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Hi angels ♡ Today I wanted to do a life update and explain why I've been M.I.A.. Thank you for all your love and support. You mean so much to me ♡ I love you x Brianna White
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More about me ♡ Hi angels, my name is Brianna White! I am a fashion, beauty, and lifestyle vlogger and am happily married to my best friend, Jaelin White. Fun fact: I married him the day after I turned 18!! I love doing fashion hauls, GRWM (get ready with me), lookbooks, OOTW, makeup tutorials, routines, how to's- and basically all things fashion/ beauty related! You can also find fun videos with my husband- vlogs, challenges, storytimes, married life videos and tags we like to do together! Thanks so much for stopping by, don't forget to SUBSCRIBE to keep up with me! bit.ly/BriannaW...

[@IsabellaCollester]

i’m sorry to hear about everything you’re dealing with. praying for you and J❤️

[@amymoeller4961]

Me too❤️ we are all praying🙏

[@goldyblob]

I think I can speak for everyone, if you need a break please take it!! Social media and KZbin is so draining so please make yourself happy and healthy again :) stay strong

[@zarinagurley372]

Anxiety is no joke. I'm so sorry you two are going through so much right now. Take all the time you need to get through it. Sending my prayers 💕

[@KristanShuford]

If your husband can take meds for his anxiety, I strongly suggest looking into it. I put off taking meds for so long because I felt like it was sort of admitting defeat, and I was scared of how it might alter my mood. But once I started on meds, the main difference that I noticed was that it helped dramatically with the physical side effects of my anxiety. I also used to have frequent heart palpitations, and I would also feel like I couldn't breathe or be totally incapable of speaking without breaking into sobs when I was in the middle of an anxiety attack. It was so hard for my husband because he wanted to help, but I wouldn't be able to tell him what I needed or even why I was anxious. Now I still feel anxious sometimes, but I find that my body doesn't immediately jump into the panicked mode like it used to, and it is easier to let those feelings pass.

[@ScottOstr]

And the meds might be short term. It's a journey. 👍

[@courtneyschaump]

i agree! Before starting meds i couldn’t order a pizza let alone go into a store by my self... sometimes it’s for the better!

[@raeraecrazy3636]

with anxiety i can promise you medication is only temporary. no hate in decisions you make but medical marijuana is the best route to go these days.

[@Mrs.B89]

Kristan Makl 💙🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@KristanShuford]

rae l I know it works really well for lots of people. Im lucky enough to live in a state where we can use recreationally, which I do, but I find that some strains and methods of consumption actually trigger my anxiety, (having edibles means an immediate, 4 hr long panic attack for me and are now a huge no no) while those that don’t only relieve it momentarily. My husband and several friends also find that it makes them super anxious or depressed, so just like traditional meds, it’s not for everyone, but I’m glad it seems to be working for you. I hope you live in a place where you can access your meds safely and legally.

[@gildacastillo6960]

We love and support you, and we understand if you need a break from KZbin, it will be okay i know you are a strong person😕💗

[@annuhbananuh11]

Praying for you and Jaelin. I suffer from health anxiety just like Jaelin, and I can totally relate. Your love, support, and encouragement is all that Jaelin needs right now.

[@AmanaRain]

Crying and showing us these moments in your life is NOT negative. At all. These bumps on the road are actually blessings in disguise. You will look back one day and you will see that it was not as bad as you thought it was. It's hard but you need to move forward and grow. Love you so so SO much.

[@linochka64]

"Cast all your anxieties onto him, for He cares for you" 💕

[@katjavestergaard489]

💟💟 hugs girl!!! Health anxiety is no joke. It's really hard. I get it. I hope he feels better physically & mentally soon. Also sorry for the loss of your grandfather! God bless.

[@yasarivillalobos]

I know it’s hard, but just remember to keep walking through the storm, your rainbow is waiting on the other side💕 you go through rough patches in life but they don’t last forever, have faith🙏🏼 God will guide you both through, love you❤️

[@hopemartinez7629]

Praying for you and Jalen and your heart in this time 💛 praying for peace.

