenly heave. That smell. It _still_ lingers. The fire was put out three hours ago, why is it still here? It wasn't even a huge fire, you just weren't paying attention and set the microwave to five minutes instead of two. Resisting the urge to retch, you lay down on your bed, and look beside you to see a fake flower they gave to you a year ago, right beside your phone. Orange flowers typically represent enthusiasm and passion. Fitting at the time, wasn't it? Before, you were passionate about your craft; now you're just a forlorn of atoms struggling to stay in the crowd. Where do you fit in? ... You throw the flower away. Gramps was right about where you'd land in life. Now go to sleep. Things'll be different eventually. Ok my rambling is done, hope you enjoyed that-
@ortherner
@ortherner 2 жыл бұрын
kool
@wiowowowo
@wiowowowo 3 жыл бұрын
sounds like a song that's always existed, always played in the background of every sad/emotional/depressing moment in every life
@MegaAzornumbers09
@MegaAzornumbers09 5 жыл бұрын
youtube gives this to me after watching kirby lore videos thank you youtube this is very nice actually
@pipefx64
@pipefx64 5 жыл бұрын
Best comment I've ever got on one of my vids
@obscuremusic8542
@obscuremusic8542 4 жыл бұрын
Sitting in a dark room with this playing feels really different
@morgankasper5227
@morgankasper5227 3 жыл бұрын
now try listioning to it while playing terraria or minecraft
@bobchang4841
@bobchang4841 3 жыл бұрын
@@morgankasper5227 how does it change the experience, if i may ask
@informant09
@informant09 3 жыл бұрын
@@bobchang4841 One cant see as good
@cheems0
@cheems0 2 жыл бұрын
im on a dark room rn
@cheems0
@cheems0 2 жыл бұрын
and playing minecraft
@Knuspabrot
@Knuspabrot 3 жыл бұрын
"If you see something, say nothing, and drink to forget."
@TM-pn3zk
@TM-pn3zk 3 жыл бұрын
well I said something, a lot of times, but nobody cared. So the canary is going to leave the miners to it
@WobblesandBean
@WobblesandBean Жыл бұрын
Ah, Night Vale.
@rabokarabekian409
@rabokarabekian409 2 жыл бұрын
“Old pond A frog jumps in - The sound of water” Matsuo Basho
@junesterner7984
@junesterner7984 3 жыл бұрын
All things will be lost to us, sooner or later. All things will end, and we will cry out for agency; for some choice in how much time we are allowed with those we cherish, but it will never be enough. You have taught me this without ever speaking a word to me, and I will live my whole life grateful for it. I will cherish every moment. I will relish in every second. I owe that to you.
@rattyboy-private8744
@rattyboy-private8744 3 жыл бұрын
I read a poem long ago that had a line in it about how the drunk character in the poem had given up on life because he was the last. My MIL was also the last of her family to die and she hated it. She was very not ready for death. Moral of the story is to be always ready for death.
@WobblesandBean
@WobblesandBean Жыл бұрын
@@rattyboy-private8744 One thing I've struggled to accept is that one day, I will die. I will lose my loved ones. Death and life are part of one another, my bones will one day enrich the earth and cause new life to spring forth in some form or another. I find comfort in that.
@jrk1666
@jrk1666 3 жыл бұрын
after EATEOT forgetting is the last thing i want to do
@be.trayedone5244
@be.trayedone5244 3 жыл бұрын
EATEOT*
@Velvet_cake_boy
@Velvet_cake_boy 3 жыл бұрын
Why did this always live in my mind but I've never heard it. It feels like what played when i watched my dad leave or when my step dad found out i was gay. It's a odd sense i love it and hate it I'm sobbing but looking for light
@Stand_By_For_Mind_Control
@Stand_By_For_Mind_Control 5 жыл бұрын
I didn't know 'college student short film' was a genre of music.
@suggsugg7177
@suggsugg7177 5 жыл бұрын
Short?
@NoName-gy7yr
@NoName-gy7yr 5 жыл бұрын
College student short film music is the modern louie louie at all the frat parties
@janesmith1840
@janesmith1840 4 жыл бұрын
@@NoName-gy7yr Can you fuckin imagine someone playing this at a frat party
@MildredBonkers
@MildredBonkers 4 жыл бұрын
Perfect. Love the painting, music is lame. Will use as an example when someone says, "Anyone can make ambient music." But not everyone can do it well. FACT.
