Reacting to my Durham University Results (2nd Year Engineering)

[@LiamBushrod]

**UPDATE 16/08/18** My resits are done now! They went alright, but got a bit unlucky with a couple of my least favourite topics coming up... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Right now I'm off to Ireland to see family for the next 10 days. I'm working on two new videos and of course I'll let you know my results when I get them. Thank you so much to everyone who's watched and commented so far, I've been blown away by everyone's kindness and support :) *Original post* Hi there! If you're new here or if you're already a subscriber, please drop a comment down below to introduce yourself and let me know what you thought of the video. As I mentioned in the video, I don't really know who watches these videos (apart from friends and family) so it'd be great to get an idea about who I'm engaging with and why :) I hope you enjoyed the two minute montage in the middle there too. I really enjoy that style of editing - not because of how long it takes to edit (because it takes FOREVER) but because of how satisfying it is when a montage turns out just the way you want it to be after all the effort. I mean, all editing takes a long time, but that kind of creative editing is particularly fun to make. I've watched this one back numerous times and it makes me smile every time. I hope it made you smile too even if you have no idea who I am or what I'm doing with my life! See you after my resits in mid-August... [PS: for more discussion about my resits and an explanation as to why the video is so late, please see the description]

[@rwtig]

Success in life is about being motivated and hard working. These results don't mean a thing. If you don't have tutorials, use it as an opportunity to improve at teaching yourself. Good luck.

[@cadeen6204]

Hope you're doing good mate!! Looking forward for my final year in durham next term lmao

[@margotmcdonald7585]

new french subscriber here :) trying to get a real idea of what durham uni is like, looking onto 2019 :)

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you for subscribing Margot! If you have any questions about Durham uni, feel free to message me on Instagram or Facebook, links on my channel home page :)

[@cshah1416]

What a raw and honest video for both overachievers and any student actually. Thankyou

[@LiamBushrod]

You're most welcome 😜

[@neuralwarp]

It's the worst feeling in the world to fail or be sacked. I failed my physics degree in '81 (by one module) but years later I finished my Open University degree with a 1st, and later became a lecturer in Computer Science. You can recover. Don't let the emotions keep you down.

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you :) Thing haven't gone so well for me this year either and I'm considering going down the Open University route to finally complete this degree. Hope that will get things back on track! Glad to hear things worked out for you too :)

[@abdullahali1965]

@@KORAYHULK How are you now that it's been 2 years later :)

[@rioisaduck]

The feelings you experienced really takes me back.... I failed 2 modules after first year. It scared the living daylights out of me and I literally changed my approach and ended up increasing my workload to avoid it... just keep going and its character building... you won’t feel it now but you will one day. I’m 32 now, and the feeling of failure never really goes!!! Good luck and good video

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you Rishi!

[@MattVorn]

Lol wow, I'm the opposite, I left school with barely 5 GCSEs at C and a few grades below D too. I then got equivalent to two A*s and an A at college and now at university I've been getting first class honours on the first year. I'm super proud of myself. If you have the right mind-set, you can do anything.

[@yolandaameny2506]

So brave of you to share this video.

[@Ecbb610]

I feel like the education system is suited to one type of person. I can’t perform well in exams despite me working so hard all year round. I’m in collage, my mental health around exams was shocking this past year which then was shown through my results. More has to be done across the education system for mental health other wise more and more people who are worthy of the best grades possible and the best experiences in school or uni will have the opposite which can ultimelty result in a further downwards spiral! :( good luck with your future! Can’t wait to see more videos!

[@LiamBushrod]

I completely agree. More has to be done but I fear it won't. The best thing you can do right now is try to talk to people who can help and build relationships with your teachers/tutors/lecturers. Hope you're able to recover from your setback, remember it's just a blip! And thank you ❤️

[@Ecbb610]

Liam Bushrod thank you! I feel like as exams get harder, the support should increase... but it’s not! I asked my welfare teacher for some help and guidance.. I was appalled at her response. She basically told me to print off a picture of palm trees, hang it up on my desk when revising to ‘calm me down’ and remind me of summer. I was so annoyed! Anyway I’m glad I have had the summer to refresh myself and get into a better mindset to then excel next year!

[@LiamBushrod]

Sadly, as exams get harder, support gets worse it seems! (I had something similar in my last comment but i couldn't word it right so I deleted it... But you nailed it!). I'm afraid your advisor has had a shocker there. Probably worth telling her where she should stick her palm trees... 😏 You'll smash next year, I believe in you!

[@Ecbb610]

Liam Bushrod thank you! Good luck to you as well! 💛

[@alyfferalves593]

True it’s designed for a very specific type of person to thrive in and even then half of them would rather a different system.

[@mj224223]

It’s tough when you genuinely put effort in like you seem to do but don’t worry in a good or bad way life never goes to plan

[@MssAmyAlmighty]

This video was randomly suggested to me but I’m glad I stumbled upon it. I was really used to getting good grades at uni but this summer I have to resit 3 exams, which I’m currently studying for. It was kind of comforting to see that I’m not alone in this situation. I wish you the very best, you can do it!

[@LiamBushrod]

Thanks Amy, yes it's weird how that feeling works, but knowing others are in the same position makes you realise that we're all human and it's gonna be alright! I get ya :) Best of luck for your resits too!

[@wibblywobblyw933]

It's like I'm watching myself. Hopefully all those in a similar boat can get into better situations!

[@Mehdi-qp1tz]

I appreciate you making this video, I went through a resit in my first year and it was like hell for me. Made it to second year with an extreme fear of failure but still a lot of unproductivity and procrastination, so seeing your story is really valuable to me.

[@JWinParis]

i had a bad time with law years ago at durham and ended up changing degrees, got a first in the end. Struggled with mental health issues and self belief but I got through it and the important thing is just never to give up, sometimes life throws up surprises but all kinds of good can end up coming out of the rough times. good luck!

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you, and congrats on the first! I don't think I'd want to switch degrees at this point but I'm glad it worked out for you. And thank you!

[@JonBrent]

Hey Liam, I dropped out of York last year with depression, I know how much it sucks. I’m onto bigger and better things now, everything happens for a reason! I also live in Durham 😎

[@LiamBushrod]

I hope things are going well for you now Jonathan, I get your feeling about uni my man!

[@GeeThePea]

This video just randomly showed up in my newsfeed, and I don’t really know what I want to say but I feel compelled to write something! I’ve just finished an MSc in physics at the University of Nottingham and I can relate to a lot of what you’ve said in your video, especially not really learning from lectures. I’m sorry that you don’t feel like you’ve received enough support from the uni/ the engineering department. I can’t really speak for the whole of UoN, but the staff at the physics department were always so eager to listen and help, and even tho I didn’t need the support all of the time, it was reassuring to know that it was available if/when I needed it - I hope you can find a similar resource at Durham. I haven’t watched any of your other videos but you seem very down to earth and like you understand what went wrong and how to resolve it for next time around, so I think you will be okay whatever the outcome ends up being. Best of luck in your resits!

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you for taking the time to writing such a lovely comment. I definitely miss having the connection with teachers/lecturers in the way I did at college. Asking for help when I needed it was so easy then but it's like the complete opposite here. Maybe I'd feel the same way at other universities just because the course is delivered by lectures but it seems like the staff at Nottingham offer a lot more reassurance that support is available from the department if it is needed. I'd like to think things are under control now but we'll see... My first resit is just two weeks away now! Congratulations for finishing your MSc in physics btw, that's amazing!! And good luck for whatever you go on to do next :)

[@russellhogben6628]

Sorry to hear the bum news but remember, failure is not the end and success is just the beginning.

