Living such a different life *First Cancer Chemotherapy*

Going to vlog this journey. I have been vlogging on and off for so long. I want to document this journey. If you are going through the same thing as me or something similar, I hope my videos help you.
Thank you SO much for your support and lovely messages/DMs/comments.
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[@tiffanythinks]

My KZbin Family is growing every single day! I cannot believe how many of you have subscribed and are following my journey. Thank you so much for your love, comments and prayers. Don’t forget to subscribe to join my KZbin Fam. I am trying to update you guys daily on IG so if you want to, follow me on IG @tiffanythinks - I love you soo much xxx WE GOT THIS 💙💙💙💙

[@sadiedurham4058]

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[@21m455]

Well done lovely, your doing so so well...hugs and prayers 🙏 ❤ 💙

[@liyanam7888]

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[@ceagle1960]

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[@ladeller]

Hi Tiffany 🌻 I wrote you a DM on Instagram. I'm praying that you read it. Bless 🙏📖

[@minnieegg363]

The fact that she prays for her KZbin family has me in tears, we love and appreciate you SO SO much, sending you warm hugs :)

[@henkpoog1264]

Yes me too, greetings from Lillian 🌹

[@alastairgordon6584]

Tiffany I am a dad of 3 daughters in New Zealand. They are in late teens and early 20s. I stumbled on your channel. Just wanted to let you know that people on the other side of the world are praying for you. Big dad hugs and best wishes to you. There is a Maori phase Kia Kaha. Which means stay strong. You don’t have to be brave all the time. It is okay to be vulnerable let the love of your family extended family continue to support you. Sending positive vibes your way. Lots of love Al

[@vanessamaylobo3860]

I’m also undergoing cancer treatments at the moment, both chemo and radiation, there are times that I don’t wanna do it anymore cuz of side effects, I break down and cry when it gets overwhelming but seeing you and your positive attitude despite the pain is giving me strength, just want you to know you’re not alone. Sending you lots of love, strength, hope and prayers. xx

[@hayleybradley5761]

Sending you best wishes 😊

[@perrit6486]

I'm sorry you're having to go through this journey. Anyone, in your position would feel emotional and overwhelmed. I hope you're getting the support you need. Wishing you a speedy recovery.

[@michelles9897]

I will be strong for you and sending you hugs.

[@rash2sud]

Take care Vanessa👍🏻. God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers only……. You & Tiffany are both strong, you guys got this !

[@mohamedmonique9801]

Hi vanessa...i'm also in a situation like yours and soon will undergo my therapy chemo and radiation. And for sure i'm afraid but we have to be positive and don't give up. Let us pray for our health. Lots of love🙏🏼

[@wendybishop2421]

My dear Tiffany, the power of prayer definitely works.My darling daughter Emily has battled cervical cancer twice now and has had surgery, chemotherapy and radiotherapy. At the moment she is in remission and has check ups every 3 months which is always a scary moment.God is good and by his grace he is healing.May he continue to hold you and your family in his loving arms as you go through this difficult journey. May he give strength to anyone that needs him.love to you.You got this xx

[@elizabethconroy7665]

Wishing your daughter all the very best Hoping she will be cancer free soon

[@sandym7952]

Keeping your daughter in my thoughts for a full recovery. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts, sending strength to you all

[@Danilucaa]

I stumbled across your channel just a few weeks ago and just have to say how amazing you truly are. The mere fact that you feel you have to get through your pain and not complain because of how good your mom and Matt are taking care of you speaks to how genuine your character is in how much you care for others above yourself. You will get through this and I am along for the journey to support you. Thank you for vlogging.

[@tiffanythinks]

aww thank you so much for following this crazy journey and thank you for being so kind💙 I am truly so lucky to have the best people in my life and my KZbin family have been so supportive! lots of love 💙 we got this 💙

[@judythomas3433]

Life is full of challenges, requiring us to take a seat, assess, make adjustments and move on. Let God take the wheel. He sees the complete masterpiece of our life. It’s only when we look back that we see all the dots connect. My pain always starts the second day after chemo. I get the pain, chill and nausea. On the positive side , I’m going on 5th year in February Cancer Free!!! You will get through this Tiffany , sleep ,eat and rest all the time. Take care and you are always in my prayers.