@MildredBonkers
@MildredBonkers 4 жыл бұрын
Ask me about my cohort who used Gary Jules "Mad World" for literally every short film he made. This was at "the nations top art school." He was there on a full scholarship! Academia = a joke.
@Canum7137
@Canum7137 11 ай бұрын
1:54:19 For some reason i love that Chord
@that1toad64
@that1toad64 2 жыл бұрын
After discovering EATEOT, I decided to visit some of Leyland's other works. This is the one I keep coming back to.
@pipefx64
@pipefx64 2 жыл бұрын
It's a great album isn't it? If you like this try checking out some of the other stuff on the channel by Delphi Solis, A Name For Both Of Us, or Gas. A lot of somewhat similar ambient vibes. Thanks for listening!
@watergrey4010
@watergrey4010 2 жыл бұрын
You leave your hometown at 18, cut off everyone you used to know, 10 years later you come back to your hometown, just to find it a wasteland with no life; you find your home, in ruins destroyed, you fall onto your knees crying knowing you can never go back to before it happened, the somber music fills your head as you think to yourself “is this how it should’ve ended?”
@watergrey4010
@watergrey4010 2 жыл бұрын
“Im sorry, mylo” you think to yourself. You head back to the city, you enter your apartment, and drink all of your beer, cant handle the emotions; “I’ve failed you all” you mumble.. turning on a re run of old simpsons episodes, contemplating why you had to do that in the first place.
@watergrey4010
@watergrey4010 2 жыл бұрын
You blame yourself for everything that others did to him, it’s not your fault, but it feels like you caused everything wrong, you can’t stop but think “if only i had courage, mylo would have stayed, our old little town needed him.” But now, he is gone, not dead but has moved to l.a. wanting nothing to do with you. You are not you anymore, you are not ______, you are… #######
@watergrey4010
@watergrey4010 2 жыл бұрын
You wake in a void of images of your past, you see you back when you were most frail and weak. You cant mutter any words
@leo.the.lion.
@leo.the.lion. Жыл бұрын
i love how all Leyland Kirby's album feels so wrong but also right
@vertyisprobablydead
@vertyisprobablydead 2 жыл бұрын
Strangely enough eight years later I discover this album at the same age he was when composing it. It fits perfectly for this time.
@aleksandarsarac795
@aleksandarsarac795 3 жыл бұрын
I drink to forget her, but I see her twice.
@mUbase
@mUbase 3 жыл бұрын
I LOIVE this album. The Algebra of Darkness. And RIP Harold Budd. xx
@valentinagjidoda1022
@valentinagjidoda1022 2 жыл бұрын
“I drink to forget, yet I slumber to remember, I do not know how, here or whatever, whatever I must endure, I know that I am sure, that I look into the *hidden deep sea below,* yet I forgotten, has it snowed?”
@valentinagjidoda1022
@valentinagjidoda1022 2 жыл бұрын
“What kind of a poem have I created? When *THEY* see it? What kind of miserable insults will they think of me?”
@WobblesandBean
@WobblesandBean Жыл бұрын
@@KeyUploads I'd like to know, too. Google doesn't help.
@epewx6667
@epewx6667 Жыл бұрын
@@WobblesandBean hidden deep sea below is a song in eateot, maybe stage 3/2
@HB-wl8id
@HB-wl8id 4 жыл бұрын
hey listen i was trying to sleep on that song and the piece at 20 minutes on the video keep making me see some field around 7-8 O'Clock in the afternoon and it just felt like someone told me "when the sun would be gone you will die" and I was looking at those field telling my self "all that. all my possession and accomplishement. there are worthy. and I will have to left it all behind. those are mine this utopia I fight the living shit out of me for it and I menage to win now I got to go? who know what shitty life reside on the other side?" and I just watched in a mix of serenity and apathy.....
@wishingwell_333
@wishingwell_333 3 жыл бұрын
hypnagogia. love it
@pineconeparty
@pineconeparty 4 жыл бұрын
good music for waterpark n hot dogs
@svartiske3283
@svartiske3283 3 жыл бұрын
smell my house ants
@blueanimule9548
@blueanimule9548 3 жыл бұрын
What does this even mean
@dan5609
@dan5609 3 жыл бұрын
@@blueanimule9548 they're both speaking in English, and still it may as well be an entirely different language altogether.
