LIVE PREGNANCY TEST | IUI ATTEMPT #2 | Infertility Journey

[@ItsKelsiesLife]

If you haven’t watched the video yet, don’t read this because SPOILERS! But we are so grateful for each one of you that has followed our journey to parenthood. This has not been an easy road and with each negative pregnancy, it breaks our hearts just a little more. But that being said, I do want to say this. We absolutely believe without a shadow of a doubt that we will beat infertility and bring our rainbow baby one day. We won’t give up. We will come out on the other side of this. We’re so determined. ❤️🌈

[@TeddyHasTwoMams]

ItsKelsiesLife We were hoping with everything that this was one for you both 🌈

[@PinkBlushGlamour]

You will get there gorgeous. We all will 😘💕 I’m having a frozen embryo transfer soon ❄️ and I keep saying to myself ‘fears are not facts’ no matter how scared we are, there is a plan & a perfect baby wanting to come 💗💙

[@PinkBlushGlamour]

Sarah Baker it’s the best hehe 💕

[@jessicakeeney2343]

You will get a happy ending love! ♡

[@18taynae]

I love the positivity you share! It’s people like you guys who share your journey that give hope to all!🌈🙌🏻

[@kirstygraham6580]

Sending all the baby dust in the world your way! You will get your rainbow I believe with all my heart and soul you will, you deserve to be parents so much and will have the luckiest little boy or girl in the world! 💖💖💖

[@lissettelagunas8631]

I am crying at watching this video 😭 why does infertility even exists? We deserve babies!! Kelsey im sending you big hugs. Your time is sooon. I was staying up all night checking my phone for update video and i knew you were going to get good news!

[@Someone51835]

Kelsie, I happened upon your video tonight and I want you to know how much I am praying for you and your hubby. I watched this live pregnancy test and it shattered my heart to the point of tears. To see you and your husband so anxiously waiting and to see the disappointment as your faces melted. . . It just broke my heart. I want you to know that I am praying specifically for you and your husband as you are, again, in the two-week-wait. I am praying for your family to grow through pregnancy. I am so sorry you are going through this. It's a journey I once walked (with secondary infertility and recurrent early pregnancy losses) and I know how painful it can be. It's devastating. Over and over and over again. I just want you to know that I am calling out your name in prayer. Thank you for sharing your journey. You never know who you are helping in their journey to healing after infertility.

[@cassyvillarreal2612]

As soon as KZbin alerted me I dropped everything to watch hoping you got your positive! I’m sorry and I know no words can help the disappointment right now. “This is infertility” most definitely knows how that feels. Every time I did IUI.... 4 months in a row (3 IUI’s total) it was the worst feeling every month. Wishing you the very best next month!!! Baby dust

[@leslyerenteria5324]

It's ok keep ur head up Kelsey God is not done molding ur perfect rainbow baby. We are rooting for you and for ur happy ending . We love u. ❤❤❤❤

[@amk743]

I just started following your journey and completely know the struggle. I prayed for you this morning and hope with EVERYTHING you receive your bfp soon!

[@orlyjj]

I really thought this was is. I hope this third time will be it for you and you will be able to start a better more exciting chapter of your life! We are here for you!

[@doriabutler6337]

I'm so sorry :( Keep your chin up and don't give up! This journey is a roller coaster, stay strong.

[@adrianaguillen2116]

Hi honey, I started following you a few weeks ago with your pregnancy announcement video because I was pregnant I wanted to watch all those videos. Unfortunately I saw that you had a misscariage and I am in the same boat. I have a healthy 14 month old baby and he is my rainbow baby. I've had 3 very early misscariages and my sister in law is having one right now. I guess my point is... DO NOT GIVE UP!!! God has his perfect timings we just need to be patient but it will happen and all this negative test will make you appreciate him or her more. I am trying to conceive my second baby and with me... I get pregnant everytime I wanted get pregnant but than I loose it so I know how you feel. Keep your head up guys. God will reward you one day!

[@angelarosano9015]

I’m so sorry. After over a year trying and having a miscarriage, now more than ever seeing a negative pregnancy test hurts just as more than just trying to ttc. Be determined. Your story helps me to keep moving forward.

