Living Alone Diaries | Recovering from burnouts in your 20s, my appetite, cooking, grocery shopping

Learning how to cope with burnouts have been one of my biggest challenges in all of my 20s. Took the week for myself to do all things good for my mind and soul. Enjoy!
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[@michellechoii]

WARNING: please block & ignore scammers in the comment section! Someone is pretending to be me😡

[@laurensolis7845]

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[@humming8]

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I got that too but realized it wasn’t you🥲 they changed the telegram name now. stop it scammer!

[@helpus1622]

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[@plannersparkle8352]

When I was stressed out or burn out , I did hotel stay a couple of days . Staying at home all the time / working at home could be so stressful ! Highly recommend it!

[@poppycalliope]

This is actually such a nice idea ✨️ thank you for sharing!

[@catherinec.9802]

Me too :) This was what I missed most during the pandemic.

[@khalilahd.]

That’s such a great idea!

[@ashleykim1796]

i totally agree! a change in environment for the weekend was sooo refreshing!

[@plannersparkle8352]

You are all welcome ! Give it try :)

[@sincerelypierre]

Your videos always scream *_AUTHENTICITY_* . And probably that's why you have lots of people supporting you. Therapy isn't always linear just like how healing is. It allows us to embrace not just the good but the bad too. Burnouts on the other hand, can be very tricky. First thing I try to do is to avoid anything negative. Second is, I just allow my body to feel it. Because it is normal. I lay down, rest, sleep, cry, read a book, maybe watch a movie (or not)... just allowing my body to recover. Third is being able to say "no" sometimes is important. Honestly watching you grow, I would say you're doing pretty well handling burnouts. Hope you're doing better these days! Stay safe!

[@michellechoii]

I love this, thank you🥲

[@sincerelypierre]

@@michellechoii no, thank you! This is probably nothing compared to all the times your videos have helped me! Have a good rest~

[@mochidiary]

Awee this is so sweet!

[@stabiledube9634]

This >>💕

[@khalilahd.]

Couldn’t have said it better 💜

[@michellechoii]

Omg i am SO SORRY for all the uploads💀 Hopefully this wil be the last hahaha. Apologies for all the confusion!!😭 Also ily if you watched the video 3 times 🫰🏻 Anyways… sometimes I get the best advice from the comment section so help a sista out and let me know how you cope with burnouts🥲🤍 Thank you~

[@fareedah_e1243]

I love you Michelle 🥺♥️♥️

[@anayaasif]

Burnouts can be really stressful but I try not to go hard on myself and give myself time, sometimes a long nap and binge watching shows seem healthy to me but to know my limits for them I challange myself and set tasks that are supposed to be done noo matter what and go accordingly!

[@msbchthurya818]

I love you michelle

[@Amfj972]

Love u michelle please make video every almost day please 🙏🏻🥹🤍

[@CigarettesAfter126]

Go read the book high 5 habits , quite heart warming in chapters to completely switch ur mood and burnout

[@mari-fayedollagalibang8026]

The vibes of this vid is immaculate, i love iiit and i love how dobby is just there living his best life

[@potterhandable]

Love the way Michelle put back the trolley, the eggs, the wrap etc after using them. So organized and neat.

[@pinkcloud8182]

hi michelle!! i used to watch every single one of your videos but unfortunately got caught up in school and work but omg i can't believe how much your channel has grown! it's so deserved! i'm excited to catch up and feel healed whenever i need a soothing video to feel calm when i get burnt out :')

[@jeechoidiary]

It’s been a tough week for me too with burnouts and then feeling guilty for not being as productive as I’d like to be. Watching this video on Friday afternoon just makes me feel instantly better! Hope you can find one that does the same thing as your video does to me❤️

[@joanscroggins1004]

The pottery pieces are gorgeous! I’m so sorry you’re having some issues after therapy but hopefully you’re seeing positive things too. I really think that you showing us that your life isn’t 100% perfect all the time endears you to people. And as always---Dobby is adorable 🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@mmiakim]

ahh i love how your videos always seems like a mini tv series, where i'm picking up from where i last left off and catching up with you again. it's always so peaceful and comforting to watch your videos. i hope you're taking lots of care for yourself too and taking things slowly ♥♥

[@maryakizuki2167]

good morning Michelle! it's 7:49 am in Spain and because of you my day started super good!!! i was watching your video while breakfast and I feel more energetic after watching you do your yoga, cleaning the apartment, cooking.. I will try my best today too! have a super good weekend!!!

