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Hi friends,
Thank you for coming along with us on this very emotional infertility and gestational surrogacy journey. Your kind support and constant prayers mean the absolute world.
xo
For more regular updates head over to INSTAGRAM ~ @tim.celeste.x
And for all things "Little Dream" follow ~ @darlingcloverco
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OUR TTC BACKGROUND:
~ Married - May 2013
~ Conceived naturally after a couple months trying, ended in missed miscarriage at 9w4d - Oct 2014
~ D&C
~ Laparoscopy surgery after 1 unsuccessful year of TTC following first miscarriage - Nov 2015
~ Surgery revealed blocked tubes due to infection following D&C
~ Conceived naturally prior to starting IVF, ended in another missed miscarriage at 7w6d- Feb 2016
~ Another D&C
~ Conceived naturally again prior to starting IVF, ended in chemical pregnancy- March 2016
~ IVF egg retrieval #1 - April 2016
~ Fresh embryo transfer ended in chemical pregnancy with 0 embryos frozen
~ IVF egg retrieval #2 - June 2016
~ Fresh embryo transfer ended in chemical pregnancy with 1 embryo frozen
~ Conceived naturally, slow rising HCG & ended in blighted ovum - Sept 2016
~ Yet another D&C
~ FET #1, never happened as our 1 frozen embryo didn't survive the thawing process - Dec 2016
~ IVF egg retrieval #3 - May 2017
~ FET #2- September 2017 - Heartbreaking BFN with PGS normal embryo...
~ Another Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy surgery - November 2017.... TUBES NO LONGER BLOCKED!
~ DQ Alpha gene partial match - unexplained infertility FINALLY explained! = alloimmune implantation dysfunction
~ IVF egg retrieval #4 - June 2019 - total fertlization failure
~ IVF egg retrieval #5 - September 2019 - 2 PGS normal embryos frozen
~ Gestational surrogacy process started - Nov 2019
~ Gestational surrogacy application hearing to get approval - March 2020
~ FET preparation with gestational surrogate - March 2020
~ Gestational Surrogacy FET - April 2020
After 6 pregnancy losses, 11 surgeries, (including egg collections), & 6 long years of receiving constant bad news, we are so ready to finally hold our longed for rainbow baby in our arms!

[@TimandCeleste]

From the bottom of our hearts, thank you so much for all of your beautiful love and prayers. We are deeply feeling all the emotions at the moment, so please refrain from suggesting we “just adopt” etc. It’s not helpful and not an option for us. Thanks again for your kindness. Big love to you all 🧡

[@catlove111]

OIC for your kids I didn't know you had beautiful kids

[@michelleruedisueli236]

A chemical pregnancy is still a loss. I'm so sorry for you all. Don't give up hope! Your baby is out there waiting to come down to you.

[@qianwang6527]

Cat Love I think they are her friend’s kids

[@catlove111]

@@qianwang6527 yeah me too

[@wastedxtime]

Sending you so much love

[@savannahbrianne7044]

Disappointment is certainly NOT the theme of this channel. The theme of the channel is unwavering hope, love, determination and true strength of a mother. Many prayers and positive thoughts sent to your family in this time.

[@caitlinsam4991]

Savannah Brianne I know what you mean but Celeste’s disappointment is completely understood (if I were in her position I would not be as graceful as she’s been)

[@carlylovett2126]

So true Savannah 💜

[@cluckycluck009]

I (like many) have been waiting all week for the results and I honestly wasn't expecting this outcome. I felt my heart drop when I heard the voice recording of the HCG results, I have no words. Around the world, we are all thinking of you and praying that one day, all of this will make sense. So much love to you xxx

[@bobinastaah4086]

As someone also on the IVF journey, I cried all the way through when you said you can't imagine never being a mum.. If it is written for you, it will be. Nothing is beyond God. Praying for you and us all, stay strong x

[@AWeise-mf1st]

I know how you feel.. I went through everything myself and had multiple IUIs and 8 rounds of IVF at th age of 24 to 29. We met our Surrogate mother and tried two times. I did not work both times. I was 31 at the time and was devastated. It was over. I was done. Four years later I got pregnant naturally at the age of 35. We couldnt believe it. My pregnancy was so wonderful.. And I have never loved like this, before I met my baby boy. When he was born, I thought this is it. But two years later I got pregnant again with my second son. I gave birth to him on my 38th birthday. He will be 11 month old tomorrow. I think I had to realise that it wasnt my time back then. A lot of love to you!!! It will happen to you.

