Lonely (original song)

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The photo for the visual was taken by Islem Haouati.
Lyrics :
For you,
I waited out in the cold
You said you didn’t realize
Well, that was a lie you told me.
Still, for you
I must’ve seemed too dramatic,
My lips eager for your kiss
Now are drowning in a gin and tonic.
Nothing’s said,
Nothing’s done
In your hand a rose, still red,
In the other a gun,
Still, you won’t cooperate,
The hourglass’s almost empty
Now it’s just you and me
Together but so lonely.
I wish you would’ve told me
That it was all for nothing
Before I went and dived in,
I’m so lonely.
And I wish you never met me,
Touched me then cut me so deep.
You weren’t the remedy,
I’m still lonely.
I know
That you have a good soul
But you’re making it hard
‘Cause you won’t show your cards to me.
And you know
I’ll love you ‘til I grow old
But now I fear for my life
‘Cause you’re holding a knife that could hurt me.
Now I don’t know what to say
Or what to do
I tried to make my heart freeze over
But it still beats for you.
Still, you won’t communicate,
The hourglass’s almost empty
Now it’s just you and me
Together but so lonely.
I wish you would’ve told me
That it was all for nothing
Before I went and dived in,
I’m so lonely.
And I wish you never met me,
Touched me then cut me so deep.
You weren’t the remedy,
I’m still lonely.
So, if you have something to say now would be the right time
The way I lost you, I lose my mind
But I never had you now, did I?
Or I could waste kisses on a drunk stranger,
Can’t you make it feel better?
So I make it through the winter…
I wish that you would hold me,
Kiss me and buy me roses,
Walk me home when the bar closes.
But more than anything…
I wish you would’ve told me
That it was all for nothing
Before I went and dived in,
I’m so lonely.
And I wish you never met me,
Touched me then cut me so deep.
You weren’t the remedy,
I’m still lonely.
Lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely.
Lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely.