as someone who's had a rough relationship with my dad for a lot of reasons both within his control and outside his control, this part of the game absolutely broke me. The realization that someone you despised because you sincerely believed they were holding you back, and that all the things they did were out of spite, only to find out they were doing their goddamned best to protect you, to *_love_* you, to keep you safe and help you grow, and that they couldn't help but fuck up and beat themselves up for it just as much as you despise them for it, if not more, it rips your heart into a million peice. I almost couldnt finish the game because of how hard it hit.
@frog430711 ай бұрын
It's crazy hard to think of your parents as flawed people on the same level as you consider yourself one (at least in my experience)
@kainevittulainen11 ай бұрын
@@frog4307 agreed, I feel like we always imagine our parents as being these superhuman forces of nature, but then when you get older you start to realize they're just people like you are, they're not perfect or infallible, they're just trying their best.
@averyrathbun38594 ай бұрын
I think the game isn't really trying to use this moment to let Brad off the hook. The fact remains that he was a bad father, and the way he raised Buddy was traumatizing for her. He thought a lot more about himself then his daughter which was a major theme of The Painful. I think this moment is really meant to add ambiguity to the picture, not let him off for his sins. I think it's to show how even with all the baggage that comes with an abusive parent, on some level, because they took care of you and shaped your view of the world at such a vulnerable time in your life, it can be hard to hold resentment and not to on some level feel a unspeakable and powerful connection to them, even after all the pain. Atleast that was my experience as someone with an abusive upbringing. It's never as black and white as it is in media to hate someone who raised you, it always hurts.
@evilmouse9112 жыл бұрын
rest easy brad, you gave it your all
@aqualitymeme94762 жыл бұрын
I come back to this song once in a while when I need to cry. There’s no particular reason for needing it, but I always feel better after letting loose to this. LISA will always have a reserved spot in my fractured little heart.
@jeancarlosdossantossilva85162 жыл бұрын
I feel you bro... I'm and old man, with pretty much no expectations, living only with guilty and regret about bad decisions in the past that made some important people suffer or let down... and sometimes i listen this music and some others just to cry, and I don't know why, but doing this make those feelings less unbearable. I hope you and everyone who loves this games are doing well.
@NuniaBiznaz2 жыл бұрын
I think tears actually contain hormones or similar substances produced by the body associated with stress and sadness, so when you cry, you might as well be physically venting out your negative emotion. I'm not 100% on this, but I am pretty sure it's the case, and I'm also VERY certain that it's been studied and proven that crying might make your emotions worse in the moment, but greatly improves your mood afterward.
@joya8292 Жыл бұрын
Help me... LISA? Cry out for relief. +230 SP +Crying
@j.howlett16 күн бұрын
Leaving my comment here so you can remember this song once again :)
@aqualitymeme947616 күн бұрын
@ Thanks, but I don’t think I could ever forget 🙃
@Machape42O2 жыл бұрын
Emotional damage
@alansmit91982 жыл бұрын
I Could Make You Care.
@infinityheart_tm92702 ай бұрын
“And for a moment…” “Fuck…” “I got to know just how much my dad loved me”
@mrsauceman68259 ай бұрын
The song that turns you from man into sad boy
@JazzBlood2 жыл бұрын
This song always reminded me of my relationship with my mother she was never the best mother but I knew she tried, eventually I started to hate her I didn't know why but I just did and at one point I questioned myself why was I so mean and rude to her and honestly I'm not sure what happened to me when I was young I was hit hard with depression I just cried and felt horrible, and at one point I really wanted to end my life, everything felt like it was all my fault but it wasn't and I think I just wanted someone to blame and so I blamed my mother because you really only seem to remember the bad before the good. so after a couple of years, I decided to talk with my mother I told her all the things about how I felt during those years and how much guilt and shame I was filled with, and I thought she would hate me when I told her what I said but she didn't, she started crying and she said she didn't want me to feel like that she didn't know. she's always going to be my mom sure she's not the best parent but she's trying and it was just a horrible series of unfortunate events that affected me and our lives and I'm glad that we had that talk, and I apologize and so did she I wouldn't be the person I am without her so for better or for worse she's always going to be my mom.