[@TimandCeleste]

A. Weise Amazing. I’m so glad it worked out for you in the end ♥️

[@hobsonfamily778]

This is incredible! Lovely to hear stories like this. X x

[@Mary-ub2pi]

Sending all the love to y’all. My heart breaks for you, I feel like I’ve never seen a video of yours that was as raw and emotional as this one where your heartbreak is so apparent and yet at the end I could see a little bit of hope in you when you talked about a future transfer. I’ve been subscribed to you for a very long time and have always kept up with your videos and instagram and I think the thing that’s always had me so invested in your journey is your hope and kindness and it’s so apparent you have a big heart. This is my long winded way of saying I truly believe this will happen for you because you’re too beautiful of a soul for it not to. You’ll make an amazing mother when that little dream comes along. ❤️ Praying for you as always.

[@TimandCeleste]

Mary Awww you’re so so lovely - thank you for your beautiful words 💛💛💛

[@nicolahoughton2732]

Never have i refreshed my KZbin subscriptions so many times,!! Can’t wait to see this!

[@jasminedix2971]

Nicola Houghton saaaaame!!

[@Katekagood]

The song paired with the 7dp testing portion ... so heartbreaking. I had chills all over my entire body watching you talk about this experience. I forgot you had 3 other embryos though - I thought you only had one left over. I know now isn't the time to think about her next steps, and it's just recovery time, but that brings me hope that you have 3 more. I think doing the ERA test is a great idea. I am so so sorry you're going through this, it's absolutely unfair. You and your channel are full of love and perseverance, and it doesn't get better than that. Love you girl!

[@ashtongray1444]

Im crying watching this because I feel the same way. I have tried 14 years to get pregnant 3 miscarriages and heartbreak!! Its hard watching my brother and sister who are younger than me have kids. I want before my time is up on this world for someone to call me mommy. I want that so bad. My heart breaks for you Celeste and Tim cause im in that spot too. Praying for you guys!!

[@hiattmip9108]

I'm so sorry. My heart leapt in my chest full of hope for you when this video was uploaded. My heart goes out to you x

[@A_b-c_d19]

The same :(

[@chloepallas5733]

I’m sat here bawling my eyes out for you! I’m so sorry, this is honestly awful! All my love and prayers for you! 💓💓

[@ralucamoldovan6406]

My heart is crying with you. I'm keeping my hopes up for you both. You Will be a great Mother. You Will be. You Will.

[@laurene1389]

I don’t have any words....I’m just so sorry Celeste. Praying for you and Tim and also for Liv ❤️

[@rachael4983]

The nature of this channel for me has always been HOPE, LOVE and SUPPORT 💕

[@abbie7731]

So sorry for your loss. Your followers have so much hope for you and your journey. We aren't going to give up and time is still on your side. 🙏 🌈

[@aaapril]

Don’t ever apologize for it not working. We are all rooting for you and are just excited to hear the amazing good news. Hoping that will be next month. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@angelacarmody3663]

I’m am soooooooo sorry!!! I can’t believe it! It seems so shocking but you can do it. Finish these embryos , don’t let go you already made then. They need you to follow thru on them...they can’t do it without you. Don’t give up my dear♥️ I’m just so very very sorry. You don’t deserve any of this sadness. I continue to pray for you all 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[@hopefaith764]

So many prayers for you!!! Never feel stupid for hoping,it is what keeps us going forward in our journeys...Stay strong and keep believing in your miracle 💕 you will be a beautiful mama someday🙏🏻

[@amybaker8871]

Ugh I put off watching this all days cause I was so scared of this. No words.Thanks for being real. Remember when you have no hope, there is an army of people behind you that have all the hope. Love you 💜

[@federicaamigoni1261]

I am crying with you from Italy. Don't ever think you are not strong. You are SO strong. Whatever you and your husband feel right now is perfectly normal. You will come to a place of common purpose again, as you always have. I will continue to cover you in my daily prayer for comfort, renewed hope and blessings.

[@yolandacappas1431]

I’m so so sorry. Praying for peace for you and your husband. Sending you the biggest virtual HUG! Will continue to pray for you and your journey to become a mother.

