Living with PTSD after War (Combat PTSD, Bipolar, and Borderline Personality Disorder)

Justin is a veteran diagnosed with combat PTSD, bipolar disorder, and borderline personality disorder. Living with these mental health disorders has strained many of his personal relationships. Justin is now in therapy with the goal of ending generational trauma and providing his daughter with a happy childhood. He wants others to know that just like going to the doctor for checkups on your body, it's okay to do the same for the mind.
Justin's IG: / ireq.savage
Justin's Music: / jay-varies-ireq
Support SBSK at / sbsk
SBSK's Socials:
/ specialbooksbyspecialkids
/ chrisulmer
/ specialbooksbyspecialkids

[@SpecialBooksbySpecialKids]

Thank you Justin for sharing your story. I know it will help many people out there. During our discussion Justin told me one of the best things he did for his mental health is quit alcohol. I asked him what hobby he replaced drinking with and he told me "creating art and music". In the description of this video I put a link to Justin's music for those who would like to check it out.

[@charlottetaylor4471]

Please interview someone with Complex-PTSD ❤️

[@hambonesmithsonian8085]

Another amazing video SBSK. Been watching y’all since you had ~3k subs and I check in now and then. This video has answered a lot of questions for me and my mental health. It’s amazing to see the success you all have achieved.

[@autisticnonbinaryintrovert]

I just want to say that I hope he’s getting better at coping with all of that and that I thank him for his service.

[@pinkprincess-pk5jl]

Thank you for serving our country

[@hunterl1574]

Thank you justin and thank you chris. the fact that higher education and medical care are treated as commodities to be purchased messes with so many people globally

[@gic8849]

The cat strolls in right before he speaks his trauma like, “I’m here, dad, just pick me up if you’re feeling anxious.”

[@MusicAddictMAD]

I was looking for this comment, that cat stepped into view at such the perfect time.

[@AshleyChavers7]

I felt so relatable to this video

[@CeeZee001]

Doubt it. Cats probably just being friendly.

[@gic8849]

@@CeeZee001 ..was just joking.

[@michele_]

Time stamps

[@OneJame]

You’re not alone brother. I served in Iraq in 2015, and I joined to pay for school and attain health care at the age of 27. I was a music teacher and musician previously. I have always been a deeply empathetic human. I’ve been home from war for 7 years, rated for PTSD from deployment, and there’s really no coming back from war. Nothing can prepare you for it, and nothing can bring you back. Stay strong bro, you got this, all of us who’ve shared the experience of war are behind you. You’re not alone.

[@Septicshites]

😭

[@loversandlosers]

is it wrong i get a stronger urge to join when i hear stories like yours and Justin's? my life is pathetic, at least having PTSD would give me a story to tell, and a skillset...

[@leftright6940]

@@loversandlosers to each their own....

[@fredrik1164]

@@loversandlosers maybe you should focus more on creating meaning for yourself, and if joining the army is something you feel could be that step in the right direction for you, then go for it… whatever that meaning may be

[@lovingmayberry307]

@@loversandlosers This is not clear thinking. If you think your life is pathetic, being diagnosed with PTSD will only make it pathetic with PTSD. Please get therapy, work on yourself so that you don't feel that having a horrible, life changing diagnosis will somehow make you better. I wish you all the best. 🤟

[@Hello_kitty-p]

He looks so tired in the eyes but still pushing through. Prayers to this young man

[@TheNunududu]

He's such a gentle and insightful soul.

[@tammywilliams5312]

Did you notice the cat wearing a donut or bagel around it's neck? So sweet

[@malleomusic]

stop seeking attention

[@TheNunududu]

@@malleomusic you first

[@malleomusic]

@@TheNunududu never was you and the boy in the video are

[@TheNunududu]

@@malleomusic You're right. We'll be better people. Thank you for your wisdom and guidance.

[@margithammer8835]

Chris. You can literally connect with anyone, on the most human level. You are literally changing the world. You, sir, deserve to win the Nobel Peace prize.

[@aidehernandezvela7479]

Agree

[@ThroughHisEyes444]

Wow- I also AGREE❣️

[@thankyouuniverse3682]

Totally agree. And speaking as my own individual woman, i have a partner I love with all my heart, but I sometimes feel when watching these videos, that his girlfriend is the luckiest girl alive to be with someone so caring, sweet, and accepting. Chris truly seems like an incredible and amazing human, and I try to be good myself, but his goodness puts me to shame!! Lol.

[@malleomusic]

stop seeking attention

[@daMillenialTrucker]

@@malleomusic you need to see a therapist

[@nnelson4557]

As a black woman who is also breaking generational curses by healing my traumas, in honor of my family members who weren’t able to, I see you and I appreciate you.