[@mayasubedi2358]

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[@BollywoodMediaOnline]

Thoughts and prayers for you and your family going through this journey... your KZbin fam is with you 💙💙💙

[@tiffanythinks]

aww thank you so much for your thoughts and prayers 💙💙💙 I'm so lucky to have the best KZbin Family xxx

[@alyman65]

You’ve TOTALLY got this, girl!! 🙏🏼

[@tiffanythinks]

oh for sureeee haha💙💙 loveeee xxx

[@carenwee2380]

Hi I am watching this from Singapore. Very very touched when you said you are praying for everyone in this KZbin family, coz everyone has their struggles. You will be blessed with your lovely heart. I believe your prayers will be answered and i will be following you on your journey till you recover and we shall celebrate together…. Keep fighting dear friend!

[@JackKirbyFan]

Honored to be part of this. I could never be this brave. You worry about crying. I'd be doing it constantly. You've given me courage to face life. I guess we all help each other out when we are just kind to each other.

[@berengereful]

“Live in the now” ❤️ Your wonderful spirit shines through. We are not going anywhere until you heal. Cannot wait for the “I am cancer free video” 😊

[@Jajahjajahjajah]

You seem like such a great person to have around. I wish you nothing but the best.

[@tiffanythinks]

aww thank you 💙 lots of love xx we got this 💙

[@joycebaker3798]

I feel like you are supporting all of us. You are so positive. It is OK to cry, we all need to cleanse our journey. I am almost 4 years cancer free and I am praying for you and everybody who is struggling right now.

[@trisharushing2631]

I’m captivated by your sweetness and kindness. I cried out to God and asked Him to heal you. I believe your healing is already in progress! We’ve got this!!!

[@lyniecrompton1190]

My 85 yr old dad is almost at the end of chemo, so far its showing amazing results, its amazing what it does, keep going and stay strong.xx

[@bordosense]

I have never met such a sweet, sweet and kind person! Thank you for spreading your light with us. You got this!

[@katharrison6738]

You radiate so much kindness Tiffany. The sweetest soul 💜

[@DorothyT420Mimi]

You are the bravest, strongest, kindest little soul on the internet I think! 💜 I pray for you and all of us to make it well beyond our current struggles and on to the beautiful lives waiting for you and all of us on the other side of them!

[@jamierenae3833]

You are such an amazing & beautiful soul, that I can’t imagine you getting any sweeter but you will because this journey will change you. I worked in a nursing facility for eight years & just seeing people go through this similar experience has changed me, you learn what actually matters & it’s never material things, it’s our loved ones & creating memories ❤️

[@lreppy10]

You are doing an amazing job! You are so very strong! I’m keeping you in my prayers lovely girl!

[@tiffanythinks]

aww thank you so much 💙 thank you for your prayers - it is making such a difference xx lots of love, we got this💙

[@thatgirlwiththebraids6451]

Omg you are my kind of person!!! ❤️❤️ You are soo compassionate and caring and even though you are the one going through this, you still put everyone first, praying for us…I mean…you are a rare person and you feel our genuine love but also WE feel your genuine love for us and I’ve never felt that with any online presence! And your more then a online presence, I feel a connection as if we have met in person so I tell myself we have!🤣❤️❤️And your strength is giving me the strength for things I’m going through now! You help me everyday…Your more then that for us, we are family!!! You are def part of mine and I love you!! We got this!❤️❤️ My family and I pray for you everyday and we are watching everyday and are here for you!! God is good!!

[@emmarogerson]

Tiffany … you are so beautiful … so sweet … so kind … so brave … both my sisters have had cancer … and you have just what you need … a wonderful boyfriend … a beautiful mother and such a big family … all there for you … and your new bigger family … us … YOU GOT THIS … x

[@PENNSMITHSKINCARE]

💙 Sending so much love from the US 🥰

[@jpr7483]

I’ve been watching your KZbin videos for the last 5/6 years and never missed a single video. I’m praying for you so hard and wishing and thinking of you everyday, You’re an amazing individual, you’ve got this!!!!! ♥️♥️♥️

[@somersetflower]

Darling girl... Sending love and cuddles as usual Lean in to your loved ones and take strength from our arms around you. Don't worry about keeping in touch with everyone just KNOW we are here. By the way old fashioned Nivea best moisturiser ever ! Rest and heal 🙏❤ Xx Jan

[@tiffanythinks]

aww I love that you called me Darling Girl 💙💙💙 lots of love and cuddles back xxx thank you for your support and love Jan we got this 💙

[@somersetflower]

@@tiffanythinks YOU got this and have a cry when you need to please!