[@crecine45]

Awe..sending a huge hug from across the world. Please don’t lose hope. Faith is stronger than anything. We were 8 years of infertility. I’ve felt your emotions. I’ve dealt with the guilt of not feeling feminine or good enough to give my husband a child or be a momma. In God’s time. It hurts my heart when I hear you doubting. Praying you’ll have the child you deserve. ❤️

[@megannicole6493]

My heart aches for you and Tim. I will never give up hope and I will never stop praying for you all. I believe so deeply that your rainbow will come. I know it’s easier said than done, but please never give up. 💕 xx

[@kikirobinson7836]

You and Tim can do this. And YOU ARE closer to meeting your baby everyday single day! You really are. It hurts so bad but it’s worth it. Every time I look at my babies, I still can’t believe they are here. You will feel that if you keep hope. It was 7 years for us and donor eggs. Keep going keep going keep going! Love yourself and love Tim! Always have a next step ready in your mind ...that helped me when the ivfs failed

[@alinafavazza4653]

I’m so sorry. I had such high hopes. 😭 Can’t imagine what you must be feeling. I hope your positive comes soon

[@michellemmoore1]

I just found your video from a week ago and I’m so drawn to your honesty and openness. Our situation is not quite the same but I feel every bit of emotion you share and my heart breaks for you. I’m looking forward to being here when your blessing comes through. You seem like a fantastic human and great mom to be. Stay strong please 🙏🏽♥️

[@fullofheartmusicstudios4027]

Far out!! I’m almost in tears for you. Been following you for a while... it’s not fair :( .... I’ve got my miracle baby after multiple cycles of IVF and I know the feeling. Keep the hope please. It’ll happen, it will. I’ll prayer for you x

[@mischakaro4459]

To share a journey like this, that is so personal, must be extremely hard. I honestly wish you so much love and asking the universe to send a little baby your way. So sorry for the pain you're going through.

[@CrystalRichardson6684]

Please do not apologize for your beautiful inspiring channel. You’ve given me more hope along my infertility journey than you know. I admire you for your pursuit of happiness. Keeping Hope alive is so important, now more than ever. I didn’t know when my journey would finally work out but now my baby boy is asleep in his room. Sending all my love ❤️🌈

[@CrystalRichardson6684]

I don’t know if you’d ever consider embryo adoption or what the rules are in Australia but we’re in Massachusetts, USA and will most likely not use all our embryos.

[@rosieposie8978]

Do not apologize to us for anything!! I’m so so sorry it didn’t work. This is the crappiest news ever. Virtual hugs from the states.

[@iamsoaringeagle]

Oh Celeste and Tim .... I am so sorry that you've had bad news again. You deserve all good things and a baby most of all. Big hugs to all of you.

[@kirbyjane6620]

This broke my heart, I understand those emotions on such a deep level. I truly believe your wee rainbow is on the way 🌻🧚‍♀️

[@matthewcarrubba2976]

So Happy to see that you guy's are staying safe and healthy during this special time in your life trying to get pregnant and my thoughts and prayers are with you as you go through this journey to get pregnant and God bless you all and stay safe and healthy. Love you, Matthew Carrubba from Oklahoma

[@j1youngxj3]

i cried so much while watching this. we also cannot have children without help and when you said that you cant imagine a life without a child..it brought back so many hard memories for me. my heart goes out to you and hope that you and tim get your rainbow at the end of the storm ♥️

[@BunsAndPearls]

I’m so very sorry. I know it feels like it will never ever happen but keep that hope. Don’t ever feel dumb for being optimistic. I’m Ivf and surrogacy all we have is hope and faith. Hugs and prayers for you. ❤️

[@selinacoler3259]

It broke my heart when you said: I am sorry for these bad news (or similar) We are sorry!

[@kathc7211]

Hi Celeste and Tim, this is the first time I’ve commented on one of your videos. I have become quite invested in your story and absolutely heartbroken for you both after hearing this. You are very brave to share your story!

[@SchelDiva103]

I just knew this was going to be the video news you had been hoping for. Thank you for your transparency. We love you and know God has something so wonderful in store for you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@ebo1007]

You are so beautiful!!! We are here for you!! Never offering advice or judgement, just a shoulder and an eagerness to know how you make your hot chocolate...☕💓

[@TheMrsB23]

I want nothing more than for you and Tim to become the parents you are meant to be. I am so sorry this journey led to another loss. Do not lose hope!