[@okaifan18]

Same here! Have a blessed day. 🙏🏾💕

[@Chloe_Titles]

DITTO!!!!❤

[@RainRemnant]

You are so appreciated too and I wish you so much strength and care on your journey, I'm proud of you! Much love from Holland 💖

[@whatdidujustsay2094]

Nice!

[@ireqsavagevocaldinosaur5795]

Thank you all

[@sapodilla25]

This dude is so articulate and so self aware and I'm sure that makes him a kinder and happier person now.

[@cuedroid]

Would you call him articulate if he was white?

[@sapodilla25]

@@cuedroid um yes?

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

👆👆 he's got all psychedelic stuffs, he real and ships worldwide 🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞

[@ARDG89]

well you have to be articulate serving in the military of course.... why is it so surprising?

[@ARDG89]

@@yagirlshon if you're in the ghetto*

[@gimpscam9976]

3:07 this was something I would never expect coming from Chris and it’s so honest and telling of his empathy. It’s great to see that Chris is also human holding his own opinions and often understanding the struggles of the people he interviews.

[@sfuta2005]

Chris’ comment at 3:08 🤯 on macroeconomic manipulation to feed the military industrial complex. Simple answer. Yes. 😢😢. Justin, you’re a warm, thoughtful, intelligent young man. I’m so glad you have supports around you to help you heal. Take care.

[@djsaintmusic7819]

I’m autistic and my dad is an army veteran with PTSD. Occasionally, we’d have a heart-to-heart talk about how we experience the world. This video helped me understand him a little more. Thank you so much

[@samfrash3329]

Your cat is incredible. Thank you for serving.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and microdosing You make your research………

[@Christian-jn3ff]

Ikr a walkin doughnut

[@thankyouuniverse3682]

😂😂😂💗💗

[@Descendant404]

This is the level of disrespect I can't even imagine.🗿

[@HaileyAndNathan]

@@Descendant404 how in the world is complimenting someone's cat and thanking them for their service disrespectful?

[@Nxeissa]

I was sexually assaulted 3 times within 8 months of being navy and was recently diagnosed with ptsd. It’s been such a struggle for me, thank you for sharing ur story. It’s interesting to hear from a fellow military member with this diagnosis

[@trulyamazing2972]

I'm really sorry that has happened to you. I really hope you have some peace and God bless you

[@mandy1044]

Thank you for serving the country 🙏🏽. I'm deeply sorry that you experienced this trauma. I hope that you are on the path to healing. Praying for peace. 🧡🙏🏽☀️

[@petrichorpse]

@@malleomusic why did you feel the need to tell this to someone who is struggling? Have some compassion

[@Nubi1321]

Thank you for serving your country. I am sorry to hear that happened to you. You are loved and you are valued.

[@ExcludedShadow]

@@malleomusic stop being a disappointment to your parents

[@Evravon]

Justin, I am also an army veteran, I also have PTSD, and I love and support you, brother. We're in it together until the very end. Don't forget that you're never alone. Hooah.

[@luisx000dontfindme]

thank you for your service!

[@SetCCC]

Thank you for your service

[@isaqueamiel2599]

Thank you for your service

[@malleomusic]

stop seeking attention

[@isaqueamiel2599]

@@malleomusic Close your mouth

[@cherylmillard2067]

OMG, I was never in the military, but I got PTSD from a work-related accident, the hypervigilance and constant tapes of the accident was the worst, this happened in 1995. I understand so much about what you said, I also have borderline personality disorder. People also need to understand that not all disabilities are visible. Continue with the therapy, it was so helpful. Justin you might benefit from a service dog, they can also be owner trained, they can intuitively sense what is going on both physical and mentally and help you during an episode. I am currently with my third service dog. I wish you the best of luck in your life.

[@Short_Rachel.]

He has a cat 👍🏻

[@cherylmillard2067]

@@Short_Rachel. they can fit in just fine with cats. Cats don't go in stores, etc.

[@Kirmeins]

Yeah, his "service cat" is lurking in the background of this video, watching the strange goings-on with the typical "I'm not impressed, see, totally relaxed" cat-expression (although that might have to do with the cushion-collar a vet must have given it). :D

[@cherylmillard2067]

@@Kirmeins that little kitty was very sweet! You can get those collars on Amazon, vets usually give out the hard plastic cones.

[@Short_Rachel.]

@@cherylmillard2067 true 👍🏻

[@samsalamander8147]

I like how the cat came out to watch with a donut on his neck he was just making sure everything was alright.