[@kevsparkyoc]

Liam, Best of luck in your re-sits! I've been in worse than your situation, and I agree, more could be done to mentor struggling students. I failed 5 modules in Summer 2nd year Electrical Engineering (I failed 2 of the resits too 😅).. and then I failed 3rd year, and then I took a gap year to sort my life out! Overall 7 years it took me to complete a 4 year course! The good news... I graduated 6 years ago, and this peppered track record has never once come up in my professional life (never even questioned in an interview)! The job you end up with is more about the person you are, and your work ethic. My after-college employment wasn't even contingent on a grade, just that I passed and graduated! When you're in college, it can seem like the whole world is crashing down around you. All you have to do is keep your head down, and muddle through! Greener pastures await on the other side. Best of luck studying for the resits! I'm also happy to see your subscriber count has tripled since you uploaded the video 👍 Keep up the good work, Kevin.

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Kevin, thanks for leaving such a great message! I've gotta say, what you've been through definitely puts my year in perspective, but yeah it's hard to get my head round how my professional life will be a hard "reset" on my experience of university. Right now it just seems such a long way off! I'm glad it all worked out for you in the end though - best of luck for the future! And me too. 600+ subscribers was unthinkable at the start of this year and so I'm not sure I can believe my eyes right now! But that's all thanks to you and everyone else who's taken the time to watch this video :)

[@kevsparkyoc]

You're more than welcome my friend =) Remember us loyal subjects when you get your gold play button 😂👍 Professional life is far easier than college! You're doing things because they matter, motivation generally isn't an issue! And if it is, you leave and find something better 😁You still have a few years of hungover lectures left to enjoy though, so make the most of it while you can 😌

[@LiamBushrod]

Hahaha that's extremely unlikely Kevin but of course I'll remember you lot! I've even made a note of all the comments on this video so I know who the true OGs are in a few years time :)

[@nax1807]

This honestly was a serious piece of motivation, so glad I'm not alone,

[@Music4Life103]

It takes real courage to post a video like this, really applaud you for that! I myself have to retake 2 modules from my second year. I really wish I was graduating next year but everything happens for a reason. Even harder when mental health is a part of it. I wish you luck in everything :)

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you Mariah, it means a lot! Sorry to hear about your retakes, that's tough, I really didn't enjoy having to come back in the summer when nobody else did. And I completely understand your feeling there, I just want to be done too... Wishing you all the best for the future though!

[@acidpop97]

Hey man, I’m in the same boat as you. I failed 4 Law modules at Durham and I’m also in my second year due to a whole slew of complications involving my mental health and struggle to keep on top of academics. I’ve managed to get all 4 approved to be taken as first attempts, fortunately. I have to agree that for most of the year, it felt like I was struggling alone, despite having a strong support structure with peers. In terms of academics, it was just too difficult to take the first step to admit you need help and also look for it as well. Lesson learnt, so I’m taking time off during summer to nail the resits (first one in 2 days) and just be more mindful of my health and well being. Cheers, Liam x

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Adlan, I'm glad that you're taking the time off to reset and nail the resits. You're not alone! I can definitely relate to what you went through and taking those first steps are always so difficult. My first resit is tomorrow, best of luck for yours mate :)

[@boratsagdiyev3936]

Good luck, and thanks for sharing. Don't forget that you've got your whole life ahead of you to be a success, so don't let mishaps get you down. All the best.

[@emziesferguson]

Stumbled here after watching what feels like a million results day videos. Thank you for sharing your honest response and speaking about mental health and the importance of reaching out for support. You never know, this video may just help someone avoid going through what you have had to this year. Enjoy the rest of your summer! Xx

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you Emma for your lovely comment :) If this video has even helped one person avoid what I've been through then it was worth making! I'm glad you stumbled by hehe I hope you had a successful results day and good luck for the future x

[@emziesferguson]

Liam Bushrod who knows why I am watching result day videos. I left uni nearly 6 years ago now 😂

[@LiamBushrod]

Hahahahaha

[@rossanalopes3114]

Very raw video I am pretty sure you will do better in your resits. These grades do not reflect who you are. As long as you do your best that’s the most important thing to keep in mind.

[@LiamBushrod]

Thanks Rossana, the resits did go better (this was last year now) but not quite good enough to stay on the masters course. I'm now supposed to have graduated but things haven't gone so well this year either. Hoping to figure everything out soon though, I'm just mega busy right now!

[@gordonbradley199]

Fret not youth ! When last I checked at my old law school I was still the all-comers, all-in, mixed, free-style, heavy weight, resit champeen ! I got through ! It nearly killed me ! And I'm 70 now. Haaaaaaaaaaaaw !

[@georgewade6705]

100% agree with needing more smaller teaching sessions as this is really what helps me learn. Just got to try and get groups together with friends etc which is easier said than done! Keep working on it mate, I’ve been in a difficult situation with uni and grades too but it gets much better!!

[@nafisashams8495]

Hello! I'm going to start 1st year in mechanical engineering, and this video let me realize not everything is going to be all rainbows and sunshine but things will get better and will go the way you want it to go. I was really scared about how things are going to be mechanical engineering and I'm glad to have found your channel!! :)

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Nafisa, you're right it's not all rainbows and sunshine, but there is still some sunshine and maybe a pot of gold at the end (graduate job!??) Idk where I was going with that haha. And I'm glad I could welcome you here :)

[@nafisashams8495]

Liam Bushrod I REALLY! Hope everything goes well for you, and things favour in your way. I'm sure you work very hard and you'll get the results you're hoping for! :)

[@isobel8699]

Hey! Depending on my results I'll be studying Philosophy and Politics at St Hild and St Bede come October. I've been binge watching any Durham related videos. Sorry to hear about your disappointment, best of luck with the resits - I know how hard it can be to struggle with your mental health under the pressure of academics.

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you Isobel, I'm sure you'll enjoy that course, I've heard some good things to be fair! (Apart from their exams cock-up last year lol) Good luck for your results and enjoy the rest of your binge haha

[@saintetienne755]

Honest and interesting - well done. Don't fear failure - it can be a good thing

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you :)

[@paulyallop7501]

This came up in my feed after I watched my daughter's first year results Vlog. I respect you for putting this up and highlighting that sometimes things don't quite go to plan. A couple of disappointing results should not define you. It is how you manage to find a way forward that matters. At least you are asking for help which some young people find difficult to do. Good luck and hopefully you'll smash those resits. Whatever the outcome there is always a great life ahead even if it means taking a few steps back and selecting a slightly different path.

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you for you kind words, it's been a tough time but you're right there's always light at the end of the tunnel. I trust your daughter did well so congrats to her :)

[@muttakinc2281]

Respect about the mental health awareness. Everything is down to you and you only it’s rough I’m proud u have a supportive network you got this. It’s best to make the mistakes in second year and come out the other side in third year.