[@kristendlugosch4923]

This is just so devastating and painful, I'm so so sorry for your loss. I've been through infertility and this brought me to a deep, guttural cry as I felt all my pain through you. Just know you are not alone. You are so incredibly strong, and you deserve to be the beautiful mother you are meant to be. I am rooting for you so hard.

[@karolinaw4926]

My heart is breaking for you guys 💔 I was so hopeful at the beginning of the video. Hearing that blood test is negative felt like a stab, so hard to hear xx I cannot imagine what you guys are going through... take your time with all...emotions, sadness, anger, hopelessness or whatever you feel x when time is right you will know what to do next. For now, be there for each other xxx Sending love ❤

[@HumdrumCurio]

So heartbroken for you. Don’t apologize to us for things beyond your control. We are here for you through the good and the bad and know that you will overcome this time of sadness.

[@sierraforever2954]

I’m so sorry Celeste. You are such a strong woman. It’s okay to be sad. 🤗. Also, I don’t know if you know another KZbin channel called Phil and Alex. They have really had a time of it too. She may be able to give you some helpful advice.

[@moonlightdust851]

I watched the moment you have uploaded but couldnt comment as i am deeply affected and saddened by your news. I had to shower to get myself together. I wanted so much for it to be positive for you. Been following your journey for a year now. Im here for you Celeste even if you dont know me.

[@TimandCeleste]

Moonlight Dust Thank you for feeling so deeply for us - so grateful for your big heart and kind words ❤️

[@82401stina]

I just want to wrap my arms around you all. 😢 You and Tim have been so vulnerable and strong at the same time. My heart is broken for you. I pray for you, cry with you, keep optimistic with you, but you need to let yourself feel and grieve the way you need as well. ❤

[@GlitterGloo]

I am so truly sorry baby didn't stay! You are so much stronger than you know. My heart aches for you and Tim and Liv. I pray that one day you get your rainbow.

[@yaldazaredoost375]

I just can’t wait to watch a video of you announcing your BFP and to celebrate it with you ! Please don’t give up hope !

[@kellylopez6818]

Sending you so much love and prayers and strength don’t give up don’t lose hope keep the faith we will all lift you and your embryos and your surrogate with our prayers 💛stay strong love

[@laurenlatimer5033]

Hi both. I have been following your journey for a long time now and, hand on heart, I am so, so sorry that this was the outcome. Both myself and my husband watched this together and I was in tears at the end. Sending you so much love and support ❤ You really, truly deserve to be a mother and I know that it will happen for you! You are both so amazing! X

[@TimandCeleste]

Lauren Haley Thank you so much for your beautiful love and support ❤️

[@KyleandJess]

You are so strong. You and Tim are so strong. Please find it in your heart to hold onto that tiny glimmer of hope. I promise you, one way or another you will see your rainbow. It will shine so bright. So bright like you. Hugs my friend. Sending you so much love. 💕☕️🍫

[@u-phoriclife7419]

Noooo, my husband saw me watching this video and had to say 'babe breathe' did not realize I was holding my breath. January this year made it 2 years we have been trying for our little angel as well. Hope is really what keeps us goin. Celeste I pray this happens for you guys, u deserve it. I cried watching this. Continue to be hopeful and stay positive. All the way from Trinidad and Tobago my husband and I are praying for all of you! Lots of love and baby dust.

[@michelle-leelaubscher2457]

My heart broke with you watching your video. I am so so sorry that this little embryo did not continue to grow. I can see the hope you still have at the end of your video - and I am so happy to see that, because I really do believe that your little precious rainbow bubba is just one more ‘leap of faith’ away. I will be praying for that for you guys constantly. God Bless! xXx

[@janellmartin7066]

Awww hon. I am SO SO very sorry. Do not give up hope. I heard something today.... "I'd rather reach for the stars and fail, then to have never reached at all". You have 3 littles left...IT WILL HAPPEN. I am praying for your broken heart sweet girl. Your baby is coming, I know it is. Prayers and Hugs from the USA ❤

[@jessicacolvin6360]

All you can do is hang on to your everlasting faith. And take it one day at a time as you have been. We are all rooting for you. You have inspired me in so many ways. You're in my thoughts and my prayers. ❤

[@IrishBabyDreams]

I am so so sorry Celeste and Tim. I’m praying for you both and for Liv as well. I firmly believe that your Little Dream is coming, but I do know how hard it is to believe at times like these. So we will keep your hope alive while you take the time you need to grieve and feel the pain... and drink all the hot chocolate that you need to. Sending you a virtual hug.