[@Bigdove18]

Bro this is crazy the 2+ years me and my wife have been watching you I never expected to see one of my childhood homies from skyline (our high-school) on the other side of your camera on my feed. Thank you for everything you do bro your getting the real stories out there 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@oreothedoom]

Thank you for sharing your story Justin. I am an enlisted USMC veteran with similar conditions. I grew up in Mississippi so getting me out of poverty was the number one way they got me to join. Also thank you for your service

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠You make your research

[@0ri0nssuspenders]

Thank you for your service!

[@doodahman2995]

Semper Fi Brother 🇺🇸

[@tatianabaudean1633]

I don't mean to be rude because I truly feel like you guys have gone through enough but serious question: how do you hear a man saying that he joined the military exclusively so he wouldn't starve and say thank you for your service? What service? Or I guess a better question would be service for who, exactly?

[@ultraxpress]

@@tatianabaudean1633because at the end of the day they still chose to make that sacrifice instead of choosing crime or regular employment. Most people I met in service didn’t join just for patriotic reasons alone. Everybody has their own reasons and life circumstances and everybody needs to provide for themsleves and their families. As long as they served with honor it’s still something worthy of respect👍

[@creativelyanalytic]

Aside from being highly intelligent, he is taking therapy seriously because it shows deeply. Thank you for your service and wishing you & your family nothing but the best!

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠You make your research…..

[@carolmorris2705]

Justin is a wonderful example of someone who seeks out beneficial mental health intervention so his life, and the lives of those he holds dear, will improve. Doing that is the true mark of a hero. While his service to his country is admirable, I admire his service to all those who suffer from similar mental health issues. By sharing, he will help so many others. What a beautiful gift he has given us. 🌹

[@MamaGator]

My favorite comment here. So deeply true

[@lifemusic1980]

💯

[@aBitSaltyRN]

As a veteran myself, UNLEARNING certain behaviors and training engrained into you is REALLY hard. Takes a long time and someone by your side to help manage when your brain defaults back to those thoughts or behaviors whether you're aware of it or not.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

Here⬆️ DMT,SHROOM🍄,LSD,KETAMINE,MMDA,GUMMIES,CHOCOLATE BARS ALL AVAILABLE🌍🌍🌍

[@chillednshit]

Justin man, you're going to help so many people by doing this.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

Look..out 👆👆for the handle above he got shrooms, LSD, iboga, ketamines, c😇ke, cannabis, psych, meds, DMT trips, acid chocolate 🍫 bars, and he ships!!!!

[@balaam_7087]

I’m no patriot Justin (I simply obey the laws of whatever country I happen to find myself living in at the moment), but your Courage, Responsibility, Integrity-those are values worthy of respect, admiration and imitation. For that you have my thanks.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠You make your research

[@thankyouuniverse3682]

What a sweet comment (that i relate to wholeheartedly). 💗💗

[@Sneakyboson]

@@malleomusic please go away

[@cookiebeariscool]

WoW one of the best interviews ever...... it helped me understand what really goes on in the mind of people experiencing the symptoms Justin is going through...... His answers were great and well thought through and made me so much more aware of the mental trauma he is dealing with and how he is dealing with it. His understanding of what he's experiencing is at a very high level and he is dealing with that trauma at a very high level. What a strong awesome man you are Justin....... I would be proud to be your friend. Stay strong brother and never stop trying to be the best man , husband and dad you can be...... You are AWESOME.

[@taylor3950]

Yes, he’s incredibly insightful! It’s amazing

[@SUPERSPAZD]

My sentiments EXACTLY!!!!❤️

[@nightyew2160]

Yes, he shared a lot of wisdom. Chris had some really great questions, and even when it felt like Justin hadn't really thought about it before, the interview got to some really deep insights. Thanks, both of you.

[@thankyouuniverse3682]

Ugh so sweet of a comment!! He is very strong and brave, and im sure you are in your ways as well. 💗

[@CJR-sq5dw]

Great comment. Justin, is incredible.

[@marials9245]

Justin, your level of insight about your mental health struggles is outstanding. I wish you the very best in your recovery journey.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and microdosing You make your research………

[@thesonicfamily9944]

Welcome to the SBSK family! Thank you for your service. ❤️

[@itmika]

I'm sorry, I have a problem with the phrase "thank you for your service" in general but especially here. It sounds like his trauma would be an important contribution to something bigger that would be worth it, but that is not the case. The man was traumatized and still struggles so hard, and saying thank you for that, seems wrong to me. I am sorry for his service. I am sorry for his trauma and his ptsd, and I blame american militarism and the toxic masculine propaganda that goes along with it.

[@rarejunkie]

@@itmika Just stop bruh

[@Jrobz224]

@@itmika no such thing as toxic masculinity. Just toxic femininity that's removed the basics of what being a main is

[@shadowcat6832]

I can tell Justin is an incredible father, it makes me so happy to see someone so aware and active in improving their mental health!

