Lilith in Cancer 4th House - Have A Tissue Box Ready!!

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[@AwakeningToSpirit]

All of the Lilith readings are for Lilith in a specific zodiac placement. You can find this out here: cafeastrology.com/whats-my-black-moon-lilith.html If you want to know what house this sits in for yourself, once you have your sign in Lilith, look at your regular astro chart to see which house that zodiac sign sits in. Find your full astro chart here: astro-charts.com/ I hope this helps.❤️ Also, a few people have commented that they are learning something within all of the Lilith readings. I would have to agree with that statement. I've done over a thousand general zodiac readings on my channel and I've got to say that I have been learning so much more through these Lilith readings in regards to the raw human experience.

[@bluskyz2167]

'If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.' ~Nikita Gill

[@arianamooon]

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[@antares5561]

Lilith in Cancer, very toxic family in my mother's side. My parents divorced when I was a toddler, father was an alcoholic. As a young child, used to get car sick, because I had so much anxiety (subconsciously knew my father wasn't normal when he drank his "medicine" and drove). When my father passed a couple years ago, we had gotten into an argument, and my last words to him were in anger. My head was all messed up when he died a week before my birthday. When I cleaned his apartment, I found my b-day present (AAA renewal) and it f'd my head hard. I was seeing a councilor and holding my $hit together, but I needes some emotional help from family. My family took a steaming dump on my psyche, telling me I should just "get over" how crappy I felt about how things ended with my dad. I was honest, said I was in a dark place and needed support, family told me to see a professional. I just wanted to be around my family, I felt so alone. I rose up from the ashes and helped myself on my own. I had also lost my Grammy (my Dad's mother) a couple months prior, and had barely processed that loss when my father passed. I was in so much emotional pain, I had to reject my mother's family to get my energy back. One of my my mother's sister just recently stirred up drama, $hit talking me, even though I am successful in life and rebirthing myself by myself. I used to cry as a kid when my cousins or friends would sleep over and leave, I would get so scared I'd never see them again. Stayed in a toxic long term relationship because I felt so emotionally invested, to the point I lost all self esteem. Now I am single, own my own house, have a great job, and support myself independently. My spirituality is my best friend/skill, because everyone/everything else has abandoned me. I have been seen as the weird girl with emotional issues my whole life. My next chapter in life is to give way less f*cks, and that's why I love the Spirit of Lilith. I will not hate who I am anymore, I love who I am.

[@RylELight]

Lilith is quiet in this house because her RAGE HERE IS COLD AS HELL!!! This is the HOUSE OF FAMILY AND HEART!!! This is the SACRED TEMPLE OF LIFE!!!

[@maya26081]

I survived my childhood, literally survived. Wanted to be dead since I was 8 and just spent my life till 4 years ago as a completely broken spirit. This explains a lot. I am on a healing journey, not easy but I owe myself to do it, than to the child I have and it's not easy at all. Thank you for this 💖

[@aml8760]

How are you doing?

[@ilaisaghost4137]

An entire comment feed of wounded children 💔 and I’m one of them. There’s a subtle paradox to such painful (and often damaging) experiences due to the great blessings it can manifest if worked through properly. Lilith, for me personally, represents a ‘special type of broken’ sort of energy; we’re all broken in one way or another, each in our own special way. No two people break the same, so we each have different areas of jagged sharpness or abrasive tendencies… different patterns of broken. Yet in many ways, the way we each break forms us each into a very specific type of key, which fits into a very specific type of lock 🔐 which allows access to others who are otherwise ‘unreachable’… because you’re very ‘special type of broken’ is what tempers you to be able to reach those who suffer (like you once did, or do) in silence. You become the key that unlocks them from their hell, should they choose to accept your help. Acknowledging the grand blessing in disguise you’ve been given, and using it for its intended purpose (to help others when and where you can), is the key that unlocks you from the conditioned patterns and cycles.. should you choose to put purpose to your pain by ensuring your suffering was never in vain. We have a choice- we can experience suffering for nothing, or we can DO something about it by putting it to work.. by being the one hand that reaches out to another when no one else does.. by BEING that thing we were robbed of, FOR someone else. We, as a species.. a collective.. a consciousness.. we were DESIGNED to break. We are meant to break; it’s through our pain, our suffering, our brokenness …that we discover our bridge back to our humanity. Then our brokenness does something magical because we FEEL the pain of another deeply from a space of having been there ourselves, and whether we recognize it or not, we are faced with a mirror of our own broken reflection.. and find beauty and hope in it.. And we break the cycle. Our brokenness breaks the cycle… should we choose to give our suffering a higher purpose. ❤️‍🩹

[@sayusayme7729]

Thank you so much for sharing this . Beautiful ❤️‍🩹🦋🤍🦉☮️

[@bostangbella]

I have always felt like I was born an adult and at 61 am just starting to experience my childhood. For a while it actually piss me off (trigger me) when tarot readers would say it is time for you to remember your childhood dreams and begin experiencing them. My childhood dream was survival. I now want more than survival and my spirit team has been blessing me with dreams far greater than survival. It is like l truly am getting to experience a childhood now. So bizarre and beautiful.