[@mrskaitimorris9836]

Oh Celeste. I am so beyond sorry for the pain you are all feeling right now. I wish there was something we could do to take your pain away. Sending you so much love.

[@gg-mg7mc]

Oh dear. My heart is shattered for you. All the emotions...anger, confusion, what ifs, why, and the smallest tiniest sliver of hope are all valid. I’m soooo sorry for the loss of your baby, not just an embryo but a small person you’ve dreamed and loved. When you’re ready, pick up your heart, wipe your tears, and grab that tiny sliver of hope and go into another cycle. I promise when you’re looking at your baby, you’ll look back and know you’d do it all over again for that baby. Don’t give up, fight for your dream. The sliver of hope in the darkest times is what kept us going for 12 yrs. So many of us are cheering for you.

[@meghapatel9902]

I dont have words! i was checking everyday your page first thing I get chance! i can only imagine what you are feeling like! a big hug.

[@chasingrainbowschannel]

I am crying with you! I am so sorry you are walking through this once again. I will continue praying for you. It's so hard to keep trying and losing.. I can so relate to that. You want something so bad and dont want to give up, yet at the same time it's hard to keep trying and walking through losses. Praying for peace for you both as you navigate where to go from here.🙏💕

[@kimberlywilliams3008]

Celeste, my heart is breaking for you. I do not understand why this journey is so devastatingly hard for some couples. My own dear daughter has had 2 miscarriages after almost 3 years of infertility. One after IUI and one after IVF. They are waiting for their clinic to reopen here in the states. She was supposed to have her FET on 4/21 but coronavirus cancelled that. I would give anything If I could lift this burden from her. My husband and I suffered 6 unexplained miscarriages having our own 4 wonderful children. I never wanted my only daughter to suffer a similar journey to becoming a mother. It is truly harder watching her go through this than experiencing it myself. I take comfort in how incredibly strong and brave she is and able to face this challenge. After watching your videos I see that same strength in you, even when you're feeling fragile and discouraged. I admire your willingness to share your story and to encourage others. Please know you're helping others in ways you will never fully know. I pray you feel the comfort and love people all over the world are sending you, sweet girl.

[@afshanbaig183]

I'm so sorry Celeste. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Please dont loose hope ❤

[@evewright5566]

My heart breaks for you. I know there are no words. But please know that so many people are with you and thinking of you and staying hopeful for you even if you yourself don’t have the strength to hope right now. I just finished reading Little Dream to my baby girl, she’s our little IVF miracle. We read the book every day and look at the beautiful illustrations. We’re sending you much love and peace. ❤️

[@angeliasnowden3971]

My 1st reaction to this video was anger and then soul crushing sadness. I, too, struggle with the thoughts of "what if it never happens". I hope you can find some comfort in knowing others have felt the exact same way, in the sense that you aren't alone. Watching your raw emotions and you express your feelings was literally hearing all the things I've said in my head but never heard out loud. It was like a punch to the gut because my ENTIRE life I've planned on being a mom. That's been my one goal and I don't know what to do with myself if it doesn't happen. I'm so sorry this transfer didn't take. I hope Liv is doing ok as well. I can imagine she's upset as well. Sending you, Tim, Liv and her family a huge hug and LOTS of baby dust ❤

[@lilithssilvermoon3208]

Angelia Snowden Those are really beautiful words. Im also going through the same thing. I’m on my fourth transfer which will take place on the 29th. Everything you said is exactly the same thing I have felt. I can’t bear to even hear the beta news come time on 8th May. Thanks for sharing your thoughts as well. I needed to hear this. Some days I feel like I’m the only one on this planet feeling this way. Until I watch these videos and then I realize I’m not. Much love to you

[@angeliasnowden3971]

@@lilithssilvermoon3208 sending you lots of love and baby dust❤

[@AliceHandsLife]

Stay strong Tim & Celeste! I feel you so much. I’ve been watching ur channel since day 1 of your journey. I also went through the same process with you and been broken many many many times. I feel like giving up but watching you being so strong and hopeful gave me much more hope to continue my journey as well. I am praying for your success. I know one day you will become a mother. God will provide.❤️💕 hugs for you!

