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@LisaCairnsClips 2 ай бұрын

@KuswandiRia03 2 ай бұрын

How a Profound Experience and a Friend's Illness Inspired Me to Start Sharing, very good, thank for sharing, my friend

@LisaCairnsClips 2 ай бұрын

I was thinking to ask you a little bit about how you started talking about the subject. Have you already done that before, or did you feel that you wanted to be really grounded in that awareness to be able to talk to people about it? I'm a little bit interested in that. No, I didn't ever speak before Bali, and I never had any inclination or desires to speak prior to Bali. Roger also said that I would never be able to speak about this because of my lack of precision with my mind, you know. He's got a very precise mind. If you've listened to his talks, he always said that I don't have that ability like that. So I never had any expectations about speaking or talking about this, and I never had desires. When Roger said that to me, it was never something that I argued with or felt offended by. I was just like, "No, I can understand that." Then after Bali, it just kind of happened. First of all, what happened was my friend was dying from a brain tumor. When I came back from Bali to Australia, he lived next door and he'd also been a student of Roger's. Because he was dying of a brain tumor and he owned his own business, he began to struggle to be able to drive his car. I happened to have time at that time to be able to drive him around. You know, profound things can happen when you're driving with someone who's dying from a brain tumor and somebody who's just had a massive life-changing blast of eternity. We were driving around in the car in the bush, and inevitably, speaking began to happen. He was also going through this profound experience. Often, when you die from a brain tumor, it begins to take away your senses. Weirdly, I could really relate to what was happening to him from this awakening. When I had it initially, in the first days, I couldn't do physical things very well. Just crossing the road was very disorienting because I couldn't really perceive where my body was in relationship to the cars. In Bali, the cars were quite intense. It's not as bad as India, but it was quite intense with the bikes and the cars. Also, the feeling of my hand as opposed to the table or my hand as opposed to someone else's hand was all different. When he began to struggle with things like not being able to remember how to put on his... do you use "jumper"? I'm not sure if that's the right word. Maybe "pullover" or "sweatshirt"? When he began to struggle and couldn't work out how to put his head through the jumper, I could really relate because it felt like my brain just got totally blasted. I also had these struggles with my coordination and body and speaking. So, we just began to have these really profound and beautiful conversations. He began to say that I should record them. I think we did record them, and we gave them to his partner. We used to begin to talk about things like rebirth. I personally believe in rebirth, and he would talk about being reborn. He'd had the tumor for nine years. When it started growing this last time, there was nothing left that they could do. He had it for nine years, and they did different things to stop it from growing, but this last time there were no more options. Everyone knew that if it started growing again... Also, before Bali, me, him, and Roger had spent six weeks in India together a month or two before Bali. So, he was also really open to all of this, and we'd been to lots of satsangs together. It just naturally and organically started happening. From that, I then uploaded a video to KZbin, but that was slightly different. Actually, it wasn't to KZbin, it was to Facebook. I was just so bursting with this freedom. It just wanted to speak, to be expressed. I think that's why I did the initial video. In my later ones, you actually hear him falling over. He came to stay because his partner needed a rest, I think. He came to stay for a few days, and you actually hear him falling over in the background. I was talking about death, and maybe I ended the video because I was going to go and help him. That one maybe was inspired by him, but I think initially it was like I was just sitting there, bursting with love, and wanting to express love. It was just in the very beginning, you know, when Facebook was beginning to allow you to upload videos easily. So, that's how it happened. Very unromantically, I uploaded a video to Facebook. The other part, speaking to Greg about it, was super beautiful. We had some profound car journeys because also driving was such a new experience for me. It was an interesting, special kind of shuttle driving around. Maybe in a way, you were having similar experiences. He was sort of having these shifts because his body was not able to hold the consciousness anymore, somehow. Maybe you were doing that in an energetic way, sort of. It seems to be that kind of shift into the other world, into the nothingness or whatever it is. It was really beautiful, that time we spent together. It was nice that it was the bridge for you to channel it in that way without intention. It kind of happened very quickly. I came back from Bali, and then a month or two afterward, we started noticing that he couldn't open the door to his car. We went to the cinema to watch "Bridesmaids," and he couldn't open the door. Then his partner noticed, and they went and got a scan about two months after I came back from Bali. Roger was away at that time, so it was just me in the house next to him. The four of us had become really close over the years. Roger also gave them a year where we did every morning from 7 a.m. till 9 a.m. It's funny how you describe it. When you were still more in your personality before that shift, somebody tells you that you will never be able to express it in that way. Then, once that part is not there anymore, it's like a higher intelligence speaks through you. That is different. Thank you for that story and background. If you watch some of the earlier videos, you might hear Greg in the background or me speaking to Greg. Sometimes, I had all the dogs. He had two dogs, and I had two dogs. Sometimes, I'd also be looking after his dogs, so you'd see me with four dogs. Some of the videos got deleted because I deleted my Facebook account and never put them on KZbin, but some of them ended up on KZbin. Great. It was nice to talk to you. Thank you very much for the question. It was sweet to remember. Take care, bye.