[@khalilahd.]

I love how you tackled your burnout! Working out, cleaning and spending time with friends is a great way to get yourself out of a slump ☺️ I recently got through burnout the same way! Just be patient with yourself and take it one day at a time 💜

[@EN-ru2lw]

you know your content is good when I can watch any given video multiple times np😭 keep going Michelle you have so many ppl who genuinely love YOU and appreciate the hard work you put into your content. keep slaying queen.

[@paulinerc]

ughhhh i'm sooo excited for the new little puffy items!! clothes, wallets, bags? so excited for what you have in store, and so proud of the brand you've created!!!

[@sstaralien]

I love how you're so transparent with us when you don't have to be thank you for showing us this side of you ❤️ also you can do your favorite activities or be with your friends or you can even journal and workout that's what I started doing when I feel burnt out. I also do self care for myself. Like go get massaged or get my nails and pedi anything to make myself feel better

[@dailycami]

i hope you’re doing fine right now and in a happy state ✨ Thanks for showing us some glimpse of your days 🤍🐻

[@nahomurakami160]

it’s always a good day when michelle uploads❤️

[@ainanasuha5073]

I always rewatching all your videos when I'm feeling burnout. Like you're literally my comfort person😭🤍

[@looooouuuuuuuu]

Thank you always for ur therapeutic vlogs michelleee my fav part of the day is sitting down and watching ur vids. You are such an inspo! Love how you also include the reality of life 🥺 and as for coping up with burnouts i could say that you’re really doing well! As for me i cope with burnouts by writing my feelings out because i feel like that’s my way of sorting of how i feel, reading books, watching movies and listening to music and basically consuming all the media out there hehe

[@yaboredboii]

your videos really make my day! its like we’re besties while you’re updating us with life. so calming and relaxing to watch youuu!

[@sajaniekanayake9823]

Michelle is always making our days 🥺

[@eileenzhou8804]

Thank you for making your videos. Every time I have a bad day, I’ll watch your videos because they calm me and the idea of living alone in my own space is a current goal of mine. So watching your videos motivates me to achieve that even through the tough times. It’s been a pleasure to see your growth as I go through mine as well. Always grateful. Much love ❤

[@yuyingjenniferhu8515]

I just wanted to thank you for your videos, they are keeping me company and sane these days, since I’ve recentrly moved back to uni and all my flatmates are still gone, i’m alone all the time, and sometimes i just feel so lonely and have recurrent negative thoughts. But your videos have really help to make me appreciate this “myself time” and romantize the small daily things☺️❤️

[@biancaencarnacion.]

personally, I found cleansing my room (specifically my clothes) really helps me when I burn-out and REALLY recommend learning some tips from Marie Kondo. More importantly being out in nature, sitting in silence

[@b.jrobin5130]

I love how relaxing your vlogs are !!!! They always make my day🤗🥰

[@skd116]

I absolutely love getting into bed at the end of the day and watching your videos before falling asleep. They are so calming, vibrant and artistically shot. Keep going Michelle! We love you!

[@jeanecamacho]

Don’t allow burnouts affect and define you. You are living my dream- be grateful as you are blessed with talent and a wonderful life. I look forward to your blogs- keep them coming.

[@shushmalimbu8686]

Your videos are so therapeutic. Rewatching old ones. More power to you Michelle.💐💐❤️

[@tijanabll]

Michelle, we need more videos or longer videos from you!! Thank you for inspiring us to live a better life.

[@Nazkayzee]

Whenever i feel anxious, your videos always put me in a good mood! Thank you so much!

[@rigzing1671]

Michelle just gives me chill vibes and watching your vlogs are so therapeutic 🧿✨🙏🏻Have an amazing day Michelle ✨

[@sarahjane4772]

Taking random day offs from work and completely checking out and doing new things help me when I feel burnt out 🥰

[@parampreetdutta3953]

Michelle u are as refreshing as stream water..the positive vibes u energize out are immense

[@sheralsteenkamp7299]

Your vlogs are like a breath of fresh air. Love the simple floral arrangement. Take care.