[@lotuswolf1518]

Omg, i am in exact same position as you are, i am in 3rd yr of a 4 yr undergraduate mechanical engineering course and been suffering from depression ,its hard to cope up with things when there's competition and mental illness

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey, thanks for your message. I hope you've been able to feel more comfortable with your exams now you've had time to recover from 3rd year. Make sure you're talking to friends and family lots. There are people out there who want to look out for you even if you're not in their presence! And I'm always here to talk to you as well if you'd like that. Best of luck for your resits, you'll smash them ;)

[@lotuswolf1518]

Liam Bushrod , well my 3rd year exams are yet to happen , they are in November , so its actually not exam time or results time, anyway if you need any sort of help related to mechanics or other courses let me know, may be i can help you in some way

[@LiamBushrod]

Ahh I see :) I think I should be ok for tomorrow but thank you!

[@LiamBushrod]

I definitely stand by my decision to study engineering at uni. I definitely had the grades for it - just maybe this course doesn't suit me very well

[@neilbussey6416]

I feel that universities need to support students and this includes looking after their mental health. Students can be under a lot of pressure to perform with higher and higher workloads. There needs to be very good mentorship and this does not seem to be occurring in a number of universities. Lets face it both the government and students are paying an high price for universities to support them through their courses. The system needs an urgent review and actions to be taken.

[@SA-ub8ij]

I’ve just finished yr13 and bingeing on these types of videos is my way of prepping for results day 😩 . I can’t say this one in particular helped with the nerves but it was useful seeing your perseverance as a reminder that progress can still happen regardless of what grades I get the first time round. Thank you for uploading - you must’ve been conflicted about publicising your ‘failure’ ✨ hardly one when you’ve come out on the other side stronger and with a solid plan for improvement btw

[@LiamBushrod]

Exactly, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel and you can't ace everything first time. Especially at university! There'll be plenty of ups and downs but way more ups I'm sure. And yes, you're right, I sat on the footage for weeks before editing it and then had my finger over the "publish" button for at least another day or so :)

[@blueshell15]

That is so true about what you said not being able to learn in lectures or large-sized classes. That is exactly the same for me, I just can't concentrate in lectures, even if I sit by myself at the front row. I'm very lucky in the lectures for my courses are recorded on video so I can watch them again later in my own time (and when I'm in a room by myself and can focus better). I struggled a lot in my first year and second year of university and I was doing Computer Science and even though I felt it in my heart that it wasn't right for me, I kept "forcing" myself to just keep doing it but that was obviously the wrong thing to do because I ended up suffering more, in terms of grades, and ESPECIALLY in terms of my mental illness and I even developed depression from it. I finally decided to change my course to Statistics, and although it's still hard and there are definitely days that I struggle to keep up, I'm doing so much better than before. I guess the thing to remember is that anything worth doing, like getting a degree or losing weight, takes time and an insane amount of work. Good luck!

[@LiamBushrod]

Lectures are being recorded next year and I'm so glad for exactly the reasons you mentioned! I can see what you're saying about having to force yourself to learn something but I don't think I'll be changing courses now. I've struggled with programming so I can relate to you not wanting to do computer science! Glad you've found a course you enjoy and best of luck for the future

[@munibahq19]

I’m glad you’re so positive about it all, this video was also extremely well made and well edited. Here’s to a new beginning! Good luck :)

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you Munibah 💚

[@JoshuaBorrow]

Hi Liam, I did my undergrad and currently doing my PhD at Durham in Physics. Your experience in the last year sounds like it’s been really tough, but don’t let this ruin your thoughts about university, what you want to do in the future, or more importantly your course. As you said, university is hard, and the Durham support systems are awful. You should try getting involved with Talking Changes if you haven’t already, and the disability support service if you can. Make sure that they know everything you’re struggling with so they can try and get you the support (and exam exemptions!) you need, and always remember to be your own advocate. It sucks that you have to do that, but it’s the only way that you’ll be able to get the support. Also, try and have your college and department do a lot of the fighting for you, if you can, as that always takes a bit of a load off (but those services aren’t always the best). For next year, you might find it helpful to try and self-organise some smaller-group tutorials if you can, or try taking a bunch of friends to somebody’s office hours and just bombard them with questions if that’s how you feel you learn best. In Physics we have large workshops which seem to work quite well, and people seem to learn a lot from the direct interaction you’re able to have in those sessions. It sounds like in Engineering there isn’t as much of that, unfortunately. I hope your resits went well, and that you are happy continuing on with your degree. Remember that the key thing is to always take care of yourself first, and that you are not alone. If you do that, the academic stuff comes so much easier. I had a similar (but nowhere near as bad, and I never properly advocated for myself or seeked support like a bit of an idiot) during my third year. By my fourth year, I had managed to get on top of things a little more, and eventually graduated with a 1st. Things do get better.

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Josh, thank you for leaving such an thoughtful comment. I've met with disabilities support a few times and in general they've been very understanding but as I don't have a specific learning difficulty, what they can do is quite limited. However I will be attending special study skills sessions in September which should help. I've not heard of Talking Changes before but that's a great suggestion. I also like the idea of self-organising a weekly workshop. The problem classes just aren't useful as there's little interaction, they're too infrequent and I have no idea what's going on as a result. But having a group of people to go through stuff with each week would certainly be helpful, the main issue I've found is the coursework takes up so much time so maybe that could of help too. My first resit (thermofluids) was this morning and it went ok - not sure if I've hit the 60% mark as mentioned in the video though as one of the four sections I answered weakly. But regardless of what happens I just want to make next year as positive as possible and try to enjoy it a bit more :) Congrats on the first and good luck for the rest of your PhD

[@Jack-gx9sz]

Hey, I just saw this - I've been in your position before and I know exactly how you feel. I know that heart wrenching feeling when you open your results and they're not as you wanted, especially when it seems everyone around you is getting amazing results. I have also had difficulties with my mental health, not at uni, but in my last few years at school and it resulted in me not getting the grades I needed. Reaching out for help is by far the hardest step and good on you for doing that. I think it was a great idea of yours to share your experience, because by uploading this video you're showing other people in this position that they are not alone, everyone goes through difficulties as all of us are only human. Best of luck with your retakes, I'm sure they'll go great.

[@LiamBushrod]

Thanks so much for your kind message Jack. Anything I can share to let people know they're not alone is worth sharing - and I've been completely taken aback by the positive response this video has had from so many, whether they've been in a position like mine or yours or not. Anyway, I hope things are better for you now too and best wishes for the future:)

[@SamuelLee-gw6wr]

In my place there is a mix of UK honours system and a modified US GPA system (with a max of 4.3). My course is 4 years long. We got two GPAs, one for just course required modules and another for all modules (but mine is really similar in both) The cut offs are: (major only / overall) 1st - 3.6 / 3.4 2:1 - 2.85 / 2.7 2:2 - 2.15 / 2.0 3rd - 1.7 / 1.7 Both sides need to be met to obtain the class of honours. I started off at a very borderline 2:1 in my first term, but all modules will count in the degree classification in the end. The next three terms were steady at a mid 2:1, despite one screwed summer module, and for the most recent term I am looking at my highest ever term GPA if it goes well.

[@fekrisalem1599]

Thank u for this video i just failed 3 classes in second year and just got me so down and depressed ofc i think ur an engineer rn and so ima keep it until i achieve it.