[@LGrothier]

Losing people is never easy, and dealing with anxiety is confusing and miserable. I'm so sorry to hear about what you're going through, and I hope Jaelin gets amazing help and support from his doctors like he does from you :)

[@lenasophie4191]

Oh Brianna I am soo sorry for you 😔 my grandma died recently aswell because of cancer and she was such a big part of my life and now there’s such a big hole. I can totally understand you. Take your time to recover and be there for your husband. 🧡

[@pony2408]

You are such a kind and genuine soul and I am so grateful to be able to have you in my life Brianna! Your strength is inspiring and I am so thankful for everything you teach and share with us. I admire your positivity and how despite going through a tough time you help others without wavering. We will always support you no matter what and we're here for you too if you ever need us! Sending you lots of love

[@ajavillacres6459]

It’s rare whenever I comment on KZbin, but I just wanted to say I actually have an aortic bicuspid heart valve myself and I KNOW what it feels like to have heart palpitations and all. I know how scary that can be not only for me but for the people around me. I’m so thankful for doctors to be able to help me when I’m scared or when stress effects my heart negatively. Something I’ve personally done in my life is take this valve as a huge source of inspiration to live my life to THE fullest each and every day. Nobody ever knows how long they have to live, but someone with a heart problem (like myself) maybe thinks about that more often than others - so turn that fear and anxiety into passion about LIFE. We are blessed to have this life and these people surrounded by us. You’ve got this girl. I’ve been following you for a while and hope all ends up clearing up. 💕

[@emilycampbell4909]

Stay strong beautiful. This too shall pass. You both are so strong and amazing and you'll get through this.

[@katieh1859]

I’m sorry you lost your grandpa. I hope everything gets better soon. I know what having anxiety is like. I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder about 10 years ago. I have good days and bad days just like everyone else. I hope the best for you and J. ily!!! 💗

[@kylieaaliyah]

I am so sorry to hear everything thats been happening Bri

[@TheDandelionblush]

I’m so sorry to hear this angel, you’re such an inspiration to so many people. I understands completely about your grandad because mine is going through the same. Please feel at peace knowing we can relate and support you however you need 💘

[@seanmegan9848]

I lost my grandma right before I turned 18 and it was one of the most difficult things I’ve ever endured. I completely understand your grief, and I am so sorry you are going through that. I got emotional when you spoke about your husband...I can’t imagine going through that. You will be on my mind a little extra this week as I pray for you both. Prayers for you and your family...❤️ Love, Megan

[@explore_365]

I agree! God always knows what's best and only puts you in hard situations to grow ❤️

[@VictoriaHatzson]

I am so so sorry for your loss, I can't imagine what you are going through, my grandma is my favourite person in the world and I don't know what I would do without her. I get you, hope you feel better soon and are able to keep a positive mind through all of that. It's okay to share your struggles, it's okay to have struggles and don't worry about being "negative", you're not negative, you're real and that's more appreciated than just being a person who has everything in their life and everything is perfect all the time.

[@umazt775]

i’m sorry you’re going through this. we are here to support you no matter what. everything happens for a reason. though you are going through a tough time, i’m so glad you have found strength in yourself and in your faith. praying for and your family ❤️

[@BriannaGraceOfficial]

Hi name twin! I don't think I've ever commented on one of your videos before, but I've been watching for I don't know how long now. I just want to let you know that you're not alone in any way. At ten years old I watched my papa (who lived with me) suffer through and pass away of cancer. I've also watched my sister battle social anxiety over these last few years, and back in February ended up in the ER for the same reason as your husband. It felt like I was having a heart attack and I get heart palpitations very often. Anxiety is such a battle. And it's a very individualized thing, something that's new for me to deal with. But you CAN learn how to manage it. There's so many ways. Tell your husband to download the Calm app on his phone to start! It's helped me a lot. You're taking the right mindset with this. You're a beautiful person and this is all just a stepping stone. Let me know if you need anything ❤️

[@nicolephillipsaubriella3799]

I’m so sorry about your loss!! Prayers are with you and your family in this time of need!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@samanthaweiss867]

Don't worry about KZbin Brianna. Just take care of yourself. I wish I could just give you a hug. Sometimes in life we have to deal with a lot of challenges, but things get better. I also lost my grandfather about a year and a half ago and I was so close to him. I know how hard that is and how awful it feels but, if it helps think about how he is no longer suffering in pain. Also, I have generalized anxiety disorder and anxiety is so hard to deal with but I'm sure Jaelin is so appreciative of your support. Just keep being there for him in any way you can. You are so strong Brianna. You will get through this ❤️.