[@18taynae]

Hang in there! I’m going on almost six years for baby number 2 with 5 losses! I know looking at that negative test makes you feel completely defeated. I will keep my fingers crossed for you!💜

[@Nahteb]

I’m so sorry, I was so hoping for your BFP.. I’ve never wanted something so much for someone I’ve never met! I first found your channel with your early pregnancy symptoms video just before I found out I was pregnant earlier this year.. and then found you again when I miscarried four weeks later. While my heart ached for you, I know you’ve made so many women feel less alone about what can be such a taboo subject. I really admire you for sharing your journey. Sending you and your husband so much hope and good wishes.. I know your rainbow will be here soon 🌈

[@ItsKelsiesLife]

Beth Wood thank you so much Beth! ❤️ so incredibly sorry for your loss.

[@TheAbbyTwirls]

We will keep praying for you Kelsie! Don’t lose hope! God is on your side!

[@stefaniegovern4742]

I’m so sorry Kelsie. I continue to pray for you and your husband. And your rainbow baby of course. 💙💕

[@valeriereese8973]

My heart breaks for you. I’m so sorry. I’m so hopeful for you though and can’t wait for the day that you see those two lines and bring that baby home. Will be praying for peace and comfort during the hard days ❤️

[@samanthapace8807]

Love you guys! I'm sorry this is happening. I'm still optimistic because no matter what happends you will hold your rainbow one day!

[@katieotzenberger5338]

We love you! And we are here for you. I cried watching that because I share that life too. But God has your baby waiting for you! You will be blessed. It can be hard to see but he does. I hate this saying but deep down know its true.. It will happen in God's time, so be patient. Stay strong in faith. Love ya!

[@elizabethsanchez8142]

You are such a beautiful soul and your rainbow baby is going to be so incredibly blessed to have you as a mom one day! Keep strong , I know this time it may not have happened but know I am praying for you!! Sending love all the way from Arizona

[@macatty8452]

I cried seeing this video and watching your face drop- sorry to hear the news-noone understands the heartache unless they've been there. ❤❤

[@mphoto925]

My dear kelsie my heart was crushed! I know the feeling oh too well... don’t get discouraged you will have your rainbow baby and you guys will be amazing parents! I’m sending you tons of prayers and support.

[@rosepetalgarden4911]

Kelsie i was crossing my fingers for you. I have followed you for so long on youtube. I am sorry this has not worked but trust me god has a plan. I am sending this irish shamrock which we believe brings luck have two 🍀☘️ i am wishing and hoping that next time things go good for you i really do. Ye seem like two beautiful loving people. I believe this will happy stay strong ❤️❤️

[@KassieMoon]

I’m so so sorry girl. My heart hurts for you and with you! Your miracle baby is coming, just keep pushing forward 😘

[@katieasbridge4351]

Prayers for y’all! We blood test in 4 days. This is our 5th IUI and we’ve suffered 4 miscarriages. We are blessed with a 3 year old. Thank you for sharing your story and I know the tears shed will become joy at the end of this journey!

[@gozadetuhogar8035]

I'm sorry about the results But please don't stop trying! Don't give up hope It will happen when you least expect it. I know the feeling it sucks I have cried many times over negative test I even keep one every time in the bathroom ! Lol God bless you so much hey maybe the 3rd one will be the one ! In will pray for you 💖!!!! Many blessings your way! You will have your happy ending don't stress or get heart broken you keep trying and you know what I will send you a number of an amazing re here in az which is the top doctor who people around the world travel to meet and maybe so try another dr :) wish you the best! Thanks for sharing

[@christianwhite7141]

Praying, praying, praying. Hold to that rock for He gets sweeter, He is our friend, our battles He will win if you hold to that rock and His unfailing hand!!! Sorry to hear this is another negative pregnancy test but keep having faith in The Lord!

[@brookerobertson8361]

Praying you guys through til you get that precious baby x

[@Braysmom11]

God is in control. He’s going to bless you with the desires of your heart. Continue to pray and know that in time you will blessed. Stay strong as you have sooo many prayer warriors praying on your behalf. 💕

[@stacieenglish5784]

Praying for you and Anthony. I’m so sorry. You both are extremely strong and will be amazing parents one day. Believe it will happen.

[@ThePlantTerrace]

I'm so sorry girl. Was feeling so hopeful for you. But I'm so glad your not giving up! Totally understand the pain after ttc for 4 years.