[@ServantOfYHWH]

Don’t ever give up. Don’t ever give up on your Little Dream. 🙏🏼 ✨ 🌈

[@karczalek6021]

My dear Celeste, we are with you no matter what! You still have 3 embryos! There is hope! Focus on that and try not to have bad thoughts like "I will never be a mother". Infertility is like fighting a cancer. You have to focus on fight and try to be not dragged down by bad thoughts of possibilities. There are always many possibilities but focus on fight!

[@JourneyInParenthood]

My heart just sank. I’m so very sorry. I was so hopeful. Praying for you guys.

[@WolfJade]

I am so sorry for all of you! This is only one more bump on your journey. I fully believe that your rainbow baby is waiting for you. ❤️

[@jewelwooten1994]

I'm so sorry for all of this happening to you and your family. I thought of you and I searched and searched for your page hoping to see good news for you and Tim. I thank you for being so transparent about your life and how hopeful you are. Thank you again and again! This is going to happen for you!

[@kimberlymartnez8775]

I know there are no words in the world that can fix the outcome but my heart goes out to all of you. You both endured so much and got back go back up again. You’re strong and beautiful. I hope you’re not losing all hope. Your future lovie will be the most lucky and loved little human to have you both as parents.

[@riqqi5001]

I read the comments and knew what happened, and that voice recording still hurt my heart. I am so so sorry for you guys. I have followed your story for years now with hope for you and your family. I don't want kids so I can never truly understand the heartbreak you are going through, but I do know you'll get through it. There is always the future, other transfers, and new methods that may be even better. I pray that you can keep the hope, and keep trying. You'll get your win one day.

[@charlottemeyseman7834]

First time ever to respond to a video. But I just want to say I think you are very courageous and I'm sending you positive energy. I hope you and Tim will have your baby very soon! Love from Belgium

[@shannonmcgonegal6051]

Oh how very sorry I am for you and Tim. (And Liv and her family,I’m sure she’s feeling guilt along with disappointment.) I truly can feel your heartbreak in this video. Praying for you all and your marriage. May God strengthen your marriage and hear your prayers to become a mother. He knows your heart and all it’s desires. You truly seem like a beautiful person and I hate for you to be going through such a terrible thing. Please don’t apologize for giving bad news to this channel. And it’s certainly more than sad news, it’s hope, strengthen, love, support, grace, kindness and so much more! Enjoy your hot chocolate with 1000 marshmallows and chocolate bars on the side! You definitely deserve it and sounds delicious. Praying for your future.

[@jessicapike6418]

Oh Celeste, I’m so so sorry. My heart is broken for you. Infertility is absolutely earth shattering and exhausting. You and tim will find the strength to keep going, your miracle is coming. 💖

[@dagmarcronauer4302]

I'm so very sorry. There still is hope but it is okay to feel all the shitty feelings and not to feel hopeful right now. We are here for you (this community is amazing) and I'm hoping with all my heart that good news will come your way soon. So much love to you from NZ. Kia kaha xx

[@jackiemalone5314]

Oh Celeste 💔 i wish i could give you a big hug, im so sorry. Please dont give up, you will get your rainbow 🌈 im sure you will. Sending you all my love and strength xxx

[@MJORDI13]

I'm so soryy !! I just discover your channel and I totally find my self in your words and emotions. I have almost two years of searching but without any positive tests,as ever and it's about time to try an ivf cycle! I have 34 years.. so yeah I understand you a lot! Thank's so much for shearing all! It's a big help for thouse who are just geting starting this path..! Never, never give up your hope,you are not alone🤞

[@malloryscholes6055]

Thinking of you guys at this tough time. ❤️❤️

[@freddiefoofoo]

My heart breaks for you. Life is so unfair but please don’t give up hope. Take time to heal and find the strength to start again. You are always in my thoughts x

[@alisonryley5911]

I'm desperately sorry for you both and for Liv too as she must feel so very sad it didn't work 😪. I can understand why Tim feels you've both had enough but you won't settle until you've exhausted every avenue. Where there's hope there's always a chance! We, your followers, are with you both every step of the way 👍🧡

[@mirjanamilovanovic8259]

I am very sorry. We went through a similar fight and fortunately won the war 4 years ago. I see you as a mother, I do not know when but you will hold your baby in your arms. I believe. Never lose hope! I send you a lot of love and positive energy from Italy 🍀🍀🍀❤️