[@cynthiawehr8017]

Look at burnout as an opportunity. Not as a hindrance. Burn out whether physical or mental is a way to truly recognize what makes your soul sing. And of course rest is key. I’m loving your vlogs and you truly bring much joy to my day. You are a gem 💎

[@chantellarmoed9058]

I absolutely love watching your videos. It makes me feel less lonely while living alone in a new city🥰

[@prerza]

i luv ur vibe and videos sm michelle

[@jesikasiahn]

another michelle videos another therapeutic coming up, hope your morning are always shinny michelle 🥺❤️‍🩹

[@melfuncti0nal]

girl you inspire me so much, I’m currently 22 myself and it’s a little hard out here but pushing through!

[@Isanatisch]

Michelle, you helped me to overcome my eating problems. You- cooking and eating, look so relaxing, appreciative and you seem to enjoy every bite. 😘

[@kelia.8074]

Aww, you're awesome! You're the cutest blogger with such fun, lively, interesting commentary, activities, and interests! Literally, a breath of fresh air! Not a lot of cooking in this one but I love it. Believe it or not, I watch your videos when I destress or just check to see if you posted anything new! The lighting, music, space, and style are wonderful! Love your style, your decor in the apartment, the tools you use, etc.,! Thank you for sharing about your burnout as so many of us can connect! You're doing some awesome things to tackle it! Keep shining Michelle we love you!

[@bsannntt]

I LOVE watching your vlogs! I always feel energized and ready to do whatever I need to do. Hearing a song in Portuguese in this one made me feel even happier. Much love, Michelle!! ♥ 🇧🇷

[@alinecassia6900]

Como chama a música? por favor

[@KatKatK]

honestly, your videos always make my day, so thank you for constantly sharing little bits and bobs of your life with us🥺 as others have mentioned, what really stands out to me are your wholehearted authenticity and relatability. What you said about your therapy sessions feeling draining recently - I totally get that!! I’ve felt the same way about my own therapy sessions at times and still do, but am trying to keep in mind that healing is not linear. Rather than a quick fix, I remind myself that it is more of a process that sometimes requires hard work and facing underlying fears, traumas and patterns which can absolutely feel scary and draining - and that’s okay!! It’s all part of the journey that I’m trying to embrace. I do hope you are feeling better these days and hope you can find the rest and relaxation that you deserve. Sending much love your way, Michelle🤍

[@G3mG3m]

Thank you for always being honest Michelle! This is why I have watched your videos since you moved to NY!!

[@kimberlynguyen124]

I love these videos because, in a way, you feel like an older sister giving us some guidance through life

[@penascyndee5090]

I've just recovered from a burnout. I am a fresh grad reviewing for a license. Everything is so difficult because of the pandemic, new normal, and transition in life. I was so anxious if I was doing anything right, and one night, my mind was too exhausted to handle everything, so I was crying uncontrollably. I let everything out, and I felt my weakness. After that, my mind was clearer. A good cry is a must. Don't be afraid to let it out. It will help you breath from the heaviness of your thoughts. I also want to tell you that you have the power to change anything in your life; the choices are yours, the decisions are yours, and the life is yours. At the end of the day, whatever happens, the people who truly love you will always love you and support you. We can all do this. ♥️ Everyday is a chance to live and to learn. Failures and mistakes are part of growth. We should be enjoying this life because this will be our only life. Enjoy the process as this will lead us to the life we want to live and be the person we want to be.

[@haniesantos6189]

Thank you so much for this

[@penascyndee5090]

@@haniesantos6189 I hope I helped you a little. Small progress is still progress. ♥️

[@nightmare2058]

Awww, thanks for these important words🖤 I needed it

[@milly9379]

That's comforting! I'm always holding on in difficult times and hearing stories like this make me reflect and feel that this whole process is normal in our lives thank you for sharing.