[@Kevin-jw7ml]

I just finally decided to not seek validation thru other people, especially women. I'm fine with being alone now. Fear of abandonment and a rocky childhood where I was bullied relentlessly at school because I was overweight. Older parents that basically were tired of raising kids I had a lot of spare time on my hands which led to hanging with the wrong people. Dad was sick the entire time I was growing up. Broken back and in pain all the time. He died when I was 25. Mom died in 2002 and my brother in 2011 when he was living with me, dealing with kidney failure and dialysis. I try to stay happy and positive, because I know I'm on my own now. No safety net. I refuse to give up. I've come to far and lived thru so many messed up situations. I know I'm a messed up person, working hard on realizing that my world is my thoughts, my reality is something I create. The Law of One.

[@marcizaguirre]

No other aspect on my astral chart speaks more to me than this one. And I found out about it thanks to you!! Thank you

[@shermisaday5472]

Not experiencing childhood is a nightmare especially without parents, no matter who else is around.. there’s always an emptiness that follows, double eeriness if both parents are absent!!!! How we get through is tough to explain but we made it and we recognize it 🧘🏽‍♀️one breath one beat and one step at a time.. great video, thanks

[@Ausetbluelotus]

🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@staceybronson8776]

Lots of pain and sadness most of my life. I thought I had a decent childhood but in these last couple years I have been going deep within my soul and remembering certain things that happened, that has affected me as an adult. I have been working on this to stop the karmic cycle of abuse. The mistreatment was not as severe as the examples you described. But enough to effect who I was. I am trying my best to break free from all of this karmic stuff. I don’t ever want another child to suffer like I did. I hope to make a global change. Love & light, Stacey 💜

[@liss1111]

This is so on point, I can hardly believe it. Working through childhood trauma. Telling our stories and speaking our truths make some people uncomfortable, especially family, but I don't care. Secrets keep people sick. IT RAN IN MY FAMILY UNTIL IT RAN INTO ME.💪❤️

[@Sacredcreative]

I’ll never forget this reading Cindy. Even a year after you released it, the depth and learning for me with Lilith in Cancer was incredible. Thank you so much. You are a such a light 🤍

[@susiejones9182]

Okayyyyy, I had to stop and start this like 3X. First off my husband’s name is Karl. Hahaa! I never thought I would marry. I married at 40. He is an absolute angel and by far the most nurturing person I’ve ever had in my life. So I broke some serious patterns and I get the intimacy and closeness I so needed. In a good and healthy way now in my marriage. Thank the Gods! Second I was 13 YO living with my mom in a run down apartment while she was so high on pain meds and opioids. I worked after school and on the weekends. I took care of my mom. My parents were married but my Dad was always on the road and kinda clueless to my moms issues. He was just trying to make a lot of $. He finally caught on when I was like 16. They divorced. I went and lived with my dad and we reset our relationship. My mother passed away a few years later. I definitely had a weird childhood and became an adult wayyy to fast. My father passed in May of 2020. It made an already weird year that much harder and weirder. Anywayyyyyyy, no my life has not been easy. But it has been beyond beautiful. I have learned how to re-parent myself and to walk in the world with an open heat and mind. I don’t consider myself a victim or even wounded. I just got born into a strange set of circumstances. Which gives me the gift of compassion and non judgment. Because you don’t know about a person until ya know. 💓

[@Meeptian]

I have Lilith in cancer and my father passed when I was 15 and I moved out of my moms home around that time as well. Physical and emotional abuse was very prominent in my childhood. Parents never taught me how to feel safe.

