ALONE IN NYC AT 19 (reality of growing up)

My last week in New York City... it has been quite the journey
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[@DilsJourney]

The point about believing in confidence is so true. Naturally I am a bit awkward when meeting new people but moving to London and being surrounded by so many new people every single day kinda forces you to adapt. Like you said, believing you're super interesting and affirming to yourself that you're confident really does help when speaking to new people. Love that you're sharing your experiences, great video as always.

[@juicynugget_]

Girl you need a Netflix show. Such a sublime storyteller!

[@waureennaranja8138]

I always find your ending narratives as something fresh from the books. I love it its like im watching a movie ending. Your vlogs are always refreshing ❤️

[@TaifAlharthi]

You don’t understand how much I really needed to hear and feel those feelings today

[@spongenoob4409]

Same

[@kathemoro7837]

first time watching u & gosh i needed that, just turn 18, move to a whole new country without my family, currely living by myself and at the same time feels like im living my 10yo biggest dream but im scared as hell abt being an adult. always was that social butterfly but man, no one tells you how hard is to make an group of friends out of nowhere, so as well im enjoying my time alone sometimes i miss the life i once was desperate to scape from. so yeah, growing up sucks but its necessary.

[@nanicrash]

I experienced the same when I moved to a big city after graduating. Just wanted to say.. Girl, you got it. It will be tough sometimes, but this way you'll have a lot of stories to tell later and learn to appreciate happy moments more💛

[@kathemoro7837]

@@nanicrash tks for the kind words sis. Just found out that recording the process (either through jornaling or videos) makes it easier, cause I know that looking back to it its gonna feel less intense.

[@cess5880]

Love how you says every word, and how express your thoughts and yourself in your every vlog. Loving every content of yours♥️

[@nayonikakapdi6662]

this is the first video I've watched of yours, im absolutely in love. you're a born storyteller. loved loved loved the vibe of the video, its like you're journaling and we're getting to read it but with a video too! 💗💗

[@MrMichael007mc]

Thank you so much for the living alone series. I have live alone for over 4 years now. Taking trips, eating alone and resting at home by yourself is so underrated.

[@aura6618]

I feel like I’ve just watched one of these movies that inspires you and encourages you to take action for your own life. This is the fist video I’ve watched from you and I loved it from the beginning to end ❤️

[@isaacgonzalez2852]

The happiness of pursuit is so true; I always feel the most awake and good about myself when I’m working towards some goal; I can always go to bed thinking about the hard work I put in that day and the hard work I will put in tomorrow.

[@lovevallerie3687]

I really appreciate your videos 🥺 They’re very relatable and the way your words mean so much to me because I’ve been struggling with self doubt, confidence, and growth. I love you girl 🥺💗

[@mina1lust]

looved this video. i just found your chanel and its seriously my absolute favorite! you and your mindset is truly inspiring ♡

[@dumjnxr]

the way u explain and feel many problems that i usually have it's so direct and clear, i'm sorprised and relieved as well. it's the first time i see u, but in casei don't see you again, thank u for having such an spontaneous and precious personality, really. you're such a nice person, love u.

[@annnajx]

LOVE YOUR MONOLOGUES SO MUCH. u are so articulate it’s beautiful ty for sharing 💌

[@nizhonin1073]

wow. nice reset this video created for me. The confidence of growth; it’s so grounding. I can’t wait for where your vlogs go! I luv’em 🤲🏼💚

[@LeBeautiful]

Such a strong individual. L, we are supporting you!

[@rosemaryansay4511]

this is the first time i came by and watch your video and every bit of it is what i needed to hear atm. thanking the universe to have across your video to me

[@mmiakim]

i really admire how, throughout your videos, you mention the things that you struggle with and feel nervous or uncomfortable about, yet you still decide to push or go for. it's really inspirational and tells a lot of amazing things about your character

[@TochiUdeh]

Your literally an inspiration..ur videos are just so satisfying aesthetic calming

[@malkiadebbie]

The fact that we’re the same age and I was thinking about most of the things you said in this video today🥹🥹felt it to the core!! Thank you so much for this!🦋🦋

[@aura6618]

samee

[@hbl6378]

Watching your video is like reading a good book, very satisfying!

[@Sakurtaa]

Watching this while crying because my heart hurts so much from preparing myself for a long-distance and possible break-up. I really want to get better and honestly "just existing" summarised so much of my doubts and my life recently so thank you. I hope I get to a stage in life where I can live again and I'll take this video as a sign and a slap in the face

[@Sakurtaa]

You also sound so much like the person I look up to so much so this is so comforting

[@yuh1052]

“not about the pursuit of happiness, but the happiness of pursuit” EXACTLY! EXACTLY! WOW.