[@LiamBushrod]

Sorry to hear that, you got this🙏 send me a DM if you have any questions

[@matyashale6768]

Hi! I'm Matt and I'm about to go into my A2 year and I'm hoping to be a music student. I actually enjoyed this video- the montage in the middle I think was a great aspect of keeping the beet up of the video. The juxtaposition of the dread of opening the results (for some, the worst part of uni) but in the middle, you showing the best times you've had at uni- made it clear to the viewers that you are a normal person, who may have had downs, but also so many ups. It turned a video which could have been extremely depressing, to something which was so lovely to watch (that bit in the middle at least). It's also interesting to see how someone who is clearly as intelligent and bright as you, can still not have a 100% succeess rate in their academic life, and I think it is an important message to spread to people considering the amount of PERFECT "studytubers" are on this platform right now. This, along with the fact that you seem like a GENUINELY nice guy and has super editing skills, can really aid your channel to blossom should you wish it to. All the best, and do not change your style!!

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Matt, thank you so much for such a wonderful comment, it gave me such a lift last night during revision and put a huge smile on my face! I personally can't stay focussed watching videos with just a monologue so I wanted to include the montage just to break it up as you mentioned. But I was not expecting it to come out as well as it did.... I've watched is back so many times myself 😅 I'll always try to keep my videos fun to watch even if the main message isn't so. It just wouldn't be me if I did it any other way! I actually think many people have had that "perfect student" perception of me in the past - always expecting me to do well and pass easily - which in itself stacks a lot of pressure on my shoulders. So I guess part of me wanted to shake that off. And while my channel in general paints a very positive picture of my life, I am still human! I have also noticed the sudden rise of studytubers and so I wanted to let people realise that not all student KZbinrs are perfect and that not many students have a "perfect" experience at university in general. Sorry for the delay, I REALLY wanted to reply last night but I'd already spent enough time replying to all these comments and I needed to cram for the exam this morning! Best of luck in your pursuit to become a music student and my fingers are crossed for you if you're waiting on results day!

[@matyashale6768]

Liam the delayed reply is the least of my concerns because the fact that you wrote all of that shows you're not taking these comments for granted, and this is what I wish youtube was still like (people engaging with each other). I hope your cramming pays/ payed off, and I'm glad that I made you smile as much as what your reply did! Thanks for the wishes, and they're going straight back to you!

[@essenceofokello5671]

Starting my EE degree this September this video has been a motivator, to start right away and tackle issues surrounding the course as soon as possible good luck to your resits and 3rd year. U will excel in the real world, creativity and focus wins

[@LiamBushrod]

Good luck Simon! I'm glad this video has helped you prepare for what lies ahead, but I'm sure you'll smash it 💪

[@cliveedwin9935]

Greetings Josh! I believe you can do well! I'm going to be starting Engineering in September and very interested in the types of ways in which you learn the subject. I think that my methods that I've used in A level just got me what I needed. I'm just not sure what to expect at university level. All the best with your studies and hope you ace them next time! Clive.

[@alexmilner8659]

I’m going into 2nd year, and I thought because I’m paying almost 10k a year that I would be in small seminar classes and get a fair bit of 1 to 1 time with my lectures. However because they fit as many people on the course as possible to get the most money, my seminar classes have around 25 people in. It’s bullshit.

[@nairn5832]

Hey I’m Nairn I study International business and marketing at Strathclyde. It’s nice to see other smaller university youtubers. Especially comparing the cultures of other universities. Best of luck for the remainder of your course and the re-sits. My flatmate does engineering and it’s a really tough course! Don’t forget to keep enjoying yourself though. That’s what university is truly about! It’s also about cheap vodka but you get the idea 🤪

[@LiamBushrod]

Hi Nairn, likewise it's good to meet you too! thanks also for the best wishes, good luck with your international business and marketing degree as well mate

[@kevinwang1778]

good video. enjoyed watching it! i graduated from Durham university in 2013 while doing economics. knew how tough it was in second year. hope you your resits went well and are ready for year 3

[@LiamBushrod]

Cheers Kevin, and yes they've gone ok I think!

[@jhiateh1730]

Thanks for the honest reaction! It was great to hear that you enjoyed your life at Durham ! Medic here at Imperial

[@_sophdoinglife]

Hi I’m Sophie going into my second year at Newcastle University studying Education! X I really felt for you when you were genuinely gutted, but you seem like such a motivated and genuine person and you’re going to do so well in your degree, don’t let this put you off!! I definitely agree with you on the small group learning- my course is 30/40 people so theres only around 15 ish in a seminar which is great. Wishing you all the best x

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Sophie thank you for your kind words and best wishes, it was so gutting given the amount of work I'd put into all the coursework projects but hopefully I can do enough in the resits and go again! All the best for the rest of your Education degree too, I'm only slightly jealous of your class size haha :) x

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Sophie thank you for your kind words and best wishes, it was so gutting given the amount of work I'd put into all the coursework projects but hopefully I can do enough in the resits and go again! All the best for the rest of your Education degree too, I'm only slightly jealous of your class size haha :) x

[@_sophdoinglife]

Liam Bushrod I’ve got no doubt you’ll be amazing! Keep me updated! & Oh well, you can dream of a year group as small as mine ahaha!😉

[@seant96]

Good luck man hope you do it

[@-vb]

LOL, pretty much in the same situation.. Studying at the ETH at the moment. So, much love from Switzerland :)

[@aliyacuud5756]

Thank you so much for uploading this, am in my second year, exams are approaching, it's motivational

[@LiamBushrod]

Good luck with your second year exams! Glad I could help with your motivation ☺️

[@Emma-ne6ew]

I know that you've already done your resits, but I hope that your efforts paid off and that you're able to get the results you were hoping for! As someone who's also experienced mental health difficulties regarding my education and achievements, I know how horrible it is to sit exams when depression gets a hold of you during exam season. I'm a new subscriber and I'll be starting at Durham next year (Cuth's!) to also study engineering (so this video is only just mildly terrifying for me haha, I'm getting prepared to work my butt off to survive). Actually, I saw that you said further down that you wouldn't be the best person to give advice to those starting an engineering course this autumn, but if you have time, I'd really love it if you could! I feel that those who don't have the smoothest ride often have more to teach others.

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Emma, firstly congratulations on getting the results required for Durham engineering! Sorry for any depression you experienced during your journey to get this far, but whatever difficulties you were experiencing, I'm glad you could push through and get the grades you needed! I hope the video hasn't left you with any doubts about Durham engineering - of course I'd be glad to advise where possible - just lmk what kind of things you'd like to know :) You make a fair point about my comment on not being in a good position to advise so I'd be glad to help out where I can. Feel free to dm me on Instagram if that's easier for you x

[@neilbussey6416]

I think somebody with your GCSE and A Level Grade should not fail. I feel from your comments that you have not got enough support and mentoring from Durham University. It is not the responsibility of the university to pass you, but it is their legal responsibility to support you through the course to you get a good pass. It is their failure as well as yours. It can be difficult to go through the complaints procedure of a University since ranks tend to close to support the University. If things are getting bad it is best to leave and have a rest and possibly get a job and then find another university and work hard and cut out any of the stupid extra curricular activities, since they need extra brain power to do them. This advice may help. Your mental health is more important take care of yourself. It is important for students to present these situations on social media to make universities improve and support students.

[@lotuswolf1518]

Neil Bussey , this is the exact reason why students like us face mental issues , cause we haven't seen what failure is untill college

[@jaymay1234]

Or understand that he didn't organise his time well enough? Lol, it's a university. I went to Durham and they are perfectly supportive throughout your degree. I didn't do Engineering but I've heard from many it is a really difficult degree. He still passed, it's just a tough thing to do well in. If it was that simple to get a 2.1 then anyone would complain to the university. Stop employing your millennialist-entitled attitude and grow up.