@____5296
@____5296 3 жыл бұрын
@@dan5609 yo hablo español compa y entiendo perfectamente :3
@joshuawisniewski738
@joshuawisniewski738 2 жыл бұрын
Dancing with tears in my eyes
@mertb.6487
@mertb.6487 3 жыл бұрын
It is a deep emptiness which embodies the soul of existence. Some strive to understand it, working towards bringing light in order to perhaps gain meaning. In the end, it is always the same answer, which some may throw away, for they may be blinded, or choose to be blinded, by made-up concepts seeming just as beyond themselves as the reality of the darkness. In the end, though, it is this universal truth of black all round us that makes up our choices. We actively, through artificial satisfaction, try to make up for the fact that, through evolution of our capabilities to understand and think, we have become familiar of this omnipresent void. This deep meaninglessness in which we are encapsulated is everything we know of. And it pains us.
@josuehernandezissad1455
@josuehernandezissad1455 3 жыл бұрын
Ah yes the perfect artwork to listen to after the chaos of the world outside. A truly mellow feel I get once I sit down looking at the sun down every nights while the music slowly fades into the background and the days slowly end and disappear. The disappearance of a bad day and the beginning of a better day only to be forgotten by the next in the constant cycle of remembrance and forgetting.
@mrjopka44
@mrjopka44 2 жыл бұрын
The vanishing of a bad day might happen
@LemonPartII
@LemonPartII Жыл бұрын
I’m listening to this, and just finished reading a sad book. The kind of book that forces you to turn around and think about loss and death, and the small beauty underneath. I don’t like to cry, but after all I’ve been through in life these are the kinds of books that get me. Reading the last words of that book with this playing, I can’t describe. It feels almost childish, maybe because I feel like I don’t deserve to cry about a book. But I’m just gonna sit here and cry. I’m gonna cry and let myself feel sad, let myself feel childish because the feeling of tears reminds me of being a young child.
@rickyretardo8488
@rickyretardo8488 3 жыл бұрын
I went down the wrong rabbit hole tonight.
@roneemiguelperez1944
@roneemiguelperez1944 2 жыл бұрын
The first time that I started listening to EATEOT, I thought it was creepy and just dark but after hearing the album multiple times I get a sense of comfort among the distortions and chaotic noise so every time I feel like shit, I would just listen to the Caretaker and the chaos that I hear in the album and the chaotic experience in my day as college student would just feel normal amongst his music
@ersatzmachine5732
@ersatzmachine5732 3 жыл бұрын
Mr. Kirby is a genius. I say that without hesitation. I am literally left breathless at times.
@McSand_boi
@McSand_boi Жыл бұрын
J.L. Kirby's works have kept me going throughout the 8-9 consecutive years that I find miserable in my life (Non-adult as of now). Some of the greatest things that could keep one going is music, and it isn't just music that is like this--calming, soothing, ignorant to the outside world. It's all music, no matter one's taste, people searching to end their lives can be pulled out of the mental gutter and be given motivation to take that last step through the fiery pits of hell, even if their skin is peeled off and they are melting, they can keep going, and they only need a reminder. You can find a purpose in life, you can find motivation. If something can pull anyone away from the noose, it's this.
@Sleepycreature687
@Sleepycreature687 2 жыл бұрын
"it says 2014 why is the video 7 years old?" "o h"
@HB-wl8id
@HB-wl8id 4 жыл бұрын
this world is strange... we are doom behind comprehension but yet hope bloom at every corner.
@PXTother
@PXTother 2 жыл бұрын
Listening to this while Hurricane Elsa's about to hit. See you guys on the other side.
@MrLuis-cp8ro
@MrLuis-cp8ro 2 жыл бұрын
I know it's been three months, but are you ok now?
@LiterallyScarecrow
@LiterallyScarecrow 2 жыл бұрын
@@MrLuis-cp8ro I hope so..
@poulpe.6429
@poulpe.6429 Жыл бұрын
This album is wonderful. When I was at the kindergarten and we were sleeping, they were playing some songs like this one with a sad dramatic piano style. Listening to this somehow remembers me so many things that were left it the shadow for so long. I'd like to find more album like those.
@mindeater9807
@mindeater9807 3 жыл бұрын
i've been listening to a lot of the caretaker's albums, and i just find this one beautiful.