[@briannfeliciano2256]

Hi there, I just fell on your channel yesterday while looking for some support and other infertility warriors. Been ttc for 2.5 years now. I’m so sorry for this negative test, I know the feeling all too well. Sending you lots of hugs and positive vibes for your next iui. 💗

[@BecBrett]

I want to give you a big hug!! Thank you for sharing your journey, it cannot be easy. Know there are so many of us praying with you and believe you will have a beautiful baby one day

[@shellyschooler]

Prayers for you and your husband. I have no idea how hard this must be. Stay strong and lean on eachother. 💜❤

[@brittanicole92]

I am so heartbroken for you guys. I thought for sure that this was going to be your BFP. With that being said, I do appreciate you sharing your journey and bringing light to the reality or infertility. I truly wish you guys the best and I know that your rainbow baby is coming!!!

[@gabbygirl3587]

3 days ago I took the trigger shot so I have a bit of a wait to test to see if we are pregnant again. It is such an emotional journey. After 5.5 years of trying to conceive we were finally blessed with a little boy. I unfortunately gave birth to him via emergency c- section at 24w1d and he passed away at 12 days due to surgery complications. Somedays it feels as if this is a dream that will be never fulfilled. But seeing strong woman like yourself and others who keep fighting, help me to stay strong. Thank you and please keep posting your inspirational videos.

[@seylerfam7025]

My heart goes out to you. As everyone else has said, I wish I could give you a hug. You and your husband are so incredible and your faith is boundless. I’m praying for you.

[@sunshinephotography6137]

I am so sorry Kelsie! I have been thinking a lot of you and hoping this would be it! Stay strong 💕

[@florvillarreal9861]

Im so sorry swetty!. Dont lose the hope!

[@nancymartinez7496]

I just wish that everyone that wants a baby can have their own little one. Sending prayers. I know how it feels.

[@theclarkcrew3739]

I am so sorry Kelsie! When I saw your face after Anthony handed you the test my heart shattered on the floor! I love you so much! I'll never stop praying for you both! And you both deserve this more than anyone I know! I'm seriously crying for you both! Hugs to you both!

[@ItsKelsiesLife]

TheClarkCrew thank you SO much! ❤️

[@ComfortingGrace]

I am sorry. I know the pain of infertility. My hubby and I werent able to have bio kids and we ended up doing embryo adoption and now have a four year old son from that. Infertility is awful. I believe your child will come to you. Lots of hugs and prayers coming your way.

[@rachelsteed123]

😢 Kelsie, I’m so sad and so sorry Literally every single person I know in my daily life is pregnant or has a new baby I’m the ONLY that’s still not pregnant I know how you feel. I’m just sorry. Sorry that this is our journey. Praying for you.

[@AlliesBest]

I’m so sorry thing one didn’t work! Your strength and determination for your baby are beautiful and inspiring. I believe in you both!

[@HG-gj9lh]

I'm so sorry. I know that it will happen when it's meant too, but the waiting and wishing is so hard. You aren't in the trenches alone. I'm here too.

[@milivanilli1979]

I was so excited to see you had posted this. I’m sorry it wasn’t positive. BUT it will be soon. I know it. 🙏🏼❤️

[@theirishmama672]

Sending extreme amounts of baby dust and luck all the way from here in ireland. You got this girl. Xxxxxxxx

[@joannasarvis]

Omg nooooooo I’m soooooo soooooooo sorry!!!!! My heart goes out to you guys! I know the feeling all to well and I know that you will get your 🌈👶🏻🙏🏻 just do not give up!!!! God has his plan!!

[@kimmierroo]

Sending you love. 💖 I'm praying and believing for you.

[@candiceo3641]

Crying with you girl 😭. Will continue to pray for you Kelsey! Hoping we can both bring our babies home soon. ❤️❤️❤️

[@rachelsrendition]

So sorry to see this Kelsie!! Continuing to pray for you on your journey!!

[@danis1827]

Good luck with round 3, praying it works for you. I admire your strength, I have my first fertility consultation next month and I'm finding the wait and what ifs agonising (I have pcos too) 💕

[@paulak9786]

Oh Kelsi, my heart is breaking for you! I'm sorry this wasn't your time. I will continue to pray and send positive vibes that you recieve your rainbow baby! Hugs!

[@maribelperez7615]

Hugs and kisses! I miscarried last week 💔. But i wont give up. I cant. We will have our rainbow babies, i promise.

