Living With Autism | Health Update

[@QuinnRuesga5123]

absurdly relatable, didnt think i would watch the whole thing, but as someone who is likely autistic(or some cocktail of mental illness) but undiagnosed it felt very comforting to have someone who is share so many of the same struggles.

[@woskis9161]

thank you for this video, you made me realise a lot of the feelings i've been holding in recently and, as a fellow autistic person, i sincerely thank you.

[@Mort7an]

Given what you talk about in this video, I think your achievements in life have been quite spectacular - you didn't even mention the wonderful comics work you have done. By most people's standards you are a success as a human and as an adult. All the best to you and your family.

[@Interrupt-CPC]

You've articulated the feeling of alienation, internal struggle, and the sense of being trapped with the hand you've been dealt, that I've experienced with being ND (diagnosed ADHD at 44 but definitely have some level of autistic characteristics in the mix). I found that having to face my weaknesses in one go and then having an official confirmation caused me to feel very low for several months and I resonated with your observations about your (much more intense) application process. It sounds like you've got access to good support to help out.

[@Cyberbrickmaster1986]

I can understand why fighting autism only makes things worse for yourself. As someone with Aspergus syndrome who never really grew up, I am under the impression that I'm not living a normal life and should be doing something meaningful than just sticking to my comfort zone, but I always lack the will power to do so. I just feel like people would judge me for doing so, as I'm currently 38 years old. And I also generally feel uncomfortable being around children in fear of being seen as a creep, which is something I'm not, but I always fear of becoming because of how often it happens in the news. Though I should consider myself fortunate that my current lifestyle has given me a proper home to live in and a family close by that still cares I'm at least trying to get the support I need for the future, and the current medication I'm prescribed too has helped so far. Plus I have a drivers license, even if I don't drive as often as I should, so at least that's something, I guess.

[@Scorpion404100]

Excellent video! Watched it from beginning to end. Its important to look out for ones mental health and don't think that what other people think should be always prioritized over your sanity and health. When I am feeling anxious and sad, I mediate to my favorite songs to bounce be back on my feet so I truly hope you can find a similar thing to feel better! I hope the best for your future and any upcoming challenges.

[@mrterrychaos]

If someone as decent as you is made to feel inadequate, I think society's treatment of autism is the issue, not autism. We shouldn't need to be exceptional or "normal" to get basic human decency or a fair chance.

[@seandj365]

I got diagnosed with Schizophrenia and awaiting an autism assessment

[@zubair1149]

Hey Webster, long time no see. And wow, there's already a lot that I connect with in this video. I very much understand the idea of putting on a mask and repressing my interests to fit in and not appear weird. It took me until grade 9 in highschool to try new games instead of Sonic, which I've been attached right from my beginning 😅 (I blame my autism for that one😭) I also do question myself when it comes to thinking how do other people view me and whether my friends actually do see me as friends. I feel like they do, I make jokes a lot and they vibe with it. And I do almost feel like myself around them (just having to keep in mind to not bring up Sonic if they don't share the enthusiasm as I do, so things don't feel awkward) And in the earlier part of the video, you do ask yourself whether or not you'd be a fun person to hang with. And I'd argue that you really are. We seem to have much in common with games and experiences with Autism. I definitely can see us talking for ages. But yeah, thanks for the video man. It was really great knowing the stuff you had to go through growing up and find out where I don't & do share similar facets.

[@gungancrab]

mrterrychaos is right. I'd add it's a testament to your personal will that you survived and are able to succeed against a system built against you.