[@laurendownie2710]

Hello Tiffany. I discovered your KZbin channel about a month ago and I've watched every video since. Your strength and positivity continues to astound me. What a wonderful person you are, and I'm so very glad you have such a fantastic support network. Your mum and Matt are both incredible, and they will help you through this difficult time. I have no doubt that you will get through this, and come out a stronger person on the other side. Regarding good thick moisturisers, the Upcircle day and night creams are fantastic. They're made using natural ingredients, and are lovely on dry skin. They're on the expensive side, but you get what you pay for with this brand. Take care and keep going, you've got this!! 💙

[@margaretjordan2211]

Tiffany , as usual, teaching us an important lesson, everyone who thinks they’re having a bad day, this is what a bad day looks like, and Tiffany is facing this with amazing courage, and irresistible humour, we love you so much, your utube family is with you every step of the way, those who pray, of which I am one , pray, and those who don’t, they are carrying you in their hearts. ❤️

[@amycheslock5316]

OMG girl, I just found your channel as it came up on my explore page. You are just a beautiful ray of sunshine! Thank you for sharing your journey. I have no doubt that you are going to kick cancer's butt and help so many others along the way. Sending you all my love and strength from Canada! XO

[@betamaelstrom]

You are so strong!!! It’s amazing how positive you are - I have no doubt that you are going to get through this. Thank you for sharing your journey! Seeing this has made me more grateful for what I have. It’s amazing seeing that you are smiling and so positive despite this challenging time. ❤️

[@MartitaDahesh]

Prayers all the way from San Antonio Texas! We got this! ❤‼️

[@cperalta777]

Matt and mom are heaven sent. You got this Tiffany. Sending hugs from the US 🇺🇸

[@Bingly123]

May Allah grant you shifa and keep you healthy. You know we love you from the core of our heart. I know how painful it is to go through…

[@evie1ful]

So much love and prayers for you Tiffany, your beautiful Matt and Amma and our KZbin family. WE GOT THIS 💙💙💙

[@marvargas77]

You’ll get through this Tiffany 🙏🏼❣️ the fact that you’re very grateful to everyone around you says a lot about you 💕😃

[@crmwilliams5116]

You DO got this sis! Life throws curves and you've caught this one by the tail... so you're riding the wave, you won't let go. Because we won't let YOU go! Along with your family ~ This journey will be bumpy, but we're ALL holding on with you! Love and prayers from the Pacific US! ❤

[@anneheaney8690]

Hi Tiffany, i lit a candle at Mass this morning , for you and everyone going through treatment .Sending you love From all of our family.God Bless.xxx.

[@sherrydawson6253]

Your channel is growing because your so genuine. U show the good and bad helping those going through same thing or simular. I love how your mom is with u as well as how supportive and protective Matt is. A beautiful couple u are. I too pray for all. We each have our own struggles. You are so easy to love 💘 yes aquaohor is excellent. I use it on my feet then booties. Prayers always sweetie.🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@JoelWende]

Tiffany...you are an angel! Please don't ever feel bad about feeling emotional and having a cry! Or any other emotion...anger, sadness etc...every single emotion is valid. We have these emotions as humans for a reason! Be in the moment with that emotion and then you can work your way through it! You've got this!

[@tiffanythinks]

aww thank you so much 💙💙💙 I know sometimes I feel like I shouldn't cry because I know I have it a lot easier than other people. I have learnt to cry and let it out and then I feel ready to start this journey again 💙💙 thank you for your love and support, we got this 💙

[@Jessica-vz5wq]

Sending you so much love ❤ You can do this, you are so strong and such a beautiful person! Xx

[@tiffanythinks]

aww thank you so much Jessica💙 you're so kind!! lots of love, we got this 💙

[@miamoore1666]

I just adore you I’ve never in my life met someone so KIND at their worst moment in life. You have such GRACE!