[@chelemichele1524]

😢😭my heart is breaking im here crying. Not understanding why with a couple with so much love to give is having such a hard time. Sending truck loads of baby dust your way..🌻

[@latishia4772]

There aren't enough sorrys to fill ur heartache ever when ur test is negative but I know the feeling pcos sucks and its not fair my heart is with you kelsie 💔💔

[@mrbqkc]

Oh no. I am so sorry. 😔😢😭 I wanted this for you even more than I want to be pregnant myself (I test tomorrow) because you guys have been through SO much already. 🖤🖤🖤

[@ItsKelsiesLife]

Meredith Beery you are so kind!!! I pray you get amazing news tomorrow! ❤️

[@mrbqkc]

ItsKelsiesLife negative for me too 😞😢😭 thanks for the prayers though! Maybe next month we will get it 🤞

[@christinatroutman777]

Oh my love I’m so sorry! I was screaming fuck in my kitchen watching this! This is so unfair! I’m angry for you! You will get your rainbow I just know! You’re so brave and so strong for never giving up! You’re hubby is such a great supporter. The day you get to tell your baby how hard you fought for them will just be such a beautiful moment. We are standing behind you my love. Praying for you!

[@kyliepayeur]

Lots of love coming your way ❤️ your strength is inspiring! This will all be worth it when you have your future baby snuggled in your arms

[@user-nb7yj6tz8d]

You and Anthony are so strong. You are such an inspiration and I am praying for you. You will have your rainbow baby one day and I can’t wait to follow you on this journey❤️

[@alexandrasutika3190]

Awh Kelsie, I can imagine how upset you are. It hurt to even watch it. ❤️. You are so strong. We were wishing for a happy ending, but you’re right it’s not how this works. I’m so sorry.

[@chanteeballman238]

I’m so sorry Kelsie. I hoped this would work for you. I remember this pain I still feel this pain after 6 failed IUIs. Every journey is different. But just remember to advocate for yourself. Ask why what makes this protocol individual to me. Why do you think IUI is the best option for me. Why do you think this will give me success? Not just because it’s the next step that most clinics take. I wish I had advocated for myself more. And asked more questions. In my case over 10,000 dollars down the drain and nothing to show for it. I could have save that money for IVF. I feel like looking back at it my protocol was not individualized. They just did what everyone else does. But I don’t have many options for clinics in my area. And money doesn’t grow on trees. When we do eventually get the chance to go back to treatments I will learn from my mistakes.

[@melrae90]

Sending lots of love. My husband thought I was crazy because this is all I was talking about for the last two days. You both are so strong and so inspiring. God is just taking a little extra time making your baby absolutely perfect for you both ❤️ sending hugs!

[@reginagordon4246]

Mel Prom I agree their baby is special 😊

[@AyJaySoaz]

Ugh, no words. Just heartbroken for you guys. I know no words fix this. But I'm very very sorry. Still hoping and praying for the both of you.

[@saharbeig6249]

You are so lovable, Kelsie. Thank you for being you. Thank you for sharing this intimate journey. My husband and I don’t have anyone in real life going through what we’re going through. We watch your videos, we love you guys, and you literally comfort us. Thank you. 🙏🏻 we are all waiting for the day when our stories change, and I look forward to the day when I will be watching your Pregnancy and Mama vlogs.

[@charlottethornton3343]

Sending prayers your way. It took my step daughter to the third try and she ended up with twins. Hoping 3rd time will be your miracle as well!

[@JessicaAloha07]

Yes, praying for twins for you Kelsie. God is a miracle working God.

[@pcompton83]

Is stumbled on this video looking up pregnancies after IUI. I’m so sorry hun, I don’t even know you but I wish I could hug you. But God has the final say and if it is in his will, then you will be pregnant in time. Keep praying, keep believing and stay connected with your husband. I just saw Gabrielle union and Dwayne wade’s story on OWN. That would give anybody who sees it tremendous hope.

[@mikaelacunningham4741]

You WILL have your rainbow baby! 💙💙 sending you the biggest hugs ever!!

[@TheWykerts]

I'm now a new subscriber. Your rainbow baby is coming. Me and my husband are also struggling to have our first baby. Baby Dust to ya'll

[@kavam1004]

They say third times the charm!!! Lots of prayers for your third time charming baby!!! Stay positive!!!

[@amandat8273]

I am so so sorry. I will continued to pray for you. This is going to happen. It took me five to get our rainbow baby. This will happen sweet girl ❤️🙏🏽

[@kennedeymcphail8262]

3rd times a charm! Baby dust to you! Dont give up hope!