[@ajpoling15]

Woah! This resonated with me 100 my mom was an alcoholic, my dad worked.. Had children services in my childhood the whole childhood they did NOT help. I always told my mom when I was young to not start fights with dad when he gets home from work. When my little sis came along I pretty much raised her & took care of her myself as I did my own self :'( Wow! I can't believe how much this resonated with me!!! This did have me crying too deep :'( Life is better now. Although I don't have my mom in my life. She had childhood trauma & that's why she was the way she was & still is.. Much love 2 u Cindy thanx XX

[@Jakki123]

My life cindy I grew up in a slum with an abusive father who hospitalised my mum on many occasions. I was the oldest of four. Two boys two girls. I had to be responsible early in my childhood and now years later. Both parents passed and my sister who passed at 32 my two brothers have mental health issues. I fought my way out of it had my kids. The positive side of it all is, it made me very strong I can deal with anything life throws at me. And I have. Forgiveness is the key. And still loving your parents as they were learning also. Make peace with the past and be a better parent than your own. I really hope people who have grown up in a environment like I did find peace. Sending you all healing love 💜❤️💜❤️

[@nandicarv]

This is CRAZY. Best reading ever! I want to share my story. My Lilith is in the 4th house in piscis and both my parents are piscis ascendants. I wasn't neglected, I have been very over protected to the point where I'm 37 and I work with them on a family business, but both my parents have OCD and my father is just rude and agressive all in all. I love him and I understand where he comes from, and it's been DECADES for me to understand how much he loves me, but the lesson I got from him was precisely to receive love the way people give it to you, and not the way you want it only. On my mom's side, she loves me obsesively, this obviously has it's light and shadow aspects as well, but the problem is I feel she has never been able to understand me. She understands the big picture of me, but she just don't understand the sentenses I say to her. It's so weird, but it is a big trauma for a kid who thinks his parents know it all, but not being able to communicate and her being so disconnected from my narrative just made me feel off, like I didn't understand the world. I had to carry a lot of the family drama because I found out my father had a daughter outside of marriage, and also help the family through a HUGE economic crisis where we owed the banks millions and millions of dollars. Anyway. I came to realize I was scared of my dad until recently and that made me feel like a weak man, but that made me so resourseful in other ways. I had to learn the magic, I had to learn the tricks, I had to learn the psichology. Well, on the other hand, because Lilith also has this sexual connotation, so I feel the excess of control, attention and burden my parents gave a child with Uranus right in his ascendant so SUPER FREE in some aspects (like I don't live with them or actually spend a lot of time with them but we work together because I had to carry a lot of their dramas and burdens) just made me feel imprisoned all my life and my sexual energy was going crazy. I didn't think the two were related, but I found out recently that the more they were controlling me, the more my sex drive went all over the place, until it got me to a really bad place. Although in that bad place I learnt a lot about the occult, etc. Actually the Don Juan resonated a lot regarding that excess of sex drive in my life. So this is all indeed related to Lilith, to Moon (My moon is in Cancer in 8th house, so it makes it all more powerful), to family, to Cancer, to intimacy vs family, etc. And this reading just put so many things in place. I don't know what's next for me. But hopefully like Cindy said, the sun will come out soon enough.

[@keligracemcpherson2174]

Sending so much love to all souls that resonate with this reading ♥️🧡💚💙💜 thank you for the validation and helping me develop a deeper understanding of myself. I have worked in welfare for twenty years and started my own business this year. I am grateful for all my experience as it has made me a fierce advocate for the vulnerable. It has taken me forty years to strip back the pain, find my voice and my real Identity and my life's purpose. My pain and my trauma is the most beautiful part of me!! I feel so blessed for it all. Oceans of gratitude Cindy. Love and light ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜

[@SharonwithSpirit]

Lilith in Aquarius in the 4th house. Mother died when I was 2 yrs 8 months old of a heart attack from an illness - step father was an alcoholic and left my younger brother and I alone while he went on a 5 day drinking binge after she died. We were rescued and put up for adoption and split. I never knew who my father was. I was adopted at age 4 and had a descent upbringing but adopted parents were distant and not very affectionate. I've NEVER felt at home anywhere. This is pretty spot on.

[@mialiok4489]

Mines died when I was 5

[@pon1952leod]

My dad never recovered emotionally from the war. He died when I was 18. My older sisters left home when I was six and it now appears that they harbour resentment against our mom who passed some time ago. Thank the Devine that my Scorp/Aquarius partner is loving, kind, intelligent and my perfect partner. I understood very early on that my freedom as an adult would heal the pain of childhood. Thank you Cindy❤️

[@Jomorningdove14]

Leo sun, Venus, Black moon lilith in cancer in the 4th house. This is talking about me and others like me. Today is my birthday 🎂! I can't tell you how this resonates deep as you tell the story of my life. It's my life for real

[@HealWeGoAgain]

This was spot on. I have lilith in my 4th house and Chiron in my 8th house. My mom passed when I was 4 and my dad serverly abused and neglected me. He then remarried and my stepmother physically and mentally abused me every single day. Then I went to school for more abuse because I was bullied all the way up until high school. It was a nightmare. I've done a lot of work to heal, and still haven't even scratched the surface, I feel like. It's so discouraging.