[@highmay3590]

Agreed! I have a lot of faith that his daughter will turn out well. She’s only 4 and he’s already this self-aware and becoming a better person every day. He may have already subjected her to some little traumas (modeling poor behavior, emotional outbursts, verbal fights with her mother), but she’s very young and I have a LOT of hope that corrective experiences will overwrite that. Him and his wife seem like awesome parents. ❤️

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠You make your research

[@galamander_1327]

I love that you discussed the way our government pressures citizens into serving an imperialist agenda. You are so brave to share your experiences with us so openly. I hope more people realize PTSD is real and moral injury is real. F'real. Best wishes finding well being, balance, and harmony in your life.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and microdosing You make your research………

[@Jesse-ex6pn]

How do they pressure you into joining the military? I don’t even see any TV ads not that it would matter if I did cause it’s just an ad but I’m just sayin..

[@ExcludedShadow]

@@Jesse-ex6pn you don’t see military TV ads? I’m constantly bombarded with ads for the Navy or Army or Air Force or go to ANY county/state fair and there will be a pull up bar with some military dudes waiting for an unsuspecting person to hand their card out to and say their “become a hero, join the xyz” speech

[@fanatico_de_heroes_del_sil2431]

@@Jesse-ex6pn Most high schools in America have a JROTC and brings military instructors to Campus and sign up 17/18 year olds lol

[@vitigaymer1053]

Global Trade and Economy basically relies on the US Military, particularly the Navy acting as Guarantor. Standards of living would take a hit primarily in Europe and Americas if this arrangement. If the US Military wasn't projecting itself like has since post WW2. Everyone complains but everyone who isn't Russia or Iran relies on "US Imperialism"

[@BaileyB1011]

Okay I’m rewriting this because I’m watching this multiple times. I have learned so so so so so much in this video. How you described how border line personality disorder affects you and your daily life and the tolls it can have on your relationships. And the examples you gave were so eye opening. You’re so intelligent and it’s clear you have come soooo far in this life. I’m proud of you and thanks for teaching me so much about what’s going on in the mind.

[@kellyjd1978]

agreed, the examples were so so so good! I finally understand borderline personality disorder!

[@SUPERSPAZD]

YES!!!! ❤️💕❤️

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

Look..out 👆👆for the handle above he got shrooms, LSD, iboga, ketamines, c😇ke, cannabis, psych, meds, DMT trips, acid chocolate 🍫 bars, and he ships!!!!

[@kenzie1256]

It seems like this video wasn't pushed to the algorithm based on views compared to other SBSK videos. I hope that Justin knows his story is still just as valuable and we're all so incredibly grateful to him for sharing it!

[@CZPanthyr]

Justin, from one veteran to another... Good Job!

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

Purchase from ⬆️⬆️⬆️ Very nice psychedelic products available 🍫He ships discreetly and swiftly too 🌎🌎

[@high62609]

I have borderline personality disorder, depression and anxiety. The empty feeling was one I had since early childhood. Now it is gone. I deal better with emotions, still use DBT, to check what I'm doing.

[@JJ_Magnificent]

Heartbreaking.. my ex was deployed twice and was extremely traumatized on every level which ultimately ended up killing him.. Thanks for sharing your story, much love & god bless ❤

[@ThaMobstarr]

As a German/European, I want to address something that has been always on my mind, when talking about the military service and military culture in the US. I think the "thank you for your service" attitude and celebration of the military service in American media and elsewhere enables these institutions which do the "carrot dangling" of the army with healthcare and education, as you mentioned it. A more critical view might help highlighting what is wrong with the military as an institution that lures Americans in who can't afford the too expensive healthcare and education system.

[@johngalt6525]

Marxist tropes . Don't believe everything you think . 🤔

[@BIGPIZZABOI]

Hyper vigilance is the most exhausting thing that goes along with PTSD, I haven’t served mine was domestic as a child but that being so aware of everyone really hit my core

[@audrytownsell360]

As a combat veteran I was nervous to watch cuz I knew I would relate. Thanks for sharing. I do relate, sending love to you and your family

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠You make your research…..

[@Sk8life4eva]

Glad to say I personally know this guy! Even at Ranger Batt you’ve always been a great hard working guy that took pride in your craft regardless of struggles. Great interview Justin!

[@oliversacks3837]

Wow he was in 75th RR?

[@americanmade-1]

Really? We haven't seen combat in Afghanistan since 2008. He doesn't even use the correct terminology for a veteran. Rangers are an elite force. It doesnt add up. Also, he said he was frequently in trouble with the law as a youth and struggled witb bi polar disorder so I'm wondering when this elite combat career happened. They don't allow anyone with mental illness into the military.