[@xkayladollx]

So sorry kelsie &anthony. I love you guys for sharing your journey and if anyone deserves a beautiful, healthy bubba, it’s you. Keep your chin up xx

[@Andrea5502]

Big, big hugs coming your way! We are here for you every single step of the way. It doesn’t end here! 💜🙏🏻

[@SparkleNDiva]

Ugh.... gut punch... damn it... so sorry it didn't happen this time... But, wow, you've got so much support from your husband and how great is that?? You're not alone!! Can't wait to hear a "yes" someday soon.

[@Alexiskayecollective]

I am so sorry. Infertility sucks. I am totally throwing positive vibes to you guys for the next IUI!

[@GettingThereNC]

😭💗 it took everything in me not to look at the spoilers... and then the tears started. Thank you so much for having the courage to share this.

[@bethanygish7645]

Good luck with TTC, you’ll get that positive soon ❤️❤️❤️

[@ashleydickerman8878]

Oh Kelsie, I’m so sorry this wasn’t the end of the road for you. My heart is with you as you guys continue to fight for your babies.

[@KaiteP2017]

Just saw this video. I'm so sad and sorry it didn't work out. But I'm hopeful your time will come and can't wait to see you through this journey.

[@MrsLittletree]

So sorry! Praying you get to hold your rainbow baby soon!

[@cristalmaldonado2039]

May God Bless You and your husband! Don’t give up! But yet take your time to relax. When you least expect it it will happen.

[@lisarachel974]

I also did IUI #1 and got a negative result on Saturday as well ..I feel your pain and sadness ...also trying again straight away.

[@kolbymeyers66]

Keep trying girl don't give up, it will happen for you guys!

[@Kaylaaa2395]

Aw Kels! So much love and prayers for you! You will beat this! xo, K

[@Allieemcbeal]

I wish I could just hug you! Your rainbow baby WILL come 💖

[@Amandeeda]

This is really really random because I don’t even know you in real life... and I want him this video a week ago.... Last night I randomly had a very vivid dream of being at your baby shower. I just thought I would tell you because it was completely random, but very vivid. ❤️❤️❤️ sorry if I sound live a stalker lol

[@mcmazingfamily9641]

😥 Sending hugs and baby dust. You're going to be a wonderful mommy when you are one day blessed with a baby. And it will be able to look back at how long and hard you tried for it and know how much it's loved! ❤️ Hang in there. ❤️

[@taragoeddel2043]

I’m so sorry honey, I know what you’re going through, fingers crossed 🤞🏼 for IUI 3!!

[@kitchentheory3815]

Kelsie,you are the most strong and lovely couple i knew.don't be upset.you have a great husband who always be with you..🙏🏽keep trying next month..💪🏻the god will give your miracle baby at the right time.👶🏻😘🤞🏼

[@caseyd0602]

My heart breaks for you ❤️ I haven’t made it to the iui step yet. You are so strong and resilient and you will make a great mom when the day comes

[@ali_e13]

Thinking of you both. Shed some tears for you 💓

[@pomer1999]

I'm so sorry. Keep y'all in my thoughts and hoping the best for IUI round 3.

[@celecanosa6627]

I’m so sorry it didn’t work this time... but it will. It will. It will. It will. Thank you for sharing anyway. I send you and Anthony the biggest hugs.

[@BritbratGaming]

Your going to get your happy ending. Don't ever give up, You got this.

[@happiness6174]

Never give up, next time gonna work 👍🏻just keep trying 👍🏻

[@Abismommy0320]

❤ I'm sorry. You guys deserve your rainbow baby and I know you will get him/her, I just wish it was an easier/shorter journey for you... You are in my thoughts.

[@ItsKelsiesLife]

Cynthia Griffith thank you! ❤️

[@sailormoonlight]

Wow, I know how hard it must feel. I wish you only the best!

[@2012MWHSJournalism]

While I can’t ever imagine what you’re going through, your perseverance and determination is absolutely astounding and so inspiring! Sending good thoughts and lots of love your way. ❤️

[@arati5156]

The reaction I get watching your negatives is the same one I get with my own 😢 that sinking feeling in your stomach. hugs to you! We will be attempting IUI #3 in September. Hoping we get our BFPs soon!

[@macatty8452]

Arati Patel all the best Arati!

[@aliciaanderson1614]

Oh hun, your both are such a strong couple!!!! Love you guys.