@davidc2403
@davidc2403 3 жыл бұрын
In this particular album, he goes by his regular name as opposed to the Caretaker alias.
@mindeater9807
@mindeater9807 2 жыл бұрын
@@davidc2403 i wonder if there's a reason behind it.
@davidc2403
@davidc2403 2 жыл бұрын
@@mindeater9807 I do believe he makes different types of music under different aliases.
@giao2437
@giao2437 Жыл бұрын
This is composed by the same person as you know, just by the pseudonime Leyland Kirby
@rickyretardo8488
@rickyretardo8488 3 жыл бұрын
19:45 reminds me of about 8 or so days after I stop taking my meds and start regretting the decision.
@Bifstak
@Bifstak 3 жыл бұрын
I'll listen to this after Everywhere at the end of time messes me up
@thebartender2522
@thebartender2522 3 жыл бұрын
Update?
@drgameroverload2504
@drgameroverload2504 3 жыл бұрын
@@thebartender2522 I think its safe to assume he's not the same
@thebartender2522
@thebartender2522 3 жыл бұрын
@@drgameroverload2504 of course but i just wanted to know if things have changed for the better or not
@sablibratoski7622
@sablibratoski7622 11 ай бұрын
I don't know why I like this album so much...
@TheJedo
@TheJedo Жыл бұрын
I love that the second track is like a more content version of the first. It's like you've accepted your problems.
@tr4ck3r95
@tr4ck3r95 Жыл бұрын
that's really accurate
@evianx1
@evianx1 3 жыл бұрын
Let's all remember to live every moment as a cherished priceless sublime gift that it is. And love as deeply, others. That is all that seems to be eternal in it's worth.
@stripedhyenuh
@stripedhyenuh 7 жыл бұрын
Good wallpaper music for an overcast day spent painting.
@idannen
@idannen 6 жыл бұрын
This is exactly what I'm doing right now!
@BigBoyz33
@BigBoyz33 3 жыл бұрын
The album cover just gives me sad breakup vibes
@davidc2403
@davidc2403 3 жыл бұрын
That beginning moment gets me every time.
@ponoma773
@ponoma773 3 жыл бұрын
This song played while I was playing Minecraft. Ngl, it really adds some mood in the game lmao
@planetxtk7567
@planetxtk7567 8 жыл бұрын
Oh wow. I've never heard anything like this. Someone mentioned this guy's name on Euology For The Caretaker by Moody Good. Had to see what it was all about. Not one bit disappointed. Just found two new artists I instantly fell in love with.
@KJ-xu4fp
@KJ-xu4fp 8 жыл бұрын
The caretaker is leyland Kirby
@planetxtk7567
@planetxtk7567 8 жыл бұрын
Yea I know. Thanks anyways.
@Anonymous-xm8ir
@Anonymous-xm8ir 6 жыл бұрын
Don't watch movies much?
@morgankasper5227
@morgankasper5227 3 жыл бұрын
i think it would be a good idea to play minecraft while listening to this album or the album everywhere at the end of the universes life span
@ranmindyt2902
@ranmindyt2902 3 жыл бұрын
why haven’t I heard this, I’ve heard “Everywhere At The End Of Time” and “An Empty Bliss Beyond This World” but not this.
@pipefx64
@pipefx64 3 жыл бұрын
that's normal, this is a lesser known work initially released as 40 tracks only available for 40 days from his 40th birthday. in the description you'll see he even mentions it being more of a grab bag to make your own selections from for a playlist rather than an actual album in itself
@ranmindyt2902
@ranmindyt2902 3 жыл бұрын
@@pipefx64 oh well thanks for the info
@itsfunnehfan4230
@itsfunnehfan4230 2 жыл бұрын
and more stuff This is right before everywhere at the end of time in chronological order. The album before it all starts, well.. fades.
@filmsjaviersanchez
@filmsjaviersanchez 3 жыл бұрын
Perfect album to quit drinking.
@ihoryanchuk7406
@ihoryanchuk7406 4 жыл бұрын
Ubiquitous sadness. Like a neverending farewell
@iexist8120
@iexist8120 2 жыл бұрын
here something to do , late in the morning when the sun is up play this and walk around your house you will feel like you lost something important
@tilsgee
@tilsgee Жыл бұрын
Yeah. I lost my ID card
@klein2042
@klein2042 2 жыл бұрын
Interesting, the painting here is very clear and straightforward
@rafaelnicolaides4706
@rafaelnicolaides4706 2 жыл бұрын
Maybe cause it's not a project related to dementia?