[@RR-cg2qm]

This made me cry this is a older video I'm watching july 2023 it's so sad,my childhood sucked,been through so much

[@danettejones4969]

Whew! This one hit CLOSE!

[@Laura-nz6yj]

I have Lilith in Scorpio in the 4th house. It's a hard energy to deal with. I have a very strained relationship with my mother, and used to have a strained relationship with my father. They went through a nasty divorce when I was 8. I had to take care of my younger sister a lot because my mom and dad had to work so much after they separated. I'm also the black sheep of the family. Never felt like I belonged anywhere, and I left home as soon as I turned 18. Never went back. Mom remarried an abusive asshole that literally made me leave, and didn't allow me back. I used to keep a knife under my bed out of fear. She knew my sister and I hated him, but chose him any way. Don't even get me started on my own abusive relationships. Very triggering but very true.

[@lovejade5544]

This felt like a therapy session, my goodness thank you so much 😢❤

[@tigeryn]

Lilith in Cancer,Aries in 4th house here..i have always felt like a guest inside my family ,with a narcissistic mother.And yes there was no nurturing ,i am still striving to build that bridge back and find some peace.I find it hard to ask for help from others and always worked on my financial independence exactly for this reason.The emotional independence tho is sth i find hard to work through.I work with children but would not choose to have my own.

[@danettejones4969]

Your statement “I’ve always felt like a guest in my own family”…I’ve never resonated with anything more. Since the age of 18 (I’m 52) I’ve lived away from my family - 400 miles for college and then 800+ miles for the past 30 years.

[@777eight5]

This was really good. Made me think hard because I saw Carl's too. What I never wanted to come to terms with was I was one too. So much shame to carry. Not just for me but for the adults who witnessed it happening to me and at worse finding humor in it or doing nothing about it. I cudnt now or then understand peoples cruel and immature nature.

[@jeandanek4206]

Cancer (Sun) and Gemini (Moon & Venus); I cannot begin to tell you how these two 'Lilith' readings resonated with me!!! Thank You so much Cindy your intuition is amazing.

[@lissliss3925]

I am going through counselling for childhood trauma. This just adds to the much needed insight. Thank you

[@faery221]

I have Lilith in 4th house though in Pieces. I helped raise my brother and sister! I have grown up being a Nurturer. I find I can always relate to those In Need! I find Joy in Helping Others! Also I take care of Animals, Plants Too! GOD Always Has Been My Father and Guide! Always I Feel Protected! I Gave My Children lots Of Room To Be A Child and Have A JOYFUL Childhood! They have Made Good Parents!

[@francinescott7405]

This is me - all of it. Don't know if it supposed to be for me, but it is. I know I'm Cancer Sun, Rising & Venus, so I watched it. Been doing a lot of work on myself the past 2 yrs., but haven't tackled the child wounds yet. I'm not shocked, shook, stunned - nothing like that. What I am is standing still, & feeling all this truth bounce around inside me. Saying this is a 'whoa' moment is inadequate. I will say thank you to you - & Lilith - for shining a light on where I didn't think I was prepared to go. Seems there's some truth to that 'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger' maxim. A big thank you.

[@aml8760]

What has helped you along your healing journey ?

[@Schuhi531]

True Story... I am cancer ascendant and lilith is 2 degree above the ac line in my birthchart, conjunked with moon ... I can confirm, childhood was not easy, mom was depressive and chose to leave early, and so much more went wrong. Now in my mid 30s healing slowly takes place. Thank you cindy

[@helenerobinson8807]

Cindy. I had no idea about which house I had this in, but this hit it right on the nose. Sure explained a lot. Me Aqua , Moon in Cancer, rising Libra.Thanks for confirming what a lot of shrinks told me, " It's not your fault, you are just the scapegoat."

[@michalperi22]

I have both the moon and lilith in the 4th house in cancer. That was so accurate... challenging indeed. Thank you.

[@butta31one]

Thank you for the reading. I have Lilith in cancer but my 5th house. My parents had there own traumas and I had to grow up @ the age of 8. Thats when I noticed things changed. Both my parents passed in my 30's. I latched on to my childhood sweet heart @ 13, we have one child, but now he has 2. I'm 43 we just broke up this year. He had his on issues and I have mine. I'm trying to get through it. I do have a nice home and gd job. Im just trying to get through day by day. I believe its better days ahead. All I can do is have faith. Thanks again for your time. Sending balance wholeness light and love.