[@lousalivlogs2767]

May Allah give you and your family the strength to get through this. You seem like such a nice person. Don‘t ever loose faith. You‘ve got this ☺️

[@rebeccacarty9987]

You are so positive, been thinking of you over the last couple of days and as you say at least now you are actively on treatment rather then waiting! Thanks for the regular updates! X

[@tiffanythinks]

awww thank you so much for your positive energy 💙 I feel so happy to upload now because I feel like its not fair to keep you all waiting especially because everyone is praying and sending positive energy 💙 lots of love 💙

[@shaheenshan9175]

Hi friend Insha Allah you will get through this cancer and your treatment will be all over soon. And you will beat this cancer for ever Insha Allah. Your most definitely in our prayers. Be strong you got a lot off sport from family a specially your partner and your lovely mum. ❤️

[@sarahwolstenholme2615]

I was diagnosed with Grade 3 Breast Cancer in November 2020 and had surgery, chemotherapy & radiotherapy which all finished in June this year and doing well. I completely get what & how you are feeling. You are ticking things off, like a checklist as you have each treatment. There will be tough days but also good ones too. You are stronger than you can imagine Tiffany 😘. Try to stay positive. I'm sending you the biggest virtual hug my lovely. xx

[@vanessamasi3909]

Bless you ❤️ I’m a mum of 3 and I had Thyroid cancer. I’m clear and your positivity is the best medication. Elizabeth Arden 8 Hour Cream is the best. In my thoughts x

[@girlygeeketteschannel6662]

You are such a fighter Tiffany, your positivity will get you through this. Keep your spirits up. And yeah I totally agree, you have so many amazing people around you who love you. Especially your mum and Matt, they are angels.

[@leximadison]

You have such a positive wonderful energy and I love you & matts relationship!!! It’s so sweet and strong. 🤍 you are doing great. and yes!! let the tears flow they are so cleansing and healing! 💓💓💓💓

[@veredben-avraham6598]

The bright blue bullet journal is such a happy colour. Perfect for the hospital!!!

[@milaramos9886]

You inspire me so much ! You got this , God is with you , is crazy how you give me so much hope. I feel like I know you . I’m Puertorrican, I live in Texas and I stumble in to your channel and now so feel I’m part of your KZbin family ❤️. I’ll be praying for you every night . Sending blessings your way 🤍.

[@tytec5]

Hello Tiffany- I am so inspired by your positive energy and you have already helped me not take my little stomach bug so seriously. You are so strong and brave! I admire you so much. I feel better from watching your latest video and have stopped feeling sorry for myself. Praying for you! I know you will get better. ....You have such a great family and support around you . Thank you for sharing your journey! I know it's helping many of us.

[@hexhex7220]

I don't know how... but you make me feel so good . Listening to you be so kind, positive and humble, makes all my worries seem so insignificant in the grand scheme of life. Thank you.

[@ravenwaves6785]

Tiffany you are just incredible. I will be thinking of you throughout this journey. I very much believe in you x

[@lizziegrace595]

You've got this!! Praying for you daily. Stay strong my friend, xoxo

[@angelodiazrodriguez5186]

My wife is following you videos, and we wish you all the best...you "will" get through this. 🙏🙏🙏👋🇪🇸

[@amymccrary1049]

Continuing prayers. Lots of hugs and luvs. You are such a beautiful person inside and out. The world needs more of you.

[@TamaraBliss]

Sending so much love and so many prayers. We’re all here for you and you lift us with your videos and positivity in such a tough time. Xxxxxx

[@karenbuttner3860]

Dear Tiffany...I came across your channel just as you were diagnosed and I have watched all your updates. I am currently on vacation but just want you to know that I am praying for you as you walk this journey. Hang in there darling...YOU HAVE GOT THIS for sure!!

[@joanneshaw3071]

Sending big hugs from a nurse 👩‍⚕️ in Australia 🇦🇺. Just came across your channel. You’re truly an inspiration. Never give up. Keep fighting this horrible disease

[@varshaajmera3990]

Tiffany you are such a gem. Take care and you will get pass this too. Praying for your recovery and sending you lot”s of love.