@KlarnicleMusic
@KlarnicleMusic 2 ай бұрын
I drink to forget but I always remember
@Izzychannels333
@Izzychannels333 2 жыл бұрын
This is a masterpiece and I can feel the emotion squiggling between every piano chord and beat. Please continue to make more of this, fine human creator.
@mediator365
@mediator365 7 жыл бұрын
my nights are not longer they same since I discovered this, thanks
@tr4ck3r95
@tr4ck3r95 Жыл бұрын
la primera vez que llegue aquí, tuve un mental breakdown a los 10 minutos del álbum, han pasado 5 años desde entonces, y bajo las mismas emociones, nuevamente lloré
@aindru
@aindru 8 жыл бұрын
REMINDS ME OF the BEAUTIFUL SUNLESS SEA!
@jamesmorgan9258
@jamesmorgan9258 7 жыл бұрын
Yessssssssss. How did this not occur to me?
@kjb-dn5nk
@kjb-dn5nk 4 ай бұрын
Great stuff.
@incessantsepia
@incessantsepia 3 жыл бұрын
My favorite Leyland Kirby album. Phenomenal.
@fauveth2
@fauveth2 11 ай бұрын
Thats wonderfull
@chalkdork
@chalkdork 2 жыл бұрын
I just bought this for the price of 2 large whiskeys. A very belated happy 40th to you, sir.
@7ustap1ayer18
@7ustap1ayer18 2 жыл бұрын
"Everywhere is like art, but can be erased"
@mauriciodecastro531
@mauriciodecastro531 5 жыл бұрын
The waiting for her call is explained by this song.
@toady226
@toady226 2 жыл бұрын
cheers I'll drink to that bro
@sometree2744
@sometree2744 3 жыл бұрын
as i run my mouse over the progress bar (or whatever it's called), the image appears to blur inconsistantly. after finding this, i think either youtube's compression is random, or it's AI-driven and factors in time.
@sephnitomsol2294
@sephnitomsol2294 3 жыл бұрын
I forget to remember, but I always drink
@jessecatrainham6957
@jessecatrainham6957 3 жыл бұрын
Listening while journalling a sad dream; combing through the dream symbols to find wisdom, and the path to bittersweet, inner freedom.
@poljoprivrednikkk
@poljoprivrednikkk 9 жыл бұрын
dancing with tears in my eyes
@ignotumperignotius630
@ignotumperignotius630 7 жыл бұрын
you feel it too, don't you?
@jackfirmin5814
@jackfirmin5814 6 жыл бұрын
kind of a different song, but also good :-D
@PXTSERYU_
@PXTSERYU_ Жыл бұрын
Listening to this while waiting for Hurricane Ian to hit this week.
@SSFAMrock
@SSFAMrock 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@SeekLuminousThings
@SeekLuminousThings 8 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful.
@enzogalli5506
@enzogalli5506 Жыл бұрын
Excellent!!!
@dannibruh6366
@dannibruh6366 2 жыл бұрын
Hauntingly beautiful.
@aerosma5021
@aerosma5021 2 жыл бұрын
Love it.