[@melissayates442]

I am so sorry for the loss of your Grandpa. I lost my mum 4 years ago and I definitely feel your pain, but it does get easier I promise! I also know how hard it is to deal with a husband having anxiety as my husband has it too. Anxiety is a massive deal and its not something that will just go away, he will probably have to deal with it his whole life. After months of suffering I convinced my husband to go to the doctor and get on meds and it made a HUGE difference. I strongly recommend it, he needs to know getting help isn't a sign of failure, its a sign of strength! Be strong, it will get easier.

[@mohdlishah81]

Anxiety is just like a dog who can only barking but can't bite u. don't be afraid of it. Be strong. May God make u healthy. My prayers are always with u.

[@kaylaboettcher6726]

I’ve been watching you since the beginning of your KZbin journey and I just want to say thank you for your willingness to be open with things that are hard for most to talk about. As someone who’s had severe anxiety in the past, seeing it from the perspective of someone on the other end of it is really eye opening. We are lucky as significant others to have people like you in our lives. Stay strong my love, there will be brighter days ahead!

[@sacralearth]

First off, thank you for your transparency and watching this made me want to be able to reach through the screen and hug you so bad! I know thousands of people will say this but I’m always here for you to talk. I lost my grandfather July of 2017 right after my life changing heart surgery... my heart condition gave me so many panic attacks and made me feel so helpless, it’s even hard recovering from it because sometimes something will happen and send me back to certain situations and panic. Anyways, I can relate to your guys situation 100% it’s hard on both sides when things like this happen so don’t feel bad just do the best you can and be there for not just him but also yourself.

[@jaynesmith2760]

Anxiety and depression are tied to inflammation in the body. The body starts to isolate itself , cause their is something in the body effecting it so it start to protect itself. I take a tinture called mood juice by organic oliva & peace juice a suggestion is maybe a holistic doctor. Hope everything gets better 💕

[@christinagraham3981]

Awww bri your making me cry but I know your such a strong person with such a great heart and I understand you cuz I've lost loved ones before and have struggled with it...keep your head up girl!!

[@alainap7530]

You truly have such a beautiful soul💓. To have the opportunity as a viewer to watch you be so raw and inspirational is such a blessing. I am praying for you and for your family. You are so strong and the love you share in your relationship and family is strong enough to get through this hard time. Keep having faith, love💕💕💕

[@emilymack9487]

I’m sorry you’re going through this right now 😓 my grandpa is about to get open heart surgery so im kind of worried about that. I understand what it’s like to lose someone and it’s hard ❤️ you guys can do it though! I support you!

[@anaishernandez7658]

Hey Brianna, I normally don’t comment on videos but I just feel like I want to let you know that you are not alone! And to always remember not to be so hard on yourself it’s hard to deal with people who struggle with anxiety when you’ve never had to think about it before yourself. So just remember you will mess up and you will say the wrong things but just know it will get better. You will get stronger and you’ll start to notice that helping the people you love who are coping with anxiety will come to be second nature to you. Just give yourself time. You can’t take care of others if you aren’t taking care of yourself. So be strong I know you can get through this. Also I’m very sorry about your grandfathers passing, I’m really glad you took the time to be away from social media. You should never feel pressured to entertain others when you’re not okay mentally or emotionally. I love you so much! Take care. 🖤

[@haileymarie7719]

I know how it feels to go through it in life, and I’m in the middle of a low point myself. I’m so sorry for your loss but your sweet grandpa is smiling down on you. 💛💛💛 love you always and praying for your sweet, sweet heart and family.