[@americanmade-1]

@@oliversacks3837 there's no way.

[@Sk8life4eva]

@@americanmade-1 … bro my name is on here… do the research yourself smart guy

[@Sk8life4eva]

@@americanmade-1 and that’s a slap in the face to all the families that have lost a loved one within the last decade overseas. I could Google and paste at least 10 links from some service members that we’ve known on a personal level.

[@johntirado-glover3574]

This is was one of the most intense, powerful & important interviews I've seen of this channel. Justin has such a gentle soul. Chris, you have this Gift & this is your purpose. You're giving these individuals a Voice. Thank you.

[@ranXd0m]

This is probably my favorite interview on the channel, I admire how much effort and time Justin has put into getting help and coping with traumas in a healthy way. I like how he pointed out that for people with mental illness, it’s important for them to work on themselves and be healthy as well as for the people in their lives to have knowledge about their illness and be willing to give grace and understanding.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

🎉 ⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠……………

[@oswaldcannon9483]

One thing that's really simple but I SUPER appreciate is that you put subtitles in all your videos. That is so cool especially for me and other people that are hard of hearing.

[@JulieIreland]

Thank you so much for sharing your story with us, Justin! You have such an understanding and you really explained it all well. Thank you so much! You are appreciated! I'm so proud of you for realizing that you needed help and taking the steps towards making a better life for yourself and those around you. I wish you and your loved ones the best as you continue your journey! And can we take a moment to appreciate the cat?! So cute!

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and microdosing You make your research………

[@MaggsMomo]

BPD and bipolar solidarity. Thank you for being brave and sharing your story. I’m with you in working hard at DBT to do better by other people. I wish you the best on your journey to manage your symptoms and thrive as a father, husband and community member. Please know you’re not alone.

[@hannahh8696]

Justin, your self awareness is inspiring. What an amazing thing to put yourself out into the world like this. And your commitment to accepting your daughter without judgement is the most precious gift a parent can ever give.

[@pirkeparv1431]

I'm a woman with bpd traits and it is so hard and tiring to live day to day. It's been so difficult to control my emotions lately. Thank you for sharing your experience, Justin. It gives me hope...

[@stjeep]

i feel you... it does give me hope too. you and i WILL get there, itll just take a little time. please hang in there, and ill try to as well. it is hard and tiring but this man gives me hope. we got this

[@mackiereyes7574]

As someone with BPD, my coping mechanism has been to not build any relationships at all. It's a difficult thing to deal with. I'm glad to see him working hard to function!

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and microdosing You make your research………

[@WerewolfofEpicness]

buddy thats not a great coping mechanism! u deserve love. Im here for u as a friend 💛

[@macstar95]

Maybe I need to get diagnosed, all of this resonates with me and I'm on your side. Much easier to focus on myself, job, education than it is to spend time with others and feeling like I lose everyone anyways.

[@mackiereyes7574]

@@macstar95 That's me as well. Almost entirely career focused nowadays, and it's become an addiction. I guess I've replaced my dependency on others with dependency for being busy haha

[@RobVespa]

This isn't healthy and won't help. Please consider seeing a competent professional therapist who is a fit for you. All the best.

[@staywokeornot]

That’s my boy! So glad here’s out there spreading the word about mental illness and how to overcome it

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

👆 he's got all psychedelic stuffs, he real and ships worldwide

[@MidnightSonnet]

Thank you, Justin, for being an advocate for therapy. So many people, especially men, don't seek help because they think they'll be viewed as weak. That stigma needs to stop. Theray is so damn important. It took my fiance years to get up the courage to see one. He's still seeing the same same one every week and is seeing the benefits. I have C-PTSD and severe depression, which is a whammy of a combo. I'm, unfortunately, unresponsive to antidepressants thanks to being on so many different ones since i was 15. I'm 41 now. My last hope is Ketamine. I understand a lot of what he's going through. Abandoment issues still haunt me thanks to my past traumas. My therapist doesn't think i have BPD, though i do have some symptoms. She says it's just related to my trauma. One thing she said that i thought was odd was that, in her experience, people with BPD tend to be narcissistic. Justin here doesn't display that trait at all, unless he's in a manic state, but that comes with being bipolar. So it's interesting that she has that view. Of the 9 traits of BPD, narcissism isn't one of them. Anyway, this was yet another great video, Chris. Keep up the good work.

[@lovingmayberry307]

Justin. So proud of you for being so transparent. Proud of you for serving. Proud of you for seeking therapy. I wish you all the best. I got your six. 🇺🇸👍

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

Look..out 👆👆for the handle above he got shrooms, LSD, iboga, ketamines, c😇ke, cannabis, psych, meds, DMT trips, acid chocolate 🍫 bars, and he ships!!!!