[@hilarysanderson6002]

Oh bless you. I’m sorry you have been in pain but it’s all part of the journey & don’t worry about sleeping, they say that your body is trying heal when you sleep. Wow, the difference in you this morning, so full of energy, see sleep is good. 😴😴 No chocolates in the 🎁! When you get breathless darling sit quiet..... slow breath in through your nose , then purse your lips & breath out slow. I have a terminal lung condition & this really helps. Your Mum isn’t a cry baby, your her baby & she doesn’t like to see you suffer, I would give anything to have my parents back. Ginger tea is good for nausea. Sending lots of love as always. Stay strong my darling. xxx

[@minigirl6379]

Please don't push yourself to vlog when you're not feeling up to it. We love seeing you and hearing how you're doing. But, your health and well being is the most important thing right now. It's fantastic to see you smile in spite of what you're going through. It's interesting to see how your chemo is being delivered. I've never seen that balloon set up before. Your vlogs are very interesting and I always look forward to seeing you and hear how you're doing. Stay strong sweet girl. You're a true inspiration to us all! 💙👍🌻

[@mazinwonderland3077]

It`s OK to be scared, it`s OK to cry, it`s OK to wonder what tomorrow will bring. You have got this sweetheart. If LOVE alone can cure you, you have it beat. WE GOT THIS. x

[@analeecedurant3895]

I will keep saying this, you are literally one of the most radiant, special, gentle, human beings I have ever met in my life. You are like a living angel my love. Bless you ♥️

[@SarahDawesFilms]

Love you, Tiffany 🙏💕 your KZbin family are with you every step of the way, beautiful soul 🙏💕 YOU'VE GOT THIS AND WE'VE GOT YOU! 💪👊💪👊💕❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🌈 Xxxxxx xxxxxx

[@sophiebain8281]

Sending thoughts and prayers to you and your family! Your mum is so cute! 🥺 you got this girl! Your so strong! 💕👏🏽🙌🏽 xx

[@tixie1895]

You’re amazing Tiffany. Keep going 💪🏼 Lots of love 💕

[@shelleyisntreal]

You are one of the most beautiful souls I've ever come across, and I (WE) are with you through this 💜

[@shelleyisntreal]

Also Nivea in the blue- just the regular Nivea...it's a thick cream that's been around forever.

[@perrit6486]

You're absolutely right each day brings you closer to living the life you want after chemo. You're incredibly brave to share your journey with us. You also asked for tips on any good moisturisers to use during your treatment. I can recommend any of the Aveeno products including their moisturising lotions. My mum recently had a mastectomy at the Royal Marsden and the women in her ward were all using Aveeno lotions. I glad you have an incredible support network at home in addition to your KZbin family. Looking forward to you posting about your last day of treatment so that you can move on. Stay strong.

[@colleencurley906]

Going through cancer treatments my friends all used Simple products

[@connieestrada3419]

I'm so glad your mom & boyfriend are with you.May God Bless them & you.You seem like a very very sweet person.God will help you out of these journey.You are so caring for other people not just for yourself.I wish you all the best.Your in my prayers.

[@DS-vw5fr]

Sweet girl, God is in control and you got this! Praying for strength and peace !

[@sharminkadir2392]

You got this girl 💗 Always thinking bout you and praying quick recovery from this journey

[@herlindastrane6572]

You are such an inspiration. May God bless you and protect you! We are all behind you and pray that the side effects are not that bad!❤️🙏🏽

[@catandvolleylvr721]

You are an inspiration to us all ❤️ I’ve been going through a bit of a rough time, and your outlook and positivity has really uplifted me more than you could imagine. God bless you and your family. I’m praying for you ❤️

[@Amerisis1972]

Sometimes tears are cleansing. Crying is good for you. You release happy endorphins. You got this! Enjoy the warm and fuzzies. You are brilliant! 💜

[@joannesberkshirescenes9414]

Good luck I've been visualising for you to fully recover & live a long life & it's working.

[@richardmaloney6452]

I haven't been well myself with my bowel, so its quite worrying. Having more tests. My husband and I filmed ourselves singing and at the end of the video two massive orbs flew passed us. I believe these are my guardians and their here to help. I believe we all have guardians. So also speaking and reaching out to them is so important.. They will help you and support you. God bless you.. You are a wonderful lady Hannah Maloney xx

[@georginaleslie9358]

You've absolutely got this hunnie😁 I have suffered with Pancreatitis and liver disease for nearly 23 years, So I know how scary and upsetting hospitals can be, I sympathise with you completely, But you are amazing, And remember...."we've got this"🥰💖

[@jasminehaddad6356]

Sending so much love and light your way with healing prayers and hugs!!!