[@angelaleon4060]

Can all 650k of us just do a group hug? That would be fantastic thanks 💛💛 I hope Jaylen’s anxiety goes away ASAP and ur 👴🏼 says hi to the angels 👼🏼 for me

[@lizetteliceaga]

I've been dealing with health issues myself that brought up some anxiety. I just want to let you know that you're doing the best you can, it's hard to understand what someone else is feeling. Really there is not much you can do to help him except be there for him which you already do. This situation is hard for the both of you. The only thing you can do is seek professional help to cope with these life obstacles. The fact that you have so much optimism and faith shows how strong you are. With much love I assure you you'll get through this tough time 💛

[@juliaamichelle_]

Just relax and take some time off of youtube, it will always be here. You & J’s health and family should always be the most important thing. Love you guys ❤️ praying for you

[@madlenox]

i've lost all of my grandparents, 4 of them, within 360 days. the pain in unbelievable. the last loss was in february so it is very raw and stops me from living normally. the worst moments are still ahead of you - when a few weeks pass you start to realise that life will never be the same

[@kajalali78]

That is really sad😔 losing a loved one is never easy, may he rests in peace♥️ u are strong and u don't need to hold back tears, u are not giving us negative energy sweety♥️ we just want u to be ok. Don't apologies for being sad at these times, it's normal, just be with ur loved ones, cry when u feel like it, laugh when u can and don't ever feel like u are not strong if u feel helpless. U are there for ur hubby and that's what matters, don't forget about urself, bc then u won't have enough energy to help others, it's important to think about urself too♥️we are here for u♥️

[@bubbleslove85]

brianna I am so sorry for your loss and for the troubles you have been dealing with these past few weeks. you are so strong and such an angel, I hope everything smooths out for Jaelin. you two are so beautiful and loving and I just adore you both.

[@timefortea7198]

It's okay girlie love your videos and your the bomb you'll get to where u used to be!!! Lots of love and I hope you feel better soon

[@Julianell97]

Teared up at so many points in this video 😫 you are such a strong woman holding everyone together and I can tell you if my partner spoke about me and my anxiety like this I would feel SO supported and loved. You are clearly doing the best you can ♥️ he will get out of it slowly slowly slowly but surely ♥️

[@futungalicious]

My condolences to you and the family I’m sorry I know how you are feeling I also lost my mom to cancer 2 months ago, just know that he is definitely watching over you

[@ambrehello]

Hiii Brianna. I'm struggling with anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts, an eating disorder and emotional abusive parents. Let's all hope for better days. I'm so so sorry for ur loss. Love u and sending u strength. Life is shitty and hard.

[@nobody-og5tl]

I'm going through the same exact things you're going through

[@aitanacarina5842]

I’m sorry baby, I can also relate with some of this. Keep your head up. My Instagram is aitanablack. Please dm me if you ever want/need to talk. This is YOUR year and no one else can take away your success or happiness. 💚

[@laurenmason3129]

I'm so sorry to hear about your grandpa, it is always tough losing a grandparent. He was staying strong for you and your family and it shows how greatly he loves you. I recently lost my grandma a few months ago who I was really close to as well who passed away in a similar circumstance. I hope you guys are holding up, and you guys will get through this rough patch. Praying for you and your family❤❤

[@AlecWyld]

I can personally relate to Jaelin's health anxiety. I've dealt with it for 5 years now. Just recently I've learned how to deal with the overwhelming anxiety I get whenever I have an episode. I believe that pain strengthens us if you manage to get through it and learn how to deal with it properly. I hope the best for you both! :)

[@sanielimani8419]

Stay strong honey please❤️you are such a strong girl everything will be okay. My grandma past away too the past month. Please stay strong. I wish you all the best💋stay positive everything is going to be alright

[@kittymay6900]

Its so strong to show your deepest feelings and situation with us!❤️ God is with you. I pray for you. You will make it through, just give yourself time and never loose hope! You are really, really empowering.

[@melissadjennane6120]

I'm really sorry for all that you are going through, I hope it gets better in the upcoming days. Just remember God has better things in store for the both of you, I'll be praying for you 💞

[@Mapoflife]

You are clearly a very empathetic caring person and the world needs more people like you. Having said that, you need to also remember to take care of yourself emotionally and physically and soothe your own soul so you can continue to be the supportive person you are to your loved ones. It's ok to cry since it's the body's way of relieving stress. Take some time for you, eat well, sleep enough, get some fresh air and sunshine mixed with a walk in nature. Stay strong Brianna, lean on those that can offer YOU support and remember that you are human. Much love to you and healing thoughts for your husband.