[@mjlleniuma2252]

i literally don't know why am i crying but words of yours truly affected me keep what ur doing

[@michelleguevara9057]

The cross eyed part was just sublime!! I was laughing with tears in my eyes. That sentence alone made my day ❤️

[@iamsyd4170]

Yes that’s a thing I had to accept😭😭😭😭, it be so awkward but it’s just apart of life until you really start to get to know them.

[@malia2556]

ur vlogs r so inspiring, i relate to a lot of what u say

[@imgjfam]

Loveee the way you start your vloggg!!

[@JonCach]

im living for these types of videos !!

[@shaylacatalinaa]

this is so comforting

[@dinsun1111]

Gurllll the hairstyle did an amazing job good lord sooooo freaking pretty.also I love you !!! You will heal !! Sending you warm hug

[@aalecccciaa]

im 3 min in & im in love with the vlog!!!!! the style feels like home

[@kawaiibbyindahouse]

Awww your closing was so beautiful. I hope you’re doing well and wish you a great day!

[@komaltariq3334]

Lindsiannn you're such an inspiration .....I always feel so good after watching your videos .......you deserve more love .....you're love Queeeeeennn......keep going❤❤

[@iamxrayjoker41]

I feel like people experience confidence varies of different ways and sometimes is okay to be a bit of awkward when meeting new people because I know that I am very awkward. what I have learn is you have to be comfortable to start the convocation at least once and people will feel comfortable with you, and I love this video so much and thank you for sharing this.

[@briturner3798]

you never ever miss.

[@Aoifeee]

I’m from Ireland and have had a dream since a little girl to move to NYC. Lately I’ve experienced a huge shift in life and everything came at me so fast and I just have an urge more than ever to keep saving to move to New York. It’s my one of my long term goals I’m focusing on. It’s crazy how this only happened to me in the last week and then I stumble upon this video and it’s like I’m hearing my thoughts word for word in this video. Amazing story telling & sooooo relatable! You’re so strong for doing all of this so young and you should be so proud of yourself and happy that you’re doing it at such a young age , some people only get to do this at 25+. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@_SincerelyEden]

You can do it!!! Update us if you're able to move 🤗

[@mia-dr2rw]

with the insane inflation i dont think its worth it...

[@keeptaiwanfree]

really? I lived in NYC and I have a dream of going to Ireland and Scotland... I know it depends on what type of lifestyle you like best

[@alexajm8463]

don't come here we don't have health care

[@ChrisannaKemp]

I'm over here trying to leave NY asap 😭😭

[@danielleennis3427]

I enjoyed your New York content so much! Your videos are so effortlessly captivating. I hope New York was great for your healing. I can't wait to continue to see you grow! I feel like a big sis watching you lol.

[@kaaay9302]

comfort person 💌

[@yellowisthehappiestcolor544]

I just love your view on the happiness of the pursuit.

[@qemma.c2436]

my new favorite comfort KZbinr, thank you for being here:)

[@farizasflowers]

It stressed me out at the part where she got back to her dorm and had to leave within 24 hours and still had so much of her stuff still in the room 😬 Congrats on the photo shoot btw!!! Super cool of you to get opportunities like that!!!

[@GlobalMiles]

Don’t worry L, everything will be ok. And don’t forget...how much your dad loves you! ❤

[@Vennelaa]

omggg this iss sooo goodd !!!!! this inspiress me soo muchh !! loved this video !!!

[@kandizeeroned1624]

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE UR VIDEOS KEEP MAKING THEM!!!

[@sofia-jf8xm]

holy shit !!!! This is incredible!!!! Ive been struggling with thinking im awkward so your speech was mindblowing because that’s everything I’ve been thinking lately. Also have been wondering for a while now what does it mean to truly live

[@EgleGilyte]

The guy probably gave you the ND filter which is amazing when filming during the bright days - it’s a neutral density filter that cuts the amount of light that enters your camera's lens and you don’t need to do anything with the internal exposure and ruin the colors:) I use sony ZV-1 for vlogging, it has that filter already in the camera and it’s honestly the best thing! 😎

[@bellateaa]

the transition into ykwim was so incredible and made me feel like i was literally with u just found ur channel btw and i love the music choice :)

[@winglambs5883]

the new camera looks amazing!!

[@juliastrzodka3972]

Oh, wow! I loved that beginning!!!!!!

[@jane_aboabo]

I love your vids, it's giving me chill

[@90sstargirl]

Gurlll may I say you look drop dead gorgeous in that brown strapless dress🤍and the makeup was so dreamy🤍

[@kimberlyramos9789]

this is literally what i needed, tysm for this

[@sudarshanajha2786]

Absolutely hooked with your storytelling looking forward to more of your videos:)

[@oli3641]

this video is literally therapy

[@almahuertaa]

You are amazing at storytelling 🥰 love your videos

[@syafiqahzamri1164]

Omg you look so good with beachy waves!!