[@susansarra3627]

This is especially helpful, as awful as it is to remember and reflect. Thanks for acknowledging the experience and helping us all heal. We made it to now, made the choice to live and be here. Love ❤️ abounds. 💐💜🌈🙏

[@nikkishrum4168]

Definitely broken some ancestral loops and still have more to rid myself and my daughter from. Thanks for the reading it was absolutely amazing spot on as always.💜💙💜💙💜💙💜💙💜

[@wilfarplaylay8469]

Lilith in Aquarius in the 4th house here and I wish I knew about Astrology Chart earlier in my life but I just discovered about it later when I turned 24 years of age, SO I ALREADY HAD “UNKNOWINGLY” tried to be a NORM for my family, I wasn’t AWARE I WAS BEING PRETENTIOUS ALL ALONG just think of me like I’m in a school with rules on it, it’s pretty hard to explain for me so I’ll say it this way, IT’S LIKE BEING BORN WHERE EVERYONE HAS FACE PAINTS everyday (for example) so I’d think it’s a natural part of us, that’s why I also decided to put face paint on everyday, as if it’s like a body part, IT WAS ONLY LATER WHEN I REALIZED I WAS SOMEONE ELSE I HAD BEEN SUBMITTING FOR SOCIETY FOR A LOOOOOONG TIME I realized I din’t want children not to have babies I HAD BEEN UNCONSCIOUSLY FAKE ALL ALONG, I realized I don’t want the traditional family value idea that my desire was more of me creating a own journey like to me the family chapter is close, AND I GOT INTERESTED IN MAGICK, and converted to paganism by myself later on, I only notice it later on that whenever I’m focusing on creating my own future, my interest and passion, my family members had been CLINGING FOR MY ENERGY some by calling me some I’ll just findout by them telling me we haven’t seen each other for a while I THOUGHT IT WAS SOMETHING “light hearted” that they just said it for the sake of being casual I dint know they meant THEY WANT ME 24/7 with them and expect me to not follow my dreams and don’t pursue my freedom for the family tradition, completely submitting my self to them TILL I GET OLD which TERRIFIED ME “No we’re not Asians or any of those conservative kinds of cultures, but my family is conservatives because of Christianity itself” so when they FINDOUT out of STALKING ME about my Paganism and other of my traveling adventures and all of my other interest, THEY OBVIOUSLY TRIED TO CONTROL ME BACK, and SHOCKED AT MY CHANGE they thought I changed because of the backstabbing my envious cousins ones did BUT NOT, it was a coincidence that I confronted them about their backstabbing LAST TIME WE MET, was when later I discovered astrology and find out about my LILITH placement where it all made sense and naturally at the same time again I mentioned I discovered about magick and paganism and was DRAWN to follow all my other passion AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM. So later on FAST FORWARD with my husband who also came from a similar kind of family background we lived far away from his and my toxic family, and blocked them completely we only invited our friends and FEW of his trusted family members on our wedding. Now we’re pursuing our unfinished goals together while being happily child-free.

[@JameiraM]

Omg! This is so deep.

[@patrickodonovan5066]

Thank you for this insightful reading!!

[@LB-kw7lz]

cant wait for Lilith in Aquarius reading 🤟🏾

[@ellenr5898]

I still hide my pain and my trauma, not only from others, but from myself. Every once in a while, something comes up and those old feelings come to the surface again. One of those times happened when i was visiting the family; I had moved to another part of the country and saw them at Christmas. The same stuff happened again and I felt like a scab had been ripped open , I cried and just like those old times, no one in the family cared enough to try to comfort me. I think of that time as their chance to clear their karma but they couldn't. I haven't spoken to anyone in the family for about 15 years.

[@nikkishrum4168]

I'm lilith Virgo and 4th house. My mom died when I was 13 I started working at 14. After a few years of her being gone my siblings stopped talking to me I was around 19. I always felt that I was never loved when I was young I would cry about it. Getting older I just thought I could of been over reacting it's bad enough I thought what I did but for it to be true now that's cold.

[@jesscurtis5737]

Aries sun, dark moon Lilith in Cancer my 10th house. I was born with rare heart defect and was taken at birth straight to a helicopter and flown 3 hours away for emergency open heart surgery. I am learning why I had a hard time asking for help or become intimate it was because I am afraid I will burden people, they will leave me or be taken from me. Because for years I thought “I am broken” they will never be able to love me. I was wrong I am healing myself every day and I am not a burden. I am me, I am perfect, I am enough, and it is ok to ask for help.