[@RyuMasterEX]

Higher alevels get you into harder universities which are graded internally so getting a 2:1 is even harder

[@alexr6068]

I'm in a situation where I have to perform with perfect scores on every signature. I'm a first-year student at the university, but somehow our program includes us writing two research papers of 30+ pages in a single semester. Since it's quarantine, there were two factors I had to face: first being the fact that none of the papers could be directed properly by the professors, who didn't seem to care at all, but they still mentioned that the percentage of plagiarism couldn't go above 80 percent or so. Also all the lectures were held online without requiring active participation of the students. What's more, some of the professors stated that the sessions get uploaded on the website of the university for us to watch. That's why I've decided to miss out on those specific signatures and focus on the researches. Gladly, I've managed to hit over 95% originality and the committee admired the papers. Success? Oh... It turns out none of the lectures I've skipped were getting uploaded. I haven't slept this whole semester and I have to study half of a whole signature by after tomorrow all on my own. The date was announced recently, while I was still busy overdoing projects on other signatures, as I was doing throughout the year. It's a major failure, and I already know this year's work was for nothing. I needed to maintain my spot so I could transition at the end of the semester anyways. But now I'll be forced to go to the military for a year (I'm a Russian male). Then I'll return with no educational or professional perspectives and would probably go to some food delivery bullshit as a primary occupation.

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Alex - so sorry for not replying sooner. How are things for you now? I feel for you having to do all this through lockdown. As you can see from my experience, it is not easy without that added layer of difficulty. But just know that if things don't turn out well, that's not the "be or end all." I haven't shared any of this yet on the channel but I didn't end up finishing my degree in the end and ironically have started work as a food delivery driver. Do I want to be doing this job forever? No. But I know that eventually I'll move on and life will do its thing. I look back to when I was at university and how unhappy I was and think "what was all that for?" I may not have gotten much from the course but I did make some wonderful friendships and share some incredible experiences while I was there, so I regret nothing. I know it sounds trivial but try to take the positives from what you have and things will always work out in the end. Thinking of you brother. Happy to chat in the DMs if you'd prefer. Liam

[@alexr6068]

@@LiamBushrod Hey, Liam! I was touched by your reaction to my comment. Now I feel kinda lame for crying under someone's video last year.. To put it simply, I've nailed all the semesters so far. Even though it came at the cost of my personal interests and relationships (aka *life*). In consuming the contents of each subject in its entirety, I felt like I was turning into some robot with scripted behaviour and no empathy. I didn't even flinch when my gf left after I was giving her 0 attention for almost a month while working on my new term project. I resumed my workout routine for almost 6 months, but had to give that up when I received an offer to write two articles that I could publish (and I did), which would be a good addition to my portfolio. Worth? Probably not. The specialty that I'm studying for doesn't interest me one bit (neither is it a stable or a lucrative one). However, I didn't start to value relationships more either. Now I've signed up for a course in front-end programming. I wouldn't say that it's too exciting, but content-wise it's almost polar to what I've been doing for the past few years and actually seems like a reasonable choice of specialty for the current century. I'll see where it takes me. Even though I'll have to code and continue to study at the Uni simultaneously, I think I can handle this now. Thanks again for responding!!

[@harryshort2281]

Same position here, I’ve just completed a foundation for a cae course at uclan and agree with the unsupported learning you have to try, as its hard without regular sessions and support, and I can imagine it’s only going to get worse

[@dalej42]

I'm from Chicago, way past university years, but I enjoy watching U.K. You tubers. I visit the U.K. once or twice a year.

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Dale, thanks for stopping by :) I've never been to Chicago but I'd like to go some day!

[@Remy1522]

I'm almost in the same position. But I have failed for 7 years. I couldn't go to classes (doing biochemistry and biology sciences) my life was a mess (not my fault) I guilt myself for that all this time and ended up with depression and panic attacks... The mental health is first. You got this. Next year will be better. Take care of yourself! 💞

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you Leticia - your comment certainly puts things into perspective. Let me know if you'd like a chat or if there's anything i can do to help out - maybe our experiences can help each other out :) x

[@Remy1522]

@@LiamBushrod thanks for the answer. Remember that this "fail" doesn't define you. Life just happens. And not always the way we want and not always is our fault. Failing like I did was terrible for my self steam and my confidence. But now I can se that that wasn't my fault. And just carry with that but with less weight. Continue with your dreams, as I did, I never give up. I try and try and try. Go for it and learn that your health is first.

[@Remy1522]

@@LiamBushrod sorry about my English btw I'm not native speaker.

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you ❤️ And no worries I didn't even realise, your English is amazing!

[@Cljonesy1185]

Perhaps for your next video you could go into detail about some things that you're going to do differently next year. By the way, my name is Chris and I live in Chicago, USA. I'm getting ready to start my first year of school studying screenwriting and producing. I hope to someday get a good job creating original content for Netflix HULU and other streaming platforms. Hope to see more from you.

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Chris! Good suggestion, I've already got a video planned but I do want to talk about next year's plan after I get my resit results. Watch this space! And good luck with your ambition, I might be seeing you around too!

[@rezvanehmousavi3518]

Thank you. This video really helped.

[@IfYouSeeCait]

just come across this video and I can completely understand the not learning properly in lectures thing. I’m lucky I’m at a small university where there are less than 15 of us in a class at a time. it’s not as overwhelming as big lectures. good luck with your resits! ❤️

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you! Yes our lectures are 150 strong so it's pretty rare to feel a connection with the lecturers or to maintain concentration. It just all makes it's hard to approach them later if I'm stuck and the one class of 40 session we have only happens once per module per term! Not ideal haha, but good luck with your future studies too x

[@joemillward2892]

Hi, I'm Joe! I am awaiting A-Level results and then hopefully going to the University of Exeter to study Economics (insurance is York). It was brace if you to put the video up - good luck for next year. I am so nervous about starting university!

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Joe, I remember looking at Economics at Exeter - you'll enjoy it there. Everyone's university experience is different but there will always be ups and downs (mostly ups!) Best of luck for results day

[@funkywaffles2530]

Hi there Liam! I'm an international A level grad and have been considering Durham for quite awhile now for its economics. I've heard Exeter is good as well in economics and I'm quite torn between the two. Any advice/suggestions?

[@funkywaffles2530]

And I was actually really keen on Durham but after getting to know how the support systems are run, ugh :') What are your thoughts on Durham as a choice for an international student!

[@LiamBushrod]

To be fair there are lots of international students here and I wouldn't say that there is a particular disliking of the uni of them (apart from the fees but that's for all unis). I'm sure you'll like it here, Durham is a really nice place and your experience will likely be very different to mine! Also I swear someone else in the comments is also considering an economics degree at Exeter! Popular choice ;) I was looking at that course too once upon a time

[@TickleMeElmo55]

Are there such things as liberal arts colleges in the UK? In the US there's an abundance of them were there's more individual attention for your course of study besides the lecture hall.

[@samrudgyard7887]

I've got a lot of friends that went to Peter Symonds for A-Levels! I didn't know cause I moved away from there :(

[@vihanjain6975]

Why didn’t you go to Oxbridge? They have tutorials/supervisions, which are super small group teaching sessions! Although similar problems with lack of access to mental health

[@LiamBushrod]

I actually applied to Cambridge but didn't get an interview (classic Durham student ikr). Not sure I would've been able to cope there though even with tutorials!