[@johnnyscoobs5503]

This has to be one of the best explanations of how much of a toll that trauma takes upon the human psyche. How someone can overcome it through great effort, knowing when to ask for help, and how important it is to keep talking about these issues. This is going to be an educational experience of the highest quality to many people. I'm thankfully that this channel has blessed me with all these wonderful tools to help take back my own life from my overactive mind. I really appreciate you all for spending the time to create this and the courage to speak freely about many difficult topics that usually get silenced by the "Powers that be".

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

Look..out 👆👆for the handle above he got shrooms, LSD, iboga, ketamines, c😇ke, cannabis, psych, meds, DMT trips, acid chocolate 🍫 bars, and he ships!!!!

[@marinassen3559]

One of your best interviews. Thank you Justin and thank you Chris.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and microdosing You make your research………

[@Christ.Consciousness]

The deepest part of you is the deepest part of me, and in that unity we find our sovereignty. Sending you all unconditional love, gratitude and compassion 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻

[@daniellelightfoot8394]

These type of talks are what we need in society. We need deep talks where we care about each other and the world around us. I feel like so many people are numb to the world we live and don’t explore too far from the screens in front of their face. Channels like this is the only way to reach those ignoring what is going on around them outside of social media.

[@RainRemnant]

Really wish to have a friend like him, I have all the patience in the world and can unfortunately relate to the borderline part (here with BDD and APD), he has so much insight just I wish much of the insight didn't come from so much suffering. Even though I had trauma in the past I can't imagine what he's going through with PTSD or even being bipolar (at least the manic part), but if he reads this: I hear you. I feel you. And you deserve a golden medal and your moment in the sun for still being here today and thriving. Much love for you, your wife and don't forget your doughnut kitty 😍

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠…..You make your research

[@xlovelyvintagex]

Your awareness of your issues is amazing. I especially admired the part about bleeding onto your family! I grew up with a parent with PTSD from the military and I suffered abuse and so did my mom and sister. It definitely bleeds as now I have issues of my own, but we are breaking cycles ❤️

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

Look..out 👆👆for the handle above he got shrooms, LSD, iboga, ketamines, c😇ke, cannabis, psych, meds, DMT trips, acid chocolate 🍫 bars, and he ships!!!!

[@isabella2513]

When he said he’s talked about these things in therapy……that made my heart soar. Veterans deserve mental health care, too! ❤️

[@kellyjd1978]

This is so so necessary. Thank you for this video, Justin!

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

Here👆DMT,SHROOM🍄,LSD,KETAMINE,MMDA,GUMMIES,CHOCOLATE BARS ALL AVAILABLE

[@donnellm5435]

Thank you for your service!

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠You make your research…..

[@Michelle-nn1pn]

I greatly encourage Justin to apply for extracurricular activity grants for his daughter through the nonprofit Our Military Kids!! Thank you for your service! ❤💙

[@kristolkrafts5062]

Thank you for your transparency, braveness, self awareness and your service. I hope you continue to grow, heal, persevere and thrive. Chris thanks for this. You are appreciated.

[@yesterdaydream]

It's gotta be hard having a brain that forgoes nuance and escalates things to all bad/all good. Thanks for sharing with us and good luck. Also, love that spiked pearl necklace!!

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠……………

[@WhisperingStoryHaven]

This was the best interview I've seen on SBSK ❤

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠You make your research

[@sarahleony]

This was wonderful to listen to. Thank you, Justin! I’m so glad you advocated for yourself and found help and support. You are a wonderful dad!

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

Here👆DMT,SHROOM🍄,LSD,KETAMINE,MMDA,GUMMIES,CHOCOLATE BARS ALL AVAILABLE

[@stefaniodriscoll9510]

I am so proud of this man. He is so self aware, he has done so much work for himself and another’s. I just hope he’s doing okay.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠You make your research

[@kashiomi_art]

Thank you Justin for sharing your story. In my country so many people already are experiencing war related PTSD, and soldiers have the worst of it, understanding stories of people like you and advocating for programs for war veterans is very important.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠…..You make your research

[@arachnidfingers]

“I want people to come as they are, not how they should be” 👏🏾

[@doyoungbunnysmile2832]

He seems so kind and a great guy

[@majachenmolhamo6140]

Justin you’re very well spoken and seem like a very kind, sensitive and insightful person. Keep speaking your truth. I wish you nothing but the best for your future and healing process. I truly hope you can find more clarity and grounding in your life. Ty for your service 🤍.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠……………

[@infantestelar]

I love how this man is so real about BPD. As a person who's diagnosed with it I resonated with most of the things he said. The biggest challenge is not to be reactive.