[@lilinn3278]

Thank you for making this video!! Actually, I’ve been feeling so blue and worthless lately but your life’s activities make me feel alive and relax. I’ve got some ideas to motivate my life as well 😊 Keep doing the videos!! I’ll always support you. ♥️♥️

[@crystalveeshohe4013]

I’ll never get tired of watching her vlogs 🫶🏻

[@michelletruong9064]

Girl, you are skincare goals! ✨

[@teachernatalieandrade8906]

I truly love when I hear the Brazilian songs on your vlogs. I am from Brazil and I really enjoy your videos

[@SailorNom]

This video made my morning! Feeling inspired! Thank you ❤️

[@mclolifoda]

Seeing michelle putting brazilian chilling songs on her videos makes my heart melted🥰

[@biancaencarnacion.]

Love how your intros angles, perspectives, and music has been gradually been changing(in a good way), it really sets the mood/tone of the whole video:)

[@Amarathelesbian]

Yes! I love it too.

[@MontserrathRdz]

Your videos do me SO much good, your style relaxes me a lot and I haven't found anyone like you. You are unique, much love from Mexico.💖💖

[@JuliaBrooke]

this video for WHATEVER REASON just made me feel so refreshed

[@mandyag5855]

08:46 a song in portuguese and I am freaking out aaaaahhhh 🇧🇷❤️ I FELT SO CONNECTED TO U! I love all of your videos Michelle, u inspire me to be better everyday.

[@GiovannaSilva-ks1jj]

hahahaha eu fiquei impressionadaaa por ser br a musica 😍

[@milly9379]

Sim do nada até me espantei aqui skskkskskk

[@mandyag5855]

@@milly9379 kkkkkkkk sim! Talvez ela nem saiba que é português, mas foi muito legal.

[@anayaasif]

Starting my day with your videos Michelle is like a blessing. love you sm!

[@Rosettaa]

thank u for making these videos for us❤ it means so much to me :) have a great day!

[@user-yw9ou1yc7k]

Thank you for making this video!! Actually, I’ve been feeling so blue and worthless lately but your life’s activities make me feel alive and relax. I’ve got some ideas to motivate my life as well. Keep doing the videos!! I’ll always support you.

[@vaishnavi1798]

i am witnessing a youtuber getting alongwith growing radiating and successful... i get inspired to start something new each time i watch her videos...honestly stressing due to over working and not having time to think out of work makes our personal development stagnant. which is basically burnout and mental stress! but i am making time out , taking therapy, painting canvases helps, doing your favourite hobby does..About michelle s each video has different vibes and some of them are fun loving light and expressively joyful and some are numb and stale normal human living in nyc ! we actually connect to every moods of her and experience sometimes living in nyc isnt about working being rich or always doing something but also taking breaks and handling breakdowns and getting confused and homesickness too !

[@khadijatoud6592]

Going through a burn out as well and i feel like I can't get out of it :( Good luck to us and everyone going through the same thing

[@goodinme.]

this editing 🫶🏼but ur editing/vids have always been great 💕

[@kellyc8119]

my comfort KZbin channel, ty for the amazing content always

[@amandalaframboise1182]

Every single dish you make looks so good, easy and simple!! Would you be able to share the recipes/ingredients etc in the description or during the video?

[@Eagleholden]

영상 매번 잘 보고 있어요 항상 재밌어요!! 참고하고 싶은 옷이나 인테리어 스타일도 많고 꾸준히 운동하는 모습도 롤 모델이고 영상 처음 본지는 몇년 됐는데 올해부터 챙겨보기 시작했는데 제일 기다려지는 유튜브에요 유튜브 해줘서 고마워요! ! 💕💕

[@nickk6547]

adoro quando ela põe músicas brasileiras nos vídeos

[@kellemmonteiro]

Simmm 🤍🤧

[@samelmateus7915]

simmm

[@luanavieira8224]

SIIIMM MEUS DEUSES !!

[@bernicegutierrez1046]

Wishing Michelle upload daily because they are my escape videos 🥲

[@linam9783]

i love these kind of videos! so motivating! thank you so much! ❤️🥰

[@nnkeykeykey]

Michelle is such a mood 🥰

[@fionayangfr]

Practicing gratefulness helps me with burnouts, learning to let go and preparing for whatever outcomes can happen as change is the only constant in life

[@brbapappa]

Gratitude journal: write down five things you're grateful for at the end of the day. Hardcopy or on an app. Five or three. Make it a habit and your mindset will change I promise.