[@killafx4726]

I felt the same with my GCSE results as I didn't do as well as I'd hoped. I, like you, felt that there was very little support. I'm in sixth form now, and I'm not going to let my sub-par GCSE results (in my opinion) decide my fate.

[@LiamBushrod]

Sorry to hear about your experience during your GCSEs. But for sure, your results shouldn't decide your fate and you can definitely put things right at A-level! Best of luck

[@diffmull]

KZbin put your video in my "recommended" list, and I've now looked at a few other of your vlogs, so I'd say you are on-track so far, doing all the right things to become an illustrious youtuber. Thinking of your likely target audience, perhaps you could provide some videos that won't need too much editing, but some preparation instead, on why you chose engineering, how you got a scholarship, why you chose Durham, and how you coped with a failed exam result and fought back to pass your resits (as I hope you will). This is one thing Jack Edwards, who you mentioned, did, and I found it worth watching (even though he's doing English Lit!). Another youtuber of interest in this respect was Simon Clark, who has just finished his PhD at Exeter. He also had lots of problems with programming. I'm a Computing Science graduate and know more effort needs to be given by schools and universities to teach this skill properly. As you have probably found, it is a vital aspect of so many studies these days (even English Lit), that it really needs to be mastered.

[@LiamBushrod]

Thanks for such a thoughtful comment, it has certainly given me a lot to think about. Many of the videos I've made so far have just been for my own memories (without much thought for the target audience) purely because it has allowed me to practise the skills needed to create and edit videos while I don't have an audience to worry about. This year I've been experimenting a bit more with the type of videos I make, looking more specifically at the target audience and planning them out thoroughly (the DofE and MKBHD videos, for example). Based on the relative success this video has had, it's clear that there is a big audience for university advice type videos and while I'll still be making videos about my travels & family etc, you can bet there will be more videos like this one in the future, and certainly one that covers the points you mention above! I'll be sure to check out Simon Clark, programming has been taught so poorly so far on the course and it sounds like his advice could be really useful :) thanks again

[@user-df3ms9gk2i]

I also hate that at uni for a lot of modules even if you pass the year overall you need to pass each module still 😐

[@wendyyork8030]

Hi Liam, best wishes from a former Van Mildert student (graduated 1993). hope all goes well for you. ..hang in there! Wendy x

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you Wendy! Oh my, I wasn't even born then 😮

[@richardtinhowong]

overseas student here looking to find out more about durham engineering before making my choice like that your a very sincere guy, liked and subscribed hahaa

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you Richard, and good luck making your choice! If there's anything else you'd like to know, feel free to hmu on Instagram or fb :)

[@azei6819]

I came across your video as I was looking at videos about Durham University and specifically engineering at Durham. I am unsure about if I want to apply there for university for September 2019. I really enjoyed the open day but the more I research about it the less appealing it becomes. Is there anything you’d wished you’d known before going? And if you had any other tips about applying for engineering??Thank you!! And good luck with any future exams:)

[@LiamBushrod]

Great question! Somebody asked me that at the open day too (I did the solar car part of the talk for the open days this year apart from the most recent open days) and I told them my thoughts on the lack of small group support and the amount of programming we've had to do. As someone who needed a lot of support to get through A-levels and with no previous experience coding, this was a shock to the system. If you are good at learning independently with minimal resources then you'll be fine in general, and if you have experience coding that'll help lots. Outside of lectures it feels like you're on your own but I'm sure if you surround yourself with fellow engineers, you can all help and support each other. That's definitely something I wish I'd done as then the only person to motivate me outside of lectures is myself. There are "office hours" but these are normally one hour per week per lecturer for any student in your year to use. Not exactly very accessible! And the general 40-student "problem classes" are actually more like mini-lectures and happen once per lecture course per term! These are the things that you need to be asking when visiting universities for engineering, but make sure you get the student perspective as well as the staff perspective as the difference can be quite stark! Having said all that, I really don't want to discourage you from doing engineering because in general you can't go wrong - graduate job prospects are very good - especially from Durham. Durham uni itself is a safe environment as it's such a small city and the college system allows you can meet more people and get involved in more sports and societies. So yeah I hope that makes sense! Feel free to dm me on Instagram if that's easier :)

[@darrensheahan176]

Hey Liam ! I am a recent graduate from Durham and got my MBA through a mix of taught and distance learning, I am a mature student who did both my undergraduate and postgraduate degrees whilst working full time...this is not to boast but just to give you some background. During my studies I too have to submit serious adverse requests, mainly due to some challenges I was having with my mental health. Things that helped, I was very aware of my triggers amd what signs people should watch out for namely withdrawing from blogs, engaging with tutors....I didnt like asking for help so would stop engaging. Maybe have some time to reflect on what signs people should be aware of if you are having difficulties and share with the faculty/student support. I think you are putting a lot if pressure on yourself....when I started my undergraduate degree when I was 30 something I thought I was not clever enough or good enough and what I found was it was wasted energy. Enjoy your experience use the support available and good luck with your studies. Take care and keep chipping away !

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Darren, thank you for sharing that with me and congratulations for your MBA! I have too suffered from the "too scared to ask so stopped engaging" issue all too much but I'm hoping next year will be different. Lectures are being recorded from next year so I can go back over them again if I get stuck. And with regards to trigger points - I think that the fact people now know I've been struggling will help a lot but I still need to learn when to realise when a problem has gone on for too long, recognise that, and get help. As I say hopefully it won't happen again but I need to be more savvy if it does. Thank you once again and good luck for the future!

[@darrensheahan176]

Liam Bushrod Hardest part is talking and you are getting past that part......just remember whatever your marks there is a whole world outside of uni and I am sure a whole load of friends and family who are proud of all your achievements...been able to talk about your challenges is as much an achievement as getting good grades.

[@oswin4715]

Nice video I'm currently doing my Alevels going into year 13. Uni life looks intense good luck with your resits. Btw I subbed :)

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you Oswin! It really depends on the university and course - I think I've got the toughest of both worlds haha

[@shwetharamesh6701]

I'm literally in this position right now, I just got my results and I knew I'd failed one because it went really bad but I ended up failing two subjects in my second year of engineering. Now I can't do internships and it's a ship wreck now!

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey, sorry to hear this, you really are in the exact same position as I was! The good news is this isn't the end and there will be plenty of options going forward. If you'd like to talk about anything at all, feel free to DM me on Insta or fb :)

[@shwetharamesh6701]

@@LiamBushrod Omgg thanks a lot! That's sweet of you:)

[@tutortutor]

Well done on sharing this video Liam, hope all has gone well with the resits. When you get back to Durham, drop us a line if you want to do some tutoring for us. We would be happy to have you!!

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you - what level students would I be tutoring?

[@tutortutor]

You could choose your preferred level, mostly our students are either doing their GCSEs and A-levels. You can also nominate how many hours or students that you want a week. Many of our tutors, some at Oxford and Cambridge, find tutoring online once a week a calming and rewarding experience and helps them to balance their intake and outflow of knowledge.

[@LiamBushrod]

Thanks I'll definitely consider doing that next year

[@MVTO_]

Love how i'm watching this at the exact time i realised ive failed uni 😭any advice???