[@boobiegibson6350]

Dude speaks from the heart. You can tell he’s a good dude who’s been through a lot. Stay strong man it’ll get better.

[@HandsomeJigglypuff]

This was a great interview! Justin explained his diagnoses and his feeling really well. I also suffer from bipolar 1 and his description of it was spot on. Thanks to Justin I'm more aware of combat PTSD and BPD.

[@joaoyapur1247]

i've met once an american (im from argentina) traveling in uruguay, we talked, he was laid back smoking a joint, a cool guy, then he said he just came back from afganistan and i realised i was talking to a war criminal so i had to ask why he went to fight there and he just said ' to pay my studies ' he wasnt really into killing innocent people but he told me he had to go to war to pay his huge bank debt, he was less than 25 but already in a HUGE debt with the back, almost forced to go to war.

[@dolllhands]

You are so kind and thoughtful and it made me feel more thoughtful and grounded listening to you speak. I could immediately tell you were an artist before you said you were, you carry yourself as a creator and with intention and care for the world around you. The willingness to tell pieces of your story to so many people is a masterful example of you being not only comfortable with vulnerability, but welcoming it with open arms and living alongside it. That’s huge and you deserve to give yourself so much credit for that (and for other people to celebrate that too). I’m bipolar and I have ptsd too and I’ve never met anyone else that has both before, your interview made me feel so seen and made me feel so much more safe having my diagnosis’. It felt like you could see inside my brain haha I related to a lot of what you said about both. Thank you so much for this conversation, for being so vulnerable, and for being willing to share it with so many people. You are incredible.

[@JoyJoysWorld]

Hi Chris I never thought about the correlation between education/Healthcare and the military! I almost signed up because I had no way to pay for college.

[@rachaelthomason9299]

I have bipolar disorder and ptsd as well. What a journey! Thank you for opening up and sharing! When I was diagnosed, I felt so alone, and still do. I don't know anyone with bpd. There isn't any handbook on how to deal with it or what to expect. I definitely went down the path of hurting myself. I would feel so depressed and numb, I literally put my entire hand in a boiling 5 gallon pot of oil. I barely felt it. If you know anyone with bipolar disorder. Please show grace. Research what it is we go through. We have to deal with the instability of each day. It's so frustrating. For me, I try really hard to stay on top of my meds and share with those close to me how I'm feeling. When I'm really depressed, if I'm having a hard time doing things, it's not because I'm lazy, it's just so hard. Sometimes I can overcome it and sometimes I can't. But, we try. We try really hard! So much love out there to all of my BP homies out there!!!

[@danielleking76]

you are a hero, sir. you are so real. and your sacrifice will be felt for generations. i am here right now appreciating what you did for our country. beautiful soul.

[@peace.404]

Wow, this was so packed with great info to understand these disorders. This man is a perfect example of someone “doing the work” to heal, grow and evolve. He is pushing through cultural, social and family pressure to heal. I see you, and the sun sees you. Thank you for honesty and your service then and now that you are educating an infinite amount or people on how to successfully navigate these disorders. And I don’t just mean those with them, but their loved ones, friends and colleagues as well.

[@bizgurl]

This is the best description of these disorders, from the experience side, that I have heard or read. I now understand a lot more. Very insightful, self aware, intelligent and well spoken. No idea what you do for a living Justin, but a career as a public speaker or influencer is definitely an option.

[@yumiikoishere0232]

I may not have served in war my brother but I know what it’s like with border line personality disorder, anxiety, and depression but you I know are more stronger then I am thank u for your service and for expressing your mental health state it’s important to the whole world to know!🥰🙏🏽

[@ElysianFields108]

Justin you have incredible inner strength, and your music is awesome.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠…..You make your research

[@rollypolypress]

This was eye-opening to me. I totally agree with people on the outside needing to show people patience, it is extremely important. Also never listen to anyone who has never been through depression/anxiety etc, they will never understand. Listen to proper professionals and one you can talk to. Thankyou for sharing.

[@horrorfanandy4647]

Not from the US, but thank you for your service nonetheless Sir. The price soldiers have to pay for their country is still vastly underrated by the public sphere.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and microdosing You make your research………

[@aguskumito]

😂

[@olparax4570]

Lmao

[@hablin1]

That was a very honest video, I’m glad he turned his life around ❤

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠You make your research

[@caseybillings9685]

I cry watching almost all of these videos but this one has me feeling extra emotional.