[@Robin-mo5vd]

I am so sorry you are going through these things right now. You are so strong. You and Jaelin are in my prayers

[@caitlindbrown3004]

Girl I am so sorry to hear all this ❤️ I know where you and J are I totally understand. Last year I was in J’s spot...and my husband was in yours. My husband lost his grandpa and I was constantly having panic attacks it got so bad to the point I had to quit my job and my husband had to too to take care of me because I couldn’t even be alone. My anxiety was crippling. I was constantly worried about having a heart attack but it was all just the anxiety. I ended up going in medication and it helped SO much. I still am no where near back to normal and I know I’ll probably have to deal with it for my life but it’s at least livable now. And it was so hard for my husband to see me go through it or know how to help when I didn’t even know. But the biggest price of advice for you and J is to TAKE A BREAK! My husband and I decided to pack and go on a 3 week road trip just him and I and our trailer. No cell phones, just the two of us! And it helped me mentally so much and helped our relationship! I will pray for you two ❤️ and only wish the best. And believe me everything happens for a reason and this will only make you two closer and stronger than ever! XOXO!

[@makaylagaspar1339]

Aww hun I’m so sorry you are going through this right now. Sending lots of love and prayers to you and your family ❤️

[@rachaladams4053]

I just recently lost my grandma who I was super close to and I totally relate to you on that and to jaylon with the anxiety I’ve struggled with it 12 years now. Just know that anxiety meds are available and they help so much. Praying for you and your family

[@rileymorrison3325]

I’m so sorry Brianna. Take all the time you need to focus on you and your family, that comes before us always! You, Jaelin, & your family are in my prayers. 💗

[@mytiffanyblews]

Prays are sent your way. It’s hard to see you like this but I’m glad you’re being raw with us. You are going to get through this 💕

[@Lavender060698]

Hey Briana, anxiety and depression is like a spiraling stair descending down to a bottomless whole. You're always going to be in it as long as you think about it and let it affect you. I acknowledge how hard everything has been, but the question is what else can we do at this moment in life. At this very moment, what actions can we take to move forward in a positive manner? I hope this helps - everytime Jaeline or you or anyone in your circle has a negative and anxious thought, break away immediately. Change your chain of thoughts and shift to another state of mind. Talk about your wedding, your favorite memories with him, what you love most about him, etc. Energy is contagious and anxiety can be come a habit. You've gotta take control of your thoughts and your energy right now, to be in control of your life, and hopefully lighten things up. My heart and prayers go to you Brianna. You and Jaeline have a beautiful soul. Take the time that you need and heal as much as you want. We can wait (:

[@kiradyer5500]

Oh honey.. ❤️ I so understand the guilt of being mean to husband. When things are bad and then I just make it worse by saying something I regret. You are not alone.. thank you for sharing your heart with us!

[@patience4321234]

My heart and prayers go out to you and your family. Your strength as a wife overflows- I know the feeling of wanting to fix the brokenness and heartache of your spouse. Keep seeking after the Lord, and he will continue to show up in powerful ways. He is our comforter, and redeemer. You are loved beyond measure.

[@Lauramaraboto]

don't be so hard on yourself, we support you no matter what and you owe us nothing

[@VickyK1981]

Bri, Tough times don't last. If you guys need to take a break from KZbin then please do. Continue to hold on to your faith. We love you and Jaylen and will be praying for both of you. God bless you both. You guys are a blessing to us too.

[@summerraainx3]

You're so beautiful brianna! Not just with your outer appearance but your soul is so pure. Praying for you and Jaelin

[@maraL_A]

Take a break and even a long break for your health and your husband. Please be healthy and happy take good care of yourself.

[@annamackellar]

I’m praying for you darling! I went to praise and worship today and the theme was thanking God for even the hard times. It’s hard. But God will give you all the strength you need. Love you angel!