[@ggehh]

What I love about my uni is that we have one individual meeting with lecturers from each module scheduled each term and we can also ask any tutor for meetings to discuss coursework at anytime. There are also two people that specifically help with essays and they have drop in sessions once a week. We also usually have a seminar the week after a lecture where there's only 15/20 people in it and we go through the previous lecture and discuss it in more detail. I found that to be extremely helpful, cause I tend to zone out during lectures 😂 I don't know if you've done your resits already, but good luck if you haven't and I hope you get/got the results you want :)

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Angela, I do wish we had something like what you have! That would help enormously :) And I've done one, got the other one tomorrow

[@ggehh]

Liam Bushrod aw good luck for tomorrow!! :)

[@jonnylittle9457]

Hey Liam, I've just finished 3rd year Engineering at Durham this year. I know how hard the course can be especially if you're struggling with mental health! I just want to say whatever happens in second year is only 22.2% of the degree, it's basically a 20% coursework so try to look positive for next year. Third year is more enjoyable as you get to choose your stream. Also I bet James worked you hard on solar car... anyway just give me a pm on fb if you need any advice

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Jonny, thanks for the message. It's been a nightmare at times but the solar car has definitely been what's keeping me (relatively) sane so far and I'm itching to get back to it once the resits are over. The fact it's such a small percentage almost makes it worse because it's harder to justify that the effort has been worth it. But I guess it'll be worth more than that if I end up on the BEng?

[@jonnylittle9457]

Liam Bushrod just think it’s much better getting >55% in 22.2% of the degree than

[@LiamBushrod]

Agreed, it's just a possibility. As little fun as it sounds, I may not have a choice unfortunately but I'll just have to wait and see :)

[@corriedotdev]

past everything for 4 years with an A, have to focus man, good luck with the resits

[@aerinkim933]

Im in 6th form taking eng lit, history, econs! Im so scared for A2😱😱😱personal statements, exams etc do you think you could make a video about personal statements??

[@LiamBushrod]

Oooohh we'll have to see about that! I think I'd be too embarrassed to discuss mine (and i am not the sort of person to be embarrassed about posting stuff online!) but maybe a video discussing my thought process would be useful to others. Can't promise anything but I'll think about it :)

[@AS-fn3qk]

Failure is good sometimes, it makes you come back stronger 💪🏆 the important thing is to not to give up whenever something goes wrong and to learn from it and to make sure it doesn't go wrong again 💗👊 You can do this, just recover and focus on what is important, it will be a great learning curve for the future and you will appreciate what it teaches you in the future, believe me 😉

[@LiamBushrod]

Thank you!! Things can only go up from here and I've learned so much about myself from the whole experience 💪😎 hope things are going well for you too :)

[@AvartiPlaysGames]

Nice video :) Are all the courses at Durham the same in terms of tutorials? In that they are 40+ people?

[@LiamBushrod]

Thanks :) And no, I think it's more common among sciences but I honestly don't know. Everything mentioned in the video was about the engineering course so if you're interested in a different course at Durham, I'd recommend asking BOTH staff and students directly at the open day. Hope that helps! PS: this morning the video has suddenly got 600+ views... Might I ask how you discovered the video?

[@AvartiPlaysGames]

Ah okay, I went to the open day earlier this year but I'll see if I can find some information online. And I watch Jack Edwards and it was recommended to me after watching one of his videos.

[@LiamBushrod]

Ok good luck in your search! If you don't mind me asking, what are you looking to study? And that's very interesting, thanks for letting me know :)

[@AvartiPlaysGames]

I want to study history :) And no problem

[@LiamBushrod]

Nice! I've just asked my 2nd year historian friend who said: "we have seminars that are anywhere between 6-12 people depending on which module it is. You can ask for a private meeting with a tutor to discuss essays etc as well though" Hope that helps!

[@moodymudkip]

Just saw your vid on my recommended and noticed that your thumbnail says "wish it wasn't clickbait" but I think you meant "wish it was clickbait" just thought I'd let you know!

[@LiamBushrod]

Oh my, how did I make that mistake!!! I must've still been a bit out of it when I made the video... I thought I'd recovered! Thanks for pointing that out, I'll change it at some point 😜

[@Ellie-bk1zw]

Watching this, I agree with the lack of support for mental health. I just finished 1st year at Durham and my mental health is one heck of a lot worse for it, but I’m glad that people like you can be open about it on platforms like this so that (hopefully!) something can be done about it. Best of luck for your resits!! P.s I could see my room in that clip of the volleyball tournament! I’m friends with Darcy the one who organised it as we’re on the exec of a society in Trevs together! P.p.s I kept seeing you around durham in easter term and wanted to say hi and that I was a fan, but never did. If I see you next term is that a cool thing to do? 😁

[@LiamBushrod]

Me too, it does feel like everyone turns a blind eye to mental health at Durham so I'll do anything I can to help the cause to be honest! And thank you :) I made a LOT of noise that day at Trevs so I think everyone there hates me now haha. Darcy now calls me "Liam TIPS TIPS TIPS Bushrod" you can probably guess why haha 😋 and sure, shout "straight fire" or something I'm sure that'll grab my attention :)

[@peteryyz43]

There is no such thing as failure; Only feedback.

[@161BMW]

Hi interesting video. I hope the resits go well. What do you think led to you not doing well in the exams ? What things could you have done better ? What advice would you give to other university students ?

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Soni - the resits for those exams did go well, just not quite well enough to stay on the MSc course so I dropped down to the BSc. It's hard for me to give general advice as everyone is different, but for me the course just wasn't structured in a way that I learn well in. We had no tutorial hours (smallest class size was 40) and heaps of coursework to do which took up a disproportionate amount of time for the marks it was worth. As a result I never was able to keep up with lecture content and always had to self-teach all of it over Easter before exams and that was never going to end well. So my advice would have to be this: do more research before choosing a university. Go to open days. Speak to current students. Ask all the dirty questions specific to the course you want to do. If I'd known a bit more about the course structure and the methods of delivery then I might've had second thoughts. Of course there's always going to be a significant element of self-learning at university, because... well, it's university, but I certainly was not prepared for the level at which was required for engineering at Durham. Who knows - it might've been the same story for me at any other university but all I know is I never really felt like I got into to any kind of study routine at Durham and consequently when things started going wrong, I had nothing to fall back onto and things spiralled FAST. Having said all that, there's always people who are willing to listen at university - be it friends, family back home, department staff or student support - and maybe if I'd been a bit more open a bit sooner, I might've been able to save my degree. Hope that helps :) Liam

[@noureenhassan4200]

Does it show on your transcript when you take resits? I have just failed a module, I'm studying at Northumbria University and have been very anxious it's going to ruin my transcript :(

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Noureen, sorry to hear you failed a module, did your resits go ok in the end? And no, resits don't show up on the transcript, only the final mark. Best, Liam

[@republicgalaxy4348]

its conrad epson from below deck mediterranean

[@mrssmurf55]

Have you watched Thomas Frank here on you tube he has fantastic tips for uni I couldn't have got through my first yr without him!