@HamHamPangPangCustomer2 жыл бұрын
I'm on the same boat with you, I'm on the same boat way too much with you I'm going to sink in my emotions over how much my parents even tho they're flawed em their all to provide me a good life
@moonadoo10062 жыл бұрын
One the few games that genuinely made me cry
@Gigas0101 Жыл бұрын
The nobody is crying.
@LeafyCooldown2 жыл бұрын
feels like I've been stabbed by a knife on my front
@ianleather56992 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy this version of the song is back. Thank you
@slasherlovingay2488 Жыл бұрын
I haven't cried this hard since Mother 3, Red Dead Redemption 2 and OMORI
@Gigas0101 Жыл бұрын
Of those three games, Mother 3 is the one where I can feel the weight of that statement. No crying 'til the end is impossible, got me too real quick.
@JackAttack64 Жыл бұрын
OMORI hits so hard
@Booserz7 ай бұрын
Blud fucking with his mental health with these games
@NickGaming1204 Жыл бұрын
Balling ❌ Bawling ✔️
@paul_particularlyunhappynut Жыл бұрын
Sad, but I wish Buddy showed some kind of remorse during this. Her having a crying sprite like Brad had during his Rando army fight, now THAT would've crushed me
@master2497 Жыл бұрын
While that would've been neat I think this fight occuring at all is her showing remorse. I mean the fight is purely mental so this is really her mental image of brad. Having Brad say he's sorry to her in her head is really just her forgiving him, in the way that you do when you're having an extreme psychedelic trip I guess.
@paul_particularlyunhappynut Жыл бұрын
@@master2497 i mean, probably yeah. you can argue that. but she DID rip off his head in that one ending. so... plus it doesn't really help that i find buddy a rather unlikable character in joyful. tbf the odds are MASSIVELY against her, but still
@franciscoOrellana29 Жыл бұрын
@@paul_particularlyunhappynut Yes but I feel like it makes sense, since by the end of Painful Buddy had already been consuming some more Joy so her personality change was an effect of her feelings against Brad and his addiction to Joy combined
@viva34013 жыл бұрын
Oh good it's back. Last upload got taken down for some reason. This is the superior version of the song. Thanks for upload!
@SirenVA Жыл бұрын
I’ve never felt more emotion from a piece of media in my life. these games are absolute masterpieces.
@valentinlopezmunoz82694 ай бұрын
People are always talking about generational trauma and how their parents have hurt them, hell, even I've said those things myself but I won't deny that even if they've hurted me they both loved me with all their hearts Again, every experience is unique but this game made me realize I was too rough with them
@pameloharacic81622 жыл бұрын
Que calor, mis ojos estan sudando.
@necroniic19093 жыл бұрын
oh my god thank you pardner
@miguelferreira58732 жыл бұрын
thank you so much for posting this version!
@mediawatcher9225 Жыл бұрын
This is so much better than the soundtrack version
@DoctorAutopsy3 ай бұрын
My biological father ran out on my mom after he got caught cheating. Ran out on my half brother too, who is only 3 months older than I am. He's buried at Fort Snelling for his service in the Navy and his plot number is 665. Nice one, dad.
@GarryDumblowski2 жыл бұрын
I was about to be like "What's different about it?", because often, the Soundtrack version plays at a slightly different speed from the in-game version (ex: Arrow to the Head), but then I got to 2:40. I'm... genuinely kind of confused, because I remember hearing the organ in-game instead of the... i think that's a cello? Is this just from an older version of the game?
@anchorus34542 жыл бұрын
The version that plays in-game uses strings at the end while the version in the soundtrack and official upload uses an organ. You might be misremembering the soundtrack version playing in the game.