[@catherinemilano3109]

Sending lots of love, positive vibes and, prayers to you and Jaelin.❤️ I'm in a similar situation and I understand how mentally exhausting it can be, stay strong and keep powering forward. Take a break from KZbin and relax and recharge your energy. Lots of love to both of you and your family as well for the loss of a loved one. ❤️

[@taylorb3084]

Hope you and J both have your own therapists during this tough time in life. So amazing you guys have each other, but it can be a huge help to have separate support systems too. Sending you a lot of love and patience.

[@mollysolomon6191]

My prayers and heart are with you ❤️ I’ve lost a couple grandparents in the past couple years so I know how hard it is. Thinking of you ❤️

[@lizmeows]

Putting you in my thoughts today ❤️ whenever I go through hard times I like to remind myself of a quote. “This too shall pass.” Take all the time you need.. your health and well-being comes first. That includes mental health. I hope today is at least a bit better for you. Sending lots of love. ❤️

[@justineduerre]

Dear Brianna, I wish you the best and hope for better days and happier ones for you and Jaelin. Take care of each other. Lots of Love.

[@aileennchong6789]

I love you so much, you and jaelin, I’m really praying for both of you and your family I’m sorry for your loss. You both are gonna fight through this!

[@barbaravieira1290]

Praying for you and Jaelin! Don't you worry God is with you and your family now, everything is gonna be ok. You are not alone girl, keep your faith up and will raise better and more beautiful days. Sending love 🙏😍❤️

[@ShannaRado]

My boyfriend was going through a similar heart issue last year. His heart rate would very randomly sky-rocket and there was no explanation for it. He ended up getting a cardiac ablation which was scary for him and his family and me. It was a delicate, quick, and painless procedure that worked and he has not had any heart issues since. I am very thankful there was something that could help him, I hope there is something for Jaelin, too. Also, sorry about the loss of your grandfather. Mine passed two years ago and it is so incredibly difficult to deal with the loss of someone that special.

[@emelyschmidbauer348]

god bless you and your family, i hope you feel better soon

[@KarinaRodriguez-pj2cu]

praying for you, everyone is going through something we/ you/ i know nothing about, love you bri 💓

[@hawraalawadi4427]

Stay strong love

[@anonym5165]

Girl we are here for you!! You both are so strong and you will get thru that.. take some time off of youtube i know how it is.. my mom recentally got epilepsy with some other things she is going thru i i totally got that "some day's are good other day's are so bad" because it's the same with my mom.. but i'm learning to even more adore the good day's with my mom

[@Somethingsweet143]

Sending you love and support. Things will get better, just keep believing in yourselves xo

[@maddirosekerpsack3699]

Brianna, I don’t know where to start with this but I first off just want to say that I’m praying for you and Jaelin. Listening to you talking about his health anxiety was like listening to you literally talk about myself. I have heart problems and get very fixated on my heart palpitations and pain anywhere in my body. I have health-centered OCD and I get very compulsive about everything I feel, especially since I have palpitations every day. I have been to the ER way too many times because once I start panicking about something there’s really no going back. I know from your point of view it’s so so hard to watch and feel helpless and feel like you don’t know how to help. My husband feels the same way with me when I’m spiraling into a panic attack over anything, especially my health. I’d definitely say there are periods in my life where it’s way worse than others. I’ve gotten to the point last year where my anxiety was so bad that I wouldn’t eat because I physically could not swallow anything because I would panic about choking. Anxiety is a roller coaster and much like depression it can come in waves. My biggest advice to you and him would just to seek help before it spirals out of control. If you’re feeling this much pressure from it I’m sure it’s no joke. Therapy can and will help. There are so many effective coping mechanisms you two can learn together for when anxiety hits, because when you’re feeling good you think it will never happen again, until it does. Another thing I’ve learned (and this might just be specific to OCD coping, I’m not sure) but is that the people around me cannot feed into my thoughts. For example, telling someone who’s having a panic attack because they think they are dying that everything is okay does not help. Because everything is not okay to us and that is a lie. Our reality becomes skewed. We know logically we are okay but in the moment it does not feel that way. Instead, I was taught to a courage others to be realistic: “it’s possible you may die right now, but it’s not likely”. It sounds super harsh and awful when you think about it, but the way our minds are running at a million miles a minute outside of reality, it brings you back to earth and stops feeding the crazy scenarios in your head. It takes the responsibility to need to be in control out of our hands, because we realize we aren’t in control and nothing we do can do anything. Once again, this may just be a method that is effective for people with OCD compulsions, so I would just say talk to a therapist and see what’s most effective for you two. I love you both so much and love watching your videos and feel even more connected to you now than ever. God bless you guys ❤️