[@laurenmc4744]

Oh I'm lilith in cancer 🙏❤️ Ima watch thanks Cindy 🙌

[@OneWhoKnowz]

I spent 31 years tryna find love outside myself as I never had love or felt love. I am healing finally . I am finally okay ✅ with being alone with myself and in my solitude tired of these 1 sides relationships with narcissistic selfish self serving partners. My super power is my vulnerability however now that I have healed this trauma, hearing about it isn’t painful for me as it was. I understand that they did the best they could and if they could have done better maybe they would have. I have healed my mother wounds. I accept and love myself just as I am. That was work I’ve always been doing but from the last 6 years and the last 3 years from 2021 to now I have ripped those intergenerational karma up from the root. Doesn’t mean that I don’t still have things to overcome as that is life. However I full embrace my shadow. I have a good heart however, it is best to NOT eff me over as then I will unleash the reigns of justice on you. It is not okay to hurt people and not take accountability.

[@RylELight]

Lilith in 4th house Aries. Had to stop the video at 12:39. Now you know why I am the bad a$$ Meta Physician and psychic that I am. Both parents almost completely dysfunctional. Mr. and Mrs. Abuse and Neglect. Daddy was a real life Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde and mommy is a covert narcissistic ill dignified Leo. She is also mentally handicapped from childhood and completely undiagnosed. My guess mild autism, severe tourette's syndrome, and possession by a banshee ( no joke. Young Native American child. You and your Deck of Crows bought Crow Spirit and Crow medicine too me in April and I think I was able to help them child find her mother whom her spirit has been wailing for since they massacre of her village. Thank you for your help and assistance. Thank you for your work with the Indigenous. I am with you in that all the way. Just as I am with Lilith.) Okay. Tears and sobs have been abated. Back to the video. 😘

[@joannecassidy533]

ThankYou Cindy

[@kiiskorner1462]

Thank you Cindy , this resonates with my soul 💜💜☮

[@jadelouise4853]

it's a tough placement.

[@NotBenCoultry]

I'm glad I have the sign in a different house, the energy is there for sure though.

[@melissagoetz7416]

My friends name is don. He call himself don Juan. I was raped and tortured. I kept trying to go the police. No one would help me. My family has abandoned me. I finally got him arrested about 6 years ago. Hes out of prison now. Its been so difficult to move completely on because of family still defending him over me. My family doesn't even know who I am. That I can see and hear spiritually. The entire story is to long. I'm capricorn but was drawn to this reading and realized it was not a collective reading part way through. Your very gifted. And I have so much love for you. I wish to be more like you. so brave.. 💗🙏🌠

[@elvia3068]

Im barely watching this reading on 3/23/22 I had a good friend of mine that was a Cancer....he crossed to the otherside on 2/2/22. I miss him sooooo much he had such a kind heart, he was usually judged for his prison tattos and gangster attire....I loved him and cared for him so much, that his loss seems unreal, and my heart is hurting, for not having him around anymore....Thankyou for this accurate reading. 😇

[@sherrysarpu5647]

Cinda you are doing great thank-you I love Lilith! A great read.

[@sallyleads7037]

Oh ive just watched and commented on Guides are gathering and I mentioned toxic family so not lovers. This one you got transgenerational issues. I have cut those chains pf co-dependency due to elder abuse on my Mum and its despicable. I am finally free, very late in life but better then never. My parents I understand where they did there best and Mum was good with food, and cleaning uniforms and felt loved but they found emotions hard to face. Me being a crab I;m emotional and was so different and the scapegoat. No more Cindy and my wings will learn to fly and Lillith is sometimes making me speak outwards as fed up with BS. So go from weak and tearful to outspoken and honest. Im having to self isolate and maybe that's best at this point in time. I will make it. added as listening further on I slipped through cracks and when I said about people or things I was not heard. Not from my childhood but cant believe how people are silenced. Now I have forgiven and not forgot deeds done to me as need to protect myself with boundaries, NOT barriers. Getting better and not bitter through sudden deaths and control. I cannot unlearn what I have learnt so will go forward and use it to assist others. Ive dealt with my shadow side and now when I say things Im heard, and Im so shocked. especially when I get like a F off Lillith moment. Thats why Im lucky Im in isolation due to surgery LOL

[@staceymulderij5714]

I see a 13 year old girl having to be the parent. Yes, they divorced and i had to take care of my mom eversince, even now. Got me bawling bc i miss a mom And indeed intimicy At 11.11❤

[@shellyscott6447]