[@LiamBushrod]

No, I haven't! Thanks Ann, will check out his channel :)

[@paulhudson3201]

Hey man, I study civil engineering in Edinburgh and I barely passed my first year, I'm going into second year in a couple of weeks and I really am scared for what is going to happen. I have struggled with mental health and I still do and it really is a difficult and heavy load to bare all while trying to study and go to class, work and keep up relationships. But at the end of the day you are still alive and breathing and everything will be okay in the future 👍

[@LiamBushrod]

Cheers Paul ;) Don't think too much about second year. You know your limits now having done a whole year (a feat in itself believe me, I didn't think I'd make it through my first year!) and you can only use that experience to kick on next year. Make sure you keep talking to people and always let people know how you feel. Feel free to dm me any time mate if you'd like that :)

[@paulhudson3201]

Liam Bushrod I really appreciate that mate, I'll keep that mind I just hope everything gets better as I go on. I'm not sure how to dm on youtube anymore it's all changed since the last time I messaged some 😂

[@hamzaelasri9051]

Hi man, I hope your resits went very well ! I have a question tho, you mentioned smth about an internship in america ? can you please tell me how did you get it ? Like how you applied and interviews etc ... ? Im a computer science engineer and would love to do an internship there but dont know where to start.

[@LiamBushrod]

Cheers bud! They went ok thanks :) you just have to look at companies that have internship schemes in America and apply - although probably best if you ask them if they take international students first! Then they'll probably do a video interview. Just a word of warning, the paperwork for working abroad is pretty extreme so make sure you're not organising it in the middle of exams (like I was!). The reason why they were so keen to have me is because I worked for them for a few weeks last summer, not in the USA. That gave me a much better chance of getting it this summer! Hope that helps

[@platinumfire99]

Hey Brit Boy, I know how it feels to have mental health affect my schooling. Keep on keeping on my guy. But on a more positive note, congrats on the channel blow up lol

[@LiamBushrod]

Cheers Justin my man 😎 Hope you're doing well yourself mate :) And hahaha not sure we can count this as blowing up!

[@jonathangilmore9617]

Hi there. I’ll be joining Durham in October for the masters in “advanced mechanical engineering”. Do you know if there is much coding required for this course as I have had barely any coding experience. Thanks :)

[@LiamBushrod]

Hi Jonathan, I'm not sure about the masters courses but I would say "yes" to your question - there likely will be coding but I don't know how it will be taught or provided. Best get in touch with the uni academics on that one

[@LiamBushrod]

Hi Jonathan, I'm not sure about the masters courses but I would say "yes" to your question - there likely will be coding but I don't know how it will be taught or provided. Best get in touch with the uni academics on that one, sorry I can't help further :/

[@jasonnwokeji4107]

How haven't I not subscribed to you? You are awesome

[@Namerson]

chemistry has a few tutorial sessions, in groups of about 5-7, they can be useful. needless to say i didnt fucking go to any of them.

[@danvernconnor3871]

I am going to sixth form this year, but idk what i want to study in university.

[@LiamBushrod]

Don't worry there's still time! I didn't really make up my mind until I started going to open days. Before that I wanted to do economics! Good luck with sixth form :)

[@danvernconnor3871]

tnx

[@galixie231]

Make a video with Jack Edwards !

[@duck6100]

oh fun I also had a mental breakdown before my Christmas exams and failed my January exams. I had to get firsts in most of my other modules if I wanted to stay on my masters which was super fun not stressful at all nope edit: also I find it very strange that no tutorials were offered for your course. I study physics at Exeter and I get one every week. I just assumed that happened everywhere? Maybe you could give student feedback on the lack of support

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey, I hope things are better for you now. I'm so glad I never had January exams or I would definitely fail them. I feel for you there! And yes it's disappointing really. Apparently universities can get away with not offering any on our courses so all we pay for is for various "experts" to stand in front of us and tell us what we should know 😐 and yes we have fed back

[@duck6100]

Liam Bushrod awww thank you. It was fine in the end because I did well in most of my summer exams. I hope you get the grades to stay on your course :) I really hope they start offering more academic support for next year. Getting one to one help (or something similar) would boost grades so much it's crazy that they don't offer it. Lectures are so hard to learn in it's just someone, that might not actually know how to teach, talking at you for an hour

[@LiamBushrod]

Well done! And thank you, me too! Totally agree, the majority of them haven't a clue how to teach and I reckon that's half the reason why they don't offer tutorials. They wouldn't have a clue what to do in them!

[@ellies7912]

Omg is this testwood as in Totton????

[@LiamBushrod]

It is 😂

[@reneehizon9765]

hi there! ive been looking thru videos of Durham students and stuff and saw yours and i listened to your comments about the mental health stuff - how exactly would you rate it out of 10? (haha sorry im just a bit worried im actually hoping to get into Durham [same college as you actually! tho im currently a near miss applicant] and i have some questionable mental health issues haha). also i was wondering how you got an opportunity at an internship in America? I would really like to do that too. Hoping you do well on your re-sits by the way i'm sure you'll do great

[@LiamBushrod]

Hey Renee, it really depends on how well you can cope in the first place on your course. As I said in the video, Engineering doesn't have any small class tutorials to ask questions about problems you've been having and to sort them out. That kind of extra stress doesn't seem like much, but when it builds up for the whole year it's awful. Then the only help you can get is from people who aren't related to your course (college staff, disability support etc). I don't want to knock them down but there's only so much they can do. In the end it just comes back round to yourself and fixing the problem yourself. But like I say, that's just engineering. Other courses do have small class seminars etc and you feel much more looked after and treated like a human and not a number. Hope that makes sense! Van Mildert is great, you'll love it. I got the internship by applying. I'd worked with them for a few weeks last year but this year the only internship they had was in America. The problem was it was being organised really late and I was worried sick about it - wondering if it would even be worth losing my entire holidays for didn't help either as that didn't sound like a whole lot of fun as a reward post-exams. Anyway, with internships you just have to look around and apply early, you never know! Thanks for the best wishes :)

[@reneehizon9765]

Liam Bushrod oh ok that’s pretty cool hopefully it isn’t too hard to get an internship for my field haha (especially coz I’m an international student idk how it works for me) ((: I hope to see you around college if I get in! Again I hope you do well in your upcoming resits ❤️

[@LiamBushrod]

Not sure how it'll work but I'm sure you'll get one :) And likewise (although I hardly go to college tbf). Thanks, just got out of my last one :)

[@rob7762]

What did you think of engineering at durham as I've heard that the teaching isnt great and that you dont get much help

[@LiamBushrod]

That pretty much sums it up Rob but it really depends on how you learn. Most of the contact hours are through lectures and it's never that easy to get help unless you are already really on top of things and have very specific queries. I personally struggled to follow along in lectures and I never knew what I was doing in courseworks. Other people knew what to do though so it must be possible! I really thought there would be small group tutorials or similar but there just isn't, it's all lectures. So basically what I'm saying is if you think you can teach yourself the course and work well with your peers, you'll be just fine. Hope that helps!

[@faheemmajid4646]

Is Durham uni In Stockton on tees btw I’m from boro

[@LiamBushrod]

I think the Durham Stockton campus has been completely moved to Durham city centre now, so I think it's only foreign students foundation year stuff happening there now

[@Itshafsaaa]

Great video

[@flashkraft]

I flunked out of a design degree due to financial reasons and became a self taught web developer.

[@LiamBushrod]

Nice! Hope all's going well with that mate 👍

[@flashkraft]

@@LiamBushrod Its not too bad. I have a former colleague who dropped out of software engineering and became a software developer. He ended up making a fortune in bitcoin and retired. Also my cousins son dropped out of aerospace engineering and had a serious mental breakdown. He is now a telecommunication technician. Life goes on.

[@jake_runs_the_world]

I failed year one Mech E