[@msjswljourney7456]

Please don’t lose hope. It’s the one thing that sadly we have no control over is that blooming embryo sticking. We have been there and it’s frustrating, heartbreaking and never ending. I find so much comfort from your honesty and it makes me believe that one day all our times will come. I really felt this was your time. Sending hugs. I’m so sorry xxx

[@samiqbal2005]

My heart just broke for you guys I was wishing that it was a strong positive but never lose hope and never say sorry about sharing bad news we are all with you and insha'Allah god willing you will become a mum xx

[@Lisa-oc5ds]

My heart is broken for you both, I'm so sorry you had to receive bad news. I believe the harder the journey, the more special that rainbow will be. You were born to be a mother and you will be, one way or another 💙.

[@viralkhakkar1138]

Don’t give up, you are a fighter. All these years waiting is just another embryo away. You will have your rainbow 🌈

[@rebeccagutierrezrg]

Stay strong babe! You still have 3 more chances. Praying for you guys 💕🌈

[@joydempster6867]

I am so sorry that you are going thru this but I am keeping my fingers crossed for you to get your rainbow baby xx

[@amandayarbrough4599]

My heart breaks for you all. You and Tim deserve to have your rainbow bundle of joy. When your time comes you will forever cherish that baby and that baby will know you moved mountains for him or her. You are so strong and brave! We all have your back no matter how your journey ends.

[@TechnicolorZebra]

Tim and Celeste my husband and I empathize with you so deeply.... over the last decade, we have had seven ICSI pregnancies, every single one lost; the worst of these our son born at 21 weeks who died shortly after birth. We are right there with you, my husband isn’t sure how much longer he can do this, but I can’t stop, all I’ve wanted is motherhood all of my life.... I don’t know how to stop and have a life I can look forward to. Tonight, when I say my prayers I will say a fervent one for you, that you are given what your soul so deeply desires. We WILL be moms of living children who stay with us. I know it, I feel it, I declare it.

[@stern2221]

One day you will be the most caring and amazing mother to a very lucky child. Don't give up on your dreams, life is so short 💖 always praying for you and keeping you in my thoughts

[@GrooveeGal76]

I'm so very sorry. My heart is broken for you. I know that feeling of despair and heartbreak. I know that feeling of knowing that I was meant to be a mother and wondering if it would ever be. You WILL be a mother. Don't give up. Your journey is not over yet ❤

[@alisonorigel573]

My heart is so heavy watching this. I’m so very sorry. You will continue to be in my prayers. God has the perfect baby for you! Sending a big hug! ❤️

[@aims7496]

My heart is absolutely shattered for you. Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing this journey with us.

[@naazgirl]

I am so sorry I really was so excited to hear good news. This broke my heart. You will be a mother one day ❤️❤️❤️

[@julesor2001]

Oh my heart is just broken with you. Clicked so fast hoping to hear good news for you guys as you so much deserve it. We continue to support you and never feel stupid for stupid for holding onto your hope. Hope will get you through this and give you the strength you need x

[@charlottewhitfield6470]

Celeste, never have I seen SO much strength in one person. I have been following your channel for many years and you will be a mum. So many healthy people with all their ducks in a row experience disappointment each cycle and I'm just thinking hold onto that hope....keep going. This is a brand new journey to meet Liv and maybe it just needs one more go, or two. Keep that hope burning. Believe beautiful girl. Tim's mum is looking down, watching over you all. I'm so sorry for the pain you have endured. If anyone deserves to be a mother, it is you xxx

[@TimandCeleste]

Charlotte Whitfield Thank you so much for your beautiful words ♥️ xxx

[@moniquebaumann6847]

I'm so sorry that you have to face this again. Sending a lot of love your way. Please know that you've been a great inspiration and source of strength in my own fertility journey. We are all in this together and you are not alone.

[@michellevorster3213]

Please don't lose hope After 11 years of ttc and lots of ivf failures We were blessed God has his own time All you can do is pray🙏 So sorry this was not your time We pray it will be soon🙏

[@gg-mg7mc]

Michelle Vorster We tried for 12 yrs before being blessed. I hope stories like ours allows others to keep fighting. Congrats on your miracle!

[@michellevorster3213]

@@gg-mg7mc Thanks and congrats to you🤗

[@gwl1279]

Don't lose hope, sending prayers to you and your family!