[@dilansl1194]

omg i love this you are an amazing story teller

[@AshleyChen]

I’m actually so obsessed with your intro

[@katiemichele]

my first time coming across one of her videos and oh my gosh!!! I literally love her!! she is so cute!! 💗💗💗

[@jossielrodz]

New camera looks dope , keep it up !

[@clairem5164]

Wow, first 30 seconds hit. I feel the exact same way. My breakup just completely changed (for the worse) everything about how my days have gone for the past 7 months. Idk how to go about it. I guess I’ll get used to it.

[@Sakura-zu4rz]

❤Your channel is literally my comfort place. You make me so happy. Love you❤😁❤Visit nature make themselves aware of various environments including life through actual experience work in the sun play get hungry and eat sleep well… I believe that a motivated and lovely look comes from this positive cycle.

[@chaengdubz8220]

Omg NYC is such a great city. I live in the Mott Haven section of the Bronx. Probably one of the better neighborhoods in NYC period. If you wanna experience culture, diversity and great people, Mott Haven is where it’s at. Plus there’s always something going on, so it’s never boring.

[@manuelranghetto5040]

first 10 seconds already made me stay!

[@javiera6360]

this was so beautiful to watch, I might cry

[@pe3634]

this intro is everything .....

[@Zoe-hi1no]

Loving you’re background music

[@NandiniGupta26]

love your editing skills!

[@tobiasbjerkesjogeijer8400]

Life lessons left and right, this is a really nice video

[@sadeiofficial]

I just had a dream last night that I was visiting NYC and then I see this video .. haha love the signs and can’t wait!! Love the video! Big Aloha 🤙🏽 from Hawai’i 🧘🏽‍♀️🪄🧋

[@irat11]

this is cool. it feels like a documentary with all the camera angles and stuff. nice.

[@hellosophia]

omg i never been so related on ur intro in my life.... i am about to make a video about me discovering myself too, and i want you and your video to be my inspo!!! aaahhh

[@overheat1488]

this is inspirational to me personally thanks!

[@MsAlison]

just stumbled across your video, but omg this is so inspiring!

[@sxam126]

this video in my heart

[@aaliyah4845]

i needed to hear this, thank you

[@ad1ea]

GIRL I LOVE YOU

[@marccolomayt82094]

enjoy NYC!

[@mariela574]

Im with you on the ice cubes!! it makes such a difference in my drink😂

[@nastypoopylos3r371]

I’m planning to go to New York next year for my birthday. I’m so excited and nervous at the same time

[@jungwon8381]

same here! alone in NYC at 19!

[@lanakhan3180]

omg why is everything u do always so slay

[@rotienoxoxo]

Wow - I'm 10 years older than you and just moved to the NYC area. I learned so much from you in this video. I really love your outlook and your thoughts around living as growing. You are so wise and really inspired me to keep going/exploring. NYC kicks my butt but it definately helps me learn more about myself!

[@expertimran9933]

How Knowledgeable girl 🥺❤️

[@jonorth7896]

that BH haul ✨

[@kristinhasiana]

i find your videooo sooo goooddddd omg

[@jujo2401]

i loved this!

[@TTWandaPurplePanda]

the filter protects your lens from scratches, it's like buying a protective layer for your phone's screen :) I have one for each one of my lenses.

[@aeireu775]

SO GLAD I FOUND YOUR CHANNEL

[@kingketurah]

love ittttt❤️

[@cheskalove]

niceee vid!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@zoeyheiney8815]

I took my first trip alone to nyc a week ago and I’m 19 as well. I hope I can move there in the future :)

[@iamsyd4170]

I’m 20 now and I can’t believe I’m gonna be 112 in 2122, that’s if I make☹️☹️☹️. Guys please put God first and stop stressing, don’t let no one stress you and do what you love. Don’t be unhappy try to heal from things, love everyone and be your authentic self. Earth is not our home but heaven.

[@isaiahbrown3045]

In Jesus name Amen

[@hannahmclemore71]

“But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.” ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭6:33‬ ‭KJV‬‬

[@iamsyd4170]

@@hannahmclemore71 amen, always 🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️❤️

[@iamsyd4170]

@E K cause I wanna live to see that long🥲.

[@iamsyd4170]

@@isaiahbrown3045 amen🙏🏽❤️

[@robertruhiu559]

This is like Home alone NYC Style

[@raevyn1216]

Everything you say i have gone though myself, same thought process i love how were all so similar and that is another reason ive become so much less awkward and introverted bc we all go through it i know i should'nt feel so isolated bc i know almost everyone else might feel the same so why not knock that wall down first.

[@allenkagai]

Carl is a real one for telling you to get those filters

[@dariofkxv6829]

"it's not about the pursuit of happiness but the happiness of pursuit, damn I needed that"

[@abbieamavi]

Carl the MVP fr 😁🥳

[@jabi2789]

u remind me of bestdressed huhuhu