[@cal.w5269]

I’m glad Justin opened up like this. This was helpful in understanding people with these diagnoses & education. I feel like compassion is the key sharing joy in life ,so thank you for telling your story Justin ❤

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

Here👆DMT,SHROOM🍄,LSD,KETAMINE,MMDA,GUMMIES,CHOCOLATE BARS ALL AVAILABLE

[@jasminelee1234]

Justin is very articulate and his self awareness is really commendable. 🙌🏼He clearly works hard on himself and seems like a great person. It must be pretty exhausting to deal with this stuff, very brave of him to deal with it all head on and talk about it. Great interview. Best of luck to him ❤

[@luthientinuviel9942]

Justin seems like a really chill dude. I admire your level of insight and the way you are so thoughtful about all these dimensions of your life. And your piercings are cool! I would love to be your friend.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and microdosing You make your research………

[@trethevillain]

He was so wonderfully articulate and self aware. I learned a lot from this. I’ll be praying for this young brotha.

[@Adam-nv9zo]

Thank you for sharing your story with everyone, Justin. This can help so many people that are struggling with similar issues by just knowing that other people deal with the same issues and that there is help for them. Again, thank you Justin.

[@Bell.-]

This was a perfect interview in my eyes. This man is absolutely inspiring. I just got diagnosed with pmdd and cptsd and am currently looking for a therapist. I'm dealing with severe depression as well so it can be difficult getting that motivation. But this has really helped me, a lot. Thank you for sharing with us

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and microdosing You make your research……………

[@lindaalvarez8855]

Justin, first of all, we share BPD, BiPolar 2 & PTSD, differently from yours, but I do get constant nightmares of what happened to me when I was young. You're 100 % correct & valued about your feelings about suffering with Borderline Personality Disorder. I, too, have NO skin, per say, always overly emotional & feel no control. I really feel for you & I hope your future gets much better.

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

⬆️⬆️Psychedelic are proven to be cure for anxiety, depression,PTSD,ADHD,insomnia and other related disorders 🧠You make your research

[@Legendsofrain]

Justin did so well in articulating and painting a picture of how far he's come, where he is now, and what he's aiming for. So much respect for his honesty, vulnerability, and for being a voice for others who see themselves in him.

[@rebecca9789]

I love this guy's energy. He is obviously dealing with a lot but still comes off very articulate, empathetic and intelligent. Wishing you peace

[@erikaxchristine]

Thank you for your service. My best friend is a veteran also. It definitely changed her and she worked through a lot. ❤ ps I love your fur baby

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

Purchase from 👆👆 Very nice psychedelic products available 💊🍄🍫He ships discreetly and swiftly too 🌎🌎🌎………..

[@bluelight8664]

articulate young man

[@missmaxinethompson7407]

This is one of the most insightful interviews I've ever watched. This war vet is absolutely phenomenal. I could literally be talking myself having some of the same diagnosis. Stay strong...manners and respect to you sir.

[@ghost_to_a_ghost]

I would like to thank this man for protecting the freedoms I enjoy every day. Another great interview SBSK! Love your channel, Chris. 😎

[@arbuznafiji]

Has there ever any country invaded usa ?never heard of this.

[@squigwart]

@@arbuznafiji yes, Japan technically invaded during ww2 lul but the reason no post ww2 invasion has occurred is because people like Justin make America a world super power

[@lolfunny9035]

@@arbuznafiji It's not invasions, but instead serving to fight against enemy countries in foreign areas in order to attempt to stop possible invaders and help allied countries from being conquered and turned hostile. An example of this was the killing of Osama Bin Laden. He wasn't actively invading our country, but he was a leading terrorist and had the chance to group up others and attack our country. Our army is a preventative force, and while they aren't protecting our country itself, they go through hard training and do indeed get things done.

[@rvanhees89]

@@squigwart Borderliners will rule the world💪

[@rvanhees89]

@@lolfunny9035 that was a funny way of saying 'Empire'

[@KT-gl6fe]

Omg your cat looks adorable! I'm an artist myself and generally we are quite empathetic and soft. I can imagine war must be the very worst thing for us to go through. I wish you so much peace and light in your life. 💜

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

👆 he's got all psychedelic stuffs, he real and ships worldwide

[@jennifermartin7468]

Damn Justin. Thank you so much for sharing this part of yourself. This has helped to open my eyes to some of the trauma and symptoms I experience as a result. Thank you thank you

[@Kyle_spores_on_IG_sells696]

Look..out 👆👆for the handle above he got shrooms, LSD, iboga, ketamines, c😇ke, cannabis, psych, meds, DMT trips, acid chocolate 🍫 bars, and he ships!!!!

[@HowieRaps]

I really liked seeing this side of you! You are such a compassionate person! Thank you for what you do ❤

[@emmab6708]

"Come as you are, not as you 'should' be" UGH this interview was so incredible - I could listen to this man speak forever. I hope more children are blessed with parents who put in work improving themselves.