God Bless you💖🙏

[@tearado9863]

Sheesh! Crazy reading. My dad was a cancer, he passed away last year, 3 days before my 20th birthday. My lilith is in aquarius (my mom is ♒) in 4th house... Anyway, this made me emotional! 🥵 Ly Cindy 💙

[@hayleyreed221]

Cancer Sun Cancer Lilith.. All of this!!! 😭😭

[@tkay7064]

There are still remnants but I broke chain. Now the bad guys are no longer in my life, I am just tired. Thank you for the validation x

[@mystical.mother]

This is so on point - it's wild. 😬

[@crystallundrigan860]

Wow. My birth mother was young when she had me and so my grandparents adopted me, my bio had two girls after me (shortly) and raised them. Then my adopted mom passed when I was 19 and my Dad after that. Definitely abandonment needs to be considered for me.

[@crystallundrigan860]

My adopted mom was very sick most of my life and though my parents loved me, they had large personal needs. I was loved but definitely neglected. They did what they could and I am grateful to them ♥️

[@jewelzjiuliani]

Thank you I appreciate you very much

[@edwardterrant8555]

Every word resonated with this one

[@ranirathi3379]

Cindy, i can't thank you enough for this video. this is my life story. my birth chart is a fuckin riot. 12th house scorpio SUN, SATURN, VENUS, 4th house Pisces Jupiter and North node; Lilith in 8th house cancer. the last few years have been like a nightmare. all of my subconscious wounds have been triggered and it felt like a series of bombs going off under my feet like the minesweeper game. and to keep a semblance of normalcy at workplace has been so hard, i am unable to (and i don't even want to) emotionally bulldoze my way through to be "productive".

[@debramulcahy9979]

Listen to the vocal artist, Aurora … she quite elvish!

[@rebirthed7102]

Wow 😳 your absolutely right. My dad passed away when I was a baby and my mum wouldn’t tell me about his side of the family. She also suffered with depression I also had to bring my 2 brothers up who she had with their abusive dad that she left so I was the only other person that had an input on there growing up because she spent most of her time in bed 😕

[@sayusayme7729]

🤍 Thank you Cindy

[@arianamooon]

As an Aquarius whos also fire & Air mostly, except Jupiter in Pisces.. and yeah… this reading is so right on. The 3rd video i have watched on this placement. Yes so dark the home w my mother post divorce who maintained outward appearances. Put a name to the abuse studying online on my own. Slipped thru the system. Homeless and overlooked in the shelter, truly trying, not even an addict, although i had addictions to nicotine and tobacco that i detoxed from… like i shouldnt be here.. i came from a well off area… these people were more or less trapped in their circumstances .. i almost died. Crawling thru every moment of every day. As an Aquarian, the experience of lack of help and hate and sickness and suffering and seeing the perpetuates cycles, bc the places that say they are helping are not helping they are just another building holding people within the space.

[@bohemianmelody4816]

Crazy relevant to my life story!

[@Rayne_Silverwolf]

I have Lilith in Cancer in the 8th house.

[@enigmagemini7560]

This was helpful thank you

[@jewelzjiuliani]

Oh wow interesting me and my little brother were abandoned by our mom when we were basically babies Dad wasn't even on the scene anymore went through a lot of foster care and boys homes and to this day I found out where my mom lives but for some reason I've had no interest in going to see her I struggle with that a lot and I'm in the phase of actually deciding if I should go to see her abandonment is crazy because it's also kind of goes into my twin flame who left in ghosted me this is been a wild last 2 months sheesh I can kick my own ass

[@shellyscott6447]

Then what do you have to lose if you go see her? I'm sorry not trying to stick my nose in your business, just saying what if you get what you need that helps you?

[@jewelzjiuliani]

I don't know haven't seen her since I was probably 6 I don't want to say it's fear and I also don't want to say that I don't want to go see her I think it's just hard for me to put that kind of energy into a stranger although that strangers my mom maybe I still somewhere inside feel a little mad at it I don't know it's weird mostly I don't think I'd know what to say to her

[@jewelzjiuliani]

Yup my mom would leave for days on end sometimes so a week or two and I had to take care of my little brother keep in mind I was probably like six or seven it's funny because I never really thought that it affected me until these last couple of weeks I'm pretty sure I have had a spiritual enlightenment I'm almost positive with that and it came from a moment of anger damn you're good

[@ilaisaghost4137]

Many blessings to your incredibly resilient inner child 💝

[@cathrynoginski6687]

Lilith in Scorpio in the 4th house. I'm very interested in what the Scorpio reading will say, as this one had things I needed to...I guess process. The generational thing is interesting as I am the last link in my family chain.