@chrisbilling
@chrisbilling 7 жыл бұрын
very good album i never took the time to really listen until now
@samtinkle9076
@samtinkle9076 2 жыл бұрын
So I miss the 2000's. Big whoop, I'm sure a lot of Gen Z kids miss the 2000's, but when I started listening to this album, I decided to put my feelings to paper, and I wrote a love letter to the 2000's. (text dump incoming) Hey, it's me. I know I haven't talked to you in a long time but I just want to see you again. Talk to you again. The time in my life where I am at just feels... flavorless. Bland. Unsatisfying. Dorceless. I like that word, dorceless. It's supposed to mean centerless, but my generation finds it funny for a whole different reason. We try to enjoy what originality we have in microscopic bursts, in-jokes that we share for maybe a week, rarely more. Glimpses of passion, of love, of flavor. I guess that's why I called you. My world just feels flavorless, or the flavors it does have are bitter, or sickly sweet. Corporations devouring eachother just like we thought they would, ridiculous works being created and published and making millions, like we thought they would. It feels as though the world is on a loop that started in 2015, maybe 2016. And ever since then, we're just revisiting past events in a new way. Controversy, killings, politics, there's even about to be a repeat of the dot-com bubble. Soon enough, I hope. Except now, that bubble is slowly killing the planet with how much electricity it's using. So why you? I apologise for my absence, it wasn't of my making. Chance had plans for me; I won't say they were bad plans, but I am far happier to be the person I am now than the person I was ten years ago. I'm not sure if I'm glad to have completely missed the financial crisis, because now I'll never know what one quite feels like. Well, perhaps not never, but I can say for sure that I was around for two, but will only remember one. But now, I'm a complete person, raring to go, with a set of ideologies, hopes, dreams, and ideas. Some say I'm strong as nails, as evidenced when I had a stomach wound cauterized shut and didn't cry. And that I'm so much of an anorak, I actually went to one of those furry conventions, and made a friend there. But that's not all. There's usually two sides to a story. When I was there, I got an answer to a question I was thinking about for five years: "What if someone puts me down for having a weird fetish?" It wasn't my choice to get it; not in the slightest. It also wasn't my choice to have my large intestine split open either. Back then, I had no choice but to fix that problem right there, right then. But at the convention, I had a choice. And, eventually, after that maybe 3-minute piece of wisdom, I feel more comfortable inside my own skin then I ever was a year prior. A clean answer to a dirty question, from a clean man selling dirty products. I still have a little pin from him. It has a balloon with a cute face on it, and it reads, "Blow Me!" A snatch of flavor, of risk, of a man willing to fail. And in that room, I became enlightened. So to answer the question, why you? Because I missed you. No, really, I miss you because I missed you. I missed the 2000's. I missed your willingness to fail. I missed all the wacky designs, all the random bullshit, all the spontaneous nonsense like Big Top Cupcakes and animated Apple Jacks commercials. They weren't commercials that were precision-built to gain attention, to acquire money. I'm not saying that it's not possible for something to be built for both love and money, but I bet the people who made that commercial really gave a shit. You had a spark of creativity. Maybe not of raw genius, of raw talent, but something. Of potential. That flavorful potential I had the chance to obtain so so long ago. It's been a while. A lot has changed. I don't need to tell you that. The only thing I can say now is, I know you don't know me, but I do know you. I know the kind of decade you were. One that failed, one that fucked up, one that was willing to try for an idea, even if it meant there would be nothing but pain on the other side. And for that, I love you. My landscape today is dedicated towards being perfect, or at least, middle-of-the-road. Because bland gets views, and perfect gets prestige. You weren't perfect. You were kind of bad. I'm hardly perfect. I'm kind of bad. I love you." Sorry for posting all of that, but yeah. Don't knock this album till you've tried it, because it gave me the feels.
@aboutthisproduct7674
@aboutthisproduct7674 Жыл бұрын
Kirby!!!!
@MorganC-zz1bg
@MorganC-zz1bg 4 жыл бұрын
Where has this been all my life.
@matthewjmcgraw
@matthewjmcgraw 3 жыл бұрын
Dude apparently I listened to this entire thing while I was sleeping I have no clue lmfao
@pipefx64
@pipefx64 3 жыл бұрын
Woah dude that's wild lmfao
@TheSteveTheDragon
@TheSteveTheDragon 4 жыл бұрын
I listen to this music to forget about drinking.
@wallsyl2107
@wallsyl2107 10 жыл бұрын
Hauntology :)
@hairyputter5363
@hairyputter5363 3 жыл бұрын
Alright(?)
@feliperovere5371
@feliperovere5371 6 жыл бұрын
Parabéns! E obrigado...
@nonamegonzalez5711
@nonamegonzalez5711 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah man. Thanks for this.
@Shuriport
@Shuriport Жыл бұрын
Kirby!!!! I love kirby!!!
@ChadTimblin
@ChadTimblin 6 жыл бұрын
These sounds tickle my psyche in ways in which I am not accustomed.
@Camervop
@Camervop 6 жыл бұрын
Captivating melodies had me at storm
@skeletonarchives9321
@skeletonarchives9321 5 жыл бұрын
exceptional!
@JuanDSL
@JuanDSL 3 жыл бұрын
I'm drinking and listening this.
@sixkicksfightertricks949
@sixkicksfightertricks949 2 жыл бұрын
This kind of sounds like Minecraft music for real life. I like to think of "real life" as a video game. If it is it's probably called mindcraft.
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