[@itsnadiaa]

Loved this video! And I am sorry you are going through a burn out Michelle! Take the time you need and take care of yourself ❤️

[@jinhayoon2459]

Always a good day when I start the day watching your videos! X

[@serraa1283]

with this video rn i decided that you re my fav youtuber from now on. love you keep on❤

[@poppycalliope]

Life can get pretty challenging at times. When I feel anxious and overwhelmed I make sure I meditate, read and just take things slow. Put yourself first Michelle and rest when you need to. We all want you to be healthy and happy 💕 I was eyeing that pearl necklace, I want one too ✨️🥲

[@ferhiDoqo]

Thank you for sharing your honest thoughts with us and for all the tips! 🤗🥰🍁

[@koamii]

The “bless me” “thank you” was the cutest thing ever 🥺😂

[@mari-fayedollagalibang8026]

3x uploaded = 3x my day has been made, thank you meesh!! Ilysm

[@michellechoii]

🥹🤍

[@mari-fayedollagalibang8026]

@@michellechoii AHHHH ILY!!! 🥺🥹🫶🏼

[@sunnysnow08]

Yessssss Just woke up and seeing this upload makes me so happy. Gonna watch this while eating my breakfast and go to work 🥰 lots of love from germany

[@judithbutler9695]

You uplift our day. Yes, we all have therapy sessions like that. So creative! Wish you would tell us your ingredients when you cook.❤️

[@mariapaulones]

Thank you Michelle for taking the time to share with us in your vulnerability moments, I myself appreciate that, also loved the way your ceramic bowls and that you included a Portuguese song, it says: "Everything will pass" :) xoxo from a huge fan from Colombia that also lives in NY.

[@dailycami]

new vlog! Thank you as always meesh! Watching while journaling 🤍🤍🤍✨✨

[@gracemargaux8677]

I really love watching your vlog it's therapeutic for me 💙

[@gracecanlas]

It’s ok to take things at your own pace when you feel burned out. Take as many breaks as you need-walls are there sometimes to lean on. Sending you restful vibes, Michelle!

[@milkbread5036]

Your videos are so comforting and aesthetically pleasing 😍

[@Iseon_]

So agree🤍

[@jenniemarie960]

I always do journaling when get burn out. Release all the thought or idea that I wanna do. Take time alone. No people, no houseworks. Just me and my mind.

[@Arunkhim]

I really enjoy watching your Vlog especially grocery shopping,cooking. Love it 😍

[@muniraharzlinie2345]

Hye from Malaysia!! Ive been watching your vlog everyday. Somehow it gives me motivation and inspiration to do something that ive been wanting to do . Thank you for the vibes🤍 please do more vlog . Lots of love

[@NadaAlawadhi]

When burnt out I tend to step back and away from from people. Maybe clean up my space that gives me a handle on things. I just sit, eat good food, read or watch tv. Discover more stuff about psychology and understanding myself more. These things always make me feel better.

[@andreaaier5801]

These deep clean are so satisfying 🤤

[@aasminkaur]

Please do a skincare video.. all the products and everything you do! You skin is soo glowing i love it

[@Alicia-lp5zf]

Keep posting! Need your videos , 37 weeks preggo and it keeps me calm

[@suzyyy4404]

Next vlog you can watch w baby ☺️

[@LindaJohnson-hs6wf]

Hi Michelle... I been feeling a little ugh lately but you always pull me right back up. Thank you ☺

[@DeliaX]

love your lifestyle mish! hope you find rest from burning out 💕

[@lucy653]

I love the videos and of course this channel. My teacher told me that I can improve my listening skills with videos like this. But Michelle is the best, she can show the simple life like something very very special.

[@hanaoblak2672]

Love this new-ish editing stile of yours.... I am always looking forward to your videos

[@leesha1674]

It’s finally up!! Been waiting for this!!!

[@Lili-ng2jo]

Michelle cooking is always my favorite part 😁

[@user-cw2hh6sj5i]

I can literally watch your videos all day every day

[@dfcarmo]

Just loving the brazilian bossa nova vibes you are adding to your videos lately 💕 Therapy can be hard, but you are though! 🫶kisses from Portugal 🇵🇹

[@tosinbamidele3696]

Thanks Michelle for steadily coming through for us girls in our 20s gradually figuring out life IN NYC lol