[@wellnesswithjannina222]

Dito!!! I can't wait for the Lilith in Scorpio, 4th house either!!! 🙏🏾💕

[@williamcosta6397]

Thanks beautiful

[@JameiraM]

Omfg... I was raise in a domestic household and my child's father was abusive but I broke the cycle and moved away from him

[@supernovameditationproject]

Beautiful.

[@risingrose8357]

I was a foster child from 2. So i resonate but refuse to allow it to define me. I went to university and raised above. I picked the wrong husband but I have always put my children wishes first. Studying play therapy do actually that help wounded children.

[@riddhipatel3848]

Cancer in first house Lilith 🤩😅

[@belindawade9852]

Please use your intuition I have placements in nearly all zodiac signs ♍♌♓♒♐♊⛎

[@astikight8687]

im 4th house Libra Lilith. these trains of thought sparked for days after these videos really does prove Shes working with us. im honestly so glad. thanks for this work. (apperently, theres something specific for me in the Lilith Virgo reading as well. boucing off my moon?)

[@astikight8687]

HA its like a shadowwork booster shot.

[@astikight8687]

fuck man why is it all love intimate support and young self neglect. what a time. ive been the girl as the parent. i kinda forgot how long its been.

[@tyshawnacagle4794]

Lilith in cancer, 2nd house

[@aflamecastsnoshadow4081]

Fake it till ya make it or the give n surrenders I'm on top

[@jewelzjiuliani]

We would eat cans of tomato paste now that I'm older I'm glad that I can actually laugh about it but wow this is nuts I got to call my little brother

[@ambrosif]

I'm not sure where Lilith falls in my chart. I am a Cancer Sun but I'm guessing that does not necessarily mean that this is the reading for me to watch?

[@Lara-lj9um]

I have Lilith in cancer, 7th house

[@susanulsher6604]

What a powerful reading. According to the Jewish Torah, Lilith was Adam's first wife, created equally, at the same time, by God. Adam became jealous of Lilith and demanded her to be submissive to him, A bit racy here but Lilith dumped Adam because he wanted her to lay beneath him during sex, ( this is the story, I'm not making this up) but Lilith became an independent woman. Now according to the folklore, made up by men no doubt, Lilith killed children, she was made out to be a demoness, a whore, a child killer, etc. This of course was fabricated by a bunch of old Jewish Rabbis, trying to prevent women from having a voice. The point is, she stood up for herself, she had a voice, even when God sent angels to destroy her. Her story is ready to be told, and that includes your story, the readers!! I think that the Lilith energy is for those of us who didn't have a voice and need to learn to find it.

[@dianefellowes830]

Hi Cindy Do you have a Dark Lilith in Pisces Reading?

[@AwakeningToSpirit]

I will be working my way towards Pisces in the next one to two weeks. That is my plan at least. Lilith can exhaust me sometimes. I will be doing Sagittarius, Capricorn, Aquarius and then Pisces in that order. 😘

[@lovenatalierose]

love u cindy

[@benson4268]

there is a book, you might enjoy it, called the "bibli lillith" it can be found as a pdf download, its.. Her, side of the story, you may enjoy it, fyi, supposedly the old catholic church has put a curse on anyone who reads it lol..

[@benson4268]

@circlek yes they have, cursed all nations.. the 'book' they dont want anyone reading it, which means we should all read it, its a very telling read, fair warning though, its super intense, not for children, it would make an epic movie though

[@benson4268]

@circlek have not seen it, but will check it out thanks

[@benson4268]

@circlek thats right! turn off your tv america, world, get to know your neighbors again.. no more brother wars ;}

[@aikodesign]

Cindy , I dreamt of you last night.. I dreamt you were living right across me and I was so excited.. i was trying to catch up to say hi.. lol I don't know what it means but wanted to share it !

[@mistellechambless8673]

Yeah, I kinda knew all this, it seemed like I was getting screwed.

[@ariansharon9109]

Lilith in Cancer, but it's 1st house. So I get all confused.

[@layasher7029]

G'day Cyndi would like to see Lilith in Aquarius ?

[@ellamarie1378]

im lilith in aqua in the 4th house and my mom is an aquarius sun so

[@alanalarssen8157]

Lilith in Capricorn 2nd house please Omgosh

[@maha-z6g]

❤️

[@claresmith7437]

Never get married but can be in a relationship? Or remain single forever? I’ve never wanted to get married so that’s cool but I don’t want to spend the rest of my life alone. I’d like to get back into a relationship.