LIFE UPDATE (becoming a military wife, mental health, new apartment!!)

[@karenann9587]

Aww I loved this video ! I homeschool my kids so I think its cool you were homeschooled. I just love everything you post, I relate to you so much. Thank you for sharing.

[@PriyaJanakyAiyer]

When you said about playing with other kids outside, I related to that so much. I miss that in our generation too!

[@haileykaylyn]

I remember you posted about looking into reading the Bible a while back and I would encourage you to do that while you will be having so much time to yourself! Honestly my family did not go to church and did not believe in God. I knew I needed God my entire life because there was so much I was missing in my life as a child. Finally 4 years ago I started getting into the word and 2 years ago I fully devoted my life to Christ and I would never change it for anything. I know people have struggles in life where they may think “If God is good why did this happen?” But as we get into relationship with Him we understand how truly loving He is and how He never meant for us to go through the things that we have suffered through. He will heal and bind up your wounds. You can speak to him anytime and all the time. He cares so much about you. I could very well be a broken person who says why would God allow such things to happen to me but I know that I need the love of God to fill me and help me. This all may sound crazy but trust me that God is so very real and he loves each of His children. A lot of the times people may focus on the wrathful side of God but God is very loving and merciful. All of the things you may regret in your life He died so you could be forgiven. He lived a pure life so that we could all have the chance to be forgiven of our sins and be with Him in Heaven. If you have never read the story of Jesus being crucified I would encourage you to read that. I cried the first time reading it and I still cry reading it to this day. It is a sacrifice that is unimaginable but He done it for his children because he knew we will never be perfect. He knew we could never live a perfect life to get into heaven due to sin, so he chose to live a perfect life and die for the sins we deserved to die for. But because of His love for us we have the choice to choose God or choose the world. Choosing God leads to everlasting life, peace, joy and choosing the world leads to damnation, suffering. Matthew 7:13-14 “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.” May God bless you and I pray this comment reaches you because I NEVER comment on anything! But having so much alone time inspired me to take the leap to write this for you because it would be such a beautiful time to understand the Lord ♥️

[@briannachandler8440]

👏👏love your esthetic! You do a great job!

[@PriyaJanakyAiyer]

Hey are you going to university?