@GarryDumblowski2 жыл бұрын
@@anchorus3454 I definitely remember the soundtrack version playing in the game... guess the only way to find out is to replay joyful to verify :O
@AppaBoy2 жыл бұрын
@@GarryDumblowski youre likely thinking of randos dead which plays right before hes my dad and has the same melody, that song uses organs in the game version.
@GarryDumblowski2 жыл бұрын
@@AppaBoy ...Maybe????? I don't remember Rando's Dead even sticking out to me that much.
@teraflying10 ай бұрын
thank you for uploafing the goat version
@ultimateinternetman43355 ай бұрын
i almost never take things seriously in games but this part fucked me up
@-darktrack-80958 ай бұрын
the first time a videogame made me cry
@keeperoftheshrimbo1101 Жыл бұрын
That pfp is godly
@jojofanatico69283 күн бұрын
i have never played Lisa, cuz its not my kind of game, but I love it. I have watched a lot of videos of it, about the story and stuff, and, even though I havent played it, its the only game that has made me cry... several times. its just so crude, so raw, but so emotional...
@Volition-is-offline12 күн бұрын
The only thing I wish in this life is that I cared for someone as much as Brad cared for buddy for a long time I’ve thought that my sister could be the person to get me through each next day but in the end I’ve just noticed that the amount we’ve cared about each other is completely different I’ve tried to be supportive throughout the past few years of her life and I know that earlier in her life wasn’t the best but I tried my hardest to change but there is a problem in doing so, I should have focused on myself and my own life I hope others can learn from this mistake Brad is not a good person but he tried his best (at least in the ending where he quit joy) after he felt that he didn’t do enough and I’ve felt that as well or I’m just projecting myself onto him it’s why LISA is important. I missed out on life myself the joys of it and the real pleasures so please while you have time chase real happiness with all your heart don’t be like me never be like me or you’ll be stuck in the same regret and unending misery of false happiness thank you for reading hopefully you’ll take this to heart and have a brilliant rest of your life chasing the the things that truly matter which is yourself and your hopes and dreams
@phontoid Жыл бұрын
LISA IS TODAY
@axelmartinez2413 Жыл бұрын
Maybe if it wasn't for his past things would have been different
@vqlefor5 ай бұрын
this song makes me look back at all the people i've ever loved in my life
@ybbob358310 ай бұрын
this is much better than the ost
@nikoleo2000 Жыл бұрын
Will this song play if i see my dad again?
@El_firoz10 ай бұрын
It will never plays😂
@nikoleo200010 ай бұрын
@@El_firoz hope he can listen to it tough :c
@Kitty37612 жыл бұрын
:(
@SS-eu2vo9 ай бұрын
ow
@choom Жыл бұрын
i really don't understand why Austin had to put the horrible sounding piano type instrument that i can not remember the name of at the end of every song that has this melody, it totally kills any emotion that the song had and that had given to the listener.
@teraflying10 ай бұрын
it's like a church organ, yeah it is so bad
@daneelaart9 ай бұрын
that is why i consider the sparse version of buddy's theme to be the best rendition of this melody, and that isn't even on the soundtrack
@addonszx11192 жыл бұрын
ES EXTRAÑO mi vida se cae a pedasos .. no tengo para mi renta y no tengo para mi luz y me llamaron para trabajar mañana y solo se me vino esta cancion a la mente despues de que me llamaran .... realmente estaba pensado en ......... m ...........a..............t............
@takesomejoyok1252 Жыл бұрын
Hola, todo está bien contigo? Como sigues?
@addonszx1119 Жыл бұрын
@@takesomejoyok1252 encontre un trabajo le hecho muchas ganas ayer me felicitaron por ello .. voy recogiendo trozo por trozo mi vida sigo con deudas pero se hacen menos .. quisiera hablar con alguien "aveces" ,, solo aveces me siento solo. pero gracias take creo que estoy mucho mejor que hace 2 meses.