[@paulinac970]

Sending you and Jaelin all my prayers 💗 It hurts to see you like this I’m sending you my biggest hugs you’re so so strong I know you two will get through this

[@meredithcreo]

My heart breaks for you. I am so sorry for all you are going through. Praying for you and your family ❤️❤️

[@meganclark2631]

Briana we are all here for you💜 please take a break if you need and make sure you are there for your husband. He loves you so much and it's obvious you love him too. Take time to heal from your loss and heal from this tension💜

[@aleahsnoddy445]

sending love and prayers to you and your boyfriend. I have heart issues as well and I hope that he is going to be okay, I know how scary that can be.

[@anjaly6239]

Brianna I just wanna say you are so strong and handling it like a queen. I wish you and especially your husband that he can overcome his anxiety and wish you both all the best.❤

[@sylvanaharvey6931]

My grandpa passed away last april so I understand what you're going through, stay strong you'll get through it. ❤❤❤

[@karlaacosta9816]

All my prayers go to your family you’re a warrior you can go through anything. Love you both

[@irene19948]

Something that really helps me with anxiety is going to the pool for a swim. I know that he has a bad shoulder, but water just forces you to be in the moment and makes it so much easier to calm down. I hope it helps and hope that everything figures itself out!!

[@Kristengervais26]

So sorry for your loss! I lost my grandpa to cancer too 6 years ago and we were really close so I know how hard it is plus I just lost my mom to cancer 3 years ago too she’s been the hardest person I’ve lost it’s not easy! Sending you love❤️❤️

[@marleenm9519]

You arent negative even in that Video you Show so much Love and thankulness. God is your strength believe in yourself ❤️

[@ciukatgrande4639]

Brianna, i hope everything is getting better & you will all be okay! I wish Jaelin lots of health & for u two to be happy:) Btw i love your sweater! It’s so beautiful.

[@kearawilson801]

i love & support you so so much, i hope everything gets better for you soon 💜

[@NettiesWorld4U]

Brianna sending you and your family my heart felt condolences on the loss of your grandfather 😓. Also just take each day as it comes, through god’s grace and the love that you and Jaylen have for one another, you will get through this difficult time. Trust in god and each other 💗

[@melody_caecilia4706]

You look very confused. Sometimes there are times that you don't know where to start. And while this time it is quite hard to stay focused on your life. But if you close your eyes, take a deep breath and believe your grandfather and your family got your back, you can take one step backward from your confusion and start the things that is just in front of you. You don't have to walk in a straight line. You can jump or run whenever, wherever you are. So I mean, in brief words, It is totally fine to be fragile. Be yourself and love yourself. We don't need your sad smiles. We love your everything. We love you just the way you are. Love you❤

[@stefanieokay9895]

take ALL the time you need❤️ we all support you and wish you the best.

[@stefanieokay9895]

& you don’t have to feel sorry for anything:) You’re trying the best you can and that’s enough!!!💋

[@alexandrajames7306]

I'm sorry to hear all this ❤️ you, your husband and family are in my prayers. Everything will be okay, sometimes life throws these curveballs at us, and you'll come out of it stronger than ever... I know it's hard to see it like that at the moment. You'll be alright love ❤️

[@emilyb5743]

You are so strong. It is so hard losing someone so close to you.💓💓💓

[@taraparker9297]

I’m sorry, Brianna. We understand completely. Take as much time as you need. We love you!

[@ruthgomez656]

God bless! Sending prayers to you and your husband. And remember it’s okay to break down sometimes, you’re only human. Trust in god and remember this will pass. And you will continue to learn. Your husband is more important than a couple KZbin videos. Enjoy life.

[@queenayah6608]

you are so pure brianna i love u so much (‘: we are all ALWAYS here for you!!!!!! praying for you and jaelin and your family❤️❤️❤️❤️