[@christinaabrahams8362]

Sending you a huge load of healing hugs . I feel so sad that your in terrible pain Tiffiny but we know its killing the cancer . Keep your chin up and keep fighting the pain . Much love to you and your family xxx

[@lebawityoseph4982]

YOU CAN WHAT YOU SAY YOU CAN! keep it up Tiff! You are a huge role model for gen Z. ❤️❤️May the Lord bless your stregth💙💙

[@sharminkadir2392]

Awh Tiff, you can get through anything. Lots of love and prayers, I know you'll get through this soon 🙏 This chapter will be a distant memory.. apart from your KZbin family, we''re here for life ❤️❤️❤️

[@rhondawhatley1591]

We will get through this together hun. God is walking beside you so just rest and live, laugh and love because that's all that matters in life. You are a strong young woman with your whole life ahead of you. You will have ups and downs, but just know its too get through this and look back on 1 day and see how strong you really are. God bless

[@mobinett]

You are going to get through this i have no doubt about that. I have been there sister and i used to tell myselfthis : “I will never give up i will stumble and fall but i will always get back up. Sometimes it may get hard or take longer but i will find my way back and keep fighting.” I know it sounds weird but i decided it would be my motto. if i was not doing it for me i was doing it for my family and the people I love. Hang in there my dear 🌷

[@liliszabo8469]

Nobody never ever should experience these kind of sickness, but you are such a positive and wonderful person, you can get through this! I'm just 15, but i already know since i was 9, that i'm gonna be an oncologist, to heal amazing persons, like you, who don't deserve anything bad, especially cancer. You can handle it!

[@charlenefriesen8286]

Matt is amazing to you and so is your mom. You are so lucky to have everyone taking care of you! We are here for you also sweet girl.

[@Yvette_za]

Aaaah bless Matt and Umma , they are looking after you so beautifully .🙏❤️

[@Yuki-oy8lw]

We're going to get through this together sis🙌💖! Lots of love🤗! Praying for you🙏💫!

[@judi7282]

You have a wonderful personality, so positive. Your family must be so proud of you. God Bless you sweet lady!

[@TimeaWebster]

You are the sweetest young Lady I ever seen. I pray for you and your family. You are so strong, keep up the positive vibes! You got this!

[@versace1962]

🙏🙏🙏 Sending you prayers. I am hopeful that your pain gets better now. You have so much love and support… from your KZbin family. 🌸💜😘👍🏻🌺

[@Punksimmons]

You are such a strong, sweet, wonderful person! We all adore you and are here for you! We all really care and we know you’ve got this! Sending you all the love! 💙💙

[@michellelanigan2561]

Hey Tiffany, for your lips… aquaphor is so good! For your dry skin, I’ve used everything! What I found that works best is Euceryn Creme. It is thick and lasts a long time. There are several strengths too. Good luck, feel better. 😘🙏

[@lolasmom9088]

Always praying for you! And 3 cheers for Matt and your Mum!! God will see you through with gentle peace :)

[@SmoBoo]

Bless you sweetie you are in my prayers. You have a wonderful life ahead of you. You are going to get through this.

[@daisydamarisrivera3493]

Yes Tiffany, we got this🙌our prayers 🙏 are with you 24/7, and yes we can't wait for the day that we can say IT'S DONE🙌WE DID IT🙌

[@juliemitchell3013]

This world is a beautiful place with you in it. You are the sweetest soul. Stay strong 💪 xxxx

[@kg89808]

Wow! I did not know you could receive chemo that way!? Better to be in the comforts of your own home for sure! You look great! You got this! Sending prayers and positive vibes

[@kathyjones5056]

You’ve got this Tiffany! Sending love and prayers!! 🙏❤️

[@cmurphy7221]

You are amazing. Sending prayers your way! You got this!!!!! You are so blessed to have such an amazing family and a boyfriend who loves you. It’s beautiful to see them taking care of you.